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iloveyouitisruiningmylife · 7 months

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what have they done to the book

#they didn't include i want you so fucking have me??????.#girl why #they didn't include the ppt????? bea is being so chill and dismissive like hello she's the best sister ever?????????#alex is so uncaring about henry everytime henry talks about himself alex is like but do yk about how cool i am and my life and im so #awesome i do real stuff that matters like excuse me alex is the most understanding and kind and supportivr person ik he's so gentle with #henrys sadness he would never ignore it😭😭😭😭#also the politics?????? excuse me alex ke opinions matter a lot to his mom she doesn't see him as a kid and he DIDN'T SLEEP WITH A MADE UP #JOURNALIST AND SPILLED HIS TEXAS PLAN HE IS FUCKING SMART OKAT #and nora doesn't like pez what on earth???? she lwk likes june i have receipts #but haaha how would that be possible when there's no june 🙄#i need to reread the book to cleanse myself istg this is bad #i mean it's good it's awesome and magical to see queer people on scene falling in love having tender sex #but #i am fine i am happy i am satisfied

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nin-ei · 27 days

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"Worthy is the Lamb, who was slain, to receive power and wealth and wisdom and strength and honor and glory and praise!"

#ok fine ill post mine late #i wanted to do something very different lol #i am aware it looks spooky but sometimes thats how it is. our biggest icon is a torture device our God died on ! its metal #not completely satisfied but ah well #happy easter #easter #christian #christianity #my art #tag yourself im the one w the finger hooked around his

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starlooove · 11 months

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Dick drops Damian off at Joey’s to babysit and Damian is so pressed on the car ride there. Like first of all he doesn’t NEED a babysitter and even if he did why can’t he just go with Dick? Dick is so hateful, he preaches all that bullshit about love and tolerance and care for family but now that Damian needs him he’s abandoning him??? To a STRANGER?! Dick will rue this day, the day of his ultimate BETRAYAL.

Dick goes to pick Damian up and he refuses to leave.

#he’s covered in paint and there’s 70s music going on in the background and if Richard picks him up rn it’s proof he doesn’t love him so….#whenever literally anything happens he demands to go to Joey’s to be babysat.#I am but a child Grayson. I cannot be on my own. it’s dangerous.#literally everyone but Jason is at the manor rn.#Joey ofc joins Damian to gang up on dick #‘what if something happens and the only way it can be solved is by him being possessed by someone with more experience hm? what then?’#that’s his son now #dick wonders if this is how bruce feels sometimes #Joey visits wayne manor but it’s not the same #(bc Joey’s place doesn’t have any bad memories associated unlike WM but this ain’t about angst so)#Dick is chill yknow like he KNEW Damián and Joey would get along he’s not feeling replaced at all #…until he sees Damian rocking overalls. he only started wearing them after meeting Joey and before that he would’ve killed himself before-#-even considering. but NOW?!#oh hc that Joey regularly wears overalls btw. last tag doesn’t make sense without that #anyways Damian is trying to get dick and Joey together now. it literally makes the most and when dick is like m #‘bro u cannot do that’ Damian is like ‘I thought u wanted me to be happy…’ and joeys like ‘I DID hear u say that (lying)’#Damian may be a child of divorce but he refuses to be a child of two idiots who didn’t even realize they were in love. embarrassing.#Joey absolutely let’s Damian be a kid he introduces him to fingerpainting and he goes wild #personal hc that’s totally not projection that Damian feels like he not only has to master everything but do it at 100% every time period #Joey is like no bro like ik the process of getting a painting right is satisfying but u can draw a squiggly line and you’ll be fine I swear #it takes Damian a while bc he gets it mentally but he physically can’t like he feels so much shame at the thought of smth ‘imperfect’#everything Damian draws goes on the fridge and the walls and in frames around Dick and joeys apartment bc duh #but all three of them have an adoration for the fucked up bee Damian fingerpainted with wonky lines a goofy smile and the colors bleeding-#-out the lines.#all of this is like when Damian is 11 to me like ik he is older now but they kept him in such a wack environment I need to fix it #anyways

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quietwingsinthesky · 6 months

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went into the notes of that poll going around about if people want more seasons of supernatural and was immediately slapped in the face with how different my priorities are in this fandom from. a lot of it. what are you talking about ‘destiel endgame’. girl the show has bigger problems to fix than that if it ever had more seasons. they taught a three year old that the best way to be loved was to continuously try to kill himself and then they made him god.

