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Lmaoooo listen I bought dungeon draft a while back and decided this week I would just try out some new Crosshead world map assets to see how they were and started up doing Exandria, for science.
It was supposed to be a test, something I didn't need to do at all just to see.
It's been over 30 hours and still going.
There is 0 text on this map for places at all. It's purely just imagery and has moved into photoshop for neatening up and I've started god damn doodling extras on it.
So yeah, I've not yet finished. At this point I don't want to stop lmao, I've put too much effort into it and Yet I have 0 use for it. None.
#why am i doing this?#theres already so many fan made maps with official ones at your finger tips#i absolutely did not have to go this hard#i do not need this specific map at all lmao#yet here we are#i bet its going to be like 40 hours before its done#and for what#my own inability to just test stuff#my own hubris in thinking this time ill restrict myself#oh how the hyperfocus tables have turned#would have been nice if it were something i wanted like japanese revision but beggers cant be choosers guys#i am but at its whim
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On Tim's Boat
*Tim and Bernard are laying in bed sleeping, limbs entangled as Bernard sleeps on Tim's chest*
*at 3:47am Bernard is awoken*
Bernard, swatting Tim as he is squinting in the dark: Hey grasshopper? Is that a sleep paralysis demon-
Tim, shifting slightly, eyes still shut, basically sleepy mumbling: you wouldn't be hitting me, you'd be paralyzed
Bernard: then I think someone is stealing clothes from our closet
Tim, running his hand through Bernard's hair so Bernard knows he is listening: don't know why, we are the pits of fashion, they should be stealing from Sophie and Louie's closet, or even Tammy and Lauren's closet
Bernard: is that... Robin?
Tim, wide awake now, swiveling his head towards the closet: WHAT?
Damian, standing there in a Robin outfit looking through their clothes in the closet, gathering a pile on his arm: Your father wants you to call him, Drake
Bernard: Robin works for Bruce? Actually, that's not surprising.
Robin, walking out with a pile of clothes on his arm: I am confiscating these *walks out the door*
Bernard:
Tim:
Bernard:
Tim:
Bernard: Guess you could say he was... Robin us.
Tim: You're lucky I love you
Edit: Part 2
#Bernard: did Robin seem a lot shorter to you? there has to be multiple robins cause i swear the marina robin is a lot taller#Tim: *sweats nervously*#i love the 'damian suprisingly loves hand-me-down clothes from his siblings' hcs so just him stealing clothes from his siblings#but he didnt realize bernard and tim were living together and therefore have the same closet so he also stole bernards clothes#dont worry i am making a part two of this for when Bernard finds out Damian has been accidentally stealing his clothes too#tim drake#damian wayne#bernard dowd#timbern#timber#i had to make them cuddling cause you know that is the only way they would both have incentive to go to bed other than like... passing out#that is the only way to not have them in a fully dead sleep cause they passed out from exhaustion cause they both have poor sleep schedules#Tim's is like 'i go out as robin every night so i dont sleep at night' and Bernard's is like 'I let my whims take me where they must#and if that is a 13 hour frantic rabbithole about mothman that keeps me from sleep then i wont sleep that night i guess'#but if they cuddle they wont start other things and will fall asleep talking and tim will just be like *montone* 'oh no guess I wont patrol#tonight. oh well its been slow anyway' and he actually goes to sleep so your honor i had to make them cuddling for the sake of storytelling
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Guess who had a little too much fun with the pathetic reincarnation AU idea :))
To summarize! WW gets reincarnated in a very distant future where humanity is more settled down in the planet. He remembers everything and decides to keep living his life as normally as he is able to. That is until he meets his neighbor when he moved to a new apartment.
(More below the cut)⬇️
He was an absolute weirdo of a guy who looked just like Vash in so many ways yet was so different in many others at the same time.
He pretends that his system isn’t going haywire every time he is around the man, the one that resembles someone he cared for so deeply in a life that wasn’t his but remembers all too well. He decides to pretend he doesn’t know Vash because he really doesn’t, not this one at least.
Meanwhile, Vash is going through a very trippy existential crisis for seeing Wolfwood again after what felt like dozens of centuries. This could clearly not be him however because, well, he knows why. So he pretends not to know him because wouldn’t that be weird if he acted like he did?
They avoid each other like the plague, the beautiful and horrible emotions that swarmed on their insides too much to bear just by the presence of the other. They could slip at any moment so it was better to evade the neighbor.
The thing here is, that life has never gone how they want it since ever.
