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sinnabum45 Ā· 16 hours
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Wright family šŸ’•
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[Image description: gray tone digital comic of Ace Attorney characters, Phoenix Wright and Trucy Wright. Page one: Trucy is 8 years old and she peaks into the kitchen to see Phonix slumped over the table with alcohol around him. He is crying and she watches from behind the wall. She moves away and starts crying, too. Text: ā€œDaddyā€¦ Daddy is sad againā€¦ā€ Page two: Trucy looks up and clenches her fist with a determined look on her face. Text: ā€œ I have to help Daddy become happy again! I will help daddy, then he wonā€™t leave me!ā€ She silently cheers with her arms up. Time passes and Trucy is fourteen. She is holding a wine bottle that Phoenix had hidden. Page three: Trucy looks at the bottle with sadness while Phoenix looks away feeling guilty. There are double boxes for the texts: ā€œIā€™m sorryā€¦ Iā€™m not good enough.ā€ Page four: the comic is now fully colored. Time passes and Phoenix is putting his attorneyā€™s badge onto his suit. Trucy is looking at him smiling. Phoenix turns to her and smiles back. Page five: Trucy hugs Phoenix with tears in her eyes. Phoenix hugs her back and is now crying. He says,ā€ Iā€™m sorry, Trucyā€¦ Daddyā€™s put you through a lot.ā€ Page six: Phoenix and Trucy and smiling at each other with tears in their eyes. There are double bubbles with texts: ā€œI love you.ā€ End description.]
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I have a lot of thoughts about the Wright family. Especially Trucy's experience being adopted suddenly after her father abandons her. I wanted to go into more detail about how the events in her life might have affect her, but that would've been very long-- I rarely see anyone bring it up (I could just not be seeing them of course). Her father abandoning her, then having to move in with a stranger (at first), then having to also live with and depend on Phoenix, who is struggling with his mental and physical health, and also being used by both of her dads in a way (making her turn in falsified evidence, help cheat for gambling, etc.). Also the fact that her mother disappeared and her bio dad literally getting murdered. There's so much more that happens to Trucy like-- BRUH give her a break šŸ˜­ I just feel like maybe these reasons are why she comes off like she has to shoulder a lot of responsibilities even though she is a child. She kind of takes on the parental role of scolding Phoenix when he drinks.
Of course, I don't blame Phoenix for struggling since he was also going through shit. I just also feel for Trucy as well šŸ˜¢ Not every family is perfect, which is why I like how their family is portrayed! Even though they're struggling, they still know that they love each other and can depend on each other. It's still not fair to Trucy that she has to live/deal with the adults around her's mistakes and choices. I feel like she has a lot of trauma to unpack and heal from. I think that's also important to remember as well. Phoenix may not have been the best dad, but he tries and they love each other so much šŸ˜­šŸ¤²šŸ’•šŸ’• I just love their dynamic. Especially how quick Phoenix just jumps into the father role šŸ„ŗ
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lizardkingeliot Ā· 1 day
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I rewatched 1x07 and 2x01 yesterday and I canā€™t believe how much I missed when I was still a ~casual fan holy shit. It might just be the fact that I have more context now, but Armand saying ā€œI protect Louis from himselfā€ at the end of 1x07 sure does feel a lot like ā€œhe preserves my happinessā€ from 2x05 where we learn thatā€¦ you know. Armand has definitely done some reprogramming in Louisā€™ head. I canā€™t believe it took me so long to pick up on whatā€™s happening because itā€™s so obvious nowā€¦ šŸ˜­
And the stuff about Claudia writing she didnā€™t dream in her diary and then Louis remembering that wasnā€™t true? That feelsā€¦ significant. That they would make it a point to tell us in the first episode of the season that some of the things Claudia wrote about are just straight up lies.
Thereā€™s also this part in the 1x07 inside the episode where Rolin says something likeā€¦ is this a story Louis is telling or is this a story Armand told to Louis. Which has me very šŸ‘€šŸ‘€šŸ‘€ and if nothing else is a reminder I need to not skip those because I hardly ever watch them lol.
Anyway I donā€™t know what point Iā€™m trying to make here and I still donā€™t have a clue how far theyā€™re going to take this and what exactly will be recontextualized or be shown to be outright false but this really is such a mind fuck and an exceptionally cool way to tell a storyā€¦
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Hi! Love your jwcc fanarts! (Hope u don't think my question is to annoying lmao šŸ˜­ā¤ļø)
I wanna ask u what do u think about that theory abt Ben gf being a catfish? Maybe one of that people that have been hunting them idk. Some posts claim it's actually Brooklyn trying to keep herself updated about the whole situation?? TO MUCH THEORIES
Also if the gf is actually real I'm curious about your opinion. Like I saw a post saying that Ben could be Bi, Pan, etc, but really, I am bisexual myself and there is no bi subtext on that boy... and it's not like they suddenly are gonna officialize he is bi/pan, or give him this type of subtext at this point of the franchise. Is not cool when people call "bi/pan" a media trying to avoid dealing with a character queerness. It's just painful that people think this is a real way of portrait of a bi/pan experience. It's not!!
