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anonymouscheeses · 18 days

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I'm gonna be shitting and screaming and starting fights if Sera becomes a villain. I can't take sibling angst, Sera loves Emily I swear guys believe meeee.

#im making a fanfic of two and a half halos and the mc is Emily and it focuses alot on her and sera's dynamic #ill probablg send it here when im done. in 100 years because i havent finished a fic in 20 centuries #hazbin hotel sera #seraphim #hazbin sera #emily hazbin hotel #hazbin emily #hazbin hotel emily #emily seraphim #hazbin hotel #PLEASE DONT MENTION HAND PLACEMENF PLEASE /S #I WAS DRAWINF THIS AT 3 AM AND I KEPT BLACKINF OUT BUT I KNEW ID LOSE MOTIVATION IF I DIDNT FINISH #I DIDNT NOTICE UNTIL I WAS DONE SO PLS JST- IDK. JST LOOK AT MY BABIES #i headcanon Sera as trans. for pride month i have the idea of putting every ship and character under their pride flags #sooo sera is gonna be covered with a trans flag and emily... also trans becauze everyone is trans becauze o said so #charlie is ALSO trans because i said so #i came up wit trans sera on my own(idk if it existed be4 but i jst thot of it and got all happy cuz she is so trans idc) but #i freaking love trans emoly and trans charlie so for a bit i felt wrong for hc so many characters as trans #rhen i woke up one day and was loke. yeah idgaf they all trans cuz theres not enoigh #like im not gonna ALAAYS depict them as trans except sera(she is 100% trans to me) i like the other hcs for fun. im so srs for sera i 💜 her #sera just wants to hug her huggable sister sometimes and thats ok! 💜💜#art #fanart #artists on tumblr #digital art #*in stupid egg boy voice* i wish Sera would hold ME in her arms... 😔#gave them snouts because i cannot deal with the no noses. it genuinely disturbs me. have yall SEEN velvettes side profile omfg 😨#my babies... i just want them to be happy. why must there be sibling angst... they jst want to do whats right ☹️#im gonna fight to protect Sera from spme of yall fr fr cuz she do not deserve to be SO hated. JST. JST GET TO KNO HER I SWEAR SHE COOL #like i get it. what she doin is wrong. but if you was in her shoes you know you would do the same dont even lieeee 😨

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hauntedpearl · 5 months

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thinking thoughts about things and such but I do wonder if cas had, say, an amnesia moment or whatever and dean did dean things which would include kidnapping him and keeping him in an underground bunker etc etc you understand. like if and when cas does come back to himself. i do wonder. if his freaky ass would be so into it that he'd jump dean's bones about this violation of human rights. i do wonder.

#like. I'm just saying. the OH HE WANTS ME of it all. like. OMG YOU. YOU KEPT ME NEAR YOU????#like brother he was. he had you like straight up in the dungeon brother get out #but he won't listen you know #doe is talking again #spn posting #destiel is toxic? to the world probably. but they are making it work and they're happy about it so you know. it's. whatever #btw. btw. I'm sleeping deprived again. well not exactly. I'm just sleepy. it's bc I'm sleeping all weird these days :(#I will go have lunch now. ans then I will sleep.#i am also reading this book about cardiology and it's very interesting but it's also non-fiction so it's slow going yk #anyway ask me about things I can talk sometimes!#about destiel #Castiel you little freak you you!!!#ps: dean would also be into it if it were to happen the other way around. altho i do think non-godstiel cas would not do that to him.#okay byeeeee

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months

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God. The thing abt the uchiha is that. Yes. It was fucked up that no one trusted them and they got pushed further and further from the village center. However. They were also a clan of ninja cops with fucked up magical eyes that they supercharge by getting horrifically traumatized. So like. I also would not fucking trust them.

