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putting a double winged eyeliner + kajal so that i could intimidate every guy in the room
#eyeliner#kajal#indian aesthetic#indianstyle#dark academia quotes#dark academia#intimidation#feminine urge#dark academia desi#desi academia#chaotic academia#desi tumblr#light academia#academic validation#longing#yearning#i like seeing everyone intimidated by me#girlboss#gaslight gatekeep girlboss
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If you tracked my eye activity on that bliss promo pic with the tops it would be something like this
Making a major stop at topper
Before crashing into a ditch (yakuya corner)
#i'm having a moment. the only time i'll ever see these two standing next to each other is in a promotional pic for the sfw game version#FOR SERIOUS i was weirded out by this combination of characters in one pic when i first saw it#i was like oh?? they doing a random assortment now? i mean sure! yeah! i guess! spice it up they look great!!#then someone pointed out that this was Tops Only#then showed me the corresponding picture of Bottoms Only#and i felt my eyebrow raise sharply#OOOH.... i didn't even consider... right.... top bottom segregation#(reality does not occur to me. i see them all through switch-coloured lenses and thus ignore information inconvenient to my preference)#then i started thinking more about the . idea of it. that the tops are in a bar's hidden back room with mafia boss dante#and the bottoms are hanging out in the airy beautiful atrium of pure white snow and lilting piano music#tops are like WELCOME TO THE LIONS DEN and bottoms are like HEY COME INTO THE AVIARY AND SIT WITH US 🥰#i dwelt on the fact that i was weirded out by yakumo in this group#and it made me think about how..... yakumo would be scared of all the other tops#all of them are INTIMIDATION 100 to hiim#so i imagine after you get him to pose for this shot with everyone. and the business is done#yakumo will quickly retreat to the room with the bottoms (where all his friends are)#blade being the adaptable little creature he is will be like OH COOL ARE YOU GOING TO SEE THE OTHERS??#I WANT TO SEE THE OTHERS TOO!! MORE FRIENDS!! LET'S GO TOGETHER n_n *links arms* *DRAGS everyone else out of the room*#imagining yaku being first ushered into this dark room with kuya dante and quincy#and he's just nervously glancing at topper for reassurance that there's no danger#just trembling and thinking about how he wants his emotional support wolf/vice captain/priest/earring twin senpai#no yakumo. i wanted you to mingle. and you shall mingle#wear matching outfits with your fellow Tops and (topp) until you build trust and reduce their Intimidation Factors#quincy#blade#dante#yakumo#kuya
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I LOVE UR FICS *gets dragged away kicking and scratching and screaming*
Aaaah thank you so much! It means so much to me that my readers are so sweet and supportive >w<
#i am just like everyone else....just enjoying saiki k and stuf#some people are kind of intimidated i've found but i wish people were less nervous when it comes to reaching out to me#about literally any of their posts#i always like seeing what people write :3#thank you anon again <3
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I freaking love your au and your latest comic because MAN
I FELT THOSE LAST WORDS AND I WAS LIKE "OH FUCK"
First panel was already a bit unsettling itself - like you get it's just intimate manners as you do as a couple but he felt so possessive already and
Sunny's inner thoughts
I'm sure 100% his abandonment anxiety will increase drastically the more he stays with nick and honestly slay
I mean it's kinda obvious
But like I felt that
Yeah
Nick is unhinged
Nick is crazy
Y'all are gay for him
Good 😵💥
Sunny has soooo many issues. So many of them. He's so vulnerable and he makes himself vulnerable to Nick while still being intimidated by him, it's... Dude's got some problems.
