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chromatoghosts · 6 months

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i stg if i see one more person call montresor a "narcissist" or "sociopath" despite the fact that both of the characters he's manipulating right now are so heavily personality disorder-coded, i will fuckin kill a man

#for the last time!! being an awful person isn't pathological!! and having a disorder doesn't make you an awful person!!#this is like my instant anger button man normally im (kinda) chill but i am 100% ready to throw hands over this topic #i argue abt this with random internet strangers abt this like every other day </3 #nevermore #nevermore comic #nevermore webcomic #nevermore webtoon #ghost.text #ableism cw #i am like This close to snapping #i'm swear im going to headcanon duke as having npd out of spite

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tarutaruga · 9 months

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madatobi sketch to cheer me up

#madara uchiha #tobirama senju #madatobi #tarudraw #naruto #madara x tobirama #im feeling like shit yahhh #these two are the glue thats keeping me from snapping #but i am this close 🤏#anyway yeah. we gay keep scrolling

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trans-xianxian · 4 months

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one thing about the core reveal scene is that it's one of the only times someone defends wei wuxian just out of like. anger and contempt. there's the desperate way that jiang cheng protects wei wuxian from his mother and the wens, and the gentle quiet way that lan wangji stands up for wei wuxian against the world, but it is So endlessly refreshing to see someone just be fucking mad that wei wuxian is being mistreated. wen nings fearsome, righteous anger is so good especially considering that wen ning is a character who so rarely ever let's himself show any anger at all, even when he has so much to be angry about

and he doesn't even get angry in a reserved, polite way either he literally tells jiang cheng to his face that he will never be as good as wei wuxian. saying that serves absolutely no purpose other than to hurt him. it doesn't reveal anything more about the core, its not a cold truth that jiang cheng needs to learn, it's not even really something that strictly Defends wei wuxian against anything. he literally just says it because he Knows it's exactly the thing that will hurt the most, and in that moment what wen ning wants to do is to hurt jiang cheng. and it's delicious

#sorry bestie just watched this ep so I am thinking about it Yet Again #the only other time I can think of another character getting angry like that for wwx is jyl on phoenix mountain #and we Know how much that scene fucks #idk like lwjs persistent tragic way of standing up for wwx is great obviously #but its so good to see another character get just plain mad #just fuckin snap #I think part of it is like. as a viewer I spend so much time angry on wei wuxians behalf #so to see a Character finally be angry too is very satisfying #and lwj defends wwx a lot but anger is almost never the emotion at the forefront of that #which is fine #but anger Is a very satisfying emotion #and arguably wen ning is the one who was closest to wwxs suffering #all the time #through nearly all of it #he saw so closely how the core transfer affected him #knew the truth the whole time #and you just know that that anger had been building for a long. Long time #ghost posts #text #wwx #jc #lwj #wn #yunmeng bros #wangxian

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tttrashmouth · 10 months

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something i think nimona did really well was that they didn’t make nimonas oppression like,,,,, “her fault” i guess is a way to put it. i feel like far too often, whether the plot is an allegory for race, gender, or disability, it goes something like “x person is oppressed and treated like shit” and then you find out it’s because they turn into an uncontrollable monster that kills or hurts people and it’s like, why is that the metaphor we’re going with here. like with jk rowling and werewolf’s representing AIDS somehow. like, what the fuck do you mean by that?

but what nimona does well is they make nimona a shape shifter (trans person approved, i would love that) and then it’s not her problem that she’s different. just because she technically might fit the definition of monster doesn’t make her one and then we find out that the things that made her “bad” in the first place weren’t even real. it was a lie made to demonize nimona. she’s never the bad guy, she doesn’t want to hurt people, she’s just nimona and happens to be a shape shifter. and that’s how you do it in my opinion. you can’t make the oppressed the aggressor in these situations, because they literally never are. or at least should never be the original cause of it all, because in real life they really aren’t. they are the original victims of bigotry and their stories get rewritten so they look like the aggressors.

#nimona was literally so good #loved it so much #also the way that bal owns up to what he did wrong with nimona #when he’s like ‘what have i done?’#because even when it’s not specifically just his fault he knows that his close mindedness contributed enough #if he had just been kinder and more accepting and understanding then just maybe she might now have snapped #and literally almost killed herself #oh my god i am losing my mind over this movie #nimona #nimona movie #theo stfu #fandom theory w/ pheo

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bwabbitv3s · 1 year

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Good Godfather Vlad AU - Part 3

Link to Part 1 , Part 2

@kaitouhime @krzys2000 @moobloomrights @spooky-fm

Brunch

The brunch meeting ended up being a huge scene, but not overly embarrassing. A table is knocked over when Jack and Maddie rush over to Vlad. Luckily it did not have anyone eating at it yet. The children trailing behind them stopped to right the table. Vlad is unfortunately too slow to offer the fudge before Jack sweeps him up into a crushing bear hug.

