Took blankets out of the dryer & immediately wanted to lay in the basket of warm blankets

I am living blogging my reaction to the second watch through of WDAPTEO 4 bc the first run through was so much

00:00- I screamed when I saw the notif. I was alone in the car. Just pulled up to my apt looked at my phone and screamed “ no way “ I still can’t believe we got it

00:01- hi, they are SO BEAUTIFUL I’m squealing. I cannot stop staring it’s embarassing

00:27 what’s going on here? “Nothing” my heart. The smiles

00:50 oh I am LOVING the feature wall. And fish tank reveal project??

01:00 how dare they throw THAT japhan photo up there like it’s just some example. Who the hell do they think they are- also I want that doomed hoodie :( he is snug as a bug in a rug

01:50 terror not even 2 minute in and crack

02:03 I’m sorry Dan asking Phil about TikTok stuff is precious

02:13(What is cba)

02:39 I CACKLED. Phil’s sarcastic ass omg

02:44 dans little pat

02:58 phivorce

03:05 I know the ft, they are friends of course. But seeing the messages really warms my heart. Like it’s so normal why am I emotional

03:52 of course Phil sends millions of memes

04:10 how in the fuck did Phil catch his phone what??? Ft dans face during the whole interaction.

Ad time —— 04:25. Im sorry Dan looks fucking amazing, his hair is so curled and pretty? And he looks so comfy cozy and soft??? My Dannie side is really coming out rn

04:59 handsome devil, damn straight. Love this man he’s too precious for this world

05:23 🍑

05:55 are the Brits okay??? Bone daddies?? I’m too American for this

06:30 perfectly encapsulated Dan and Phil energy

06:35 Dan saying dude scratches a weird itch in my brain

06:55 again! Totally normal to call a friend in a taxi. But this moment makes them so real in my mind like yes. Call that friend. In that taxi. Make it less awkward. Why did I like this moment so much

07:05 A PRETEND CONVO OF COURSE HE WOULD. He’s so real for that

07:34 “these are very dan and Phil”

07:42 I’m in pain. Koala content and ouch I can’t even put into words

08:44 three days without a text sounds exaggerated. Or lie. Like cmon. All those messages and convos and yall went 3 days without a word?? Sounds fake

08:58 asking what he should do for his nails!!? Again totally normal but UGH I love their friendship

09:01 also Phil coming in with a STELLAR idea, hope to see it happen

09:11 Phil’s a little shit OMG he hated the nails Dan got.

09:38: dans precious little selfies

09:44 also who tf is that that does not look like Dan

09:52 wtf do you mean that they had the same weird Swedish bakery???? 10 years apart???? WHAT THE HELL??????

10:35 fuckin nerds ft cute ft selfie

10:52 Dan in Phil’s glasses hi what the fuck? Precious. Phil loves to take photos of Dan sleeping.

11:02 jump. Scare.

11:28 PHIL CALLED HIS MOM. NURSE LESTER.

12:11 Dan stalking the ring doorbell is not something I expected?

12:20 glad to know Phil and I share that we can’t hear someone saw our name bc it’s too intimate

13:16 ordering a roast dinner is so cute idk why

13:35 jump. Scare.

14:26 I hate them :( i so long for what they have

15:04 they didn’t see death note the musical!! Haters!!!!

15:20 HOT

16:00 Phil papping Dan>>>>>>

16:20 I rewatched this part so many times. Thsi entire sequence. This whole. Dare i say SCENE. Disgustingly familiar. Disgustingly cute. I- karaoke game???? What??? It was for them

17:06 omatone :(

18:22 hot? Worrying? Hmm???

18:45 Phil is so dramatic I love him

19:01 genre to dinner? I don’t get them

19:10 DAAAAAN AHHHHH

19:20 SCRIPTS AH???????3@2/9/@/9@22929 more writer Dan

20:17 this is so familiar

20:50 this has “would you still love me if I was a worm” energy? Can’t explain

22:53 “we dan and phil-ed it” we have to steal that! Asap’

23:24 when Dan sits up he is soooo much taller than Phil but he constantly slumps down and looks up to Phil. It’s very cute to watch.

24:30 oh they are fully embracing the joint channel and slowly moving away from gaming and honestly. I’m alright with it. They look so happy

Guys this was too much. So I just started reading fanfic and these conversations were right out of what I’ve been reading which is very odd tbh? But we were fed. This was amazing content and I can’t wait to see what the writers do with this. Cheers

If you don’t me requesting for some headcanons, do you have any for the hatzgang by chance? Generic or tickle, or both, which ever you want:3

I AM LITERALLY WRITING A FIC FOR THEM RN HOLY SHIT This is actually so perfectly timed-

Regular HCs:

-Ross was pretty emo for about a year or two but grew out of it pretty quickly

-Robert has tried many times to convince his parents to get a dog, but it doesn't go very well

-In fact, him and Roy once tried to sneak a dog into Robert's room but Radford caught them. He promised to keep quiet if they returned the dog

-Remember how Ross likes bike rides? (If you didn't know this, go read the wiki.) Sometimes Rob skates along with him.

