#i literally cant sleep i keep thinking about it
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⚡︎ ┊ TMNT : Finalized designs & Headcannons.
⚡︎ ┊ Finished my official designs, now I can make comics and such without them looking different every time.
!! HEADCANNONS BELOW IMAGE, FOR ANYONE INTERESTED.
⚡︎ ┊ HEADCANNONS.
Leonardo
Cannot be sneaked up on (Will catch whoever tries)
Lots of night terrors
Light sleeper
Loves bubblegum
Superiority complex
Talks to himself out loud
Really good at lying (Best liar in the family)
Always smells good
Very overprotective (especially over Mikey bc he's the youngest)
Annoying older brother vibes
Argues with Raph the most
Sleeps with one eye open (literally)
Allergic to dogs
Only turtle who CAN cook
Can't watch horror films (they freak him out)
"IDC" Thinks about it for hours
"I'm not scared!" Freaks out
Hates bugs
Raphael
LOVES Halloween. (Has decorations all over his room)
Heavy sleeper
Snores but says he doesn't
Mr.Sarcastic
Picks on Don the most
Swears in nearly every sentence
Metalhead
Bedroom? No, Mancave. (Barely leaves his room)
Talented artist
Plays the bass guitar
JUGALLO RAPH REAL!!
Hates everything and everyone.
Edgy middle child attitude
"IDGAF!!" Starts crying
Likes Mikey more bc he can playfight rough with him.
True crime >>>
Horror movies >>>
Works out to calm himself down
Only shows his "cool" art to his brothers, keeps everything else hidden
Always looks angry no matter what
Can't control his tone of voice (Speaks really loudly, and aggressively)
Hates being told what to do
Deathly terrified of roaches
Missing a tooth (From a fight with leo)
Donatello
Very very VERY tired
Mr.Fix-it
Germaphobe
Neat-freak
Really picky with food
Won't eat spaghetti or most noodles bc it reminds him of worms
Hates wearing most clothes because they make him feel trapped
Gets hiccups when nervous
Doesn't drink coffee, though likes energy drinks
Must double check everything a billion times
Throws a fit when someone messes with his plans, or things
Swears as much as Raph
RARELY in his room, mostly in his lab.
Hates the smell of dust, sage, and greasy food
Likes collecting pens
MOOD SWING KING!!
Paranoid all the time
Insomniac
Almost always accidentally falls asleep in his lab.
Sticky notes, sticky notes, sticky notes
Can only draw mechs and vehicles, cant draw anything else
" We're poor as dirt " Has thousands of dollars hidden in his room.
Has to wear glasses but doesn't around his brothers (they pick on him :( )
Likes psychological horror better than visual horror.
Slouch king
yells a LOT
Listens to techno music when making inventions
#1 oingo boingo fan
Has slight bucked teeth
Speaks with a lisp
Michelangelo
Spoiled younger brother vibes
Loves video games
A LITERAL GOD AT DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION
Hates being left alone, or away from his brothers for long periods of time
ALWAYS asking Donatello for money (usually a yes)
LOVES candy (especially sour)
Borrows April's camcord to take stupid videos
Cracks every bone in his body when nervous
"The vibes are off right now…"
" Dudezz!! " " Chill out brozz " type of guy
Wears braces!
Always doing stupid shit
PRANK LORD
#ILOVEBEINGATURTLE!!!!
Sings in the shower
Puts on whole concerts for no reasons
Plays the drums
LOVES play fighting with Raph
Likes cooking, but cant do it good.
"CAN WE KEEP IT!!"
"I licked it, it's mine"
Steals from everyone, thinks its funny
Hides Donnie's tools for fun
Talks too fast
#digital art#artists on tumblr#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#tmnt redesign#tmnt design#tmnt headcanons#tmnt 2012#tmnt leonardo#tmnt raphael#tmnt donatello#tmnt michelangelo
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the fuckin “what mouth?” scene in MoM was definitely the most terrifying thing that’s ever happened in the mcu
#spoiler#i think#i literally cant sleep i keep thinking about it#marvel#multiverse of madness#doctor strange#my stuffs
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i feel like being a guy who loves fighting so much while living in a sugar plum soft world gets really boring (outside of the occassional intergalactic threat) if you feel the need to beat up a gorilla 30 fucking times. like what's the deal man? are you getting enough enrichment in your enclosure? do you wish you were in dark souls? could you maybe leave the local wildlife alone for a bit?
