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I know a lot of people are looking for jobs.
I also know a lot of companies are looking for them.
I think they've set up automated systems for "handling" applications that are complete disasters (submit resume. copy resume into these text boxes. write this stuff. website times out fuck you try again.)
and somehow it's "nobody wants to work!!!"
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I wish ‘talks too much about gardening and milkweed but not in an eloquent way and has blogs but not in an eloquent way’ was a job I could be paid money for
Job hunting sucks ass thank you for coming to my tedtalk
#out of queue#ani rambles#may delete later#i want a job to have until I land animation work but my parents dont want me to do retail#but everything else is like ‘do you know chainsaw? do you have years of prior experience#do you know euthanasia? do you have a scientific degree? prior leadership experience?#oh by the way low wage. also fuck off.’
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College (uni??) AU catering to my own interests as it should always be hehe :)
#projecting my major on Vash because them mfs who have changed from the med field majors to that one have some tragic things to tell#and also because I think that Vash would be such a wonderful designer I don’t know why it’s a gut feeling#Nai the law major because of course he would have you seen the guy#he would be a personal injury lawyer because lore#fun fact Nai rested for a semester after the incident with Vash while Vash took two.He never told Nai he would be changing majors#so it was a big big shock for him. they fought again but yk I’ll explain more on that if anyone is interested#as to Kni and WW I thought it’d be funny if they shared a common subject that required a lot of team assignments#and they can NEVER work out together. being an absolute nightmare to the rest of their group#separately they are great to work with. even if Kni can come off as too bossy sometimes he is actually a great leader#and WW would always deliver things on time exactly as it was asked from him#but Kni and WW just never really matched. Kni was too rude at times when WW made a mistake and WW would always clock him if he passed a line#like insulting his reasons for wanting to study security#one day Kni tells him at the beginning of a new semester where they both have unfortunately landed on a shared subject again#“you are not suited for that sort of job Wolfwood. you should simply give up and why don’t you go play role model to your little kids’’#then WW beats him again and then is like hey yk what you’re kinda right. and changed majors and he feels so much more at home studying#education/teaching than security. he fucking hates some things but the end goal makes it worthy#Trigun Uni! AU#because I don’t know how differently a college and a uni work#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#vashwood#trigun fanart#wolfwood#vash#Nai saverem#millions knives#lenssi draws#pen!
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posts with library workers discussing library business where they feel the need to make it very clear whether or not they have an MLS are so annoying. like that makes them the ultimate authority on basic ass library shit that even most regular patrons understand
#its just a bullshit class barrier and its annoying as hell seeing non library world people just accept that#it was always wild when i was a page and the MLS havers would assume i was too stupid to grasp very basic library concepts#but since ive been working and volunteering at the library I currently work at for 12 years i always know what theyre talking about#so it just ends up being this awkward interaction where theyre trying to explain something to me like im 5#and i just cut them off and finish explaining it in more precise terms because im actually not 5#im just not wealthy enough to go to school for 6 years in order to maybe land a 31k/yr job if im very lucky <3#no one will ever be able to convince me that this makes sense as a masters program as opposed to a 2 year certificate program#one of my coworkers got her bachelors in fucking antiquities bc she wanted to pick the easiest possible degree#because your ba has literally nothing whatsoever to do with the mls. there are library ba programs but not many#most people end up getting a random degree that they have 0 intention of ever even thinking about again#you cant tell me thats not idiotic and specifically intended to keep out people who cant afford this
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hey guys real quick what do i do in this situation:
over the past year, my bipolar i symptoms have been worsening. my therapist observed that every 3 months or so, i cycle between extreme lows and then "getting better"/hypomania. i have not yet had a full manic episode, though it's been close.
my psychiatrist suspended all care until i go to inpatient residential care. she says i'm unstable and require a higher form of care. the residential program is 30-45 days, depending on treatment progress. new psychiatrists within my insurance policy have a 3 month waiting list.
i've used up all sick time due to 1) mental health and 2) physical health. my PTO currently stands only at 20 hours. i'm ineligible for an unpaid LOA or even disability since i haven't yet worked a year at this current company.
i'm barely functioning as it is. i can't quit my job, because then i won't have health insurance, and therefore be unable to go to residential. but i can't go to residential anyways because i can't take off work for it.
according to my therapist, i can't heal in this current environment because i'm constantly retriggered. so i need to move, but i won't be able to afford to do that if i go inpatient because the deductible is 50% of my savings, and the other 50% would be used to cover bills since i'd be unpaid.
what do i do. like. what do i do?????
