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#i think zeke is just GRUMPY
hoggleswart ยท 1 year
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๐๐‘๐Ž๐Œ๐๐“: ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย ๏ผ‚ ย  ย  ย  ย  i'm ย  not ย  in ย  the ย  mood ย  for ย  a ย  lecture. ย  ย  ย  ย  ๏ผ‚ ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ft. ย  ย  ย ezekielย  ย burkeย  ย  ย  &ย  ย  ย  gregoryย  ย goyle. ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  (ย  ย  ย  @lmortemโ€‹โ€‹ ย  ย  ย ) ย 
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๏ผ‚ ย  ย  ย  ย  Thatโ€™s ย  good, ย  ย  ย โ€˜cause ย  Iโ€™m ย  not ย  in ย  the ย  mood ย  to ย  give ย  one. ย  ย  ย Turn ย  up ย  late ย  again ย  and ย  Iโ€™ll ย  throw ย  you ย  out ย  on ย  your ย  ass. ย  ย  ย  ย  ๏ผ‚ ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  Itโ€™sย  ย an ย  empty ย  threat. ย  ย  ย No ย  doubt ย  they ย  both ย  know ย  Ezekiel ย  has ย  neither ย  the ย  patience ย  nor ย  the ย  inclination ย  to ย  interview ย  a ย  replacement. ย  ย  ย His ย  passion ย  for ย  Borgin ย  ย  ย & ย  ย  ย Burkes ย  is ย  limited ย  solely ย  to ย  the ย  profit ย  it ย  brings ย  in. ย  ย  ย Without ย  it, ย  ย  ย he ย  wouldโ€™ve ย  burnt ย  the ย  damn ย  place ย  to ย  the ย  ground ย  years ย  ago ย  and ย  that ย  disinterest ย  allows ย  Greg ย  an ย  unspoken ย  advantage, ย  ย  ย but ย  the ย  store ย  owner ย  isnโ€™t ย  about ย  to ย  admit ย  that. ย  ย  ย  ย  Better ย  to ย  at ย  leastย  ย PRETENDย  ย he ย  gives ย  a ย  shit. ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ๏ผ‚ ย  ย  ย  ย  Thereโ€™s ย  plenty ย  more ย  punks ย  out ย  there ย  I ย  can ย  pay ย  to ย  insult ย  me ย  to ย  their ย  friends ย  when ย  they ย  think ย  Iโ€™m ย  not ย  in ย  earshot. ย  ย  ย  ย  ๏ผ‚
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spiteless-xo ยท 10 months
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since we're being semi soft today.... do u have any fluffy thoughts on any of the marley boys ?
๐Ÿ™Š i'm answering this out of order from the requests in my inbox because i was HOPING someone would ask this after i posted the fluffy thoughts on the other boys -- so thank you for this ๐Ÿฅฐ
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โ•ฐโ”ˆโžค fluffy headcanons pt. 2 - aot.
ft. colt, reiner, porco, zeke. cw. gender neutral reader
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โ‹™ colt grice.
colt coaches falco's soccer team. he gets up early in the morning, dressed in a fleece half-zip with some gloves to set up pylons on the field for the kids' drills. he knows every kid by name and doesn't give any special attention to falco just because he's his brother -- parents love him. doesn't notice that some of the younger moms are hitting on him until you point it out, and then he gets awkward and flustered every time he sees them.
please just picture this man with little pink-flushed cheeks from the early september chill, blowing steam into his hands to keep them warm. he's calling out encouragements to all the kids as they run back and forth on the field -- always praise, because they're just kids and this is only for fun. he looks back at stands and just beams at you, excited that you were willing to get up so early just to watch him coach a bunch of little kids
idk why, but in my head, colt is not funny ๐Ÿ’€ like he just doesn't understand comedic timing and isn't quite a quick or sharp as some of the other boys, but he appreciates every single one of your jokes!! he absolutely kills himself laughing every time you make a joke and he gets so excited about them that he'll tell other people your jokes (poorly ๐Ÿ˜ญ) but be laughing so hard they don't even understand him
ALWAYS kisses you and tells you that he loves you when he says goodbye. it's something that he does with falco already (that falco hates, btw), and one day it just slipped with you like "mwah! love you, bye!" and he goes beet red in embarrassment when he realizes, but you quickly kiss him back and now you do it every day ๐Ÿฅบ
โ‹™ reiner braun.
this man only knows angst i think reiner really cherishes quiet moments of intimacy with you. like driving in the car with your hand laced in his, or having a nice meal at home that the two of you cooked together. it means a lot more to him if you show him that you love him through small gestures, instead of telling him.
he looooooooves head massages. he'll sit on the floor between your legs on the couch while the two of you watch tv so you can run your fingers through his hair and scratch his scalp. guy is vocal about it too, groaning and moaning when you rub his temples. ๐Ÿ’€ and his knees go absolutely weak whenever you scratch his head
he has a really hard time falling asleep when he's alone ๐Ÿฅบ he gets really anxious at night sometimes, so if the two of you are apart he hardly gets any sleep at all -- but when you're in bed with him, this guy falls asleep the second his head hits the pillow. he feels so safe and comfortable with you that it helps ease some of his worries just knowing that you're beside him.
if you roll away from him in bed when the two of you are sleeping together, guaranteed in a sleepy haze, this man is grabbing at the bed trying to find you again. the second his hand rests on your body, he hooks his arm around your waist and pulls you tight against his chest -- sighing into your shoulder and sleepily kissing your neck. when you tell him about it the next day, he says he doesn't even remember doing it ๐Ÿ˜ญ
โ‹™ porco galliard.
porco is perpetually grumpy and bratty, except for when it comes to you. this man literally will talk to you in a baby voice when the two of you are alone together ๐Ÿ’€ if you've ever seen those tiktoks where the girl calls her bf and makes him do the baby voice when he's with their friends -- that's porco.
like "babyyyy, i'm weawy hungee, can you make me a snack?" and he's looking up at you with big dumb eyes and a little pout while he rubs his belly. lowkey kinda cringe but the shift between his baby voice when he's alone with you and his normal voice when he's with the boys is just too funny ๐Ÿ’€
also -- loves snacks. has a stash of chips and cookies and treats in the cupboard because he's always munching on something. if you're cooking dinner for him, he'll take a snack tax and munch on one of the foods you're prepping for dinner. you always tell him he's going to spoil his appetite, but he hasn't yet!
LOVES GOSSIP!! when the two of you are out with your friends and one of them says some out-of-pocket shit, you see porco in the corner of your eye looking at you like ๐Ÿ‘€ and you just KNOW he's going to talk about it on the car on the way home. in fact -- when the two of you go on road trips together, you don't even listen to any music. you just spend the entire time filling each other in with drama at work/school/etc. and gossiping about how other people's relationships aren't as good as yours ๐Ÿ’€
โ‹™ zeke jaeger.
zeke is in his early thirties but he acts like an old man. whenever he gets up from sitting down he's pushing himself up with his hands and groaning. cracking his back with a loud moan. sighing heavily and collapsing into the couch like ๐Ÿ’€
really into grilling? like spent a bunch of money on a fancy grill and now will take any excuse to have people over for a barbeque. he's got an apron that says something dumb like "women love me, fish fear me". you guys will be having a bbq and he's standing by the grill, watching the meat, with a pair of dark rayban sunglasses and a beer in his hand.
loves feeding you. like physically feeding you. like, if he wants you to try something that he cooked, he'll hold it in his fingers and get you to open his mouth for him ๐Ÿ’€ he sets a little piece of cookie down on your tongue or between your teeth, and watch you expectantly as you chew it and tell him your opinion
loves building things, too. like you'll mention offhand that you think it'd be nice to have a garden and the next weekend he's coming home with planks of wood and building you raised garden beds ๐Ÿฅบ you don't even have to ask, he's just like "she wants a garden? ok, i'm on it!" and he immediately gets to work.
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ohmytomorrowisthursday ยท 1 year
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AOT characters in university
Hiii this is my first post like this. It is literally so unserious and silly please donโ€™t take it personally if I roast ur fave. Some of these are soooo dumb but I hope u enjoy!ย 
cw: drugs, weed, drinking
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Floch: this dude is 100% in a frat. The guy who stands at the door decides who gets in. For the boys in absolutely every possible way. Has punched multiple holes through walls. Doesnโ€™t talk in class, if he does his whole personality is based on being a frat boy for life. Finance major. Always wants to be โ€˜devilโ€™s advocateโ€™ in class debates. Says edgy shit just to get a rise out of people. Scared of Erwin. Posts thirst traps on instagram. Is part of the boxing club. Has never read a single page of any text book ever, just watches YouTube videos to learn.ย 
Connie: You meet him during freshman orientation and he is now your ride or die. Heโ€™s outgoing and makes friends easily, but would 100% rather spend Friday nights playing video games and smoking weed with his friends instead of going to a party. Calls his mom often. Studying accounting because he wants to have a stable job. Makes lo-fi tracks and posts them onย YouTube. Skips his morning classes because he refuses to get up for his 8amโ€™s. He wonโ€™t plan anything but is always a good time when he comes out. Loves going for Korean barbecue. Lovesย watching reality tv and talking about it in the group chat.
Jean: Certified stressed and depressed. Definitely studying comp-sci even though heโ€™d rather be in the arts. Is in your English class and even tho he complains about the work he still would rather write essays than look at his coding. Talks so much shit about the frats, still tried to join and never stops talking about them. Willย  get into a fight with Eren during frosh week.ย  His mom also calls him all the time but he gets super embarrassed when she does. Brings all of his laundry home over break so that she can do it. Jean is always looking for a good time, heโ€™s definitely planning nights out and trying to get the full college experience. Something embarrassing always happens when he goes out on the weekend and Connie and Sasha always make sure to remind him of it. The person youโ€™d call for advice when youโ€™re having a bad day.
Levi:ย Sick of it and annoyed.ย Philosophy major. Always debates in class and wins. You met him through Hange. You see him at the gym super late at night, between 11pm-1am when no one else is around. Hates big parties- especially frat parties- but always will text u asking how it is and if you want to leave. He likes to cook and invites you to come over to eat. Likes dressing nice for class. Uses black mechanical pencils and exclusively takes notes in black muji notebooks. Likes dark humour and will only talk in the group chat to add some sarcastic remark. Always drinking tea (duh) out of the same reusable mug. Likes going to low-key gatherings with his friends and playing card games and chess. Volunteers for the student food bank. Makesย Spotify playlists. Has insomnia and will answer every and all texts you send, no matter what time it is.ย  LOVES to talk shit and roast people who he thinks are elitist, mean and hypocritical, especially Zeke. Works as a TA and is always busy and grumpy, but his friends keep him sane.