#like maybe its just that ive been too influenced my senju propaganda but i just think the uchiha as a clan kinda fucking suck #at least by the time we get to sasuke's dad leading things. they seemed fine when madara joined with the village #so its just that the resentment at feeling pushed out has risin by then. and maybe im not remembering things right but like Tobirama #made them the cops right? and they got pissed that they weren't given any political power but like u get so much fucking power as the polic #? and also it just seems like the worst fucking idea to put that all on one clan. like THE WORST job u could give to 1 clan of fucked up #eyeball freaks. and i can never tell if they r legitimately being prejudiced against but like they kida have good reason not to trust them #bc they were legit gonna overthrow the government. so like where did it start? i just kinda feel like they think theyre entitled to power #but r also intentionally standoffish to outsiders. but again maybe im just biased bc i dont like Sasukes dad and the nameless uchiha so muc #ugh. its too messy and its all built on the back of what may or may not have been a slight against them. and the rift just kept getting #wider. i mean knowing Tobirama it was probably a slight... but idk im not power hungry enough to understand y they got so mad abt it #konoha. the village in which everyone sucks and the children suffer.#naruto ramblings #naruto

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lucabyte · 21 days

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I am literally obsessed with everything you do that involves sifloop you are THE sifloop artist to me

thank you!!! it means a lot to hear that haha

I've been like... near exclusively an OC artist for like 8 years at this point so every time i post fanart and ESPECIALLY ship art i feel like i have to fight every screaming cell in my body to post it because i feel like... RUDE? for projecting my own thoughts onto another creator's characters LMAO... so it's reassuring to know people actually like what i'm contributing!!

as for sifloop as a ship. i really should draw more isiloops because . rotates all three of them in my mind. but yeah. I think the thing I like most about the dynamic really is the like... way Siffrin and Loop canonically aggress each other despite an extremely persistent undercurrent of caring about the other not suffering.

Like. the back and forth between Loop constantly talking past/through Siffrin to really painfully insult the pair of them, and things like the [Forgetting Mirabelle's Name] event being so astoundingly gentle. just as a general example. (RNG event that only triggers after certain actions so you may need to look it up)

THEN adding the element of throwing them in postcanon with neither of them wanting to upset the party and thus having to keep a lid on it... I like the potential dynamics of such a painful and conflicted relationship having to be almost hidden and downplayed so as to try and not worry anyone, and thus becoming softer and introspective while still keeping a bunch of the more insidiously toxic behaviour.

Both of them acting with genuine best intentions in mind but still understanding each other to have way *way* more sadness and anger and guilt than they let on, and thus being able to clock it. Both for good and ill. Neither of them enjoy confrontation, but it's almost unavoidable when they KNOW the other knows what they're probably thinking.

. but yeah i just think they're neat! also a bunch of stuff related to asexuality but . shh

#also since. well. i dont know where else im gonna put this. because its CERTAINLY not going in the body of the text #an early way i worded my reading of Loop's characterisation when talking to my friends was:#'Loop is sexually frustrated in the same way as a poorly kept parrot'#WHICH SOUNDS INSANE but hear me out. if you know things about parrots you know they'll imprint on their owners. and it ruins their brains #parrots like this will see humans as potential mates and get AGGRESSIVE when nothing is happening! because... they aren't human.#the 'sexual' part of my reading is a bit of shock hyperbole but i basically mean they are socially/romantically/etc frustrated in this way #they are asexual obviously (... as am i for the record). but yknow. they and siffrin are both still ravenous for physical touch.#and loop... no longer being human. having that disconnect. BEING human FEELING human. but not being.#as well as literally physically lacking the ability for certain things. (staunch 'loop has no mouth and cannot kiss' truther here)#+ i think this is FASCINATING in context of both Siffrin and Loop's asexuality. its something i like thinking about.#two freaks who want intimacy but not in the 'normal' way. again as an ace myself. i think abt it #lucabytetalks #isat spoilers #sifloop

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mymarifae · 21 days

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early morning wasp adventures. what a cutie!

