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liv-n · 10 months

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i’m binging GOT rn and why is the second to last episode of every season the most painful thing you’ve ever experienced /pos

#game of thrones #i’m in pain oh god #season three episode 9 #got #game of thrones live tweet basically #game of thrones season 3

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000yul · 6 months

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“you don’t need to read the rhine manhua before you read lonetrail” ok TECHNICALLY true but but then you don’t. you don’t see the parallels and stuff like e.g.

rhine lab manhua: saria calls kristen out. look down. look at humanity. look at the people you’ve hurt. stop just looking at the stars.

the call back in lonetrail right before kristen launches saria out of her ship. but this time it’s kristen saying (stealing my friends words): “hey...look down there's ppl who need you and i've accomplished my dream u dont need to look after me anymore”

saria’s downfall as director of defense—her inability to protect those like ifrit etc.—feels like it stems from the whole “i can fix her” thing she has going on with kristen. it’s this massive blind spot centred on kristen, born of love. it’s a failure that ends up hurting a lot of people she cares about. kristen is a woman obsessed to the point of madness but here even she’s trying to set saria free in her own way (i’m clutching my head in pain)

#these two hurt so much to think about jfc #i’m screaming in pain oh my god #they’re both too stubborn.#tae our shared brainworms on this #arknights spoilers #arknights

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strangerinthelight · 18 days

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I don’t think moving on from this show will ever be an option at this point. Going insane over the way that Mobius looks at Loki in their FIRST scene together. Like actually sickening I am SICK !!!

#get out of my head I’m in so much pain Mobius please oh my god #everybody moved on i stayed there #he’s the actual devil #to people who don’t get Lokius #I respect you I just wanna talk #no wonder I’m so forgetful the gays take up 96% of my brain #mobius #loki #lokius #loki series #ps I know this has been said about this scene many times lololol #I just love his little smirk omg ughfhhf

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chthonic-mommy · 7 months

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We’ve already agreed on that Karlach is a big spoon and will never leave you alone at night, she’ll always sleep with you after her engine was cooled down. But Karlach is also touch-starved to death so she’ll hug you and snuggle to you while you’re sleeping together. If you have a sore back her warm body hugging you from behind will work better than any medicine. She will hold your stomach during your period cuz her hands are extremely warm and it makes your cramps less painful!

Oh, love, where does it hurt? Come here, let me hold you. Of course it’s okay! If I can’t get rid of my infernal engine I’d rather use it for good. Making you feel better is the best way I could imagine to use it, actually.

#does anyone have chronic chills and always feel cold or it’s just me #I always end up taking nearly boiling baths to lessen my chronic pain and chills #she’ll be there for me oh god I can’t I’m too weak #karlach #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate iii #karlach x reader #karlach x tav

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cowardlykrow · 2 months

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He’s a horrible bastard but also what if I made him sooo small

#And vaguely Stitch coded #To the anon who said they were obsessed with me and tinky… I accidentally deleted your ask so…. This one’s for u 😔#my beloved #For their comment on minitinky that I already forgot cuz it’s 2AM and that was my first mistake #the actual pain I felt when I deleted it oh my god #I’m a monster #//Krow scribbles

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maddymoreau · 1 year

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Nightbringer Lesson 11 Lucifer Discussion

I’ve been playing Obey Me for three years and when I saw the dialogue option,

“You’re not actually angry, are you? That’s not it.”

I HIT IT WITHOUT A SINGLE HESITATION!!! BECAUSE I KNOW AND LOVE LUCIFER!!!

And that is the correct option if you want favor with Lucifer!! Sure it may have hurt him that we lied about being a demon but that’s not the problem.

The problem is that because we’re a human we’re on the side on humanity. While Lucifer has pledged allegiance to Diavolo.

Spoiler for Obey Me Shall We Date: Lucifer swore an oath after making a deal with Diavolo. In exchange for his loyalty Diavolo would save his dying sister Lilith by having her reincarnate into a human.