-Ross has no fucking idea how to hold a cat

-The other two would hold a cat like they held the doll in Deadly Smiles

-They have sleepovers REALLY often, but never at Roy's house

-They all have different favorite games (Ross: Mario Kart, Robert: Lego Star Wars, Roy: GTA5)

Tickle HCs:

-Getting the depressing HC out of the way first: Roy's parents never tickle him. Like, never ever. He's just their little legacy, so he never gets affection.

-Ross and Robert, however, have received many tickles in their lives

-Ross is about 40% ler, 60% lee

-Jaune thinks tickling her son is the most fun thing in the world, so Ross gets tickled almost daily.

-His worst spot is his belly, his ears coming in a close second (BEANIE OF PROTECTIONNNNNNNNN)

-He does enjoy it but is SUPER secretive about it, it's SO embarrassing to him

-Bro curls tf up like a little hedgehog when tkled and it's the cutest thing 🥺

-However, he is the most EVIL of lers. Teasing, anticipation, this boy WILL study your reactions and WILL figure out how to fluster you

-His friends love hate it

-Since he gets a little awkward about affection, sometimes he'll cuddle, sometimes it's just a pat on the back and some water

-Robert, however, is constantly getting into tickle fights with his siblings

-Usually this ends up with three of them teaming against the fourth (the fourth most commonly being Radford, surprisingly enough!)

-Half ler, half lee, all shameless tickle-enjoyer!

-Tho it does get a bit embarrassing when he's tickled in front of his friends

-He does get over it tho, and does love including them in his tickly shenanigans

-His worst spot is his sides, such an easy spot to get too, poor boi.

-He's the tallest but also the easiest to lift up bc he's a fucken STICK and it makes him SO easy to get.

-He's also SUCH a squirmer, like, you gotta pin this boi down or lift him up to have a CHANCE

-But him as a ler, oh SHIT you are in trouble

-Bro is FAST, you can't run, you can't hide, can't do shit before he catches you

-He LOVES cooing at his lee's reactions, he can't help it, he loves making his friends smile!

-He is the cuddle KING afterwards tho, he'll make sure you're nice and comfy and cozy

-If that's not your thing tho, he'll respect that too!

-Now ROY... oh god this is gonna get complicated.

-Poor boi has never been tickled until one fateful sleepover

-Twas there he learned the full extent of his ticklishness... and how much he loved it

-Ofc, he's WAY too prideful to admit it

-70% ler, 30% lee, but a glass cannon oml

-Before he knew he was ticklish, he was SUCH a huge ler oml

-He loves teasing his friends about how ticklish they are while he just fucking WRECKS them

-Cockiest little shit too like put him in his place lol

-But he CANNOT take what he dishes out.

-Worst spots are his belly and armpits, but bro is practically a walking tickle spot

-Teasing makes him turn into a freaking tomato oml

-And he just CRUMPLES too

-In short, when it comes to Hatzgang tickle fights, he's probably gonna end up losing if he gets got fast enough

WOW this ended up long, anygay if I think up more I'll probably rb this post and add them, or if you wanna add your own, feel free to rb with them, I love reading other people's hcs!

:oo those are so cute !! i have a purple one my friend made me for my bday and it’s so comfy and warm :o

i have a fiancée !!! i am a fiancée!! yess :o we’re choosing our music and tbh it’s probably going to be a queer song bc why not!! and it is :oo me n my besties are going shopping in a couple months !! i have an idea of what i want so it’ll be a lil easier :) and yes i did!! i already knew what happened because my gf LOVES to tell me greek mythology stories but it was still super good <3 and i am going with one last stop!! gonna read my 2 dragon books in a row :3

yayy!! and yay for your cardigan!! i hope its going well :)

my day was good! went to work for a little while and then took binxy to the vet because lil man has been sick :( and we finally unpacked all of our luggage and souvenirs and stuff which only took us more than a week ! my gf is at practice rn so i’m just chilling and watching some tv 🤭

- 🩷

yeah!! it’s gonna be so big and cozy, I’m really excited to finish it :)

A queer first dance song!! That’s so sweet!! And dress shopping!! I know whatever dress you pick is gonna be absolutely gorgeous honey :) and yeah!!! like I already know the story of Circe but I love Madeline Millers version!! One last stop and then dragons!!! Eee!!! I still need to finish Priory 💔

I’m glad your day was good!!! And I hope the days since have been good, I’m sorry I’ve been kinda absent 💔

doing the asks thingy :)

are you in schooling or working? if school, whats your major? if working, what do you do? do you enjoy it?

what would you describe your personal aesthetic as?

do you find yourself enjoying alone time or getting lonely quickly?

alr thats all !!

omg thank u :’)

i am currently in neither but applying / looking into both!! school i have no clue what i wanna major in really (yes i do. it’s prob gonna be computer science w an english minor) and working i have even less of an idea 😭😭😭 rn im just looking at local jobs in my neighborhood which is code for customer service . which i abhor. so pray for me

omg i def don’t think i have an aesthetic i usually go for comfy casual vibes? i wear a lot of dark clothing 🤔🤔🤔 but i wouldn’t say that’s my aesthetic i actually prefer pastels and stuff jdjfdjkd SO THIS IS HARD if cozy casual is an aesthetic then i choose that!!

omg i loooooove alone time. but my love language is quality time which doesn’t really go w the whole alone time thing JDJFJDJD but i used to get lonely rly easily but now i def love a good moment to myself !!

