why is he like this

thats soso crazy its soo weird to me that WTIT is considered first orange side ep. like all the hints (numbers, extra space) in the videogame episode (SVS Redux?? idr KJASNKDN) along with just. Rainbow theory being a thing since before remus' introduction??? IDK ITS INTERESTING TO ME TO SEE YOUR PERSPECTIVE OF THE SERIES AS A (relative) NEW TSS ENJOYER YKWIM. i still remember Learning New Things About Ourselves/ the puppet episode coming out and omg wait when was that. 2018. OH MY GOD. KJANSKJDNKAJSNDK

i would LOVE to hear what the numbers hint is omg... also yeah i was so late on it and the way that i watched the series was in a way that i never saw the comments or dates that the vids were released so that def affected how i theorized? also i speedwatched it all in about 2 nights. so there was that . but AUHHGHH 2018???? its wild how long this has been going on. the 5 year anniversary episode came out in like... 2022. 2 entire years ago.

I feel like I don’t actually need to rewatch subs tonight. I’ll rewatch the ep again with subs tomorrow or something :D Just so I can make sure I did remember the dialogue correctly.

So yeh, watched the first episode of new Pokeani on official Pokemon Youtube channel, man did it feel great. I was meant to talk about Pichu’s story today anywho, so the official subless rewatch is good enough! No screencaps this time around, not feeling like it XD And youtube vid has imprinted japanese text on the left top corner so lol

So. Where to begin.... maybe by the fact that Pichu is freaking adorable? D: AAH krhm. So. No info was given on how Pichu came to be or whether it was recently born or anything, but it was explicitly said to be alone in the forest, with no friends and all. And then, by chance, Dogas/Koffing cause Pichu to slip down a cliff, with a softish landing to a Garura/Kangaskhan. Pichu dear was spooked thou, might have been first time he saw one? Then the baby Garura decides to have a chat with Pichu, and eventually once its time for the Garura heard to get going, Pichu at first just looks at Garura in confusion, but then the mother Garura decides to, well, basically adopt Pichu as her own lol. It’s so cute, and I’m glad Pichu ends up becoming such quick friends with the baby Garura. They skip on months ahead to the day when Gou and Koharu’s camp happens, and Pichu’s still part of the family. That is so heartwarming, to see Garura take in a Pokemon as her child without any question. Such a motherly Pokémon, I think I gained new love towards this Pokémon ♥

Pichu and the baby act like such brothers and honestly, it really reminds me off how Pikachu always took care of Togepi, Nebby and Larvitar/Yogiras for example, and how it was such a brother to the likes of Pochama, Dedenne, Kibago/Axew and ofc, Bebenom. Like, that trait seems to carry over from this life he had with Garura family and that is just so..... so awesome to see!

I find it quite amusing how Pichu did sort of meet Gou first before Satoshi, but it was in a way where both Pichu and Gou just saw the same event of Mew saving Garura’s child (which is probably why Pikachu would be protective of baby Pokémon! :D), so not like, really meeting up. But they were in the same area and Gou and Koharu most def did look in the direction of Garura’s family. Didn’t seem like Pichu ever laid eyes away from his family so, no point in thinking theories of Pikachu remembering someone like Gou from the past. :D Just neat how the fate between Pikachu, Satoshi and Gou was so close to happen all those years ago, yet didn’t. :D

Why does Pichu end up leaving the Garura family then? How did it end up becoming Satoshi’s Pokémon if it enjoyed its life with the two. Well. The time skips on ahead, saying it’s been several years, and both Pichu and Garura’s child have grown. So... Mama Garura is now having trouble carrying two big children. And it shows, Garura is visually exhausted, and it shows in Garura’s child as well, both seeming down, like the overweight is affecting them both. Pichu clearly cares for the two, and it tries to get off, but being the motherly being Garura is, just won’t let Pichu go. So Pichu then... leaves.... during the night.... while they sleep ;___; Without a word! GOSH that’s touching, he knows Garura’s health is on the line if he stays, gooooosssshhhh I love this so much.

Then it becomes so emotional and every freaking time Pichu starts evolving just as it says Pi-KA-chu is so damn beautiful, awesome, and awesome narrative. It valued the friendship it had with Garura family so much. And he seemed so freaking happy to have become a Pikachu ;V; Silently farewelling the family, as he runs off.

