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fr tho i do think there’s this really interesting contrast where, on the one hand, john is literally in a 10,000 year long revenge quest against long dead billionaires. but when the sluts are duplicitous he’s really just like. cries in bed about it lol.
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Fluff Alphabet (Mammon)
@pzlqpibz said: Please can i have one full alphabet on mammon ? 🥺🥺 Love you, take care of you !!!!!!😚😚😚
Hi! I hope that you don’t mind that i’m tagging you. But anyways here is a full fluff alphabet for tsun tsun baby mammon :)))) ~Admin Hurricane
A - Activities; How do they like to spend time with you?
He likes taking you out to buy stuff despite him not being able to afford a lot of things lol. And if he can, he also likes taking you to his shoots so you can see him going all out with different outfits and such.
B - Beauty; What do they admire/find beautiful about you?
He rlly likes your hair and just playing around with it. He also thinks it’s rlly cute when you’re studying together and your face scrunches up while you try and figure out what the answer is. He’ll just kinda stare at you longingly and then when you catch him, he’ll turn away panicked and blushy lmao.
C - Comfort; How would they help you if you felt down/were having a panic attack?
He’d also panic because at first he wouldn’t quite know what to do, but then he would just pull you into a hug cause he wouldn’t rlly know what else to say. 
D - Dreams; How do they picture their future with you?
At first, he thought that it was a one sided thing, so all he could rlly see is you with one of his brothers and not him. But then after you got together, he could see it as something that could work out. Being the avatar of Greed, everything used to be just about him, him, him, but then you came into the picture and all of that was thrown out the window. 
E - Equal; Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?
He gives off dom vibes, but rlly he’s the more passive one lmao
F - Fighting; Would it be easy for them to forgive you? How do you fight?
It would probably be something along the lines of: Mammon: grrrr you idiot human, I’ll never forgive you! *five minutes later* Mammon: nooooo MC come back dont hang out with my stupid brothers.
G - Gratitude; How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what you’re doing for them?
He acts like he isn’t but really, he is, he’ll just never admit it.
H - Honesty; Do they have any secrets that they hide from you? Or do they share everything?
He gets into a lot of trouble with the witches and he doesn’t want to get you involved. But since he’s a terrible liar you still find out anyways.
I - Inspiration; Did you change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?
You did! You helped him with his relationship with his brothers. 
J - Jealousy; Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?
Oh boy, he’s a tsundere for a reason lol. If he wasn’t the avatar of Greed, he’d be the avatar of Jealousy lmao.  
K - Kiss; Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?
I like to imagine that he’s a rlly good kisser dshfbsffdbsh. The first kiss was most likely pretty rushed and a spur of the moment type of thing, where he literally goes “cause i love you idiot,” then proceeds to kiss him.
L - Love Confession; How would they confess to you?
If you’ve seen lesson 20, you know ;)
M - Marriage; Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?
At the beginning of your relationship, he’s terrified that you’re gonna leave him cause everyone thinks he’s a scumbag, but then later on he really believes that he wants and will get married to you. He’d probably propose by pulling you into a secluded place away from his brothers, maybe the top of the devildom and then ask the question. And mammon, being mammon would want an extravagant wedding lol
N - Nicknames; What do they call you?
Treasure, baby girl, babe, baby, my human
O - On Cloud Nine; What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?
It’s pretty obvious lol, he’s more blushy and clingy than usual. He doesn’t easily express his feelings cause whenever he sees you, he turns into a stuttering blushy mess. 
P - PDA; Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?
Oh man, if he could let the entire Devildom know that you’re going out with him, he would do it. His brothers are tired of him constantly bragging and going “mE AnD mC aRE dATiNG”. But he’s a shy blushy baby about PDA in front of everyone else. 
Q - Quirk; Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.
I think that mammon would actually be rlly good with kids! He doesn’t seem like it at first but he’s just a big softie for them.
R - Romance; How romantic are they? What would they do to make you happy? Cliché or rather creative? 
He doesn’t act all romantic at first, but he’d try his best to make you happy. Something catches your eye? He goes out of his way to go get it for you later. 
S - Support; Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?
He’s supportive of whatever you want, he believes that you can achieve anything you set your mind to. 
T - Thrill; Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?
He prefers to follow a routine. 
U - Understanding; How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?