[Also, hi! Haven't sent you an ask in ages and have been offline in the mountains camping for the last 3-4 days so I have no idea what's going on in your life or the world or fandom rn, so sorry if my mountain man intel is totally off topic and discordant! - ✨anon, who will scroll back through the cockles spnblr daily news (i.e. your blog) to catch up now 😆]

Rose! Guess who was in [redacted] this weekend?? (👉😌👈) Now I understand even more why mountain man jackles came into being in the 1st place -- it's one of the most stunning places I've been in this country in my years of roadtripping. 20/10 highly recommend for anyone who can get there: it's remote, smaller than expected, but lowkey & cozy & gorgeous even on a cool rainy weekend. Can't wait to go back. Don't know how jackles ever left! -✨(wanted to share with u & gunshots nation 💚)

Wait, did (gutted) jibcon organizers really post an updated schedule with brute's name crossed out in big red X's??? Sorry but that is so fucking funny and petty, I am living for it. 😂😂😂 -✨anon, still catching up

hiiiii! so nice to hear from you again! ahhh i love that you had such a good time! it does sound lovely fr. i am redacting the name of the place cause i don't feel comfy sharing that unless the ackles' share it themselves, but i think a lot of people know where you are talking about so they will be able to fill in the blanks.

and yes lmaooo daniella really did that dshdhsfh i think she is legit pissed with j*red or at least it sounds like it lmaoooo maybe daniella will become a heller soon, let's hope so fhdshgdh

My sleep schedule is messed up and I’m trying to fix it as fast as possible just in Case I get a call to an interview, I don’t want to be half dead and driving whenever that is bc I’ve been up all night obviously, but also? I always feel a lot better mentally when I have a nice sleep schedule where I’m not up All Night. Like, it makes me feel like a Regular Person when I can Sleep at night. Like yea this IS the Designated Sleep Time!! And I’m in bed for it, look!! Like people do!!! People Who Function Well can do this and I’m Doing it Too!!! Lmao

I saw you mention the Scarabia duo and I feel ya on adoring those two - but I've also been getting Idia brainrot because of the next chapter being released late August iirc :D but here's some rot below because fluff has overtaken me and I think I'm rekindling my motivation to write

Oh, to have Jamil lay his head in my lap and be able to talk about all his frustrations or simply bask in silence as I brush through his hair with my fingers and just let him have time to relax and be honest with himself without judgement. Platonically or romantically, I just wanna be able to chill with the twst cast and help them chill too abfishak

I also can't stop thinking about hanging out with Idia where we both do our own things while just coexisting in the same room, because I feel like he'd be comfy with that. Just, like, playing a game on the switch while he games on his computer and we're just together and cozy in each other's presences without needing to stress about conversation and stuff because we both can just relax and be together without chatter to fill the silence. Again, either platonically or romantically I simply crave fluff

(also him chuckling as I'm absolutely destroyed in tetris multilayer for the millionth time vs him and Ortho)

And I'm still thinking about the short thing with Ruggie I wrote a while back where he and you are pals with some sorta restaurant or food truck and you two just have a fun time and hang out and make memories together and whatnot - making tasty food and packaging leftovers to be given to anyone who may need an extra bite to eat but doesn't have the money to pay for food.

- Fluffle

Oh, luv, do I have something that will hopefully be enjoyable regarding Jamil, Reader and combing through his hair coming up soon ;) ❤

Idia is definitely the type of friend who doesn't mind comfortable silence when you hang out The guy chuckles at every sound of frustration you let out as the game you're playing becomes more difficult

YES, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THAT IDEA WITH RUGGIE AND AM CONSTANTLY HAVING IT ON MY MIND AAAAAA He would be so considerate to those who need some food 🥺💗 I'm sure the "pay it forward" it's a very known practice in his little foodtruck, where customers pay for a meal for someone in need aaa 🥺❤ probably has a sign that notifies new customers about it, too, and is always glad to see them join in on the wave

This is so cute, I'm so so soft there's such a big dumb smile on my face rn, thank you so much 💖

the interior design hcs idea is so cool?? u also seem like a really nice person 🥺

anyway if you’re still taking recs, my oc’s name is haseul. she’s korean and 23, three years younger than felix. she usually dyes her hair but rn it’s burgundy and mid back length. she’s kind of an asshole and VERY blunt, always frowning/scowling + she talks really fast and curses like a sailor. she likes wearing skirts and dresses the most, likes to wear makeup. she has a huge family like. 6 siblings but she’s not very close to her parents. she has her own apartment and hates minimalism, has the most random shit lying around but is also a neat freak. is this enough for hcs idk help 😭

note from nia: i am so sorry this took longer than i thought it would😭 help . u guys are so nice do u want me to cry and throw up. anyway ur oc sounds like a girlboss but like,, in the cool way. PLS i love to see it fr!! (if smth doesn't fit w her apartment,, erm...ignore it . pretend she's the one that moved MSSHFJ)

they move in together and felix has never appreciated something more than her hatred of minimalism.

