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grogspikey · 5 months

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um i had a dream last night that my vinyl arrived like a month early and now its going to???

#i really am psychic #but in the dream they accidentally sent me a cd so #hope that doesnt happen

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autisticaradiamegido · 1 year

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day 147

psychically induced chronic illness squad

#day 147 #year 4 #aradia megido #sollux captor #homestuck #arasol #solluxs migraine thing is right in his introduction #but we only get like. one line from aradia in her singular conversation with rose in a5 #where she mentions an 'elusive feeling of sickness' following her for her entire life #which i think you could read as like. anxiety/sense of impending doom due to upsetting psychic whispering 24/7 #but when i was a kid and i felt anxious it ALWAYS manifested as a feeling of Oh I Am Going To Barf About This #to the point that i spent like a full year getting a whole barrage of medical tests trying to figure out what was wrong with my guts #turned out it was simply undiagnosed mental illness because nobody really considered that a 6 year old could have one of those #but such is life anyway catch me projecting onto these two once a fucking gain

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demigod-of-the-agni · 4 months

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kurunthokai, 168 — “what the hero said to his heart”

#i did this in a rush. that's why some things look wonky and weird and T-T #me drawing vague shapes then scribbling over them #here is some pavayatri for you #goldenmodel #pavitr x gayatri #literally whatever you call them #i tried translating slash rewriting the original kurunthokai poem #but it's in pure tamil so most of the words don't really line up with modern tamil/english #so i put my degree in bad writing to use. hopefully this does the poem justice #anyway yeah. have these babies #i love pavitr and gayatri so much!!!!!#i saw this poem and immediately thought “you know what would be absolutely sick. asm121 redraw”#and then I DID IT #no i am not sorry. not really. dw i gave myself psychic damage while drawing this #“the night gayatri singh died” be like #gayatri singh #pavitr prabhakar #spider man india #atsv #atsv pavitr #spider man #artoftheagni #its 1am rn if you have any beef with me please wait another six hours. i hate staying up so late

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kimaisalloren · 9 months

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Redraw of my favorite chapter art. Except I wanted a creepy vibe and to make it look like inkwash. Original here owo: 👇

#so at some point #because of how I adjusted the lighting #and it expands outwards from where I made the light source being directly behind my man right #so like you know #with the wide photo and his limiters it like kinda looked like shrek #in the shadow #I really am obsessed with Saiki rn #plz talk to me about Saiki #saiki kusuo #saiki kusuo no ψ nan #the disastrous life of saiki k.#tdlosk #saiki k fanart #redraw #the disaster of psi kusuo saiki #kusuo saiki #psychic kusuo #tf is that tag #anyways I just love him so much and Idk ab u #but he’s hilariously more creepy and violent in the manga than anime #like not insanely but like #he canonically killed a whole nation of people and then wiped the nation from existence #like anime Saiki is like :/ I don’t want his death on my conscious #and manga Saiki is like #pulling out the Glock

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moeblob · 14 days

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What Deacon thinks: what did that mean? did he want me to wear a collar too? why else would he mention my neck? i mean, if he /asked/ me i would wear one but he didn't so would wearing one be weird?

What Ymber meant: It's nice to be near someone who isn't tethered to this world to serve it with a physical reminder for all to see.

#my characters #this just in ! thats why all the deities in the plot have collars and a chain !#its because THATS THEIR DESIGNATED I AM HERE TO HELP THIS WORLD SYMBOL #they cant remove their collars and thats fine by them - its a constant reminder that they exist to serve #deacon really shouldnt get as much crap as he gets in canon for being weird cause the deities are just a different brand of weird #like its not deacons fault that apparently you can say nice neck with no underlying desire #but he cant say hi would you please possess me i want to know what its like to have someone else in my body #like thats really not something you should pin on deacon YET EVERY deity is like wow what a lil weirdo #he also just really wants to please ymber so if ymber asked he would definitely do whatever #on the flip side i need to point out that deacon very specifically doesnt ask ymber for things nor does he pray for things #and it drives ymber up a wall because this is his favorite human who wont ask for anything and he isnt a psychic #he doesnt know what deacon wants or needs and its infuriating cause he exists to serve humanity #and yet this ONE GUY wont let him do things for him #this is very important and i cant believe i mentioned it like a month ago to someone and today #i received gift art of these two and i may never recover #its so perfect and its ymber just looming over deacon telling him that he can pray about anything to him #its also worth pointing out that when i was telling the person about the whole ymber begging for a prayer #its because he realizes that after all this time hes never had a single prayer from deacon - not before nor after the hire #so hes like oh well thats odd hmm #and then begins to talk to deacon like you know people pray to me for lots of things #and deacon looks at him unsure of what this is leading to - did someone offer a weird prayer? ask a weird thing? whatst?#and no - its just ymber saying that people will pray for wealth or an item #or they will express frustration if something is lost or broken despite it not being ymbers fault so deacon just stares #he has no idea what this is going to end on really so he points out 'well you do like to think you break people'#and ymber just ASDFASDFSADF STOP OK NEXT POINT people pray to me to bless relationships with happiness #and thats fascinating so deacon is like wow can you actually do that?#and ymber is so stressed as hes like i mean kinda i can simply amplify the positive emotions in gestures #like if someone gives an item out of love then its blessed #he also admits that he cant mask insincerity or malice so those feelings are not hidden nor amplified #and deacon just is impressed bc that is actually VERY cool

