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ch-am · 1 year
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i miss my good headphones
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no-no-no-ahhhh · 4 years
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I'm having bad anxiety so I'm just going to answer these questions rn
Okay so when having anxiety I over think and I barely have any friends so I thought if using these questions to keep my mind off things and it kinda works it's also why some are long because I'm trying my best to think about other things then my stress. Maybe some of yall can try this if you want. Could help idk
Questions belong to @tr33-g1rl
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
Soda cans
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
I LOVE chocolate bro
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
Cotton candy because let's all be honest bubble gum doesn't even tast good so that just leaves texture and cotton candy dissolves abs you could always have normal gum
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
Some would say nice hard working smart and dyslexic but that's what they say not actually think
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?
I've never really had the soda bottles but for now Ig soda cans because I feel like it keeps it fresher then the plastic and plastic is bad
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
Umm out of all these ig tomboy my style that I try to go for more rn is kinda like bille eyelash baddie style
7. earbuds or headphones?
Def earbuds cuz headphones if left on too long start hurting and squeezing my head
8. movies or tv shows?
TV shows 100% I cant consum media for long (my anxiety)so cartoons are the best for me because they're usually 11 minutes and light hearted
9. favorite smell in the summer?
Hmm this is good question in my head summer looks so good ahh but I've never really had a sent for it cuz the past few years I've been in my room but I love the sun oh and you know when your about to go in the pool and you can smell the Clorox mixed with the sun block and that smell just smells like a soft nice energy and there is this one tropical sent havent really smelt it in years I remember the one time I got to smell it was in middle school in the girls locker room so ig it was a perfume idk if it was really associated with summer or it was just tropical perfume my mom could spray on anytime of the year
10. game you were best at in p.e.?
Lol none I hated p.e I was also pretty tall at the time so people expected me to play but I just wanted to hide in the corner
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?
Well I don't really like breakfast that much I think food in the morning makes me nauseous but I have to eat it cuz I can't eat school lunch food cuz that shit is nasty but breakfast school food is 😉 so I usually get banana bread and good ass duch chocolate milk
12. name of your favorite playlist?
Por Vida is one of my favorite albums if that counts
13. lanyard or key ring?
I hate things being around my neck so key ring
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
Mexican candy
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
The outsiders
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
Your butt relaxing ig and not hunched over idk how some people do their work not hunched over like how do you see what your working on
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
These white Adidas with 3 halo strips and tan boots
18. ideal weather?
To wear you can soak in the sun but not have it burn you right when you go outside and kinda breezy not a fan of the cold and whatever weather that isn't effected by global warming is the best
19. sleeping position?
I always try not to sleep on my back cuz then they say that the demons come for you
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?
I have a lot of journals and books to write
21. obsession from childhood?
My little pet shops, barbies, fnaf, teen titans, monster high dolls, beanie babes, never brats or the ever after high dolls cuz I had a fear of big heads as a kid
22. role model?
Em their are not many people to look up to these days but Quenlin Blackwell is even though she struggles with depression and seasonal depression she still is a qween love her
23. strange habits?
24. favorite crystal?
Hmm maybe amethyst one of the only ones I have
25. first song you remember hearing?
No idea
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
Be in the sun
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
Not have the seasonal depression come for me
38. lemonade or tea?
Lemonade bro tea is kinda weak and for BrItish blocks , but today I did have a bunch of lemons and they got me sick cuz I dont have a healthy balanced diet if anybody knows simple healthy recipes that have little to no cooking pls share
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
I've never actually have had lemon pie but I have been thinking about making pie. I've had peacon pie and water burger apple pie and McDonald's apple pie and I think another fast food pie but I can't remember the flavor. I know the other flavor exist because my mom order a different pie flavor from me once and she said we can both try each others. Maybe it was lemon. I think lemon tast is quit forgettable thow idk I always put other things on my lemon and lemonade has all that sugar and speaking of Britain I think they carbonate their lemons . But I think I've only had lemon cake 2 times , so if the cake
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
School is lame and that's on period pooh
41. last person you texted?
Umm this girl I barely know and I'm going to leave it at that cuz this story makes me kinda sad and worried and I'm answering these questions to avoid that
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?
Hmm good question , I think jacket because they are bigger and girl Jean's have the pockets different to make the booty look better and sometimes that leads to uncomfortable pockets and front pockets barely exit for girls and jackets sometimes have those secret pockets only you have assess too like the ones on the inside and jacket pockets are bigger
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?