have you seen this man and all of his things? it works out with haseul's own random stuff around the house—anytime they have friends over they act like it's a game and point out any and all of the new decor

i think they'd find a compromise between their aesthetics with like, darker wood and earthy tone/pastel decor and then felix gets his dark study (i don't want to think about apartment hunting for one with a study but i know they exist)

there's a place to hook jackets or scarves when you enter the living room (they're these cool looking key hooks)

possibly weirdly specific but i think they'd have an L shaped couch . i don't know why. it's a dark shade of brown and there's a bunch of muted pastel throw pillows

there's always a blanket or two because one of them falls asleep and the other covers them (and joins)

the coffee table has a permanent bowl of snacks they just refill

felix has a very interesting mix of aesthetic dark academia and also funky weird decor

did he put a very nice tall lamp up? yes. is there a mushroom lamp he found thrifting on the table below the tv? yes because "why wouldn't we be able to have both? they're both for ambient lighting"

there's some board game on the table and also,, you know those kind of weird but cute creature plushies? the ones that are like "oh he's just a funky guy." felix keeps buying them. they're all hanging out there for some reason

big fluffy brown rug. specific but needed

i think felix would love if haseul picked out some things that tied to her culture !! whether it's some pattern wall decor, flower pots, art, etc. he's happy to see her put them up :-)

felix's study is probably the darkest room aesthetically in the apartment

most of his,, weirder things are in there away from prying/judging eyes.

it's where he keeps his taxidermied animals, Crab Man, other weird creatures that probably should not exist

there's dark oak bookshelves on the far wall with a couple of book nooks in them that the two made—i just know this guy has a little section with books for haseul i know it (novels, botany books, etc.)

is it a hot take if i say he'd have a bean bag chair next to the sofa because that's what i'm saying

the sofa in his study also has a blanket, it's knitted and soft and sometimes he wraps himself in it while walking around

he has a moon lamp. he thinks it's so cool

he has this one locked drawer that he keeps things hidden away in. it's literally his fanfiction ideas and go-to spot for hiding gifts. haseul is still looking for the key

their bedroom is kind of cluttered but in like, a cozy way.

big comfy bed, sort of a rustic oak bedframe with light coloured bedding

there's a cool floral tapestry above it

little plants on the windowsill in cute pots. thank you

they have a desk + three-part mirror combo in front of their bed (like an unofficial vanity) with,, many things

there's a jewelry organizer, a smaller mirror for when they do eyeliner, a tiny crocheted plushie, backup earphones (this might be a specific problem for me with losing mine), a small fake plant, this random animal skull felix decided to put on it? he put a couple of rocks in the corner and left them there at some point

the wall above it has art prints/posters and a collection of sticky notes they keep leaving each other as reminders or doodles

the apartment has a balcony and it's small but one of their favourite places to be together

loveseat and a small wooden table,, boom you have outdoor seating

it's so pretty there's a little lamp on the table and hanging lights above the door

they have one of those small bluetooth speakers so they can play music outside

it's another reason why there always seems to be blankets in the living room—they end up bringing them outside when it's chilly

this is where they usually go to think or vent since it's calming and they get fresh air ( ´◡‿◡`)

general hcs

felix helping dye her hair or do eyeliner ohhh sorrow...pain...sorrow and pain /pos

the rants they have about their families. they just go back and forth like "oh my god, don't get me started on that,"

she was so blunt with her insults to escell that felix did a spit take. he finds her personality almost freeing sometimes just because he can rant and she's just like, "so true. fuck that guy"

at first her whole style vs personality thing kind of gave him whiplash?? but now he's just like "yeah that's her i love her. do you not?"

haseul walks in on felix eating his little olives in the kitchen at night and he can Feel the look she's giving him before he even turns around. he hears her "what the fuck" before facing her

Venus in Gemini 2020 - How Ganja Babes Do Retrogrades

venus entered gemini and will be chilling with her for a while*. the first month she’ll just be doing her regular thing, but then she’ll swing backwards or *~retrograde~* around mid may for about a month and a half and that’s gonna be “interesting” . after that she does this cute thing called a shadow period where she starts going forward again and getting back to her regular business. after about a week, the gemini chapter ends and she heads into cancer.

*(entered on 4/3/20, will retro 5/13/20, go direct 6/25/20, shadow period till 7/29/2020, leaves for cancer 8/7/2020)

heres whats happening with your sun moon and rising if you’re a hot girl who smokes weed (which I know is the majority of us 💚)

aries - she’s in your 3rd house. expect some dope convos with ur squad. smoke them out. catch up on some homework together. when she retrogrades, there’s a risk of miscommunications (even tho these aren’t always necessarily bad). watch ur deadlines. u can read old texts if u want but u know the risks going in. once she starts going direct, u can clear up any friction with people, & expect some super happy random memories to resurface.☎️

taurus - she’s in your 2nd house. good time to lean into some kitchen witch stuff, smoke and try some recipes, or a new cute fitness routine. you have online shopping energy, everything looks like it was made just 4 u. honestly it is a pleasant time to treat yourself. when she retrogrades, don’t freak out but you might low key be a lil broke. thats ok bc as long as you keep a weed stash u can stay cute and comfy. when she goes direct again, money stuff will sort itself out. focus on your physical health.🛍