Then I guess weeks pass until Okido caught him and he became Satoshi’s Pokémon, it wasn’t shown so it’s still up for people to make guesses or headcanons on. A shame, but it’s fine. I do find it possible there could be another ep down the road actually focusing on how Okido ended up catching Pikachu, but I wouldn’t count on it.

Like, all in all? I loved this backstory of Pikachu, as we now know he was indeed a Pichu before becoming a Pikachu, and had a happy life until his surrogate family’s health was in line, and it decided to leave them for their own sake. Pikachu you are so wonderful AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!

Sniff... I’m gonna go play some Pokemon Sword now, I think I caught Pikachu yesterday (perfectly a boy), gonna see if it’s Hardy like Satoshi’s Pikachu is because i god DAMN want to catch a Pikachu like him now... damn it lol

Anywho... be sure to support the official upload of the new series, as they do intend to continue this trean with each new episode every week. Do remember, they’re temporary uploads, to make up for possibly missing an episode on sunday’s airing. I’ll put official japanese Pokemon channel to source tag so it’ll always work!

ohh makes sense. i feel like every time i turn around hao's doing something new- the lad is seriously busy! and PlEase before i am human i am a black haired!jun enthusiast. honestly, i think both hao and jun are at their most powerful when they have black hair. jun's 170723 weibo update. just. everything about the look. like, not to be that person, but he literally looks like the ultimate cat boy in those pictures. and then of course hao's black mullet is the bane of my existence. and speaking

of my son, dino. his part in the home mv @ 3:13 absolutely sends me every single time!! and omg, i didn’t know wyb and hao had worked together :o gonna have to go watch that! but yeah, yibo has been absolutely killing it! he’s doing such an amazing job as lwj, which says a lot honestly because lwj is the kind of character that doesn’t emote super strongly, so you really have to be able to nail the subtleties of his character. honestly, i really want you to give it a try cause then if you like it i’ll have someone to blabber to about it lol and omg that fanart! i love it! as for similarities, i can definitely see some. i think a major one would be that both wwx and jun get boiled down to just their goofy side? like, they’re both very complex and while they do both have that silly side to them, they also have very deep feelings for others and are quite thoughtful and also skilled and dedicated to their respective crafts. wetv english on youtube has been regularly uploading the eps with english subtitles, so you can watch there! a warning, though, watching the untamed has increased my desire to see jun in a historical drama by like, tenfold asdfghj i’m taking care of my mom’s garden while she’s away, so i also have to wait until later on in the day to do it or else the water just evaporates. and honestly, i never drink enough water, i’m really bad at staying hydrated rip (anyways sorry i sent you like a whole novel of messages asdfghjk)

dw i feel like i tend to write u essay replies anyway !!!

HIS BIG EYES AND THE GIANT COLLAR CHOKER. that’s a cat boy if i’ve ever seen one. i want them to style his hair like that again,, tbh i don’t like the styling he’s had recently :( i would love for him to go back to black or to pick a bright anime color? and ur right hao’s paishou look especially was the height of his power. that was his true form. i watched the home mv for the first time w my dinonara little sister and she screamed at that part !! he grows stronger each day omg i was so proud to see the jonas brothers actually noticed him

i put the vid of their collab in ur tag if u haven’t alrdy looked it up and watched it !! funny coincidence that it popped up right as we’re talking abt it ! tbh i was more into wyb than hao when i first saw it and i couldn’t believe myself like my eyes were GLUED to him vs the boy that’s actually my bias (sick emoji). their dance styles are kind of similar and they’re 97 buddies i rllly want them to collab again. cpop fans were saying they’re the “nation’s mentors” and it’d be cool if they could be partnered on the same show :o

oooh that’s an interesting comparison. i finished the ep 2 and i can def see those aspects. i was supposed to be watching for wyb but xz ?? is gorgeous ??? i paid more attn to the younger xnine boys bc they’re funnier/chaotic but xz’s doing so well as wwx i’m kind of in love.. also i looked into wyb’s tag and saw someone who didn’t know he was an idol while watching which is like the reverse of how i’m feeling like,, my skater boy where is he. do u read the donghua* or do u just watch the drama? do u think jun’s watching too fhjkdsfjskd ik he likes fantasy

EDIT: forgot abt the garden part !! that sounds nice i’ve been thinking abt taking up gardening as a hobby. u should drink up anon it’s good 4 u :(

*EDIT 2: i meant read the manhua OR watch the donghua .. u know hhhh....