#MANY IDEAS WAAAAA EXPLODING IMPLODING PLODING#It’s so funny to think about how fucked up these two are and put em in a sitcom kinda situation#I have much more sketched out but it’s gonna take some time because of how busy I am rn#this is something I did in my little spare time I gave to myself because oh I HAD to#I think of the sunglasses that Vash wears are that color bc they reminded him of WW ones and bought them on s whim#the red jacket is the stampede one since it’s design is more modern and fit much better for the whole environment!#and WW is shorter in this lifetime because I said so. fully on board with them being the same build#but for this. for this he has to look up at Vash and be hit with the I feel so Small now.#as in. intimidated. he’s afraid of Vash bc of how weird he acts around him it drives him nuts#Vash is much more imposing now somehow. most likely due to his ancient nature for that time but WW doesn’t know this ofc#I WANT TO SAY SO MUCH MORE WAAA NO MORE UNI AU AFTER THE FIC IS DONE#ITS THIS ONE IVE DECIDED.#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#wolfwood#vash#nicholas trigun#trigun fanart#trigun au#reincarnation au#lenssi draws#lenssi writes#im really enjoying scanning the mechanical pencil drawings I do. the texture is so crumchy
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Pansy-Leatherwork.com
#a few things that bother me about this video:#1. i am a god awful impact dom#2. the hankeys on my right. i was like actually working in the shop right before this and using it to wipe sweat and#this was shot kinda on a whim so like brain was on logistics and filming mode not 'wheres my sweat rag'#3. the videos hot but is constructed weirdly cuz this was shot to be posted as an ig reel to promo my leather so that goal ingluenced what#we did and shot. also fuckin 16:9#anyway i fucking love this video#dyke#leatherdyke#leatherfag#t4t#butchfemme#butch/femme#butch femme#bd/sm kink#i think its so funny that were doing this stuff on the reg but we dont even like kiss and stuff#like its just friendship and also shes my ashtray
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SAY THAT U LOVE ME !!! ^_^
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Me checking to see if season 4 is here yet every five seconds like
#trafficblr#Patience is for whims!#...its me i am the whim#mcyt#mcytblr#grian#life series#traffic life#traffic smp#traffic life smp#3rd life season 4#meme
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just finished arc 2 of our wonderland
#its 2 am i need a BREAK#decided to download on a whim bc i liked the art + played one of the side games!#and now i'm experiencing Emotional Devastation at every corner!#iggy just like me fr tho#mauri speaks#our wonderland
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Why the fuck does Akechi read philosophy and psychology?
Have this metapost when i’m supposed to be working on finals papers hahahahahhahahahah. Follow up to this post!
This is kind of a middle of the night rant that came from nowhere so sorry if it’s a bit jumbled or erroneous in nature. I've always been a bit bothered by people saying that Akechi just reads philosophy and psychology to appear smarter. It's definitely a PART of it, but I don't think it can be singled out to one specific reason.
Yes, part of it is to appear smarter. though, appearing smart has a purpose, and he's proven time and time again in the story he IS intelligent.
It is also a coping mechanism
yes i do mean that let me explain
I'll also be following up to this post with breakdowns of the books on that list I made so if that interests you stay tuned, but I read some Jung and immediately something popped out to me about the will to power. The will to power, as explained on page 30 of Essays on Analytical Psychology by Carl Jung, is the instinct that compels us to do self-preservation. Further on page 31, he writes:
"The discovery is made that the 'other' in us is indeed an 'Other'-a live man, who actually thinks, does, feels, and desires all the things that are despicable and odious.... A true man, however, knows that his most bitter foe, or indeed a whole host of enemies, does not equal that one worst adversary, that 'other self,' who 'bides within his breast.'"
Akechi has already faced himself by the time we meet him, but still struggles with justifying himself as seen in no more what ifs and mementos mission. Let's talk about it in mementos mission a bit more (chp 4.5):
His justifications always end in some acknowledgement that he some control of his circumstances, and as long as that is true he can carry forward with the path he has chosen to take. But the fact that two years later, even around people that are not Joker, he still has difficulties with his position, is interesting.
These philosophies provide a way of living. Or it's better to say, a way of thinking about living, a way of thinking about what it means to live (in the case of psychology). Akechi (presumably) grew up very isolated from others and struggles with conceptions of himself. It's very typical of his age group to have these concerns, but on top of that-he's got a job as a hitman. Not good for self-perception or self-preservation. He is both the normal man and the 'other,' and does not become the 'true' person until Hereward is unlocked. That's when I imagine he kills the last of his doubts and settles on a perception of himself.