“We have been terrible friends. How could you ever forgive us!” Jack cries as he lifts Vlad off his feet in a hug.

“We should have questioned why you never responded after all these years.” Maddie says hovering beside them.

“Dad, put him down!” Jasmine shouts.

“Yeah, I don’t think he can breathe with you crushing him like that.” Danny adds in.

If he did not have to breath all the time this would be very uncomfortable. Jack pulls him into an impossibly closer hug before gently putting him back on the ground and releasing him. A glare from Maddie at the gawking people has them hastily avert their gaze. His clothes are now rumpled a little from the bear hug. Vlad straightens a little before stepping closer to the pair.

“It is not all your burden to bear. Despite how close we had been, I never reached out either after the accident.” Vlad says a little apprehensive.

His hands nervously clutch at the box of fudge as he makes eye contact with Jack and Maddie. This was the hardest thing he had done in a very long time. He was still coming to terms and processing everything that had happened. In just a few short days he had a fundamental part of his past cast into new light. His lack of responsibility in trying to maintain his part of their friendship was a new glaring issue he had ignored for far too long.

Maddie’s eyes crinkle as she sweeps forwards with arms outstretched. Unlike Jack she waits for the moment for him to step closer.

“I can’t express how much I regret not tracking you down the first day out of the hospital.” Vlad chokes out as Maddie pulls him into a hug.

“I told myself so many things about why you might not want to see us anymore.” her voice catches a bit as she speaks.

“We never were very good about confrontation when it was about emotions. Always ready to jump into a discussion about science and engineering and tear into that” Jack added.

“It might take some time and it won’t be the same but I would like to be in your lives again.” Vlad says.

“You are always welcome.” Maddie says softly.

“You are practically family!” Jack happily shouts.

The tension drops a little as Vlad really sees his friends ready to welcome him back into their life. Without the haze of hate from before clouding his judgment. He sees the laughter lines in Maddie’s face and the gray in Jack's hair. They are not college students working towards getting a doctorate. Life has gone on and his friends have changed just like he has.

“Now I hope this does not spoil the meal, but I have something for you.” Vlad says, offering up the fudge box.

“Oh, is that what I think it is?” Jack crows in delight.

He bounds forwards and takes the box from Vlad. Maddie lets out a fond smile and begins to usher the group back to their table.

“I had some help but I believe this is a very nice fudge.” Vlad says with a wink at Danny.

“Ohh! I have heard of Miss Martha’s Marviolours Fudge.” Jack excitedly says.

Vlad starts to walk to the table the family had been seated at. There is already an extra setting at the table. His step falters for a moment before he catches a supportive look from Jasmine. She gestures with her hands forming a cube shape. Danny gives her a confused look as he pulls his father along. Stealing a breath he keeps walking to the place set for him.

“It has been a long time but I hope you still enjoy them.” Vlad says. Pulling the rubix cube out.

“Vlad I can’t believe you remembered that!” Maddie exclaims in delight.

She takes the cube and immediately begins to twist and turn it to solve the cube in a matter of moments. Then resets it and begins to form a classic trick pattern.

“Whoa. How do you do that so fast, I thought they were supposed to be hard to solve?” Danny asks his mother.

The rest of the brunch manages to pass with little fanfare after that. Maddie shows her son how to solve it and explains the mechanics behind it. Jack scrawls on a napkin the attributes of the fudge and hashes out the new top ten. Laughter and joy is had as ten years worth of catching up happens over the course of the meal. They manage to only break one glass. It might just be the nicest morning Vlad has had in years.

Now with a Part 4.

#Danny Phantom AU #Good Vlad #Good Vlad AU #Good Godfather Vlad AU #Danny Phantom #So I am trying to decide on which which plot point I want to come next as I have a few nuggets I am working on #Danny is about to have had enough sleep to realize that his ghost sense is going off #Vlad is still clueless as he has not been primed to react to it going off #unlike Danny who at this point is like a long tailed cat in a room full of rocking chairs #people still use that saying right?#Jack after all this time really is happy his best friend is back in his life #Maddie is still feeling really guilty and knows how private Vlad is with affection and ready to snap a camera in half if needed #Jasmine is swinging wildly between proud of the emotional and communication going on and utterly embarrassed #Vlad is really close to an emotional collapse after all this and will need a break to just recollect #He has had a lot happen in a few days and just holding together #He is one bad thing away from emotional overwhelment

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sparkly-skies · 4 months

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@reserved-fruit thank you for the link to this video with Kris' heart ring (goes perfectly with Keep Me Grounded, Keep Me Calm, just saying 👀 do you like friends (Bojan and Kris) comforting each other and jokingly proposing while still being deeply serious about how important their friendship is? Go read this!).

