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pierog · 2 years

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tiny comic about eating toast with friends

#i have sooo many more thoughts about this but i couldnt be arsed making a longer comic..a few ppl seemed to relate so i will put it here #comic #art #artists on tumblr #axolotl #studyblr #academia #<-why the fuck not. it's set at uni #furry #mine #personal #i do wish i spent more time on this but i got 80hd #anyway the experience of loved ones + food is so important to me #and those little moments which you don't realise are so special until they're gone #i'm very bad at living in the present.. always have been.. gotta learn to appreciate wot i have #my hall experience was a mixed bag - loads of fun but also problematic as an institution and i dont miss it #im lucky to have heaps of friends who i love :)#but it's my first year as a Real Adult outside of academia and im trying not to be scared of growing up

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cccotard · 4 months

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school day :p

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chocopink · 9 months

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNDERTALE ❤️ wanted to do something big this year :]

#undertale #undertale anniversary #frisk #toriel dreemurr #papyrus #undyne #mettaton ex #asgore #omega flowey #asriel dreemurr #fan art #art #chara dreemurr #please click to see the pics in full i spent a lot of time on this haha #but im glad i got it all done!!#wish i put more details in some of these but i didnt have the time #photoshop flowey

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tarobumma · 3 months

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i am so taken by rsl in interviews bcus like. he is immediately changing the topic in response to a straightforward question. hes saying he’s gonna kill himself multiple times. he’s waxing poetic abt how much he hates working. every now and then he says something genuinely beautiful abt theatre. andnow he’s talking abt how he isnt gay

#also ive never spent so much time watching videos that are almost exclysively 240p #bring back no media training #house md #i both love how scarce rsl interviews are and wish there were more #i need a bootleg of arcadia actually....

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umbrvx · 3 months

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[ @orvwomenweek ] lsk + family, regrets || day 5

#omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv #lee sookyung #lsk #orvww #cw eye strain #omfg i was so sure id be late this time around I DID ITTT #i do kinda wish i was able to spend more time with it tho.. between class + nap (sleep deprived) i only had like 5ish hours i spent paintin #i hope it still conveys well enough!!!

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northernfireart · 7 months

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just a bunch of old sketches from my sketchbook that I think are alright

#I honestly wish I spent more time at home because of how much stuff I think I couldn't draw #I love drawing so much fr #I have also a lot of gomens fanart in there which just makes my sketchbook look like a lot of David Tennants and nothing else #doctor who #tenth doctor #10th doctor #dw fanart #doctor x rose #tenrose #timepetals #ten x rose #ninth doctor #9th doctor #dw #northernfire art

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royalarchivist · 2 months

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Pac: Oh, Nenê... How cute... 🥺💕

After dying to an atomic creeper in a cave and stressing over potentially losing all his items, Pac returns home to set his spawn and receives a sweet surprise:

His cat falls asleep on top of him and purrs when he goes to bed :')

#QSMP #Pactw #Pac #March 28 2024 #I had the exact same reaction as Pac my heart frickin melted THIS IS SO CUTE.... AND THE PURRING.... MY HEART #I desperately wish Pac got to hang out with Madagio (in his cat-form)#because cats clearly adore Pac just as much as he loves them #Maybe in an alternate universe Madagio spent a day with Pac #And in that time he learned why Fit came to care for this man so much #I don't need more WIPs on my plate but I am Pondering the idea #If the cat-hybrid Cellbit thing was canon I could crack a joke about the ''cats clearly adore Pac just as much as he loves them'' thing #but alas #For real though lock Madagio in a room with Pac for 12 hours and he'll leave being grudgingly charmed by him #aghhhh #Anyways this is so cute #but also really sad #because how many times do you think Pac's been in his room depressed over his missing son / friends / roommate #only to have his cats burrow under his arm and nudge their way onto his lap?#Don't get me started I'm feeling Emotional about cubito Pac lately

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icewindandboringhorror · 7 months

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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

#tumblr polls #hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today #still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual #They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully #it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec #fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since #I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm #ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos #or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things #I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming #over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY #I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb #e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about #different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see #stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I #can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone #said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects #the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm

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troutpopulation · 1 month

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I wish talking about detransition in any positive way wasn't completely co-opted by terfs and detrans kinks with the most violent, humiliating and degrading fantasies imaginable.

Because there is something profoundly beautiful and almost erotic in watching your own body change into something completely unfamiliar and uncanny, and intensely unexpected. The permanent changes of HRT being treasured souvenirs of a past life and an intrinsic part of you.

Feeling your hair texture change under your own fingertips. Your body changes once, twice, three times, you lose count but it's always uncharted territory. Just an alien shape to your own hips forming contours you don't recognize and will spend your next lifetime, one of many, exploring.

#I spent all my conscious years a boy. This is my first time being a girl; my first time being a woman #I wish this was treated more like the insanely fascinating and terrifying adventure it is/a lived experience than a rightwing talking point #Detransition #Detrans #Gender thoughts

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jemmaasimmons · 5 months

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Um, it's just a little disorientation, attributable to oxidative stress. Okay, yeah, I'll take you back to your room.

#aosedit #marveledit #agents of shield #fitzsimmons #marvel #userlix #userlolo #jemmablossom #useranne #sallysimpsons #tuserko #tusercarolina #tuserkers #dailymarvelgifs #leo fitz #jemma simmons #aos #*mine #i wish they spent more time on jemma's recovery from this :(

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horrorknife · 10 days

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common ground

part 2

#hoffstrahm #coffinshipping #mark hoffman #peter strahm #saw #sawposting #saw franchise #my art #i just think that they should have explored peters character more and given more of a shit about him #he shouldve had parallels w hoffman and there should have been reasons for strahm to trust him at all #there should have been something for both of them to step back and Understand about each other #blah blah whatever. sorry if these are ugly? im not sure if i like them but i spent time on them. so.#also FUCK hoffmans stupid fancyboy hair. i wish i could get away with his little fuckass bob all the time #might draw a second part to this or doodle it or somethin #cuz this conversation does like. go on.