AW thank you so much! i know i haven't posted much art lately but it still makes me really happy to hear that people enjoy it. and your question isn't annoying at all, don't worry about it :) i love receiving and answering asks, it doesn't matter what they're about
the more time that passes the more plausible the catfish GF theory sounds to me. if i had to guess, ben probably met his girlfriend online, possibly through dark jurassic (which a lot of the fandom seems to be in consensus about). as for it being brooklynn ... not too sure about that one! i've mostly treated it as a crack theory up until now, if just because of how absurd it sounds on paper, but i wouldn't put it past brooklynn to pull something like that. keeping in touch with ben is probably one of her only links back to her friends, besides her contact with ronnie (who is only partially connected to darius at this point, since he quit the DPW). i'd recommend giving these two posts by kitabearuwu a read if you're interested in exploring that theory further.
now if the girlfriend is real: i obviously can't speak for you or other bi/pan/otherwise mspec people, but i've come to not care all that much, if i'm being honest. it was definitely a shock to hear, as was the intended effect, since darius, sammy, and yasmina all initially reacted with surprise. but my question is what harm does ben having a girlfriend in chaos theory inflict? like, does it play into any negative stereotypes? does it communicate a dangerous message about queer people? i've seen some people argue that it perpetuates the notion that mlm relationships are "icky" and shouldn't be portrayed in media, but i have to disagree, respectfully.
i think it's also really important to remember that subtext is ... ultimately kind of subjective, and is totally independent of the creator's intentions. that's the whole point of subtextā€”it exists below (hence the prefix sub-) the underbelly of the text. you have to be looking for it to see it, basically. and for a long time, the fandom (or at least the queer part of the fandom) subtextually read ben as gay! a lot of that had to do with his rather intimate interactions with the other boys, juxtaposed against the way he rejected yasmina when he thought she had a crush on him ("i like you, but i don't like like you ... i'm just now starting to find myself"). but ... i don't know, if we want to start citing text, i think you could also argue that ben's whole thing about not putting him in a box circa jwcc s5 could be a point towards him being generally unlabeled, which leaves room for him being mspec.
if i had to make some definitive statement on the matter, i guess it'd be that this fandom gets really bogged down by the specific labels of these characters, when it's really not all that necessary. this is still a gay show made by gay people featuring unapologetically gay characters in explicitly gay relationships, of which has been some of the best gay rep i've ever seen in media. and having that kind of representation on TV matters more to me than knowing what ben specifically identifies as, even if it doesn't align with my headcanon. it doesn't have to! but i also don't know for sure if it doesn't align with my headcanon, because we haven't gotten the full story yet. ben's girlfriend is most likely gonna be of some importance, given that he mentioned her twice without going into much detail about her. that leaves a lot of room in future seasons to expand upon who she is and her role in both the greater narrative and ben's life specifically, including his identity. i just think it's best we reserve judgement at this point, basically
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papercorgiworld Ā· 2 days
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Hey, I just wanted to know if you are taking requests right now and if yes then would you be comfortable writing angst or sad stuff. If not it's totally understandable.
Sending you lots of love and purrs
Hello not so anon anon, thank you for dropping by in my inbox darling! AND OMG YOU KNOW I LOVE PURRSS! So obviously lost of love and purrs back! I hope you like this! Happy readings, though Tom's version is pretty sad so not so happy readings...
What we couldā€™ve been
A very angsty Mattheo and (any) Tom imagine šŸ˜­
When you're dying feelings are confessed. Both endings are more or less open, but still sad.
I find writing angst very difficult so definitely feedback me.
You had been forced to switch schools after a series of mysterious events had followed you around at your previous school. Your parents had chosen Hogwarts as the safest school for you and Dumbledore welcomed you regardless of your rather dubious academic history.Ā 
You had been looking for answers. You had been desperate to find out the truth, too desperate. Of the very few friends you had made at Hogwarts none of them had time to follow you on this quest. You should have waited, but you didnā€™t. A small light shone from your wand as you walked through the forbidden forest in search of an enchanted pond. Your heart sped up with each sinister noise you heard, making you turn around to stare at the darkness of the forest.
ā€œDrown in truth.ā€ You read the words carved into a nearby rock. ā€œThis should be the spot.ā€ You mutter to yourself, your heart going even faster now that you have found the pond. The water was exceptionally clear and you kneel to dip your fingers into the chill water, disturbing the suspiciously still and peaceful water.Ā 
Mattheo
Quietly Mattheo entered the castle grounds, he admired the beautiful sky and found himself ridiculous for lying to his friends, but he wasnā€™t ready to admit to them that you were becoming more than a friend to him. He had left the quidditch celebration party early even though slytherin had won, he wasnā€™t in a party mood since all he could think about was you. With a lame excuse he had left his friends in search of you, expecting you to be at the castle.
