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dykepuppet · 28 days

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cannn't believe i actually just wrote "valuing the perspective of the white heterosexual male humanist" in this thing like he won't be when im done with him god bless.

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ikmenios · 3 months

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giggling about the cod zombie voice effect some late 90s & 2000s black & death metal bands used sometimes Im thinking specifically of arckanum and another one on the tip of my tongue but I cannn't remember Im pretty sure eucharist but maybe runemagick??

#^ guy who only listens to arckanum eucharist and runemagick

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running-in-the-dark · 4 months

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I've been super tired for hours annnd now that I'm in bed I cannn't sleeeeep.

yes I'm still on my phone but thats totally not the reason

#to be fair I did try just lying there in the dark for 5 minutes. it gave me a headache 😔 so now I'm. idk trying not to focus on my headache #it's not working but. eh. 🤷

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electrosweaters-arts · 1 year

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I don't know if you're supposed to only do one or more than one because there's so many to choose from but either🚆 TRAIN or 🌌 MILKY WAY for Chicago? If that's too many, just choose one. "What is their answer to the trolley problem?" and "What was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?"

🚆 TRAIN - what is their answer to the trolley problem?

She is very upset that she keeps being told she can't choose to run over them all :/ whether this is because she isn't taking the question seriously or she would really want to is unclear.

🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

Okay well I made Chicago's ORIGINAL design pre-comic release about two years ago at this point so I actually cannn't remember what my thought process was exactly for STARTING her, but it was for a school project so it wasn't detailed anyway.

Her CURRENT design had a lot more thought put into it though, even finally giving her her full mothman form :3 most of the design was meant to make her look like a moth like giving her fur and a smooth bodysuit to kinda resemble a patch on a moth belly, though the design aspect that has stayed throughout all her designs is her bat nose/wing-shaped hair. Idk why??? She's not a vampire I just think they look neat, I think the original reasoning is that the mothman is often described as having bat-like wings as opposed to moth-like ones.

Personality wise I made her to be kinda like a dumb jock frat boy except....make it a lesbian. She's egotistical and comes from a rich home that got her a leg up in her standing at the school (MONSTER NEPO BABY!?!??!). Plus kinda like how being a mad science major is like CCU's version of being a mathlete, being a haunting major is like having a sports scholarship. And Chicago is one of the top preforming haunting majors :3 shes spooky!

#Cryptid college stuff

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bantambookeater · 1 year

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hm. I am glad I decided to take a rest day today because I have reached the stage of stress where my brain gets ahold of the timing switch and just turns it right the fuck down. Me speach becomes a b-b-bittttshhhh ssssslow-w-wer and I-iii-I cannn't mussssssster thhhhe ennnergy to do basssssic meaneeal tassssksss and don't eat until forced to.

Unfortunatly, I have to do work tomorrow! And there is no way this is going away. Bit of a bummer though because it means I don't get to enjoy my day off :(

Yay anxiety!

#welly talks

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soughthopeoldd · 1 year

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Not a second is wasted to have her loving arms wrap around him, all smiles and giggles from the spin. “I missed you so much.” She whispers in his ear, moving to kiss his cheek and then his lips.

He's all smiles while she kissed his cheek and as soon as their lips meet he starts kissing her over and over again, one arm wrapped around her waist while the other cradled her head. He nuzzled his forehead into hers too and playfully nips at her jaw. " Ahh! I cannn't get enough of ya! I missed you too princess. "

#chrissyfied #hehehehe

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fandomfluffandfuck · 2 years

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More reason for crushing @jonathanrivera04 on tiktok

#tiktok #personal #thoughts #SUCH WS VIBES WITH THE MASK #I Cannn't #Also-#not to be TMI but my brain is instantly like... mmm... cute. make him kneel like that

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blackwoolncrown · 2 years

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I am literally haunted by how much it sucks that I grew up without a good foundation and how long into my life the negative affects are

they’ve gone down a bit but I still have nightmares about my parents appearing in my life and ensnaring me again

and it’s hard not to when I am subconsciously aware of them when I think of: why I left school before I finished, why my loan was more expensive than it could have been, how much hospital debt I got from PTSD, how much dental work I had to pay for bc of abuse/PTSD, why I’m having to restart a career from 0, why I was deprived of necessary early adulthood connections that so many other people had and didn’t suffer lack of....etc. I’ve been working very hard these last years building for my future and realizing...how badly my life got fucked up by being abused and having no support network.

