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If you can't handle her at her
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#horror#i will be handling her with both hands#two hands for two forms#resident evil#alcina dimitrescu#resident evil 8#bela dimitrescu#cassandra dimitrescu#daniela dimitrescu#resident evil village#sapphic#re8 village#funny#musings#re8 meme
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Dee man-handles the CRAB LEG and SHATTERS into a thousand pieces
#Funny both as written and with the intended meaning of her just fucking obliterating that crab that Mac's little bicth hands cant handle#I loved this episode so much. They need to do more Mac/Dee plotlines so bad. Just for me.#iasip
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still absolutely fucking gobsmacked that mr howard wrote an entire short story where johannes sees potential futures for himself and one of them is a woman. how do you expect me to take anything from this besides transgender. completely normal thing to write for your definitely cis character.
#korro.txt#johannes cabal#i Know that the alternative is it being For Comedic Effect and the specter of that possibility haunts me like something evil which i hate#but. i would like to elect that not. considering the fairly nonjudgemental way zarenyia & her magnetizing sapphic energy is handled#in regards to the rest of the cast (both male & female) liking her#to this i say! you will pry trans girl johannes from my cold dead hands#women who 100% can and will make the worlds first DIY HRT in the vaguely nebulous years of ''it might be the 1900s. what are you a cop?''
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If I had a nickel for every Turner matriarch who—despite being desperately unhinged due to Trauma—believes herself the sanest person in the room while also being just awful to her spouse, I’d have two nickels. Which. Isn’t a lot, but Lauren Ambrose is personally present to facilitate both transactions.
#yellowjackets#servant#taissa and dorothy having the same last name and both wanting to be Perfect and Excellent Moms#while also disassociating so badly that they wreck their families#AND Lauren Ambrose being in the center of the diagram as both Turner and love interest#peak comedy#although if Van ever met Dorothy I don’t even think she’d talk to her#I think it would just be hands in the air and baaaacking away slowly#‘tai I can handle. whatever you’ve got goin on is a whoooole other pack of pokemon cards my dude’
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i like those toh Swap AUs a lot so here's my little small interpretation.
Just a little role swap with:
Philip <- -> Lilith
Caleb <- -> Eda
Collector <- -> King
They keep their base personalities but bc of their roles their motivations are different.
#toh#the owl house#swap au#au#my art#fanart#im not gonna devlop this into anything i just want to draw designs lol#something interesting to note is that while lilith and philip both have intellectual drives#philip is an incredibly self serving one track mind kind of character who is apathetic towards other people#lilith on the other hand may be goal oriented but in the end she does earnestly care about her family and friends#so in my mind theyre kind of an easy swap if you tweak their motivations a bit.#idk what to name the grimwalker of eda. i was thinking artemis or selene to keep with the theme of hunters and moonlight#but then i realized. ATHENA. lilith is such a nerd shed choose athena both for historic reasons AND symbolic ones.#athena is way more of a handful than hunter bc remember. child version of eda. too much chaos for her small body to handle.#you know what would be so cute. if raine and wittewife swapped in this au as well.#collector and king are swapped because thematic stuff and also they both have origins pertaining to grander things#so now the collector is the one who doesnt know anything while king is perpetually stuck in his child form unable to grow up.#also the isles are still made from the body of the titan so i assume that the titan would still have a hand in locking king up. why?#i do not know.#also the collector might go by a different name#maybe star? colly? colin? hell if i know but they love astronomy and playing games
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#fairy#hand#drawring#hello im high#the red one is a bit older#but i thought it was a bit similar to the pink#i dont understand how i would use this app like this for the second one but ive never really bothered to do much more than doodle#so i hope i can grow to feel more comfortable with it#i think also that liking to draw hands and fairies is synergistic#fairy scale is zoomed in well for hands#in both of these cases this is nice for her btw if it is not apparent#she is squish its like compression relaxing#and shes in that cup so she can hide and get it out#these r ways these ppl are helping her manage her mood#she is becoming a bit easier to handle as both parties get used to handling her#its a good thing even if it is a bit strange#thanks for reading my tags
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It always seems like such a good idea in the moment (Patreon)
The first four are in reference to a great idea I had of - since I’ve finished my lower-limit page number testing for making books; shorter fics take up less page space, and just increasing the font size isn’t as handsome! - simply making a mini book! All it would take would be to halve the pages again, right? Just cut them right down the middle! Easy peasy!