#i can’t honestly imagine any world where there’s destiel and its like. satisfying. in any way.#as in: your options here are a) ignore the last seasons of dean. not treating cas very well to put it bluntly. you’d just have to ignore #that and go straight to They’re Fine :) Happy Ending which is. what i am picking up that the people on that poll want.#or b) go all in and make this a horror story to the end. give them destiel and make it exactly as fucked and miserable as it would #realistically be. and then that whole side of the fandom would be mad because toxic gay people shouldn’t exist actually. too complicated.#and the thing is that neither of these are at all satisfying. the second one is better. but its still. bad.#im being serious here im not trying to beat down on this. i genuinely cannot see a way. with the last few seasons setting things up the way #they did. that destiel endgame would make anyone happy. or be good. at all.#anyway like i said there’s bigger problems. new god went through years of child abuse and believes he deserved it because he was born wrong.#look me in the eyes and try to tell me this will lead to a good outcome. jack is about to do godstiel arc 2 except he won’t explode from it.#he is about to kill so many people who are Bad. and not see why that would be wrong to do.#okay im done im done i swear

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hecksupremechips · 1 month

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Teehee I got hugged today 🥰

#the klock keeps ticking #it was literally like 2 seconds but idk im like WOOOOO #like it wasnt long enough for me to be all satisfied touch wise nah im so starved itd take all night and day man #and also this particular person is uh. very special ahem. and it was like #i wrapped my arms around them best I could and i could just feel their hips and like their body squish under my hands #cuz theyre so squishy and sturdy at the same time it felt safe and its like. thats really scary actually #ive never ever felt safe hugging anyone this kinda thing is brand new to me #touch in general is new to me. at least consensual touch that i wanted and initiated #and i just felt really nervous cuz like i really love this person but sometimes its hard cuz like ‘guys’ dont hug each other often #or at least not in a case like this where we’re friends but theres this sorta avoidance around anything romantic #cuz we’re both very awkward and also uh. trying not to cross certain boundaries just yet we need time #but unfortunately im so aaaaa rn and touch starved and i was like im just gonna bite the bullet and ask if we can hug LIKE A DAMN GAY ASS #its like fuck i may as well propose marriage and get on all fours while im at it aaghhhhh why am i like this #but it was fine they werent weirded out or anything. not visibly anyway. and they hugged me!!!#me! of all people! im like so happy we got to hug but im also really pissed cuz it was really brief and i didnt get to memorize how they #felt and now im just like grrrrr. fucking tease why must i be so tortured i get the smallest taste and then poof its gone #i just wanna cuddle and hug them for hours and pull their hair and feel their body all over and uhhhhhhhhh #ahem. i may be getting too gay here huh. damn itttt. fuck me. how do you ask your mate if you can explore bodies #in a way that definitely isnt platonic without making things weird

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silver-horse · 10 months

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so the body customisation in BG3 is basically just a choice between 2 bodies. the default one and an even more muscular/buff body. they only added a muscular body, they didn’t add a skinny one, right?

#Baldur's Gate 3 #character creator #I might have missed it... they showed it quite quickly so correct me if I'm wrong but I don't think there is a third body option #BG3 #my post #my posts #I am a little disappointed by that to be honest... although I also would have been fine with no body customisation #but I do feel like if they add a muscular one then it would have been only fair to add a skinny one as well #I mean the default options in games are already not ''average'' or normal... it was already very fit #but the gamer bros asked for insanely buff because they wanna play as gym obsessed mcu superhero body type #and they can have it... but then we could have been given the option to play as a skinny or average guy or girl because default isn't that #and I know... I know... everyone is happy we can have very buff fighter badass girlies...#but like I said I don't think the buff body was added to satisfy the lesbians lmao ... that's a lucky side effect...#and it just would have been nice to have a simpler body type... ehh..#whatever #text post #bg3 mine #panel from hell #july 7 #7th of july #textposts #my thoughts

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itsahotminuteinbetween · 7 months

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GUYS

GUYS YOU WONT BELIEVE IT

I HAVE P E N S NOW

#personal #random #guys #GUYS #y-you don't UNDERSTAND THE LEVEL OF JOY THIS BRINGS ME #my friend who is very amazing noticed my infactuation with stationary and uh organization #(if you've seen me irl you'd know cuz I legit almost cried when i saw the classroom renovations that happened once)#(t-the desks were so...so CLEAN and SLEEK and the carpets were COLORCODED WITH THE WALLS AND-)#so she shoved these two pens in my hands and demanded I keep them #CHILDREN #LOOK #ONE OF THEMHAS A 1.0 BALLPOINT TIP #AND IT C L I C K S #ITS THE SMOOTHEST MOST SATISFYING FEELING IN THE WORLD #AND THE OTHER IS A VERY FINE FELT TIP #I LOVE IT SO MUCH #GUYS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND I AM SO SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW YOU CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO FATHOM-

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arabela25 · 1 year

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are you going to make gifsets of each semifinal's entries? or have you already posted something similiar?