#kirby#meta knight#kirby series#kirby and the forgotten land#gorimondo#those intergalactic threats are the enrichment in his enclosure#sorry i cant sleep and i was thinking about the bat again#like. yeah i've beaten the colloseum an obscene amount of times for having it unlocked since yesterday (i gotta beat my highschore)#but thats probably the most fun he's had in a while. seriously whags this guys deal#it constantly feels like someone needs tp throw him a meat filled pumpkin so he can tear it tp shreds or smth#and yeah ok. gorimondo could have been instigating those fights#but like. attacking a town for over 30 times seems excessive#especially if you keep getting your ass handed to you#edit: why did a post thats literally just my train of thought at 4am get so many notest what#ramblings
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KEEP GAME CONSOLE RUNNING
#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#petscop#paul leskowitz#petscop paul#explodes and cries and vomits and rips up the carpet and starts eating drywall#the closer we get to halloween the worse my petscop illness gets#PAAAUUUULLLLLLLL AAUUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHHH#paul cant leave his room and hes ROTTING. trapped in the family's house with no escape from the game. day in day out just playing petscop#bc hes obsessed. he needs to solve the mystery no matter how sick and distressing it becomes. bc hes obsessed#fuck. this part of petscop always fucks me up bc imagine how torturous it is#trapped in a house with ppl you dont like. that holds such horrible memories#you cant sleep bc the game is haunting you. both literally and figuratively#no matter how much it begs you cant turn it off and you cant stop thinking about it and when you sleep-#you see the red buzz of the screen behind your eyelids and the wailing alarm its letting out is unbearable#eventually you just give up and go back to playing the game bc you cannot escape it as long as you keep yourself in this fucking house#um anyways#i feel like when i make these posts i accidentally channel paul for a minute#tw eyestrain
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my therapist really saved me….
#tw abuse // tw sa#i can’t sleep bc i keep thinking about this.#like i probably would’ve not been here if it weren’t for her#i started seeing her january of 2023… my life has changed entirely since then and she was definitely the one who got the ball rolling#literally so much has changed since then and it’s all because of her#i was so dissociated during our first few sessions#thanks to her i was able to get diagnosed and medicated for adhd. i was able to realize i was in an abusive situation and plan a way out#i was able to focus on myself and my healing and she’s helped me reframe so much of my negative thinking#i was able to process a lot of emotions and become a better version of myself with each session#she’s truly incredible.#i remember the first comment she made about the relationship had been ‘’so it’s like there’s an imbalance of control in the relationship’’#i had put my partners on such a high pedestal that i had no idea they could be doing anything wrong#and i asked her what she meant and she said ‘from what you’ve been describing it’s sounds like a strict parents and child type of dynamic’#she told me they didn’t need to understand why i wanted to leave and they didn’t need to make that decision. if that’s what was going to be#best for me the only thing i could do is let them know my reasoning and simply leave. i didn’t need their permission.’’#i remember being so confused at that realization bc like… i had been putting their emotions over mine the whole time i had forgotten simply#doing what’s best for me was an option… l#ever since then i’ve been putting myself first and it’s been a steady uphill from rock bottom… i’ve made an incredible amount of progress#when i first started with her getting out of bed and walking to the kitchen was incredibly difficult and took all my strength.#yesterday i conquered a mountain!!!!!!! i hiked all the way to the top!!!!! :D#me a year ago thought it was going to take me years and years to recover. as soon as i left i made leaps of progress#im incredibly proud of myself and grateful for her. and my reiki lady she’s also been a great great help.#the silver lining is i realized who really matters. and the relationships i cared about deepened.#my sweet virgo friend was the one who was always like ‘THATS A GROWN ASS MAN WHO CANT UNDERSTAND BASIC CONSENT???’#LMFAO i would be like ‘but he has trauma and bla bla bla’ she looked me dead in the eyes and said#’jess you said with your last boyfriend that you would never make excuses for a man who was hurting you again. stop defending him.’#she’s really a gem and i treasure her with my life. i hope she knows i love her. she’s family at this point#she’s also literally saved my life before (like deadass called 911 for help)#im glad i had the support system i had. that was a rough situation with so many layers and im glad i got through it#my 22nd year of life was by far the worst of my life and i don’t ever want to put myself in that situation again. im glad i learned.
