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maneaterss · 1 year

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Heyy,I have a request.I really want a smut oneshot whit Richarlison as fwb or smt in the morning(also smut),pleaseee

pairing: richarlison x insert

summary: waking up after a one night stand with a mutual friend- richarlison, you cant help but want him again.

cw: cliffhanger, a little bit of him degrading, stops before it gets good.

a/n: bitch i got my phone taken away but trust that im grinding for yall on this laggy ass computer thats actually giving me severe anger issues..... ill probably right a few tonight... maybe. anyways happy 2023 yall.

you rolled over, the light pouring into your eyes as you looked directly at a grey wall- this wasnt your house. you weren't that drunk last night. not drunk enough to sleep with a complete stranger that had poor choice of interior design- were you? you almost for a second believed that you'd crashed at a friend of a friends house- almost.

that was until you swung your legs over the side of the bed, the soreness in between your legs making you whimper- it must have been rough last night. mind the fact that you had no pants on, only a bra and underwear.

just as you were about to brace yourself for the walk across the room to your clothes, a tall bleach blonde man walked in with just shorts and a glass of water. your eyes were playing tricks on you- you prayed silently that you didnt sleep with richarlison. this was going to do serious damage to your dignity- to your moral compass.

"here." he brought the glass of water to your lips- in which you sassily backed away and grabbed the glass into your own hands and took a sip. "um. i dont know where your shirt went but you can borrow one of mine. it might be too loose but-"

you cut him off, "richarlison."

he immediately did the same back to you, "dont make it awkward y/n" he ran a hand through his hair.

you laughed at his irony, "im making it awkward?" you placed the glass of water on the nightstand- still sitting on the bed looking up a this frame that loomed over you. "this wasnt supposed to happen, i should just go."

it was his turn to laugh at you, he just stood there and looked at you- waiting for you to 'just go.' he crossed his arms over his bare chest, "go on then." a mocking smile was on his face, he was almost making fun of you.

you were instantly filled with dread- you didnt want to face the embarassement of trying to sit up and falling back down, "very funny considering its your fault."

he looked perfectly sculpted just standing there in front of you, his toned chest directly in your eye-line- the outline of his slight bulge apparent through his dark grey shorts, his dark eyes menacingly staring down at you.

"really, i'm the one who's in the wrong?" he leaned down, now standing directly in between your legs. "that isnt what you were telling me last night."

it all came back to you, making out in the uber back to his house, you clothes coming off the second you'd closed the bedroom door. how loud you'd both been, how good it all felt, sloppy but perfect all at once. reliving it all mentally had turned you on again.

his lips hovering below your ear didnt help, you knew he knew that he had some effect on you- your breathing speeding up, eyes slowly closing, turning your head to the side and exposing your neck to him.

he rose his knee onto the bed, it hitting directly in between your legs- giving you teasing friction. "god i can already feel how desperate you are." he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear- "you get off on this? about how you dont want any of our friends to know what a slut you are for me?"

he moved his knee up and down, "answer me." he placed his hand on your chin- bringing your face back into his view.

you sighed, frustrated sexually and mentally, still acting sassy. "no." you looked back up at him, faux anger in your eyes. "i dont care about you. i dont care about what we did last night."

he grinned, "yea?" he replaced his knee with his hand- merely rubbing you through the silk fabric of your panties, eliciting an off-guard moan from you. "you dont care?"

he took your open mouth as an opportunity to attach his lips to yours, one hand remaining one your jaw, the other pulling down your underwear till it hit the floor. his tongue fought against yours- eventually winning once his fingers found your core again.

"tell me how much you dont care about me y/n."

he had detached his lips from yours and instead worked on your neck.

"i dont like you richarlison."

your hands found the hem of his shorts, tugging them down.

"god i cant fucking stand you." his kissing and sucking on your neck getting more agressive before he turned you over, face in the pillows- ass up.

he unclipped your bra and quickly pulled his boxers down, he pressed a kiss to your bare back.

"still wanna go home?"

#richarlison smut #richarlison imagine #richarlison imagines #richarlison icons #richarlison de andrade #richarlison #richarlison fluff #richarlison angst #richarlison one shot #richarlison x you #richarlison x reader #neymar jr #neymar imagine

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pasta-in-the-pudding · 6 months

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Hello!

I have a new idea for a jeff the killer x reader.

What do you think of a jeff the killer x Nymph!Reader?

AAAA IM GOING TO MARRY YOU I LOVE NYMPHS THEYRE MY FAVORITE PART OF GREEK MYTHOLOGY <333 NEURODIVERGENT HYPERFIXATION MOMENT

You have no idea how excited i am to write this!

Also, side note: im going to be using the more traditional representation of nymphs, so my descriptions will be more feminine. If you guys would like a more masc presenting nymph or gender neutral nymph, just lmk!

Thank you so much for requesting!!

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Jeff the killer x nymph!reader

Wowza with your beauty, grace and downright ethereal energy, it's no suprise Jeff fell for you!

Your flowy long hair and beautiful dresses hypnotize him

Depending on what kind of nymph you are, that effects what you two spend your time together doing

If you are any sort of water nymph, you will spend most of your time swimming!

You will occasionally flick or splash each other with water, spook each other by dragging each other down underwater, etc

If you are any sort of plant nymph, there will be a wider array of options

You will lay in fields of flowers together (at least, you will. Jeff hates pollen), you will have picnics on grassy hillsides, you will take walks in the forest, etc

If you are any sort of landscape nymph (such as mountains, hills, etc) you will mostly just ramble about your favorite landscapes while jeff listens lovingly

He loves to watch you dance

He knows that dancing is a sacred thing to most nymphs, so that makes the experience even better for him

The fact that you trust him enough to preform such a sacred activity in front of him makes his heart flutter

He looooves to play in your hair

You will both be sitting outside, your eyes closed and the sun shining on your (pink, blue, green, white or brown) skin while jeff brushes your hair with the utmost care

Once he is satisfied with brushing it, he will begin to twirl it between his fingers and burry his face in it from time to time

Then, he will add flowers to your hair, commenting on how pretty you are the whole time

When hes done, he kisses your pointy ears, then moves to lay in your lap, allowing you to now play with his hair

Most of your time together is spent outdoors since the very culmination of your being is linked to the outdoors

Its not like you cant be inside, you just get really ansty and anxious

So slender had a special sleeping quarters made just for you

A moderately sized building tucked away in a private area of the manor's ginormous back yard (back yard doesnt do its size justice)

The building is built using ancient greek architecture designs, and is overgrown with vines and flowers

Inside, there is your bed, a small clothing rack, and a kitchen area and a room with a toilet and sink

And of course, whatever other decorations you add

You shower is around the back of the house, and allows you to shower outside with the butterflies

There is a curtain installed for privacy, but if you desire you can just leave it open

Showering with the flowers and butterflies truly is a magical experience

So yeah, Jeff and you hang out most of the time in your mini house

You'll have to stop him from swatting at your insect friends

And scaring your animal companions

And angering the forest spirits

Other than that, he's chill

#creepypasta #slender mansion #creepypasta x y/n #creepypasta x you #creepypasta x female reader #jeff the killer #jeff the killer x reader #jeffery woods #jeff the killer x y/n #jeff the killer x you

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4pfsukuna · 2 months

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please asexual!reader x megumi

I wasnt sure if you wanted a headcannon or drabble so… here’s both. Y’all also give me way too much freedom when writing, i love it! Your wish is my command sunshine!

you actually started off as enemies, you hated that he was so expressionless and only expressed anger, discontent and disgust, how did GOJO raise him

He hated that you were exactly the same yet judged him so hard. Except you were more sarcastic and had your own sense of dark humor.

