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pochipop · 10 months

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＃MYSTIC MESSENGER !! ♡ — BEING VULNERABLE WITH YOU.

#. synopsis! — how they show their trust .

#. characters! — jumin, zen (hyun), yoosung, saeyoung (707), saeran (ray), jihyun (v) .

#. warnings! — slight angst.

#. others! — navigation & masterlist .

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＃ JUMIN !! ♡

Jumin, who never really thought himself to be the romantic type, but loses himself so easily in his relationship with you that he’d do anything imaginable just to see you smile for him. This sophisticated, pressed-suit wearing, stone-faced man who just crumbles when it comes to you, —who once thought love was some sick ruse made to rope people in and keep them hostage to their feelings, suddenly realizing that this rush is marvelous, and he can’t quite clearly remember a time before his heart seemed to beat for you. This man who swore he’d never love someone enough to put aside everything else on his mind and just live in the moment who sheds that dry cleaned business attire at the end of every workday and lets himself come undone for you. His walls come down and he welcomes you inside, and for once, he’s not scared of what will happen when you see the parts of him that perhaps aren’t as pretty as others. He lets you see the beautiful mess he’s made of himself over the years, and it’s then that he begins to pick up all these tattered pieces, finally preparing to put himself back together again. And recognizing you’ll help him do so is the sweetest comfort he’s ever known.

＃ HYUN (ZEN) !! ♡

Hyun, who stops pretending to be perfect over time and lets you see him in all the stages of healing. This man who often shields himself from the world, hiding behind a mask of narcissistic confidence, who finally lets his imperfections seep through to the surface and breathes another sigh of relief every single time you stay in the aftermath. He lets you in on the insecurities that lap at his ankles much more often than he'd ever had liked to have admitted before. He lets you hold him when he shatters instead of pushing you away, —dulls all his rigid edges to feel your warmth surround him, as if lowering all his defenses for the very first time. The world can be a cruel place to those that have made mistakes, but Hyun feels like he's finally found someone who can look at him for more than just the pretty, well-kempt face he maintains for the public. There's no sense of shame he feels the need to drown in when you let him fall apart in your arms. There's no crushing feeling of disappointment or suffocating feeling of disdain. He's more human than he fears he's ever been when your thumbs wipe the tears from beneath his eyes and you whisper to him that everything will be okay.

＃ YOOSUNG !! ♡

Yoosung, who learns over time how to not let things fester until they’ve built up so much he can’t keep them in any longer. For all he is and might not ever be, he’s come to realize that it’s okay to express his emotions before they reach a boiling point. He comes to you at the onset of upsetedness, —allows himself to feel frustrated without stuffing it down and pretending the problem doesn’t exist until it explodes. He finds that it’s so much easier to be earnest when you never talk down to him or make him feel like he’s any less of a person in your eyes because of it. Sometimes he needs advice, and other times, he just needs someone to talk to. No matter the case, he seeks you out before anyone else, knowing that you care enough about him to value his thoughts and opinions without qualifiers or regulations. He holds grudges sometimes that aren’t good for his own sake, and being shut down when he tries to address them only adds fuel to the fire. Having someone who truly listens and tells him that it’s okay to feel the way he does goes such a long way, —perhaps longer than you’ll ever know.

＃ SAEYOUNG (707) !! ♡

Saeyoung, who lets himself be honest eventually, —who lets himself chip away and then lets you smooth him over. He’s done a lot of things he’s not proud of, and he doesn’t need anyone to tell him that it wasn’t his fault. Whether it was or wasn’t doesn’t matter as much as what he knows he has to do going forward, and the last thing he really wants is to be coddled out of pity. He just wants to be heard, no sympathy necessary, no fawning over the way he sheds the skin he used to wear when he felt like happiness was millions of miles away. He just wants to be listened to. To Saeyoung, it’s the ultimate show of trust to admit to all the things he regrets, let them spill out like word vomit and not have to worry about the consequences. He doesn’t need you to understand, and knows you likely can’t given the specifics of his life’s course thus far, but knowing that you’re keen on carrying the burden with him is such an insurmountable feeling of relief. Finally, someone knows every grimy little corner of his soul and they still love him, still hold him, still want him. . . There’s nothing quite like it.

＃ SAERAN (RAY) !! ♡

Saeran, who lets little things slip as time goes on, —stares a little longer when he passes twin popsicles in grocery stores because he knows you won’t ask why. As much as he likes to pretend that he can fix things by pretending they never hurt him in the first place, there are always scars that linger just below the surface, ready to burst at the first sight of mint-colored liquids or at the first sound of deceptively sweet voices offering commands from the shadows. He carries a lot around with him wherever he goes, and just loving him until the sun dies isn’t a cure-all. You can’t turn back time and shield him from all the things in his life that have left him feeling like a shattered stain glass window. All the love in the world can’t fix the past. But there’s nothing that means more to him than knowing he can lean on you, —even if he doesn’t always do it. There’s such a sweet comfort in knowing he can turn to you when he feels like he’s drowning. And if sometimes that manifests only in letting himself shed a few tears while he eats an ice cream cone outside next to you in the sunshine, then so be it.