#do i move out and bootstrap the bipolar???#i'm looking for roommates. this time without my dog because the living conditions in this city are fucking dire#and no one wants a roommate with a 95 lbs husky/malamute mix#also majority of roommates don't want someone who works remote. so. that's a thing#i've tried to move to germany but my oma wants me to land a job before i come over#which is fair & logical#so i've been applying and applying and applying but it's been nothing but rejections#my brain is frying. in the past month i've written 2 suicide notes & gone to the ER#i don't know what to do. i dont know a gameplan out of this
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What are your thoughts on fionna and cake so far? Any favorite/least favorite characters or episodes?
i dont know HOW you sent this at the most perfect time but we just finished!! so so so so SO
as a heads up this is! nimona. acacia will add her thoughts after but for me i think i liked cake the most??? its the shape shifting cat of it all I CAN BE A SHAPESHIFTING CAT TOO!! but honestly i think i liked everything im riding the high of finishing it so?? i cant think of things i disliked?? im new to watching things!! this is the first show ive watched!! as me! so its like EXTRA special!!
i really liked all the worlds they went to!! they all were so FUN and the designs were so GOOD i love how they redid fionna she looks SO GOOD NOW and simon's depressed old man energy was real real good! um what else. i dont know!! i had a really good time! i think i liked it more than adventure time proper!! its shorter so it has more time to just be good all around but even the parts of adventure time i really liked i liked fionna and cake more!! whooo!!!!!! nimona out!
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(acacia now) i also really liked it, haha….i never actually cared much for the fionna and cake episodes in adventure time, but the way they did it here was so so interesting--i think i just really like normal ass people in fantasy stories and it was done really well here, i FELT fionna's energy okay. i too do all of those things.
i was not expecting the stuff with simon and betty but i really liked it!! i found it very interesting…also i pinged it early on like 'huh this seems. mildly unheathly wonder if they do anything with that' and they did! which was great for me personally.
i dont know! i really like stories about fighting for the world you get even when its not perfect…i think the ending did that SO WELL, because like, we get some magic that sticks around (mostly cake) but the world itself doesnt become this fantasy magical land…for the most part its very real.
bubbline was my favorite part of adventure time and i really liked gary/marshall here but WHY DID THEY DO BUBBLEGUM DIRTY LIKE THAT…of all the names they picked GARY??? like. barry is right there………..truly the only choice i do not understand. cannot fathom how they got gary. is this payback for all of bonnie's unethical sciencing. honestly thats fair.
also me watching pb and marcy in the vampire world: oh yeah i might be aromantic but i am 100% gay too always nice to be reminded
overall! we had a BLAST watching this and now that we're done i. i dont know what we're gonna do with our time anymore.
actually thats a lie i need to read the adventure time high school aus. i know they have to exist. every fandom has them. i need to study them with a microscope i need to know how people try to adapt adventure time into a human high school au when most of the main characters are fully adults. do they just make jake a normal dog.
the true answer is jake should be a furry <3
okay thats all for us if you cannot tell we are still riding the fionna and cake high. deciding to watch adventure time was the best decision we made.
#ask#fionna and cake#🩷🦈#also literally how did you send this ask not 2 minutes after we finished#what are the odds. what timing#also ANTHONY BURCH??? OF DUNGEONS AND DADDIES FAME??? WAS A WRITER?????#i literally googled this like ten times i was like surely its a different guy#but i think?? its the same guy???#like good for him i just. only know him from the podcast dfkgdfg#so it makes sense he has other jobs but i was NOT EXPECTING IT OKAY.#also if you wanted to know my overall favorite episode from all of adventure time:#obsidian from distant lands.#so good i watched it one night and the next night immediately watched it again#finally 'have you considered a daemon au'#yes but it wouldnt work here (aka add anything of interest). and thank fucking god#cannot be writing any more of those I WILL NOT BE TRAPPED AGAIN--
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“you’ve got he/him in your bio but you don’t even try to pass 🙄”
this is because i (a man) love cross-dressing (as a woman) hope that helps
#everyday im lucky enough my agab lets me live the dream 😔#im going for a more humorous note here obvs so real talk ueah id like to look a more masc i love facial hair and sharp jaws#and i look fucking GOOD with them#but a) transitioning physically is a LOT of fucking koney and thats even IF you can land an appointment since every PP in the tristate area#is too full up in their hrt program to accept new patients#and b) no one should feel like they have to change their body if they’re happy with it just to suit what other people think that gender#should look like. its one thing to want to ‘pass’ to live more comfortably and easily in the cisnormative society we’re stuck with at#our jobs and schools and even families#but to hear ‘why dont you try to pass?’ as a blanket expectation of trans people whether or not they experience dysphoria?#congratulations you just invented cis binary gender expectations again 🙄 except THIS time we have to work even HARDER to meet them 🙄