Heyyyyy so so sorry to be in your inbox again (its TTLMT anon again) but part of what makes this video so important and telling for me is that I saw ‘live your truth’ (its literally advice they give him) in an episode of Queer Eye season one?? I think its ep 4. Where they made over a guy who wasn’t out of the closet yet. And I think it came out about month before Dans video did. Not saying they are related but it’s definitely possible.

hey b! welcome back (and dw my inbox is happy to have you)

actually i very genuinely think it stemmed from that, like dan was def watching queer eye before (he talked about it in a ls and that’s actually what finally got me to watch it, and i watched it all before ttlmt came out) and i don’t doubt that was a partial inspiration for him, or maybe that it put what he’d been seeing into succinct and accurate words in a way that worked well for his vid

Do you think we'll ever get a Bobby and Buck episode? Like imagine the shenanigans Bobby gets pulled into because it's just him and Buck and Murphy's Law is a huge fan of Buck and brings the craziest shit to his doorstep 😆 Let him get a taste of all the crap the universe likes to toss his way just to mess with him and it's not even the dangerous stuff either, just bizarre little things that Buck never mentions that happen on a daily basis

Hi hon! I hope you saw my reply to your previous ask! And OMG lol that would be hilarious. The levels of sheer exasperation on Bobby’s part! XD It would be so funny and he’ll def have a new appreciation of Buck after that. Idk that we’ll get a whole ep dedicated to this, but I think the longer a show runs, the more it will randomly play around from time to time with who it pairs up in order to spice up the dynamics the viewers get to watch. I think 911 already has a good track record on this and it will run for a long time, so... the outcast looks good! Thank you for this! xoxox

The 911 Twitter account seems to openly support Eddie/Ana at this point based on their posts, although when I looked through their replies (pics 1 and 2) and likes (pic 3) after 4.08, it seems like they aren’t into Eddie/Ana or Buck/Taylor after all. And there’s also the infamous “hint hint” about Buddie moving in together, which is strange because they almost never reply to Buddie-related tweets. Do you think any of these have any significance or mean anything?

@miles--to--go Thank you so much for sending me these pics, I didn’t see most of these tweets. I agree with how you read them. Do I think they’re significant? I thought the moving in on might, but honestly, I’ve been burned by social media teams before, so now I take everything they say and do with... not just a grain of salt, I take it with a whole pint. Because we don’t know what the motivations are. To accurately reflect the contents of the show? To get the most buzz for it? They’re supposed to do both, but what happens when there’s a conflict? We don’t know. We don’t even know if it’s one person or a team, with each one potentially resolving this conflict differently. And this account seems especially inconsistent. Going by one of its vid, you wouldn’t know Eddie is on the show, going by the next, he’s the focus. Basically, don’t trust SM. Take what they’ll give and always side eye them, to be on the safe side! Thank you, lovely! xoxox

What is your opinion on: Justin, Kenta, Haknyeon, OSW, Ha Minho, Daehwi, Baejy, Guanlin, Gunmin, Yongbin (Who sounds like Moonbin when he sings just saying) and Woo Jinyoung? Cause they're my favourites and I wanna know what you think

cut because i typed too much

justin: he’s cute, really cute. dude was really killing it in his replay stage, I’m glad he was able to perform that song because I was kinda meh about him until I saw that cam (it might be the aftereffects of his staring contest vid….). he might need to work on his vocals more, but he’s def a performer, he had really good facial expressions in replay, but i’m not sure if it will translate well for other concepts though.

kenta: ummm! mnet is really sleeping on this guy??? i like that he aimed high for an A for evals, he’s also got the charisma of a performer and he did Be Mine real good! He’s def got those visuals though it’s more of a traditional jpop pretty boy. I’m sure he’s passing the next round so I hope they’ll give him more airtime!

haknyeon: omg piglettttt. he’s got that visual nailed down (he kinda looks like jungwoo from smrookies) but his dancing is not quite as sharp as the others in his group and his expressions are not quite there yet, I also got distracted by euiwoong a lot in his fancam sdjdksk. I feel like with more training/experience he would be rly good.

osw: ong is one of my favesssssss, I love him he looks like the silent, judging type but omg what a fookin dork, that bit where he said he let younger girls be informal to him omg byeeeeeeeeeeeee. anyways he did rly well in in sorry sorry, i think he one of the trainees that just need a bit fine-tuning and he’s ready to debut. he’s got that complete package and the popularity I think he has a good shot of making it.