Before the quidditch game you had asked him to meet you after the game for another quest. He had turned you down, feeling pressured to keep up an act since his friends were watching. In the past few months the two of you had become something of an unusual team. There was just something so intriguing about you. At first Mattheo told himself that he just wanted to know who you were and why you switched schools, then you became this team obsessed with finding out what sort of magic hung around you. But even though you were a team and it was obvious to most that you two were slowly falling in love, Mattheo was terrified of anyone finding out that he was in love with the weird and mysterious new girl.
Thereā€™s nothing wrong with choosing my friends over her, she has to understand. Sheā€™s not an unreasonable person; she'll be happy that I returned early. Maybe we still have enough time to check out this new clue she had found and- Mattheo is torn from his thoughts when your patronus appears in front of him in an unusual colour, he looks for you but doesnā€™t spot you in the empty courtyard. When he returns his eyes to your animagus itā€™s quickly moving away. Mattheo follows it but soon realises itā€™s in a hurry and summons his broom so he can fly after it. His heart starts pounding at a terrifying rate as he enters the forest and realises that his worst fear is becoming reality: you were in danger.Ā 
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The only thing Mattheo remembered was that he had carried your unconscious body into the infirmary, where Madam Pomfrey shrieked in panic at the sight. Sitting on the floor against the wall next to the door of the infirmary with his head hanging low Mattheo ignores the approaching footsteps. ā€œWe heard.ā€ Enzo says standing together with Draco. ā€œBlaise and Theo have teamed up with Granger to see if they can find a cure.ā€ Enzo continues, but Mattheo doesnā€™t want to hear these preaches of false hope. ā€œThereā€™s no cure for dying.ā€ Mattheoā€™s voice sounds defeated and tired. After a moment of silence Mattheo lifts his head to let it rest against the wall behind him, like he canā€™t hold it up without support. His drained eyes move to Draco and Enzo. ā€œI heard Dumbledore and Pomfrey. Sheā€™s cursed, sheā€™s slowly dying and thereā€™s nothing they can do except let the life in her slip away.ā€ Thereā€™s a crack as he says those last words and the air among them gets heavier.Ā 
Draco bends to level Mattheo sitting on the ground. ā€œHave you talked to her?ā€ Draco almost whispers and Mattheo looks at him with dead eyes. ā€œSheā€™sā€¦ā€ Mattheo falls silent and Draco fills in. ā€œ..dying, not dead. You can still talk to hear, she might hear.ā€ Mattheo huffs. ā€œAnd say what? Good luck on the other side.ā€ The cynical tone in Mattheoā€™s voice makes Draco look up at Enzo for support. ā€œTell her what everyone wants to hearā€¦ that they are loved.ā€ Mattheo, who had expected Enzo to speak up, looks surprised when he sees his brother approach. ā€œQuit self pitying and go be with her.ā€ Tom says calmly but thereā€™s a sternness in his voice.Ā 
Mattheo holds your hand in his as he places a soft kiss on your hand. He notices heā€™s holding his breath and takes a deep breath before looking at your peaceful face. With one hand still holding yours his other hand brushes through your hair, before his thumb gently strokes your cheek. ā€œIā€™m so sorry I wasnā€™t there.ā€ Mattheo whispers and his voice cracks while his eyes get glassy. ā€œI shouldā€™ve been there. I knew it was important to you.ā€ A silent tear rolls over Mattheoā€™s cheek and he moves a little closer to you, taking in your perfect face. ā€œYou are important. You mean so much to me. Iā€™ll never forgive myself for- Godss, I shouldā€™ve been with you. We, you and I, we couldā€™ve figured this outā€¦ and whatever or whoever was after you, we couldā€™ve defeated them.ā€Ā 
Mattheo lets his head fall as it pains him to watch you stay silent, knowing that every second a little more of your light slips away. Thereā€™s tears rolling down his cheeks, but he bites back and looks back at you forcing himself to man up. With a brave voice and intense eyes he confesses: ā€œI need you to hear me, because I need you to know that-that I love you.ā€ Imagines of you smiling flash through his mind. He can hear you say his name and he remembers what it felt like when you were pressed against him that one time you had to hide in a broom closet together. You are such a beautiful person. The world will lose its light as you lose yours.
Mattheo runs a hand over his face drying his tears, telling himself he has no right to feel this way over someone he failed. He clenches his jaw and squeezes your hand, knowing that he needs to say his goodbye.Ā 
ā€œMatt!ā€ Blaise yells, making Mattheo turn to see Hermione, Theo and Blaise approach. Theodore and Hermoine stop in front of Madam Pomfrey to show her something in a clearly very old and dusty book, but Blaise walks towards Mattheo. ā€œWe believe sheā€™s stuck in a dream- more like a nightmare, but if we get her out, if we help her get out of the nightmare than, maybe,... sheā€™ll live.ā€ Mattheo just stares in silence at Blaise as he tries to process what Blaise had just told him. Maybe I get to have a second chance and have a life with you after all. Suddenly one specific memory takes over Mattheoā€™s mind, your voice rings in his head.