It was when you cracked a joke about yuji and sakuna at the worst possible time that he couldn’t even fight back the way his lips quirked up, he claims it was a muscle spasm.

And maybe you arent entirely horrible and unbearable and your music taste is cool and your taste in fashion is mainly dark clothes but the way you can dress for every aesthetic— hes impressed.

He wasnt smitten by just one joke… it was also the way you smiled and looked so smug after every joke you told it was cute.

“If you stop oggling at y/n and pick a food spot that would be nice” Nobara teases and his glare is back on the girl he seen as an annoying sister.

Its the day you wear your hair in its fro running out of arm strength to wrestle it into a style you opt for it and he cant help the stare. You smell like cocoa butter, skin is sun kissed and that laugh… its soft and airy and he almost hates how sickly sweet it was. That was the laugh that was reserved for him so why were you laughing with Todo?

What could that idiotic brainless brute say that was sooooooo funny? Wait why did he care?

It didnt matter cause he was already in tow when Todo reached out to touch your hair.

“With this treasure i summon—“

“Megs wait!” The nickname was an accident but you dont miss the way the red coats the tip of his ears and he clears his throat.

You use it to your advantage everything becomes “megs this” and “megs that” and hes happy to comply.

You begin flirting in insults and your friends never know if your flirting or are actually about to brawl.

“I know how much you enjoy reading so i got you this book…maybe now instead of your spikey little head being a passageway for air it can actually hold thoughts.” You smile giving him the book ignoring the way everyones jaw is on the floor. He eyes you before picking on the one thing he knew could get you bent out of shape.

“Im suprised you were tall enough to reach this.. or smart enough to find the library.”

“One day im going to finish you and not even big ragga the opp stoppa can save you” you say holding him by the front of his shirt your noses nearly touching yet he looks completely unfazed. Actually theres an arrogant smirk on his face that nobody quite expected.

“Can you two fuck already and get it over with” Maki exhasperstes and you become visibly uncomfortable… for the rest of the entire day. Her harsh comments never bothered you, he watched you say worse stuff to her and even leave her stunned before sharing a laugh.

Its when he realizes you're asexual and those comments bother you.

He may or may not threaten to bring out mahoraga if anybody else in the group makes sexual comments around you.

“Hey megs can i wear your jacket?” You ask already wearing his black and blue motorcycle jacket over your black crop top and mini skirt hair in 2 spikey buns immitating his hair and he wants to be angry cause he hated people touching his stuff but… you called him megs. And you look hot!

He couldn’t keep his eyes off you while you danced at the bar, he told himself it was because he was the designated driver and babysitter of the group he had to make sure everyone was okay.

You looked so carefree and adorable in his jacket, he even pretends not to notice you using your ability to control shadows to get rid of a man who got to close but he did smile.

He likes feeding you— now hear me out! It happened after the club you had been super drunk and hungry and there was a late night ramen bar Yugi suggested but megumi cant help but watch the way you put at the chopsticks. He assumes you dont know how to use them and that begins the tradition of him feeding you every time you go out.

Until its every time you eat ramen… ramen becomes your favorite food.

“Does he know that she knows how to use chopsticks?”

“I-im not sure but he actually looks… happy? Lets not say anything”

He likes when you play with his hair. One day hed been sitting next to you fighting sleep and all it took was a hand in his hair your nails softly scratching his scalp and he was fast asleep on your lap. He actually wrapped his arms around your midsection locking you in so you couldn’t move.

And when yuji and Todo walk into yuji and megumis shared apartment the scowl on his face is the meanest they’ve ever seen. How dare they interrupt his quiet time with his woman?!

Its quiet when he yells that at him… but an akward silence he didnt mean to yell that he was just so exhausted from all the missions hes been on and lack of times hes been able to spend with you.

“Damn take me on a date for dinner and a movie first” you break the silence and he gives you a sheepish grin laying back on your lap trying to cover the burn of his cheeks and ears.

“You hate cliche dates like that… ill take you somewhere better” he fights the urge to stutter.

And he does he takes you to a sip and paint class where neither of you follow what the teacher painted. He painted a picture of you under the moonlight and you painted a stick figure with a bunch of letter M’s on the head for his hair.

“My hair isn’t that damn spikey!”

He hangs the picture up in his bedroom anyway making sure your signature is on it.

Megs closet is your favorite place he has so many cool things he doesn’t wear.

“You jerk the tags still on it” he scoffs seeing you in his new hoodie.

You give it back because it doesn’t smell like him anyway and opt for a beanie… and jacket.

“What? Youve worn this” “no, i tried it on”

He loves when you wear his clothes and the way it looks so big on you but youre just happy with anything that his and he doesnt understand how you can be so infatuated with him or anything involving him but its equivalant to the way he was with you.

Megumi smiles down at you completely infatuated with how cute you look in his shirt, it swallows you whole but you don’t seem to mind and he doesn’t pay much attention to the denim blue dye fading onto the collar from your hair. The denim bite was a mishap you were actually trying to dye your hair the same color as his and honestly once you told him he didn’t give a damn about the dye on his new fresh white nike tee.

“Is that my shirt?” His voice sounds annoyed but you knew better this was megs we were talking about. He always sounds annoyed and you nod cutely up at him watching as a smile builds on his face. He kisses your forehead before walking over to the kitchen ready to sneak a taste of whatever you'd been cooking.

“I'll pop your fingers with a wooden spoon so you better think twice about going in my pot” you threaten watching as he sends a disbelieving look over his shoulder.

“You know speaking of food Yuji told me you absolutely do know how to eat with chopsticks and that i don't need to feed you” he retorts ruffling his hair which you gasp at. You were going to fold yuji like origami and flick him far off to where he wouldn't be found.

“Fine…you can have a bite of the salmon” you wager but he's quick.

“What?! No,3” he tries happily walking toward the stove,

“Two and you keep feeding me with chopsticks and ill show you the fudge chocolate cake i made you for dessert” you promise watching as his face lights up.

#megumi x black reader #megumi fushiguro #jjk megumi #jujutsu kaisen megumi #megumi x reader #fushiguro

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antiv3nom · 11 days

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asuka ask game? pick your favorite one

ok so i do enjoy asuka guiltygear but i have been thinking REALLY hard about asuka tekken as of late so we're talking about her today

also this took me WAY too long to post i apologize but it Is out here so yaaaay

favorite thing about them:

ok so legally i have to mention asuka's tekken 8 design because motherfucker WHAT were they thinking with that one. what the fuck was the inspiration. but i love it so much i cannot lie

other than that, i really enjoy her rivalry with lili and how moderately insane that bit has gotten, and i like how they've kept her a character who is a) defensively focused in her gameplay even among the generally aggressive play of t8, and b) has a generally down-to-earth feel to her despite. Everything. happening in tekken

least favorite thing about them:

so i was actually talking to a friend about this recently and she explained my feelings really well, its like. asuka feels like the protagonist of another story that isnt being told.

it feels like she has so much stuff that COULD be a really interesting plot focus for her but it just. hasnt been? like everything between her and feng COULD be so neat but its just been sort of...by the wayside for the past few games in favor of keeping up with the mishimas (new sitcom there btw)

favorite line:

asuka's quotes are fun but most arent super noteworthy unfortunately? its mostly pretty standard fare for fighting game open and win quotes unforch :( i will say though, i do really enjoy this win line in t8 from her:

It's not good to fight all the time. Well, see ya!

bc like. girl. what do you think youre out here doing rn. girl please

(note: i dont speak japanese so i couldnt say anything towards this, but i wonder if asuka speaks with a kansai accent/dialect in game? her being from osaka and all, itd be a cool little addition)

brOTP:

omg actually ive seen stuff between leo and asuka that's been fun before i really enjoy that, iirc theyre not super close in the main canon but i wanna say in the non-canon webcomic theyre friends? i think thats right? either way its a fun concept

OTP:

asulili...uwoagh........

fellas is it gay to buy your rival's dojo and fill it entirely with roses to get their attention? certainly not. certainly.

i do wish we saw some amount more narrative tension between them since most of it has sort of dissolved by t8 but i do think theyre really cute and as mentioned before i really do enjoy their whole bit its awesome

SHOUTOUT ASULILI WEEK BTW I DONT HAVE THE TIME TO PARTICIPATE BUT I AM HYPED ABOUT ITS EXISTENCE

nOTP:

i do not think i have been around long enough to see another pairing for asuka, let alone one i dislike, so i cannot answer this question LMAO

random headcanon:

spun my mental wheel of headcanon topics and it wouldnt stop spinning for like half an hour unfortunately so im just telling you that i think asuka would play baiken or may in strive

unpopular opinion:

i still havent been here long enough to know whats unpopular regarding her :,) although i think in terms of gameplay i think she's cooler than most people believe, though i do agree that her current iteraiton in t8 isnt very strong within the meta unforch :(

song i associate with them:

i can nigh on guarantee that it's because ive been listening to this song while thinking about her really hard recently but absolute zero by natori (banger btw go watch the music video it goes unbelievably hard), i think the lyrics arent entirely unfitting though!!!

favorite picture of them:

i really like this profile art option for her, the posing is fun and the textures on the clothing are really impressive

and then also i have to mention her preset 3 outfit which i LOVE SO SO MUCH

(apologies as i cant find a better example pic and do not feel like opening t8 at 2 in the morning on this day)

#ask #ask game #electricgnu #tekken #asuka kazama #your honor i think shes neat...#ive been scrolling through her wiki page as of late

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gentil-minou · 8 months

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sharing my wangxian phlebotomist!wwx/blood donor!lwj au from twitter here (a summary here if you wanna see)

The hardest part of the adoption process was supposed to be endless paperwork and screenings and the anxiety of not being good enough to meet high standards of the court.

It wasn't supposed to be A-Yuan's first doctors appointment.

His pitiful screams fill the small doctor's office. He's clinging to Lan Wangji's shoulders like there a lifeline, hiding and all LWJ wants to do is bundle up his son and carry him back to safety.

But these are mandatory vaccines he needs in order to attend pre-k. So he cant.

Nurse: Shots are never fun at this age, huh He would beg to differ; they're never fun at any age But see lwj isnt afraid of the shots themselves. Hes terrified of the sight of blood. His BFF loves horror movies & he watches them with her bravely by staring at the corner of the tv

When lwj gets his blood drawn, he looks closes his eyes and imagines being in a cold pond somewhere. But he's never been afraid of just the shot before.

He's helpless in the face of his son's distress. The nurse sighs, saying theyll have to try again another day.

A-Yuan sniffles into his baba's shirt, exhausted from the crying fit. His eyes are still watery and he looks around the room with such fear in his eyes, before withdrawing back into the safety of his baba's chest.

Lan Wangji has no idea what to do, only cradles him closer

Thankfully, LWJ has someone who can help. His best friend, Jiang Yanli is a child therapist and has been helping him prepare his home for A-Yuan.

If anyone knows what to do, it's Yanli-jie

JYL: Zhanzhan, have you tried showing him its not scary?

LWJ has not, bc he's terrified

JYL is the only one allowed to call him Zhanzhan. In Uni she was the one who mentored him his first week of school. Someone slipped him alcohol and he got deliriously drunk.

Yanli-jie was the one who found him and took him home. This is what they told the cohort but actually…

JYL: seeing his Baba get a shot and be okay might motivate him to be more brave

LWJ certainly doesn't feel brave. He's thinking of the blood flowing from his veins and then LEAVING them to go who knows where. It sounds barbaric

He has the distinct memory of learning what a period is in middle school and promptly passing out

He is not a fan of anything related to blood

But LWJ has learned that Yanli-jie knows what she's doing, so, despite the way he can swear he feels his blood pumping with fear, he agrees...but there's a problem.

LWJ: I am up to date on all my shots. How can I show him it is safe?

JYL: Hmm....I have an idea. My brother is a phlebotomist! He can help.

LWJ is confused. Last he heard, the younger Jiang is a prosecutor who makes a living viciously yelling in a courtroom.

JYL: Not him, Zhanzhan. My adoptive brother, A-Xian. I bet he would be happy to help you. He works at the blood bank at Yiling Clinic! The perfect exposure!

For who?, LWJ wonders. A blood bank sounds like a house of horrors to him. And a person who chooses to stick a needle in people and remove the very force that gives them life? He cannot imagine getting along with this person at all.

Yiling Clinic is a community clinic in a part of town Lan Wangji has never been to, especially since the Gusu Group has their own private hospital.

But this is where Yanli-jie's phlebotomist little brother works.

A-Yuan clings to the back of his legs as they approach the receptionist, a young man with amazing cat eye makeup named Mo Xuanyu

These two definitely do not fit the bill for their usual patients, with their designer clothing, so he asks with some skepticism: Um, can I help you?

LWJ has spent the last two hours siking himself up for the blood part, he isn't prepared at all for social interactions. He flounders like a fish.

LWJ: …I am…We are here for…

A shout comes from behind them: Ah! A-Yu, is that A-jie's friend? Zhanzhan?

LWJ flinches until he sees a man sprinting towards them. The 1st thing he notices is this man is wearing lilac scrubs with little white rabbits on them.

The 2nd thing he notices is this man has the most enchanting smile he's ever seen. Already, LWJ feels more relaxed.

The man winks at him: You like the scrubs? A-jie said A-Yuan liked bunnies, I figured this would help keep him calm.

LWJ does not blurt I like bunnies too. But only just.

Beside the man is a pediatric nurse named Wen Ning, no relation, who says he's here to help with A-Yuan

Yanli-jie's little brother, the phlebotomist, introduces himself: Ah! Sorry, Lan Zhan. Jiejie always calls you that so it just stuck. I'm Wei Wuxian. You can call me Wei Ying if you wanna make it even.

Strangely, LWJ feels no need to correct him: Lan Zhan is fine, Wei Ying.

WWX smiles so brightly, LWJ feels dizzy with it.

WWX: Now where's the little bunny himself?

A-Yuan has been clinging behind LWJ's pant leg, tilting around just enough to peek with one eye at this strange gege.

WWX: Maybe not a rabbit then, a radish who likes to hide away!

A-Yuan becomes offended: I don't like radishes!

WWX laughs: Me neither! But Qing-jie says they help us grow big and strong, so they can't be all that bad huh?

WWX is crouched in front of A-Yuan, draping both arms across his knees and resting his chin in one hand. He waits.

LWJ admires his patience. The longer WWX waits, crouched and rocking back and forth in front of A-Yuan, smile gently and welcoming, the more A-Yuan's natural curiosity gets the better of him.

Eventually, his son comes out from behind his leg to touch a black bunny on his sleeve

A-Yuan: I like this one. We only have a white bunny at home.

WWX: I like the black bunny too! What's your bunny's name?