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Zane and Irene parallel character progressions hit post
#i keep thinking about this#about how Irene's relic was GOING to go to Zane and literally the only thing that stopped it#was irene's literal reincarnation being present#about how zane is in charge of the jury and they carry out his will#they same way they were formed to protect and serve irene#how he hurts his family for the sake of gaining power#like how irene killed her daughter to make a relic#I HAVE THOUGHTS#aphmau feeling so uncomfortable around zane even when hes not revealed to be evil yet#because she just knows deep down inside of her that this man hurts people#and that he will continue to hurt people#and unlike irene#zane cant go to sleep for hundreds of yesrs to avoid the concequences of his actions#zane ro'meave#zane mcd#irene the matron#lady irene#irene mcd#minecraft diaries#mcd
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would it KILL my roommate to not play loud music/watch tv with the volume up at night when im trying to/getting ready to sleep like. girl you KNOW how thin these walls are
#a lot of my past roommates have subleased their rooms so a lot of people have been in this apartment in general and . shes like the worst#ok i tried to like her but the volume i just cant!!! i have been sleeping 5 hours this whole week#i think her phone is on dnd so messaging her to ask to turn the volume down literally accomplishes nothing and id rather die than knock on#her door so#in the nicest way possible cannot wait when she leaves in the summer<3#also the audacity for her to message the gc one morning asking 'whoevers in the kitchen to keep it down its only 8 am' GIRL I HAVE WORK I#NEED TO USE THE MICROWAVE 8 IS NOT EVEN THAT EARLY ohhhmygodfdkfnlfs#theres more that i wont get into like its not even that deep we're civil i barely see her anyways im just dramatic and fantasizing about#sleeping early and not waking up at the sound of her crashing into her room at 2 am#p
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watched the ballad of songbirds and snakes. i’m FUCKED UP y’all.
#i literally cant sleep rn i keep thinking about it#i haven’t been that invested in something. In SO LONG#my head was hurting i was so stressed. it was sososososo good#anyway.
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going through it.
#i literally thought to myself i need to be 6 again which is how you know things are Not Good!!!!!!!!!!#i don’t know what i Want and it’s driving me CRAZY and every option feels so scary but i don’t think in actuality it is#i’m so fucking tired but i can’t sleep bc i was stupid and slept at 6pm and fucked it up#i have two classes tomorrow and i havent done the work for either of fjem#* them which is embarrassing and i need to make a decision that is quite significant and i thought i knew what i was going to do about it#but now i’m not sure and every minute is getting closer to when i do have to decide#and i’ve got a roommate again so i cant even just. like. idk.#and physically i feel like shit and i have to see my dad tomorrow night and i just wish i wasnt attached to anyone ever#but clearly i dont bc i keep doing things that make me attached to things/people so i need to get over myself#and i’m really worried abt something happening at home like idk it’s set off alarm bells in my head#all of this will be absolutely fine i just wish there wasnt an all of this in the first place#and i wish i could fault something other than my bad decisions but at the end of the day these are consequences of my actions so like.#that’s that and now i have to deal with it
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counted up how much time i spend doing nothing but work + sleep + eat and turns out it leaves me with like 2 and a quarter hours of true free time a day at most and . well. i think i know why im so fatigued lmao
#avpswjy#like i knew it was about that much but seeing it counted up is. a bit dire#literally if i didnt have sleep issues that REQUIRE me to sleep 9ish hours a night id be fine#but no i have to do that or i get horrible migraines :)#also i didnt count stuff like.. basic chores and prepping for bed which is at least like 30 min? so that leaves me with. under two hours#genuinely how am i supposed to live like this!! please#i was gonna just power thru with the mandatory overtime but like. its been months with no update#and they keep saying soon ! and im like bitch When#maybe if there was an end date in sight i could stay strong but it. could be months more. and i cant do that#it stresses me out sm because like i like this job! i like the people there! but i cant live like this#i wish i could just make stories but i. dont have the following or skills for that#i dont care about still needing to learn but it sucks when im prevented from doing stuff i care about bc of it. lmao#i dont want to just despair nonstop but it kind of sucks when every time i start to think things will finally be manageable and okay#it turns out that its still like extremely too much for me#anyway :) i have to go back to work tmmr after a week of being sick#and im so scared of being told that i have to make up all the time i wasnt working#bc i ran out of pto#but like brother. i cannot do it. im already so fatigued. i cant do it#i just hope that it goes okay :')
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hey so my savings r quickly evaporating bc i haven’t gotten a job yet and im so scared pls consider donating a dollar to my ko-fi. really ill be so grateful for anything. my rent has gone up $200/month
#havin a rough time of it my guys#i keep applying to jobs knowing im not qualified#my parents won't invest in me being an artist even tho they have the money#barely been able to eat having nightmares when i sleep being so paralyzed by anxiety i cant even go to the store#i just want enough money that i never have to think about it again#trying to come to terms with the fact that all these things Are disabling because i literally have tried everything#saying im disabled feels like i gave up and lost and didn't try hard enough and it feels like im lying to myself but idk what else to call i#im sry for the negative post on main.#negative tw
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there are so many things about this that infuriate me. i hate casual transphobia i hate casual transphobia I HATE casual transphobia!!!!!!