Historia: Wants to be a veterinarian. Quiet but kind. Has a really aesthetic instagram and is always posting cute coffee shops and pictures of her pets. Her girlfriend Ymir is literally the opposite of her and they bothย make u laugh. You sit beside her in class because she has a gentle chill vibe and always has extra pencils to give you. Offers you gum. Would give you a tampon if u needed it. Not really in any clubs but you see her studying at cafeโ€™s and she always says hi. 10/10 sweetie. Knits in class.
Eren: President of the frat. He doesnโ€™t even know how he ended up here but now heโ€™s the guy. Kind of nice when heโ€™s alone or in class but an absolute dick when he hangs out with the boys. Gets everyone at the party fired up. His girlfriend and his best friend are so nice. Wants to be a CEO, has no idea what his business will be. Wakes up early to go to the gym and never stops talking about it. Undefeated in Catan and Risk. Secretly a reddit lurker. You helped him study for biology once and he was actually very nice to you. Invites you to the frat parties on the weekend, but doesnโ€™t really talk to you when you go. Loves karaoke and will always find a mic to sing into wherever he is and always picks Britney Spears songs lol.ย 
Hange: SCIENCE MAJOR. Literally the most outgoing person youโ€™ve ever met. Befriends you in biology and helps you study. Has so many niche interest and friends from each of their hobbies. Brings all of their friends together to hang out and its the most random group of people youโ€™ve ever seen, but everyone still gets along. Encourages you to go to the gym, and is always hitting legs. Definitely signed up for some sports leagues; is in co-ed soccer, basketball and softball. Athletic and smart. Wants to be a marine biologist to understand life under the sea and could talk about it for hours. The person who would drag you from your depression hole after finals season. In 4th year but knows people of all ages. So nice; you miss them when they graduate.ย 
Sasha: Environmental science major. Loves nature and is part of a hiking club. Smokes weed and makes the most delicious sandwiches ever. Always hanging out with Jean and Connie, loves playing smash bros. Gets along with absolutely everyone and is invited to everything because sheโ€™s the most fun. Is so good at beer pong and always wins tournaments. She has the craziest stories. Gives u a sweater for no reason, sheโ€™s just the type to do it. Goes on runs every day and has a dog at home that she misses soooo much. Comes back from winter break and gives everyone cookies. Not really the type to date but everyone has a crush on her. Sends the funniest memes to the group chat. FaceTimes you with a wild story while sheโ€™s walking across campus. Always has snacks in her dorm room.ย 
Erwin: Law student that has a degree in political science. Active member of the student society and always trying to get better food in the dining hall. Is your tutor and is sooooo nice. Gives u advice on how to make it through university. You could ask him any question and he would be able to help you. Likes to read. Him and Armin are your late night library friends. Loves to talk about deep random scenarios with you. Drinks black coffee and heโ€™s muscular but youโ€™ve never seen him eat. Is too busy trying to network in the legal field to go out to parties, but when he does heโ€™s always the most popular person there. Used to be an athlete butย doesn't really talk about it. Would walk you home from a bar to make sure you get home safe. Has no tolerance for bullshit and is ruthless to mean people; youโ€™re happy that he is your friend. Would send you book recommendations to read over the summer. Plays chess with Levi.ย 
Mikasa: Her major is undecided. You meet her at the gym. She always works out late and is seemingly only ever studying or doing her daily circuit. Isnโ€™t outgoing but is nice when approached. Not really into parties or big events but will come out for dinner or go on a walk with you after class. Her boyfriend is the president of the frat and they couldnโ€™t be more different but she still loves him and says that he is a sweetie with her. Loves it when pet-a-dog day comes around. Enjoys spending time in the womenโ€™s centre on campus. She tells every girl that she meets that if they ever need help they can call her and she means it. The frat guys are terrified of her. Has an instagram with two pictures and theyโ€™re both of flowers. Likes collecting tiny figurines. Plans self-defence classes for the girls.ย 
Reiner: Bruh Reiner is 100% that transfer kid who still wears his old universities hoodie EVERY DAY. History major and way too into WWII. Likes to read for fun. Loves bears and will send you the cutest tiktoks. Look like he could kill you - is a cinnamon roll. Sad boy energy and loves to watch rom-coms. Listens to emo music and Kpop while he's working out. He knows where the best lookouts are. Likes older women lol. He loves going for all you can eat wings. Will have the highest grades in the class but never seem to actually study. Wants to be a teacher. Likes painting nice little pictures. Does yoga.ย 
Armin: Another day-one friend. You meet him in your math class and the two of you get through it together. He is kind and always remembers stories that you tell him. Loves going to arcade bars and doing anything that involves a challenge. Engineering student. Loves to solve riddles and play Zelda. Watches the planet earth series and sends you facts that he learns about animals. Knows when the next meteor shower is happening and will drive the friend group out to go stargazing. Is doing a study abroad in a different country so that he can learn a new language and see things from a different perspective. Despite being more shy and reserved, he is an absolute riot when drunk and makes everyone dance with him. He always brings the best snacks to late night study sessions.
Zeke: Philosophy major and literally will take whatever side of the argument Levi is against. Fighting with strangers on twitter and believes his opinion is always right. Will give you his opinion about your life even if you donโ€™t ask for it. TAโ€™s a class and is ridiculously hard on everyone when heโ€™s grading papers. Hot and popular but emotionally unavailable because of his daddy issues. Wants his PHD mostly just to flex lol. Is on the baseball team and is always fidgeting with his hands. Has expensive taste in food and likes craft beer and nice wine. Has broad knowledge but its not deep. Wears boujie clothes and has a nice backpack. Prefers backpacking over staying in hotels because he thinks it is more โ€˜authenticโ€™. Can speak multiple languages. Loves writing silly notes on your papers. Says that he is too good for the frats but still is there with Eren and Floch every Friday night lol.ย 
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etherealnoir ยท 6 months
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The Man in the Chair
Pairing: Dhan Rana x Zeke Wallace Word Count: 1.2K Tags: Phobias, Disassociation, Trauma (All mild), Subtle Emotional Infidelity (if you squint?) Summary: Dhan likes talking to Zeke. And he hates that he likes it so much. But he'd never tell Zeke that. A/N: Just a slice of conversation between a grumpy vet and a ray of sunshine techie. You could read this as romantic or platonic tbh.
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"Okay, Dhan, you did it. You survived. It's fine."
He took a deep breath, leaning over the sink and staring into his own eyes in the streaky, fogged up mirror.
He knew the door was quadruple locked. He checked once, twice, three times both before and after he got out the shower. And though the silence in the apartment unnerved him, it was better than the alternative. Once he felt semi-safe enough to relax, he played some low meditation music that Margaret recommended for him.
Typically, Dhan had a specific way of doing things: Lay clothes out, iron them, shower, hair maintenance, put on clothes, make the bed, head out. Muscle memory made his routine second nature. In his husband's absence, however, everything just felt...off. Like everything in his apartment had been moved two inches to the left when he wasn't looking, and he'd forgotten how to function.
He'd been trying to spend as little time in the confines of his shared home as possible.
As if summoned telepathically, his music was interrupted by an incoming FaceTime call from The Man in the Chair. He involuntarily felt the corner of his mouth twitch and he mentally kicked himself, schooling his features before accepting the call.
"What's going on?" Dhan said after clearing his throat, "Any updates on the text transcripts?"
Zeke quirked a brow at him, "I mean yeah, but why do you look so...wet?"
Dhan glanced at the smaller version of himself on the screen in confusion. His dark, damp hair flopped over his brows and droplets of water rolled down his face, staining his shirt. The one time chose to wear something other than black.
He did, in fact, look like he'd just survived a drowning attempt. Dhan sighed in deep exhaustion at the prospect of putting in effort to dry his hair, after already using so much energy to just get up and get dressed.
"I just showered, sorry for...this," he motioned to himself tiredly, "I'll get around to it. Eventually."
Zeke let out a good natured chuckle, rapidly typing something on his desktop keyboard as he spoke, "Hey, I'm not judging you! I just figured you were going for a new look. I think we all had an emo phase once, right? Who's to say you can't have another one at like...what? Thirty--?"
"--Ok, I get it, I look like shit." Dhan couldn't help the snort that escaped from him at Zeke's ribbing, "We can't always look neat and polished like you, rich boy."
Zeke's eyes flickered to Dhan's face on the screen for a moment and he laughed, "I was born with the natural ability to look good. Money has nothing to do with it, bro."
...Bro?
Dhan felt something in his brain twitch. Like the disappointment a child might feel when a parent denies them their favorite candy. He brushed it off. Or maybe he filed it away for later. He couldn't really be honest with himself about whether it was worth exploring further.
"The transcripts?" Dhan continued, rolling his eyes semi-jokingly, "What's going on with them?"
Zeke said nothing, but Dhan heard the telltale *ding* of a new message on his phone.
"I've just dropped the file into the shared drive, and I sent you the keycode for it." Zeke finally stopped typing to face the screen directly, "It's about 238 pages of text, but I've highlighted the important parts between July 3rd and September 22nd. Hopefully that makes it a little easier to skim."
"Thanks, buddy."
Buddy? The word felt like battery acid in his mouth.
"Buddy?" Zeke grinned, "Now I know you're feeling a bit off, today." When his gaze suddenly softened in sympathy, Dhan had to look away to feign interest in towel drying his hair. The younger man's kindness was disarming sometimes. Most times. It took a while for Dhan to get comfortable with it.
He didn't understand what Zeke got out of this other than an occasional gaming partner and someone to bounce bad jokes off of. Sometimes Zeke looked at Dhan with so much genuine care that it made him want to scream.
Stop looking at me like that! Stop fucking pitying me! I'm not a pitiful person. I've been at this for longer than you. Stop making me want to spill my guts.
Stop looking at me like I mean something to you.
"I still feel weird. Like, uh...Like my brain and my body are on different hemispheres, you know?" He confessed, intentionally avoiding eye contact.
Zeke hummed, "I've been there. Sometimes I feel like I'm trying to lasso my brain back into its rightful place, and it just won't budge. Other times I feel like I'm scattered everywhere like little particles of dust while my body stays stuck in this chair. I almost wish that were true. Maybe then this space wouldn't feel so suffocating sometimes."
There was an amicable silence between the two men as Dhan absentmindedly dried his hair.
Finally, he broke the silence and started to ask, "Have you, you know, tried going outside again since the--"
"No." Zeke flatly responded, instinctively pressing his hand to the scar on his forehead, "It's just...I'm not ready yet."
It was understandable. If Dhan's first time facing his fears in ages resulted in an injury that required a concussion check up, he'd be hesitant to try it again, too. Draping the towel over his shoulders, Dhan rubbed the back of his neck.