ha minho: my boy!! he caught my attention since the beginning, and i really liked his evaluation stage and his sorry sorry perf! i like how he took charge in his group. it really sucks he’s getting that mnet evil editing, I really wanted to see his re-eval too :/ I  hope he makes it!! (fcuk i rly hope he’s healed though i don’t him forcing himself too :((( )

daehwi: one of the most ambitious boys in the competition (which i love! shoot for the top, slyth babie!!). i can understand why people don’t like him but i also understand his motivations. he’s just a 15 y/o boy like of course he puts his foot in his mouth. he’s also one of the more talent boys here, very well-rounded. i feel like he’s also one of the one best suited for the idol life. 

bjy: lmao i called him grumpy at first because his fansite pics pre-show was him pouting and glowering but i love him. poor boy lacks a bit confidence, but i hope they show him building it back up again in the upcoming eps? I honestly hope he does improve! idk the mnet editing really made me wanna hug him :(

guanlin: i agree with the trainers in that he’s a blank piece of paper. I think he’s a diamond in the rough (and his voice!! his looks!! he’ll def be a heartthrob when he matures into his looks in the future) but he really lacks the training. he was kind like a noodle in some parts in BIL. he has a super high chance of making it into the final 11 but i worry for him. he hardly understands the language so he can’t even really communicate with his teammates (maybe daehwi?? daniel?), let alone the staff or when doing promotions nor does he have enough experience/training yet(but who knows! maybe he’ll pull a sohye) so it could be really stressful for the poor boi. i do think he knows it and rly doesn’t want to be in the final 11, but he has a high chance of being dragged kicking and screaming into BOI, poor baby

gunmin: on of my earlier faves…but like who thought this was a good idea .i’m so upset that they don’t give any of the rbw trainees airtime like wtf ff!! and i’m really upset that he’s fallen to the 80s. I really hope that he suddenly has a 20+ rank rise, he’s seems really sweet and he’s a really good singer(watch his BIL cam!)! i WISH THAT I GOT KNOW HIM MORE BEFORE THE FIRST ELIMINATION THO,,,,MNET??!

yongbin: i wrote about yongbin earlier here x

woo jinyoung: wow braces baby?? i love hiM??? idk him and braces are so cute? i’m so sad his hair looks fried all the time in his perfs, i really like his straight hair. i do admit, looking at his face i didn’t expect him to have that kind of voice… i expected a softer one?? he’s a good performer, I liked him in mansae, he gave a nice performance imo.  do hope he has more airtime soon, he seems precious from his fanaccs.

To the ones attending Wings Tour Concert, here are some tips/tricks/advice

I asked you guys this morning regarding going to concerts, especially going to the pit+bangtan concert and i got some really nice asks/replies of you guys, mostly advice on what to take for the actual concert, eat/drinking before the concert, how to dress (comfy clothes always) and also some really cool concert stories from some of you, so i hope this is somewhat helpful for you and also informative! Thanks a lot for everyone that helped! And btw, i’m going to Wings Tour in Brazil, March 20.

@kaep--jjang said: I went to trb ep II in 2015 and jimin ruined my life #adviceforbtsconcert careful if he stares at you and smiles back at you (i cant tell the full story cause character limit 😭 )

LMFAO, i’m pretty sure that if he startes at me i’ll melt and i won’t be able to focus on the actual thing, and if he smiles at me it’s 100% sure i’ll pass out, but i’d love to hear the story feel free to tell me whenever u want to <3

@thekookiest said: bianca: tenta usar roupas comfortáveis, dependendo do setor que você estiver, você vai querer ficar à vontade. se hidrate: água, frutas, barra de cereais ajudam muito nessa hora, mas tenta consumir tudo na fila já que você não vai poder entrar com comida no citibank. procura também fazer amizades com armys por lá também, isso diminui a tensão. caso for levar cartazes: não levante muitas vezes pra não atrapalhar a visão de outras pessoas. e o mais importante: divirta-se!! <33

muito obrigada por tudo! eu to indo na pista normal (pretendo arranjar um esquema e ir ate a premium lmao) mas obrigada por todas as dicas, vou procurar consumir tudo antes de entrar, e levar bastante agua, com relação as amizades eu ja vou estar indo com umas amigas pro show, mas chegando la é bem provavel que eu faça mais umas amigas ahahaha, e com relação a cartazes é provavel que eu va participar de algum projeto então talvez eu leve um cartaz sim, mas vou procurar atrapalhar o minimo a galera, vou levar camera tambem a t4f liberou semi profissional pro show, então é uma preocupação a mais mas ao mesmo tempo vou tirar umas fotos legais, obrigada novamente, vou me divertir muito!! <33