＃ JIHYUN (V) !! ♡

Jihyun, who talks about it all a little at a time, —about the good and the bad, the ugly and the beautiful; because it wasn’t always bad. There were times before you came in which he’d been so in love that he’d have done anything to stay exactly where he was, to freeze those moments up and keep them in a capsule that could never be shaken. And it’s important for Jihyun to tell you about those things every now and again, to let you in and reminisce on the way he’d once been so sure of it all, so ready to settle down and stay exactly where he was. But it’s equally as important for him to bare the remnants of the betrayal for you to kiss, and hold, and make peace with. He likes to think you understand him better in the wake of it, —that you’ve seen him in a new light every time he sits with you and tells you of the loss, the desire, the yearning, and all the ways he wishes things could have been different for everyone. In the end, he’s here, and there’s nowhere else he’d rather be.

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springnote · 1 year

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If you are still taking asks for the Thanksgiving event, could we get some just general NSFW hcs for Jaehee, Yoosung & Saeran? Please n thank u! :3

ofc! I went ahead and included some others too, hope I did ok ^^

NSFW Headcanons

includes: Yoosung, Zen, Jaehee, 707, Jumin, Saeran, and V

warnings: nsfw minors dni, gn!reader with pussy, oral ( m and f receiving), anal, exhibitionism, degradation, edging, roleplay, dirty talk, cockwarming, breeding kink, spanking, predator/prey, daddy kink (most are just mentioned without lots of detail)

Yoosung:

• Honestly, he’s pretty submissive, and he prefers you to take the lead simply because he gets so flustered around you

• He likes having you suck him off under the table while he games too, the idea of trying to hide his whimpers and focus drives him wild

• He also enjoys being fingered in the ass, yeah he likes pegging and such too, but something about sticking his ass in the air while you tease and finger him does him in

• Does that mean he doesn’t like trying to take charge? Not at all, he just turns into a blubbering mess if he tries. Praise goes a long way too, a few compliments will have him rutting into your warmth

• Some days he comes home from school so worn out and needy, he’ll ask to eat you out or have you stroke him until he begs

• He’s honestly just a needy sweetheart and he’ll ask to use your chest or ass like a pillow frequently when he’s tired or take a bath together. Just give him love and he’ll do his best to make you feel good too

Zen/Hyun:

• He loves to fluster you, and he really, really likes to give and receive praise, it’s like breathing to him

• Sometimes he likes being told what to do, especially in roleplay, he likes having you tie his wrists and suck him off, he’ll whine and cum hard

• He also loves to sext and have phone sex, especially when he’s away for work, plus he knows his voice is nice and he loves teasing you with it, and sending naughty pics? That’s his jam

• He loves giving orders and he’s a boobs guy. You might find him telling you to touch your chest til you’re dripping while he praises you

• He works out plenty, so he likes taking you against the wall while wrapping your legs around him, or using his strength to lift you up and down on his cock

• A dom most of the time, but he’s a soft dom and loves just making you feel good. He loves eating you out and pampering you all night long

Jaehee:

• She loves being in charge, but specifically she loves just being able to come home and tell you what she needs or what she wants to do to you without any work or silly errands in the way

• 69 is a favorite position of hers, both of you laying on your sides in bed while she eats you up. But sitting in a chair while you get between her legs is also a favorite, it gives her a chance to grab your hair.

• She likes degradation, but she prefers to give it than receive. Edging and using nipple clamps on you also is something she loves, but she’s merciful about it.

• She has a double ended strap that she really loves, but she only uses that when she has lots of time and energy because it takes a lot out of her from all the stimulation. But it’s safe to say she likes toys

• She also has a fantasy of having sex in her office, maybe even turning her phone off so she’d miss calls and ignore her duties ( to her that’s very very naughty), but she’s shy to admit it

• Queen of aftercare. She’s researched what to do and has experience from her own self care rituals when she comes home from work. Expect to be pampered, but also be prepared to be told to eat, drink, and wash up after sex.

707/Saeyoung:

• Experimentalist is the best word for him. He’ll try almost anything, and he loves to look up new ideas to try.

• Sex is about fun and bonding to him, so if you want to have a really really intimate and serious, just let him know, he’ll take some time to get into serious mode™️

• He’s a switch because he loves trying stuff on you as much as he loves having stuff tried on him, but he prefers being in charge because it’s hard for him to tell you he has a new idea when he’s under you and spluttering

• He loves using toys on you, in the privacy of his home but also out in public if he can get away with it, the thrill of possibly getting caught turns him on so much he frequently asks for you to send him pics when you’re both working or going without underwear

• To be honest, he’s got a whole list hidden on a file somewhere of things he wants to try, but he wants to make sure you build up to them, especially if you find something you really like

• He also adores roleplaying, and trying different positions any chance possible, basically his sex life is a rollercoaster of unpredictability

Jumin:

• A dom through and through. It’s just who he is, and it feels most comfortable to him. He’s versatile with what kind of dom he is, but he doesn’t like the idea of subbing. He might try it if you really really want him to, but it will take a lot of convincing.