#ive talked about mental illness and nick before but not sunny...#well. only a bit. ive said sunny's autistic#but he's also got other problems-- such as abandonment issues as you said#sunny's very insecure in relationships - partly because he has a very limited experience with them#and partly because he has self image issues.#when you grow up as an undiagnosed autistic kid you tend to be very aware you're different while not knowing how to change it#everyone thinks and says you're weird but you have no idea what's weird about you so you can't even try to fit in#a friend of mine told me once that she thought i was so brave for not being scared of being different in middle school#i wasn't. i wasn't brave. i just had no idea why people thought i was weird#sunny in this au knows how deeply different he is from other people but he doesn't know /what/ makes him different or how to change it#and as a result he just doesn't open up very much. he's very reserved and doesnt talk to many people. he has like two friends total#which also conviently makes him easy for nick to isolate#sunny also has bpd! and he gets deeply attached to people who show him any kind of affection very easily#as i mentioned before he also tends to fall for people who intimidate or scare him -- people he sees as mentally superior to him#his self image is constantly oscilliating between 'im the greatest person to have ever lived' and 'im the worst thing to have ever existed'#he's extremely unstable. he has mood swings. he gets obsessive easily. he seeks out relationships with mostly toxic or older people#he doesn't have a good support system. he's socially anxious and an introvert. he's openly trans. most people think he's weird.#he has no stable sense of self. he has panic attacks. he's both hypervigilant and oblivious to lies and attempts at manipulation#all of this makes him a very easy target for someone like nick.#at least- at /least/-- nick genuinely loves him.#ask#tosteur-gluteal#rant#arsenic#i start talking about psychology and i get lost. my apologies
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Where does Arakawa even meet women for real... the only woman we see him interact with in the present runs away screaming... it's so funny... kind of like your post a couple days ago about struggling to view Arakawa as Intimidating, I was thinking It's Kinda Hard To Do when the person he's the most violent towards on-screen is himself when he busted his hand on a locker door and cut off his finger... even with the knowledge he caused the collapse of the Hikawa Family, he only went after the officers, not the grunts who actually killed Akane and stalled him... and he just fucking turned around and left when it came to confronting Hoshino... they won't let my man be a sicko on-screen...
to defend present-day arakawa I Too would probably bolt if i saw a dude out on the town with his golden-retriever-esque son kick the tits off some thugs Like Thank You Gentlemen. Do Not Come Near Me Happy New Year
AND YEAH RIGHT. rgg doing their absolute best to remind us all arakawa shouldnt have ended up a yakuza but girls He Is One LET ME. SEE HIM GO A LIL CRAZY A LIL STUPID. ON SOMEONE THATS NOT HIMSELF--
#snap chats#im lying of course id watch that fight with popcorn and a chair I Too was in high school once everyone likes a brawl#maybe it was just his crazy fashion that scared her..... too intimidating...#speaking of rgg prohibiting arakawa from Going Apeshit i just got reminded of that rggo story with ryuji I THINK. ITS THAT ONE#yk the one where arakawa's approached about ryuji IM P SURE DONT CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG LET ME LIVE IN IGNROANCE#and hes just spooks the guy and scares him out of the office. of course propmting jo to come in like 'that probably wasnt appropriate'#arakawa is so sillay...... but i want to see him enact VIOLENCE#if ichi can almost beat a man to death then i wanna see what his papa can do#i am going on WAY too long bout wantin to see arakawa maim someone when im drawin cute shit in the other tab i cant with this BYE
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oh great, I fell asleep again. except I had really horrible nightmares. and then got woken up by the doorbell, because a guy was here for the internet cables. i had just woken up and I was told before that they wouldn't need anything from us, so I was really confused. and he was the first rude one of all the people I've had to deal with since we moved in. I have literally nothing at all to do with any of this, I just live here 😭😭😭
#my husband is the one who's scheduling all of it with the ISP#which feels weird because it's not our house and then he has to contact the landlord anyway...#but whatever#told the guy either the room should be open and/or the landlord should be there#asked if he needs his number. he said no. I went to get my phone anyway to see if my husband had texted me anything about this.#and the guy just left#my husband was actually messaging me *that moment* because he had just been told someone would come by soon#yeaaah that's not what 'soon' means. he was literally there before they let us know#how fucking helpful#next time I might just not open the door#seriously there's been like. 10 people at least. and only this one was mean. everyone else was actually super nice. but this is enough to#ruin it all and now I'm scared to open the door again 😭😭#he was really tall and intimidating and pissed off even when I first opened the door 😭#I've got a headache now.#personal
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Hi I hope this question makes sense but how would I call out friends use of what might be aave? Im worried about being wrong and it not being aave/sounding like a white knight but I dont want to ignore it.
Hi! And no, you’re fine. If you’re not black, it’s always best to look up terms and listen to what black people say to begin with, that’s the most important thing and if you’ve seen black people talk about a specific term that you might recognize as being aave, simply let your friends know that they shouldn’t really be using such terms in the first place since at this point, viewed as antiblack and micro aggressive because Black people have grown tired of having to talk about this same problem over and over again. Especially when they use such terms directed at Black people. If they continue to use the terms despite being told not to, then you already know what they are.