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radiant-absolute-radiance · 8 months

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I wonder if Romeo and Delilah are personifications of something relating to the Backyard similarly to I-No. Or perhaps something new like an access point to the Backyard/someone tried putting/trapping information from the backyard into human form or whatever.

Delilah’s official profile describing that she doesn’t have access to her full power to keep her body anchored in reality/Bedman deleting his ID(?) and becoming a multidimensional being does sound like kind of a big deal!

#guilty gear #bedman #guilty gear delilah #delilah guilty gear #realistically i think theyre either really just supposed to be humans who randomly were born with mysterious powers #and theyre never gonna elaborate #but i am so curious #seen a headcanon that happy chaos is their father which i dont think is true but entertaining si ill add that to a list of AUs lol #i also hope they dont just get rid of delilah’s powers bc suddenly everything is ok bc shes awake #please i love her i need more cool weird psychic kid action from her. she could be so powerful #if theyre ever going to elaborate i doubt its anything you could even predict based on the worldbuilding #so these suggestions are very broad and vague

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suncaptor · 4 months

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I do think how Sam is neurodivergent is the most central piece of how he gets treated by his family & the narrative though.

#i used to talk about this so much in my ocd sam truthing era. gotta do that again.#but like his demon blood arc i understand being queer coded. dean literally says dont ask dont tell about his psychic dreams.#but i really think the root of a lot of that his neurodivergence. like that one post that gained traction said hehee #incoherents #spn #sammy #supernatural #sam winchester #(this isnt arguing against something)#i feel like i am coming off way ruder than i mean rn

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kusuokisser · 8 months

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still thinking about saisai Auuuggjh

metori sneaks into kusuos room through the window at night for impromptu vacations around the world

(knocking at the window)

[good grief what does he want.] ((as though he isnt easily his favorite))

"kusuo how would you feel about going to belgium?"

[it's 3:46am.]

"i don't recall asking? pack your things my helicopter will be here soon."

[dear lord, fine, whatever.]

kusuo acts all pissy about it but that motherfucker is being treated to the finest belgian cuisine all payed for by his dear friend metori who dragged him over there because he got lonely.

#i am so brainrotted about them #i like to think kusuos parents dont really know about this either #whenever hes gone they just assume hes our on psychic business #WRONG he is in EUROPE #five thinks too much #saiki k #saiki no psi nan #kusuo saiki #saiki kusuo #disastrous life of saiki k #saiki #kusuo #saiki kusou no psi nan #the disastrous life of saiki k #saiki kusuo no ψ nan #the disaster of psi kusuo saiki #saiko metori #saiko #metori saiko

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pokimoko · 5 months

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Listening to instrumentals from the silly doo-wee-ooo show is actually something that can be so painful.

#doctor who #doctor who music #murray gold #segun akinola #musings about music #this is specifically about 10's theme in vale decem. the long song in 11's regen piece. and clara's theme in face the raven / clara's diner #i get psychic damage everytime i simply hear the use of the motifs elsewhere because of the tragic associations those sadder renditions hav #obviously these songs aren't the only examples in doctor who but they are by far the most emotionally devastating ones for me personally #and obviously it isn't just leitmotifs either. basically hearing any piece that played during a sad scene gets to me.#how are you supposed to explain to your coworkers that you're tearing up because of instrumental sound association?#'yeah sorry these violins and humming sounds summoned vivid images of my favourite character dying/leaving and it made me sad'#love that composers can just straight up pavlov bell your emotions by getting you to associate a melody with a sad scene #an addition to this is doctor who instrumentals that make me nostalgic because I associate them with my own past #like 'this is gallifrey: our childhood. our home'. that song was one of my alarms for a good long while back when i was 15ish #so it kinda transports me back to that time in my life whenever i hear it. music really is its own little kind of time travel #i am very much looking forward to the continuing psychological damage murray gold will inflict upon me in the new season #and to have previously uplifting character leitmotifs used against me and forever be contaminated with sad feelings. love to see it #(also: not a instrumental but damn 'the stowaway' has no right being as good as it is. who knew a christmas sea shanty could sound so great #apologies for this probably niche-ish post (is it niche to know ost title's by heart? asking for friend). just feeling things about music