@ungiis : your gonna have so much fun love

thanks a lot love <3

@sonamjoon : it’d be too long to send it in the askbox so i thought i’d reblog it and write it herefirst of all, have fun!! don’t let small details turn this wonderful experience into a bad one. idk if you’ve had concerts experience before but what you can do in general is to prepare yourself to be pushed, accidentally hit and just be ready to be standing up for a really long time. also don’t forget to bring some water and minimum stuff as possible, a small bag that can be fixed onto your hips is the best...

thanks a lot!! i’ll have a blast <3 oh yes, i’ll be far from home on the concert day so i’ll bring food, a small bag, my camera (which is allowed, thank god, semi professional tho) and lots of water!!! and i’m going already prepared, knowing that, since i’ll be in the pit, i’ll be pushed and hit, and i’ll wear comfy shoes so this doesn’t become a hurtful experience considering the time i’ll spend standing, so thank you again for the tips <3

@stilinskibilinski : try not to take too many videos and just enjoy the show! oh and don't drink too much water/liquid lol, have fun!

oh, cameras are allowed, but i’ll try to enjoy it a lot (my concert motto tbh, don’t take too many pics and enjoy it the best way possible) instead of only taking pics/videos, lmfao i’ll try to not drink too much water (alth othe weather here is hot) and i’ll have loads of fun, thank you <3

@youngforevers : wear comfortable shoes!!

ohhh that’s an important one, considering i’ll be in the pit the entire concert, i’ll make sure to wear comfy shoes, thanks a lot!! <3

@wang-j : ive only ever been to one concert in my life but i made the rookie mistake of not eating/drinking before i went and i had to be pulled out of the pit by the guards bc i passed out lmaoooo. Just remember to have something to eat and drink before going!

oh my god i’m so sorry this happened to you?? damn, that must’ve been a stressful experience, i just hope you at least enjoyed the concert a bit before passing out like this :( but thanks a lot for such a great advice, eating and drinking before going is important so you don’t pass out, so i’ll keep that in mind, thanks for sharing <3

@leeskyung : Se mantenha bem hidratada e coma antes de entrar, pq o empurra empurra na frente faz muita galera passar mal por já estarem fracas e desidratadas. Roupa/sapato confortável e bolsa pequena só com o necessário (capa de chuva ou guarda-chuva pq deve chover na fila). E saiba seu limite e se lá na frente ficar muito apertado, vai um pouco pra trás pq passar mal e perder o show não compensa. Bom show! 😘

Bastante água, to levando, e uns snacks pra comer antes tambem, e tu ta certa, o empurra empurra faz a galera passar mal, então tem que ficar esperta. Roupas confortaveis sim, a bolsa vou tentar levar uma pequena com o necessario, mas to levando a camera pro dia do show tambem, que a T4F liberou camera semi profissional, então vou levar ela na bolsa. Mas vou ficar esperta pra não passar mal nem nada e aproveitar o máximo, muito obrigada!!! <3

@firebts : really try to focus on every member and don't take to many pics and vids!!!! take a few ofc but yea def don't just ONLY focus on ur bias i did that at kcon last summer and i missed a lot of what was going on during cypher part 3 when i was watching jimin. also something to b aware of since ur in the pit is that fansites often bring stools to stand on in the pit (i saw this at kcon) if u have flats/comfy shoes with a platform i recommend those for additional height.

Ahhhh that’s such a great advice, i’ll make sure to focus on all of them, i guess only focusing on your bias is not good at all, like u mentioned, u gna lose a lot of whats happening in the concert if u do that, so that’s great advice <3 And, the shoes i’m going to the concert with, are those sneakers, that are super comfy! They are nike ones, so i guess im safe, and they have a lil platform too so that will def help for additional height, altho im a giraffe lmfao. But thank you <3