#I won’t deem everyone who isn’t black a full blown racist for continuing to use aave but it does show that they don’t respect us at all#and that being merely told about how harmful and uncomfortable it is for them to continue on using them while ignoring what black#people are always saying about such topics… well 🗿#meh#anonymous#tkf replies#what can you do#people still make fun of how black peoples talk but as soon as our terms go viral and turned into stupid internet slang all of a sudden#there are white kids and nbs from the suburbs and across the world running them into the ground and misusing them like hell#and in the same manner#they don’t even realize that they just end up embarrassing themselves in the same way old people try to act ‘hip’ and with the times by#using slang#it’s very…#this is literally how it looks to black people whenever nbs and white folks use it#it’s just very uncomfortable#and it’s even worse when you have them explaining terms and adding their own twists and definitions to terms that they never understood to#begin with#it’s rather unsightly lol#makes me cringe#sometimes I don’t even say shit anymore because I’d see mutuals use aave and I’d go ‘um…. 🧍🏾♀️?’ like it’s so…#it always comes back to nbs and whites thinking that the way that black people talk is “’funny’ and when they want to act tough irl or over#the internet they start throwing out all sorts of aave terms like a baby learning it’s first words#the most incomprehensible string of words pulled together in hopes of appearing either ‘cool’ or ‘intimidating’#it’s… 👎🏾#funny thing is#the lot of these people don’t even have black friends or talk to black ppl in rl#a lot of them act like they’re afraid of us for some reason and would pull a 60’s white woman crossing the street so fast but be on the#internet talking about some ‘don’t get caught lackin!’ like oh brother#you get how this sounds right 😭!? it’s ridiculous
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june 27th give it up for june 27th
#purrs#delete later#sure would be an INFINITELY more special and auspicious day if there wasn’t going to be • thunderstorms all day • a budget meeting • two#back to back orientations where i am going to have to take on 2X THE FACILITATION ROLESSSSS 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪 bc we’re doing that now. LMFAOOOOOO#<- and by that i mean splitting up the facilitation so instead of 4 ppl shari ng responsibility for talking AND doing logistics there’s 2#ppl talking and 2 ppl doing logistics. and mutuals need i remind you that facilitating this specific session requires being extremely high#energy and mobile and getting ppl ‘hyped’ and there are 383729473 reasons why that is difficult for me to do in front of 100+ new students#plus three cofacilirators i am scared of / intimidated by for various reasons. im going to be sick soooo genuinely. i HATE this 😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣#anyways yeah. today is my one year anniversary and also my first day as an fte so. 🫠 and one year ago today was pretty awful too like my#first day was actually extremely extremely bad and i cried like multiple times every day that week bc it kept getting worse so. love how#things have changed so substantially since then and the things that triggered me on that day aren’t an issue anymore <3 (they are very much#still an issue it’s just the specific people involved have changed bc half the ppl working here including one of my dearest closest#mentors who was deeply involved in that situation have left the university and now it is utterly unrecognizable and every day i wake up in#an alternate universe i know deep down i am not supposed to be in and yet im trapped in it irreversibly and this IS my universe now. lolll 🥰#)) also ik it’s stupid to still be grieving over this but like. the entire way it all went down + the fact that it even did in the first#place and the STAGGGERING consequences of it. are kind of insane. every new development makes me feel more and more like im living in a fake#reality and nothing that is happening is supposed to be happening and im dreaming it all but it’s a bad dream. and idk how to accept#that this is NOT. a dream and that what happened happened and now i have to live with it and stop curling in on myself like a prey animal an#and isolating myself from everyone i love and taking every single conceivable situation badly. like tfw da therapy isn’t working 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#anyways i need to go get ready and practice the fucking 16 page facilitation guide 🙄 see u on the other side lol
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darning rocks i fucking love darning. hell yeah
#i bought a 4 meter spool of wool that like. changes in color i'm!!!!! it's awesome#i love visibly mended clothes everyone has to see my darned over socks if i go out in sandals!!!!#it's really easy and fun too....i was intimidated at first but now we're chill. me and darning#i'm still a little clumsy but ^__^ i'm having a lot of fun genuinely#+it's good for these random bursts of mmm. what's the word#ok like sometimes i just feel like I HAVE TO do something with a thread and needle it doesn't matter what i just have to#darning is awesome. ok? i<333 darning
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come to think of it, tales of arcadia and bbc merlin would make a disturbingly fitting crossover.