This is something the other brothers are unaware of and why Lucifer calls Solomon disgusting for weaponizing and throwing that in his face.

(Note: While Lucifer has sworn an oath he will always put his brothers above Diavolo.)

Lucifer may be prideful and strict with his brothers but there’s NOTHING he cares about more then them.

So a human who lied to them and has the ability to force them into submission, extract their powers and use it is a MASSIVE threat!!!

A threat he is not wanting to take the risk of especially when it hasn’t been long since he lost his sister Lilith.

When you first approach Lucifer he asks, “Why did you show up when you did? Why did you appear before us?”

He asking why did you come to Devildom now? What are your intentions?! He may ask that but truthfully it doesn’t matter to him. You’re a threat.

A threat he has to eliminate in order to protect his brothers and their new life in Devildom.

Lucifer will lean in your ear and ask right before painfully restraining you.

“Why did you appear before me?” He knows you know his intention. He can’t understand why you searched for him at the Fountain of Knowledge.

What do you want with him?

Because while Lucifer may suppress it and is putting his brothers before it. He has begun developing feelings for the player.

You can later say, “I want to protect all of you.”

Which gains you even more favor with Lucifer because that’s all he wants. He just loves and wants to protect his brothers AND I LOVE THAT!!!!

Us handing him the grimoire IS SUCH A BIG MOMENT!!! Nightbringer players might be unaware but a grimoire is SUCH a big deal!!!

So to hand that over despite the grimoire giving us a major advantage AHHHH MY HEART!!!!

Combined with the player promising to protect them!

Your pledge and actions leave him questioning himself on what’s the right decision. Is trusting you worth the risk it puts his brothers at?

I cannot wait for lesson 12!!! I NEED US TO RESOLVE THIS LUCIFER ANGST SO BADLY!!!!!

#Lucifer is such a complex character and with Lilith’s death happening so recently it makes sense he’d act this way!!#Is his behavior right? No but I want newer players to try and understand him.#The same goes for Belphegor who while it’s wrong is using our betrayal to shift all the pain regarding his sisters death onto humans.#Also if I hear one more person go we didn’t actually lie about being a demon 😭 YES WE DID!!!!#OH MY GOD WE DID!!!!#While we never said yes I’m a demon we the player went along with the lie therefore we are guilty of lying about being a demon.#Obey Me #Obey Me Lucifer #Lucifer #Obey Me Nightbringer #Obey Me Nightbringer Spoiler #Nightbringer #Nightbringer Spoiler #MaddyMajolish #Long Post #Long Text #I LOVE LUCIFER!!!!

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sharkl-e · 27 days

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MK1 x VOCALOID — Kenshi Takahashi & Mafia by wotaku

i cannot tell you how normal i am abt this man being so fr you guys (he looks so good GAHHHH)

close ups under the cut :3

if yk where that dragon drawing is from, you’re a real one HAHAH

#kenshi takahashi #kenshi takahashi mk1 #mortal kombat 1 #mortal kombat #mk1 #mk1 fanart #mk fanart #vocaloid #vocaloid fanart #i’m ngl this was a PAIN to finish bc oh my god that background #only for it to be 90% in shadow LMAOAOSH #still proud of that sento display tho ugh #mk1 and vocaloid!

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katiebell · 6 months

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Gideon killing crux, who was so cruel to her, and having a breakdown over the revenge not feeling good broke me btw

#gideon nav #tlt spoilers #nona the ninth #the locked tomb #forget all the stuff with harrow. that awful fuck was so abusive and watching Gideon find out you can’t take that pain away…#oh I’m howling she didn’t fucking deserve that #the way she tried to drag some… repentance out of him by throwing in his face that she’s literally the child of god and he still called her #worthless ohhhh im so sick. she believes it she believes she’s worthless and this was the one thing she learned about herself she staunchly #believes finally has some worth - finally would change how she was treated growing up - and that worthless worm throws it right back to her #face AUGHHH #he didn’t even give her the grace of the fantasy of ‘they would respect me if they knew. they’re REGRET it if they knew’. TAMSYN MUIR IM GON #NA GET YOU

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catharusustulatus · 6 months

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Steve starts bleeding through his shirt in the chaos of the cafeteria and Vickie notices. He and Robin try to cover it up but he’s noticeably dripping and Vickie is not an idiot, so she grabs Robin’s hand, grabs a handful of medical supplies from the nearby table and moves the three of them to a hallway closet. And very, very quickly Steve takes a liking to her because she’s quick with the gauze AND funny, and as she patches him up, well, he and Robin have a whole unspoken conversation about it.

