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fkmylif3 · 7 months

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#idk what's this #i dont know anything anymore #the bad batch #tbb tech #tbb crosshair #swedit #tbbedit #starwarsedit #tech #and im not very satisfied with it #BUT ANYWAY here we are #star wars #tbb #this is about tech & cross ig

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loveismyrevolution · 1 year

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Is it weird to choose Reichenbach day to come back to tumblr?

Short version: not dead.

#personal #maybe I'm back #I'm not sure yet #but I miss everything #who's even still here?#i dont know anything anymore

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bloodbankzz · 5 months

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im doing soooooo bad♡ besties and others♡

#its OKAY becayse im ALIVE #this is mentallt and physicaally for those INTERESTED!#i need to PEEL the worms from my BRAIN after NEARLY passing out walking across the ROOM #MANY MULTIFACETED STRUGGLES!#TO ALL READERS WHO INQUIRE!#i dont really believe im like yhis but i dont knpw what i really am supposed to be #i cant figure out whats underneath even when i can see the cracks #what do you do when you can tell its wrong but you dont have any answrrs for what is right #rejection feels like futile struggle #its wrong or nothing #right????#what do i do #i hope when i have to face it and see a cardiologist they are niceys to me and helpful and everything goes okay #im so scared of doctors nowadays #if anything goes wrong it will be my fault and even if they knew a lot are too busy to care #and why am i even worried about the social aspects when its my fucking blood pumper at risk anyway right #god i dont know #i dont know anything anymore #i dont get better anymore #i dont know the way forward #but im gonna put off dying for as long as possible #better an alive aloof listless failure than dead #its so difficult to be berated though #and i am so afraid all the time #and being in the applying for jobs limbo means i cant even get high about it all!!!!!!!!!!!!

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the-proofreader · 1 year

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someone either stop me from sidling back into miraculous or hold hands with me as we jump into it screaming

#miraculous ladybug #it's been 84 years #i dont know anything anymore #i got mad at th nyc movie and stopped watching

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officerhomo · 1 month

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do you guys ever just have several voices and thought trains in your head all telling you vastly different desires and stuff and you just cant tell which one is actually you

#homohollers #please #please help i. i cant tell if im the one that wants to manipulate people or if im the one that wants to stop and cry #i cant tell if the first one is just what the second one is making me out to be or the third one or whatever #then the fourth one is just telling me this is all fake i have one singular train of thought the fourth one is just telling me im the first #and i just shouldnt be talking about this because its. its not real youre just lying for the attention #please i #i dont know anything anymore #what do i want #maybe im just being manipulative and this is all fake and i just want to feel special #maybe this is real and im just going crazy #i dont know what to believe anymore

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lyninabin · 3 months

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UGGHHHHH WHY CANT MY BODY JUST LET ME BE HAPPY

I don’t need to feel like shit after FUCKING SMILING AND ITS NOT LIKE THERES ANYBODY HERE FOR IT TO BE SOCIAL ANXIETY

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

#is it depression #i don’t even know anymore #speaking of which #I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE #NOT ABOUT MYSELF OR ANYTHING ELSE

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the-devils-keeper · 7 months

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#............#matthew are you really gone?#was that just a glitch that i got notified #today #of a mention from 10 years ago because i went to look at that blog again?#i shouldnt have #i dont know what answers im looking for anymore #i dont know anything anymore #i just know it all hurts

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190729 · 9 months

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#is this anything #i dont even know anymore this thing has been stuck in my head for the past god knows how many days #dj crazy times #<- act of bravery (surrender to madness)