#tales of arcadia#bbc merlin#toa#i mean. think about it. au where the merlin douxie and the gang finds in wizards is bbcm merlin who decided to fuck off and take like a#century-long nap or smth (and also looks old because being dragoon was good for intimidating people) and instead of being kind an asshole#he's just this. grumpy cantankerous old man that hits people over the head a lot#and when everyone goes back in time they ACTUALLY go back to the time when UTHER was still reigning and instead of the running gag being#douxie running around watching his younger self be a dumbass douxie isnt even there and they get to watch merlin be an incredibly powerful#twink instead. douxie is like YOU DIDNT TELL ME YOU AND KING ARTHUR WERE A THING and merlin temporarily turns him into a toad.#this leaves open the possibility for brilliant scenarios such as douxie (who in this au would have been merlin's apprentice#far post-arthur-mortem when gwen was queen and magic was allowed in camelot) seeing gwen as a servant and being like ''QUEEN GUINIVERE??!?''#also instead of merlin being all insifferable about douxie having to ''earn'' his wizard staff he'd just be like GODDAMNIT YOU DONT NEED A#STAFF TO BE GOOD AT MAGIC. I ONLY HAVE THIS THING BECAUSE IT GIVES ME AN AIR OF GRAVITAS#idk how the trolls and trollhunters would fit into this but i just think it would be neat.#it has the potential to make the whole plot with uther marrying the troll funny as hell tho. funnier than it already was anyway#or wait possibly less funny actually. because in this situation trolls would be all civilized and cool and shit AND they'd be ANOTHER entire#group that uther's been trying to master. so it's yet another instance of ''oh woe one of the groups the king commited mass genocide against#is foiling a plot against him. moral conflicts aaa''#bbcm/toa
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#i could never live in the city i don’t think#you’d always see me trying not to cry in public transport like how the fuck#and it’s so busy and everyone’s on their way to something#like if i had left to live alone where i am rn i think i would genuinely cry every night#not because id be sad#but just the general vibe of cities is so intimidating to me#and like#there’s something that’ll always be nice about coming home to the house my parents bought#with a yard and i can go apeshit and be loud in the house when everyone’s gone#can’t do that in an apartment#my neighbours would hear constant banshee screaming#or loud music#or markiplier lets plays i let play in the bg#yeah#cities aren’t for me#not unless i had someone v close to be with to guide me#then im ok#but god if i had to navigate this alone??#id sob every day 💀#text post
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hmmmmm character bingo for Authority and Titus <3
- @mansplainmanipulatemalewife
VIRBATING OK OK O KO K OK OK. OK. UNDER THE CUT NGKFMGDMGKG
OS FIRST OFF:
^ ME WHEN AUTH. ME WH. ME WHEN
ok anyways
I TRIED TO STICK TO WHAT I THINK ABT SOURCE AUTHORITY AND NOT LET SYSTEM BIAS GET TO ME BUT I REALIZED. MY THOUGHTS ON AUTHORITY AND MY THOUGHTS ON PANSY ARE FAIRLY SIMILAR! SOOO. WIDJXMDNFNXMXJFJDFJ anywaYS!!!
* - everyone else EXCEPT YOU! is wrong abt Auth <3. JFNDJDF
** - THIS IS TRUE BUT ALSO i was like "I could edit this to say 'will somebody please fuck them jesus christ' that'd be so funny and true" but i was also like. Nvm that takes too muchEffort i do not have the spoons 4 that. but there's that thought anywaysJFMCMDFKKFD
BUT YEAH SO! I do not respect source Authority at all. If we met source Authority irl I would beat the shit outta that bastard. Or. Try to anyways <3. JFKDMSMF he is however Hilarious sometimes he has his moments. But also. I tHINK! SOMEBODY! SHOULD FUCKIGN KNOCK HIM DOWN A FEW PEGS! AND ALso. and . also. and also peANYWAYS ONTO TITUS!
Before I start: our synesthesia does not fucking like Titus's name I'm sorry for the weird pink. His name's shrimp coloured and weird and glitchy and shimmery I cannot replicate that shit on goddamn IbisPaint X™
SO WE BARELY KNOW SHIT ABT HIM YET but!!!!!!!!! He's fun and he's also Scary but in a good way like if u get on his good side He will literally kill & help fake murders 4 u. duh. But also hE SCARES ME! i care abt him. <3.
What we see from Harry's pov is that he Is An Asshole yes but like UNDERSTANDABLY SO!!! ofc he's an asshole to Harry & Kim thEY'RE COPS FUCK EM!