ā€œMatt! Stop smoking, it's not healthy.ā€ Mattheo rolls his eyes but immediately puts his pack of smokes back into his pocket rather than taking one. ā€œLook, I saw this today.ā€ You turn to him with a poster of the yule ball. ā€œWhatā€™s up with this? I didnā€™t know Hogwarts had a dance.ā€ Mattheo holds the poster but instantly gives it back. ā€œJust some stupid dance that gets everyone excited over lame music and itchy outfits.ā€ He stuffs his hands in his pockets as you still scan over the poster. ā€œDid you find anything in that book that we took from that dungeon yesterday?ā€ Mattheo asks changing the subject back to the things you always talked about. ā€œYes!ā€ You say excited, before you explain everything to him while making him fall in love with your perfection.
ā€œMatt, thereā€™s hope.ā€ Blaise says pulling Mattheo away from the memory. I really need to ask this silly girl to go to the dance with me. If I get the chanceā€¦ Mattheo balls his fists as he tries to stay strong and not fall apart.Ā 
Tom
Tom had shot your plan to search for the pond down the minute you had suggested it and on top of that he had called you an imbecile for even considering it. Obviously you took it very well and stormed off without even saying a word.Ā 
The image of your pain filled eyes as his words had hit you burned stronger in Tomā€™s mind with each step he took in the direction of the infirmary. You hadnā€™t even argued with him, you were so hurt that you had just turned around and left him, standing alone in the hallway with his foul tongue. Tom halts at the door seeing you lying on a hospital bed, still and peaceful. His mind plays the image of you walking away again, a painful reminder that he shouldnā€™t have let you go.
I should have watched over you as Iā€™ve been doing for the past few months. Walk with you, watch you study, help you research the most bizarre places in search of answers. Tom pushes himself away from the door back into the hallway, feeling suffocated at the view of your still body on the hospital bed. He couldnā€™t face you. It was too late to show up now. He shouldā€™ve stuck with you and helped you instead ofā€¦ Tom grips at his hair and lets himself fall against the wall behind him, cursing himself under his breath.Ā 
His attempt to push you away, keep you at a distance and avoid catching feelings had obviously failed. His heart ached. He cursed himself under his breath, how dare he be so weak to fall in love instead of pursuing greater goals.Ā 
ā€œYou should comfort her.ā€ Dumbledore spoke, seemingly coming out of nowhere, startling Tom. Within a second Tom bites back all his emotions, afraid of looking weak, especially to Dumbledore. ā€œSheā€™s dying. Dead people donā€™t need comfort. The ones around them need it. They live with it after all.ā€ Thereā€™s a hint of pity in the headmasterā€™s eyes at Tomā€™s cold tone. ā€œI find that comforting others can be comforting as well.ā€ Dumbledore speaks calmly and Tom wants to reject whatever the old fool has to say, but nevertheless ends up considering it. Tomā€™s eyes wander to the open door of the hospital wing.Ā 
You werenā€™t dead yet, you were dying and Tom really didnā€™t want his last words to you to be an insult. With each step he took towards you his cold hands got more shaky until a trembling hand reached to stroke your cheek. ā€œHow do you still manage to be the most beautiful girl in such a dire situation? You truly are a wonder to this world.ā€ Your body felt colder than he was used to and it made his heart sink. ā€œWhat I said earlierā€¦ you didnā€™t deserve itā€¦ but then again it was your own fault, making a monster like me fall in loveā€¦ I break all things precious, I canā€™t help it, it scares me, you have scared me from day one. Youā€™ve held my heart from the moment we met and wherever youā€™re going now, youā€™ll take it with you and I donā€™t mind. For as little time that Iā€™ve had with you it was all I ever needed, to know that true love exists.ā€Ā 
A single lonely tear rolls down Tomā€™s cheek, reaching his lips as he bows to place a kiss on your forehead. With dead eyes Tom focusses on your gentle features as a way to calm himself, while bringing his wand to his temple to strip himself of every memory he had of you and every dream he planned with you.