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#how is it that i can get only like 6hrs of sleep. go for an hr run up a mountain and still b wired#like ??? make it make sense??? im not even a lil tired. im considering going up thr mountain again#how does my body do this? im not even euphoric. i just habe too much energy#i just wanna smash things with a baseball bat. its so weird. i guess its not really an issue. i just dont understand it which bothers me#its either a mood thing or the hyper disorder :-/ but like idk how i havent noticed it before#like have i always been like that? i have evidence going back to 2019 but i didnt actually notice it until the last year for real#...i guess there is maybe a reason i didnt have so much energy before this but ya kno#whatever. i can try to find a therapist in like 10 days or something. so ill try to figure it out lol#idk im just vibing bc im sorta unemployed rn. i mean ive been hired as a TA but dont meet for that until thurs but im not at my research#assistant job anymore as of Friday. so i can do whatever tf i want. except im still working on my data 🙃 bc im fucked up like that#hopefully the energy lasts. or maybe not bc idk how i would fucking sit in an office at a desk like this#jesus. im like: me having adhd is impossible. but also me: having to do 3 things at once to pay attention and fucking dancing while i liste#bc i cant sit still. listen. i wont believe it until someone diagnoses me. but it wouldn't not make sense#ugh. i wanna run up the mountain again. but last time i was running twice a day to get rid of energy i fucked up my leg and its still#fucked up. but like not enough thst it hurts to walk so i still run on it. maybe ill go see a doctor once my new insurance kicks in lmao#oh Jesus my brain. maybe im just happy to havr all my insurance bullshit cleared up. i guess thats a bonus to living in like libertari4n#land. less regulations than my last state in terms of car insurance lmao#or maybe im nervous abt thr start of the semester. its gonna b a fucking wild ride lol#unrelated
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Guess who's broken a new sims record (played the same sims family on TWO separate days)
#the duck quacks#i usually suffer from making new families over and over but now im actually having fun#im on the second gen rn altho the third gen are toddlers!#i started with whats the name. uhh those sims who hate jobs and want to live of the land#i actually..forgot my own sims name but she had that trait + vegan + focused on family. lived in evergreen harbor and ate from the trash#up until she had kids and it became kjnda impractical. especially for toddlers. so she got a fridge#the house was still of the grid tho and she was very green. also she had 6 kids. only one had the happy infant trait. the othrrs had unhappy#i kinda stopped focusing her when the oldest/heir grew up into a kid! her name is robin and she was rll fun to play with!#she maxed out social butterfly and even scouts she was v skilled which was suprising for me when i have short lifespan#as a teen she did get hit by a meteor snd died but i added her ghodt to the fam! i planned to continue as a ghost eith her but she couldnt#age to an adult so i just decided to revive her after a little while#as an adult she moved out. she was still besties with her entire family and honeslyy. that girl helped raise those kids ALOT#all teens judt got appointed to infant duty#good for them that the sims doesnt gave a trauma system bc raising hr siblings after ur mom passed out again is probably.#not good for a teenager. hm . yeah.#anyways robin moved to the city where she still libes today! she is. so fucking talented i LOVE her#she has responsibility emphathy and politeness maxed out she makes instant friends and has lke 20+ at this point#she is on the charity branch of the politica and almost at lvl 10#she completed worlds friends and currently working on the art aspiration! she is at lvl 10 in cha and art#she also married today! i forgor her husbands nsme but hes just a chill clumsy dude who loves to garden and kids#they were v romantic. got toghether on love day. engaged during love festival. married in a 6x3 room in their apartment.#(their wedding was so silly. the apartment is v cramped and full so the routing was SUFFERING)#speaking of routing issues. they got twins! Starling and Sparrow! i lofe them but dear lord is Robin a bad parent#rheir room was small bc apartemenr and the routing was the WORST AND SHE KEPT STARING AT HER BABY WHILE SHE SOBBED ON THE FLOOR EVEN THOUFH#I TOLD HER TO PUT HER INTO THE XRIB 3 FUCKINF HOURS AGO#i gave up soon and aged them up. Sparrow has the unhappy baby trair RIP. honestly before this i thought they would be WAY too doting parents#but ig not.#rn im veru curious to see how the twins grow up bc i alwaus randomize traits n stuff. also! they got a cat and dog! and will get a new rat#when the todds age up. the dog was avtuallt rll impractical bc it cant ride the eleveator alone and pees in the house all the time ..oops#anyways this is the first time in genuinely excited to play again. rip my studies i gotta grind on the hunderd family!!