@cloudjimin said: Heey! I wanted to give you some tips for the concert :) I was at Kcon last year and I was in the pit as well. First of all if you really want a good spot you need to get in line early. Like REALLY EARLY. At Kcon me and my friend lined up at 3 am and the concert was at 8pm. So we were in line for a really long time. We rented an apartment for 2 nights which was 15 minutes away from where the arena was so we were always able take turns to go to the toilet and eat in between. [cont.] For a BTS concert I would line up even earlier but that's up to you really. Definitely don't forget to pack some food and pillows and maybe blankets depending on the weather. Don't bring too much though because once you're in the arena you won't have time to bring anything to a cloak room or something. So take a backpack with you that you can maybe carry during the concert. Make sure all of your batteries are charged and bring a power bank!! [cont.] COMFY SHOES!!! Your legs will hurt like hell after the concert so comfortable shoes will help. And also wear light clothing so you don't overheat. Only if you're okay with that ofc. I wore shorts and a tank top. BEFORE entering the arena you should definitely try to go to a bathroom. And lastly ofc be respectful and DO NOT PUSH! I hope this helps :)

Thanks a lot for everything u wrote and for sharing your concert experiences with me!!! I’ll make sure to line as early as possible, considering i have a lecture on the concert day (so i gotta rush to the concert place) i might be able to get there fast n safe to line early! The weather from what i’ve heard will be probably something like, it’ll rain but the weather is still hot, it’s kinda confusing but yeah!!! I’m taking a backpack with me with the necessary stuff, water, snacks, my camera, and a jacket too in case it gets cold, i’ll wear comfy shoes too, light clothing ALWAYS, i don’t wanna die from the heat sobs, i’ll take 2 power banks with me too!! I’ll wear ripped jeans i guess and a loose tshirt!! And yes i’ll be respectful and i won’t push anybody, it did helped a lot thanks for all the info, advice and tips!!! <3

metr0con 2019 friday diary

Cosplayed/breakfast/snack: same as thursday diary

For future me only. preferred that you dont read this, thanks. 

Okay so we arrived at like, 10:23 or abt that time so i had some time before my first panel so i just kinda walked around. i dont think anything happened around that time, sorry. my memory of today is a lil bit hazy at parts. but while on the escalator, i looked over at registration n saw creeper print and a yellow crown n the person rly looked like king gavin n i openly Gasped but i couldnt get to them obviously but i was like gjhnsmjgh hh.

then, i went to the yoi panel! uhm.. not much to comment on for this panel, sorry. there was a viktor, yuri, and yurio! i remember there was a personality swap ask and for part of the panel, they all had switched jackets because of a dare.

next was the oh-shc panel! the honey was rly cute n gave a lot of hugs to a lot of the audience members n they were such sute hugs gjhnsm.. like the ones where u semi-leap at a person n hug em w slight movement it was so cute. kyoya said his entire budget book he brought was all for tamaki’s expenses and tamaki proposed to haruhi as a dare but earlier in the panel he was imagining outloud him n haruhi’s wedding gjhnsm

after that, i couldve went to the grav!ity falls panel or the bn-ha one, but since the bn-ha one was in the same room as the previous two, i just decided to stay in my seat for that one. the todoroki n kirishima came in late w starbucks which todoroki says was paid for by endeavor bc he had his dad’s credit card n he actually gave out 2 fake paper credit cards to ppl. aizawa got asked what the dumbest thing he’s gotten asked by one of his students n he said it was “whats your quirk, aizawa?” n todoroki said “it’s not ‘is mayonaise an instrument’? then there was other stuff n they played Sentences and i suggested the scenario “furry convention” after someone suggested todoroki and izuku. ALSO!!! i won the raffle for a bn-ha poster! it was drawn by the uraraka that was one of the panelists n it looks so good ;w; dunno where im gonna put it.. but as my first fanmade print (that’s not my hs wall scroll, which was officially licensed), ill cherish it.