When the two of you start dating, he knows you pretty well. He doesn’t show it but he’s pretty empathetic. 
V - Value; How important is the relationship to them? What is it worth in comparison to other things in their life?
This relationship is vvvvvvvvvvvvvv important to him. He’s never had anything like this because he’s constantly being put down by his brothers and he wouldn’t trade it for anything. 
W - Wild Card; A random Fluff Headcanon.
When the two of you wake up in the morning and you’re trying to get up, he’ll just pull you back unexpectedly and cuddle longer, refusing to let you go.
X - XOXO; Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?
In public, he’s a blushy baby, but in private be prepared to have this boi be stuck to your side like glue. He won’t let you go. You probably have to initiate the cuddling first tho.
Y - Yearning; How will they cope when they’re missing their partner? 
Oh man, if you’re gone, he sulks a lot and hides out in his room. He’ll probably just lay on top of his bed scrolling through his gallery looking at pictures of you, or you and him. 
Z - Zeal; Are they willing to go to great lengths for the relationship? If so, what kind of?
If it’s you, he’s willing to try his best and achieve it, even if he acts like he’s uninterested. He really cares about you and wants to ensure your happiness.
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13tinysocks · 4 years
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HHHH The Hunt Is On original concepts that were scrapped and I feel like rambling. For context THIO is Jane/clockwork/Jack x reader currently on Quotev. At first it was just Jack tho. Anyway *shakes my ass* Mild thio spoilerz 
-As I said, THIO at first was supposed to be only a Jack X reader. I understand it would have been a lot more popular if it was but tbh I don’t really care. We thought to ourselves, “Ight Jack’s epic but what if lesbians?” And slapped them in. 
-Also put them in for a better story. Jane vs Jeff is super popular and we wanted to do our own take on it. Jack vs Jeff is interesting but Jack has no emotional attachment to Jeff in this universe. Wouldn’t have been much drive without Jane and the lesbianism xoxo.
-THIOs name was supposed to be linked to YN searching for Jack. We kept the name bc these bitches lookin’ for Jeff and how to stop him. The name kinda bothers me now but it’s sticks well enough.
-In early concepts YN was the host of a popular cyptid hunting/buzzfeed unsovled style webshow. She was still going to be autistic w/ a special interest in the supernatural. 
-She was going to be more driven though. She would do fucking anything to prove that ghosts and/or monsters are real.
-Prob 21/22
-Jack was going to live in some abandoned mall or hospital. Same goth aesthetic but less neat and quieter. A lil more unhinged but still wicked smart.
-Soulmate AU!!!!!
-The writing on your skin shows up on your soulmate’s! YN would get hastily written science notes until she was 19 then it all stopped. Occasionally a random mark that was accidental. 
-They were too driven to really communicate much. They both figured, “Eh I’ll get to it when I’m 30.”
-YN writes her entire routine for the day on her forearm. It’s a habit that she can’t shake.
-Jack’s blind and can’t see it. But if Rake were to catch it he’d point it out prob. If Jack so desired, he could take a (shitty) pic of the text and have it read out to him
-He figures it out way before YN
-Uses it to avoid her when she comes lookin’. She doesn’t get how he keeps giving her the slip.
-When he reveals it to her she’s like MOTHERFUCKER!!!! ! !! !! !! But also, ayo? Hot gray dude with a god complex? Wanna make out?
-When it was just a Jack/reader the plot was gonna go a lil like this:
-YNs crew were going to be her buds. One of them was going to be killed by Jack for munchies pre-story. Later on, YN would use a spirit box and make contact with him (Noah) More on this in a bit
-Noah was going to be punk, loud, annoying, and a skater.
-The group is still in shock and mourning even thought it’s been two months. A few people from their block have gone missing here and there. Something isn’t right. 
-YN and co. were going to film an episode where Jack and rake live. Seedeater was contemplated on being there too but we didn’t really connect with him.
-They catch something black and blurry on camera but only see it when they’re editing. 
-Go back over and over. Nothing.
-YNs like fuck it! Im going alone bc y’all loud.
-Night vision handheld camera like outlast
-Gets a good pic of Jack. It’s unclear, he has his mask on, he’s on all fours.
-Thing is, he like, is faking being a feral animal bc he wants YN to fuck off. 