gemini - she’s in your 1st house. ur gonna be feelin extra cute. everything will look good on u. it’s a good time to smoke and try some looks, have a lil 80s fashion montage and stare at ur self in the mirror for a little while. when she retrogrades, things might not feel quite as cute but rest assured it all definitely is. consider revisiting some clothes you haven’t experimented with in a while. upcycle some of them into rags or other things. when she goes direct again, you’ll be leaning into an updated, more refined aesthetic. a glow up, if you will.👩‍🎤

cancer - she’s in your 12th house. time 4 naps, baths, incense, meditation, and of course, water pieces such as your bong or bubbler. there’s general desire to enjoy ur alone time. maybe if you don’t usually get to spend time with just u and ur thoughts. an opportunity 2 do so presents itself. when she retrogrades, expect some extra happy sleepy hazey vibes. be careful that other people’s vibes aren’t influencing yours too much. as a matter of fact, *watch* the vibes of those around u. be selective abt who u share ur weed with. when she goes direct again, you will be a well rested baby. your boundaries and patience may have been stretched little but u come out the other side stronger and cuter.🎏

leo - she’s in your 11th house. your social media presence is cute af, and u can be assured that u are loved by a squad. ur future is looking bright, no matter what u choose to do with your time rn. hit your bong and let yourself dream about your long term goals. its vision board time bb. when she retrogrades, you might have some temporary setbacks to one of your longer term goals try not 2 get pessimistic abt the future. your goals might change after you get some new info. when she goes direct again, your life vision is updated, its ~cuter~, if you had any messy vibes during the retro period, you bounce back and build confidence in doing so. ur doing amazing, sweety. 🔮

virgo - she’s in your 10th house. your neighbors who see u occasionally thru the windows and at the grocery store think you are soo cute. and they are correct. your life aspirations are looking super promising, and you can build up whatever life u want for yourself. when she retrogrades, you do run the risk of feeling less cute than u actually are. someone might recognize or see you when ur not feeling quite ready to be seen, but pls rest assured that you are always probably cuter than u feel. don’t let anyone hate on your dream life building process. when she goes direct again, you might be a little more ok w being seen & letting your aspirations b known. pack yourself a nice reward bowl and take a selfie.🎀

libra - she’s in your 9th house. perfect time to become pen pals with someone imo, u know you’ve got cute handwriting. bless your school supplies w ganj smoke. stuffs starting to really “click;” whatever you’ve been studying is getting a new *~look~*. consider getting a cute new journal. when she retrogrades remember to check on your school work, and any adventure plans u may have had. u might experience some mental roadblocks which lead you to new way of seeing something. when she goes direct your perspective on your life will be different; good different. take a nice long stoned walk with a cute mask on.📬

scorpio - she’s in your 8th house. we both know it’s time for a closet purge. Get rid of whatever isn’t working anymore. clean ur sex toys. have some edibles and update your collection of nudes. when she retrogrades, u may find yourself missing ur old things but that’s ok, things change. u might start feeling hyper critical of ur nudes but remember that you are still that bitch. when she goes direct, you, friend, are on the verge of a total aesthetic rebuilding. a change from the inside begins to show itself on the outside. your confident sexy energy has returned.📀

sagittarius - she’s in your 7th house. ur collabin’ on projects with ur friends, ur doin the zoom coffee dates, ur smokin out the squad, u already know everyone loves u. when she retrogrades, an old life character returns, maybe someone who hasn’t crossed your mind in a long time. someone whose dms you slid into out of boredom might reach out to you. are these good things? idk bb follow ur heart! when she goes direct, u might b letting someone go, or sweetly reconnecting with someone, probs a little bit of both both. someone’s place in your life is getting a lil bit of a downgrade and making room for someone else’s upgrade. it’s a different vibe but u make it work.🤹‍♀️

capricorn - she’s in your 6th house. as we already know, you have been organized, meals have been prepped, groceries are shopped, you are rolling with things. if you haven’t already, now is a super cute time to start, or revisit a bullet journal for even more cute daily brain organization. sometimes i like to smoke and try out different layouts and i think u would too. when she retrogrades, any existing routines you’ve created for urself might get a little disrupted and have to change a little (this could apply to school, work, whoever you live with, anything day 2 day). rest assured that no matter what you will be able to keep things cute. when she goes direct again, you life’s order should b restoring itself, and any errands you’ve been behind on will be caught up so dont even worry. breathe&take a hit.🎸

aquarius - she’s in your 5th house. creative projects you’ve got going on are about to go swimmingly. ur lil brain is probably just bursting with dope ideas and i am proud of u. this is a very sexy time period, perfect for spending time experimenting with edibles. when she retrogrades, you might feel a little bit of insecurity regarding your creative endeavors, maybe just a lil loss of confidence for whatever reason. consider looking back thru your old stuff, old art pieces, old music you’ve made, anything you started or finished, and I bet its actually pretty dope and cool. when she goes direct again, you can expect to be finishing a project up and maybe even have a cooler one lined up who knows. some of that natural aquarian confidence will come back, much to ur loved one’s delight.🎈