As I’m sure you can tell by the second, no. Not easy peasy. Difficult painful un-fun >:(
Obviously I still did it tho! What do you take me for, someone who could have the idea of an even tinier book and then not do something about it?? No
It’s also the only one so far to have a paper bookmark rather than a ribbon!
All told it’s a bit smaller than your average manga (I love the monochrome covers on these under their dust jackets haha <3) - you can see even with effectively doubling up the pages by halving their size, it was still very small-spined!
A quick shot while it was still being made hehe ♪ It’s Out! Paired here - and the earlier one, just without its dust jacket haha - with my Zarla SC2 collection (ft. Family, Negotiations are Going...Well, and With No Obligation) - I absolutely kicked myself after the fact for not including Out as the run-up to everything, I was really trying to make a full collection in probably-chronological order! Out would’ve been a perfect start! And it only would’ve taken like four pages!!
Ah well, it was still quite a learning experience - I probably wouldn’t make another standalone of under 4k-ish just for formatting reasons but I did get some good ideas of how to do so if I wanted to! Although, my next project is going to be even more of a formatting nightmare........I’ll get there when I get there! Lol
#Doodles#The impulsive thoughts are always the funnest! But then it's all a matter of actually putting them into reality...#Ahh well like I said under the cut it was a learning experience! And I really wanted a physical copy of Out haha ♪#I don't think I've ever mentioned it - not even in my pre-fic notes :0 - but Out was another one of my inspirations for Drinking Game#I mean - the drinking lol obviously but I hadn't considered what VUX drinking would be like before reading it :)#I wanted to pair it with both physical copies hehe ♫ I'm happy I attempted it! And I have a better foundation to build on in the future!#I ended up using the scrap leftover from making such a small cover as the bookmark haha - and I picked the covers so they'd almost-match :)#They go together! But not quite! Just enough!#The sting of creation has worn off - it's actually been a while since I've made a quick book! - so the itch is starting to come back haha#Well - almost lol - the formatting is still........but I do want to do it! Especially now that I've got a hand-in-hand hobby to go with it#All that later ♪ For now snakes!#And also spiders I am also the same when spiders#I've been escorting a lot of spiders outside lately and pretty much all of them fall under the moniker of ''darling'' to me lol#Still no luck on finding a jumping spider :( But I also haven't got an enclosure set up yet either#There's this one booth that always has such adorable and pretty jumping spider enclosures ahhh I might have to break and get one someday#Same place where I got to hold the snake in fact! :D She was a love <3 Beautiful full-grown female cornsnake if memory serves#She was rather wiggly - she was tired and fussy and didn't feel like being handled by a stranger but she was so polite about it#A real delight to handle <3 And I got to see her babies! So cute and tiny!#The rest is more SCII fic stuff haha ♪ Rereading the Pirate fic was a lot of fun :) Intentionally avoiding Vargas fic(s) does make me a bit#Well I really like Vargas still lol it is candy to my brain so any gesture even remotely in that direction is very exciting haha#I'm perfectly happy with the rest for now tho! I have plenty of things to read and make! >:3c#Heck there's still a SCII fic I haven't read yet that I want to!! I just have to get all my previous SCII thoughts out of my head first haha#I will tho >:3c Always always ♪♫#SCII
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Suddenly cursed with the desire to write out detailed paragraphs about my dozen aro and/or ace headcanons for genshin characters