-Just imagine being smart but crawling around and growling so this girl will go away.
-Doesn’t attack her bc he’s very aware that if too many folks go missing around the area then more people will look. He doesn’t fell like relocating again.
-YN gets in contact w/ Noah via the spirit box.
-Ghosts r real baby!
-He spills on what happened to him. Tells YN that it’s too dangerous.
-His ghost is super duper fucked since Jack got to him when he was STARVING
-YN sort of heed his warning. She’s like ayo!!! Monsters are real that’s so swag but also I’m gonna expose that thing for what it did to you >:
-Noahs like on god literally dont you will die
-No <3
-There’s a big reveal when Jack finally stands up normally and YN is about to piss herself bc the entire time she thought he was a smart dog xoxo
-YN peaces the fuck out
-Goes back a lil later. Scared but determined. No one believes her abt the spirit box and Noah won’t show himself to anyone else.
-YNs upset about Noah but a curious person. Wants to examine Jack from every angle before she exposes his ass.
-Trail and error. Lots of him chasing her off or almost actually fucking killing her. 
-Eventually, there’s like a weird unorthodox interview.
-YN asks him questions from across a tiny table. He’s so fucking tall, he could reach over and snap your neck in an instant. 
-Learn about one another. 
-Bonding. Some frenemy type of shit.
-Jack is YNs 7ft tall lil secret
-Closer. Forgiveness.
-Someone else is like ayo? There’s body parts at (Jack’s place of residence)
-Ruh-roh law enforcement.
-YN and co. saves Jack 
-Friends feel betrayed but they like ight ig, monster fucker lookin ass
-Gets muddied here bc this is where we did an overhaul to the plot where it was more of a character driven, tragic, depressing, hope punk, sort of thing with lesbians and mullet Liu. 
-Note that I’m not going to write this. I’ve found I only enjoy writing polyamory fics instead of solo stuff x.
-THIO is currently ongoing and it is a lot different and very, very plot heavy. The link for the fic is in the thio/ the hunt is on tag. 
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beryul-blog · 6 years
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so  i’ve  reached  a  milestone .   ive  loved  luke  ever  since  i   first  watched  the  movies  when  i   was  seven  years  old  and??????honestly  my  love  for  him  hasn’t  changed?????  having  said  that ,   my   love   and   understanding   for   his   character   would   not   have   been   where   it   is   now   without   you   guys.    im  just   so   grateful   and   balled   over   at   the   talent ,   creativity ,   and   passion   of   everyone   i   follow   and   idk   expressing   emotions   is   not   my   strong   suit   so   uhhhhhhhh   yeahhhhhhhh   ilu<333   im   way   too   adh.d  for  this   i  stg ZOOM ZOO M TO  THE SPECIAL  MENT I O N S
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THE DROIDS  (  mah  main cretins  )  
@guiltslut  :   yh  idk  who  u   ar e   :/    j K  BINCH  IK  UR   WENDO!!!!!   mah  main  cretin  :’)   youve   been   by   my  side   for   8   months   (or   was  it   seven???? i cant rememberasdkajsdk)  which   is   an,, ,, ,  achievement.   your   writing  is   tasty  af   and   ur   enthusiasm  unparalleled.   i  will   always  love  and   appreciate   you<3
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@aequitia ,    @astrmech ,  @awokeforce ,  @baelnc ,   @deadlymarch ,   @elanere  ,   @hopehrt ,  @rystolo  ,   @scintist  ,   @sunworn .
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sasaparilla101 · 7 years
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3) So i talked to him about it and he asked for my forgiveness and started to give me compliments since..but i never trust him on that D: i stalked all the girls he used to compliments and its making me feel more terrible bcs i always think of the bad things he used to do with all the girls :( our r/s has reached 2 years and i still couldnt forgive what he did to me.. i dont know what to do sasa.. i wanna feel good about myself since other people cant help me on that.. (cont'd..)
i understand i understand, i would too :( 
but how is he treating u tho? does he treat u like an angel? makes u feel loved and cares for u like u’re his baby girl? or the thing with the girls is the only thing bothering u?
but i assume that u still want to make this relationship work and at the same time work on yourself, am i right? do correct me if I’m wrong.