1. hoodies are good for when you dont have a bra on and they come with one BIG pocket and you dont need to worry about a shirt
2. Leather jackets are for cool kidz and carry a nice vibe and still thick enough to keep you warm , but you can't really get them wet I think so you can't wash em , but they can come with cool designs on the back but their better fitted on perfectly on a person and if you grow they just look odd on you then you have to buy another and that's not fun
3.Bomber jacket , it's a whole style but one I try to pull of but just cant do it well
4.Cardigans kinda umm not a fan but good if your wearing a dress that's shows your shoulders and you are insecure about that being shown. Remember when somewhere in the 2000s they told us that cardigans where so easy to put on and throw more into your outfit so people bought quit a few. I do
5.I feel like jeans jackets aren't warm enough maybe their more for the summer?
44. favorite scent for soap?
Hmm maybe something tropical or just those cool lavender ones that have oats that's cool I like oats in my soap
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
I hate sci-fi uhhhg and super hero kinda ties in with that so fantasy and when reading fan fic just sweet simple domestic fluff
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
Hmm not sure but the shirt has to be soft. I only experience soft shirts like that few times in my life
47. favorite type of cheese?
Mexican cheese and blue cheese uhg and mozzarella with that crust, yum🤤
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be? Errrum maybe a watermelon cuz they are very hydrated. Oh and watermelon with the big black seeds is better then that soul less watermelon
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
None dawg I really need to find one but I do have a lot written down In a book
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
Omg my aunt had some funny looking ass dogs I couldn't stop laughing. One of her dogs hate me tho now
51. current stresses? I dont want to talk about it cuz I dont want to worry but I was crying for more then 6 hours probably 8 when I think about it and then today as well and it's so bad I'm not even going to school
52. favorite font? I like the one kali uchis uses in one of her albums I think it's called fairy tell or something
53. what is the current state of your hands?pretty dry cuz I wash them alot and kinda long nails cuz of genetics
54. what did you learn from your first job?
I havent had a first job
55. favorite fairy tale?
Hmmm something with the tooth fairy
56. favorite tradition?
Idk holidays cuz I get school off
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?
Depression and I would say anxiety but no
58. four talents you’re proud of having?
I dont have any talents
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
Uuuuyg idk too stressed to really think that I dont even know what type of video game I would be in
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
nothing stressful maybe something calm like a farm anime, some light magic, pokemon things like that
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
I was never ment to live life like a sim - megan the stallion
62. seven characters you relate to?
Anybody with anxiety, kinda pearl from Steven universe, the nerdy part of dipper from gravity falls , Roman from sander sides if virgil too sense he has anxiety okay and that's all I can think of I think early I said I dont really watch media or stuff so yeah
63. five songs that would play in your club?
Gosolina kali uchis songs and bank account that's all I can think about rn
64. favorite website from your childhood?64. favorite website from your childhood?
Y8 brooo oh and there was Disney or Nickelodeon websites you know that show with the hands and they had the googly eyes they had a g as new for that loved it and for Disney they had zack and cody games on their website and it's not a website but the one thing on windows that would work without wifi you know and you could make cakes and give them faces and try matching the cards
65. any permanent scars?
One time a cat scratched me more the like 8 years ago and I can still faintly see the mark
66. favorite flower(s)?
The one that grows on the cactus
67. good luck charms?
I know a rabbits foot is one and 4 leaf clovers,and markipliers flannel. I sadly dont have any personal good luck charms
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
I don't want to talk about bad foods rn cut the cameras
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?
idk I think I can vaguely remember every facts orgin that I know
70. left or right handed?
Basic right handed but my dad used to be left but then the school forced him to be right
71. least favorite pattern?
Anything 80s uhg that shit is disgusting and terrifying
72. worst subject?
Chemistry but I just got out of that so that's fun
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
People day hot cheetos and sour cream is odd but I like it . I would wat some rn but I think I got sick cuz of my poor diet so I'm not. Someone pls suggested simple easy foods for your girl who can cook
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?
1 I am big baby
75. when did you lose your first tooth?
I dont know
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?
Tater tots are good and fries
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
Idk no green thumb
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
Idk ig coffee
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
Jewel tones
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
Theirs a difference?
82. pc or console?
Console it's just simpler
83. writing or drawing?
Uhhheg ig drawing I'm bad at grammar
84. podcasts or talk radio?
Podcast, podcast are just more plans out then talk radio and talk radio is a morning thing and I'm not the biggest fan of mornings
85. fairy tales or mythology?
Fairy tales mythology kinda ruff ya know
86. cookies or cupcakes?