"It was impressive taking the chance even though you were afraid, by the way. I don't know if I ever, like, said that. To you. About that."
Zeke offered a weak smile that didn't quite reach his eyes. It didn't look right on him. Dhan awkwardly rushed to add, "And, hey, you're gonna have to check out my gaming setup sometime. You can only do that if you visit. You can't get jealous when you see it, though."
He grinned at Dhan. A wide, toothy grin that made his stomach swoop, โ€œYeah. Yeah, Iโ€™d like that. But, seriously, donโ€™t get too cocky. Youโ€™ve already seen mine and Iโ€™m still adding to it.โ€
At this, Dhan couldnโ€™t help but smile back at his enthusiasm, even if it wasnโ€™t as big and bright as Zekeโ€™s. Though, could anyoneโ€™s smile match his? He allowed his mind to wander for a moment, indulging in the idea that he could never find another person who smiles at him like he does. It was nice to forget the complications of his existence for a while.
โ€œIโ€™m gonna, um, work on theseโ€ฆthese files,โ€ Dhan said, coming back into focus to find Zeke working on something off screen. โ€œThanks for sending them over.โ€
Zeke offered a casual salute in response, โ€œAnytime, Rana. Call me if you need anything!โ€
He knew that, to Zeke, that last sentence meant multiple things. And Dhan had to wonder if he knew the effect he had on people.
Did he have this effect on people? Or did he just have this effect on him?
Dhan leaned against the sink again as the call ended and took a deep breath. In through the nose, out through the mouth. He ran his fingers through his damp hair.
Suddenlyโ€”for reasons that were completely unrelated to the previous conversationโ€”he found the motivation to get himself together for the day.
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theambivalentagender ยท 11 months
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I love your comic!! What inspired you to share Zekes story?
There's a lot to this answer so buckle up.
I've always been a writer, ever since I was a little kid telling stories has been my entire life's goal. But its been a struggle, and for a long time I've felt kinda lost in trying to survive taking soul sucking desk jobs. It honestly destroyed any desire I had to create.
And then at the beginning of 2022 I got abruptly fired (for what I don't think are honest reasons but that's another story). And then I found myself just not being able to land a new job no matter what I did - I worked in a tech-adjacent industry and know others in similar positions also have had these issues. Weeks turned into months, and my mental health took a nosedive.
That summer I noticed one of my long time close friends kept popping up on steam playing Stardew Valley at odd hours in the morning. I'd heard of the game before, I loved farming sims, and I really needed a distraction. So I finally bought it.
Long story short, several hours into the game this motherfucker hits me up with this line:
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So you can imagine what that did to my psyche. I got so god damn invested in the game. Like I do with any game, I started modding the crap out of it, mostly to add more lines for Shane. And then I found myself imagining my own little story with my farmer.
For a good while this was just a dumb headcanon story I had every time I played Stardew. But then I found myself actually plotting things out, connecting different aspects of SDV that were "unexplained" or "implied" with the story I was developing in my head. And then I realized - I was making a story again. I was feeling the exact same way I used to feel when I would plan out and write a play, or a short story, or one of my many unfinished novels. It was such a good feeling, and I started coming around to the idea that I shouldn't just keep this story in my head.
I dealt with a lot of self doubt over it of course. The last time I wrote anything like fanfiction was when I was 10 and it was a HP fanfic where I misspelled Slytherin in five different ways. Some part of me felt like it would be wasting time because I wouldn't make money off of it. Another part of me worried I'd be mocked for writing an entire self-indulgent story about a borderline self-insert character romancing a grumpy pixel man, when I was nearly 30 living in an apartment with a long term partner and shouldn't be doing such *childish things*.
I lurked around the SDV fandom for a long time before actually posting anything, and seeing other people, often people close to my own age, doing exactly what I was afraid of because fuck it, we're adults and we get to decide what that means, really helped. It also helped to see a positive community praising and supporting creators of all skill levels.
As for the money thing, I ended up "justifying" it to myself that if I made myself draw just about every day working on the comic (since I had decided to make it a comic rather than a fanfic), that would help me bring my art skills up to par with my writing skills. And, well, it would probably help my mental health if I had something productive to work on while I still looked for a job, because there's only so many times you can rotate between various video games.
I honestly didn't expect the comic to get as much attention as it has. But I told myself even if nobody cared about it, I'd make it for the one person who wanted to see this story play out - me.
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wanderlust-in-my-soul ยท 1 year
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My weekly roundup CW 18
I try to write down my thoughts after watching stuff to create a little weekly ranking in relation to the previous week on my, most of the times, quiet sundays (and because I love lists!). These are just my personal opinions and preferences.
And yes, this will contain spoilers!
โ˜ผ 1. Love Mate
I am thrilled and I decided to ignore the permanent crossing of boundaries. The series is so funny and not in a too embarrassing way. I cringe insanely fast and here it really kept within limits because the jokes just ended in time and were not exhausted until it hurts. We have grumpy-I-don't-believe-in-love-guy and the sunshine-I-fell-in-love-with-you-at-first-sight-guy (and yes, those are their names for me now) and the two have good chemistry and I just go awww. Grumpy guy is actually already smitten, just doesn't want to admit it to himself that someone has managed to break through his shell. And sunshine guy is just an idiot in love, who knows no boundaries and would do anything to convince his crush that love can be beautiful. And I am sitting in the front row rooting for him. Maybe because I can identify too much with grumpy-guy and find it quite nice to watch his heart slowly being conquered. Great series! Clear recommendation!
โ†’ 2. My Story
Cutest scene this week goes to:
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Zeke and Fifth are such flirts with each other and they both know they like the other and I think Zeke knows Fifth likes him too, it's just Fifth hasn't quite figured out that Zeke likes him too. There's still the belief that the latter might have a crush on Kim. Oh my little Fifthโ€ฆyou two are inseparable, Zeke doesn't leave your side unless you intentionally leave him behind, he is constantly flirting with you and bringing you coffee in bed. He actively and repeatedly seeks your proximity and wants you as a nude model! How many more clues do you need!? The preview for the next episode looks very promising! The main couple? Still not of interest to me. I lost interest in their story at some point and currently have no plans to get back in. They are not bad, Zeke and Fifth are just way cuter together.
Random scene I just don't understood what was happening or why:
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โ†‘ 3. Our Dining Table
How nice that the two of them ran into each other and Yutaka was able to experience the magic of the mother's special recipe. And when Minoru saw how differently his friend treated Tane and how Yutaka treated him, I think that was the moment when he finally fell in love. The look he gave Yutaka definitely speaks volumes. The story has some deeper parts, but it's still such a feel-good watch during the week. Some mid-week relaxation.
โ†“ 4. Happy Merry Ending
I think we all know that SeungJun's best friend is in love with him. Drama preprogrammed? We will have to wait and see. But I'm afraid this is a feast for writers. I'd like to see a plot twist like this, when you think that the two main characters get together and in the end it's the best friend who has also been in love with one of them for ages who becomes endgame (yes, my wish for The Promise). Won't happen, but I'd think it would be cool. Other than that, we got to see cute scenes between the characters and a bit of SeungJun's past, which is really not pleasant and I can get why he is how he is. Best scene so far is definitely the last scene of episode four when JaeHyun encourages SeungJun. Even though I was a little disappointed that they didn't dance with each other. Let's wait until the hand holding, then that will be my little tummy tickling scene!
โ†‘ 5. Step by Step
I really enjoyed this episode again. What a roller coaster of emotions here! Maybe it was because the colleagues didn't appear that often and Jeng was also a bit more bearable again. At least he takes to heart what the employees have to say about him. And honestly, I love the looks he gives Pat! I was going to make a gifset, but then Photoshop broke, and after trying five times, reinstalling the application a zillion times, and ending up throwing Adobe completely off my computer, I figured there's currently a curse on it, I'm not touching the scenes again! But I think it won't be the last time he looks at Pat with that loving look. Such a handsome man. I'm a sucker for men in suits, but in this case, casual black shirts look soooo much better. As for the plotโ€ฆI was too distracted by Jeng ๐Ÿ˜‚
โ†“ 6. La Pluie
The mood of this week goes to:
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It could have been over so easily and so quicklyโ€ฆwell, Phat took his fate into his own hands and fell in loveโ€ฆThat is shit. And in the end, I really just sat there and kept asking myself: What's happening right now? Are Tai and Lomfon falling for each other? What? And the scene where our precious vet is making out with someone and it starts to rain and Tai hears everythingโ€ฆthat hurt amazingly bad. It left me speechless for a moment. I'm really curious to see where the journey goes. But I found a new motto this week: Unfuck it! Love it! Tian is the best! Someone needs to give him a really big hug. The poor kid is going through enough with his brothers and his arch-nemesis, who he's slowly falling for and who is slowly falling for his brother himself. Or this is just to get closer to Tian or just a representation of how people can bond over what they have in common without anything romantic having to happen right away, but I think we're all so influenced by our bl series that guys/men immediately flirt with each other and fall in love when there's common ground and a lively conversation. Just saw that the series is marked 18+ on MDL. Just wondering what made them give it that rating. iQiyi has it rated 13+.
โ†‘ 7. Naked Dining
Okay, the moon thing was really cute. The moon means "I love you" and Mahori panics because he's already sent it. Honey, don't worry, Futa sends back a picture of the moon and everyone is happy! The female colleague will definitely make trouble, because of course now she has noticed how great Futa actually is or because she has been in love with him for a long time anyway. I don't really like this pretend you're my boyfriend acts because it always ends up with the girl falling in love and provoking drama. On the cuter hand, I thought it was cute when Mahori confessed having a crush on someone.
โ†“ 8. The Promise
Why do you have to drag everything out sooo much? Come on! These two like each other. This game is getting boring. Let them get together! And not just in a dreamed up deleted scene. What was that? I have no idea where to place that scene. Did either of them dream this? And if so, when? When Nan was in Party's arms? And Party, my manโ€ฆyou really are one of the best! Phuโ€ฆget off your duff. Have faith in your best friend that even if he doesn't love you back, he won't abandon you. And Nan, please listen to your heart. I really feel like I write the same thing every week. I probably do, because a blind man with a cane can see that they like each other, but nothing seems to progress! It's frustrating!
โ†“ 9. A Boss and a Babe
Okay, so the topics are tough at times and yet the series feels like light banter to me. You know what I mean? It's dramatic with rape and drug trafficking and prison, and yet you feel like you're sweeping through the series light as a feather. I'm sure that's a little bit due to the characters. Even when dramatic scenes are shown, they are immediately grinned away in the next scene or covered up by love talk. The tragedy of many things doesn't really reach the viewer. And I won't go into Gun's mother for a moment. She wants to protect her son and especially the name of the family, which I can understand. The way it's done is just off, but really not as bad as in some other series or movies. And Cher doesn't let himself be kept away from Gun, which was kind of sweet in the end.