A-Yuan: Banana, bc she tries to eat Baba's banana every morning, and you are what you eat.

He recites this with all the solemnity a 4 yo could possess

WWX's laughter echoes through the lobby: Well! You're very right, A-Yuan. Maybe you aren't a radish after all then. Tell me, what do little boys eat?

A-Yuan: I'm not little! I'm 4 and a half!

WWX: Right, right, I sincerely apologize for my mistake. What do big boys eat then?

A-Yuan purses his lips and taps his chin, pondering his question carefully: Hmm… jelly beans?

WWX looks like he wants to laugh more, but instead says: I see, I see. Thank you for your wisdom A-Yuan.

He looks up at LWJ, dark eyes dancing. LWJ's heart rabbits against his chest

WWX: If your baba is ready, we can head down to my cave if you'd like. I have a lot of cool machines I'd love to show you.

A-Yuan's eyes widen into saucers as he gasps: A cave? Wowww

They grin conspiratorially at each other, before turning bright eyes up at LWJ

LWJ feels warm and much more relaxed inside, so he nods: Mn. We may go.

A-Yuan cheers and holds WWX's hand as the head downstairs.

LWJ trails behind making small talk with WN, watching WWX and A-Yuan swing their hands and skip ahead, feeling something warm blossom in his chest.

The hallway to Wei Wuxian's lab isn't anything like Lan Wangji expects.

The rooms at Gusu are all perfectly pristine and sterile, painted white to promote serenity, rest, and healing.

For one thing, he'd raided a Halloween store at some point and hung up all sorts of decorations, mostly vampire themed. There's one that's says "I vant to suck your blood!" except suck is crossed out and replaced with "donate". Wwx and A-yuan giggle together at wwx's fake accent

It's definitely not up to Gusu General's strict standards. For one thing, there're beanbag chairs in the hall outside. Wwx says it's to feel more comfy while others wait, as he's the only phlebotomist on staff and it can take a while. A-Yuan personally tests each one.

His lab is…adequate if far too small. There's a desk that's overrun with stacks of papers and textbooks and a shelf that's filled with even more. The actual space where blood is drawn is, thankfully, sterile and clean. Though he's decorated with demons demanding blood for food

There's a temp controlled room where the blood is stored, with a red door and the words "Blood Pool" written in menacing barely legible font

Despite the…interesting decor, the room is homely and, surprisingly, welcoming. A-Yuan at least is having a very fun time getting a tour

Wwx patiently answers all of A-Yuan’s questions, even the endless why's, with utmost sincerity, even when his answers are purely nonsense.

Lwj can't stop the fond smile from lifting the corner of his lips. A-Yuan had never warmed up to a medical professional so fast.

He's pulled from his musings when A-Yuan grabs his sleeve: Baba! Blood-gege says this machine makes blood spin around!

Wwx burst out laughing: Blood-gege? I love it!

Lwj is enchanted, head repeating those last 3 words again and again as wwx fondly ruffles A-Yuan's fluffy hair

Wwx: alright, now that you're familiar with my beauty Chenqing (referring to his bloody spinny machine lwj does not want to think about), shall we get down to business?

He says this with his bright dark eyes glittering at LWJ. Right. The blood donating part.

Lwj gulps, nodding. A prisoner walking up to the gallows.

TBC

(If you're interested, I'm probably going to continue at least up to the end of the first part before i just make it into one long fic! You can follow it on my twitter!)

#i tried the threadfic thing on twitter and im finding it hard to get any engagement there and i think this au is cute okay #and i cant write it until a couple weeks from now so im just gonna share it here #call me wwx the way im shameless with my self promotion #hehe #bushy writing #mdzs #wangxian #mdzs fanfiction #mo dao zu shi #if the formatting looks dumb its cause im copying and pasting from shitter djfksh i dont actually write like this i just wanna share this o #anyways someone tell me how twitter fandoms work why are they so hardddd #from what i've seen the writing mdzs fandom is most active on there but i cannot understand how to get recognition there #to be fair i've always been a tumblr girlie and never posted much on my twitter besides retweeting art anyways #but i want validation for my writing T___T #also threadfics are a challenge of themselves and i admire writers who have the patience to deal with them because i am very much losing #mine like what do you do about all the typos and the mistakes and just ahhhhhhhhh #also i think its because im joining in the middle of twitter's mass exodus but idk where else to go #anyways

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shjiyemis · 1 year

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(ask might get cut off for length) i can only hope that what im about to say is not racist bc i wouldnt know but i dont understand the big deal with 'THIS CHARACTER IS UNRECOGNIZABLE' because who cares. your art is hurting no one. them not being able to recognize your character designs (that you make for fun) sounds like a them-problem. also homestuck is literally color coded. even if a character doesnt have an iconic hair shape or their features are different, people should still be able to tell that roxy is pink and jade is green and karkat has the nubby horns and so on. the characters are DESIGNED to be recognizable even if u remove all the features except for their little symbols, there are so many indicators for that. i don't like some of your designs but i cant wrap my head around people treating your art like it personally disrespects their firstborn child or something. even if they werent recognizable (they are, ppl just rnt used to having to search for other cues in character design like that) it's? a fictional character? the world isn't gonna fucking end if someone draws them black.

The thing is I don't care if someone dislikes my designs or if they don't recognize them right away that really isn't the problem! It's people who literally CAN recognize them but choose to decide that it's NOT the characters bc it's not canon enough or it doesn't "look like the characters" even though many people have looked at them, recognized them, and enjoyed them.

Simply disliking something is different from disliking bc of racism/anti-blackness.

A lot of the things people say is "not the character" don't realize that there are many fanarts that give the characters hairstyles that aren't that similar to the original shapes and even clothes. It's just not picked on bc of how the characters are more white-passing/racially ambiguous features or straight or even wavy/loosely curled hair within most of those arts.

People literally who openly scream about how bad my designs are say they're ugly and point out things that I've seen many times before only with more black (-coded) designs, it's kinda becomes obvious that everyone perceived white(-coded) designs as default and seeing anything else not close to that definitely bothers people.

Basically, it's all about them being aracial until you make them black. And that applies to most.

And yes you're right, genuinely, ppl can figure out and HAVE an understanding of whos who with the context clues I give AND NOT TO MENTION MY TAGS. But once again, most of everyones default is white.

#anon #anonymous #shye speaks

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brahkest-fr · 10 months

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do you have any tips on making fandragons? yours are really good in a way i cant quite quantify

oh why thank you! I love my dumb fandergs so much kldjkldd

I'm not sure if I have tips per se, but I can explain how my thought process works when I do make fandergs so maybe that can be helpful 👀

when it comes to making them, the way I do it is first deciding what breed to make em. I consider what details I want to bring out of the fandom character so for example, I made my Johnny Bravo dragon a pearlcatcher cuz I wanted the dragon to have hair but not so much like a tundra. I also had an outfit in mind (to match Johnny's t shirt and jeans) so that ruled out ancients since you can't dress em and I didn't feel like making a skin lol.

and behold: a man™. when I drew him, I thought it'd be funny to actually match the style of the show so he's all angular and disproportionate. I only included features that I wanted from the pearlcatcher like the horn, ears, and tail and tbh he looks like a rhino lol but I decided stuff like the hair tufts on the face and limbs was too much for my taste.

same thing went for my Samurai Jack dragon. however, this guy's actual dragon sprite is a lot more complex just cuz I felt like making him fancy and giving him armor.