• He loves cockwarming, especially when he’s had a long day. He just loves being in you and filling you up. He’s also got a bit of a breeding kink

• He’s an ass man, he loves squeezing your ass and rubbing his bulge against it. Spanking is also something he enjoys, and if you slap his ass, he’ll pounce on you

• Lingerie kink for sure. Especially if it’s delicate and shows off your ass. He loves tearing the fabric or watching you striptease

• He says filthy things, always growling dirty thoughts into your ear during sex. But he’ll also whisper sweetly about how much he wants you when you’re out

• What really gets him going is when you just call him Jumin. He rarely hears someone say his first name so sweetly, and it nearly makes him tear up if you call him that and say you love him during intimacy

Saeran:

• He loves both of you just laying naked on the bed, letting him run his hands over your body and hold you close. He’s touched starved and this is already a lot to take in at once.

• Once he’s feeling bolder, he likes to leave bites all over you, especially on your chest. And he’d love to get you a choker to wear to cover any neck bites he leaves, but have it just small enough that someone might see

• He likes to finger you with leather gloves on, and then have you lick them clean. He’s not sure why but he just loves it. He’d also like to see you in some leather lingerie, but only if he can peel it off you.

• He likes degradation, but he’s very picky about it. He won’t call you dumb or pathetic, even if its something you want, he’s worried he’ll hurt your feelings.

• If you’re up to it, he’d kind of be into a bit of predator/prey. Something like him chasing or following you and then taking you to his room to claim, but he wants to make sure you’re well into your relationship by then

• Sleepy sex is also something he loves, before bed or after waking up. Of course he asks permission first and is very gentle as he’s pretty cuddly when tired, but he always makes sure to satisfy you

V/Jihyun:

• He’s not into anything really rough, especially at first because he still has a hard time with intimacy, but if he gets really going, he might go a little fast and rough but that’s it, unless you both talk it through and plan it

• He doesn’t like the idea of possibly getting caught like some of the others, but he does like the idea of having sex in nature, like a secluded field or beach. Just somewhere soft and picturesque

• Breeding kink full stop. He loves children and wants to raise some with you if you’d like, but just the idea of breeding you sets something off in him. He’ll get a bit rougher when you ask him to breed you, but then he’ll be sweeter than honey during aftercare

• He loves oral, especially if it results in you making a mess on his face or pulling his hair. He’ll melt into mush from pleasure

• He has a bit of a daddy kink and authority kink, but it embarrasses him so he gets a bit shy and flustered unless he’s really yearning. Either way his reactions are perfect

• He gets emotional and doesn’t always like talking about it, so he’ll seek physical intimacy to relax. He likes lazy sex, and cockwarming, and shower sex while you wash each other. Just be there for him and he’ll be sure to do the same

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distinguisheddingus · 6 months

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Imagine how badly Zen would react finding out how Suit!Saeran treated you during the 8th day of Ray's route... pushing you to the ground, insulting you and leaving you starving. I'm so sure that he would explode.

He'd be like "Screw V, screw Seven, the intelligence and Jumin's security unit! I gotta save my Jagiya."

And he would literally blow up the entire Mint Eye, all by himself.

No one can treat his MC like that.

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celestial-dreamscapes · 2 years

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Love languages - Mystic Messenger

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Jumin:

Giving:

Quality time: Although he does have a lot to do at work, he’s very efficient with his time and usually doesn’t have much to do with documents once he leaves the company building. He’ll spend the rest of his evening with you, and he usually likes to just relax and enjoy the calm between the two of you, but if you have any particular activities in mind he’s willing to do whatever you’d like. For example, an evening picnic in a field and then staying out until it’s dark to do some stargazing, even if he does end up sacrificing an hour or two or sleep, it’s all worth it to him. He’d also take you on business trips to other countries or cities with nice views so you could enjoy the scenery alongside him.

Gifts: He definitely has the means to spoil you, but he always makes sure to take into account what you like. He has a very proper and formal image, but if you’re more into casual and comfortable clothes, he’ll buy those for you instead. He’ll also ask for your thoughts on decorating the house you both live in, so that it suits both your tastes and so that you can both enjoy the place Even with his status having a big effect on the company, he still prioritizes your comfort and happiness above all, so as long as you’re happy, he is too.