He gives off Funnyman vibes otherwise like. That character trope where Hte big scary looking dude is just v nice and funny around their friends? yeah. I imagine that's him IDK tbh <3 i will b honest we haven't played hte game In a couple months
OH I ALSOFORGOT TO ADD ANOTHER ASTERISK TO THE "if i met them irl i would beat them up" FOR HIM. IF WE MET HIM IRL HE COULD BEAT US UP fueJFDJSKDKC and "they fill me q incredibly violent urges" + "genuinely what the fuck" are also /positive & honorary. violence is our love language LMAO
The only reason we woild not like him irl is bc he is TALL [And Intimidating]. we are short and anyone way taller than us scares us. idk why <3. we have been like this our entire life. besides that tho he's cool 👍
-Electrochem
#ask#THANK YOUUU FJDKDKFDK#me filling out the bingos for auth: *vibrates*.#ihave more thiughts abt auth but that's for dms onlyGjFJDJDKFKCKD#the difference btwn my thoughts on source Authority and Pansy are that I respect Pansy and actively urge her to commit violence#and she's likw 'nnnooo I don't think I will! óvò;;' and I'm like WOW! TRULY YOUR NAME FITS YOU PERFECTLY! [lighthearted] JFJFKXCKGK#LIKE GIRLIE YOU'RE IN THE 24/7 PURGE SYSTEM HOW ARE U NOT CHOOSING VIOLENCE ALL THE TIME! [JOKEEEE]#abt the height thing also. idk what is up w that if ur taller than us by any significant amt congrats! we r intimidated 👍#we have an uncle that we see like once MAYBE twice a year and he has done Nothing Wrong in his life EVER afaik.#he's SO chill. he's laidback as fuck. but he's Quiet. and he is LANKY AND TOWERS OVER EVERYONE!!!!!!!#and I'm like. YOU ARE THE MOST TERRIFYING PERSON WE KNOW! CONGRATS! DHDJSKSKDKCKCKF
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i wish i was intimidating i think thats the highest honor someone can be
#my anxiety convinces me everyone can obviously always see how fucking awkward and stupid i am#so it seems more than impossible for me to ever seen intimidating to anyone#i want to be so badly......not cause id like scaring people like i also want to be liked and see as approachable and friendly but idk......#it has something to it#kim.txt
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fuck me man i am not doing good
#transphobia is getting to me#not just from the media and government but also just. from my family and the people around me#i feel like i've waited too late to transition#maybe i'll just stay semi-closeted for the rest of my life#the world is intimidating and cruel and negligent#i am reminded of when i was with my toxic ex last year and he made me feel so inadequate and ugly and broken bc i was trans#except now it's not just him it's most people out here#i'm scared of trusting people because what if they treat me like he did#idk i just wish i was cis. i wish i wasn't mentally ill#i am so fucked up and i try not to let it get to me and do my best but it hardly ever works#everyone's been kinda treating me differently because i might be bipolar and that's 'one of the bad ones'#and i hate it because i've been like this for most of my life it's just now i'm seeing a professional who knows what i've got#and i haven't even told my parents yet because they'd lose their shit but i wish i could tell them bc i really need support#i feel so alone right now#anyways
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youuu got this!! you have time to chill, so ya dont have to stress about it for neow
i also despise prepping for travel. like packing is the worst for me i always have a sense that im Forgetting Something , and then i leave it to the last minute which probably makes that fear more rational but Significantly worse. i think we should have telekinesis so it'd be easier to do things
we should have telekinesis. you're so right!!! but thank you <3 i am a ball of stress but i will do my best to relax for now~
#i will get to see cows. and maybe sheep. that's fun#everyone else has normal things to look forward to. i just wanna see some Big Boys <3#like cows are soo cool. i love hearing them moo. they also intimidate me and i would never go near them <3#anyway!!! what're you up to dino? doing well?#i feel like i just asked you that but sdkghs#dino ❄ !#leo.asks!
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New rule: if I try a Chanel scent and don’t like it, I keep my mouth shut and try it again some time later.
#guess who tried L’Eau again#i really want to know why it reminded me so much of CK one that first time#like I had to scrub it off my arm because it was such a vivid scent memory?#it probably really depends on the season#anyways. i want to try première later today and then see if one could be my summer scent#everyone always says you have to dress up to wear no5 EDT and tbh. intimidating.#I’m TRYING to get away from letting other’s opinions influence me but like#it’s hard.#but I doooooo love the scent so!!! hoping for something a TOUCH sweeter maybe though#i have new thoughts on Eau but I’m keeping them to myself until I tried première#edit: those comments haven’t stopped me from wearing No5 basically every time I go out the last month or so#the last two days I’ve worn Soufflé though
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