The memory: ā€œWill you take me?ā€ Tom canā€™t hide his smile as he looks over to the new girl heā€™s been studying with for the past few weeks. ā€œTo my favourite bookshop?ā€ He questions and you nod with a happy smile. ā€œIt sounds so picturesque.ā€ A joyful half smile tugs on Tomā€™s lips. ā€œMaybe I will.ā€
The dream: ā€œTom! The new delivery of books has come, you want to help me sort them?ā€ Tom appears leaning against the doorframe leading to your house attached to your very own bookshop. ā€œWhen I brought you this place I didnā€™t expect you to put me to work in it as wellā€¦ā€ You huff holding two books, one in each hand. ā€œItā€™s books! How dare you call it work!ā€ You jokily argue and your boyfriend laughs, but his laugh fades in your ears as you notice something in the box. ā€œWhatā€™s this?ā€ You place the books you were holding on a nearby table and reach for a small box. ā€œOnly one way to find out.ā€ Tom says slowly walking towards you as you open the box to reveal an elegant and shiny ring. ā€œWill you marry me?ā€ Tom whispers in your ear as he now stands behind you and you quickly turn around smiling.Ā 
The last image of you is a smiling one, but fades non the less as Tom strips himself of everything about you. A shocked Dumbledore arrives to find that Tom has locked all that he holds so dear in a small vile. ā€œWhy take the easy way out?ā€ The headmaster asks with a pained voice. Tom looks at Dumbledore questioningly before looking at the vile and lifting his shoulders. ā€œCanā€™t remember.ā€
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June 6th, 1755 - Happy Birthday Nathan Hale!!!
We are gonna pretend like this isnā€™t several days late.
And this post is about to be super longā€¦
Disclaimer: for the entirety of the post, Iā€™m recalling information that was told to me by the tour guide from the Nathan Hale Homestead. If anything I wrote here is incorrect or not complete information, feel free to KINDLY correct me in a comment or repost, I would appreciate thatā˜ŗļø
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Back in May (05/18/24), I visited the Nathan Hale Homestead in Coventry, Connecticut with my sister!!
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I always drive by it when I go home from school and I finally got to visit for a tour! They also have a farmers market on grounds in the summertime as well as a couple other events throughout the year. I do hope i get to attend their Halloween ghost stories.
One thing i learned that i guess i didnā€™t ever realise was that Nathan never actually lived in this house. After his mother passed, Nathanā€™s father, Deacon Richard Hale and all 9(?) of his children lived together in a very, very small house. It wasnt until after Richard was remarried, that this newer and larger house was built. By this point, i believe Nathan had already moved away to be a teacher in New London.
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Here are photos of their medicine cabinet and their fireplaceāœØ
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Photos of their piano forte in the sitting room and a drawn family tree.
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And this was Deacon Richard Haleā€™s writing desk. If I remember correctly, he was a deacon in the church and a magistrate. He dealt with small court disputes in their house which I found very silly (and the wax stamp had an H on it idk why that made me diešŸ˜­)
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And here, in one of the upstairs rooms, they displayed artist renditions of what we think Nathan Hale and his brothers looked like. I think Nathan had 9 (?) biological siblings that survived to adulthood, one of which being his sister Johanna. And then i believe he had 3 step siblings after his father remarried (im trying to recall everything the tour guide said).
Johanna isnt depictied in these drawings, its only the brothers, but her room was on display for the tour and it had a lot of windows. The tour guide said it was because she apparently loved to read, so they made sure her room had the most windows for the most light??šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ„¹šŸ„¹
Anyways, all of Nathanā€™s brothers went to war except for the youngest one. Also, if you look at the years of their deaths, Samuel Hale (the oldest sibling) actually outlived them all?? Which makes me want to scream???? Samuel also didnā€™t inherit the family farm, it actually went to his brother John.
Joseph Hale- (damn he can get it lowkey..šŸ„µ) while in the war was captured by the British and was on a prison ship until he was exchanged and honestly Iā€™ve been thinking about it too much. So glad he didnā€™t die of dysentery or something. But he did pass of consumption at only 34 which I canā€™t even handle.
Enoch, went to Yale along with Nathan and they were in the same graduating class which i think is so cutesy. The tour guide also said that one of the pewter steins in one of the sitting rooms (i donā€™t actually have a photo unfortunately) belonged to Enoch and I wanted to scream, like was it ACTUALLY his???
They had a display of several items they found on the property like coins, buttons, ect. but I didnā€™t take a photo of that either. It was in the same room as these images of the brothers.
I think we all know Nathan, and quite honestly i didnā€™t even realise he had so many siblings until this tour. I suppose one could assume given the time period - everyone had like 5+ children. But of all the times i was taught about Nathan Hale (and that was kind of a lot, being a Connecticut resident for my entire life) no one ever mentioned his family or his siblings. There was a portrait of Deacon Richard Hale in the downstairs area- I didnā€™t realise this in the moment, my sister mentioned it later, but (based on the artistā€™s rendition) Nathan looked just like his father. I found it really funny when i realised it.
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This was Nathanā€™s hunting rifle as well, another thing that apparently belonged to one of the members of the Hale family that made me want to scream (more on that in my final thoughts).