#it flew in while i was trying to get out to my patio so i could check my laundry 😭#took forever to catch it between it freaking out and cats trying to eat it #i only kept it under the glass for a couple minutes i just wanted pictures of its cute face #but it was pretty fucking mad about being put in a cup so i had a hard time getting many decent ones #successfully put it back outside tho and it seemed fine despite all the batting around it received from my cats #hope it has a nice wasp-y day #turnip #bugs

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tw1nkee28 · 9 months

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I MADE ART FOR ATE ALIBI <3 + mini comic of my social anxiety 👍 (@questionablealibi )

aoughh, I panic when I talk to cool ppl... (Usually end up panicking and staying silent lmao) BUT I sorta like how both this and the art work came out. (Also forgive me if I got the back hair wrong ;-;)

Mahal kita ate Alibi <3 /p

+ Ate Birdy (birdify) on their shoulder lmao

I love your Sona so much, it looks so cool and AGHH- Even though I'm not the best at drawing it and I struggled immensely, it's gorgeous. <3

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ugly-organist · 25 days

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I CAN FINALLY KRILL MYSELF

(based off of this)

#sky #sky children of the light #sky cotl #this picture took longer to get than it should have bc i kept freaking out instinctively every time the krill spotted me LMAO #over and out there

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isalabells · 3 months

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Frau Herzog hat mich persönlich angerufen und gefragt, ob ich Herrn Pawlak im Sorgerechtsstreit um seine Tochter helfe. Wissen Sie was davon?

#tdo*#self gratuitous gifmaking because. most interesting scene ever since Gallwitz invited Faber to the bar #this is literally the mlm/wlw violence I always wanted from a potential Matuschek/Gallwitz meeting that was never gonna happen #the way I deadass thought he said 'Du' when I freaked out about this to Leni lmao. wishful thinking #also here's the thing I would go back to watching if you kept them both as recurrings and gave me at least one bitchy scene with them per e #(I know Moritz's not in the next one and I bet once he gets back they already kicked her off. so. I won't relapse.)#also quick where's the text post how tumblr users will claim to yearn for evil unhinged female characters when in reality #they can't even handle women who are mildly unsympathetic to their blorbos🤷‍♀️#Tatort Dortmund

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whosectype · 11 months

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the “I need to teach myself chemistry 101 in the span of 2 months so I dont fail college chemistry next year” fit

At least my notes are pretty

#My art #blogsona #i am #going insane #WHERE ARE THE CONCEPTS #ITS ALL MATH #FRICK ELECTRONS #FRICK PHOTONS #FRICK DELTA AND NUU #Chemisty #I have to do like hour lessons every day #shit I need to study for the math test to even get into the class #Also under that sticky note is so a mugchai doodle that I covered so my friends don’t see it when we study together #I don’t freaking get how my friends kept their gpa a 4.0 for so long #AND YOU KNOW WHY IM LEARNING CHEM OVER THE SUMMER INSTEAD IF TAKING IT THROUGH SCHOOL #CAUSE THE CHEM TEACHER IS A DOUCHE #HE TALKED SHIT ABOUT ME TO HIS HONORS CHEM KIDS #SO IM TAKING COLLEGE CHEMISTRY OUT OF SPITE

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lilaccatholic · 6 months

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how do i do it though. how do i let go of the bitterness and the hardness when they kept me "okay" for so long? does it come when i finally leave? can it ever?