Receiving:

Physical touch: Considering everything he’s willing to give you, he doesn’t ask for much in return. The fact that you’re so willing to accept and love him even after learning everything about his past and his complicated feelings already feels like a lot to him. That being said, Jumin does really love the soft intimacy of cuddling in bed late at night while he reads to you when you have your head resting on his chest, with Elizabeth the 3rd curled up on his other side.

Zen:

Giving:

Gift giving: Zen is by no means affluent, but he tries to get you little trinkets here and there that reminded him of you or that you saw while out on a date. He wants to be able to spoil you, but because of his financial situation he can’t exactly give you everything he’d like to, but he tries to compensate for that by just giving you thoughtful gifts here and there to show that he actually pays attention to your likes and interests. For example, I think he’d buy you some cute little hair accessories or small colourful bracelets on your first date. Or if you were to mention that there’s a book series you’re particularly into and aren’t able to find a copy of the next one, he’d do everything he can to get it for you so you can continue to enjoy your hobby without frustration.

Physical touch: Despite his ability to talk smoothly and charm people with words, Zen enjoys the simplicity in giving physical affection, and letting his actions do the talking. He’s particularly fond of holding you in his lap and resting his head in the gap between your neck and shoulder and just enjoying the silence that way, though he also really enjoys when you start talking about whatever is on your mind while absentmindedly carding your fingers through his hair. He also enjoys cuddling after going through both of your skincare routines at night, with him sitting up against the headboard and your back leaning against his chest.

Receiving:

Acts of service: Because of how busy he is with work, he doesn’t do a great job of taking care of himself. Doing little things like buying extra groceries to fill his practically empty fridge really brightens his mood. Cooking something for him every once in a while is also another good example, because despite his strict diet to make sure he stays healthy while also looking good for any role, he can never refuse a meal you’ve gone through all the work of preparing, especially since it was made with him in mind and clearly made with love.

Words of affirmation: Due to his appearance when he was younger, he never received many compliments from his parents (since they were worried he’d become too confident and stray from the path they wanted for him), whether on his appearance or just in general. Though he puts on a front of being extremely confident in his career and appearance, he’s worried no one will truly love and appreciate him for what’s beneath the surface. Complimenting him goes a long way, especially if you’ll watch him rehearse his lines and cheer him up when he’s worried about a certain role not going well or him not getting accepted to play a part. Whether or not you think you’re good with words, the effort you go through just to help him feel better means the world to Zen.

Jaehee:

Giving:

Acts of service: Despite how overworked she already is, she does her best to show you that she can still balance a relationship and work. Housework is usually done together, but when she has time, she’ll take it upon herself cook food for the two of you if she notices you’re stressed or aren’t feeling up to it. She’ll also make you breakfast in bed if you’re not feeling well, something warm and healthy to help you recover quickly. Despite how willing she is to do all this for you, however, it’s important to make sure she doesn’t overwork herself at home like she is at work.

Physical touch: She likes more subtle ways of showing you her affection in public, like linking arms or pinkies while you’re both out, or adjusting your clothes (like scarves or shirts). Jaehee enjoys being able to be affectionate with you while still being modest in public, so she never goes overboard, like giving mouth kisses where people can see you. Though in the case of you two opening a café together, she becomes more relaxed with it (though still not too much), like giving forehead kisses in the café, but only when there aren’t too many people inside. At home however, she really likes cuddling, especially in the colder weather, and likes cuddling under the blankets with your head on her shoulder while watching TV.

Receiving:

Quality time: Unlike Jumin, she can’t exactly take time off whenever she feels like it, or toss her workload onto someone else, as she’s his most trusted employee. She tries her best to make room in her busy schedule to spend time with you whether it be spent just talking, cooking together, or watching movies or musicals. However, she appreciates it even more if you go out of your way to clear your schedule so that your free time aligns and you don’t have to stress about school or work while you’re meant to be relaxing with her. If it’s in the route where you open a coffee shop together after she leaves the company, she loves the time you two spend preparing everything for when it opens, and cleaning up afterwards when it’s done. Her aura is much livelier because she gets to do what she loves without stressing constantly, and she gets to do it with the person she loves most.

Yoosung:

Giving:

Quality time: He enjoys spending time with you both in and out of his apartment. When you’re inside, he likes playing video games together, baking or cooking. Though his cooking could use some work, he does a lot better when he has the motivation of cooking nice meals for you. Yoosung also likes it when you take interest in whatever club he’s recently joined at school, and he’d be happy to let you tag along with him to their club meetings.

Receiving:

Words of affirmation: With how immature he tends to act in the chat rooms, Yoosung is much more troubled than he lets the rest of the RFA know. The others tend to either minimize his anger and frustration or simply tell him to calm down, which does absolutely nothing for him but make him feel worse. Your presence and comfort are a breath of fresh air for him, and he really wants someone to help him feel that his emotions are valid. Reassuring him that he’s not wrong for wanting to know more about what happened to his cousin, and that getting upset when things are hidden from him is completely reasonable, and already helps Yoosung feel a lot better.