but when I drew him, he's just very much like Jack in the show, including the style. and I'm not saying fandergs have to match the style of whatever, I just think it's a fun nod. you can also notice here I didn't draw the smoke gene on him. that's just a personal decision I wanted to keep only on the sprite, in reference to Japanese ink paintings.

my design philosophy in general is "how would x person look like if they were a dragon." but if it's like an animal/creature fanderg (like for example my bazelgeuse derg from monster hunter) then I just kinda combine both elements together.

so for Tasha here, laced and edged look like chonky scales which for me was close enough to the egg-like scales of bazel and I got a skin for the fire theming. no clothes cuz I didn't wanna cover up the skin so sometimes I don't even dress em up if I prefer seeing their bodies.

when I drew her, you can see the combined bits of both the monster and wildclaw - bazel's wings, the chonk claws, egg scales, facial features - wc tail feathers, the multigaze, feather hair. there's a lot of "use your imagination" in my designs so like, I don't usually take things at immediate face value. so some people might see laced/edged as just flat scales or maybe even feathers but my brain went oh those are fat fuck egg bombs kjldfkldkl.

sometimes my fandergs are just inspired from colors like Baja who's a taco bell fan dragon lol. I saw this hat and was like yeah I can do something with that. another example of a derg I didn't really dress cuz I wanna see the baja blast™ capsule. Baja would prolly be one of the more thematically standard flight rising dergs of my fandom ones cuz she's just a spiral without anything fancy pancy going on like the previous ones.

and sometimes it's just fun to make things kinda funky. for my Jacket fanderg, I was like, what if the chicken mask was literally a part of him and badabing it worked out really well with scales. his other colors are like red and white cuz I wanted a sort of basic bitch rooster color scheme. most of the fandom bits come from the skin I made him so he's a bit more involved on the artsy side of things. the art of him afterwards became a literal interpretation of the sprite.

I have a lot more fandergs of course but that's more or less my thought process on designing them! I don't usually have any sort of standard for designs, it really ends up being how much I feel like putting in and how much do I directly want to interpret from a fandom source. sometimes it's very literal and other times it's like a lil nod or so. tbh, you can really make a fanderg out of anything since what you wanna see is entirely up to you. I personally think it's pretty fun to see how close I can get with just what the site has to offer.

I have two more fandergs I'm actually working on rn and am very excited to share when I get to it hohohehe

#I'm so deep in fandom stuff rn it's insane #no one look at me I'm having a moment #fandergs #blood #multigaze #multiple eyes

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kariokiipeaches · 1 year

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GAH!

After 5 months of building, my Killer cosplay is finally DONE!

I give you - me!

I Commissioned the hoodie from someone I’ve bought from before - a great seller on Etsy named Simakaihoodies.

I asked about potentially making a Killer hoodie some months after I purchased her Red (UnderFell Sans) hoodie and ended up wearing it nearly everyday for 4 months straight (seen below).

I wanted to make it as close to canon Killer (owned by Rahafwabas) as a could, and she already had a great “faded blue” color cloth around from a previous Dust commission, so we went from there.

After that we went to what I’d like to see for a fur trim in a tan/cream-ish color, and upon not finding floof with the fibers as long as I’d like right away, nor the right shades, the hunt was on.

Some weeks later she stumbled upon the perfect option and was quick to sew it up and send it out.

It was STUPID HARD to find white basketball draw-string shorts with a thick black line down the sides WITH NOTHING ELSE ON IT.

I wanted NO other colors, NO designs, NO trim, NO mesh-y type holes, NO piping, NO huge logo, NO fancy stitching.

Plain.

White with black.

Shorts.

After a couple months I found em.

I ordered a pair of leather fingerless gloves, they didn’t fit, wrinkled awkwardly, so I tossed ‘em.

I went to the children’s section of the dollar store, bought a pack of knit gloves, and cut the tips off - perfect length!

Finding the right-shade-of-blue high-top canvas Converse in my size was NEAR IMPOSSIBLE too.

Either it was too expensive in pristine condition (which I DIDNT want), or leather (which I don’t think he’d wear), or the wrong size (my size is popular apparently so everything instantly sold), or was a flat-out wrong shade of blue.

C’mon, Killer wouldn’t care if his shoes are clean or not… his shoes would be beat-the-fuck-out, so I needed WORN ones.

I didn’t want to deal with stiff canvas.

I was probably gonna leave the laces untied to drag on the ground, so I didn’t care if they were clean or not.

I didn’t care about stains or scuffs.

BUT! They HAD to nearly match the faded blue of the hoodie - the canon Rahafwabas art shows they’re a similar color. One CANT be too much darker or lighter than the other.

After a couple months of searching, I found someone who LOVED their Converse enough to actually USE them before selling, AND they were the right shade.

I got ‘em for $16!

So Killers socks are slouchy, right?

All the Sanses socks are.

So I had to stretch mine out.

Apple juice bottle came in handy for that.

Incase you were wondering why that photo was in the collage up there, lol.

The SOUL!

The SOUL.

Killers target-shaped SOUL is a fuckin tap-light with 8 layers of cellophane glued on it.

THAT BITCH stressed me the fuck out building.

I TRIED to commission someone to make one.

Messaged a TON of people on Etsy about it, but no one could or would (some people said they were too busy cuz it was the Christmas season).

So I decided I had to make it myself.

Only I had to find the right-shade-of-red cellophane.

And I couldn’t just buy a single large sheet like I wanted. Stores (even online) only sell a massive pack.

So I just hung-out til it was the first week of February and stole some squares out of a Valentines Day decoration.

Hey - it worked, right?

It’s EIGHT. FUCKING. LAYERS.

To get this shade of red.

Exacto Knives, acetone, 3 special kinds of glue, and HOURS of tracing circular objects in my home, and it’s as good as I could get it for a first attempt.

I lucked-out when it came to the brightness of the damn tap-light. I NEEDED the light to be visible enough to tell it was on even in daylight (cuz, DUH, Killers SOUL always glows; not just in the dark!).

Mystique @lady-of-disdain helped A LOT on deciding some things when I couldn’t figure out a best option on my own. Her Killer knowledge and tastes match my own, so when stumped I chatted her up - this would have taken longer without her input.

So THANKS MYS *waves*

So it’s done, right?!

WRONG.

I need it to fuckin’ snow so I can take some damn pics.

BUT IT SNOWED YESTERDAY!!! Well. For a little bit.

So here I/he am/is!

It’s gonna snow again tomorrow, so I’m hooking up my camera remote to take better pictures - my tiny tripod with the camera timer was a fail, lol. That leaning pic came out way worse than anticipated, and that wrinkle-lump at the neck of the hood is really unbecoming in the chair photo. I’ll get some better ones this time and make a new post.

GO check out Simakaishoodies! Buy some Undertale! Buy some Delta Rune! Give her all the support and all your money!

And check out her Tumblr @simakai !!!

My next piece I commission will either be Mutt’s floor-length hoodie/duster from Fellswap (which is gonna be heavy as FUCK with all that fabric), or a Horror Sans hoodie (but I gotta find an effects-blood that won’t wash out, and study blood-spatter patterns and test ‘em out before I go and mark up any commissioned piece. Maybe I’ll use a real axe for the pattern to look legit, who knows).

In the meantime I’ll be work on completing Red’s outfit.

I still need a LOT for that guy, and finding the right-shade-of-yellow socks that will match the black shorts with yellow stripe, that’ll ALSO match the yellow in the hoodie is gonna be a headache.

Wish me luck!