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last post is because whiny rich entitled assholes r moving out here more and more and every time i see a tesla i want to floor it and crash both our cars together in one glorious blaze a final fiery kiss to drive down the average income
#i dont have a car anymore#idiots: i love trees! i love the forest so cottagecore!#idiots: cut down trees to build the blandest fucking modern mansions youve ever seen#idiots: i love local grown fresh vegetables and meat!#idiots: buy up the land it was grown on and shops used for selling it. complain about the smell of manure. useless fucks buying boats#also theyre mean to my dad. because they just are so fucking stupid#they want smooth roads to drive their shitty cars on. and when road work is done to maintain the roads its#GET THIS#'unacceptable; dont you know these are million dollar houses youre blocking off?'#quote to my dad. like you fucking idiot. you absolute fucking moronic idiot. you literal mongrel with your STEM job#thinking ur doing fucking anything by fielding two phone calls a day and doing fuck else. dare you to work a day in your Life. fucking ass.
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Me when I have to wake up and go to my silly little work place for the 7th day in a row to work my silly little job to earn silly little money to live my silly little life:
#I'm about to vent to hell and back in these tags so warning for that#tw for relapse and self harm 😍😍😍#I feel so rained and void these days it's not even funny anymore#I feel like I'm stuck in a never ending cycle and I'm never going to get out#wake up go to work get home go to sleep repeat#The only think that brings be joy anymore is writing and I guess that's why I've been posting nonstop#to try and keep myself interested but even my love of that is starting to fade and it's scaring me#because I don't want to feel that way again feel like there's nothing left in life for me#When I went to college things were starting to get better and I was happy again but now that I'm in the lull between college and vet school#that I'm not even sure I want to attend anymore I just feel empty again#And this morning was so bad so fucking back I woke up and just stared at my wall for at least an hour#and when I finally did get up fuck it was bad I feel so gross#my arm looks gross I did things I haven't done since fucking high school and I'm so embarrassed with myself#And I know people are going to say things and I'm just going to lash out a get mad like I used to and I don't want that#I don't want to be like I used to be but I feel like it's too fucking late#I'm just regressing and throwing away all of my progress and for what?#a stupid fucking exhausting job and school to pursue a career I don't even want anymore but it's too late to back out now?#I just want to go back to sleep and just escape pretend like this morning was just a dream and I'll wake up completely fine#but no I have to go out and work for capitalist America land of the fucking free and home of the mentally and economically depressed#Tyler Talks#My heart just aches to feel okay again
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i hate money i hate that it’s necessary for everything i hate that it breaks apart families i hate it i hate it i hate it
#personal#cheyrants#im getting kicked out of my house! by my own mother!!#for context: i am starting my internship tmr and i'm getting paid a... pretty high amount for an intern#it's similar to my mum's starting pay when she first started working#(but also let's establish that i am a uni intern and she is a drop out with no certifications)#but anyways she was going on about how she had to split her starting pay amongst her my brother and i because she was raising us#and she's pretty fucking salty that now im earning the same amount as an intern and it;s just for me#and me...a 22 year old with nothing in my bank account other...wanted to save part of my salary just to build up the amount inside#cuz yk... the standard of living is expensive and i am expected to live off whatever is in my account#so i wanted to build it up but...my mum thinks that's incredibly selfish of me for saving everything in my account and instead wants me to#give it to her instead fo the 'family' aka she's gonna put it into an envelope and hide it somewhere in her bedroom never to be seen again#and like i'm fine with giving money to the family and all but yeah maybe i was selfish and wanted to build up my account first#BECAUSE I HAVE NO MONEY IN THERE BUT I HAVE TO PAY FOR MY TRANSPORT AND MY MEALS AND MY OWN BILLS AND UNI FEES AND OTHER THINGS#and she's also telling me 'oh youre young you should have a social life...go out and meet your friends' BUT THEN IF I DON'T SAVE UP THEN I#WILL NOT HAVE MONEY FOR ANYTHING? IDK LIKE... AM I MISSING THE POINT HERE OR IS SHE CONTRADICTING HERSELF????#but anyways that aside... now i have one year left until i graduate from uni so until then i am responsible for my living expenses#after which i have to get a job within 3 months (hopefully it'll be fine) and then move out of my house :)#this...this is not america. we don't have space. we're not asked to move out at 18 years old because there's no LAND to move out to#rental costs are about $2k for the bare minimum of a BEDROOM. not even a house. and it's those bedrooms with just a bed and wardrobe#and i'm expected to find a place within the next year or so... i mean i guess it's fine? it'll probably be weird living with other ppl#but also this entire this is happening while she's angry and i tried to explain my perspective but she's like NO YOU'RE WRONG AND I'M RIGHT#i mean sure... kids are always wrong tho amirite? lollll haha... i'm gonna lose my mind#what a great start to my internship tmr! everything is great! everything is wonderful!#so yeah if anyone in sg knows a cheap room i can rent that would be nice thank you
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Can’t stop thinking about poly141 who get so wrapped up in their own bullshit they begin to neglect reader. So you leave 🤷🏼♀️
It wasn’t a big deal at first. You understood that their jobs were intense to say the least. You own a bookshop, which in itself was exhausting, but you understood how they could get carried away with work.