Cookies their just more sturdy and their is always normal cake
87. your greatest fear?
Tooo many things and I'm having an anxiety attack right now so like no
88. your greatest wish?
Well it's cute and all idk to live peacefully is one part the other parts a secret for now
X.o.x.o gossip girl ya know ya love me
89. who would you put before everyone else?
Umm maybe myself Idk
90. luckiest mistake?
One time my mom ordered a foam sord for my brother and a real one came. It was some anime sword
91. boxes or bags?
Bags cuz they look cute and you can take em every where with you. Disposable I would have to say boxes tho because its less damaging to the environment
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
Sunlight is so warm and it fills something inside of me makes me feel cozy
Lamps are great for when sleeping and your scared of the dark
Fairy lights are cute but are they neccessary
Overhead lights are good for when you just need light in your life
Am I the only one who gets sad and sometimes cant clean if it's dark in the house?
94. favorite season?
Summer I think. I know it's harder for me to function in the winter cuz depression but then summer is anxiety sometimes ya know
95. favorite app on your phone?
Littetly no idea I don't really love/like the things on my phone if their more distractions or time wasters but I do love how I can search up useful things on YouTube to try to calm down my anxiety and I was definitely not a fan of tumblr at all but I kind have made it my safe place a bit
96. desktop background?
Well the computers my dad's so it has deadpool on i
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
Barely 2 ,I am kinda a dummy sorry unggv
98. favorite historical era?
Well idk heehaww cowboys?
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idk if you accept requests or not but if you do can u make an au where ot7 nd yn live together nd like all of them love each other so much but platonically????? also idk the shits they do on daily basis ??? if you dont then its okay jus wanna drop by nd say im so in love with your works ily💞💞
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❄️ pairing: ot7 x reader
❄️ genre: nothing but plaTONIC LOVE,,,, SO CUTE,,, FLUFFIER THAN FRESHLY FALLEN SNOW, also jungkook is awful at wrapping 
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❄️ notes: MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIENDS! i was actually going to post this in the afternoon but theN i wanted this to be like a surprise present under the tree for everyone so here i am posting it at literally 3 in the morning!!!!!!! so when u wake up in the morning not only will u be opening presents u will also be able to reAD this! YES i’m aware that i skipped out on a couple drabbles from the 12 drabbles of christmas and i am sO sorry but i’ve been spending time with family and y’all know how it is i hope you can forgive me! anyways enough blabbering from me happy holidays merry christmas happy hanukah happy nEw yEar happy whatever you celebrate i love u all and i can’t wait to go into the new year with you lovely people! 
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“is she awake?”
“obviously not,,, what time is it??”
“nearly 8 and y/n doesn’t wake up until like 12 when it’s the holidays”
you hear the sound of your curtains being pushed open and you can see your room brightening up even though you have an eye mask on
ugH is it already time to get up????
you were up til 3 watching christmas movies and yA you’re super pumped that it’s literally christmas right now and you get to open your presents under the tree but like,,,
you would prefer to do all of that later,, maybe at like 12
“someone should just push her off the bed”
“don’t do that you priCK”
“someone just wake her up!! i wanna open my preSENTS”
“well you guys take care of this because i have to go and prepare breakfast”
you’re tempted to just go back to sleep but u know that the boys will literally just stand there and talk to each other about how to wake you up 
you reach up to lift your eye mask up and you’re met with the sight of seven smiling faces (except for yoongi because it’s too frickin early for him too and he’s tempted to crawl in and snuggle up with you)
“good morning” your voice is still thick with sleep and you pull your mask off and toss it aside before propping yourself up on your elbows and letting out a yawn “merry chris-“
“mERRY CHRISTMAS LET’S GO OPEN PRESENTS NOW” the next thing you know you’re being swePT out of bed and jungkook has you in his arms and he’s sprinting down the stairs like a madman
you shriek and cling onto him because you literally juSt woke up and your brain is still low-key in sleep mode and the world is spinNing and
jungkook plops you down on the couch and you squeak from the impact before suddenly you’re bouncing off the couch and tumbling to the ground
“oW” you groan and flip over onto your stomach on the ground before reaching down and rubbing at your sore butt
do butts have bones?? because you’re pretty sure all the bones in your ass are completely shattered right now  
“omg get off of me whoever you are” you feel someone take a seat on your tender bum and you reach back blindly in a poor attempt to swat the person off
you immediately hear jimin’s jingly giggle and he slides off before patting your bum “sit up!!”