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black-and-yellow · 9 months

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Ingenue

Reel it in.

(NB even though this reads right to left, the pages are ordered so that they will be in order when scrolled through on full screen)

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heavenascensiiondio · 10 days

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Spot illustrations of Angeal and Zack Fair that I did for the Crisis Core Scrapbook Zine in late 2021. They were intended to be printed small and next to text, as if they were pasted-in photos.

#i was brought in at the end as a pinch hitter so these were made really really quickly. i wish i could've spent more time on them!#i love. angeal #lav's art #angeal hewley #zack fair #ff7 #ffvii crisis core

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menciemeer · 1 year

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Sometimes I think about Louise Hobbs for too long and start going a little crazy.

Garret Jacob gets all the attention on the show. Abigail gets it from fandom. The absence of Louise is almost invisible. She’s not there. We don’t think about her.

We don’t think about her, of course, because she’s not in canon in the first place. She has no lines. Her name is not mentioned in dialogue. She only barely appears on camera.

Here is Louise Hobbs alive and well. Striking about this bit, once I was looking at it: she doesn’t look towards the camera, she doesn’t look towards her family members, and her family doesn’t look towards her. They move around one another and don’t directly interact. Look at it: Abigail and Garret Jacob Hobbs are communicating, here, in a way that she’s entirely cut off from.

(And, ok, listen, I’ve gotta sidebar. Even before Abigail actually picks up the phone, GJH is keeping track of where she goes. There are no clear frames of this tiny interaction, but look:

he’s keeping tabs on her. The minute she moves, he’s checking over his shoulder to see what she’s up to. By contrast, he doesn’t look at his wife even once.)

(One other thing about this tiny little scene of them playing house. GJH has absolutely no chill. He is tense and intense even before he gets on the phone. It’s not really possible to tell what Abigail is thinking through all of this--we know from later that she’s a pretty good liar--but Garret Jacob Hobbs is not subtle. He’s jumpy as fuck, and he’s probably that way all the time.)

Continuing.

The next time we see Lousie, she’s being shoved out the front door. Think about that. GJH didn’t kill her immediately. He’s not interested in seeing her dead. He’s using her to buy time in the kitchen with Abigail because he knows he doesn’t have any left.

The way I remembered Louise dying was with a cut to her throat, but look at it. She’s got wounds on her arms, on her torso. He wasn’t careful, or quick. He didn’t hold out his hand to her and ask her to come closer. He attacked her, shoved her out the door, and slammed it behind her.

That is the end of Louise Hobbs.

Hobbs family dynamics just. Absolutely fascinate me. (Too much.) I so desperately want to know what it was like to be Louise Hobbs. I want to know how much she knew, how much she suspected, and how much she refused to let herself understand. She’s the cannibal the show cares about the least. She’s the one who dies so that someone else can have a little more time.

The show constantly returns to the idea of murder as a way to break or make families. Besides the Hobbs family, there’s the children and foster mother from Oeuf, Gideon killing his wife in backstory, Lawrence Wells who killed his own son, Margot and Mason, and of course Dolarhyde’s obsession with killing families together. Louise Hobbs’s is a murder to break a family. She is, very literally, cast out.

We do see her one last time:

It’s interesting that, when Abigail sees this, Alana is the one who becomes her mother. Whatever you want to say about the long-term feasibility of the Murder Family, it’s indisputable that Hannibal was never interested in planning a future with Alana. She’s there nearly by accident. Holding a place meant for Will. She is not part of the plan.

If Abigail mourns for Louise, she does it off-screen. We see flashbacks to her interactions with Garret Jacob, but, after this, Louise never returns. We’re left to wonder, or to forget, all on our own.

#hannibal #hannibal meta #louise hobbs #abigail hobbs #garret jacob hobbs #.#i kind of wish i had a conclusion to this you know #An Thesis #but i really don't #i just have spent Way Too Long thinking about what the hobbs family must have been like #just rolling around in Man That Was Awful For Every One Of Them #also #i'm not saying here that People Should Pay Attention To Louise Hobbs #you know #she's a very minor character and That's OK #i'm just saying that i spend more time thinking about her than her screentime warrants #and today it spilled over #okokok that's it i'm done now #good bye send post begone thoughts

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just-somedude · 4 months

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#I had to go to a high school friend's funeral a couple weeks ago #the guy was like an older brother to me #he was only 23 #I spent an hour alone in a room with his coffin just crying #wishing I had gotten to spend more time with him #Now because of that #I'm making sure to live my life exactly how I want to #I've had people tell me to “do the smart thing” and build a career #travel in short spurts etc #fuck that #I want to be the unemployed friend in all those memes #the guy who you don't hear from until you get a video from a glacial lake in the middle of the wilderness #and then a week later a picture from atop a mountain #I want to do cool shit #I want to have DAD LORE #stories to tell #people to tell them #mid life crisis at 22 is crazy but FUCK IT WE BALL #anyways my rambling is over if you're still reading this I'll give you a smooch

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kiingbiing · 7 months

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My two wallpapers on my phone cause these bitches should’ve kissed

#doodle #rottmnt #rottmnt splinter #rottmnt baron draxum #baronjitsu #rottmnt baronjitsu #I spent a really good chunk of my time on this…#I FUCKIN LOVE IT #my family will see this and I will not explain myself #jgjsjfjs #i wish there were more fics of them ;-;#I love their dysfunctional dynamic

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