I'm planning on making a few gifsets/edits for the semi finals but I'll probably only post them near the contest date

#I am not very ahead for the countdown series because I was away for a few days for a little vacation #so if I can do those faster I can also start on other things #the good news is that I'm gonna have more time to do them and to enjoy eurovision in general #the bad news is that my free time is because I'll be unemployed after next week yay #that was fun to find out after coming from vacation!#to be fair it would be equally or more fun (lol) to find out before so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#and ''it's gonna be fine'' because in theory I have ''potential to do better''#very annoying to be told that tbh my potential has led me nowhere of note #why do I even have to fulfill my potential anyway would that even make me happy #the science world doesn't need me!#I really don't need a high skilled job to be happy #(I wasn't let go because they weren't satisfied with my work my position will just cease to exist)#(which isn't totally surprising because they've been trying to phase it out for over a year now)#and now I have to find a new job?? in this economy??#what if the people are Bad #what if there isn't a cool middle-aged single woman for me to desperately want to befriend #and now I'm supposed to stay at home with my mom all day?? doing chores?? cooking lunch every day for my dad and brothers?? 🤢#I'm sorry rasmusiscute this is not the information you asked for #I will be making gifsets for the semifinals at some point #I'm not sure of anyone else has done already but I'm sure others will too

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lyxchen · 2 years

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You know..

Sometimes you just randomly hyperfixate on a Netflix show that has been canceled two years ago an you can do Nothing against it <3

#it's the society #did i just want to watch it because the plot sounded cool and because i needed something new to watch while drawing?#yes #did i think it was fine that it was already canceled because i probably wouldn't have been that into it anyways?#did i then realize at like episode 3 that it probably had a very cute very soft gay ship in it?#Yes #did i then see that ship become canon and just be the cutest and most amazing ship (after willex) ever??#YEs #did that ship then have a sad goodbye scene at the end of season one with a confilct that didn't get completely resolved and so not that #there is no second season i am at the point again where i could punch netflix for not giving these amazing shows with wonderful #ships satisfying endings?#YES #i am SO MAD #thanks hermione /ref #but also i'm probably gonna draw a bit of fanart for a show that has not been talked about in Months now #so if anyone knows the society or is still a fan of it #you're welcome?#anyways don't worry i am still drawing lots of jatp fanart♡#they have to be happy after all and if nEtFLix can't give that to me then i'll just have to do it myself #lea's random thoughts

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 1 year

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OMGOMGO THAT DANCE ASK I JUST SAW WHOAAA I AM SUCH A SAP FOR YOUR ART YOU DRAW EVERYBODY SO??? AAA??? /POS SJHASD

AZDBABDFA AAA THANK YOU ANON :'D

i'm so glad you liked it!!!! the reaction to that piece honestly surprised me a little since i expected more people to like dance's character! (i mean. i saw so much content abt them back in 2017/2018 but maybe that was just me hhh xD) then again i've never seen a fanbase centered purely around them so,,, *shrugs*

still incredibly happy with that artwork tho >:D <3333

#ask #rip poor dance really got no simps hhh i'm SORRY #it's fine tho trust me i get it! i'm not as excited about say fellswap than i am for cross or killer #there isn't as much of a tale to get attached to compared to the more story driven sanses :') the aesthetic/concept is neat tho #but thank you a lot for the kind words!!! i'm glad you think so highly of my art :'Dc #i try my best to make them all look as cool as their sans version so i'm happy the result is satisfying >;D #thanks again for passing by!!! have an amazing day<3333 #((also a lil bit unrelated but my asks keep getting eaten once i put them in drafts :'( i lost 3 by now and i'm so sad about it >:'D #so if you sent me an ask it's either that i didn't receive it; didn't answer it (yet!) or i did. but it bugged out of existence hhh :'D))