#babes i actually relate to the frigid angry woman more than im comfortable with but this time there's no prince coming to save her and idk #i was never beautiful but i was and am angry and capable and that's served me well but being angry is exhausting #it's a birthright i can't give to a younger sibling. it doesn't transfer.#i dont inspire devotion. there's no version of this that ends with me waltzing with a true love.#im not the type you launch a thousand ships for.#so what's left?#who am i when i have no one? when ive spent my life making *me* less to make others more? when im nothing but a useful piece of furniture.#i know God loves me! i love Him! but it's not the same. i want *people* to love me. i want to be someone that theyd fight for.#im feeling that 'women have minds and hearts but im so lonely' scene from little women 2019 so much right now.#except im not jo. my family loves me but theyd never do for me what jo's would do for her. theyre also all focused on surviving.#i feel like a military ration. there to be consumed but cast aside the moment something more palatable comes around.#how do i become consumed with joy? how do i let go of the cynicism? its all thats kept me safe! but its choking me too.#its like tony stark in iron man 2. the thing thats kept me alive this far is killing me. i need to find an alternative but its looking like #ill have to synthesize a new element to make it happen and that freaks me out.#ive always been derivative. never an individual. how do i become a trailblazer when my job was always to hold the hand of the one blazing #the trail? how do i become myself happy and free?#because i WANT to be more #i WANT to be more than anger and coldness and a useful idiot. i WANT to be me and be so so happy #but i dont know how to get there #and if someone suggests therapy im shooting you. i dont want to listen to one more person pretend to care about me and tell me #all the things i need to change and spend even longer not learning how to think for myself #i want to be more than this. but i also cant stand the thought of taking up any more space than i do #anyway.#anyone who's read all this thank you and i promise im fine im just in my feelings today lol #im going to work out and get some happy brain chemicals flowing and then ill take a shower and itll all be good.#please dont worry about me! im just having A Moment TM #lilac rambles

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nolan-chance · 1 month

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GOOD MORNING UNIVERSE

#DiamondChance #Fortnite #montague #nolan chance #nolan posting #I had to fight for that hug. A freaking marshmallow dude was hugging Nolan and getting into our way. But Monty kept trying #And it worked out. Love you Diamond king but not as much as Nolan loves yo

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everwisp · 10 months

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juza & nanami modeling for the fashion students during the university campus festival 📸✨

[ref: 1, 2]

#a3!#a3oc #juza hyodo #oc: nanami #ever arts #details who idk her amdnkskf #went thru the five stages of grief in this one ngl #taylor swift kept me going tho 🤧🤧#juza’s hair was a struggle ESPECIALLY THE PROFILE SHOT #ONE DAY I’LL GET IT RIGHT #also realized late i drew it on the wrong canvas size sjdmdhr but hey homescreen/lockscreen ajdjdje #the right one is probably nanami’s lockscreen for a few days until she gets really flustered about it #godbless the ref pic cause its super them tbh #idk what courses yosei offers but lets pretend oki #back story for this was originally nanami was asked to wear the dress but she panicked over the jinx of wearing a wedding gown #when she wasn’t even getting married so cue a mini freak out #juza seeing this was like i can wear the dress instead and yeah problem solved #but also nanami was like what if i don’t ever get married because of this omg #juza without skipping a beat: i’d marry you #nanami: eh? juza: eh? fashion students: 👁️👄👁️#i had this sketched out since june but just got around it now #also funny considering the theme of aki 10th #ship: 🍰🧋#junami #ever ocs #need to think of a better ship name #‘cause the combination of names wont work well for my other two ocs #junami sounds kinda cute tho…#alt. caption: YOU ARE THE BEST THING THATS EVER BEEN MINE 😫💕✊🏼#We had these like wedding booths during our like school festival back in hs pretty wild

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my-thoughts-and-junk · 4 months

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'yandere sebastian' 'yandere abigail' 'yandere wizard' give me yandere clint 🖐✊🖐✊