#stranger things #steve harrington #robin buckley #Stobin #rovickie #pls give us this pls #Steve waggling his eyebrows at Robin while he’s covered in blood and sweating in pain but like #look how cute your crush is! she’s a caretaker!#and Robin is like oh my god I’m so embarrassed #and Vickie is like what do you mean these are not dog bites you guys #haha

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bisexualrapline · 1 year

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so fucking heartbreaking to see yoongi on the bike realize something’s wrong something’s changing something’s breaking and then RUN and literally try to break down the door to get to agust d. i’m now realizing that the scar signifies the trauma and pain he went through, it’s almost like a constant reminder so that he never forgets, like what he’s begging of his amygdala in the lyrics of the song. i can’t stop crying thinking about how hard he was trying to preserve his innocence and couldn’t get there in time. fuck i’m so fucking sad

#i’m sobbing oh my god i’m so heartbroken by this idk if i can move on #like i know he’s okay now and that’s why this album and mv have even been released. but that doesn’t make the knowledge of him feeling like #that any less painful #fuck. fuck #.txt

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lgbtiwtv · 2 years

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one of my favorite hobbies is in fact making fun of lestat because let’s be honest he does deserve it 99% of the time but then i start rereading tvl and suddenly I’m like….man he really went through so much, huh? he was really traumatized and taken advantage of over and over by both strangers and people he loved….like man he really was stalked, kidnapped, and forcefully made into a vampire against his will….he faced years of abuse from his father and brothers…..he witnessed the death of his only lover and before that his resentment and eventual madness….he really cries every other page and has 10 existential crises before he even becomes a vampire but he wants to be good he wants to be happy he tried to run away to the church he tried to run away with the theatre troupe he just wanted to act and love and be loved and at every turn he was done wrong and hurt and abandoned and nobody ever really helped him and I—

#like. not to be a lestat apologist on main but oh my god the horrors he experienced…..all alone……#I just kept thinking about the scene where he’s turned and he’s so scared and alone and he still chooses to say no and die human #he didn’t want this!!! and then he’s left all alone again and he’s dying and he’s in pain and #literally screaming and crying and then he has to see a pile of bodies that all look like him and then what????#he’s supposed to be the same person after all that?? like of course he’s got ptsd of course he’s got terrible coping mechanisms of cours #he acts the way he does because like how do you live with all that unless you turn it into something meaningful in any way you can #and for him that manifests as a god complex and controlling nature and enjoying all of life’s pleasures to mask #his crippling self loathing and fear of abandonment and intense intense trauma.#um. ….anyway…..sorry for lestat posting like this do you guys still think I’m cool #obvs not excusing the bad things he’s done but like……..it still hurts…….#to quote that one post I’ll always taking louis’ side in the divorce but….sometimes I stop and really thing about everything lestat has #been thru and like….I care him…..😔#iwtv #interview with the vampire #iwtv spoilers #lestat de lioncourt #the vampire chronicles #the vampire lestat #m watches iwtv

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fandomrantsandtwittertakes · 8 months

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shima-draws · 7 months

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Also it really sucks bc I want to draw but I CAN’T bc I’m in a lot of pain rn. Sitting here like