pisces - she’s in your 4th house. try to reconnect with your family of choice. even just a casual text. ur inner child will feel pretty content and chill. being at home will feel extra cozy and nice. hit your bong whilst wrapped in a blanket and watch a cartoon. when she retrogrades there might be some fam drama, even if it doesn’t necessarily revolve around u. you might something find offsetting your comfort zone or challenging some of ur boundaries. remember not to let anyone mess with u bb. when she goes direct again, expect some healing within your fam unit. Some nice happy memories return will come to your mind’s forefront.🧸

hope ur high right now bb sweet dreams♊️💕🌿🌸🌺🍣♊️

20 Questions For Munday!! || @ephemeralkryonics​ || accepting 

13. Do you have any Tumblr friends you’d like to meet IRL?

Definitely you, Teiaiel, cause you’re such a cool and talented dude. Also, Jester ( @heamatic​ ), who hails from Mooseland and Dari ( @sonxflight​ ), who is from Russia. The countries unfortunately I cannot visit rn, but I’d definitely meet them up in person and cry about our muses, because they are the only people whom I consider as ‘close friends’ on Tumblr, although I am much of a shy, introverted boring person in real life and I wouldn’t know how to even start up a conversation. I am not like how I convey myself online versus offline. My offline persona is so much drab and unimpressive lol. 

14. What would you say is your aesthetic?

Anything coffee house-related, as long as they relate to the qualities of a cafe, I am all for them. I also especially love the colors associated with it - dark brown, black, mustard, forest green, maroon - and I always found it easy to concentrate and my mind calming in such environments. This involves coffee, warm colours and a calm setting and I always have thrived in a setting where comfy/cozy vibe could be felt. Also, I think with any kind of creative outlet I happen to delve into, I always have been gravitated to Expressionism; a modernist movement, initially in poetry and painting, originating in Germany at the beginning of the 20th century. Its typical trait is to present the world solely from a subjective perspective, distorting it radically for emotional effect in order to evoke moods or ideas, as I found it rather fitting for both my muses also. 

Also, both from my personal experience and muse-related vibe, I am all about imperfect, broken things. Kintsugi, (also known as Kintsukuroi) is the Japanese art of repairing broken pottery by mending the areas of breakage with lacquer dusted or mixed with powdered gold, silver, or platinum. As a philosophy, I love the fact that this art form treats breakage and repair as part of the history of an object, rather than something to disguise.

I am also prone to disorganization (I’d like to call it a ‘chaotic mess,’ a reflection of my room’s constant state as I like to have too many art supplies out in a given time) and disarray, which seems to be the state of my psyche in this trying times. 

18. Who was your first muse?

Nigel from (The Necessary Death of) Charlie Countryman. He was essentially a prominent baddie in the movie, a secondary character against Charlie Countryman and Gabi Ibanescu (Shia LaBeouf and Evan Rachel Wood, respectively). I nabbed him because I was infatuated with Mads Mikkelsen back when NBC Hannibal was still a valid thing (not anymore) and I figured I would give him much-needed depth and life, because he was only in the movie for fifteen solid minutes and I slapped him Lecterverse to give him the depth Hannibal Lecter had. 

1-50!! / the ones you want

1. Would you rather be blindfolded or blindfold me? Blindfolded probably?? but it’s not something I’m into but like not against, might be fun to try ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I just like seeing eyes, helps know what’s goin on and what ur feeling

2. Would you rather orgasm while performing oral or during intercourse? I think for me personally preforming oral, I’d have to be super worked up. Both are good! I just like the idea, sounds hot

3. What was your high school sex fantasy? Something about gummy bear people tying me down and experimenting on me, maybe like alien stuff. Is a gummy bear gangbang like a specific kink?

4. What’s your favorite position? I like to be fucked from behind n I like to ride my daddy. And whatever is most comfy honestly!! Esp on pain days

5.  Which part of your body do you consider the most sexy? I think I have nice legs n my baby likes my ass a lot. I’m not the best w knowing my body

6.  Do you like to swallow? I really have no plans to know how to answer this

7.  Who do you fantasize about when you’re alone? My daddy!! 💕❤️💕🥰

9. Where is one place you would never have sex? In front of like my family is the only thing I can think of, I’m down anywhere

10. Top or bottom? Both! Topping and bottoming is easy people, switching is where it’s at. Like dom/sub is different from top bottom... please learn this

11.  Best sexual complement you ever got? Same! Making my daddy cum or at least get rlly close makes me rlly happy! Bc I know it’s hard with another person for him

12. When was the first time you masturbated? Wow I was a young child I can’t even remember

13.  Have/would you ever have sex outside? I have and would like to again!!

14. Who gave you your last kiss? Did it mean anything? My daddy and yes ❤️ means the world!

15.  Do you sleep in pajamas, underwear, or nothing at all? Underwear and big shirts but I really want some cute and cozy jammies

16.  If you had a sexual “to-do” list, what would be on top of the list? My daddy. He’s the to do list. Today getting spanked is rlly big on my mind and also grinding !!!

