still thinking about saisai Auuuggjh

metori sneaks into kusuos room through the window at night for impromptu vacations around the world

(knocking at the window)

[good grief what does he want.] ((as though he isnt easily his favorite))

"kusuo how would you feel about going to belgium?"

[it's 3:46am.]

"i don't recall asking? pack your things my helicopter will be here soon."

[dear lord, fine, whatever.]

kusuo acts all pissy about it but that motherfucker is being treated to the finest belgian cuisine all payed for by his dear friend metori who dragged him over there because he got lonely.

lost the ask about it but stance on did criston and rhaenyra have sex in the book is i don’t know no one knows but how much i like criston is directly proportional to how insane and catholic he is so i lean no. i like yes as well, i get why the show did it, it makes his motives much more understandable and feeds into broader asoiaf themes about targ power and oathkeeping. but no - specifically with mushroom likening him to being as chaste and horrified at the idea as an aged septa (which stuck in my head because it’s so specific a choice - not septon? celibacy part of good masculinity/knightly vows but also unmasculine) - is sooo fun. i don’t think he had no feelings for her at all it’s implied they’d had a kind of chaste courtly love thing going on that he was under the impression would continue that way into perpetuity. switching out the madonna and whore in his deeply fucked brain. makes his hatred of rhaenyra a million times insaner he wants her dead and in hell for even implying he’d have sex immorally. he’s that one piece that says lancelot is like a boy who superstitiously won’t masturbate before the big game because self-flagellation through abstinence will make him play better. freak !

Looking back at Girl Meets World, it will forever irritate me especially for how they handled/treated Angela. Oh this show really hated black women because how do you not only 1.) describe her, one of (correct me if I'm wrong) only few black and MAIN characters of the og show, as a "concept" 2.) have characters show obvious disgust at the small mention of her name 3.) depict her as a homewrecker for a new relationship that, really, shouldn't have ever happened 4.) have her old friends treat her like dirt and her old lover like she is the root of his problems, when there was nothing but positive love there 5.) reuse all the concepts from said previous love story just to elevate the new ship with a yte woman and 6.) compare her to Hurricane Katrina, one of the deadliest hurricanes that caused significant numbers of death, harm, misplacement, and trauma to people, largely of whom were black? Mind you, all these points I mentioned were toward the only main black character of the OG show before the spinoff, and the only, from what I can remember, black female character of the spinoff who didn't even stay long. Not even getting into the racist drama with some of the members on set, but you cannot look me in the eye and tell me that the way the show handled Angela, her story, and her relationship with the other characters + Shawn wasn't fucking disrespectful, you can't because I won't believe you.

Theories that Mark bought a farm in Australia

I've got a theory that Mark has bought another house in Australia, probably a farm, and has been investing in it for the past three years now. Could he be preparing for an near future move to Australia? He already has a beach house in Noosa.

I have some sources and clues (unofficial ones) about this. Is anyone interested in knowing? I can share them here. 😁

I do love that I'm both freezing and having the worst back pains.

But at least I still have a roof above my head, right?

having a tav that's a Lloth-sworn life domain cleric of a noble background who before getting yeeted into the nautiloid was a sacrificial priestess (gn) during one of the cycles of Drow society and had their own altar and temple under their care, means Solune would have the most insane however many minutes they spent interacting with Minthara and I am obsessed about it. As far as I'm conceptualising it, I'm thinking of Lloth as extremely Ungoliant-like. Goddess of hunger, goddess of wanting and consumption, goddess of excess and exuberance, goddess who unmasked the hypocritical gods of starvation, guilt and purity into a society that cherishes a certain kind of clarity about the double standard they impose. For Drow are evil for their wars and their wanting and their taking, but those other people with their other gods kill, warmonger and enslave with no regard and no self-awareness, calling the indignation about receiving scraps from a bunch of silent, unrepentant gods, "guilt and shame". There is violence in denial and her Children will not suffer it.

In the season of Life, they do not sacrifice the unwilling. It is taboo. The only sacrifice that matters is the desire to be devoured and destroyed by the things you love the most.

And Solune sees Minthara and is like fucking finally, someone rational enough to get what I'm going through, that they're losing their mind that their life was taken from them and if they become this other thing, if they transform, if they do not remain Luxe Solune Mizzmyrra, Life Knife of Lloth, they're never going to be able to be reintegrated into that life. They will die away from home, from their temple, from their (first) spouse, from their mother and their siblings and there won't be the day when they too succumb to the knife, when it is time, when the day they no longer feel hunger comes.

And then the parasite gives them an in into Minthara thinking she was raised from the darkness into a FALSE GOD? One thing you do not do is steal from Lady Lloth, and oh my god, there could've been a time, a chance that existed only in ignorance, of Solune lending a hand to Minthara but this to them is unforgivable because Solune is genuinely a good friend to their friends, but if you keep peeking into whatever mindset nobility and religious authority has given them it's like realising your friend is a cesspool of "what the actual and everliving fuck", and when the knife of the morningstar priestess comes down on Minthara it won't be with love but with absolute rage, grief and disgust and I will be thinking about this for evermore. Thanks, I'm not well

Today I must say a temporary goodbye to my beloved Peter the Anteater and I am devastated. I am unable to bring most of my stuff with me to Europe so I must send him home to California until I return in three months time. I am so sad but I will see him soon 😭

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actually taking the time to read through what would be considered the antagonist's motives in eroica, only to find out theyre more sympathetic than the main characters (major specifically) will ever be. you mean this nato engineer became so moved by the pope he stole US secrets and ran away??? by all means let me shake the mans hands

why is my lit professor insane and not in a good way

lil amour redesign bc canonically hes supposed to be considered ugly (not actually ugly but yknow) also cuz i wanted to make his small burn scar ACTUALLY VISABLE and make the fact that he only has 1 eyebrow more apparent

i dreamt about going to jeff's concert again. except this time i was sitting in the first row and he came down from the stage and he was so close i started hyperventilating.

I’m not an avid football fan or anything, but one of the highlights of the start of 2023 for me so far is how protective the Saudian fans are of Ronaldo after joining one of their clubs. 

It goes beyond being thrilled one of their fave football legends is there to help raise their bar and inspire them to play better and all that - they’re genuinely celebrating him as human being and not just a face. The “he’s our child now and I will kill anyone who hurts him or his family ever again western media can f off” energy is both hilarious and endearing.

This clip of Edu Aguirre smiling and wiping away a tear watching Ronaldo’s reception is all of us.

Also fans not knowing whether to be happy or pissed that the goalkeeper blocked Ronaldo’s kick during training is hilarious

So i just got to know charles used to like Palestinian support posts for pst couple of years until recent events and now he’s seen with that noah. I do t even understand whats charles got to do with that literal bitchass child.

Yeah that was odd, i've seen people saying because Ferrari's top people are supporting Israel so he was forced to unfollow the page, for why he would hang out with that guy i don't know

Disclaimer: i don't want to assume things but Charles is always been sketchy with these subjects (ex the BLM not kneel and all of that bullshit excuse) so who knows

I honestly don't want to open the discussion about who supports what in f1, i just hope them, me, you everyone are just getting informations and context about the situation so we can all form our opinion on facts and not propaganda

i literally cant believe the utter confidence my father has with just saying straight up fake news

I think my favourite thing about Marco Polo was how badly he butchered Japan's name.

how are Zipangu/Cipangu and 日本國(Rìběn guó) supposed to be the same word