โ˜ผ 10. House of Stars
It was a mixture of boredom and drama and sex. I think the series is trying to go in the same direction as War of Y, but with less production budget and, sorry, a worse script. We have the mistress of the house who sets the rules and everyone obeys her. We have the little yet unknown one, who will fall in love with the nice seeming model student in the next episode, we have the competing pair, where you don't know exactly what's going on, we have the two in love, where I'm not sure if they are already a couple or not yet and we have the stalker, who finds the aggressive, heterosexual one so horny, that he watches him having sex and then lays hands on himself. And all this is accompanied by boring table talk and out-of-place fanservice scenes. Yes, this first episode has not quite picked me up yet.
โ†“ 11. Our Skyy 2
What's the point of intentionally hurting your partner just so you can have the satisfaction of surprising him in the end? That would have also worked if you had congratulated him and gone to the celebration from the outset and then just sneaked out. I'm angry about all this crap drama. It really overshadowed everything for me. And yes, I knew Our Skyy was going to be cringy, but it does really hurt. I'm really scared of when my favorites are on that it's going to spoil some of the original series for meโ€ฆ.
โ†“ 12. Tin Tem Jai
I don't even bother to organize my thoughts - that's how little I care about the series in the end. Why were they fighting in the mall now? What was that hard cut and anywayโ€ฆwhy that scene? A no-park zone??? How old is Tin!??! And was it really legal for Park to have sex with him? Their conversations are just so exhausting! Why is Park annoyed with Tin? I don't get it! That whole scene with your face is annoyingโ€ฆ.what was that for? Okay, now that's what I call abuse of power in a relationship with age differenceโ€ฆIf Tin doesn't do what Park asks (i.e. not take the job that can benefit him professionally later and miss three days of college), then it's over? Wow.
I don't want to talk to Wikipedia right nowโ€ฆ.funniest scene of the week.
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And what a drama with the mother in the last episodeโ€ฆWas that necessary? That was a bit much dramaโ€ฆAnd what exactly happened to Kana and Pao? They were just left behind on the trackโ€ฆAt least I found them interesting and I would have liked to know how they are doing now. Noโ€ฆThat was not good!
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this-is-krikkit ยท 1 year
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hi!! read you're doing prompts, can you do the 9th? i feel like it's a perfect one for levihan ๐Ÿ˜‚
send me a number and a ship and i'll write a drabble!
thank you for sending this prompt ! it does have undeniable levihan vibes to it ๐Ÿ˜
Prompt 9. โ€œYou canโ€™t banish me! This is my bed too!โ€
Zeke (โ˜…now edited and posted on ao3 โ˜…)
Characters: Levi, Hange, Zeke
Tags: modern au, levihan, no zekehan or zevi i promise, i just think i'm hilarious sometimes and you guys have to deal with it hehehe, erumike mentioned, tw alcohol mention ig
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Hange gets out of the shower, puts on the clean shirt Levi had left for them in the bathroom and sneaks into the bedroom quietly. They successfully stop a yelp from escaping and only wince as they bump their toe into their bedside table, and put the miraculously unspilled glass of water they'd brought in with them on it.
They crawl under the duvet quickly, delighted to have made it here just as the hangover headache was starting to make their head throb, and frown as they realize something heavy has taken over most of their side of the bed. They reach back and click their light on, and feel their eyes widening as they take in the sight.
"What the- Levi, what's Zeke doing here?" they ask, way too loud even by their own standards.
"Fuck's sake, four-eyes," Levi moans, voice groggy and dry, "what's it look like? He's sleeping. And so am I, so shut the fuck up and turn the damn light off."
Hange bites their lip to stop themself from commenting on his bed hair or the adorably cranky look on his half asleep face, and obey his order.
Before they swiftly climb over both him and the dog, and stretch their arm far enough to turn on the light on his own bedside instead. They fully laugh when Levi whines again, swearing some more, and the Husky joins his protest with a loud howl.
"And where do I sleep, grumpy-grumps?" Hange asks, fluffing the dog's fur, who quickly calms down at the attention.
"I don't care, just get out of my bed," Levi replies, his voice all muffled from speaking into his pillow as he protects his eyes from the sting of the light.
Hange gasps in faked horror, Zeke looking up at them in concern at the sound.
"You can't banish me! This is my bed too!"
Levi groans again, and blindly feels behind him with his hand.
"Not anymore," he sighs in reflief when he finds his mark and darkness replaces the cruel artificial light. "Now it's mine and Zeke's."
"Right... and since when do you allow this- how'd you put it again- 'overactive drama queen of a hairball', to get on the sheets you love so much and shed all over them?" Hange pushes, genuinely curious.
"Since you leave me for two nights in a row to go on a weekend-long party with your brother and his brainless jock friends. And I was planning on changing the sheets later today anyway," he adds as an afterthought.
"Mike's bachelor party was fun, honey, thank you for asking," Hange replies playfully. "But I still don't understand how that has anything to do with your rules regarding the dog's sleeping-
"For your information, your four legged soulmate here wouldn't stop whining and howling at the front door until I let him come in here," he interrupts in a huff. "I don't know what he was so anxious about, but he had a really hard time sleeping without you around."
Hange's eyes have grown accustomed to the shadows by now, and they don't miss the way Levi stares at Zeke, actively avoiding to look at their own face. They should have known from the minute they came home and Levi was still in bed in the middle of the day that his insomnia had been acting up again, and it twists something in their gut to hear him confess so in his own twisted way, especially when they know he'd been working long hours the week before.
They hum and perch themself back on what little space they've got left on their side of the bed, letting one of their hands land on Levi's pillow to ruffle his hair and massage his scalp as they pet the dog's fur with the other.
"I'm sorry you didn't get to rest properly," they say softly.
Levi sighs, and his fingers link with theirs over the dog's belly.
"From the looks of you right now, I'd say you didn't either," he jokes. "Did you really have fun?"
"So much. I don't see how Erwin's going to beat that next weekend, honestly."
"Well, don't tell him that. He's so competitive he'd do the craziest shit just to try and prove you wrong."
They feel their own grin widening, and Levi chuckles when he spots it.
"Tch, four-eyes..." he warns, shaking his head in faked disapproval.
"Come on, what's the point of being one groom's sibling and the other's best friend if I don't get to mess with them a little?"
They yawn around the end of the sentence, which makes it sound way less villainous than they'd meant.
"Better get some rest while you can, then, evil mastermind," Levi scoffs, failing to hide his own reflex yawn.
Hange vaguely remembers letting out a weak laugh and pinching his nose in retaliation for his mocking tone, before falling into deep slumber.
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ja-lin ยท 11 months
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Sin w/ Me and Villainous Nights are my two favorite series. So, I was thinking...crossover?
- Andi and Onyx would probably flirt with each other. Ranza and Lorelei would arm wrestle? Juliette and Ripley would try to out-pun each other.
- Andi would also fantasize about Ranzaโ€™s biceps...cause we know she thinks about Loreleiโ€™s muscles.
- Since Onyx flirted with Quillain in Calโ€™s route, I assume sheโ€™s also going to flirt with Renzei for giggles.
- Andi hanging onto Ranzaโ€™s left arm and Loreleiโ€™s right arm and swinging around.
- Onyx having aย โ€œoh no everyoneโ€™s hotโ€ moment.
- Renzei flirting with Cal, because why not.
- Darius flirting with Lorelei, but rejected.ย 
- Cal and Duke can be grumpy together at all the chaos happening before their eyes.
- Nahara and Zeke are the only two responsible adults chasing after the MCs.
- Meanwhile the SWM MC is being carried off by demons and Optimus goons are carrying off the VN MC...
Any other ideas what might happen in this crossover? Just wanted to write something relaxing and fun, my brain is frying from editing episode 6 and making sure thereโ€™s no plot holes.
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honeyypotato ยท 2 years
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The Girl in the Woods, Chapter 14: War
It's that time of the week again >:3 hehehe
Here's the link to the rest of the chapters!
Word Count: 3,384
Warnings/Tags: smut (m/f), oral (f! receiving), Reiner's a little jealous + grumpy
๐Ÿ”žMINORS DNI pls and thank u๐Ÿ”ž
AN:
Y'all, here it is! They fuck! Have fun!
I didn't want to ruin the surprise, but the content warnings are more important!
I'll admit it, I did not like Gabi when she was introduced, but I love her now, esp after writing her. She's just a little bit of a demon child and I love it
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One year later, you stand in the trenches with the Warrior candidates. It was Reinerโ€™s idea that you stayed with them, and you think heโ€™s trying to protect his little cousin, Gabi. He knows she adores you, and if you werenโ€™t by her side in battle sheโ€™d go stir crazy. Reiner knew that youโ€™d be ready to charge forward at his side when the time came to invade.
The gunfire hadnโ€™t ceased for hours, and you were peering just over the edge of the front trench at the armored train that was ready to gun down any titan that appeared. Franzโ€™s words echoed in your mind for a brief moment. โ€œSeems these men canโ€™t look forward into a world where titans are no longer our biggest threat.โ€ They would have to soon enough.
You drop back down into the trench from your perch and stare at the Warrior candidates with your hands on your hips. Falco was trying to bandage an enemy soldier whilst arguing with Gabi. The kidโ€™s got a good heart, you think to yourself. You hoped it wouldnโ€™t get soiled by war.ย 
You turn to Commander Magath. โ€œHowโ€™s it looking out there, Sir?โ€ You ask, but you know the answer from the look in his eyes.
โ€œIf we canโ€™t take out that train, we canโ€™t bring Reiner and Zeke in.โ€ Heโ€™s worried. Your entire victory is riding on that train.ย 
โ€œHey, Commander Magath! Sir! Sirrrrrr!โ€ The two of you turn around to see Gabi waving around what looks like a bunch of hand grenades tied together.
โ€œGabi, what did you make?โ€ You ask her affectionately, noting the lightly horrified expression on the Commanderโ€™s face and not wanting to extinguish the spark in the little girlโ€™s eyes.
โ€œI can get close enough to the train and blow it up! I have an idea! Let me take my armband off!โ€ She sounds pretty confident, and you look at the Commander.
Gabi was the best Warrior candidate by far, and she was insanely bright, so it wasnโ€™t abnormal for her to suggest things like this.
โ€œAlright, but if anything goes wrong I get to send Miss y/n after you.โ€ The Commander sighs, watching her remove her outer uniform, effectively disguising herself as just a little girl.