after that i had time to walk! i saw a bunch of id0lish cosplayers! the id0lish7 ones in the dream journey outfits n the 2 trigger members i saw were in similar outfits? i forgot the name for them. anyway! i saw a gentaro n took their pic n they were like “i hav a dice n ramuda somewhere around here.. we’re fl!ng posse” so i wndered around the dealers room n eventually found the dice n ramuda together n took their pic too! thn i kept wanderin n i!! found the king gavin n i was like “are you cosplaying king gavin” n they were like “yea!�� n i was!! so happy!!! n they turned to their friend n they were like “see you shouldve stayed in costume! [turns 2 me] they were mad k!ng ryan up until a lil while ago; they changed” but anyway i took their pic n they were talking abt how it feels kinda odd to come to terms w the fact theyre cosplaying minecraft n how they saw a minecraft person earlier n thought abt talking to them but it’s different bc it’s ach!evement hunter so they dont kno the full picture. i saw a corrin w arei button!! which was exciting. also met a nico who said they were gonna b arashi that day but didnt wanna contour but theyre gonna b her tomorrow!! DURING THIS TIME i also saw an adachi body pillow at an artist’s booth n im.. gjhnskm....... i wanted it...... i later found out it was $60 tho so. ;w; i met a sougo n tamaki n i asked if i could take their pic n they said yea, just give em a sec, n the sougo was like “r u cosplayin tsukasa??” n i said yep n they were like do u wanna b in our mv?” n i thought it was a whole event thing n i was like “oh. id hav to check my schedule i might b busy but” n they were talking abt how we (me, the luka next to them, n the kaito next to luka) would just do like steps to the side by following sougos lead n i was confused n repeated myself but the sougo was like “oh, no no it’s right now” n so i did that w them while the tamaki filmed n unfortunately i 4got to ask their instagrams so idk where the vid is but w/e. the sougo told me abt an id0lish meetup at 5 pm, too, out on the docks. 

the h!veswap panel was p funny! an eridan n feferi in the audience were also entertaining, esp during the improve games. i remember someone asked lanque “what r ur fashion tips?” n lanque was like “...Dont Bother” n joey was confused by troll stuff n i asked daraya what her fav punk band was n she was like “we only listen to the grubbles. have u heard em?” n i was like “i.. actually havent heard the full album yet so i guess not?” but as im typing this i think i actually have?/ oops. anyway a lot happened but it’s rly hate so im gonna.... move on. im typing this paragraph last bc i 4got to type it lmao.

a ruby and dia complimented my nails! then i saw a doppo!! they were apparently the reo i took a pic of yesterday. they said their jakurai was still getting ready. 

i tried to go to the grav!ty falls party but it was just one girl as mabel making the audience do games for prizes that were rly boring like decoding n stuff so i left after abt 15 minutes n went walking again. i had 2 hrs to walk now.

i went downstairs after walkina round the dealers room n there was!! a bloody banquet rei and koga!!! they were so pretty.. i was intimidated kinda but i managed to approach them n we talked abt rei’s rei itabag n koga’s goro itabag n rei said they once spent $150 dollars in rei merch in one sitting on yahoo auctions whoa. they were rly cool tho! we talked for a few minutes. later, i also saw another hypm!c group of MTR + ramuda n took their pics n the ramuda was like “ur sign omg. wait r u tsukasa??” n i said yep n we got excited abt ES n the jakurai told me theres an ES meetup tomorrow at 1 pm!! unfortunately, i hav a panel (2, actually, but i can only choose 1) that is at that time so idk if ill go... esp since it’ll prob only b a few ppl n im not the type of person to make friends anyway, yknow? ....anyway! the hifumi game me a lil clear heart tin w tiny fake yellow flowers n a piece of paper that said: “thank u, prince/princess! -hifumi [doodle of 2 champagne glasses]” n thats.. so cute. i gave them a lollipop in return. little while later, met another jakurai! i think we also talked abt ens-tars!! cant remember a lot of it tho gomen. then a lil while later, i saw the kakeru cosplayer i had heard abt on twitter! they were manning an art booth. i was like “are you cosplaying kakeru?” n they were like “yea!” n i took their pic n i was like “i didnt think id rly find k!npri cosplayers here aa” n the kakeru went “FINALLY i can use one of these!” n handed me a lil kakeru sticker they drew n i was like “his fumb bg pink jacket.. it makes him look like a Shrimp” n we both laughed n they showed me the k!npri stuff on their table n a joji on the other side of their display that looked like he was behind bars bc the display thingy and a jin hanging from one of the bars. they (the kakeru n the person they were with) were like “we kept seeing you walk by w ur sign n we were like ‘i hope they find leo!’” (both days, bc the other person asked if i was tsukasa yesterday) n i showed them my yug!oh card that’s an obscure reference to a tsukasa cg! n i talked to them a lil bit abt ens-tars but i cant remember a lot gahh!! and while i was standing there, a honoka came up and asked for my photo n i was like “ANOTHER ES FAN??” n i talked to them for a sec n forgot to put up my prop for the photo at first gjhnsm but that was cool!!  oh, the honoka also asked me if i liked anzu n i was like “she’s super cute in the anime”

after that i tried to go to the fru!ts basket panel but im only 6 eps in the remake anime n they had almost all the characters n i didnt understand a lot of the questions bc i hadnt seen much of the show so.. then after only a few minutes of q+a they started up trivis so i left n just walked around the dealers room. it was during this time that my crown fell off (SECOND DAY IN A ROW) n i searched the whole dealers room but couldnt find it?? ghh..