Physical touch: Yoosung is very touchy once he gets comfortable in the relationship, though he tries to hold back in case he comes across as being too clingy. He’s very proud to be in a relationship with you, so he loves holding hands while you’re out so that people know you two are together. He also loves when you touch his hair, as it really helps him relax. Sometimes he’ll ask you to help him dye his roots once his natural colour starts to show again, or for you to help him adjust his hair clips even though he could do it himself, he likes the proximity, even if it doesn’t last for very long.

707/Saeyoung:

Giving:

Gifts: He definitely has enough money to buy you fancy gifts and spoil you, and though he does occasionally, he much prefers to give you things he made himself. It comes rather easily to him, and he usually makes very intricate things even if he claims to have just done it during a short break from work, you really appreciate the thought and effort behind it. Just like the robot cat he made while at the apartment with you, he’ll often make things related to cats or other cute animals.

Receiving:

Physical touch: Considering his job and his abusive childhood along with the amount of time he’s spent alone working for the agency, he hasn’t really gotten much gentle physical touch for most of his life. You’d likely have to take it a bit slow at first, but he quickly gets used to it. Seven really likes full hugs that last for a long time (and he’ll often joke about just never letting you go) and when you give him forehead kisses while laying down together.

Saeran:

Giving:

Acts of service: As shown while staying at the Mint Eye location, Saeran really enjoys doing things for you, like cooking your meals according to what you’ve told him you like. He often feels like he doesn’t do enough for you or that he’s being useless, so his way of compensating for his thoughts is to do what he can to make sure you’re comfortable in your daily life. If he notices you seem tired, he’ll offer to run you a bath or take over doing the dishes that night. While it is very sweet of him, it’s important to make sure he knows he’s very important to you regardless of how useless he may think he is.

Receiving:

Physical touch: Though he struggles to initiate physical contact on his own, he really appreciates and enjoys when you do it, and while he may be a bit apprehensive at first out of fear of bothering you at first, he quickly relaxes when you hold him. He really likes spooning (him being the little spoon most of the time) and resting his head on your lap while sitting on the couch as you play with his hair.

Words of affirmation: Considering Rika’s “tactic” of making those at Mint Eye feel a sense of comfort and then suddenly causing them fear, he has a lot of issues with becoming fully relaxed and not constantly keeping his guard up, though he is working on it little by little. Consistency with your words in key, because he might deny your compliments and praise of his skills and sweet personality sometimes due to his self doubt. But being persistent with it will help over time and he’ll start to believe your words more and help his self esteem a lot in the long run.

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stormflypirateskin · 1 year

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Summary: Zen won't let you get out of bed by wanting to hold you.

It was pretty much a lazy day.

Zen thankfully didn't have work so he was able to sleep and relax more. You, just being by his side made him cling onto you like a koala which lasted for the whole night.

Zen was always quite affectionate with you, he wasn't shy to hug, hold, kiss you and more. In fact, he was always happy to!

So being able to lay next to you like this made him hold onto you like you were gonna disappear.

You didn't know how it was possible but his face was always peaceful, angelic looking even as he slept. So seeing him having his arms wrapped around you made you weak in the knees.

As much as you wanted to stay in bed and spend the cozy day with your beloved handsome lover, you also wanted to get up. So, slowly sitting up and turning only made Zen's grip on you a little tighter.

"Honey.. up so early?" Your handsome man smiled as he spoke with a sleepy voice. You being the first thing he sees in the morning always makes his heart skip a beat.

"Yeah, I feel like getting up." You stretched before attempting to get up, only to be held back by Zen's strong arms. Looking back, he gave you the puppy eyes as he gently nudged you towards him.

"Could you.. get up in 5 minutes?" He softly chuckled. "I want to hold you close to me.." His smile grew wider.

Honestly? Could you say no when he looks at you like you're the most beautiful person he has ever witnessed? Sometimes you couldn't help but just smile and laugh while he has that gaze.

And with his hair down like that, his sleepy face and the warmth of the bed and especially, his warmth, why not spend more time there with him?

"Alright, alright.." You sighed but smiled as his eyes lit up so fast. A lot of his reactions made you feel so warm inside. He looked so happy just being with you, it also brought you great joy just seeing him like this.

You let out a small yell as he quickly but softly pulled you towards him, smiling widely that he'll get to cuddle with you.

"I'm so glad.. now I will hold you forever." He smirked as he nuzzled his face on your neck, making you feel really flustered. Man, if he could just see your face..

"Sweetheart, your heart is beating fast." He started to whisper softly in your ear, his voice full of love. "It's like my heart is mirroring yours.. it races fast like the wind.. only for you, love." He let out a warm laugh as he smiled wider. These words only making your face warm up more and your heart racing faster.

It was true, after all. His heart always jumped and his stomach always felt fuzzy whenever he saw you, especially if you were so close to him. His love for you was so big and he was happy. Happy to show you how much you mean to him each and every day.