“no” you murmur with your cheek squished against the carpet
you could just fall asleep like this
ah
yes
sleep
you want to
slee-
“gEt up!” tae grabs your waist and pulls you up and sets you down on the couch next to yoongi who is (this) close to falling asleep
you let out another yawn and rest your head against yoongi’s shoulder and he slips an arm around your waist so that the both of you are comfortable
you never thought yoongi was the cuddling type but it turns out he really reaLLy is which is something u definitely don’t mind
“you two - it’s christmas!!! liven up a little!” namjoon pats the tops of your guys’ head and you grumble in response
“y/n you should open my present first!” tae plops a neat little box onto your lap and you blink down at it before humming and nodding
you pull away from yoongi and he groans quietly at the loss of warmth
“thank you for the gift, tae” you smile sleepily and reach up to pat your cheeks to wake yourself up
hoO
okay
christmas morning
let’s do this
you tear the bright wrapping paper to pieces and immediately feel a lot more energised when you see what tae got u for christmas “i knitted a scarf for you and i have a matching one so noW you too can be a fashionista”
“how long did it take you to make this??” you pull it out of the box and look closely at the stitching
obviously there are a couple missing stitches but that gives the scarf character and it’s oddly endearing
tae stitched in pretty neutral grandpa-y shades but it totally works and it looks v v trendy
“i’m going to wear this noW” you grin and wrap it around your neck and that’s when u notice the scent
tae sprayed some of his fancy gucci cologne on this tOO
you might have to steal some from him when the scent eventually fades away
“y/n! a nintendo swiTCH R U KIDDING ME” jungkook tackles you in a hug before jumping up and down excitedly and hugging the box to his chest “can i play it now???” he gasps and you can’t help but laugh at how childish he’s acting “why am i asking u for ur permission this is mINE NOW also i have a gift for u somewhere under the tree”  
you look under the tree and u immediately recognise all the presents that are from kook because of the (no offence) poor wrapping skills
one of them is just wrapped up completely in duct tape like how r u supposed to open that up without losing a finger
hopefully that one isn’t yours (spoiler alert: it is yours)
“here’s my first gift to you guys-“ jin walks out of the kitchen carrying a tray of mugs “hot cocoa, anyone?”
the boys immediately flocK to jin like a group of seagulls when they spot a single french fry on the ground
“ya ya yA CALM DOwN before i drop the tray!” he scolds
“hyung, that’s my mug!”
“no it’s not, it’s mine! y/n got me the one with snowflakes, remember??”
“yours is the one with the christmas lights you dummy now hand it over”
“no! get your hands off mY mug!!”
“does it really matter whose mug is whoSE but also sorry jimin kook is right yours is the one with the christmas lights and not the snowflakes ” jin nudges the two bickering boys out of the way and heads over to you and yoongi
“yoongi - yours has coffee in it”
“oh thank god” yoongi grabs his mug and immediately takes a sip from it before letting out a satisfied sigh
“and y/n - yours has a sprinkle of cinnamon in it and extra marshmallows” you take the mug from the tray excitedly
“you’re too nice to me” you reach up to pinch jin’s cheek and he scowls at you
“teLL me about it”
“come and open some of your presents! you can make breakfast later”
“the pancake batter doEs need to set for a while so i suppose i can open up some gifts” jin sets the tray down on the coffee table before dusting his hands off “okay so which one is mine”
“u got more than one, silly. open my gift first!! it’s that big box in the corner” you take a sip of your cocoa oH ShiT this is good ur gonna need jin to make at least a gallon of this for u every week
“oH A BIG box” jin gasps and steps over the other boys as he makes his way over to it
he bends down and grunts as he lifts it up “jesus y/n what did you get me??? a ton of bricks???” he huffs and plops it back down on the ground and you’re like bE CAREFUL
jin doesn’t take very long to unwrap the gift and- “A NEW MIXER” he literally squEaLs with glee and you’re pretty sure your ears are bleeding “you’re right kook we should’ve opened presents earlier because then i could’ve used this baby to make the pancake batter”
look
last year all of your gifts were kind of pathetic compared to everything the boys were giving you and even tho they all insisted they lovEd their gifts you were like ://///// so thIS YEAR you decided to go all out and just get EVERYThing you thought the boys would like and u know what so far you are killing it girl
santa clause whO
also the boys did a really good job with all of your gifts!!