ANYWAY i found another ramuda w a jakurai n the ramuda liked my sign too n they were like “ur tsukasa!” n i went yep n they saw the buttons ns tuff on my bag n all my keychains n they were like ‘oh, sry” n i was like “no no, it’s okay, u can go thru all the keychains on my backpack i hav A Lot” n i pointed out chiaki as my best boy n mika as my 2nd fav n they said they cosplay hakaze. at some point, i played drops on my flip phone i think bc ramuda was saying smth pertaining to drops?? mayb not. but i played it n jakurai was like “oh god i hav to hear it hre too..” (in-character, i think) n i spotted another ramud in the distand n asked them to wtch my stuff while i took the ramudas pic so i went over n the person next to them had an arashi plush!e n we both squealed (i think. i did tho, Loudly.)

after this i just wandered n i danced on the dance floor! chacha slide, cupid shuffle, n time warp iirc! def time warp tho. also to some 80s song n some guy not in cosplay spun me around nt ried to swing dance we me but he was completely leading it n i didnt kno what to do!! after that i saw a tumblr/con friend while on my way to the yoi panel!!

then the yoi panel was actually p funny! a lot of questions abt yurio’s parents being viktor and yuri and yuri n viktor slowdanced to an edd sheeran song n otabek showed off their muscles (like, flexed their arms in their tank top) n yuri kept dramatically thwipping open their rainbow fan esp in responses to gay asks. at one point, someone asked abt yaois n a mom who was attending w their preteen or teen child was like “whats yaoi?” n the ppl behind her were like “i dont wanna b the one to do this..” n ppl told the mom n the mom to their teen/preteen kid was like “what are u watching? where? is it okay? is it on tv?” n the kid was responding to ehr questions but i couldnt hear them gjhnsm. yurio did a dance to a song n after that, we all danced to cupid shuffle n wobble n then i stopped but others did the time warp too. oh! also i answered a trivia question right (”who’s yuri’s best friend?” “pichit”) and got an utapr! keychain/strap! it’s reiji in a glitter thing. none of the other stuff there aside from some yoi straps was my fandoms so i saw utapr! n went for it.

then the bnh-a pj party! ...uh. the original panelists never showed up so random bn-ha cosplayers (and their non-cn.ha-cosplaying friends) tred to host the panel but everythign was hectic and loud n unfocused n a wreck but i noticed a ramuda n a hifumi i hadnt taken a pic of yet in the corner of the room (there were no chairs) so i eventually got annoyed/bored n went over to ask for a pic but ended up asking to sit w them (i walked over, put my sign down, n went “i said Fuck leo rights n higumi was like “that chara is familiar..” n i said leo from ES n they were like “oh i watched p 1 of that” n i was like “ep 2, this unday. stan ryuseitai”) n i ended up talking to them abt hypm!c n cosplay stuff n i talked a bit abt ens-tars and we all agreed that stella n papillion Slap on the new album. n ramuda said they were cosplaying as a prom!sed neverland haracter tomorrow n recommended it to me n i was like “oh im watching fru!ts basket rn tho” n the hifumi said they were too n the ramuda was like “do u kno the horse one in fru!ts basket? My Horse Boyfriend....” (the game. i think that was the name) so i showed them the hypm!c ask blog where they draw some of the charcaters as horses n the other characters as cowboys n the ramuda showed me the pics that r on their swear jar (photshopped pics of kinako w long legs in stockings+heels) n id0lish memes n it was all chill!! i played drops for them on my phone too. someone came over n went “if u can type w those nails, ur a god[dess]” n i said i could w Only my nails n they said i was like a god[dess] hehe. the higumi said they should make a tumblr n i heard them muttering “should i put 14 on here?” n ramuda went “well i mean, you Are 14-” n i went “ur 14?” n they nodded n i asked the ramuda how old They were n they said 14 n i was like “oh my god.. yallre babies..... gjhnsmk im 18.” n the ramuda crawled back a bit n they were like “18??” n the hifumi was like “u look so young tho whoa! rly?” n i was like “yea i look p young.. ive been compared to a freshman b4..... n yea i graduated like 2 months ago” n the hifumi was like “congratulations :o”