Gabi climbs over the edge of the trench and you tense, ready to leap out and grab her at the first sound of gunfire. You and Commander Magath exchange a glance.
โ€œIโ€™ve got her, donโ€™t worry.โ€ You try and reassure him. Gabi meant as much to you as she did to Reiner; you had watched her grow during your visits to Reinerโ€™s house throughout your time in Marley.
Suddenly, you hear an explosion, and gunfire begins. You launch yourself out of the trench, but Porco is faster, and by the time your arms are around the young girl, his titanโ€™s hand is in front of you, shielding the two of you.ย 
Despite the carnage around you, you place your hand on his palm. โ€œThanks, Porco!โ€ You call up at him, and he huffs once. Yes.
He darts off to distract the enemy soldiers, allowing you and Gabi to dart back to the trenches. When you are safe, you smile down at her. โ€œThat was an awesome move, kid! Youโ€™ll make a great Warrior.โ€
โ€œY/n!โ€ You hear Commander Magathโ€™s call and your head snaps up to where his voice came from. โ€œThe train is down, which means youโ€™re up.โ€
You nod, and flash a smile and a salute at Gabi and the other Warrior candidates, before launching yourself out of the trench and switching to your titan form with a flash of light. You locate Pieckโ€™s cart titan in midair and aim your ODM gear at her back, feeling a successful thud as the grapple hooks bury themselves in the metal plate of the turret on her back. You allow the gear to carry you further into enemy lines, blades slicing through the men who had slaughtered the soldiers you fought alongside.
From an airship high above the battlefield, Reiner watches you in anticipation as you slice through everything in your path. He wanted to be down there already, as your armor.
Suddenly, there was a shout, and it was his turn. They sent prisoners out of the airship first, and then with a roar, Zeke jumped into the battle below as the catalyst that would change the doomed Eldians falling around him into Pure Titans that would eat the people in the fort below. Reiner takes a deep breath as he steps towards the edge of the airship. Then, he jumps.ย 
You look up to see the flashes of light and you know itโ€™s time. Adrenaline rushes through you as you, Porco, and Pieck begin to run towards the fort in front of you. You see one last flash of light, and Reinerโ€™s Armored Titan lands at the heart of the fort with a roar, causing the buildings around him to collapse.
This is it, you think. This is the battle that will end the war! You were tired of fighting, having been on the front lines for months leading up to this moment, and you had been holed up with Porco and Pieck, unable to see Reiner for that whole time. Not that your other two friends werenโ€™t good company, you just missed the man that had changed your whole life.
Finally, your gear digs into the armor on Reinerโ€™s shoulder and you zip forwards to his side, clearing out the enemy soldiers that had begun to aim their weapons at him. Blood splatters across your face and hands as the men in front of you are sliced to pieces. You hear a familiar BOOM echo through the air and you knew Zeke had begun his assault on the ships in the port of the city below you.
You land on Reinerโ€™s shoulder for a second, throwing a couple shards of bone at the remaining men standing on the fortโ€“BANGโ€“youโ€™re suddenly thrown off Reiner as something explosive hits him, shattering the armor on the left side of his face. You anchor yourself in a nearby building and turn to see a second armored train that you hadnโ€™t noticed earlier. The four of you immediately turn your attention on the train as it begins to aim its turret at Zekeโ€™s nape. Porco rushes forward, just in time to swat at the turret, sending the next shot barreling into the ground near Zekeโ€™s foot. But, the train chugs on; Porcoโ€™s attack wasnโ€™t enough to knock it off its track. Your eyes widen in fear as you realize that the turret had reoriented itself and was aiming straight for Reinerโ€™s exposed head, and with every ounce of strength you leap into the path of the cannon, sending all strength to the blade on your right arm and slicing clean through the ammunition. Pain sears through your right hand and then the back of your head as an explosion knocks you out of the air and sends you flying into Reinerโ€™s chest. You feel blood trickling down your face and you try to stand, and as the world fades to black, you swear you hear Reiner calling your name.
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You wake slowly to the harsh lights of the infirmary back in the military base. You sit up, blinking slowly, adjusting to your surroundings.ย 
โ€œLook whoโ€™s awake.โ€ A deep voice sounds next to you. โ€œI havenโ€™t seen you in at least six months, and you go and get yourself almost killed in the last battle of the fucking war.โ€
You turn your head slowly to meet Reinerโ€™s usually stern gaze, but your stomach drops when you realize that heโ€™s pissed.ย 
โ€œI guess this is how you felt in Shiganshina.โ€ He shakes his head a little, looking down. You look down at your lap, and jump slightly when you realize your right hand is gone. Steam rises from the wound, and you know youโ€™re healing.ย 
โ€œWhatโ€ฆhappened?โ€ You ask Reiner.
โ€œYou, a dumbass, planted yourself in between me and a round of heavy anti-titan artillery, which you have been educated on how destructive it is. Somehow you won. Cost you most of your arm, though.โ€ Heโ€™s still mad.
The door to your room flies open before you can say another word, and your eyes widen in surprise to see Porco, Pieck, and Zeke walk in.
โ€œY/n! Youโ€™re okay!โ€ Pieck moves to give you a tight hug, and Porco darts around her to sit next to you on the bed, wrapping his arms around you as well. You reach your left hand up to pat his arm and lean your head on his chest. If Reiner was going to pout, youโ€™d let him. When Porco finally lets go, Zeke walks up to you and gives you a high five.ย 
โ€œNice one out there, y/n. Weโ€™d have lost Reiner if it wasnโ€™t for you.โ€ He smirks a little, knowing he hit Reiner where it hurt.
You wanted to go with your friends as they left, but when you tried to get up a hand grabbed your wrist.ย 
โ€œWhere do you think youโ€™re going?โ€ Reiner growls.
โ€œI canโ€™t spend time with my friends, Reiner? Iโ€™ll be fully healed soon enough.โ€ You try to play innocent, but you know that your affection towards Porco combined with Zekeโ€™s comments had only further angered him.
โ€œYouโ€™re missing a fucking hand, y/n. Youโ€™re not going anywhere.โ€
โ€œDamn, this really is payback for Shiganshina.โ€ You laugh a little. โ€œI donโ€™t recall ever getting my three punches to your face.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™ll get your three punches, but theyโ€™ll be to your face instead of mine.โ€ Reinerโ€™s voice is still gravelly.ย 
โ€œHow long was I out for?โ€ You try to change the subject, hoping you can get on a topic that will lighten his mood instead of sour it further.
โ€œTwo days.โ€ He retorts.ย 
You sigh. This was going nowhere. โ€œI wasnโ€™t about to let you die, Reiner.โ€ย 
โ€œThere was a better way to not let me die than blowing your arm off.โ€ He leans back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest.
โ€œHow long have you been sitting here?โ€ Your voice gets suddenly quiet.
โ€œHow long do you think? Two days.โ€ย 
You shift on the bed, patting the mattress in the empty spot you had just created next to you. โ€œLay here with me for a bit, will you? At least keep me company if I canโ€™t hang out with everyone else.โ€ย 
He tilts his head back, resting it against the wall, eyes closed. For a minute, you think heโ€™s ignoring your invitation and your pleasant expression drops. You close your eyes, you might as well try and get some sleep if Reiner was putting you on house arrest. Then, the bed shifts as the tall man slides in next to you.ย 
โ€œHow was traveling with Porco and Pieck?โ€ He asks softly.
โ€œOh, theyโ€™re great traveling partners. Pieck is as wonderful as usual. Porco and I would stay up late playing card games as we moved between cities. Gabi always stuck by, too. She beat me in Uno a few times.โ€ You murmur, opening your eyes. Maybe mentioning his cousin would calm him down.
โ€œI bet you and Porco had a great time during all your chats.โ€ He replies curtly, skirting right around your bait.
โ€œIs that what this is about?โ€ You raise an eyebrow at him. Reiner and Porco were competitive, but you hadnโ€™t pegged Reiner as the super jealous type.ย 
โ€œWhat whatโ€™s about?โ€ He huffs. You shift a little to stare at him curiously. This man was seriously dumber than a pile of rocks.
โ€œYouโ€™re jealous!โ€ You poke him in the shoulder, grinning.
Heโ€™s on top of you in an instant. โ€œI AM NOT JEALOUSโ€“
You press your lips against his, surprising both of you, pulling him in by the collar of his shirt with your good hand. After a moment, you pull away, opening your eyes and meeting his wide, golden eyes, a slack expression on his face.ย 
โ€œOkay, maybe I am a little jealousโ€ฆโ€ His expression softens.ย 
Your stomach ties itself into knots in the heartbeat that youโ€™re staring at each other, but his mouth is back on yours in a flash. Heโ€™s all sweet, soft warmth and you snake your arms around his neck, pulling him closer. Heโ€™s kissing you hungrily, like he thinks youโ€™re going to fade away into the bed any second; warm, rough hands gliding over your skin, strong arms holding all the pieces of you together. You melt into each other for a few moments, enjoying the feeling of finally being completely enveloped by the man you had grown to know and love. Eventually, he pulls away, trailing a row of kisses down your neck, causing you to let out a soft moan. You feel him smile against your skin at the sound, and he pulls from you completely, tugging at the collar of your shirt lightly.
โ€œCan Iโ€“can I take this off?โ€ His voice is all smooth and soft in a way youโ€™d never heard before, and you nod. He gives you a small smirk and rips your shirt clean in half, the rough tearing sound of fabric is a stark contrast to the gentleness of his voice and the soft press of his hands against your waist. He leans down to capture you in another kiss and you gasp quietly against his lips. He pulls away for a brief second once more to let you wiggle out of whatโ€™s left of the shirt, and his eyes slowly move down your form, hands tracing circles into your hips.
โ€œYouโ€™re so beautiful, y/n. Holy shit. Why did I wait this long?โ€ He moves to lift his shirt over his head and heat rushes to your face. Youโ€™d only seen him shirtless a couple times back on Paradis, and he had been strikingly attractive then, but what you remembered was nothing compared to the man in front of you. Well-formed muscle ripples under smooth skin peppered with scars here and there, and you lift your hand to trace a finger along a particularly large one just above his hip. His hand moves to intertwine his fingers with yours, his other arm planted next to your head as he leans over you.ย 
Your eyes flutter closed when he touches his forehead against yours, pressing your noses together. โ€œReinerโ€ฆโ€ Your voice wouldnโ€™t go past a whisper, but you were gripping his bicep hard enough that he understood what you were asking. But he wanted to hear you say it.ย 
โ€œWhat is it, baby?โ€ He murmurs. โ€œTell me what you want.โ€ He kisses your neck again, this time hard enough to leave marks, teeth grazing your skin. You have to bite the inside of your cheek to keep from moaning, but your efforts are unsuccessful and a small sound escapes your mouth.