You didn't mind if you stayed more than 5 minutes in bed, actually.

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graytalents · 2 years

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Lights, camera…

Yeah, I love voyeurism

“And this,” he presents with a flourish. “is the legendary stage used for my last production.”

Zen had taken you on an after-hours tour of the theater he just wrapped up with. His performance was nothing short of spectacular, and you had brought him flowers and wine as congratulations.

You waited and chatted with Jaehee until he was done greeting fans, and finally said goodbye to her when she finished gushing over his performance to him. You both laughed and cooed over how cute Jaehee could be.

You had taken Zen out to eat at his favorite restaurant, talking animatedly about the process, rehearsals, and pre-show jitters.

Because he was still so animated from the closing night, he took you back to the theater, where the cleaning staff and directors decided to deal with the set later.

In the present moment, he helped you climb onto the (very tall) stage.

“Even when no one’s here, I can still feel the electricity. It makes me … I dunno. Excited? Anticipatory? Nervous?”

You turn to look at him. He’s staring out into the empty seats, and he looks almost as if he’s reliving the performance. He had an almost aura of awe and reverence. You felt the electricity he referenced, goosebumps shivering down your back and arms.

He took notice and frowned slightly.

“Are you cold? Take my jacket, here,” he made a move to shrug off his jacket until you stopped him.

“No, it’s not that. I-I think I can feel it. The electricity, I mean,” you stammered.

He beamed, expression bright. He wanted nothing more than to share his passion with everyone, but he especially wanted you to feel it. You supported him through all of his shows, celebrated his successes, and lamented his losses. Hearing you say that you can feel what he does, if even just a fraction of it, made him feel giddy.

He scooped you up and twirled you around while planting frequent kisses on your head, forehead, cheeks, eyelids, and lips.

Then, he lost his balance. You both fell, with him narrowly avoiding crushing you by landing on his forearms. He protected you by keeping his arm between your head and the floor.

“Sorry, are you okay?”

He laughed, out of breath. “Don’t say sorry to me! I’m fine, are you hurt?”

You shook your head. He looked so beautiful above you, lights casting a soft halo around him. You reached out and pulled him closer, lips parted for a deep kiss.

He was surprised, but quickly followed your lead. He kissed you back fervently, positioning himself to better hold your side.

You lifted your knee, allowing him to settle in between your legs more comfortably. The kiss was passionate, and you were both grasping onto each other and panting.

“You’re so beautiful. How are you mine?” he smiles gently at you, despite his tousled hair and bitten red lips.

“Why don’t we put on a performance of our own, Hyun?” you almost whispered this, giving him a sly smile. He turned red, but he didn’t immediately decline either.

After what seemed to be a few minutes of internal back and forth (what if we get caught? how dirty is the floor?), he answered by giving you open mouthed kisses down your neck. You moaned, wanting to feel more.

When he got to the base of your neck, he bit and sucked at the tender skin, leaving a small mark that would bloom in the coming days. You trailed your hands down his back and lightly made your way to his front. You palmed at him, feeling him getting hard already. He let out a low groan into your neck. He dropped his body fully onto you, and you gyrated your hips against his. He relished in the feeling for a moment before moving his mouth down your chest. He lowered the neckline of your top just enough for him to see your perky nipple. Tongue swirling around, your back arched deeper into his touch.

He sucked and bit you until you cried out, feeling impossibly damp between your legs. You pressed yourself against him, looking for any kind of friction to help with the white hot ache within you.

“You’re so impatient, my love,” he murmured. He thrust against you just right, so the rough fabric of his pants rubbed deliciously against your clit. “Don’t you know? The climax in the show is the best, but we have to build up our audience, don’t we?”

With that, he placed his fingers in your mouth.

“Suck, my love.”

You obliged, taking two of his digits and swirling your tongue around them. You looked up at him through your lashes. He looked entranced, just before finding the hem of your underwear and slipping his other hand into your folds. He gathered your wetness, and began to lightly squeeze your nub between two of his fingers. You cried out, the sensation being too much.

“It’s okay, it’s okay, keep sucking for me, baby, you feel so good and wet already,” he cooed.

You were nearing your high when he stopped suddenly.

He had you stand and remove your clothing piece by piece. He sat in front of you, back towards the audience, while he enjoyed the show. With each article of clothing, he made remarks.

First, came the top — “You’re so beautiful.”

Then, came your bottoms — “I think about every single part of you every day.”

Finally, your underwear — “Sometimes I wonder how I got this far in life without your pretty pussy.”

You let out a shaky breath, blood rushing throughout your body and it made you throb. He motioned for you to come closer, closer, until he pulled you to sit atop his clothes body. He ran his hands down your body, eyes focused on every part of your being.

Finally, finally, he got to your clit. Gently, he rubbed you while his other hand undid his zipper and freed his aching cock. You could feel it on your back, warm and heavy.