Philosophy (and psychology), in a way, can provide answers to these questions in a way that is separated from yourself. Jung hits a point that goes straight through Akechi, and Aristotle implies that souls are moved, rather than souls moving themselves. Both of these points are addressed in Mementos Mission. The latter is visible through those pair of hands wrapped around his neck, he is both a puppet and yet resolves that he is not one.
When these ideas contrast, there aren't many things you can do about it except philosophize (I guess. you could talk to a therapist but akechi doesn't really have that or a good support network so). Akechi having a mix of both in his reading repetoire means he both looks towards understanding others and himself. But he has a much stronger emphasis on what it means to live for himself and for his cause.
tl;dr akechi doubts himself and partially looks to texts like these to solidify his view on everything he does. and he does it to get smarter/look smarter. he's unfortunately that philosophy/psychology guy
#making goro akechi's philosophies everyone's problem#<- new tag for this kind of post#p5 meta#goro akechi#p5r#thinking emoji#i am very open to different opinions on this i wrote this on a whim so its not very good
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Every day I get closer to posting April 24th and every day I have another heart attack
#april 24th fic#i am both xo excited and nervous#i want it to be perfect but I know it will never be perfect so I just gotta live with that#i actually did revisions for this fic. i dont dk revisions often im usually too excited to post that I post immediately#and god it's no where near any semblance of done#i wanted to finish the fic before i started posting it but April 23rd is just too perfect#but now everyone will be on the whims of my motivation#aint that a shot in the foot#and i just want everyone to like it. i want everyone to see the potential i see.#i wanna make people cry the way i did when i thought of these scenes#itll be so good. i just hope its not just me who likes it#but alas#anxiety aside#she's getting posted on the 23rd#whether im ready or not
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Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸
[Ep. Eight] Day at the Museum!
Y’all don’t even know how much that hand-hold means for our guy Josiah! 😌 These two definitely enjoyed themselves on this date, able to take their time with each other and navigate their conversations free of interruptions!
A wonderful day full of healthy debate and trips to the past wrapped up with a bountiful lunch in the museum’s garden! Of course, that didn’t mean their discussion on the evidence of a werewolf presence in ancient Komorebi stopped there! 😉
@retro-plasma
[ Part 2/2 ] 🌹
#ts4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 screenshots#ts4 challenge#ts4 bachelor challenge#;kmik#sim: daniel#josiah bolton by retro plasma#||#i am so obsessed with how dan’s fingers are curling around the meat of josiah’s hand right there… oh my god#losing my fcking mind over how they look together#josiah is not actually this much shorter than dan but tbh…#i have a major weakness for this Absolute Boulder of Sharp Angles Man being taller than his partner AHEM#francis is the only one whose legit taller than him because my dumbass never downloaded the height slider mod fhdhd#bc my lazy ass never downloaded the height slider mod bc executive dysfunction 🤪#but legitimately i could stare at these photos forever#josiah in comfortable company where he feels comfortable to just Talk and Be and not feel judged or like#he’s tarrying on too long like ugh…#dan hangs on his every word and kept getting whims to ‘show off muscles’ or ‘debate wellness skill’#he wants josiah to think he’s smart so BAD its so PRECIOUS 🥹#but legit i have pics of josiah judging a fcking security camera i put in for decoration#man made a beeline for it and dropped all convo w dan to do so fhdhd#dan ofc followed… i swear if i had left them unattended they would have just#bounced around to different sculptures and chatted around them for hours#they rly like each other and get along ok its adorable 🥹#feel like i’m watchin a lil animal documentary every time i let autonomy run wild fjfhdh#also yes the kmik camera crew likes hiding cameras in bushes dont @ me blease
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smile and please everybody :D
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#welcome home#welcome home arg#welcome home puppet show#wally darling#wally darling fanart#glad i was able to finish another frame before the day ended!#its now 1 am for me LOL#i made home on a whim here so it looks a bit weird#i also just realized i forgot to put wally's eyeshadow in the previous frame i drew :'D#i kept telling myself “something's missing.. and i dont know what..”