You had excused the many delayed returned texts or missed FaceTime dates when they were deployed. When they came home, they almost always made it up to you. Showering you with attention and quality time.
But the past two returns home have been… different.
Usually at least one of them made a beeline to your shop or your loft if it was too late in the evening. You always held your breath when it was just one of them.
“They’re okay.” Was the usual answer. “Everyone made it back okay.” It was only then that you could melt into whoever’s hands you were in.
After one of their recent returns home you had voice to Price that you didn’t appreciate several days passing after they came back and no one had bothered to tell you. He had snapped. Arguing that a mission doesn’t finish just because they land back on soil. There was paperwork and debriefing to be done. If and when they wanted to see you they would.
He didn’t apologize until later. Crawling into your bed, using one of the keys you had given them. Blaming the stress. How they had almost lost Johnny for the reason of his outburst. What else could you do but forgive him?
So you had given them space after that one. Not holding it against them to decompress before seeing you.
The next time was the final straw. Solidifying how little they cared about you and how much power you had given them.
Johnny had come in around 7 one evening. He was dressed nicely, for civilian standards. You were reading a book on the couch when he had let himself in. You were wearing on of Simon’s sweatshirts and panties. He took you in for a moment before scooping you up.
He fucked you absolutely stupid. Adamant on having you cum on his tongue, his fingers and his cock. You were only able to bask in the afterglow of him filling you up before he started pulling his pants back on.
“What are you doing?” There were times that you would practically need a crow bar to get Johnny detached from you just long enough to relieve yourself. You had gotten many a UTI courtesy of Mr. John MacTavish.
“Dinner with my family tonight.” He explained by the time he was already buttoning his shirt. “The youngest just graduated and ma’ feels the need to go all out.” Now came the tie. Johnny was actually wearing a tie. To go to dinner. “A fancy dinner in London.” He huffed. “Meanwhile I’m out scufflin’ with bloody fuckin’ terrorists and I get a pat on the back.” He gave you a peck on the cheek before heading out the door. Promising to call you later.
You just sat in your bed. Still naked. Almost in shocked. He had fucked you and just… left. You were close to a panic attack as you called Simon.
Simon wasn’t the one to cuddle and coddle. But there was something so soothing at the sound of his voice or even how his heavy body felt perfect laying on top of you. Yes. Simon wasn’t the time to lift you up with words, but he was your own security blanket. Just having him close helped.
“Can you come over?” It wasn't unusal for Simon to be the one to come later in the evening. Insomnia was a bitch to deal with and you could sleep through the sounds of whatever he played on the tv. Most of the times you were content laying your head on his lap as he ran his hand along your head as if he were petting you. It was a bit cringe, but it knocked you out every time.
“What’s wrong?” He asked. The low timber of his voice already calming you.
“Johnny came over.” You sniffled. “He just fucked me and left.”
“Not surprised.” He scoffed. You could almost see him rolling those deep brown eyes of his. “If you wanted to cum, I’m happy to come over and help.”
For whatever reason, that only seemed to make you more upset. “You’re not listening.” You said, trying to spell it out for him. “He left. Like didn’t even stay and cuddle just left. Fucked me and left.”
“That’s why you’re calling me crying about?” He almost seemed… annoyed.