#random thoughts #stardew valley #love the idea of a clint who slowly loses interest in emily and starts fixating on the farmer #it wouldn't get violent so not REALLY a yandere he just gets kinda stalker-y and really passive-aggressive #about you talking to and romancing other people #i just wish more stardew mods kept the original kind of asshole-y personalities of the nonromancable characters #don't make morris a sympathetic guy whose dad died and he's 'just following orders' give me reasons WHY he thinks pelican town sucks #and make me be able to kiss him anyway #a character doesn't need to be morally good for me to understand their motivations!!!#GIVE ME ASSHOLE WIZARD!!!#actually you know what i love the idea of clint killing someone and immediately regretting it #like in a heat of the moment 'my crush's spouse is arguing with me while im forging and well.'#'i got mad and i had a hammer'#immediately freaks out but OBVIOUSLY he can't go to harvey about this!!!#so he takes the body (were they still breathing? he was so freaked out he can't remember anymore and he hates it)#and buries it in the grove of trees behind his house where you get that one statue #goes inside and cries himself to sleep or smth #gets all jumpy for a while until you trigger his next heart event #when you go to his shop while he's visibly upset and he's like #'would you still like me even if i did something really wrong? would we still be friends?'#and depending on how you answer he either gets moderately back to normal or kills himself #the ghost of your spouse starts haunting him btw. visible only to him #you can see inside his house before you enter during the cutscene and you (the player) can see the ghost #but when you go inside it's gone #if he kills himself you find a note saying to check out back to see what he did #my guilty pleasure is really fucking edgy character mods can you tell #anyway if you get married and have a kid after this the kid has your deceased spouse's name by default <3

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famewolf · 1 month

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speaking of ocd, I think I'm realizing that I truly don't have anxiety and it's literally just my ocd. im not anxious about anything until it involves me and suddenly I'm spiraling

#[static]#it's hard to describe succinctly but the anxiety I deal with nowadays is directly related to my ocd and autism #some anxiety is so easy to brush off but the ones stemming from my ocd are extremely difficult to get out from under #i'll spiral for weeks about one specific thing and ruminate on it and mentally worry and pick at it forever #it's utterly exhausting jfkdghdf some days are easier than others #and often that one thing I ruminate on becomes multiple things all stemming from the first thing #like recently it's been my car ... the thing is totally fine ... runs fine drives fine but ive been freaked out by it for the last 3 weeks #every time i go into the shop theyre like ... everything is good in fact its in good condition for its age and they'll mention like #one thing that will need to be replaced to keep it in tip top condition and then my brain will fixate on it and imagine all the ways #something horrific will happen if that doesnt get changed and then that leads to all the other things in the car suddenly freaking me out #i defs used to have general anxiety and depression but those went away literally the day i got top surgery #poof instantly gone it was wild and i kept waiting for the other shoe to drop #never did but now my ocd has been really bad the last 6 months cuz of all the extra horrifying things going on #so i thought it was just my anxiety coming back but this week i realized it was my ocd and have been treating it accordingly #and ive seen some relief but i definitely need to go back to therapy once i get my insurance again #its the only way to get a hold on it and my last therapist ended up moving states so we didnt get to work on tools for it very much #im yapping at this point i just needed to vent for a second about how truly yucky ocd makes me feel

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kuruk · 7 months

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my service got shut off so I can't see except from what my mom showed me but my dad sent a video of my brother with me in a chokehold on the ground and went See he's not choking her. and he told me my neck/throat/jaw only hurts because I screamed too much

#and well of course he didnt choke me the whole time but his arm barely left my neck anr he kept adding pressure suddenly when i struggled #i couldnt breathe at all for a portion of that which made it impossible to not freak out whem he still had his arms against my neck #and well it hurts a lot now how is that not choking #he says i assaulted them but i didnt i only tried to get away. how is choking someone not assault

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im-traumatised · 1 year

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When the joint pain so bad you can't even hold your phone for too long

#shott meee pleaseeeee im so done #granted was my fault #been having bad pain flair up last few days because it got cold really suddenly and my body seemed to freak out #but woke up today and like ocd brain couldnt stand the state of my apartment and kept breaking down over bits #and in turn making me clean it #so i did too much and now im having a major fatigue crash and pain every aha #i hate my body #im tired everythings too hard not sure how imma get food later and I just want someone to hug mw #dont wanna be alone #man my wheat pack died on me too so i csnt even get that pain releif although wouldn't be able to get up and make it anyway #i an in hell this is hell #AceofDragons #vent #actually disabled #heds #chronic pain

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