#killer!sans #killer sans #utmv #undertale au #undertale #something new #bad sanses #undertale cosplay #cosplay #i made this!!#simakaihoodies #etsy commission #I need it to snow more

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miyhhowrites · 1 month

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Oblivious f reader x Rinku

꧁“𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞!”꧂

Rinku aimoto x Female! Reader

A/N: hihi!! My first ever d4dj request🫶🏻🫶🏻 I apologize if it looks rushed or isnt to your liking, it was a bit rushed since i now finished exams😅, i actually like how this turned out and if its popular enough, i'll make a part 2!

Synopsis: you and Rinku got paired up to do a project and have a lil sleepover!

Contains: Rinku is awkward and blushy here, reader here is written as female but pronouns arent mentioned, they didnt get together but theres still romance

Both of you and Rinku were assigned to make a project, luckily bith of you were very close friends. The project was scrapbook making about memories, schools were almost coming to an end and the teachers paired you and Rinku for the project, little did you know Rinku was gleaming with excitement.

You both decided that it was best for Rinku to come at your place since your parents were busy and you had a printer there, once Rinku arrives, she hugged you excitedly and cheered "heyhey!! (Y/N) I wasnt late was i?!" She asks, a hint of worry in her voice, you shook your head and pat her on the head "nono.. in fact, you came here earlier than i expected.. come, i bought some snacks to keep us motivated" you added, Rinku nodded and puts her bag of materials on a nearby table.

You both did the project at your room since it have a/c. You were designing while Rinku was cutting and gluing. "Ow..!" Rinku hissed, you looked over and saw that she had cut herself "oh my! Here let me see" you gently hd her hand, looking at the small cut, you git up and grabbed some bandaids and an ointment, you dabbed some cotton onto the ointment and ever so lightly, dabbed it onto her fingertips, then you went ahead and put bandages on her cut. "There.. how about, you design the paper while i cut.. your still injured.." you say with concern, Rinku nodded, feeling warm because of your gesture.

"Ohhh.. I understand why they gave us three weeks to finish.." Rinku says, playfully and concernly.. time was going by fast and both of you still havent finished the scrapbook, "hehe, we shouldnt really take advantage of our time.. but thats okay, I know we can do it.. if we do end up staying up late.. are you alright with sleeping in? I have some spare clothes.." you added, Rinku was suprised, a sleepover!! She wanted to yell 'Happy Around!' but she couldnt.. afterall she had to maintain this... Proper attitude towards you!

While doing the project, the time was currently, 10, almost 11.. Rinku noticed how your eyes kept on dropping.. you were sleepy, with no second thoughts, she got up and walked towards you, "y/n..? You fell asleep.! You can go ahead and rest y/n, the projects almost finished.." you yawned and without a word, laid down on your bed. The clock moves and its now 11! "Rinku.. its a bit late to finish that.. we can wake up early to finish yknow..? Just sleep.." you say, soundung quite sluggish. "E-eh?! I sometimes wake up very very late.. its okay i can-" you cut her off by putting a finger on her lipsn "shush. Your going to sleep.. you might get eyebags and, i already set an alarm clock" you added. Rinku got up and grabbed some pillows and placed them onto the floor. "What're you doing..?" You ask, Rinku looks at you "oh! Just getting ready!" "Sorry Rinku.. i dont have a spare mattress.." you say, slightly guilty, "Haha! Its okay! The floor is much colder afterall.!" She giggles, you shook your haid and grabbed her arm, not so tight that it hurts, but tight enough that she cant let go.

"..no, we spilled some juice on the floor remember? Theres probably ants roming somewhere.. just.. sleep with me, my bed is big enough for 2 people" you suggest, Rinku blushes at that suggestion, she was going to sleep beside you?!?! She was very red when thinking about this.. "E-eh?! B-but... I uh..!" Despite what she was saying, you still shaked your head, "really its okay, my blankets is also big enough.. im fine with this Rinku.. i rather have you on bed here with me, than let you sleep on the floor, Rinku couldnt say no.. afterall you were so kind and it'd be rude to turn down an offer.. so she accepts.

While you both laid down, you were sleeping peacefully, even having your mouth slightly open, Rinku on the other hand though.. her heart was beating rapidly, was freaking out and was looking everywhere except at you, you turn over and your arm, rests over at Rinku, she blushed more because of this, as she was about to move your hand, you instead, moved closer, and was basically clinging onto her.. she was still red and couldnt control herself.. "..y-y/n.." she muttered, she took some deep breathes and took lots of time to calm herself before hugging you back and falling asleep as well

Rinku woke up, the suns out and she looks over and saw that she was still hugging you, this time she hugged you by the waist and you were sitting up, using your phone, "oh? Youre up early" you teased, Rinku giggled awkwardly and immediately pulled away, "Im so sorry!! I swear i didnt do-" you cut her off by chuckling. "Its okay Rin.. really, plus i slept better thanks to you" you smiled, Rinku smiled as well, she got up and stretched "Okay! Lets continue with the project!" She says with determination, "haha..! Its way too early.. i'll cook us breakfast, then we'll continue hm?" You suggest, Rinku nodded and helped you out of bed "okie!"

#d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #d4dj x reader #happy around!#rinku aimoto #rinku x rearer #x reader

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chal-latte · 2 years

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clothing designer!reader or creative director for a fashion house!reader inviting timmy as their plus one/one of their guests? any pairing could work, i think, like dating or friends/colleagues or a will-they-won't-they situation (idk anything about fashion other than the fact that my grandma was a dressmaker and i inherited two sewing machines idk what to do with lol)

A/N: OMG THATS SO COOL my grandma had that skill too and she used to make dresses for me🥺🥺 i think i still have her cute vintage sewing machine but we have the same fate babe i feel u + we hv miss devleecarlson again baby hope u dont mind shes my burberry baby i love her sm

y/i/n

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y/i/n we invite you to LA for the upcoming burberry spring/summer 2022 rodeo drive takeover ✨🏹🖤

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fanpage18 burberry is burberry again with y/n as their co-creative director ikdr

fanpage95 *goes to la even though i got no invite*

loriharvey u girlbossed a bit too close to the sun

↪️ y/i/n i girlboss the sun

fanpage48 CANT WAIT TO SEE Y/N AND DEVON LINK UP AGAIN ITS BEEN TOO LONG

fanpage92 will u be vlogging this time?? we missed u sm :(

↪️ y/i/n @digitalsmeg how does that sound?

↪️ digitalsmeg @y/i/n i say go

↪️ y/i/n @digitalsmeg i two :D

fanpage38 AAAAAAAAAAH NEW Y/N VLOG SOON NEW YORK STAND TF UP!

devonleecarlson burberry babies meet up🤎🌞

↪️ y/i/n me burberry bebi <3

fanpage38 y/n goes to la once: shakes la

fanpage21 my love story starts here

gigihadid im otw

↪️ y/i/n safe flight mamacita

fanpage74 LA Y/N ACTIVATED💃💃

fanpage55 I LOVE THEM

y/i/n

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y/i/n riccardo and i brought magic to rodeo drive 🪞🧸✨🤎👑 + timmy in a vintage @burberry coat

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fanpage38 SLAYYYYYY

irinashayk sweet dove💕✨

↪️ y/i/n i love you doll 😘

fanpage92 y/n and riccardo changed fashion for the better

fanpage31 TIMMY IN A VINTAGE. THATS HIS BRAND.

fanpage99 i wanna wear y/n’s vintage piece too :(

pauline.chalamet that coat would look better on me

↪️ y/i/n LOL fair enough, it was my grandma’s piece for burberry like.. back in the 70s

↪️ pauline.chalamet even better

fanpage33 y/n and pauline’s bond >>>>>>

fanpage21 she yassified burberry into the old ways

bellahadid BURBERRY PIONEER

riccardotisci17 my partner in crime😈❤️‍🔥

fanpage44 who runs the world? y/n.

tchalamet

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tchalamet thank you @burberry 🙌

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y/i/n and…

↪️ tchalamet go piss girl

↪️ y/i/n MY BRAND!