Here's some screenshots to look at with me, why? Because I'm a touchstarved bitch and scream and cry at any sighting of physical affection. Thank you Bojan for providing enrichment in my enclosure.

Also this one. Because I see a mention of friends spending time together because they love each other and love spending time together, I scream and screech in missing my friends noises.

#i'm half convinced alistair has saved me on discord as touchstarved fuck or something #anyway. do these fuckers know how LUCKY they are to have their friends this close at any given time?#I spent 2 1/2 weeks at my parents' during christmas and I saw friends I think... three maybe four times #plus a visit at a friend's place across the border for two days #which i was very happy about! i was really happy about the times i did see friends!#but it also sucks that everyone's so busy with their own lives and responsibilites and whatnot that it's this hard to see friends now #plus that one friend who just doesn't answer anyone anymore. just TELL US if you don't want to see us anymore #that's okay. it would still hurt but sometimes a friendship has come to its end and that's okay even if it hurts. but don't just #ghost your entire friend group while still sending snaps and then not answering if we answer there #okay that turned into a rant #because like bojan in the shower with kris i am incapable of shutting the fuck up in the tags #go read that fic!#mine #joker out

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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new doujin grab a copy when it releases 6/9/69

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #jo sawashiro #masumi arakawa #masato arakawa #snap sketches #'i wonder if i can draw a fake doujin cover before i sleep' and im literally supposed to sleep in nine minutes jfc #talk about a close shave #anyway. i have spent an embarrassing amount of time imagining the arakawa family in goofy slice-of-life scenarios so #also i love those mangas with the summaries as the titles they always make me laugh and sound like reddit story titles #slice-of-life including the actual slicing of people it's great #ok bye i shouldnt dawdle on this tag ramble for long i am sleeping soon #i have to drive four hours tomorrow please send prayers ty

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seariii · 3 months

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I am one (1) angsty post away of writing a Reader comforting the Milgram Characters

#i cant im in pain i wanna hug them all it's too painful #it would be really self indulgent tho like comfort Seari style #but yeah I'm in so much pain i am this close to snapping and doing it #seari talks

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star-scrambled · 8 months

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What is every ship you like from Octonauts?

I like Kwazini, Twashi, Kwaso, Kwazicles, Peso x Barnacles x Kwazii, and SheliKwaz

ok *cracks knuckles* i usually don’t enjoy going into detail about my ship preferences so. here are my favourite ships. my more minor ship takes will stay in tags!be nice 2 me /hj

- kwazini. been their number one fan since day one and i have THE PROOF!!! (i’m not normal)

- “twazii” except i don’t enjoy that ship name and i ship them in a non-romantic context SO I CALL THEM CARROTPIE <3 the qpps ever. i kinda love them and kwazini to an equal extent

- shellikwaz my beloved…i used to be more into it in my pre/early kwazini days back in 2020/2021! i’m not as passionate about them anymore but they still mean a lot to me n i think they’re neat <3 by proxy i think shellikwazini is a fun concept too

#runner-up ships are barnacles/kwazii #kind of sad that they’re one of those ships that people think is canonically morally weird when. it isn’t??#but idc enough to cause a stir about it #and twashi #who i also came up with my own alternative ship name for.#it’s tinkersnap. like tinkering bunny x dog who snaps photos. teehee #i also feel like. mixed. on shellington and dashi?#my interest in them as a couple is on and off #but lets just say if i am down for them they are yuri #because behind closed doors i’m really fond of nonbinary/bigender/transfem shellington hcs #i’m also a “dashi and ryla are exes on really good terms” truther 🔥#but that’s just a hc i enjoy and not necessarily a ship i love #OH AND I LOVE INKLING AND MIN. DUH. BUT THATS A GIVEN THEYRE SO REAL #ok that’s it for romantic relationships and otherwise #my favourite dynamics and relationships as a whole is a completely different subject! yippee!#vics silly brain zone #ask

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mallahanmoxie · 3 months

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last week: eldest cat has severe bladder issues, i do not sleep for a week straight

this week: youngest cat gets bitten by a dog, somehow hides it from me, gets infected

next week: is cancelled. thank you.