namjoon got you a new journal for the new year
jimin got you fairy lights AND a brand new bedside lamp that’s super adorable
hoseok got you a super suPER cool poster to hang up in your room he hired an artist to paint you as snow white and the boys as the seven dwarves and the captions says ‘y/n and the seven idiots’
taheyung knitted you a scarf
jin got you this fancy silky robe that you’ll definitely be wearing everyday after you come home from work
yoongi got you a new pair of headphones because he’s sick of seeing you use those godawful apple earbuds from like 2008
and last but not least
jungkook got you-
“oh, this is so cute!” you coo as you pull the mug out of the mess of duct tape
it’s a mug with a picture of you and the boys celebrating your birthday this year
you’re sat in the middle laughing your ass off with watery eyes and a crinkled nose with the boys surrounding you and jungkook is swiping frosting off the side of the cake and jimin’s yanking his arm back and jin’s trying to light the candles and tae is sitting on your lap and hoseok is sitting on taE’s lap and namjOon is pointing at the camera (because it was on timer mode and nO one was ready for the picture) and yoongi has his face in his hands looking like he regrets everything
it’s perfectly imperfect if that makes any sense
“thank you kook” you grin and squish a couple kisses to his cheek before looking at the picture again
it’s sO cute and also it makes you thank the gods because like,, how lucky are you that you get to spend every day with these dumbasses that you love and adore so dang much
“i wish it could be christmas everyday” hoseok sighs and shoves a forkful of pancake into his mouth
“i don’t. my wallet would hate me.” yoongi snorts and steals a blueberry off your plate
you nudge it closer to him before leaning back against your chair and rubbing your stomach “i think i’m about to explode” you groan
“i told you not to force that fourth pancake down” jin sighs as he scrubs away at the dishes
“i can’t help it when your food is sO good” you plop your plate down in the sink with a clang
and then u finally notice
“it’S SNOWING” you gasp as you look out the kitchen window
“you didn’t notice??” tae raises a brow and they all watch as you sprint to the living room to puSh all the curtains open
and WOW
thick thiCK blankets of snow covering every surface while snowflakes continue to flutter down to the ground
the backyard is just all WHITE AND YOU’VE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED BEFORE
“we were thinking after breakfast we could go out and play around in the snow if you wanted-“
“oF COURSE I DO” for some reason you’re unable to lower your voice because that’s how excited you are
in fact you’re so excited u can’t even wait to change out of your PJs and you’re already slipping your coat and beanie on
“c’mon people let’s move let’s moVE jin you can wash the dishes later kook u can play the nintendo later let’s get a moVE ON” you clap your hands together and the boys know there’s no changing your mind at this point
if u wanna go out in ur PJs you’re going to go out in your PJs
“y/n, watch it!” jimin scolds when you nearly knock into his and tae’s snowman after trying to avoid yet another one of kook’s snowballs
“sorry jimin!!” you apologize before bursting into giggles when jungkook starts sprinting towards you clutching a snowball the size of a bouLDER
you duck down instinctively when he hurls it in your direction and-
“jeon jungkook you brat i’m going to kiLL YOU” yoongi roars when the snowball hiTS him and the wetness starts seeping into his sweater
jungkook laughs gleefully and tries his best to flee (it’s hard running in thick layers of snOW) as yoongi starts chasing him around
jin and namjoon are standing by the doors sipping on their hot cocoa and occasionally bursting into laughter at one of your guys’ antics
hoseok has been lying on the ground making snow angels for the past 20 minutes
he’s literally made like 10 snow angels already but he’s having fun so it’s okay
you screech when jungkook pelts you in the faCe with a snowball and you immediately feel like your face is going to freeze over
you end up tackling kook to the ground and u shove snow right into his face and jungkook grins before starting to dig his fingers into your sides to tickle you
“alright aLRIGHT everyone back into the house because there are dishes to wash and wrapping paper to throw away AND i have to get started on dinner and i need all the help i can get!” jin calls out and slides the door open to step back inside “everyone back in this house in 30 seconds otherwise i will not hesitate to lock you outside in the cold!”
jungkook fLIps you over his shoulder when you trip over the snow yet again because of your innate klutziness
you giggle and whack his butt
best christmas ever
:•)
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catsdaydreams · 6 years
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A Warm Welcome
IDK what Im doing with my blog or my life but here’s to starting a non TRR series. :party emoji:
Sneak peek at a new series!! cannonish
Enjoy?
The elementalist chronicles, PT 1
PermaTag: @cora-nova
Sabrina raced across the campus glancing at the clock tower in the distance. She was going to be late for her career planner meeting for sure. Every second that she watched ticking by felt like a personal taunt on behalf of the clock. “Shit she muttered, trying to pick up the pace. She eyed the double doors to the building straight ahead and slowed down to avoid crashing straight into them. Once inside she blinked the sunlight out of her eyes, speed walking the corridor half blind from the lighting transition and almost into the planner herself.