↪️ tchalamet @y/i/n jk and my lady y/n for giving me the honor of being her date

↪️ y/i/n @tchalamet i love you for going with me my muse🥰🥨

↪️ tchalamet @y/i/n my pleasure angel

fanpage83 siri play baby angel by troye sivan

fanpage95 GO PISS GIRL😭😭😭😭 SHES RUBBIN OFF ON HIM

sydneylcarlson yass go piss girl @y/i/n

↪️ y/i/n pissslay ✌️😙

fanpage20 MY MUSE YALL HEAR THAT?

fanpage39 MY LADY

fanpage21 HES SUCH A GENTLEMAN MY LADY??? KISS ME NOW

fanpage38 where can u buy a kind like him? they sell em on amazon?

fanpage99 they dont produce men like timothee today do they?

fanpage33 timmy as the new burberry face ATE!

y/i/n omg this comment section made my day😂😭

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gq we collaborated with @burberry’s co-creative director y/n l/n (@y/i/n) to explore burberry’s latest SS22 collection starring her best friend, lori harvey (@loriharvey) and boyfriend, timothée chalamet (@tchalamet). we are going experience the sublime world of burberry through l/n’s vision while she explained why men shouldn’t be making laws about women’s body. read the full interview in bio.

tagged: @y/i/n @tchalamet @loriharvey @burberry

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y/i/n GQ with love <3

michaelbjordan keep telling the truth y/n! we hear you!

↪️ loriharvey @y/i/n best girl

↪️ y/i/n @michaelbjordan @loriharvey i love u both❤️‍🔥

fanpage33 its the right thing to say! dont let them ignore the fact y/n!

tchalamet major @y/i/n

↪️ y/i/n says u 🙄

fanpage48 i have the best idol ever

fanpage98 its not late to stan y/n u guys

fanpage32 look at her. and yall still have the audacity to send her hate messages.

fanpage84 u made the right collab gq

burberry 🖤

#timothee chalamet #timothee chalamet imagine #paul atreides #paul atreides imagine #instagram au #timothee chalamet imagines #timothee chalamet au #imagine

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nerves-nebula · 10 months

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what made your first year of college so much worse than the second?

godddd where do i even start. Complaining goes under the cut cuz it’s too damn long.

8 hour studios 3 times a week that start at 8 AM and only break for lunch. one of the professors expected us to stand the entire time we were drawing and only sit when we went on break. plus homework for those studios, because each studio was a different foundational class. and on the days when you dont have those studios you got other foundational classes like art history and literature or something. you've got homework for all of these classes too and tests and everything.

and each studio being a different class is a huge issue and really frustrating as well. the classes are drawing, design and, like, basically a 3D class, right? where you use power tools and carve stuff and all that. But imagine you go to this school for painting or to make clothes, then the three foundational classes might just really bore and frustrate you. because you don't really feel like they're helping you gain any skills in your preferred major.

so you have all these artistic kids who want to do their best, being forced to do things they hate and being told it's to make us "more well rounded." (which dont get me wrong i understand, but that doesnt make it suck any less)

so all the art you make is painful to create, and you don't even like the result. but we knew what we signed up for, and the point is to last past first year so you can get into your major. thats the point for me, at least. so you just get what you can done, but i cant imagine what I would've done if i'd fallen behind even once.

And then my own personal hell- being in a new place and not knowing what to do or who to talk to or how to communicate ! So i was constantly stressed out in like a social way. idk if i vented about this here but i fell over in a fit of anxiety and hyperventilation in class multiple times first year. I straight up fell over at least twice and i had crying fits multiple times (with varying degrees of how quiet I was being, sometimes they don't even notice :D)

I was incredibly emotionally isolated and cried myself to sleep like every night. my only social interactions were at work because I'm very bad at socializing properly and making friends in class, and i was always too tired to go to any events. LUCKY for me I met a really cool friend while doing some student work and it was really nice and chill.

ANYWAY BACK TO THE STRESS. to give an example of the situation: our first homework for drawing class was to make this big ink master copy of a van gogh sketch, and it didn't have to be perfect, or even GOOD tbh, but regardless it took forever. and i spilled my ink on it which nearly led to a breakdown but instead i just laughed cause otherwise I'd go insane. the amount of podcasts and audiobooks i burned through that year just to keep myself sane was mind-numbing. i listened to, no joke, ALL of Well There's Your Problem, and i went back and listened to a lot of them more than once.

i was really lucky though, cause some other students had first projects that were like "bring in 50 drawings by next class" or "make a chair out of only cardboard that you can sit on without it collapsing" or something. and i never had a teacher that bad.

actually, my second semester design professor was really REALLY chill. He let me sleep in class if i finished the work so I spent a few hours in his class just chilling and sleeping fitfully (as in I was so stressed i would gasp and mutter myself awake, which really alarmed my classmates but i never got close enough to them to explain myself soooo they prolly just think something is wrong with me. which it is! oh well)

i can only speak for myself but i was basically working any moment i wasn't sleeping, eating, shitting, or showering. somehow other people made time to befriend each other and hang out and like, go to parties??? i dont know how. Frankly I don't even remember how i did what i did either, specifically I reached out to my college's mental health services and got on some medication for anxiety. I also somehow managed to write an essay for our student published thingy about how I wanted to kms and felt unsupported by mental health professionals lmao.

I have NO IDEA how i did any of that because this year i kept falling asleep for five hours in the middle of the day. my theory is that I got more done because I physically HAD TO STAY AWAKE. I COULD NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO FAIL.

I was so stressed out the first year that I often couldn't sleep without hugging my giant elephant stuffed animal or using it as a comforting weight on top of me. one morning i woke up hyperventilating and went to go cut a huge role of paper at like 6 AM because i was so worried about forgetting to cut the paper before i left before class at 8 AM.

so yeah, my theory is that since second year wasn't that insanely stressful, all those hours i spent eking out any artistic joy possible (making owl house comics, writing that essay, and painting my clothing) just to make sure i didn't kms were replaced instead with me just falling asleep at inopportune times, because I wasn't as scared that I wouldn't have time for my work.

OH MY GOD AND FIRST YEAR I GOT PUT IN TWO CONSECUTIVE GROUP PROJECTS WITH THIS ABSOLUTE MONSTER- but that could be its entire own post. suffice it to say that he had been reported multiple times for various things and one of my classmates recognized who i was talking about just from me vaguely complaining about how much i hated him.

anyway im sure there's even more that i forgot about but to be honest i think i've explained enough.