but if yes, then, i think u two need to sit down and really communicate u know. communication is honestly the best best and most important thing. like firstly, like i asked u, did u open up to other guys when u had those crushes? or any sort of things? because there must be a reason why ur boyfriend did that. like it’s kinda like a defence mechanism u know (tho it’s childish). maybe he did that because he’s the insecure one. like he wants to show u cam ‘oh u got guys i got girls too’ u know? those ego things. and we will never know, unless u sit down in front of him, and just ask. just ask. let him be open and be honest. 
but on the contrary, if he has a habit at complementing girls and looking at other girls, fan girling over other girls while he is in a relationship, then frankly, he’s not ready to be in a serious relationship. 
but considering back to when u said he had a darker past with girls, well then maybe old habits die hard. but trust me, doesnt mean if the guy had a bad past, he can’t change. he can if he has found the right girl. trust me. really trust me. so now, it depends on what ur boyfriend has explained to u, maybe he’s trying to change? did he told u that he wants to change? not just stop, but change. change for the better and grow into a man. u really need to have a proper talk with him, let your heart out be 100% honest and vice versa. and if he’s motivated to be better then u have to let him. u need to give him the space to grow and a chance to prove himself. this is ur part, to grow too. being able to trust again after getting beaten up so many times, is a sign of maturity and not a weakness. i know it’s hard to trust him and to forgive but u need to know whats in his heart in order for u to do so. and thats on him. he needs to talk to u, prove to u, not just in words but in his actions. and if he’s a different guy now, if he’s not doing the things he used to do, be proud of him. u’re his girlfriend, lover and his best friend, help him to grow and don’t pull him down with his past. praise his achievements and compliment him, make him feel like he’s the king of the world. because something in me tells me that he’s new in all these relationship business and he needs to be shown how to. literally kill him with kindness. walk in the car, stare at him, and just go like ‘mann aren’t u a handsome boy’. treat him like u wanted to be treated so he’ll learn from u cause sometimes boys are dumb af hahaha. but before all that, just clear every single thing off, sit down and talk with him. 
one thing about other girls, just note that, if he wanted the other girls, he wouldn’t be with u now. so theres a reason why he’s still with u even after 2 years. so screw them, u won. it’s just u and him. girl, he loves u but he’s just dumb (sorry) (sikit je) (because he is) (hehe). anyways, like i said, ask him about it let him explain to u about it, once u know the true intentions, once u truly understand him, u’ll feel better and u’ll gain more trust. and he needs to do that to gain ur trust. if he doesn’t have any effort  in this then it’s not worth it. 
give yourself a break alright? i know u need one. just firstly, talk to him, clear things off. secondly, focus on yourself, build yourself, have a diary make a journal, go out alone, go to theatres go do things u love, run at 6am. just do u. and fall in love with u. make urself busy. trust me u’ll feel good.thirdly, detachment.  fill up ur time with necessary things, don’t just sit and stare at ur phone waiting for his name to show up or stalking or anything. and do more of number 2. (i sometimes have been so attached that it’s toxic to myself, like i can’t function without him and that is so so so unhealthy. so sometimes i just have to sit down, zone out, and just reflect on myself and build myself back up) we do fall. but it’s how we rise that matters. so now it’s your time to shine :)and lastly, pamper urself. u went through enough crap so now shower urself with chocolates and diamonds. go get ur hair done, facial, spend ur money, anything. idk u deserve it. if u’re not doing it then i’ll do it for u.
and last lastly, always remind urself that we are young. i know i sound like a mom but we are. if u don’t want to marry him then don’t date him (a simple rule i always tell myself) and u always have to rights to leave. and I’m just saying this because i only know 2% of it, i idk if it’s abusive or anything u know. so from a girl to a girl, don’t settle for anything less. u deserve nothing but the best. but if this is it, then fight for it. 
for a girl to a girl part 2 :
- if 90% of the time u’re sad and unhappy, leave.- if he cheats on u, leave.- if he flirts with other girls, leave. - if he’s abusive, leave.- if he threatens u, leave.- if he makes u feel scared > secured, leave.and the list goes on. u get the memo right, not everything is worth fighting for. we’re still single we can still choose, we don't want to end up in domestic violence or anything on the same page. 
but if he treats u right, be loyal, communicate well  and work together to make ur relationship strong.
hope to hear from u soon, xoxo.
ur virtual girlfriend, sasa. 
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