And last photo (the Turn: Washingtonā€™s Spies baddies are gonna LOVE this one)
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This is a list of the Yale University (back then, it was just Yale College) honours graduating class of 1773. On it, is Nathan and Enoch Hale of course. But also, Nathanā€™s friend and ā€œroommateā€ šŸ‘€ (and our favourite spymaster) Benjamin Tallmadge!!!!! I had to keep my mouth shut when the tour guide mentioned that he was on this list, but I was screaming internally and my sister and i made goofy ahh eye contact.
Their names are towards the top, Enoch and Nathan are listed in the third small column while Benjamin is in the sixth one all the way to the right.
Things that i saw/were talked about that i didnā€™t take a photo of was a shadow drawing of Nathanā€™s side profile. At some point, Nathan stood in front of a door in the house while someone traced the outline of his shadow onto it. I donā€™t quite know why that was done..? Perhaps it was for a genuine reason or maybe the Hale siblings were just messing around. But itā€™s a pretty big deal considering there are actually no true portraits of Nathan or his siblings. Just statues and drawings that are artist renditions based on historical accounts. There was a historian who wrote about Nathan Hale and came in contact with a member of the Hale family (Rebecca Hale, I believe). She told him about the shadow drawing and it was a long and interesting story that I unfortunately donā€™t remember all the parts to. A piece about the portrait is typed on a paper in the photo of Nathanā€™s rifle, if you can zoom in, you can read a little more on it.
Their gift shop was also small and cutesy and I spent a lot of money there on books. On display there, they had an old piece of wood from the original house. I got a published copy of Reverend John Haleā€™s, A Modest Inquiry into the Nature of Witchcraft.
If anyone wasnā€™t aware, Reverend John Hale (ancestor of Nathan Hale) was called to Salem, Massachusetts from Beverly to assist in the Salem Witch Trials in 1692. He was partially responsible for the persecution of several innocent people however, nearing the end of the trials, he began to disagree with the accusations. He published this firsthand account to condemn the actions of those involved with the trials and Iā€™ve always thought it was so interesting. Iā€™ve wanted to read this since I read The Crucible back in high school and i was very excited to see it at the gift shop.
You can also visit the Hale Farm in Beverly, MA where Rev. John Hale used to live and I want to someday. Iā€™ve only ever been outside of it, Iā€™ve never properly visited for a tour. (Cutesy fact as well: Rev. Johnā€™s Haleā€™s birthday is June 3rd, which is only 3 days before Nathanā€™s).
Final Thoughts:
The Hale Family was absolutely MASSIVE. Our tour guide mentioned being a descendant of the Hale Family and im sure a number of ā€œborn and raisedā€ New England residents are as well somewhere in their ancestry. Based on the drawn family tree, most of the members had probably 4 kids minimum and then those kids all had a ton of kids. Itā€™s also very funny to me how there are probably several Haleā€™s who are decently significant figures in history and itā€™s just wild that itā€™s all one family. I know itā€™s the same for royal families and such but it feels different somehow.
According to our tour guide, one theory about how Nathan Hale was captured was by Robert Rogers. That Rogers invited him to dinner and convinced Nathan that he was also part of the Continental Army. Nathan then confided his mission in Rogers and was lured into a false sense of security that lead to him being captured. Which is another one for the Turn baddies that almost made me die when I heard it. Especially since I donā€™t believe Iā€™ve heard that theory before.
Something I did really enjoy about this tour was how it didnā€™t completely focus on Nathan. Of course that would have been fine and equally as interesting, but it was mainly a lesson on his family and some of his descendants. After being taught about Nathan Hale so many times, I had no idea about his entire family and his siblings.
It also never TRULY occurred to me that there arenā€™t any real portraits of Nathan Hale. Theyā€™ve all been artist renditions as paintings or statues based on historical descriptions of him and something about that is extremely wild to me. It makes me somewhat grateful for our easy access to camera and video in our modern world. There are so many faces and stories that have been completely lost to time - even some very significant historical figures have little to no surviving images. Like, we know who they are and that they were here at some point - we have their belongings and things that they used. Thats why seeing Nathanā€™s rifle in the bedroom or Enochā€™s stein in the sitting room cause me to have such visceral reactions. This was theirs once. This was used by someone probably everyday. And now its almost like a ghost or memory of them. The land around the property is heavily wooded as well, lots of trees and stones. My sister and I took a short walk around the property before leaving and it really made me think: how many of these stones did they touch? How many of these large trees did they lean on? It drives me so insane honestly.