#AUGHH. I’m still in physical therapy btw.#I was doing p good for a while until I sat in the car for a 5 hour round trip and that fucked my back up SO bad #So I relapsed. And my pain has been Bad for the past couple weeks #Not nearly as bad as it was at the beginning but my pain levels are back up #Which makes me so MAD bc I was at the point where I barelyyy felt it #SIGHS #Well. I’m getting dry needling done tomorrow and that should help #Not SUPER fond of the idea of needles getting poked into my back but at this point I’ll do anything #My therapist says everyone who’s done it under his care has felt a lot better afterwards #And I trust his judgement so.#I’ll be poked and prodded at tomorrow morning lol #I just want this to be over. It started in May. It’s October now #It’s been what. Five months?? FIVE????#It’s almost been half a year since this started oh my fucking god. Killing myself #Shima speaks

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goldenhylia · 3 months

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Despite everything he said in Future Redeemed, when it came down to it N was completely unwilling to kill his family (At least after the death of Ghondor).

During the fight at Raguel Lake, N tells Alpha that he has no qualms killing him despite the fact that he is currently possessing Na’el but N doesn’t kill her. Even when the Ontos core was damaged, N didn’t attack to finish them both off while he had the chance.

On Prison Island, he insinuates that he hasn’t killed Matthew because he is the only thing tying Na’el to the current world, but even after Alpha is defeated, even when he knows Matthew is roaming the earth setting soldiers free and killing other Moebius he doesn’t kill him or even try to stop him.

And I think most telling of all, when he interrupts the final battle he severs the tether between Na’el and Alpha. He had absolutely zero incentive to do that, it was a surprise attack, he could have killed Alpha then and there. But he chose to spare Na’el. Because N isn’t “divorced” from his feelings about his family. Matthew and Na’el are still part of Ghondor, still part of Mio, still part of him and represent that hope for the future he thought had died with the original Mio. The hope that was eventually reborn as Noah.

#I feel like I’m going insane #this is probably so ramble-y and idk if I got my point across but #oh my god thinking of the ‘Vandham’ family causes me pain #also I don’t even think N killed Ghondor (even accidentally)!!#watch the scene again. Ghondor grabbed the sword with his hands #any way I’m normal now #Xeno tag #Xenoblade Chronicles 3 #N #Na’el #Matthew #Future Redeemed #Future Redeemed spoilers #XC3 spoilers #Xenoblade #XC3

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danzsoldier · 6 months

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sometimes I think about how Caine is canonically oblivious to the suffering that the humans trapped in the circus go through. Makes me wonder if he even understand the suffering if someone explained it to him because he’s just an AI, a robot with no soul and no understanding of how complex being human can be

#the amazing digital circus #hi tadc fandom as you can see I’m invested in how Caine is unaware of the suffering everyone goes through despite it being so obvious that-#Everyone wants to go home and to their human lives #does he understand why abstraction happens. He knows about it but does he know that the humans that have become abstracted have basically-#lost their minds because of the circus #and in the pilot he was making a fake exit for everyone and it makes me wonder a lot #the way he reacted when Pomni asked how to leave + him trying to make an exit but not finishing it becuz he supposedly didn’t know what-#to put on the other side on it. I kinda think he’s genuinely clueless on why everyone wants to leave so badly and just wants everyone to-#have fun at the circus but he’s a robot he doesn’t get it he’s confused but definitely trying his best to fulfill the constant request of-#an exit #Are you reading this? If you are. Hi.#How many tags does this have oh my god #anyways. Caine is canonically clueless on why everyone wants to go + oblivious to the pain. I think he’s genuinely unable to understand due #to being an AI but I could definitely be wrong since only the pilot is out so far #if I’m actually right then holy shit idk what I’ll do #danny speaks

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justaregularken · 4 months

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Alright y’all I’m putting my fucking back into this, receiving a werewolf dick as a gift tomorrow, will report back how the knot does

#shitpost #ken things #werewolf fucker #monster fucker #werewolf nsft #werewolf boyfriend #my ass is about to HURT #no pain no gain #switch things #bi guy #its big too #Like seven or eight I forgot #And a knot the thickness of a febreeze can #And it was only 48 bucks oh my god I’m excited #I’m feral for werewolves man

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