ย Reiner continues planting kisses across your skin, moving down your chest, tugging your bra off as he went. โ€œWhat was that, sweetheart? I couldnโ€™t hear you.โ€ He says between kisses. You squirm a little under him, and he releases his hold on your hand, moving it to thumb over your left nipple, his lips attaching to the other. At the feeling of the warmth of his mouth on your nipple you gasp โ€œShit! Reiner!โ€ Your hand flies to the back of his head, tangling fingers in his hair and tugging it softly. He chuckles and leaves another mark on your breast before moving back to land a kiss on your lips yet again.ย 
โ€œFuck me, Reiner. Please.โ€ย 
He grins at your consent and shifts so the two of you can wiggle out of your pants and underwear, returning afterwards to kiss down the center of your stomach. Your breath hitches as he doesnโ€™t stop when he reaches your lower stomach and he glances up at you with a small smirk before diving into your core. You run your fingers through his hair as his tongue swipes over your folds and then finds your clit, and the soft wetness of his mouth against you causes you to squeeze your thighs around his head a little.
โ€œShitโ€ฆReiner. Fuck. Thatโ€™s so good.โ€ You donโ€™t think more curses had ever come out of your mouth than before these past few minutes, but you werenโ€™t about to hold yourself back when it felt this amazing. He chuckles at how needy you are, and the feeling of his voice causing vibrations against your heat made your toes curl.
Just as you were starting to feel the beginning of your climax, he pulls away from you, and you let out a whimper. โ€œReinerrr pleaseeee!โ€
โ€œI canโ€™t let you have all the fun, babygirl.โ€ Reiner smiles, dipping down to kiss you, and you can taste yourself on his lips. His tongue pushes against your lips and you part them against his mouth, letting him take over and explore you while he lines himself up with your entrance. He pushes into you gently, and you canโ€™t hold back your moans any longer, your kiss breaking as he bottoms out inside you.
โ€œFuck, oh fuck, you feel like heaven, princess.โ€ He growls in your ear as you cling to his shoulders, pulling him close. He begins to rut into you, slowly at first, and the long-awaited movement causes you to dig your nails into his back.
โ€œReiner! Ahh~!โ€ You cry out; his pace quickens and he bites into the other side of your neck as one of his hands slides between you, finding your clit again between your folds. You tighten around him at his touch and he knows neither of you are going to last much longer. The combined motion of his thumb rubbing circles against your clit and the friction of his dick pumping in and out of your wet heat pushes you over the edge and he fucks you through your orgasm until he canโ€™t hold back anymore, pulling out of you quickly before spilling cum all over your stomach.ย 
He hovers over you for a moment as the two of you catch your breath, brushing stray hairs away from your face with a soft smile on his lips. His cheeks are flushed pink and his hazel eyes look a little watery, and you pull him in for another kiss, relishing in the warm, fuzzy feeling that blooms in your chest when his lips meet yours. He pulls away to grab a rag and a change of clothes from a nearby dresser, suddenly thankful the two of you had fucked in the infirmary that was stocked with extra supplies. He tosses the clothes at you, since earlier he had torn your shirt to the point where it was unwearable.
โ€œHah, you owe me a shirt, Mr. Braun.โ€ You grin at him, looking him up and down as he walks back over to you and wipes the cum off your stomach.
He laughs a little. โ€œYou can steal one of mine later, howโ€™s that?โ€ You wiggle back into your underwear and the clothes he threw at you. He wanted to leave his clothes off and crawl into the bed with you, but the worry that one of the nurses could burst into the room at any moment stuck in the back of his mind, and he begrudgingly got dressed.ย 
You grab his wrist as heโ€™s about to sit back down in the chair next to your bed, the thought of a nurse or even worse your friends walking in on the two of you. โ€œLay down with me, please.โ€ You give him your best puppy eyes.
โ€œWhat if someone comes in?โ€ He murmurs, but heโ€™s already halfway in the bed.
โ€œI donโ€™t care, Iโ€™ll fight them.โ€ You bury your head in his chest, muffling your voice, and wrap an arm around his waist as he pulls you against him.
He bends to kiss the top of your head. โ€œHeh, I bet you would if I didnโ€™t get to them first.โ€
โ€œYou gonna protect me from the big bad nurses?โ€ He can feel you smiling against him.ย 
Heโ€™s already drifting off. โ€œMhm, no one can get you while Iโ€™m here.โ€ He mumbles. Sighing, you settle in his arms, letting the beat of his heart lull you to sleep.
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natteryaktoad ยท 9 months
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Newson/Sell, Day 84, Part 1
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Indi: Stinky butt!
Rosanna: Yeah, your little sister does have a stinky butt... who taught you to say that, anyway?
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Zeke: Uncle Shawn, why do I have to have two little sisters and one little brother? It's not fair!
Shawn: Well... there's nothing you can do about it, so I guess you've gotta decide if you're going to be a grumpy grouch about it, or try and enjoy it.
Zeke: Imma be a grumpy grouch.
Shawn: Right...
Zeke: And if Asa thinks he's gonna share my room when he's bigger, then he can just get out, because he's not.
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Indi: Daddy!
Stephen: Hi baby. You want some dinner? Granddad's made spaghetti.
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Zeke: Gotcha!
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Shawn: That was pretty cool. You know, Zeke, you could be an amazing big brother if you put your mind to it.
Zeke: I could shock the babies to stop them crying.
Shawn: Er, no... that wasn't what I meant. But you're pretty creative - I bet you could invent something they'd like.
Zeke: Maybe. But maybe I don't even want to.
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Ryan: They're all growing up so fast!
Stephen: Yeah, before we know it the twins will be mobile, and then where will we be?
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awkwardgtace ยท 1 year
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๐Ÿ for any ocs you want?
ok I had to think about if i should do this for everyone or just a few. I've settled on everyone because I have a problem :D These are random and my brain has some reasoning so feel free to ask about these.
Mira: knife shaped
Kaya: mouse shaped
Ian: abandoned wet kitten shaped
Delphia: bunny shaped
Vincent: porcupine shaped
Melody: cat shaped
Caprice: angry cat shaped
Corus: Wolf shaped
Zeke: fix-it shaped
Mikhail: tired brother shaped
Alessia: paladin shaped
Rhys: brother shaped
Ash: tree shaped
Vitus: Dad shaped
Dabria: Mom Shaped
Felix: grumpy shaped
Luna: star shaped
Sola: cloud shaped
Ryder: larp shaped
Kyrie: Puppy shaped
Pelago: hamster shaped
Byssal: shark shaped
Streya: friend shaped
Meg: Telescope shaped or book shaped
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spiteless-xo ยท 10 months
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Tiff, could you please also do the flipside and tell us how Zeke the boys would convert a girlie who really doesnโ€™t get the daddy kink? ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ
i am so so so sorry for the delay in getting to this my love ๐Ÿ’— my last weekend on vacation ended up being more active than i was expecting so i didn't have time to sit down and work on this for you
here you go~ ๐Ÿฅฐ i hope you enjoy! i did my fav 2 plus zeke ๐Ÿ™Š i hope i meet expectations
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โ•ฐโ”ˆโžค daddy kink - aot.
ft. eren, jean, zeke.
cw. 18+ content, daddy kink, gender-neutral reader.
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โ‹™ eren jaeger.
eren brings it up one day like it's a joke. you ask him to give you some water and as he's handing over the bottle, he jerks it back quickly and is like what do you saaaay? and you're like please? and he scoffs and rolls his eyes and is like please, daddy. and you groan and hit him as he giggles, but he still doesn't give you the water bottle until you say in a comically high-pitched voice, please, daddy?
it starts to become natural after that. every time eren hands you something, he doesn't let go until you call him daddy. soon, it just becomes second nature for you to call him daddy when asking for something. eren gets especially excited when he hands you some popcorn at the movies and you instantly reply thank you, daddy! in front of all of your friends -- much to your embarrassment!!!!!
one day, during a heated makeout session that's gone on for far too long, you beg eren to fuck you. he pulls away from where he's been littering hickeys across your throat and just looks at you with a smug grin and says, what do you saaay?
and you huff a little and look away in embarrassment because he can't really want you to say that now, does he? but every time you try to lean back in for another kiss he pulls away, still with that stupid smug look on his face until finally you're like, please, daddy, i want you to fuck me, and you're surprised by how natural it feels to say it
that smug look completely disappears from his face and his eyes practically roll back into his head with a groan. fuck, I've been waiting months to hear you say that he admits.
โ‹™ jean kirstein.
he's been thinking all day about how to bring this up with you. he made a fancy dinner and got your favourite drinks and dessert to help loosen you up a little bit and then not-so-casually brought up bedroom kinks. finally telling you, i think it would be kinda hot if you called me daddy.
you laugh at first because you think he's joking, but when you see the way he completely deflates you try to stifle it and start apologizing profusely like, i'm sorry, i didn't think you were serious! and he gets a little grumpy and goes to dismiss it but eventually, you relax him.
you tell him that you don't really get it, but if it's something that he wants to try then you're open to it and he kind of blushes and rubs the back of his neck in embarrassment and is like ok, thank you.
later that night, the two of you start having sex and he thinks that you've forgotten completely about your awkward conversation over dinner. but when he's got his arms wrapped around your waist and you're bouncing in his lap, you lean down against his ear and whisper it feels so good, daddy and you feel absolutely cringe saying it and it feels so unnatural but the absolutely guttural groan that jean makes when he hears you has chills running down your spine
he flips you down on the bed until you're pinned beneath him and he's got this look in his eye that you've never seen before as he rolls his hips against yours and he says: say it again. louder. and..... yeah, ok. you get it now.
โ‹™ zeke jaeger.
zeke doesn't ask. he doesn't play games. just one day when the two of you are making out, he says, i need you to start calling me daddy. and you're really taken aback because it feels like this is coming out of nowhere, so you're stunned into silence.
as the two of you continue making out and pulling off your clothes, he doesn't mention it again so you assume you misheard him. he lays you back on the bed and starts trailing kisses from your mouth, across your jaw, down your throat -- and the combination of his warm mouth on your skin and the scratchiness of his beard has you writhing in pleasure below him
as he descends lower and lower, you start to feel his beard brushing against the soft skin of your inner thigh and you find yourself spreading your legs open for him to lay between. please, zeke, i need you. breathing heavily already, you look down to see him looking up at you with that signature jaeger smirk.
do you remember what i said earlier? he asks, his breath ghosting heat across where you need him the most. your body jerks upward toward him in need but he just pulls away. you shake your head in response and feel him lower his mouth back on your inner thigh, biting at the skin until you cry out with a desperate whine.
i need to hear you say it, he urges and suddenly you remember. you start sputtering out protests but zeke breathes more warm air on your crotch and you can feel your body pulsing with need. please, daddy. you beg -- half-heartedly -- and zeke just chuckles.
he pushes his glasses up the bridge of his nose with his finger before running his tongue up along your inner thigh, leaving a trail of goosebumps in its wake. i can sit here all night if i need to, he says, eyes growing dark. i'm not going to touch you until you say it like you mean it.