One last thing that hadnā€™t occurred to me before this trip was how the Hale family learned of Nathanā€™s hanging. According to the tour guide, Enoch and a couple his brothers had heard of a Hale being found guilty of espionage and being hanged. And after looking into it more, Enoch did confirm that it was Nathan and sent word to the rest of the family. Itā€™s said that before being hanged, Nathan only asked for a few things: A priest (which he did not get), parchment, quill and ink for writing. He wrote a letter to his commanding officer and one to his family. According to the guide, i believe neither one was sent. Perhaps the one to the officer was sent, however he never received it because he was killed in battle before he had the chance. And allegedly, the one written to the Hale family was seized by the British and was likely used as a written confession rather than being sent home to Nathanā€™s family. I honestly canā€™t imagine how upsetting that mustā€™ve been for all of them. Especially with each of the Hale brothers being in the war and likely all in different places, there wasnā€™t really any other way for them to find out that their own brother was hanged aside from the way everyone else learned of it - through the newspaper or by word of mouth. No other Hale brother died in the war either, they all survived and had relatively high rankings by the time the war was over.
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So that was my trip, it was fun and informative and I would really love to visit again sometime. I highly recommend anyone who is a fan of history, or Turn: Washingtonā€™s Spies to visit if you can! They are only open seasonally though, and only on weekends. They do a tour every hour, so plan accordingly if you want to visit!
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luvxiem Ā· 11 months
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in my downward spiral of simping over miguel i realized that spanish is SO sexy. i've been blind this whole time
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fingertipsmp3 Ā· 5 months
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Had a dream last night that two of my best friends came to stay with me and also Mabel was alive šŸ„¹
#we were all tucked up in my bed with me in the middle#every time i opened my eyes one of them was like ā€˜omg do you need anything??ā€™#she tried to bring me an energy drink and a glass of water. and then turned on a tv i donā€™t have & put on a movie with the sound down#i ā€˜woke upā€™ still in the dream and one of them was gone so i went downstairs to make the other one a hot chocolate#it was a ridiculously complicated hot chocolate. it was like the luxury hot chocolates i used to make at work#and i look round and i see mabel standing at the kitchen door patiently waiting for her lunch and iā€™m like ā€˜MABEL. BABYYYā€™#so i tried to let her out the patio door but the key wasnā€™t in the patio door and also the garden gate was open#i couldnā€™t find the key and i was like ā€˜mabel must need to pee. like. she mustā€™#i ended up putting her on a leash (she was deaf & senile & had zero recall so couldnā€™t be unleashed even on the driveway)#and we were about to walk down the driveway into the garden so she could pee there and then i was going to close the gate & try to find the#patio door key. i woke up before i could do any of this or finish making the hot chocolate#i was happy but also sad that i woke up. i miss my little mabel. i miss her face#at some other point in the dream i remember seeing her half asleep in her basket and i was just like šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ#i just wanted to stand there and look at her because i knew she wasnā€™t supposed to be there and i wanted to enjoy however long i had#with her. and thatā€™s something i donā€™t think i always did when she was alive. and the guilt eats me up#she was so loved. i loved her so much. but i wish iā€™d given her more. i wish iā€™d been less annoyed by her quirks#like how she could never be let off a lead and how she used to stare at me for hours even though she didnā€™t want anything (had been fed#recently; wouldnā€™t go for a walk or play with me if i tried; wasnā€™t receptive to attention)#if she came back for the day and all she wanted to do was stare into my soul i would be so happy. i feel so awful for ever being annoyed#by her habits. she just wanted to know where i was šŸ˜­#personal
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siriuslynephilim Ā· 9 months
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i want to be a part of a big group of people who love each other SO BAD i want to have a friend group i want to care and love many people at once i want to belong feel a sense of community but i am so isolated i don't even have one single friend and am i just going to die alone probably yes right im already 20 years old and this 19 year old guy at office was like we were both waiting counting down the minutes till 4 pm so we could go home and we were like yaar kal parso bhi aana padega sunday kitna door hai but then he was like yaar do yk it's already been a month here and time is passing so fast and im not doing anything that people my age do im sitting in a locked office my whole day and aise hi sunday ka wait karte karte 2 saal ho jayenge fir job main bhi aise hi lagega and yaar aise tog puri zindagi hi nikal jayegi and i was like what the fuck shut up you're so right and im already 20 and i feel so lonely and other people are so fucking normal and happy and enjoy festivals while im sitting here worrying about how to finish my backlog watch lectures my life is so small limited to 10 books one course and i feel so on the outside of everything what the fuck man how do i live like this šŸ§
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sapphicautistic Ā· 3 months
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e's younger kid video called me today from the playground next to their home and had me "come with [her]!!!" as she slid down every single slide and showed me how fast she could run and some cool snow she found (her somewhat subdued-bc-sick big sister found some cool ice also)
and it was a little magical ngl!!!! she was very good at holding her mom's phone so it felt immersive!! she said "it's like you're playing a video game!!"
i miss them so much šŸ˜­ i'm gonna try to go visit them in person this year, it's so sad how long it's been cuz i haven't seen them since I moved cross country in 2020 but i love these kids so much and it makes my heart so happy that they still remember me and that they still love some things that I was the one to teach them to love šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
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rosicheeks Ā· 4 months
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Honeybee: Name something positive you have done for yourself or someone else in the last two weeks.