I work basically every day amidst the crumbling of this stupid empire with this additional extra shitty history. I’m constantly working to break free of it but I feel like a bird meant to glide trying to take off from the ground: I’m quite good at flying, actually, but I’ve fallen so low it’s a struggle to catch wind.

I believe and constantly work towards self-liberation but there’s not a single problem I’m dealing with that wouldn’t be solved by more money/easier access to resources for the interim- but in the meantime all my newly built enterprises are young with small audiences and every time someone unsubscribes or the market dips AGAIN I take the hit so viscerally.

I’m just trying to catch some air.

Having to depend so much on others in late stage capitalism is traumatic- I’m just gonna name that bc for years I struggled and suffered and then pushed superhumanly hard to be highly independent bc it sucks needing support you only need because of some shit that happened to you that a lot of other people don’t understand and in the meantime you actually can’t receive the support when the people who care about you don’t have it to give.

I understand this narrative is not ideal and I’m working on a way to give it a positive resolution from an internal space it’s just really hard when I’ve been working so much for such narrow returns. I’m aware that part of this is the time I’m living in, part of it is that I started being public these endeavors fairly recently and they’ll take time to really grow.

I’m just really trying to figure out what’s realistic here, what else I could do. I generally believe in offering what you want to give and being paid for that, but getting to what I want to do costs money!

I feel like subconsciously it’s hard escape bc I’m in a kind of social debt caused by colonialism and I want back what was taken from me. Grieving it doesn’t feel like enough.

Anyway, if you enjoy my writing, presence, or supporting Black Femme organizers because of you know, the general situation, then check out my Patreon for more info on what it’s for and how you can support.

https://www.patreon.com/ThatWhich

**If you cannot make a monthly contribution but want to assist, it would be MUCH more helpful as a donation- which you can make to:

p*yp*l.me/ellipsislux or c*sh*pp: $moonseye

#it's giving me anguish that I lose a patreon pledge betwen every one I gain tbh #Like I set a goal and have not been able to make it for like 2 years #and I explain that I cannn't make content as much as I was because I"M NOT GETTING PAID TO DO IT and I hav to focus on making rent #and it's totally okay if ppl find that they can't afford it one month #i'm never mad at the people #I'm frustrated bc for every bit closer to it I get #I'm let down weeks later #I just want to do what I love but that's such a fucking privilege these days #trying to find the line between bitterness and grief #I've suffered enough and I'm tired #I'm simultaneously optimistic bc I know what I'm capable of #and pissed off bc it seems like I keep not getting the chance to do it #Universe: Please just cut me a fucking break....or a check either one it's all the same

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alwaysnfk · 4 years

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The pleasurable, little stomac flip, when you think about them doing literally anything between being in the same place in the same time and shagging....

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fishymom-art · 4 years

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Are your Lacie and bertrum friends? :3 if so what's their friendship like?

yes, they were before the happening in M&I. Never a couple, but very close friends.

Bertrum is a proud man, honest and never modest. He knows what he deserves and believes he is always right (and it’s true most of the time). Lacie is hard-working woman, good listener and a good leader. They both are honest people who know what they’re doing and actually are a great team. Lacie is probably the only woman Bertrum really respects.

Their role in the comic will be very big and I hope you will love it as much as I was when I first came up with this idea!