“Oh! Sabrina! You’re early.” The planner said with a frown checking her watch. “You aren’t supposed to be here for another ten minutes.” She chided knowingly. “Well, if you’re on time you’re late.” Sabrina huffed, repeating the mantra she’d been told and taught by her ever-barring father since childhood. She put on her best smile and extended a hand towards the planner, “Sabrina Russell.” The planner returned her smile, and shook Sabrina’s hand, “Ms. Robertson, my office is right around this corner.” She said, motioning to the hall to Sabrina’s left.
The two turned and entered the first door on the right and Sabrina took her spot in the chair opposite of the desk and waited patiently while Ms. Robertson organized herself and pulled out Sabrina’s file. “Now, Ms. Russell, we usually don’t schedule a meeting until the end of first year so that you can decide on what you would like to major in and we help you start to point towards that goal. However you requested to move this meeting up, and we allowed it based on your high marks. Is there a major you have in mind?” Ms. Robertson said, hands clasped over the manila folder on the desk in between them.
Sabrina saw her name printed on the side, knowing that her parents were worried for her and called this meeting on her behalf, pulling alumni favors to get the meeting pushed up. The truth was she had no idea what she wanted to major in. It felt as if all of the motivation and drive she had the year leading up to college simply vanished once she started classes. Everything just seemed so dreadfully boring compared to how she thought college would feel, not that she really knew what to expect. Knowledge retention and conceptual understand came as easily to her as breathing, and so being a straight A student was effortless. The problem was, she didn’t know who to be outside of class. A numbness had eaten away at her energy and motivation, she spent most of her days laying on her bed, staring at the ceiling with headphones in and not really noticing the music that she was listening to. Life seemed like a haze.
“Actually, Ms. Robertson. That’s the problem. I don’t have a major in mind, in fact I feel like I don’t belong here, like I’m meant to be somewhere else.” Sabrina replied honestly. The older lady peered at her curiously, “what do you mean?” she asked and Sabrina let out a heavy sigh, “I don’t know. I always thought college would be exciting. Maybe even magical.” She said wistfully, a pit of longing in her stomach. “There’s a treasure trove of knowledge here which I always thought would be my dream. But it’s like I’m numb, and bored. I’m not so sure Hartfield was the best choice for me any more.” Ms. Robertson nodded in understanding. “Well, it sounds like you have the freshman blues.” She said, peering into Sabrina’s emerald eyes. The older lady pensively waited for a reaction, however she would get none from Sabrina who had already expected this reaction. She didn’t realize it but her answer had silently sealed the final nail in the coffin, finalizing Sabrina’s resolve to transfer schools. Sabrina already had a slew of acceptance offers from other universities, and if Hartfield was simply going to brush off her concerns then she would find a school that wouldn't, and would also challenge her.
Her parents would be furious of course, but Sabrina could tune them out easily enough. She had already informed her of her intent to stay at the school over winter break, not that she suspected her parents cared. They would likely be vacationing abroad somewhere European anyway. Sabrina recalled her mother talking about attending some apple festival somewhere soon and presumed it would be their winter getaway. Ms. Robertson continued, not realizing that Sabrina had already tuned her out, responding only in key places enough so that the women wasn’t aware of her lack of attention.
After an hour that Sabrina honestly couldn’t recall, she found her way back to her dorm room. She ran her fingers over the mess on the desk, glancing at the half made bed and clothes on the floor while making a mental packing list for the morning. She made her way to the bathroom leaning over the sink and looking at herself in the mirror. She noted the way her eyes seemed dull, and her skin seemed flat and plain. Sabrina turned the facet on to cold water, closing her eyes and splashing some of it into her face as if it would be the magical solution to her resistant state of mind. She blinked rapidly a few times, reaching for the hand towel and drying off her face before glancing up to meet her own dull looking eyes in the mirror.
Except it wasn’t her own eyes staring back. A pair of almost identical green eyes stared back, alert and concerned and watching her silently. “What the hell?” Sabrina reeled, looking at her reflection not copying her actions. She stared incredulously before reaching out to touch the mirror, finding instead a cool liquid that sent ripples out where her finger connected with it. “Whoa,” she breathed, tracing her finger lightly across the surface, ripples of disruption following her touch. She wondered what would happen should she just decide to push her hand in... and suddenly she couldn’t pull her hand back out. “Oh no.” She said, her heart quickening. She gently tugged on her arm, willing her hand to reappear, instead her arm sinking further and faster the more she fought.