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brine-in-my-eyes · 1 year

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#its kinda not fair that i get hurt so much and then the people who hurt me get to move on #theres alot of things that will tell you ''you need to forgive them in order to move on'' and i really want to i want to forget tooi want to #do that so badly but like #:(#i feel like my legs are knee deep in mud and im wearing my favorite pants #i use silly euphenisms to cope with the sinking dread that comes with stacked trauma #theres so many bad things happening #why is it all happening to me #i dont know whats going on but i feel like im about to die #im afraid of people and everybody hates me #i dont know anything anymore #am i just supposed to like fucking take it like a ''man''?#i dont want this #why do i have to go the army anyways #why is the government so stupid #why do adults in my life get to live with the most immaturest manner and get to live a nerdy funk pop collecting life #meanwhile #i had to be born at the worst time #i wanted to live in peace #now im going to the army to get screamed at so i can get a job at business and then get screamed at more #why why why why why why why why why why why why #this is just too much shit #and nobody cares #nobody is worried #im so fucking terrified holy shit #holy fucking shit

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vpwalkeri · 1 year

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I wish I was dead, and it's times like these I think my family would have been happier if I'd never entered the picture.

#i dont think they know me at all #i dont think they care to know me #i feel like i can never be honest with them #i want to throw myself down a flight of stairs #funny how they always call me selfish as they force me to do what they want #i dont think they even like me #especially my mom #sometimes i think she hates me #she clearly wishes i were completely different #i think my brothers learned and became more understanding sometimes #but then he just returns to his usual bullheaded asshole ways #where he treats me like im a weirdo and scoffs at anything i say #maybe i deserve to die #maybe theyre all right and im wrong #maybe i have no right to be angry or sad #i dont know anything anymore #im just so tired

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sporkberries · 11 months

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True Loves Kiss ( when kissing the messiah/the anti-christ please be cautious. though it may draw you out of the lonely it could also lead to severe facial scarring, but hey, you score either way!)

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floorontheroof · 2 years

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Wait so comments... aren't notes 😥

#i dont know anything anymore

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homeofwyrm · 2 months

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Trying to figure out how to draw the Goblin.

#art #the locked tomb #harrowhark nonagesimus #tlt #i havent been on this site for almost 7 years so i dont know how to do anything anymore #harrow the ninth

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greatestjubilee · 5 months

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bleh

#hi all. lucy here #i have barely been drawing lately because ive just been unable to #like i feel like i lost my spark. i dunno #i used to draw so much and make so many comics when i was absolute rock bottom mentally #like the funnier i was the worse i was doing #ive been better lately but i truly feel like ive almost sacrificed my ability to draw or create stuff for some more mental stability #i just....i dont know. i feel like i can't do anything i used to do with art. like im not funny or have no ideas or just think stuff like #oh ill just draw this because people will wanna see it #but i gave that up because not even i wanna see it anymore #i hope that i can feel like drawing again one day i just dont know how to get it back. it really feels like ive lost a major part of myself #this is my rambling here just to let you know i am still around just kind of laying low because im drained

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fishy-lava · 1 year

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“he’s just a kid”

“so was i” congratulations kaz brekker for continuing to make me relate to you in concerning ways and delivering one of the lines that is guaranteed to make me lose my shit any time i hear someone say it

#i know that feeling more intimately than nearly anything else #and it breaks me every time i hear it #kaz needs to stop making me relate to him alright i dont know what to do with it anymore #kaz brekker #freddy carter out here breaking me and i love him for it #shadow and bone #shadow and bone season 2 #shadow and bone spoilers #shadow and bone season 2 spoilers #six of crows #soc #crooked kingdom

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hazellekat · 2 years

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ppl are scared the mcu is gonna pair she hulk with daredevil like its the worst thing ever, and my bi emotional ass is just here like "yes i think matt murdock deserves to be carried bridal style by a big green lady" and "matt wouldn't care whether jen is hulked out or not"

#like you cant tell me matt murdock wouldnt be the most attentive when jen vents #and jen would know how to show matt a level of softness he doesnt usually accept #i think it has potential #whether or not it happens in the show #i think their dynamic would be very fun #she hulk #she-hulk #she hulk attorney at law #she-hulk attorney at law #jennifer walters #matt murdock #daredevil #she hulk spoilers #marvel #mcu #yall dont know how to enjoy things anymore i swear #u dont gotta like them as a pair but to complain before anything has even happened yet is so tiring #ill be over here shipping the red and green like its christmas by myself

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