#i need to REVISE BUT I CANT
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just to let you all know that from tomorrow onwards i won’t be nearly as active in my posting as i have been :[
my break is over and i have like 4 weeks until the end of the school year, which then means i have to spend basically every day revising (which i should have been doing instead of drawing pizza tower yaoi) for my exams which are the end of may and start of june.
live laugh love a levels am i right 🫶🫶🫶
#my art#i’m so fuvking stressed dude#this fixation is bad#what if i walk into my a level sociology exam#and can only think of god damn italian man yaoi#i need to REVISE BUT I CANT#ourhrgrhfb#but yeah i mean if there’s still#the hype around pizza tower by the end of june.. my exams end there so…#i will be able to post all the time again brrhrgrgr#do americans have a level equivalent#i hope not i would not wish this upon anyone
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afterschool ride back home
#can ya'll believe i havent drawn sasharcy before?#cant decide whether to put the full image or have this cropped square one#Reasoned that nobody really needs to see my poor train drawing skills so picked this one in the end#better focus on the characters as well I think#amphibia#marcy wu#sasha waybright#sasharcy#sketchz's stuff#i need to revise my hair rendering entirely...
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on my hands and knees looking for more jakehal content. jakehalers where are you. my brethren. we are shrivered up and dying, in dire need of nourishment
#homestuck#jake english#hal strider#lil hal#jakehal#haljake#/lg obvi but fr ive been scrolling through jakehal tag on ao3 reading the same 5 fics and sobbing#“just write your own dam fanfic” IM TRYING OKAY#i have one finished up but its first draft and needs revisions#its a turnabout post game fic btw#and the cam cafe au is in development hell atm#I CANT FILL THE GAPING VOID ALL BY MYSELF
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It's mob voting season which means my entire twitter feed is full of people hating on Mojang and the staff <\3
#minecraft#minecraft mob vote#btw i dont think you cant have critisism of mojang#but i do hate seeing the same take which is#“well but modders can do more”#modders don't have to go through months of specific revisions#it's a company#they have rules and standards that need to be met before they can even start coding
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googling "how to score well in uni" when what I actually mean is "how to maintain a constant stream of motivation and consistency to get work done so that I don't get overwhelmed and burnt out and completely unproductive halfway through"
#study tips be like 'revise your material rigorously' i cant. that's what i needed help with in the first place.#like. i didnt have uni today and i thought id get so much work done but its 12pm and i havent done a single thing#ugh#megumi.txt
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Lmaoooo listen I bought dungeon draft a while back and decided this week I would just try out some new Crosshead world map assets to see how they were and started up doing Exandria, for science.
It was supposed to be a test, something I didn't need to do at all just to see.
It's been over 30 hours and still going.
There is 0 text on this map for places at all. It's purely just imagery and has moved into photoshop for neatening up and I've started god damn doodling extras on it.
So yeah, I've not yet finished. At this point I don't want to stop lmao, I've put too much effort into it and Yet I have 0 use for it. None.
#why am i doing this?#theres already so many fan made maps with official ones at your finger tips#i absolutely did not have to go this hard#i do not need this specific map at all lmao#yet here we are#i bet its going to be like 40 hours before its done#and for what#my own inability to just test stuff#my own hubris in thinking this time ill restrict myself#oh how the hyperfocus tables have turned#would have been nice if it were something i wanted like japanese revision but beggers cant be choosers guys#i am but at its whim
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teehee snippet time
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Later, they check in on Jamie, but the kid is fast asleep. Ted hovers in the doorway while Roy goes to check on his leg, change the bandages to clean ones.
“He won’t be upset if he wakes up to you doing that?” Ted asks. If his memory serves him well, Jamie’s not a big fan of being touched without permission.
“It’s fine if it’s me,” Roy says. “Trust me.”
Ted remembers back at the lake, when he’d seen Jamie and Roy made eye contact, and some understanding passed between them, soaring right over Ted’s head as he glanced between them blankly.
He’s been feeling that a lot this summer, actually, Jamie and Roy communicating on a wavelength he can’t figure out how to read. They talk without speaking, now, and it leaves Ted out of the loop half the time.
“You two are a lot closer now,” Ted says as Roy works. “I can tell.”
Roy huffs out a little breath. “Yeah, well.” He shrugs. “A lot can happen in a year.”
A beat of silence. The ceiling fan drones faintly.
Roy looks back up at Ted. “A lot has happened this year.”
#I wrote 10k words of this yesterday and i want so badly to immediately post it but i CANT. i SHOULDNT.#it needs serious revisions before i make it public#but omg if i don’t want to
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all my mutuals have some cool interest they know so many details on or have some compilation of info on i need to get a cool interest too.
#does the series count as my cool interest. it doesnt right.#i cant say vsynths bc im 95% sure my mutuals know more than me#[holding up a single egg] does THIS count as my-#speaking of egg someone remind me to take my watercolors to work tomorrow so i can draw coko in notebook.#idk what quote to put with her tho. what coko songs do i like. hm#also on the topic of series info id love to u know. complie everything in a doc. but u see#everything is very heavy to handle all at once & also im terrible at organizing info#esp since its so back and forth. like yeah this lyric says this. doesnt mean much until u get to the 6th song#but then u also need that context for the songs in between & after too.#its just a lot & i have like. 85 other things i like to do too. difficult#i have it started but even then it already needs revision & its not even half way thru shoushitsu yet. h#ill be cool to u guys yet just u wait#somehow....