Having had enough with his teasing, you guided his leaking tip to your soaking folds. He groaned, eyes threatening to roll back.

You slid his tip over and over your folds until he grabbed your hips and sat you down on his cock.

You gasped, mouth in a little oh! as he began to pump into you.

“This is it, my love. Can you, ngh, feel it? The audience l-loves you,” he grunted with every thrust. “T-The audience wants, mm, to see you!”

With that, he adjusts your position so that you were on your hands and knees, and he was behind you. Here, you had a full view of the empty seats while your leading man knelt behind you.

You screamed as you felt him bend down and lick a long stripe from your clit to your opening. He had his hands gripping your ass, spreading you completely open for him to devour. He used his tongue to collect your arousal and shove it back into your hole.

It was too much. Your back was arched lewdly in this extremely public place, and your lover was making you feel all kinds of pleasure. The thought of being watched was exhilarating.

The pressure built so strongly in your stomach exploded suddenly. You came hard and fast, giving him no warning. He kept nibbling on your nub through your orgasm and only stopped to lick up your cum.

After giving you a second to breathe, you keened as you felt his thick cock slip past your folds. He slid fully in and grabbed your face to point it towards the seats.

“Give them a show. I want to hear and see you give into this feeling completely,” he said quietly.

He started to pump into you, angling his hips in order to reach the soft and spongy spot inside of you. He grabbed your hair and gently pulled your head up to ensure you kept your spot as the leading lady on stage.

Your thighs began to shake from both exertion and overstimulation. He snaked his free arm around you and began to rub at your clit while his girth bullied its way into you.

Too much, too much, too much!

“Hyun! I-I’m gonna—“

Your eyes rolled back in your head as you released all over him again. He kept his hand in your hair and smacked your ass with the other before gripping your hip.

He pumped into you faster, bringing tears to your eyes. You wanted to babble about how good and thick and well he was fucking you, but the overstimulation had you just moaning and whining. He came, hot and quick, into you, groaning into your ear as he enveloped you.

You stayed on the floor for a while, recovering and catching your breath. He turned to look at you.

“Encore?” he asked cheekily.

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banzaitaka · 2 years

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Hello!! May I request fluff male reader headcanons that include Saeyoung Choi, Jumin Han, and Zen?

The scenario in which the headcanons would take place would be them reacting to the reader coming out as trans(ftm). Like you stated In your rules, only do It if youre comfortable with it :)

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You're talking to a ftm guy here I'd be stupid if I declined this :)

And since this is a brainrot, this won't be structured and Imma talk like I ususally would Might actually make it more fun for you to read too

Mystic Messenger Masterlist

I hope this is what you wanted & you enjoy reading! Tips are very appreciated!

TW: you gettin misgendered to list and example, I'll make them red and small so you can avoid them if you need. And it's only once in Zen's part

x male! reader

Headcanon: Hyun Ryu, Jumin Han, Saeyoung Choi reacting to their s/o coming out as ftm

Zen doesn't know what that is, honestly, so you're going to have to explain it to him

If you started dating when you were still presenting as female- well

He is really confused about it, wonders what will happen with your relationship, but he is quick to decide he doesn't want to lose you just because you're no longer presenting female

I can totes imagine him realizing he's bi once he thinks about you being a guy, and realizing that really relieved the both of you, cuz a reason why you didn't tell him right away was because you were afraid he would break up with you, right? And he's just happy he still loves you the same as ever

Like- he loves you so much, that's why he doesn't want to stop loving you, you get me?

But really, that one was actually obvious; he made it very clear in the very beginning that he loves you unconditionally, he loves you for you! So it really was just the attraction to your body that could've changed, but nope

It all takes a few minutes to click, and a few hours of talking for him to confidentally being able to say he is in love with another guy. That being because of his initial confusion and him feeling unsure

He loves seeing you relax more, slowly seeing you more happy and confident of yourself as time moves on

Caution though: he will slip up every now and then with nicknames. He is so used calling you female terms, please forgive him

"Princess, I'm ho- no. Fuck! Prince, I'm home! I'm so sorry, handsome!"

He tries to make up for it and shoo away any approaching dysphoria with male gendered compliments

If you already transitioned before you got to know each other, you, again, will have to explain what being trans means, but it will be much less confusing because of the lack of a sexuality crisis

And, well, Zen just stood there (you can actually imagine him looking at you like in the picture above, just with wider eyes)

One educational conversation later and he is all good, and he's actually amazed about that topic Like- Whoa! People sense that their gender assigned at birth is wrong? And there are multiple adjustment operations? Cool!

"I would've never guessed!", maybe not the best thing to tell a trans person, but he makes up for it by putting the topic aside once you're finished and said everything you wanted to say You know, to get back to your normal routine. The least thing Zen wants is you feeling like anything will change now just cause he knows now

Overall rating: 6/10, he's clumsy and needs a bit of time, but it's clear he does his absolute best

Jumin has basic knowledge when it comes to trans people due to Pride events in the company, but never looked into it more than he had to

And it certainly comes as a surprise when you tell him

Let's talk post transition first cause we wanna save our jokes for later, k?