Sabrina sucked in a breath as she was pulled the rest of the way through the mirror, feeling as if every ounce of air in her body was being forced out through her throat. A flash of light and a sensation she couldn’t quite place and suddenly she was standing outside near a lake. A little too close to the lake she realized as she began to lose her balance on the muddy embankment. She yelped in surprise as she toppled towards the water, a friendly hand reaching out and grasping her wrist and pulling her away at the last second.
“Woah there freshman!” An unfamiliar voice called out, sounding like warm honey on a cold day. The mysterious stranger wrapped a hand around her other shoulder, trying to help her balance. She met his chocolate brown eyes and matched them to his flawless complexion. “Um, thanks.” Sabrina stuttered out. She looked around bewildered, suddenly realizing that she was soaked. “Here let me help you dry off,” the stranger chuckled, making strange motions with his hand. A breeze blew by Sabrina, with an impossibly gentle force that seemed to instantly dry her clothes and most of her hair. She looked down at her clothes incredulously.
“You missed the hall of mirrors by a mile there.” He laughed good naturedly, “I’m Griffin, a second year here and an earth-att.” He said proudly. Sabrina stared at him, not sure how to process what was happening here. She looked around at the picturesque scenery in front of her, a large statue surrounded by cottage inspired buildings enclosing it. The lake she had stepped out of seemed to run along the edge of the buildings, almost like a moat encompassing the structures in the middle. A beautiful ornate bridge sat a few feet to her left, providing safe dry passage to the other side leading to a dirt road into a thick patch of trees.
“Where the hell am I?” Sabrina asked incredulously, it was only then that she noticed the other people milling about on the ground and somehow, in the air! Sabrina watched wide eyed, wondering how in the world it was possible when a voice filled with sheer disdain broke her trance. “Don’t you know there are entry protocols? You should have entered through the mirrors like the rest of us.” Sabrina searched for the source and met the gaze of a boy about her age peering at her through judgmental eyes. Griffin rolled his eyes at the intrusion, “Doesn’t the great Beckett Harrington have anything better to do with his time?” Beckett glared at Griffin, narrowing his eyes, “Actually, yes. Freshman orientation starts in 15 minutes and I need to be on my way.” He sneered, before turning on his heel and walking the opposite direction.
Griffin rolled his eyes yet again and met Sabrina’s, “Don’t mind him. Not everyone here at Penderghast is like that.” He said, begininng to lead her away from the edge of the water. “Penderghast?” Sabrina asked confusedly. Griffin stared at her blankly, “Yeah? Pengerghast college of elemental Magicks? You know, the one you’re currently attending?” He said. A few moments passed before Griffin narrowed his eyes at her, “You are a student here right?” Sabrina froze. She couldn't decide if it was a dream or real, and if it was she didn’t want it to end. She suspected that she had been transported here by mistake and simply nodded in response, not quite sure if she should lie or tell the truth.
Griffin smiled, the suspicion lifting from his eyes. “Do you need help getting to orientation?” He offered. Sabrina nodded again, still in shock. So magic is..real? Or was this some kind of fever dream? Perhaps she had hit her head in the bathroom and was hallucinating. She stayed lost in thought as she trailed beside Griffin, half listening as he babbled on. “And that is the security system, it vaporizes intruders.” He said nodding at the large statue in the center, its head followed the pair as the passed by. Sabrina’s heart raced with each step as she wondered when the vaporizing blow would come. After an agonizing minute the statue seemed satisfied and resumed it gaze around the campus, and Sabrina let out a breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding. They made their way inside of one of the cottages, which seemed mansion like on the inside. Griffin made twists and turns and Sabrina trailed along beside him. “So for future reference, this is the hall of mirrors where you're supposed to come in.” He said opening a door to reveal a circular room filled with all different types of mirrors. The walls were littered with small circular mirrors, floor length mirrors, square mirrors and mirrors of all varying sizes.
“Aw, hell.” The pair heard, as they both turned to see a beautiful brunette trying to pull her foot the rest of the way through. She stumbles when it finally comes out, landing straight into Sabrina’s arm as she does.