#nnstuff #ask #art college

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kaoharu · 4 months

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elie anthos clothing notes . . . utc cause im super insane sorry

mahi and ryo seem to have matching jacket styles as theyre both hooded(?) . . . tho their colors are inversed kinda ?? like mahiros is mainly blacj and its accented by his color and ryogas is mainly his color and accented by black . . .

and i wanna say litto and haru have similar styles as well ?? we cant see much of their jackets since theyre behind everhone but rhey have similar high collars that are black and bc of mahiros jacket im gonna assume theirs have their own colors on them as a sort of accent . . .

then kaoru and chise might be similar ? its super hard to see kaos jacket since hes behijd the door but it looks like they have low collar jackets . . . however it looks like kaoru has black as his accent color whike chise has white . . . also there is a smidge of purple next to the yellow section of his jacket . stares

how crazy would it be if there was just a sliver of orange on kaorus jacke– //i am dragged away//

anyways this leaves sena to be more different as per usual tho its similar to littos and harus However their collars are more narrow lookijg whilr senas is Very wide . also his jacket this time around reminds me of hsi original s2 outfit w the high stiff collar . . .

now. i must wonder why sena and chise have white jackets . . . iirc its implied that sena is taking the special medicine <- girl forgot what its actually called that kaoru and chise were prescribed for their flowers . . . so shld kaoru have white on his jacket too ?? unless its being covered i suppose.

moving on tho we can kinda see four of their shirts tho it appears that only mahiros has a design on it . . . saying hero . . . hmm :stares off into the distance: mahiro solo . . . coighs up blood . oh and ryogas does too ?? it has a grey diagonal stripe . . . ? and as for setsuna and chises shirts we cant see enough of it to say whether theres a design on them partly bc theyre being covered but based on how close the zippers are together i think their jackets are actually half zipped up while mahiryos are fully unzipped and harus is zipped up all the way. and ofc we cant tell for litto or kao but yeag . where was i going w this hmhmm

i forgot what else i wajted to sat but if anyone wants to contribute thoughts. twirls my hair

#✧ chatting !#🥀#i did not rllt analyze ajythifn bc my brain hurts i just drew clothing parallels lol #surely theres a meaning here.however im a little stupid

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shaampoo · 6 months

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Another OC, Darian Knight, guess what side he's on XP (Ah Jeez, now I'm hyperfixing on my OC's,) (Also i still cant draw hands :,])

"You really shouldnt judge a book by its cover. I mean sure, I'm wearing all dark clothing, and I'm also smoking on the rooftop...and look like I haven't slept in weeks, and im also cold and indifferent to you all and sometimes mean, and i have a scar that i never told you guys how i got...

but i am not a villain"

"You're not being very convincing,"

"Oh shut up."

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Meet Darian Knight / Eclipse! He's a hero, but the other heroes think he's a villain in disguise, and that one day he would betray them (Can you blame them lol)

His powers are shadow manipulation, think uhh, Nightmare from the Undertale AU and then make it so that he can do it from walls and floors and that's basically his powers (as if the heroes didnt have enough reason to think he's a villain)

I dont think this is his final hero design, i just feels like it lacks something, but idk what it is, maybe its fingers. Also, he wears big boots

Does he actually work for the villains? No, he doesn't really fancy villainy (then again, i am capable of lying).

Hes about 26, but he looks older due to some stuff like stress and his partner (in a hero sense, Darian's a sidekick [cause the heroes are too wary to leave him alone so they gave him a partner]), since his partner has like sun powers (glowing, healing, whatever the sun does), it kinda ages his skin (i heard the sun does that, idk though), Darian jokes that his partner makes him 10 times older from the shit he pulls

Darian was kinda pale since he didnt get out much, either from his house or his room, but he started to have a bit of a tan due to his hero job needing him outside, and his partner being like the sun. His partners name is Solar Flare btw (Or Daniel Blaze as his civilian name)

Darian doesnt really care about dying and stuff, not in a Dr. Wilde kinda way where he doesn't even register that he might be in danger, but more in a "If it happens, it happens" kind of way, so he's a pretty dangerous enemy, since even if your actively shooting him, he'll just run straight at you, that is, if Solar Flare doesn't stop him, which Solar Flare does, so Darian is still alive. This is also one of the reasons Darian smokes, he doesn't care about the consequences, Solar Flare does get him to stop (temporarily), and once, Darian was smoking inside and SF started coughing, and Darian immediately stopped smoking and opened a window for SF

No, Darian and Solar Flare are not dating, Darian did have a crush on him for a while, since SF was the only one who didn't suspect him of being a villain, and treated Darian with kindness, but then Darian realized that he just liked SF as a friend

Darian, despite acting cold and indifferent, still cares about people at some degree, in his own way

Like once, Darian was smoking inside the base, and a hero approached him and told Darian that their mom died of lung cancer, and asked Darian if he could take him smoking elsewhere cause the hero didn't like the smell or sight of someone smoking, and considered the base a safe place, and didn't want to smell tabacco , and Darian understood and only smoked on the rooftop since then, though, when other heroes asked why he smokes there now he would claim he likes the view.

He acts cold and indifferent cause he doesn't want to get close to anyone and get hurt, it happened before after all, whose to say it wont happen again? Though, there are people who are exceptions, like his brother Lumi, his partner, Solar Flare, his mom, Jen, and his dad Mark (he's like, a slight exception, Darian still acts cold towards him occasionally, but he also doesn't at times, depends on Darian really)

Hes a good cook, mostly cause he used to spend a lot of time making comfort food for himself (And now he sometimes makes comfort food for the other heroes! [though, some of them think he might've poisoned it]) and some because he and his mom had bonding time by cooking

THIS BITCH TOOK ME 4 HOURS TO DRAW. BY MOUSE. ON PIXIL ART. AND I WANTED TO MAKE AN ANIMATION OF THE SMOKE, AND THE LITTLE SHIT DECIDED TO CHANGE COLORS. AND CHANGE THE WORLD.

it looks cool tho ngl, dunno why he decided to suddenly change colors tho. Still cant draw hands unfortunately.

Why does every man i draw look like a woman, I'm not mad, just really confused, like Darian looks like if i genderbent Simon Petrikov from adventure time and gave him even more of a crisis. Maybe its the hair, personally i have never seen a man with that hair that majestic, or maybe its the body throwing me off, idk. Like, i asked my little brother to guess their gender and he said he thought it was a woman. He looks like if i turned PB from adventure time emo or something. Yeah i think its the hair

Darian once succesfully infiltrated the villains lair cause the villains thought he was one of them, after the incident though the villains now have posters of Darian with the text "LOOK OUT, THIS GUY IS NOT A VILLAIN," Darian still managed to infiltrate the place a couple of times though

Villains had tried to pursuade Darian to the dark side, thinking it was easy. "I mean like this guys practically a villain, how hard could it be?"

Darian proceeded to blow smoke on their face. And if the villains got a little too close, Darian would burn them with the butt of his cigarette.

Darian goes by He/Him if you were wondering, though She/Her and They/Them doesn't bother him much

Darian also doesnt condone smoking for young ones, if teen heroes or any younger heroes try and ask him for a cigarette Darian wouldn't let them have one. He also stops smoking around them.

Darian has an aversion to touch, there are people who are exceptions though, like Lumi, Solar Flare, and his mom, and sometimes people who need comfort (he's been there before and knows how important it is ) if the person needing comfort is comfortable with it

Darian resembles his dad more, kinda one of the reasons he doesn't like himself (i wouldn't say hate himself, cause i feel like that would be a exaggeration of how Darian feels about himself, but yeah. I mean like at times he feels like that,)

His boots has heelies, hes 5'8 with boots and 5'4 without them.

If he had a say in what super powers he could get, it would probably be shapeshifting or teleportation

If he had shapeshifting, he would probably end up like Jinx, but just as a hero, and he wouldn't look like his dad.

also, i think im a little too something something to my OC's, ah, the word is obsessed. Im a little to obsessed with my OC's

#OC #OC art #my ocs #Darian Knight (OC)#Shae's OC

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