#transphobia#my post#dathings#dathings1#you didn't even call her dude you used the wrong pronoun and then doubled down on it wtffff#disturbing casual transphobia#“SURE ABOUT THAT???”#"no offense but i'm not gonna lose any sleep over your quote unquote correction?!?!?!#UGGHHHHHHHH#keep adding tags bc i cant get over this#just the sheer arrogance of 'well i think theyre a guy therefore i am right and i dont need your so-called “corrections”'#quote unquote correction#sure about that? are you suuuure the woman who has been out as trans for LITERALLY YEARS is trans? idk man#vent#things that get me upset#casual erasure#casual transphobia#tw transphobia
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help, i might be obsessed with two things at same time
#i dont have enough braincells for that#i literally just watch two content after the other#and its the just dance lore#and eurovision#now i dont know if i can sleep#i want to listen to a lot of songs now#mata hari is on my mind#ukraine in eurovision tho#and i cant stop thinking about the lesbians#from the#just dance lore#so my mind is a mess#how am i going to keep still sane
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sleepy
#and my tummy hurts :(#ate too much dinner. and i miss my bf#life is just so hard for me </3#literally its ONE (1) day. its annoying tho bc i get back late monday night and try to take a nap so i can see him for a minute before i#actually go to bed then wake up early tuesday. god i cant wait to be done w class#maybe then ill work [redacted] tues/thurs to make some extra money and keep my routine....... as much as i do not want to work there anymor#+ see my bf more. and also sleep in#idk much to think about but not right now <3 anyway im sleepy even tho work wasnt too busy w the rain and shit. happy sunday#talk tag
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Hello fam! Checking in on you! Hope you're doing ok!
We are starting very rough already today. I know I’ll be able to recover but also oh my god. I want to sleep so bad. Some things happened at my day job, and now I’m here all night but I picked up a shift for my 3rd tonight instead of picking sleep. Why? Because I feel like money is more important than my overall well-being. And I hate it here. Because I secretly don’t want to work my picked up shift but I love money. I want to go home and play on my PC and get more sleep. I haven’t slept enough to even function at my day job.
Ah… Save me…
Just kidding. I chose to do these things so I have no right to complain and bitch. If I was so exhausted and upset, then I wouldn’t have decided to get two jobs. I’ll feel better after I sit and isolate for a few minutes. I’m just not fully awake yet.
#ask the devil#ᗢψ societyslostone#i am so fucking exhausted#but i dont really think its okay to complain#i chose to have two jobs#to keep two jobs#i really need to stop bitching#but the schedule got messed up at my day job so i got fucking woken up#i cant even enjoy my one hour of fucking sleep#im so mad#im actually livid now#i have to work all of tomorrow too#i was supposed to watch the 1st anniversary stream for twst#its a livestream#i literally dont do anything but work#and cry about work
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another day of me having to restrain all of my fucking opinions bc people will start to call me negative and overly concerned the morals of everyday life
#I HAVE OCD#people literally tell me I'm so negative (it's literally just my mother)#bc i interpret fact#then think forever and debate and learn more and more#like i get it i think aboht philosophy too much like im chidi in the good place but FUUHHHHCCCKKK#i cant turn it off#trying to survive in a household that insisted you were wrong all the time and that you were a bad person if not a christian#i need to analyze these things. my mother has called me a bad person all my life and it traumatized me to a point#that i obsess over knowledge and philosophy in order to cope. i need to do these things or my brain explodes#i need therapy and i go to therapy once to twice a week bc well. im hanging on by a motherfucking thread bitches#its 4.44 am. and I'm..... stoned. bc I can't sleep again and my brain isnt shutting off again#this all started bc of a conversation about a certain reality tv contest#and as anyone could tell you i fucking hate reality tv with a dangerous passion#i have a lot of opinions about a lot of things and i should keep my mouth shut most of the time bc they are not friendly to some people#the tags are longer than the post#and i couldn't give a shit anymore#this day is gonna be a fucking nightmare pray for me
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