Iā€™ve been really trying to focus on bettering myself lately.
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poptartmochi Ā· 5 months
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OHHH. rotating in my MIND... my old beloved rp characters who were shelved when i abandoned GaiaOnline can see the light of day again! :]
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sugaroto Ā· 1 year
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The new episode of high class homos is so beautiful
It's painful also, but in a beautiful way
It's... somehow happy
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queerstudiesnatural Ā· 1 year
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another student came out to me as autistic today <3 i love collecting autistics especially as a teacher itā€™s like, i am going to make sure you have such a great time here. this is going to be a place free of annoyances. free of pretending. free of judgment or arbitrary rules. we are going to move forward together at your own pace, with however many tools we can dig up. you will never have to be scared or stressed out here <3
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internetaddict104 Ā· 2 years
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The only celebrities who deserve to be here
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opens-up-4-nobody Ā· 2 years
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#guess who's gonna bend themself in half to make a bunch of stickers for their little sister šŸ¤Ŗ#lmao its me. i am. but like my sisters NEVER text me so like when she texted that she wanted me to draw something i was like šŸ˜­#my sister remembers i exists and likes the things i draw šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­#so im gonna try really hard to make them good. idk how many she wants#apparently theyre gonna be based off of places she's been. so im guessing a lot of landscapes but idk?#its gonna kill me bc digital art šŸ„²#but ive got until Christmas so that should be more than enough time to finish whatever she wants#if only i could ask my other sister to give me the same list#my other sister is the mean one but also we were closer growing up so i just wanna shake her like: help me understand u!!!#why r u like this! i wanna b ur friend! but idk we're all 3 very different ppl#i wish we were closer but the one is too closed off and the other is like miss social butterfly so shes got lots going on. at least#that's what i assume. im going back home in a few weeks so maybe i can work on trying to make my sisters my friends#lmao thats so sad#i promise we dont hate eachother. we just dont talk when not standing in the same room#ugh i cant help it im all soft and sensitive#me: im edgy! im edgy! i feel nothing. i dont need ppl#also me: i just want everyone to b safe and happy and i want ppl to understand eachother šŸ˜­#also i feel like shes gonna take a while with her list and im just gonna sit here like a gremlin like: gimmie gimmie. i wanna see my#prompts! i desire prompts!#and then everything gets increasingly complex and its like. draw? with what time?#u have 90 million other things u should be doing šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«#unrelated
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yoohyeon Ā· 1 year
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Iā€™M NOT SEEING MY AUNT ON CHRISTMAS !!! šŸ™ŒšŸ™ŒšŸ™ŒšŸ™ŒšŸ™ŒšŸ™Œ
#i was litterally loosing sleep over this bitch#she has covid and so is her son and she may have give it to my grandma before she tested positive#so does*#so they cancelled the day šŸ˜Œ#i mean Iā€™m honestly really sad that I can see my grand mother cause I havenā€™t seen her in a year and half#exactly cause my aunt is always there and I fucking hate her#my dad said we are suppose to go on the first instead so Iā€™m still not save for this goddamn meeting but at least Iā€™m safe for another weekšŸ˜­#i wished my grandma was okay so we spent the day with her and not my aunt and I donā€™t have to see her again but yeah whatever I guess šŸ˜”#also my grandma already had covid once so Iā€™m sure sheā€™s gonna be okay Iā€™m not so worried at least#i felt sick all week just to imagine myself there in the same room as her#her being all happy and act like she such a great person that never did anything wrong just cause my dad talk to her again#and my dad only talk to her cause their parents were sick most of this year and my grandpa sadly passed away#he would talk to her if it wasnā€™t the case#i was so mad the other day when my dad told me he buy her gifts for Christmas too cause she did so much for grandpa when he died#my dad did a lot too like maybe she helped but does he remember how disgusting she been all this year especially to me#at least my fave holiday is safe for now I donā€™t care about new year Iā€™m already traumatized by the first and second of January cause of her#wether sheā€™s there or not she already ruined for me 3 years ago#thĆ© 31st is what is important to me cause Iā€™m having fun with people that actually like me unlike her#I wish my dad and my grandma realized how she hurt me and how much seeing her again hurts me to the point Iā€™m not even visiting my grandma#but they never will and will think Iā€™m exaggeratingā€¦.#I donā€™t get how Christmas always been my fave holiday and now I feel nothing so many people ruined it for me#Iā€™m so goddamn sad#at least Iā€™ll see my brother and we gonna have fun like the last 2 Christmas :(#and Iā€™m seeing my fave family members on the 25th on my mom side well some of them#and Iā€™m so damn sad I donā€™t see half of them but better than nothing I guess šŸ™ƒ#last Iā€™m sorry for not coming for days and get depress HFJDBDJD#i Needed to get this out of my chest and Iā€™m tired to talk about that to my bestie she heard it enough :ā€™)))#alex.txt#tw death mention
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