17. Is a weird “sex face/orgasm face” a total deal breaker? No but I don’t have to worry about that

18. Do you have a gag reflex? Not really! Like last night I was high and deep throating my fingers Bc I wanted to feel it. Like I gag sometimes but don’t like actually throw up ever

19. Is your sex life award-winning or a total flop? Award winning!

20. Are piercings sexy? Yesum

21. Can/Have you ever squirted before? No n I would freak out if I did

22. List your kinks. Wow so many, u know them

24. What was your first kinky sexual experience? Consensual was college and a nice girl and she tied me up n spanked me and I rlly liked it! She also collared me and fed me cookies and that was really cute of her 🥰

25. Any unexpected ways kink has improved your life?  If so, what are they? It can be an outlet I guess! When I want to shut off my brain

26. What do you think is important in keeping a BDSM relationship healthy? Communication and reassurance!

27. Something that never fails to make you horny: my daddy posting usually or reading his blog. When he says something dirty to me or calls me babygirl it’s just immediate 🦋🦋🦋🦋 and when he send me pics!!! Looking at shirtless pictures makes me 🦋🦋🦋

29. The most awkward moment during a sexual experience was when: I mean we’ve been walked in on and had to hide under the blanket, and when petunia sat on my butt. Last hookup that was not my partner I started crying sad tears which was awkward

30. Whats the best way to sexually bind someone? (handcuffs, ropes, etc.) I like my soft pink ropes a lot, I tie my wrists with them sometimes and just vibe. Anything that can be used to comfortably tie someone up!

31. Whats the fastest way to make you horny? Calling me cute pet names and kissing my neck, telling me u want me, running ur hands on my ass/hips/over my pussy. Oh wrestling. 👁👄👁

32. Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find: I don’t really want people to find my daddy collar but idc about the rest

34. How big is too big? I have worlds tiniest pussy so basically more than 2 fingers at this point

35. One sexual thing you would never do: yeah I’m not super into rimming

36. Three spots that drive me insane: my ass is rlly sensitive, my thighs, and my pussy lips. My neck is too! I don’t know my body too well

37. Do you like it when your sexual partner moans? Yes god please

38. Is it good sex even if you don’t cum? Yeah!!! Cumming is intense and sometimes I can’t do it

39. Do you watch gay/lesbian porn? Why/Why not? I watch strap porn n gay porn rarely, mostly watch porn I can relate to! Support trans pornstars and content creators!

41. Do you like giving head? Why/why not? I love it and it’s good ! I love how my baby moans and guides my head, I love how his dick twitches sometimes and the yummyness

42. Do you own any sex toys? If so, how long have you had them? I have a tentacle for a week now but I am bleeding but soon. I did tease the tip a tiny bit but not in

44. Have you had sex in your parents bed? (Would you?) this question makes me want to puke

46. Spanking: turn on or turn off? Turn on!!! So much!! I am really super very desperate for it!!! Spank me!!! I need to get a paddle or crop just to make it easier to spank myself when daddy isn’t here

47.  What is one random object you’ve used to masturbate? Christmas lights 🤪

48. Biggest sexual fantasy? I have so many! But my main long term sex goal (?) is to take daddy’s whole strap. And rn for him to fuck me with his built in dick

