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arthrimyalgia · 1 year

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My shoulder is absolutely killing me tonight y'all, it's 3AM and I have just been tossing and turning for hours. This shit is so much sometimes, I try doing everything "right" but still end up miserable. Today it's my left shoulder, if I'm lucky enough to fall asleep, what will it be tomorrow? I'm fuckin sick and tired of this life man...

#im stressed as all hell tol #weve been living in airbnb for a month and i was able to land a job but the background check took two weeks and i wont start until friday #im gonna be working part time on minimum wage #my (mainly no contact) mom contacted me shortly after i moved here and sent me an email #i finally replied back after over a year of not talking #but her reply upset me and im all wired up and tense and i feel like im actually dying #i have one person in the entire world who gives a shit avout me but i feel like im too much if a burden #oh my brother fuckin cut me off again too btw when i was at my all time worst but fuck me amirite #idk man my shoulders are TENSE tho #also im like extremely grateful to ppl who have donated but so far only got two donations months apart and just #want to end everything haha

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