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mamawasatesttube · 4 months

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every now and then i make the mistake of peeking at the timkon tag even knowing it's a hellscape in there. and then, with no one to blame but myself, i just sit here stewing like

#rimi talks #my blocklist grows ever stronger every time i do this #the worst part is sometimes i DO find art in there i wouldnt have seen otherwise and that i really do like!!!#so i am motivated to check again now and then ............. unfortunately i just find psychic damage far more often than art i like 😔#deep inhale. deep exhale. okay im chill now (<- processing irritation by editing memes)

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front-facing-pokemon · 10 months

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#this one's like a fucking mystery. who's that pokémon?? what pokémon is this?? you can't fucking tell unless you open the cut or read below #where i tag what pokémon it is. i think i'm gonna put this one's tags above the actual name of the pokémon just to throw y'all for a loop #because this one? i don't even KNOW what counts as front-facing. i'm ASSUMING it's the top one?? but the prey eyes are just #unbelievable so i included that one under the cut. i don't even know if i can consider that “prey eyes” at this point. what is this thing??#what's the thing protruding?? a mouth?? it doesn't lend itself to making it look any more like a moon! it just— it just protrudes!!#i really just don't understand. what or why this pokémon is or exists. what type is it? pure psychic?#nnnNNAURP rock/psychic. can't believe i forgot about the rock typing considering the way that guy with the solrock in swsh #raid battles used it. whatever i think i've successfully revealed what pokémon this is by now #lunatone #and yes‚ i know now that zangoose walks on all fours in pmd. THANK YOU!!! FOR TELLING ME. EVERYONE ON TUMBLR #i got it when the first person told me. i looked them up. i saw them. with my eyes. i feel like i've talked about pmd enough in these tags #and in asks that i've answered that you all should know how much of a pmd fan i am by now but i guess it's GOOD TO CONFIRM #perhaps no one really does read these tags. unless they have an opportunity to correct me. lasered in on that #i'm not like mad i'm just like WOW everyone told me. that is SO many people telling me after the first one did and i know SO hard #anyway. i'm gonna go remove these tags from the dusclops post. pphhhheew

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puppyeared · 2 years

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theyre talking about minecraft

#I’ve accepted at this point that I will never learn how to draw silvers quills lol. it looks simple in theory but it’s so.. fucking hard…#I made them look wavy bc I figured using psychic powers all the time like that has side effects right? like when mob uses his PSI and his #hair floats or smth. and I put stars because why not and I think it looks really cool when i thinking about blaze’s sun motif #I am actually not that invested in sonic the hedgehog. all I know is I was weirdly interested in it when I was really small because sonic #looked really cool to me for some reason. also silver and tails are my favourites so #the edges of blazes shirt are supposed to resemble the edges of the sun. like when you draw the sun like this ☀️#and I put a plant on silvers shirt because his and blazes story in the 2019 annual is so important to me lol #I would draw more sonic characters if I could just. put perfectionism behind me and stylize them to make it easier for me sjfjgshfh #it’s just the proportions that does it for me.. I like looking at sonic fanart while knowing I will never get over the proportions #my art #myart #fanart #sonic the hedgehog #sth #blaze the cat #silver the hedgehog #sonic 06 #fur #?#silvaze #I’m gonna tag it as silvaze. as a treat

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actual-changeling · 1 year

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if you do not follow/haven't seen my recent posts, i really recommend you read this one and this one before continuing, just to make it hit the right way.

also reminder that i have an ao3 right here (and it's not all pain, promise!)

sorry in advance :)

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the more time passes, the easier it is for joel to talk about sarah. it still hurts, always will, an old bullet buried in his heart surrounded by scar tissue, but except for a few memories, words don't make him bleed anymore. tommy tentatively starts bringing her up once he notices that joel no longer flinches when he mentions her name, and it feels good to breathe life into their shared experiences, his brother the only one who comes close to understanding his pain but also the joy that colored their years.

ellie asks, too, just as hesitantly as tommy at first, but soon her curiosity takes over and not a day passes by without a question in-between sentences about his past. joel answers all of them, stories spilling from his lips and spinning themselves into a sarah-shaped web that he can share with her.