“Yes!” You said, nearly snapping. All of the tension from the last several months coming to the surface. “I’m not just a warm body to keep a bed cozy until you assholes decide you need to get one off.” Assholes. You called them assholes. “This isn’t what we agreed to.”
“Johnny is Johnny.” Simon tried to defend, not really caring to continue the conversation now knowing that you weren't in any sort of physical harm. “He wanted his dick wet and from the sound of it, that’s what he did. Don’t hold it against him because he had other things to do.”
“It’s not just Johnny leaving.” Your throat felt like it was tightening. A telltale sign you were close to crying. Whether from sadness or anger you weren't entirely sure. “The only time any of you want anything to do with me anymore is to fuck.” You missed date nights and lunches. You missed texting any and all of them about your day, about theirs. About new books. You had been trying for months to tell them over dinner one of your books got picked up. Yours was being traditionally published.
None of them had bothered to even try penciling you in.
“You got yours.” You heard the popping of a can top. Simon was settling in for the night. Once he popped a top at home there was no getting him out. He wasn't coming for you. “I don’t understand what you’re bitchin’ to me about. Yeah, in the beginning we indulged ya a bit? Dressed you up, took you out. But you should have known spreadin’ them legs of yours wouldn’t end with one of us puttin’ a ring on your finger.”
You didn’t know what to say. What could you say? These were the men that pursued you. Initially, individually, but when tensions became to much they offered a solution. All of them. Four times the attention, of the affection.
Four times the love.
But also four time the neglect. Four times the amount of heartbreak and disappointment. Loving all of them meant putting yourself in a position to let each of them hurt you in their own way and they had.
John's constant state of snapping at you as if you were one of his men.
Johnny swinging by as if you were just a fuck buddy. Not even bothering to give a peck before leaving.
Kyle essentially ignoring you for weeks now. Ghosting you for hours or having to cancel on date nights last minute or claiming that he really did forget that the two of you had planned to meet for lunch.
And now there was Simon. Telling you that all you meant to them was what was between your thighs.
Spreadin' them legs of yours wouldn't end with one of us puttin' a ring on your finger.
None of them ever intended on making this into something more. That much was clear now.
You didn't know what to say to Simon. You couldn't think of a witty retort. You couldn't find the proper insult to whirl his way. You couldn't convey just how much his words had hurt.
So you did the only thing you could.
You hung up.
#captain john price#kyle gaz garrick#simon ghost riley#call of duty#john soap mactavish#angst#grovel#we love a good grovel don't we girls
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Contemplating leaving my life here and going away to do an internship on a sustainable organic farm and gain experience in permaculture and then get a job working on a farm and then eventually owning my own farm and live life the way i want to
#fuck capitqlism fuck the job market fuck slaving away for decades for shitty corporations fuck the 5 day work week#fuck classist institutions fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck capitalism#yeah farming is hard work but at least im not making some billionaire ceo rich while my fellow workers are living paycheque to paycheque#i want to be connected to the land
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need to universe to work with me and let this job go through like please it’s close to my house and the physical therapist is more than willing to giving me the option of part time so I can study for my boards exam and get my license please UNIVERSE PLEASE
#my uncle being sociable in a bar might have landed me a perfect job#please please please I don’t want to work in a hospital 😭#clínics are so much easier#I’ll work weekends if she wants just need this to go well#Monday please dont fuck me#also hope I didn’t fuck this up by not picking up my temp license#like listen y’all I wasn’t gonna use it so I didn’t get it#but if y’all let me register it months later and work I’ll be so diligent with registration#won’t happen again I promiseeeee
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My shoulder is absolutely killing me tonight y'all, it's 3AM and I have just been tossing and turning for hours. This shit is so much sometimes, I try doing everything "right" but still end up miserable. Today it's my left shoulder, if I'm lucky enough to fall asleep, what will it be tomorrow? I'm fuckin sick and tired of this life man...
#im stressed as all hell tol#weve been living in airbnb for a month and i was able to land a job but the background check took two weeks and i wont start until friday#im gonna be working part time on minimum wage#my (mainly no contact) mom contacted me shortly after i moved here and sent me an email#i finally replied back after over a year of not talking#but her reply upset me and im all wired up and tense and i feel like im actually dying#i have one person in the entire world who gives a shit avout me but i feel like im too much if a burden#oh my brother fuckin cut me off again too btw when i was at my all time worst but fuck me amirite#idk man my shoulders are TENSE tho#also im like extremely grateful to ppl who have donated but so far only got two donations months apart and just#want to end everything haha
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Fandral the Dashing of Asgard
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