#fern.txt#I MAY BE OUT OF THE WOODS WITH MY HARDEST MIDTERM BUT I STILL HAVE WORK :///#genshin#see it’s sometimes hard for genshin chars bc alot of my hcs I notice go hand in hand w chars having trauma#so sometimes I less want to assign them labels n moreso have thoughts on how trauma impacts their#relationship w sexuality or romance#so sometimes I less have a hc and more like an insane introspective concept Abt this character weighing between#aroace identity vs coping and unpacking trauma#so u have a range of like my aroace hc for yoimiya is just bc she probably feels she jsut loves everyone deeply#and doesn’t rlly feel she experiences attraction that stands out compared to this sort of general love for ppl#cynonari are in a demi-aroace sort of relationship where both of them just feel very disinterested sbt romance n sex#but bc they have such a deep bond with e/o#they’re just more comfortable with kind of having some sort of relationship/dictation of e/o as a ‘partner’ of sorts#n then I have my collei hcs where I think if u talked to her Abt it#she would say she consciously thinks her relationship w attraction is rlly influenced by her trauma but she takes comfort in IDing as xyz#aro or ace identity bc she thinks it suits her n she’s ok with the fact she handles attraction differently than other ppl#I think her being around tighnari and cyno who she feels understand her experiences helps her a lot)#but then in contrast if I were to write an wanderer fic in line w my ace hcs for him#it would honestly be more of a narrative of as he has time to process n heal from trauma he moves away from the ace label more#bc I think I’d see him conclude yeah I think alot of my repulsion and detachment from attraction comes from my trauma#and while I still relate to alot of ace experiences I think it might be more helpful and accurate to how I feel#identity wise to try to repair my relationship with it#instead of resonate with the label and idea I don’t have interest in these things nor experience these attractions
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A Hat in Time is rated T for a reason, I’m just stupid.
#A Hat In Time#ahit#cappy adventures#cappy#cappycode#cappy code#traditional#comic#line art#2022#my nieces still bring this up like 4 years later like 'hey auntie remember that time when-'#and I just hold my head in my hands like 'I KNOW I'M SORRY-'#in my defense this was my 2nd playthrough and I already knew the murder was Actually Fake...#but I didn't process how a 4 year old would handle this#safe to say they both still love this game#including the 4 (now 9) year old who begged her mom to buy it on the playstation and literally went full completionist on it#warms my heart bro#... another fun fact apparently she told me that when she does play murder on the owl express she always names the uncles sister after me#which is hillarious
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haven't been able to stop thinking abt mary very likely tying her worth as a woman to her beauty and productivity and how the illness thoroughly ruined both of those for her.
the incumbent loss of self-esteem combined with her growing anger and helplessness at her situation, leading her to lash out at those closest to her. feeling guilt for not only causing her loved ones pain in that way but for her even being angry in the first place because a woman takes her pain with grace and poise and with a smile on her face. (a real woman isn't pathetic and ugly like her).
the tragedy of it all in mary's failing to realize that her anger was probably the most justifiably human response to her situation that she could've had, and that while she felt genuine guilt for the pain she caused with her anger, she shouldn't have relentlessly chastised herself for something she fundamentally couldn't help in her being terminally ill.