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channelrat · 2 years

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i can manifest five years, a second inside where bo just shows us bts content, and merch of a disgusting baby in a jar

where is the R&B song and where is Space&Dust

#i am ready for it #bo is busy or else i'd say zach again but honestly #iwgb did that well enough i think he's fine now zach's happy #i mean im gonna use him as my lil puppet and put him into situations but iwgb made me satisfied

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palukoo · 1 year

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okay I am interrupting my gonch posting to say. wtf dead to me that was the worst possible ending like. I quite literally could not have come up with an ending that bad what the hell

#my post #look. I am about to get into spoilers here bc I need to express my rage. so just #this is the warning. :/#the fucking nuclear family ending??? with Ben????#the way that the only way they built up Jen/Ben was through DIRECT parallels to Judy/Jen while refusing to acknowledge Judy/jen??#like the fucking. number of scenes they basically copy pasted and then made straight ughhh #I KNEW Judy/jen wasn’t gonna happen I’m not stupid I just thought theyd still be together not Judy being fucking dead jesus fucking Christ #also a baby?? fr?? the only way you can justify jen having a baby to me is if it’s with/for Judy. not. to have a nuclear family with Ben #also just SUCH a disservice to Judy you literally let her resolve nothing just get cancer and die #like I will say it was kind of nice to have her like admit to Jen she had cancer and slowly get a little more comfortable with asking for #help and all that but like. you can and should do that without killing her!#they took my toxic codependent besties and did this?? like I always am like screaming about the ep 9s of s1 and 2 and how good they are and #I don’t even know this ep 9 I mean it’s fine yeah i think it was a good ep I guess with another little confession moment. but that finale!#literally what the fuck was the point of the first two seasons and the show if that’s the end #like it’s about them and their friendship and family not. Ben. oh and retconning him into the back of the car was stupid as hell #I’m sorry like the thing is I’m generally fine if :/ when shows end like. in a way I don’t want them too and I knew that I probs wouldn’t #like. love however it ended I guess? but this was so bad #it literally didn’t serve a single character (like. I’m sorry I’m supposed to believe Jen is just a happy satisfied gf and mother now?)#and it didn’t serve the plot or any themes or anything. I just don’t get how those were the choices they made. and it sucks bc like.#I like the show and the characters this was just really bad. like I could elaborate more but it’s just bad and upsetting #tagged

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baltears · 2 years

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as a nonbi/nary person it is not my responsibility to exert myself and spend my energy trying to actively distance myself from my agab in ways im not personally interested in doing. if people perceive me as a girl that is simply bc their third eye is closed and its not my fault

#this isnt in response to anything specific im just staring into the mirror like narcissus #and thinking abt how im more or less 100% satisfied and happy with how i present #idk i just find it confusing when other people are confused by me not wanting to present more traditionally masc or androgynous #it's about the energy. it's about the subtleties of my fine performance of my gender. im an artist. you wouldn't get it #but like truly i can't hang out with the kind of people who assume im cis and it's not because i think they're transphobic or anything #it's literally just bc they dont have refined enough senses. they don't get it. i can't vibe with that #if you are that blinded by my adorable face then you are not going to see anything about me at all period full stop #truly its that talking about gender with trans ppl vs talking about gender with cis ppl meme. we're in advanced territory here #anyways happy nonbinary day <3 i hope the rest of you bitches are all as obsessed with yourselves as i am and i love you #this is another limited edition post enjoy it while u can

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lyriumsings · 2 years

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looked at some of my favorite artists work to motivate myself idk why i get this like fear of like idk getting worse even tho i can clearly see my growth in multiple ways idk it’s like my brain is obsessed with the concept of “failure”

#like there’s a part of me that’s like ‘not good enough not good enough’#and the rational part of my brain is like: ‘fucking relax!! we’re doin fine!! we’ve grown a lot everytime we draw we draw more than the last #time!’ like i am basically suffocating the Bad Thoughts with a pillow constantly #they’ll probably always be there i don’t think i’ll ever be satisfied with my art in the sense that #i won’t even be not trying to be better than i was #i try to really like be proud of my art in the moment cuz #the next time i go to draw all im gonna see are the flaws in the past ones #which isn’t bad that’s how you grow #but i don’t wanna get like obsessed with being good #i just wanna make things that make me happy and grow organically #but oof it’s hard out here ngl SJSJS #lyriumsings txt #long post #anYWAY lemme sleep uwu

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