#WHAT IS THIS. MISFORTUNE UNHAND ME THIS INSTANT. LET ME GOOOOO #u guys dont get how close i am from losing it #if i snap and stop caring we're all going to DIE #but im like this close 👌#can i know no peace #psa newsmen still at large

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daylighteclipsed · 1 year

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anyone else feel like the whole world is this 👌 close to completely snapping

#it feels like a rubber band is being pulled farther and farther #and it’s going to snap soon #like people are just rapidly reaching their limit #specifically the working class #France is already rioting #like we’re all just so fucking fed up with all the elites around the globe #america especially feels like we’re one jenga block away from #i can’t say war bc realistically we would be mowed down but um #quitting the game i guess #it’s all a game and we’re this close to flipping the board #I’m sick to my stomach I’m furious I’m exhausted #we’re all so tired and drained and hear all these horrible things every day and have to go to work like nothings happening #why are we going to work why are we playing this game i don’t wanna play anymore !!!!!#I’m just. I’m so hurt and frustrated and feel the grief of millions of people I’m in tears #this is not sustainable life doesn’t have to be this way it shouldn’t be this way #it feels so hopeless i hate it i hate it so much i am living on spite alone #god damn you elites i will go down swinging

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zestys-world · 1 year

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Ei not wanting to make Scaramouche suffer because she saw him cry and thought "oh no. I don't want cruelty to break him." But Scaramouche taking it as "I'm not strong enough"

#who hurt you???#ei not wanting to hurt others but being unable to prevent it so she just turned a blind eye so she could run away #vs scara wanting to be loved so bad but after so much hurt he just snapped and decided he would never love so he could never be hurt #FIGHT!!#they are... way too close to actual events in my life wtf #my mom.#ei is not a good mother (as of yet hyv i am delusional and i want reunion) but its not out of malice #i cant forgive my mom but i can project!!#does this mean you HAVE to like ei?? no. being hurt doesnt rob you of autonomy completely but it does mess up your perception #what am i doing. i just have mommu issues huh #scaramouche #wanderer genshin #genshin impact #raiden ei #y'all its okay to not like characters cause they remind you of people you hate!! the satisfaction doesnt last much tho so be careful #i love them both

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mediapen · 22 days

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this is the worst fucking trip of my life. i spent a week in russia having a massive panic attack every fucking day and THIS is the worst trip of my life

#ive literally never experienced such rude people im gonna snap so fucking bad soon #it’s EVERY DAY if it was a one off it’d be at least a bit better but it’s EVERY TIME I GO ANYWHERE WHAT IS IT ABOUT ME!!!!!!! oh my god #i am so sorry central maybe it’s not you. well it was you but your shitass contagion has spread around the world #I’ve had like six people cut in lines ahead of me people walk so close they push me into walls i just stop dead now it’s the only thing tha #works some guy walked through my arm and WHACKED his arm on my water bottle in my bag and it HURT him i could hear it it’s the highlight of #this entire fucking trip #i have been hit in a cathedral nearly stood on multiple times kids running into me people trying to walk through me ive just lugged my case #onto a bus where these two old cunts with like cabin bag sized cases managed to move to take up SIX SEATS as i got on the bus with my big #case so i had to stand. then nobody would let me off the bus with my big fucking case so hopefully i broke some toes. and THEN in my three #minute walk to this airbnb i am supposed to just get off the planet apparently and also walk in the road because god forbid other people #develop an ounce of brain matter and not walk four abreast on the pavement im fucking over it. fuck off and die you can see me im 5’9 #also the bus people im not done with those fucking bus people like they were in the four seats and one of them went to a two seat but the #one on the four stayed on the edge with his case so i couldn’t get past and there were no other case-friendly seats #like it was fucking intentional what level of fuckhead do you have to be to stop someone sitting on a bus absolutely wank #google translate I AM GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF the next time something happens and i will do it for real #dl

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insaneillusionist · 22 days

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I love searching for mental illness tags I can pin on myself so I can fix what's wrong with me like a little checklist.

Anyway if anyone tries to suggest I might have a specific mental illness unless I ask for you to tell me, I will most likely block you or ignore that. This is one of the few boundaries I am forming, and it is a hard one.

#my random stuff #delete later #It really worsened my already bad mental breakdown and I am so close to snapping again #So fuck off cuz I know I'm broken and I don't need you to pretend there's a cure #Or that you think you know me #And I will most certainly lose it if you say “oh you have this probably” and then when I ask why say absolutely jack fucking shit #I am so fucking tired of that #And especially of oh we need more info maybe do that and then i give info and it's triggering #yes i am vaguing at this point #like yes i get it hurts and honestly i probably shouldn't have said such things in main chat tbf i didn't know they'd trigger ppl and I was #'t told but I do really have no excuse #But I am still pissed off #Anyway tell me that you think I have a certain mental illness and i'll fucking rip you to shreds #end rant i guess whatever

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sheepgirlmaidtummy · 29 days

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starting to understand why white boys punch holes in the wall

#my hands already have nerve damage tho dw. i like using them even like this #i havent snapped and i wont snap but fucking god am i close #shit is so fucked right now.

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downtherabbitholewithlucy · 9 months

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🔥THE BEAST BEHIND THE BASS OF BIZKIT🔥