49. Kitchen counter, couch, or on top of the dryer? Kitchen counter 🙈💕

50. Thoughts on period sex? No thanks! Grinding with many layer maybe but I’m pill now so no thanks! Blood = bad

answers for @sproutingpeach (sorry it took so long had to do it on mobile when nobody was watching) 200: My crush’s name is: helen🌸 199: I was born in: 2000 198: I am really: relaxed 197: My cellphone company is: verizon 196: My eye color is: green 195: My shoe size is: 7 1/2 194: My ring size is: 6 or 7 193: My height is: 5'5" 192: I am allergic to: witch hazel 191: My 1st car was: 2003 silver honda accord 190: My 1st job was: haven’t had one 189: Last book you read: milk and honey by rupi kar 188: My bed is: queen sized and vv comfy 187: My pets: jyn and andy 186: My best friend: dally (@justloveselfushlove) 185: My favorite shampoo is: idk 184: Xbox or ps3: xbox I guess 183: Piggy banks are: alright 182: In my pockets: earbuds 181: On my calendar: vacation this week 180: Marriage is: not necessary 179: Spongebob can: shut up please 178: My mom: is problematic 177: The last three songs I bought were?: I don’t buy songs, I’ve got spotify 176: Last YouTube video watched: some random vine compilation i think 175: How many cousins do you have?: 4 174: Do you have any siblings?: yes, 4 173: Are your parents divorced?: no 172: Are you taller than your mom?: yes 171: Do you play an instrument?: I’m learning piano 170: What did you do yesterday?: mini road trip and swimming [ I Believe In ]
 169: Love at first sight: no 168: Luck: no 167: Fate: no 166: Yourself: sometimes 165: Aliens:sure 164: Heaven: no 163: Hell: no 162: God: idk 161: Horoscopes: not really but they’re fun to read anyways 160: Soul mates: nope 159: Ghosts: no 158: Gay Marriage: of course 157: War: no 156: Orbs: no? 155: Magic: no [ This or That ]
 154: Hugs or Kisses: never been kissed so I'd have to say hugs 153: Drunk or High: high 152: Phone or Online: online 151: Red heads or Black haired: both i can’t decide 150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes 149: Hot or cold: hot 148: Summer or winter: summer 147: Autumn or Spring: autumn 146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla 145: Night or Day: night 144: Oranges or Apples: apples 143: Curly or Straight hair: straight 142: McDonalds or Burger King: McD 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk 140: Mac or PC: mac 139: Flip flops or high heels: depends on the situation, i like both 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor 137: Coke or Pepsi: coke 136: Hillary or Obama: obama 135: Burried or cremated: buried 134: Singing or Dancing: singing 133: Coach or Chanel: chanel 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who?? 131: Small town or Big city: big city 130: Wal-Mart or Target: target 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: ben stiller 128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure 127: East Coast or West Coast: west coast 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas 125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers 124: Disney or Six Flags: Disneyland 123: Yankees or Red Sox: idc [ Here’s What I Think About ]
 122: War: unnecessary 121: George Bush: did 9/11 120: Gay Marriage: please legalise it everywhere 119: The presidential election: trumps not my president. 118: Abortion: pro choice 117: MySpace: no opinion 116: Reality TV: don’t watch it 115: Parents: good idea, poor execution 114: Back stabbers: they did it for a reason 113: Ebay: no opinion 112: Facebook: my safe app, flip to it when parents are around 111: Work: fine i guess 110: My Neighbors: annoying 109: Gas Prices: better than they can used to be 108: Designer Clothes: unnecessary 107: College: wish it wasn’t a social requirement 106: Sports: don’t mind watching (sometimes even enjoy it) but hate playing 105: My family: big and loud but still good 104: The future: let’s not think about it… [ Last time I ]
 103: Hugged someone: I don’t remember, a couple weeks ago?? 102: Last time you ate: half an hour ago 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: May 100: Cried in front of someone: a month or so i think? 99: Went to a movie theater: a week ago 98: Took a vacation: rn 97: Swam in a pool: last night 96: Changed a diaper: 3 weeks ago 95: Got my nails done: 2 years ago 94: Went to a wedding: 8 years ago 93: Broke a bone: 5th grade 92: Got a piercing: 8 years ago 91: Broke the law: never 90: Texted: half an hour ago [ MISC ]
 89: Who makes you laugh the most: helen 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my kitty 87: The last movie I saw: the amazing spiderman 2 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: meeting helen irl 85: The thing im not looking forward to: starting school again 84: People call me: on the internet-ry irl-raveyn or rave 83: The most difficult thing to do is: get along with my mother 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never 81: My zodiac sign is: sagittarius 80: The first person i talked to today was: my dad 79: First time you had a crush: kindergarten probably 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: nobody 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: idk 76: Right now I am talking to: helen 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: be happy hopefully 74: I have/will get a job: my first job be grocery bagging 73: Tomorrow: hanging out and to softball game 72: Today: I'm bored af 71: Next Summer: idk 70: Next Weekend: idk 69: I have these pets: one kitty one puppy 68: The worst sound in the world: cotton balls rubbing together 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my mom 66: People that make you happy: my gf and internet friends and my siblings 65: Last time I cried: last night (watching a movie) 64: My friends are: the i love them 63: My computer is: nonexistent 62: My School: online 61: My Car: older but good 60: I lose all respect for people who: are assholes 59: The movie I cried at was: amazing spiderman 2 58: Your hair color is: bleached 57: TV shows you watch: Grey's Anatomy and Brooklyn 99 56: Favorite web site: tumblr.com.hell 55: Your dream vacation: Greece 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: when i had a broken nose and sneezed 53: How do you like your steak cooked: i don't like steak 52: My room is: cozy+aesthetic 51: My favorite celebrity is: Priyanka Chopra 50: Where would you like to be: with my girlfriend 49: Do you want children: no 48: Ever been in love: nope 47: Who’s your best friend: dally 46: More guy friends or girl friends: i have one guy friend, one girl friend, one nb so it's an even mix 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: when my hair looks good 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: helen 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: um no 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: not a concrete list but a ideas 41: Have you pre-named your children: I've thought it 40: Last person I got mad at: my mom 39: I would like to move to: New York 38: I wish I was a professional: ??? [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: Reese's pieces 36: Vehicle: idk 35: President: obama 34: State visited: California 33: Cellphone provider: Verizon i guess 32: Athlete: Serena Williams 31: Actor: Andrew Garfield 30: Actress: Priyanka Chopra or Amanda Seyfried 29: Singer: the weeknd or halsey 28: Band: fall out boy 27: Clothing store: idk 26: Grocery store: Fry's 25: TV show: Brooklyn 99 24: Movie: the breakfast club 23: Website: this one 22: Animal: all of them 21: Theme park: Disneyland 20: Holiday: Christmas 19: Sport to watch: baseball 18: Sport to play: none sports aren't allowed look at me 17: Magazine: teen vogue 16: Book: Althea and Oliver 15: Day of the week: Sunday 14: Beach: idk 13: Concert attended: 5sos 12: Thing to cook: chocolate chip cookies 11: Food: burgers and fries 10: Restaurant: Fuddruckers 9: Radio station: 97.1 8: Yankee candle scent: idk 7: Perfume: idk 6: Flower: daisy 5: Color: blue 4: Talk show host: idk 3: Comedian: idk 2: Dog breed: lab 1: Did you answer all these truthfully?: yes