#i really want to show you my lacie design but i cannn't #metal and ink #fishymom-ask

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swordmaid · 4 years

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when you’ll find the time, watch the first three movies of pirates of the caribbean: I just remembered someone recommended it to you and it’s pretty good + there’s some long night jb energy in the third one

i THINK i’ll either get to that later today or tomorrow actually. i already have the first two movies downloaded

#and i always need background noise or else i cannn't worrrkkkk #Anonymous

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clarasberry · 5 years

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she’s !! such !! a cutie pie !!!!!!

#「 OOC. — lana rambles. 」#i'm so excited to finish giffing this dang movie but #she's just so cute i cannn't #i'm reaching one fifty and it's not even half so yay for resources!!

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vividvexations · 2 years

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i CANNN'T BELIEVE how daniel ric fans had to speak up about mclaren not posting danny in the talk show which happened days ago and mclaren has the nerve to only post it now

#i'm SICCKKK AND TIREDDDD of this #formula one #daniel ricciardo

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weirdthoughtsandideas · 2 years

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American Song Contest live reaction from a local swede part 2

I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE VOTING SYSTEM

MICHAEL BOLTN (it's something with some american accents and kind of not pronouncing the o and it's just "tn")

As a nordic person, every time I see the name "Eli" I want to pronounce it like "El-ee" and not "El-ai" like the americans pronounce it

HAHAHA WHAT IS THIS A COMMERCIAL FOR SMOOTHIES

They had 0 energy lol

Montana guy reminds me of Billy Ray Cyrus so. Hannah Montana

HIS MOUTH STRETCHED SO MUCH-

Is every New York person just living a dream life

She kicks one (1) leg and that's her dance

HDTRMK STATUE OF LIBERTY-

"That's Enisa FROM NEW YORK EVERYBODY GIVE IT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Fun fact there was a girl named Jocelyn in my class in middle school and our english teacher who was from USA pronounced her name like "Jossy-leen"

Omg water tunnel from a Mario Kart level? Or a Sonic and Sega All Stars Racing level? Or both?? :D

Is the whole song just the phrase "You're never alone" or?

"CELEBRRRRRANDO"

This feels like a song from Bia (and I think that DCLA show has the least good songs... but I have also only watched 20 eps and also heard Vale Vale so don't listen to me). But anyway this song isn't good

NEW BOOT GOOFIN' YEAH

KENTUCKY GUY REALLY LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE?? LIKE SOMEONE I HAVE SEEN ON TV?? LIKE A CHARACTER IN SOME SHOW?

"The lyrics hit me <3" PLEASE can the hosts just say "thank you" after every performance like we do in Europe, you don't have to give compliments to everyone

H0RSE G0RL

This feels like a family in Appaloosa Plains in the sims 3

Can barely hear what she sings only hear mumbles

"AAAAHHH CANNN'T MAKEYO LOVE MEAUH WOULDNTWANNAMAKEYOANYWAY"

"wHat A soUnG"

IS HIS TIKTOK NAME "YOURBOYBRABRA"

Very generic song to me

Why is he on the dreamworks logo tho

I- did they make an adult joke with his "I got excited" comment or do I just have a dirty mind

The "my friends call me this" thing, I don't know if that's an american thing or a universal thing, but I rarely have seen any person from where i'm from be like "my friend call me the king/queen of this"

This feels like a song you play in malls

THE DANCERS ARE KILLING ME

HAHAHAH THEM COMMENTING THE VIRGINIA BOOTH COMMENTING ON SOME RANDOM DUDE

The have the bi flag colors in the background

"When people think of Maine, they think of lobster" no i'm thinking of Stephen King

Apparently they're voting through streams on Spotify??? K??

HAHAHA THIS FEELS LIKE WHEN SAN MARINO COMPETED IN ESC LAST YEAR FOR SOME REASON

No one outside Sweden will understand this reference but during the "Is it you, is it me" I got reminded of "VEM ÄR DU VEM ÄR JAG LEVANDE CHARADER"

At least they didn't give out who won during the CREDITS this time

#american song contest

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extremelyblackandwhite · 3 years