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Itโ€™s still a lot for his brain to comprehend.ย  He tries not to think too much about the logistics behind it, of how memories of a past life have poured into this one like an overflowing wine glass.ย  But Zeke canโ€™t help the way his mind wanders, especially in moments like this; after their bodies have connected in such a way that made stars dance across their eyes, after the smog of lust cleared, leaving them naked and raw in each otherโ€™s arms yet entirely warm and content.ย  He looks at Levi, taking note the differences in his face with the one he sees in his dreams, in the memories that filter through every once in a while.ย  Levi smiles more here, less weary, still grumpy, but in a way thatโ€™s endearing.ย  Zeke has never been abashed about his attraction to the other man, in any life.ย  But thereโ€™s still something he canโ€™t quite understand.ย  โ€œ Why me? โ€ย  he asks finally, breaking the comfortable silence they had fallen into.ย  When Leviโ€™s brows furrow, Zeke continues.ย  โ€œ I mean, you hate me.ย  Youโ€™ve always hated me.ย  You killed me. โ€ย  He knows Levi doesnโ€™t like when he brings it up, especially to make light of it, but itโ€™s necessary this time.ย  โ€œ And your loyalty to Erwin and your friends is unrivaled.ย  Yet youโ€™re here with me when you could be with them again. โ€ย  His lips have pursed into a line beneath his beard, his brows following suit.ย  โ€œ Iโ€™m justโ€ฆ trying to figure out what changed. โ€ย  A smile is quick to plaster itself across his face, a half hazard attempt to keep vulnerability from spilling completely out.ย  โ€œ Not that Iโ€™m complaining, of course. โ€
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Heโ€™s pressed up underneath the weight of Zekeโ€™s arm, eyes closed as his fingers run up along the otherโ€™s wrist, the delicate bones, the strong fingers. The way that he seems just as lax as he is; heโ€™s preening in the afterglow, head tipped up slightly toward the ceiling so that his forehead presses up against the cap of his shoulder. Levi doesnโ€™t allow his mind to drift often, not like this; not when heโ€™s in that soft haze that makes him more pliable, that makes him far less surly. Most times heโ€™s ready to smack Zeke upside the head โ€“โ€“ this time heโ€™s curled up and satiated, losing the stress thatโ€™s been tugging on him for the last week. Hangeโ€™s started to get under his skin about new renovations and the possibility of opening a new shop. Heโ€™s glad theyโ€™re doing so well, but itโ€™s too much too soon for him when heโ€™s still justโ€ฆtrying to figure out everything.
Ever since the memories have come back, itโ€™s been a little harder to separate memories from reality around him. One minute he sees Hange refilling the pastry cabinet and the next he sees them in gear, eye lost to a battle. One minute his lips are on Zekeโ€™s and heโ€™s desperate for him, and the next he remembers the feeling of cutting through his neck, the feeling of muscle and bone giving away. It leaves a shudder up his spine and pulling away, taking the couch for the night because he canโ€™t deal with the memories. He sees Erwin and remembers loving him, remembers bowing for him, remembers letting him die, but knows that the reality here is that they tried it out for a few months and it just didnโ€™t feel right. Itโ€™s all disjointed in his head and some days he comes back to the apartment and doesnโ€™t know who he is. Zeke has been patient with him, but he supposes it was only a matter of time before he started to pry.
ย ย  ย โ›ย ย  You know, if youโ€™re going to start having an existential crisis, Iโ€™m not going to fuck you anymore.ย ย ย  โœย  ย Itโ€™s pointed and petulant, that crisp tone of I donโ€™t want to talk about this echoing in his tone. His arm comes to wrap around his own waist then, teeth biting at his bottom lip. He doesnโ€™t like to talk about it because it makes reality bleed into the past again. It makes everything just that much harder. Thereโ€™s an ache in his teeth to think about it, the familiar grinding wanting to take place there.
He sighs though and turns to look at Zeke, chin propped up in his hand.ย ย  ย โ›ย ย  Canโ€™t it be enough that I have chosen you? That things are different here and itโ€™s just nice?ย ย ย  โœย  ย Thereโ€™s a soft pleading to his tone, but he knows his boyfriend. He knows it wonโ€™t just fall away that quickly.ย ย  ย โ›ย ย  I didnโ€™tย hate you. I hated that I lost everything because of you. I seen first hand what it did to Reiner and Annie and Pieck. I seen the sacrifices a child made because of the world that we lived in. Maybe this time around I just wanted different. Maybe I just wanted something that wasnโ€™t a reminder.ย ย ย  โœย  ย 
Itโ€™s not a good explanation. Itโ€™s not a declaration of love. He hates this subject beyond words. He leans over and presses a kiss against his shoulder, then makes his way up his neck.ย ย  ย โ›ย ย  I choseย you this time around. Canโ€™t that be enough, Zeke?ย ย ย  โœย  ย 
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Anonymousย asked:
Sounds like a kink.
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"It...it is. Mighty attractive." They're all like that. They either boss him around, take control, or yell at him a little bit. They butt heads with him, make him question everything, and he can finally breathe that for once he isn't in charge of this flaming circus. "Y'folks got new names fer it. I don't know 'em all. Think whatcha said is fun o' ten- uh, jus' one. One o' many." But that explains the list of those he's attracted to. Zeke included, even if he says the affection has gone away. It's still there. He's just embarrassed by it, which is evident by the rosy cheeks. "Guess it's same reason I follow Grumpy 'round so much... I got a type. M'real uh... pathetic. Sure."
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wanderlust-in-my-soul ยท 1 year
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My weekly roundup CW 19
I try to write down my thoughts after watching stuff to create a little weekly ranking in relation to the previous week on my, most of the times, quiet sundays (and because I love lists!). These are just my personal opinions and preferences.
And yes, this will contain spoilers!
But first, the main theme for the first date this week:
Happy Merry Ending
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Love Mate
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โ†’ 1. Love Mate (Ep 3+4)
Most unexpected moment this week:
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Ahhhh!!!!! I love it!!!!! Sunshine guy is slowly but surely making his way into grumpy guys heart and I am absolutely here for it. And then grumpy guy also falls for the polar bear profile and of course he thinks he's great and has a strangely good feeling from the writing and of course they meet and of course grumpy guy is not thrilled. The slap in the face was maybe a little over the top but in the end everything that follows is absolutely perfect. A first date, laughter and fun and at the end a romantic scene? I don't think any of us expected that! I was shocked! And had absolutely nothing against it! The morning afterโ€ฆI really thought at first that sunshine guy was going to sneak out because he now got what he wanted! Luckily that wasn't the case and they are now going on their next date. It doesn't necessarily have to come down to a lot of drama breaking out. Maybe the two of them can just go about their lives together. Come on! I don't want to see them apart! They should stay happy! Let's just see how grumpy guy gets to the 100%.
The softest moment this week:
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โ†’ 2. My Story (Ep 5)
What exactly is this project where they have to drink alcohol in large amounts? I mean plotwise it fits just fine, but what? Drinking alcohol for school? Umโ€ฆI have questions. And also, Sky didn't look that drunk nowโ€ฆStupid excuse of not being able to remember anythingโ€ฆagain, notโ€ฆI'd like an change of ideas here. Otherwise Zeke and Fifthโ€ฆthe two can't stop flirting with each other and in the end it all culminates in an explosive kiss that has been building up over the last few episodes and was finally allowed to break out. It was worth the wait! These two are just outrageously good together. Yes, I can't take the other two seriously anymore. But good for me, so the drama stays with them and Zeke and Fifth can float around on their cloud 9. I'm not mad about that.
โ†‘ 3. Happy Merry Ending (Ep 5+6)
Cutest moment this week part 1:
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Oh God, that was beautiful! A first date, a first kiss. And JaeHyun understood SeungJun. He didn't just jump him and kiss him, he asked for his consent and I love him for that! I love the show for that! And what a fucking romantic moment? I was ecstatic! And how happy SeungJun looked. The hand holding was my favorite scene. JaeHyun was so nervous beforehand! I love it so much! And all just for SeungJun to be thrown back into his trauma by that stupid fucker in the next episode. And I'm scared that JaHyun's "he's mine now, I won't let him go" might possibly trigger SeungJun's trauma as well. I hope not, but I'm scared of that scene in the trailer. However, since it will be the last two episodes next week, of course I hope for a happy ending! So I'll accept some angst if it still leads to SeungJun taking off his sunglasses at the end and only looking at JaeHyun.
Cutes moment this week part 2:
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โ†‘ 4. La Pluie (Ep 3)
I found the episode so interesting and good. We see in this episode the side of Patt and his love at first sight moment. So Patt likes Tai. Patt has a girlfriend or had a thing with someone we don't know, yet. Patt has a crush on Tai now though. Patt doesn't know that Tai is his soulmate. So Patt tries to win Tai over without this knowledge. Tai, on the other hand, thinks that Patt has a girlfriend, because he heard him making out with someone, and is therefor making a pass at him, so he keeps his distance from Patt. Which doesn't stop Patt from trying to get close to him. And both like each other in the end. I like it. I had my doubts about Tai's infatuation at first, but it works quite well. It's cute how shy he gets in front of Patt. Why he bit him in the arm at the end, though, I don't quite understand. Was that frustration or pure alcohol talking out of him? Anyway! I look forward to the next episode!
โ†“ 5. Our Dining Table (Ep 6)
Yutaka and Minoru were able to enjoy a few minutes of privacy. Finally. It was about time. I don't think we'll see a kiss in the series, but at least a little intimacy and closeness between the two. Minoru was so worried about Yutaka and came running to him and then makes him the udon noodles like his mother used to do when the kids were sick. Honestly, what other proof of affection do you need? Minoru shares such a precious and beautiful memory with Yutaka, wants him to have something of his memory, and Yutaka is so grateful for it and happy about it. So wholesome.