"she played soccer, right? when did she win her first competition?"

there's a few sports teams in jackson, and of course the soccer one caught her eye, making joel dread all the twisted ankles and bruised shins he was going to have to tend to. getting grass stains out of sarah's uniforms had always been a task and a half, and eventually they both stopped caring about it and just watched them pile up, turning white fabric a greenish-brown.

joel opens his mouth, the coffee cup in his hand hovering above the kitchen table, and then he stills, every muscle in his body turning to ice.

ellie's joel? is drowned out by the ringing in his hears, knuckles turning white and gripping the porcelain so tightly he can feel it crack in his palm, and he must have stopped breathing because his vision is growing fuzzy, black dots scurrying in his periphery.

joel lets the cup fall more than he sets it down, stomach turning, bile rising in his throat, because ellie asked him a question about sarah, his sarah, and he doesn't remember the answer.

it can't be, right? just a small gap in his memory, nothing big, it'll come back to him in an hour and he'll tell ellie about it later. but the panic squeezing his chest is real, terror slithering up his neck and curling around his ear whispering what else did you forget?

more than ever before, he tries to think back to all of it, from the first time he held her in his arms to the moment he buried her, and something odd happens to him when he finds that so much of it is. blurry. frayed at the edges, burned holes and white blotches obscuring important and unimportant details alike, memory an old role of film decomposing in the back of his mind.

the color of her baby blanket (blue, it had to be blue, he can't see), the first movie he watched with her, her favorite book in primary school, the way he did her hair on the first day of kindergarten, the friendship bracelets they made together, the posters on her wall, the dress she wore to her first dance (purple right? right?), memories surfacing as his panic cracks him open like an earthquake, and joel tries to cling to them, nails scratching at the parts that should be there but aren't until he tastes blood, desperation growing and growing because he is forgetting her.

"joel you're scaring the fuck out of me right now what's wrong?"

ellie's voice is distant, and he hates worrying her, hates the almost hysteric edge beneath it when she repeats herself, hands squeezing his shoulders, softly, first, then harder when he doesn't respond. all of the years that he didn't even know she existed, memories she has that he never will, all the firsts and buts and what ifs and failures that define a childhood, their innocent light fractured into vivid fantasies by the stained glass window of life. he has had all that and more with sarah, clung to it in the after to remind himself that she is real, that he is still a father even with his daughter buried by a nameless river.

it is all he has left of her, the childhood she never got to outgrow, and it's fading in a mind that has mourned her for longer than she got exist.

not for the first time, joel wishes he hadn't flinched, his brain worthless if it allowed sarah to fade away. without ellie bound to his heart, he would have tempted fate again for that alone.

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"who hurt you" too many people to count and luckily tumblr lets me make it everyones problem

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dangoarts · 9 months

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unfortunately for everyone especially myself i am still thinking about minecraft story mode

#long rant in tags up ahead oops #I AM. NORMALLY UPSET ABOUT ELLEGAARD'S DEATH.#i feel so cringe screaming about the show that gave me so much psychic damage but liek #ellegaard was an influential character that led a whole city #you'd. you'd think there'd be a memorial service.#or like jesse would be more visibly upset and emotionally damaged over witnessing her death and indirectly being the cause of her death #but no #the best thing we got was a brief scene of them going 'oh no she died! :( anyway the wither survivors tho'#i get that they're good guys n all and they were probably like 'i'm devastated by this but i need to pocket that to process later to get-#-these people to safety' but COME ON #justice for ellegaard #the playthrough i watched had ellegaard die if you didn't figure it out through this ramble #i probably would've been as attached to magnus as i was to ellegaard if i saw his arc at boom town but the playthrough chose redstone land #which like yeah samesies #ANYWAY. MAIN TAG TIME SORRY FOR THE RAMBLE IN TAGS (not sorry)#mcsm #minecraft story mode #AND THE FACT THAT THE PIG GOT MORE OF A MEMORIAL THAN HER REALLY RUBBED SALT IN THE WOUND FOR ME #sorry reuben fans i didn't care for him at all #yes this is a kids show meant for 10 year olds yes i'm overanalyzing it what else am i supposed to do on a monday #if i ever make a fix it rewrite story you have full legal permission to ban my tumblr account /j /silly #blood tw #tw blood

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lestatdelioncourte · 2 months

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ummmm i just watched a life in the day and ummmm wtf

#taking psychic damage from the fucking magicians #i KNEW this episode would send me spiralling but DAMN they really did that #am i not supposed to jump into a queliot hyperfixation wormhole now? because that’s what i’m gonna have to do #WTF #the magicians #also unironically a genuinely beautiful episode that i wished had been even more fleshed out #queliot #mansi says stuff

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a-lonely-dunedain · 22 days

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#these 'character you love joins the bad guys for fun!'AUs that keep making onto my dash deal so much psychic damage to me aaugh #like it's just a personal thing right. people can do whatever they want I just *really* don't like seeing these things myself #so I have every possible Eowyn x Witch King tag I could think of blocked #and YET #it STILL somehow keeps showing up on my dash!!#how do I make it stop without blocking/unfollowing people 😔#if I have to see Eowyn turn evil and people go on about it like 'omg yesss girlboss slay <3' ONE more time I'm going to start biting #edit: it turns out the way to 'make it stop without blocking people' it just to politely ask them to add a tag to something #I am no longer suffering yay #communication really is important! huh who wouldda guessed!

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