#stormy shouts#JAMES AND MARY TO ME WERE BOTH IN THE GENDER MINES BATTLING WARS OF ALL KINDS#it wasn't just james to me...#and also... neither james nor mary were well-equipped to handle their situation#the negligence to see mary on james' part to me stems from unaddressed trauma due to the abuse he experienced as a child#and that if maybe if james was also willing to talk#ACTUALLY talk#about how he feels and felt and what have you#that they would've been able to reach a better place where it didn't have to end in mary's premature death by his hand#bcs mary was always always waiting for james#missed him so fucking much#and i think in her waiting she WANTED to talk to james#wanted to say sorry for her behavior in full#but combined with james' keeping away + his pervasive need to be stalwart and stoic in the face of pain#bcs that's what men are supposed to do#they never did talk#and mary only every got that chance in her letter 🥹#FUCK my LIFE
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glad i put a whole 8 inches of bedding in the enclosure just for this little ding dong to completely clear out a cubby of bedding and then go to sleep
#bestie what are you doing#just my life#hamster#anyways this is Blackberry#i love her so much#she already takes treats from my hand and lets me pet her a little bit and i only got her yesterday#she loves her wheel so far. i dont remember seeing a wheel in her tank at the pet store -i got her at petsmart😞-#so i dont think shes ever really been able to run before#and she was with her sister from a litter the worker said one of their accidentally preganant hamsters had while there#theyd both been there for 5 months which is craaazyyyy to me considering they get them in at like 6 weeks old#i havent tried handling her tho aside from offering a baby puff and petting her a little bit once she woke up last night#shes super sweet though and didnt shy away or try to bite when i did#her food mixes i got from HamsterEatery on etsy#the syrian hamster seed mix and the veggie mix as well as the flower forage mix#the petsmart had all of their bowls filled with what looked like fresh veggies and some blueberries which is nice to see rather than pellets#but idk if she was getting any protein before#imma have her chonked up on mealworms and crickets#the bedding looks really dusty?? is that normal for paper bedding? i put it in the freezer for a couple days before to be on the safe side#but its dustier than i thought it’d be#i dont know how to go about undusting it before putting it in the enclosure
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Honestly Max's running up that hill scene had me more emotional than Eddie's final scene did. Like we all knew Eddie was gonna die I wasn't sitting there like oooo are they gonna kill him off who knows. But when Max was running and they were playing a goddamn MONTAGE of her scenes I was like holy shit run max run don't fucking die please. EDGE OF MY FUCKING SEAT, GENUINE FEAR FOR HER LIFE I TELL YA.
#best scene hands down thos season#i was running with her#or at least my heart was jesus h christ#eds i love ya but i knew the second i sae u ya were dead#still fuck you duffers#as cheap as it was im glad max still alive#dont think i couldve handled losing them both#stranger things s4#stranger things#st4#eddie munson#max mayfield#eddie munson stranger things#eddie the freak munson#stranger things season 4#stranger things spoilers
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the cup of coffee i ask my father to make never tastes quite like the one he made for me when i couldn't walk from the pain
#does he do it because he loves me or does he do it because i asked? can it be both? can it be neither?#does the sigh he lets out when i tell him he makes it better than i do sound like irritation?#will i ever be able to tell without watching his face so carefully that he can feel me staring?#what happened to that brave little girl that he called his daughter? where did she go?#i killed her some ten years ago i think. when i couldnt handle being me anymore and even my closest friends thought i was too much.#i think she would cry if she knew who i was now.#or maybe she wouldnt.#maybe she would smile a little bit wrong like she always does and ask me if i still play minecraft (i do)#maybe she would laugh when i told her i wasnt a girl and say “me neither” with the confidence only she could have#maybe she would draw a dragon for me and add a little curl at the top of its head to represent mine.#maybe her hands would shake a little too much when i asked her if she knew how much her parents loved her.#i dont think she did back then. i dont think she knew.#it doesnt make it okay. what happened to her couldnt be excused or pardoned just by saying they loved her.#but maybe it would sting less if she knew it wasn't out of hate.#my father gets out of bed at 8 every morning to feed the dogs because i cant.#does he do it because he loves me? or because he has to?#my mother takes off of work to take me to my doctor's appointments.#does she do it because she loves me? or because she has to?#my sister chipped in on the cost of my birthday present.#did she do it because she loves me? or because she has to?#i thought i was so mature when i was 12 years old. now that i'm the age i lied and said i was when i was 12 i have never felt so small.#at age 10 i thought i wouldnt make it past 13. and now i dont know what to do with my life.#vanilla if you see this somehow. if you find this and you think “ah. theres my girl. hello caroline.” i hope you're in a good place in life#i hope your streaming career goes well.#i hope you graduated and that you got into whatever thing you wanted.#i hope you forgive yourself. because god knows i will never forgive you.#i was just a kid. why? why trinity?#i had to tell my therapist that he was the first one to ever know about the full extent of what you did to me.#i hope you can live with what you've done. i still can't.#i dont think ill ever forget what alex said about me.
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