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Well would you look at that: it's the consequences of my actions
The consequences are having 3 unfinished portfolios due at 11:59pm tonight and it's currently 4:08pm
#one is almost done. i just kinda need feedback from my professor but if i dont get any in an hour or two ill just work with my gut#one is about 2/3 done its a written narrative and i chose multiple things to write so thats on me#and 1 is NOWHERE NEAR DONE aka my fiction portfolio#im revising the short story now. i have a reflection i need to write. as well as reading responses i never finished.#i really cant turn any in late#at 5 i have dinner#SO#speedrun time#amber's shit you can ignore
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im gonna be up tonight til like 1am anyway cause i got stuff to do but hopefully ill finish this draft by tomorrow and fix my life and become a millionaire and solve world hunger or something
#1.2k/5k....????#not sure how long this is going to be#it would just be really good if i had a complete draft#i need to finish anl so bad it's actually a weight on my conscience#after i finish p4 + epilogue im probably gonna dip for a bit to revise for my mocks#like ill still write a bit but infrequently#unfortunately i cant bs my education anymore erm#if i dont get into uni im slightly just a little bit Finished#anyways love uuuu bye#vee chats
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not to be an annoying nob but ihave to boast about this im sorry .. i got a grade 9 for my english language exam 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈
#if youre not english and dont know what a grade 9 transaltes to its the highest grade you can get in gcse#its not the result of my gcse eng langauge i havent done them yet just an exam in school 🙈#anyway 🙈🙈🙈#being so annoying but i barely revised i thought id done so shit#still dont wwant to do eng langauge for a level though sticking wiht lit#i cant believe i did better on langage than literature thats so weird#i got an 8#i need to get a 9 next time#my teacher said that if shed been able to read my handwriting better shed have given me a higher score but like i literally dont care#whats better than a 9?? >0<#i got 71/80 🙈#okay sorry ill shut up#i cant be annoying about this w my friends though theyll smack me ..
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oughhhhh eris and kiran thoughts…
#really wanna update their dynamic…. eris thinking hes a waste of space thats taking advantage of kiran bc he cant match xyr enthusiasm#but is truly one of the most kind characters in the story and touches the lives of so many people and pushes them to be better#even when he withdraws he is loved and hes loved in a way that he never was as a human…#but it takes him so long to see that because he only looks at his flaws and the worst case scenario#i need to revise his backstory but he wasnt treated well as a human#echoed voice#pmd posting
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real annoyed by the attitude of "this clinical terminology sucks because i misinterpreted what it meant without looking into how it is defined in clinical literature and assumed i could just apply my colloquial understanding of the word and/or pop psych ideas to come up with my own definition for the term, they should have called it something else"
like have you tried maybe doing even a little bit of reading into the topic before revealing that you are talking out of your own ass. perhaps.
#mfers too busy saying theyre anti psych/psych critical to even understand what that means#like i AGREE with being critical of psychiatry as an institution but you need to understand what it is youre even criticizing#and your arguments cant be made up bullshit to get mad at#'this word sucks because it means xyz' no it doesnt you clearly dont know what that word means. sit down#.vxt#quick edit: yes i think some terminology IS misleading and outdated and should be revised. that does not apply to this specific instance
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Im never going to fully recover from Johnny having an entire fucking back tattoo.
#Is it new#It has to be new right#I have to investigate this more#Johnny i cant deal with this#Im so overwhelemed#I have so many fics to write about this#Moz would fucking ruin him if he rolled into bed with that#I just am so#And then a whole minute of him shirtless and giggling and I'm just#Over here struggling to breathe#Jesus christ i already had a tattoo kink#Is it like a double kink if its on Johnny#How much do i need to pay to run my tongue over it once it heals#Johnny if you need any extra retirement money to like buy a second house#Im here and im ready#Please I'm just having such a moment#What if i just revise I Love You to be just Moz coming all over Johnny's back#I mean i just can't okay
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I'm in a weird spot in my writing where I can see everything happening exactly perfectly and can put about five percent of it into words.
#spencer speaks#personal#I've been awake for almost twentytwo hours so obviously im gonna sleep before i worry about trying to compose anything but#first i thought it was just the story but now ive tried 3 different stories and for every one#the scene is CLEAR in my head i know where im starting and what needs to happen and more or less where i want to end#i can SEE it like a film i just cant get it on the paper#probably i need to read#instead of just rereading my own chapters in hapless agonizing revision efforts
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#this is an expression of frustration btw#please do not worry about me#its just.physically so hard to concentrate rn#i have so much politics revision left to do and the exam is so soon#and i was supposed to spend today revising but ive barely done anything#i feel so restless like my whole body is aching with it i need to Do Something i cant just sit here and read notes any longer#its like. physically painful to concentrate#god i already said that didnt i#theres so much to do and i feel so so guilty about not doing anything and then that mixes in with the unbearable restlessness#i cant sit here any longer reading about conservative party ideologies#but i need to#im pretty sure im gonna fail my exams or something#what the fuck is up with me
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