โ†‘ 6. Naked Dining (Ep 5)
So by now they should have realized that they like each other, right? As jumpy as they react when they stand close to each other. But I think Futa still needs some time to understand it properly. A first step in the right direction was made when he wanted to touch Mahori when he was asleep. Dare to let it happen. The almost-kiss at the end, which Futa also dreams of, I don't find soooo good, because I don't think kisses, when the persons are not in a relationship and while one person is asleep, are so thrilling in general. But we'll see next week how they'll work it out. Other than that, it was a pretty enjoyable episode. The two of them had fun together. Even the co-worker could see that. Let's hope she keeps her friendly distance.
โ†‘ 7. The Promise (Ep 9)
Best reaction to a kiss this week:
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They did what? A kiss? Phu finally got up the courage and confessed his feelings for Nan? I confess I squealed a little with delight and then hid behind a pillow in shame because, hello? Why did everyone have to applaud? Best reaction of the week though from Party and Khunkhao! I would have reacted the same way, but wouldn't be as damn pushy as Khunkhao at the end and would just keep my mouth shut when I see that the person I'm into has found someone he likes and is willing to kiss in publicโ€ฆAnd then not even a minute later, Phu's grandma is dead. What the hell, The Promise? And then Nan gets the info that he's going to be transferred to Chinaโ€ฆThis was really way too much drama in one episode. Couldn't one of them have happened an episode earlier? And that Phu keeps saying he has no one nowโ€ฆhe has Nan! Let's see how they resolve all this at the end.
โ†“ 8. Step by Step (Ep 4)
This week's outstanding fashion choice: The Bow ties
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Why exactly is Pat trying to talk trash about Jeng with his colleagues who talk trash about everything and everyone? Why is Pat starting rumors like this? Whatever Jeng does in private is his beer and not of Pat's interest to bitch about. And he was actually against talking about him like that or not, since he knows how it feels when false rumors are spread. At least he should know that. Yes, he tries to get along with his colleagues, but that's a really shitty way to go. Otherwise, I would have been interested to know why Jeng and Pat were in the Tuxedos and what exactly they were doing. That was such a random scene at the end that wasn't explained further and then you didn't even see them at the eventโ€ฆwere they laughed at for their giant bow ties and no one could take them serious and they thought, then we better cut the scenes out altogether? Other than that, I love the way Jeng looks at Pat. And I sincerely hope their communication improves! It's terribleโ€ฆ
โ†‘ 9. Our Skyy 2 - Vice Versa (Ep7+8)
So the idea with the calendar I found really good. Many more people should do this to bring some life back into the relationship and also to simply do something good for themselves. It does not have to be something different every day, but once a week to break out of everyday life and get closer to each other again. I think it's really good and sweet. The childโ€ฆwhat kind of crappy plan was that? To send a stranger's kid to a couple so they can work out their problems. I've rarely heard anything so stupid. All in all, the episodes were more bearable than the previous ones because the corniness was less, but the idea behind it was still stupid. And the preview for next week scared me ๐Ÿ˜…
โ†“ 10. A Boss And A Babe (Ep 11)
The cheesiest but still sweetest line this week:
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That was unnecessary. Even though Cher thinks he understands that he is not good enough for Gun, I found it unnecessary. It's not Gun's mother's decision to decide what is right for Gun and what is not, even if they have money. While it's nice that Cher graduated with trophies, at the end of the day I would very much like to erase that scene from my memory. My embarrassment level was definitely reached and I had trouble watching. It was a bit too much. Also, the scene came so suddenly. All of a sudden Cher is standing in front of the door and gets down on his knee in front of Gun. I mean, noโ€ฆI don't know, this week it was really exhausting to watch. You knew from the beginning that something was going to happen, the way Cher always looked at Gun, with that sad, wistful look. So it wasn't unexpected that Cher would leave Gun. It was unexpected that Gun didn't try to stop him anymore or just visit him at home. But at least the last episode now looks like pure fluff.
โ†“ 11. House of Stars (Ep 2)
I don't know exactly what happened this week. First, it's Saturday and I have no idea what I saw and second, it was boring. There's so much talk about nothing that my brain said let's filter that out real quick. Unnecessary waste of space. Guess this will be the next series I'll drop or at least put on-hold.
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โŠน ๐—” ๐—ž๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐—บ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—™๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—™๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ is being told by Zeke and Ravenโ€™s POV. I wanted to devour this book but didnโ€™t want it to end.
โ๐’ซ๐“๐‘’๐’ถ๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐’ธ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐’ท๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“€ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐’ถ๐“Ž ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ ๐“‚๐‘’, ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“Œ๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ˆ๐“…๐‘’๐“‡๐‘’๐’น. ๐‘…๐’ถ๐“‹๐‘’๐“ƒ, ๐“…๐“๐‘’๐’ถ๐“ˆ๐‘’. ๐’Ÿ๐‘œ๐“ƒโ€™๐“‰ ๐“๐‘’๐“‰ ๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“‚ ๐“‰๐‘œ๐“Š๐’ธ๐’ฝ ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐ผ ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‹๐‘’.โž
โŠน ๐—ญ๐—ฒ๐—ธ๐—ฒโ€™๐˜€ ๐—ฃ๐—ข๐—ฉ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—˜๐—ฉ๐—˜๐—ฅ๐—ฌ๐—ง๐—›๐—œ๐—ก๐—š. I love seeing his adoration and his love for Raven. I love that he ๐——๐—œ๐——๐—ก'๐—ง give up. ๐™๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ข๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ž๐™ง๐™ง๐™š๐™ซ๐™ค๐™˜๐™–๐™—๐™ก๐™ฎ ๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™๐™–๐™ซ๐™š๐™ฃ. ๐™ƒ๐™š ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™จ; ๐™จ๐™๐™š ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™จ ๐™ž๐™ฉ โ™ก With Zekeโ€™s POV, we get to see his struggle with everything. I love the devotion heโ€™s got for Raven and his family. Everything he does has always been about them. Seeing him so broken was heartbreaking. I donโ€™t think there is anything about this man that I hate.
โŠน ๐— ๐˜† ๐˜€๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐˜, ๐˜€๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐˜ ๐—ฅ๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ป. She sees the good in everyone, even if they donโ€™t f**ing deserve it. Sheโ€™s so pure, and all I wanna do is protect her. All she wanted was to be loved, to have that family she could trust and rely on. I would give anything to see that smile on her face and to hear her laugh because it is entrancing. ๐—œ ๐˜„๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—น๐—ฑ ๐—ด๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜†๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜€๐—ผ ๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ป ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐—ฝ๐˜†! With ๐—ฅ๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ป'๐˜€ ๐—ฃ๐—ข๐—ฉ, we get to see her struggle against, well, everything. But we also get to see her get stronger [not that she wasnโ€™t such a strong, badass witch queen already]. I think I swoon for her as much as Zeke swoonโ€™s for Raven.
โ๐’ด๐‘œ๐“Š ๐’น๐‘œ๐“ƒโ€™๐“‰ ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‹๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“‡๐’พ๐“ˆ๐“€ ๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’โ€™๐“ˆ ๐“๐’พ๐’ป๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐‘”๐‘’๐“‰ ๐’ถ ๐“‡๐‘’๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘œ๐“ƒ ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“‰ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐“‚๐‘’. ๐’œ๐“๐“ ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‹๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐’น๐‘œ ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“๐‘œ๐‘œ๐“€ ๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’, ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐ผ ๐“Œ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐“‰ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“Œ๐“‡๐’ถ๐“… ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น๐“ˆ ๐’ถ๐“‡๐‘œ๐“Š๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐’พ๐“‡ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐“‡๐‘œ๐’ถ๐“‰.โž
โ๐‘€๐“Ž ๐’ท๐“‡๐‘œ๐“€๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“ƒ, ๐“ˆ๐“Š๐“‡๐“‡๐‘œ๐“Š๐“ƒ๐’น๐‘’๐’น ๐’ท๐“Ž ๐“ˆ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐’น๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ˆ, ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Š๐‘”๐’ฝ๐“‰ ๐“ˆ๐‘œ ๐“๐’พ๐“‰๐“‰๐“๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“‚๐“ˆ๐‘’๐“๐’ป ๐“Œ๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’น๐’พ๐’น๐“ƒโ€™๐“‰ ๐“‡๐‘’๐’ถ๐“๐’พ๐“๐‘’ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“Œ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐‘’๐“‹๐‘’๐“‡๐“Ž๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”.โž
โ๐’ด๐‘œ๐“Š ๐’ถ๐“‡๐‘’ ๐“๐’พ๐‘”๐’ฝ๐“‰, ๐‘…๐’ถ๐“‹๐‘’๐“ƒ. ๐’ด๐‘œ๐“Š ๐’ถ๐“‡๐‘’ ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐“๐’พ๐‘”๐’ฝ๐“‰.โž
โŠน I fell in love with ๐—ญ๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ป even ๐— ๐—ข๐—ฅ๐—˜ than I did with Fury. Theyโ€™re beautiful and broken, but I love them just as they are. ๐—œ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐—ฝ๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ญ๐—ฒ๐—ธ๐—ฒ, ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฐ๐—ต ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฒ ๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ โ™ก These two burn for each other, they crave for each other, they were destined for each other, and together they are ๐—™๐—œ๐—ฅ๐—˜.
โŠน I never thought I would fall in love with some of the characters I didnโ€™t like in Fury, but I was wrong because I love Jeanine. ๐—๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฒ is the kind of best friend that anyone would be lucky to have. She deserves so much happiness.
โŠน There were new characters introduced in this book that I adored! Eva is the cutest little girl EVER โ™ก I am forever grateful to Theodore. I am so happy to see Arthur and Grace.
โŠน ๐•€ ๐•๐• ๐•ง๐•– ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•š๐•ค ๐•”๐•™๐• ๐•ค๐•–๐•Ÿ ๐•—๐•’๐•ž๐•š๐•๐•ช ๐•ค๐•  ๐•ž๐•ฆ๐•”๐•™ โ™ก
โŠน All this to say that I love this book so much. From chosen family, touched her and you die, fated mates, grumpy/sunshine ๐—” ๐—ž๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐—บ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—™๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—™๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ has all the tropes that I love and more โ™ก The spice? It was ๐—™๐—Ÿ๐—”๐— ๐—œ๐—ก๐—š๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ There were twists and turns that I did not see coming, and my mind just blew ๐Ÿคฏ There were so many mysteries that I need answers to, and I cannot wait to find out more about it in ๐—ฏ๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ธ ๐Ÿฏ.
โŠน ๐—ง๐—ผ ๐—–๐—ฎ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ.
๐—” ๐—•๐—œ๐—š ๐—™๐—จ ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿคฌ
Cade is the scum of the earth! Whitney has written him so well that I absolutely f**king ๐—›๐—”๐—ง๐—˜ him, and he needs to die. You didnโ€™t deserve Raven then; you ๐——๐—ข ๐—ก๐—ข๐—ง deserve her now!
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