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rival chocolate
#did this on a whim and spent the last 6 hours on it. enjoy#torikasa#tori himemiya#tsukasa suou#enstars#duck scribbles#doodles#animatic#ensemble stars#i am so glad i have the entirety of aistars saved its not the same w/o the audio
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yo WHY did I never notice that hennessy HAS A FISH SCALE TATTOO ? aka a tattoo probably very similar to the one she later gives ronan.......... i need a moment
[Image ID: photograph of a paragraph from pg 70 of Call Down the Hawk.
Transcript: She had changed since she'd left in the car. Her kinky hair was now pulled up in a ragged black topknot. She wore tinted glasses, a rabbit fur coat, a lace bralette white against her dark skin, and leather leggings that exposed a fish-scale tattoo on her lower calf. More pastel tattoos covered her knuckles, which were also smeared with paint. He still couldn't tell how old she was. She could be twenty-five. She could be seventeen.]
#finally rereading tdt can you tell#ALSO i was going to make a post about this last nighg but instead i will go on about it here on the tags of an unrelated post#like a very organized individual#i forgot that adams friends at havard were all canonically flamboyantly gay and that fletcher called ronan hot#and i am DISTRAUGHT that we didn't get more of them#i want to know more about their dynamic i want adam to come clean to them and i want them to get to know ronan better#and also meet the others#imagine a world in which they got dragged into the drama......#as if we didnt have enough characters to worry about i know#forever sad that we didnt get to see more of what adam was going through#although i know it's necessary for the narrative#maybe i should write more fanfictipn#the dreamer trilogy#call down the hawk#hennessy#mine#on the point of this post though . like . fuck i dont remember if its like laid out for us ehat the tattoo MEANS to hennessy or not#i dont have my copy of greywaren on me rn#im gonna go insane#why did hennessy get that tattoo on the first place? on a whim or is there some significance? does it have any bearing on her giving it to#ronan?#or at least a similar tattoo#going insane
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I can finally have my favorite former tyrant in the sims! With the help of some awesome mods.
Outfit: Twin Princes Robes and Shoes by the incredible and amazing pixelbeasts-cc (maker of several incredible swtor sims mods)
Face Scars: SWTOR Companion Overlays + Accessories by PristinePastel (includes some other swtor character overlays)
Body Scars: Automatic Burn Scars (CAS only version) by PristinePastel (I didnt realize until now that they're by the same person! This includes face scars, which I removed to fit with the other more character accurate scars)
Cybernetic Arm: Bucky Barnes Metal Arm Tattoo by winter-soldier (obviously meant for another character but it's the closest thing I could find lol)
Brows: Burly Brows by Twisted-Cat
Skin: Bare; a skintone pack by lamatisse
#ok now im off to do completely normal things with this sim. dont ask me why i have whicked whims installed#i might see about using an asym face mod to give him the half lid but i dunno if it will interact well with my other slider mods#swtor#arcann#ts4#sims 4#ts4 cc#i am also making reena obviously#theres some good twilek mods but shes kinda hard since she doesnt have a headpiece to hide the seams#between the head and the lekku mods. also she doesnt have eyebrows so its hard to show her brow definition#i might post pics of her later lol
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I think the issue with the innkeeper thing is that like, they didnt talk about it. It's not resolving the Whim problem its just contributing to it
#in general you can tell its rushed#The innkeeper thing. i just wished theyd talked about it more#they had too much to resolve#Their reunion was too quick as well but like i wouldve been fine with that if they talked about the inn later because it wouldve felt linke#its in character for their reunion to kinda suck i think. so long as they have a conversation afterward.#Theyre still whim prone. and i am still in pain#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd spoilers
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so like. funny thing i still haven't watched the last two eps of s1 bc i haven't gotten around to it but i went back and yk. watched the Two Horse Job again just bc and i now have a permanent headcanon that Aimee got her name from the 1972 hit by Pure Prairie League and that song went on to define her entire relationship with Eliot from then on once they met and fell in love. i have backed my f*cking horse i am not getting off it sorry
#tv: leverage#leverage#leverage s1#leverage meta#the two horse job#local gay watches Leverage (or their first American series in f*cking years and gets a shiny new OT3 to show for it).txt#now. i am forever and again an OT3 stan you can pry my children from my cold dead hands but. BUT. i added this song to the#Eliot playlist i made on a whim without listening (i saw the title and went oh!!!!! Aime[e]!!!!!!!) and then once i did listen it gained#its permanent spot bc look. look#'and can you see? / that i don't know if it's you or if it's me / if it's one of us i'm sure we both see / will won't you look at me#and tell me?' THEE definitive Eliot/Aimee song i'm never shutting up about this for the rest of my life
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