“Oops.” She giggles, “Shreya Mistry, in your arms and at your service. Good catch, by the way.” She says beaming at Sabrina. Her dark curls match her tan complexion Sabrina notices as she helps the girl regain her balance. “ I much prefer air travel.” Shreya says, giving her a knowing look. Sabrina laughs awkwardly, “yeah.” She states. Shreya glances over at Griffin who introduces himself. “I was a few minutes away from being a month late,” she laughs as she heads toward the room entrance. “Why a month?” Sabrina asks curiously, suddenly wondering how long it took her to get from her dorm room to the current location. “Because that’s the next time the wards will be down to travel for visitors day.” She states matter of factly. Sabrina nods, “right!” she says as if she has any idea what Shreya is talking about.
Sabrina decides then and there that she is staying at Penderghast as long as she can before anyone realizes that she doesn’t belong.
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So far, how has summer been treating you? it kinda sucked When was the last time you had a slushie? this summer Is there someone you miss right now? not at the moment. How many pairs of sunglasses do you own? 0 Do you prefer sticky notes or cork boards? both
What was the last movie you watched online? Mommy Dead and Dearest Is there much drama going on in your life at the moment? no Are you graduating this year? i graduated in 2009 Do you feel like doing something radically different with your hair? no Are you in a relationship? yes Did you ever think your cell was vibrating when it wasn’t? yeah The last person who added you on Facebook, did you accept or decline? idk Are you at all interested in America’s Next Top Model? no What did you last take a picture of? me Would you like to learn another language? sure What type of earphones/headphones do you own? apple Your portable musical device (mp3, iPod, etc): How old is it? i use my phone Do you own a pet that most would consider different? no Have you ever wanted to travel to Germany? no When was the last time you used scissors? idk What’s your favorite kind of perfume/cologne? believe by britney spears When it comes to amusement rides, do you get sick or can you handle it? depends on the ride Is there a movie coming out that you would like to see soon? tons Do you love buying shoes? no Do you bother making your bed everyday? no Have you had your wisdom teeth removed yet? they never grew Have you ever been drunk and regretted it? yes Do you like to do anything artistic? not anymore What did you last cook for yourself? pizza Has anyone ever called you a “pipe dreamer”? no Who was the last person to text you? Britt Think back to your last kiss, did you enjoy it? yes Are you even slightly addicted to applying lipgloss or lipchap? chapstick Do you ever make fun of your own country? yeah What Internet browser do you use? firefox Do you consider yourself to be spoiled? lol no What song are you listening to right now? - Are you comfortable giving random hugs? no Who did you last argue with? idk Do you ever have conversations with your pets? yes Have you ever listened to the band Rammstein? idk Do you have any plans for tomorrow? work Who is your celebrity love? leo dicaprio Are you more a Twitter person or a Facebook person? fb Have you ever lost a best friend? yes Do you own an exercise ball? no Xbox 360, PS3, or Wii? none Are you messy or organized? messy organized What band / artist would you love to see live in concert? lana del rey again Are your nails painted right now? no What was the craziest color you’ve ever dyed your hair? blue
Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? no Does it snow where you live? Yes. Do you have any significant scars? sure Who last had their arm around you? my husband Are you feeling deprived of anything? yes Have you ever been obsessed with working out? no What color is the shirt you’re wearing currently? it’s harry potter so What did you think of the movie Avatar? hated it Do you collect anything? yes Have you ever feared the future? always What was your highest mark this year in school? - Can you walk in 4+ inch heels? idk Is your significant other shorter, taller or the same height as you? taller Is there a friend you would trust with your life? no Have you ever been purposely ditched? yes. Do you live in a relatively safe area?  Yeah. What was the last alcoholic beverage you had? idk Is there someone you know who is obsessed with Call of Duty? no Have you ever looked into the mirror and hated who you saw? yes Is there a piece of jewellry you always wear? yes When was the last time you saw your significant other? today What was the longest conversation you’ve had with a person? idk How many purses do you own? one Is there something you should be doing right now? sleeping Do you wish on 11:11? No. What’s your opinion on the Gulf oil spill? don’t have one? Is it hot in the room you’re in right now? no Are you one of those people who are always rearranging the furniture? No. Do you listen to any music that’s really old? yes Are you a fan of the LA Lakers? No. When the last time you were upset and weren’t exactly sure why? idk Have you ever been somewhere tropical? not really Would you consider yourself to be a chocoholic? no Have you ever heard of Channing Tatum’s website Post The Love? No. Do you know anyone who’s currently pregnant? yes Are you a fan of mix CDs? sure Has anyone ever given you their business card? yeah. What is your dream job/career? i just want to be a mom Do you have a friend who’s naturally a redhead? No. Have you ever had a one night stand? no Do you listen to the mainstream music or prefer to find your own? i like what i like What time is it now? 1235pm
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