So...you already transitioned and finally come forth to tell Jumin you're trans

...

There is not much of a reaction cause he literally doesn't care He's all like: "Alright, darling. Love you." and honestly, I love that But if, and only if, you look nervous or scared about it he will further talk about the subject

And an explaination of how he fell in love with a man (aka you) follows, a man who he swore to love forever. And Jumin was no person to break a promise, okay? He still loves you the same as ever

He really could not care less about how your body looks, you will always, always, always be ravishing in his eyes

And now pre transition hehehehe

Jumin looks at you in silence for a few seconds, raising a hand to his chin in thought

"Hmm..."

You could've never known what he was thinking about, no matter how agressively you were to look back at him

"I suppose I am gay after all.", and he cracks a smile

He doesn't even give you time to react as he mumbles on, telling you to leave a list of things you need on the table until tomorrow morning and it shall be aquired for you

"I will notify the workers here as well. If one of them slips up, please do tell me. I'll cut their payment."

And for the rest of the conversation he let's you decide what you want to be clear about

Overall rating: 11/10, I may be biased on this one, but come on...This man is so chill about it and will make sure you're in a safe environment

Now when I tell you Saeyoung knew, I mean he KNEW

He literally hacked into your social media and dug around in your phone, but you didn't say anything when you were called a girl, so he didn't say anything. It was either because you weren't sure about it yet or you didn't want to come out if they somehow found out about you ig

OR maybe you already transitioned during that time, then forget the part about you not saying anything to being misgendered, really just thought of the beginning of the game

Anyways, the man knew and he was like WhoA

Ehehe uvu cute boyfie, yes please Cuz this man is a raging bisexual, prefers men

His heart exploded the moment you told him, like- He is so proud of you you figured this out for yourself and trusted this info with him, in a world filled with homophobia and transphobia. Even tho he always supported the LGBTQ+ community and made sure you knew he did(and made hints he is part of it as well, but it seemed more like bromance jokes)

If you haven't started your transition, he'll lay down the questions: Who is allowed to now? Which nicknames are off limits? Where am I allowed to touch you? Things like that

Other than that, not much additional explainations are needed, he already knows at least the basic info and can easily find the parts he's lacking

Cuz now's not the time for talking. Let's get your measurements to buy you a binder! He offers you his socks to use for a packer, jokingly, but it felt too real dsfigodsifg

"Once we're getting married in space we can put a trans flag on the moon.", he muffles into your neck before leaving a trail of kisses on it

Overall rating: 10/10, pls, he is so sweet and loves sharing lgbtq+ memes with you and knows his stuff AND willing to run the extra mile for your comfort

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fishsticksloser · 1 year

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Late Night Talking

Zen x gn!reader

Warnings: so much swearing, fluff, kind of aggressive Zen (no abuse, just blunt)?, really really short

A/N: I wanted to write for my husband, Jihyun, but my brain won't work... :( So have Zen instead :)

Your phone started ringing. It was too late to be answering calls, no one should be calling you this late anyways. You choose to ignore it, letting it go to voicemail, but your phone starts ringing again. It must be important, so you grab your phone.

🤍Zenny🤍

Why was Zen calling you so late? Sure he didn't go to bed until late, but he knew not to bother you. You sighed and answered.

"You need to get the fuck out of my head and into my arms right now because I can’t keep thinking about you like this while not being able to hold you; it’s driving me up the walls." Zen huffs. Not even letting you say anything he continues. "You’re driving me up the walls, and the worst part is, you’re not doing shit that should make you drive me up the walls in the first place. You exist, and suddenly I can’t act right or think straight. It’s fucked."

"Wha-?" You were a little shocked. It's 12am, you were dozing off, you're not entirely sure what he said made sense.

"Jagiya, I'm outside." Zen says. "Please let me in."

You don't waste a second, getting up, and racing to your front door. You swing it open to see Zen, in all he beauty. His signature leather jacket, his motorcycle helmet under his arm. You step aside, letting him in.

You somehow found yourself in bed, Zen laying next to you. You faced each other. He spoke, you're not entirely sure what about, his hands grazing your side and arm. Zen continued talking as you dozed off, a smile adorning his face.

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thelost-in-time · 2 years

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Hi, Anon, just a note before we start. I'm sorry, but Tumblr posted my unfinished thing for me, so I had to start it from scratch again so it's not posted half completed. That's why the ask isn't shown as an actual ask and it is a screenshot. Other than that, I'm sorry and I hope you enjoy this nonetheless

Hi, Anon! You absolutely can, dw ^^ Also, I hope you don't mind, but I've added Xiao and Zen for my own comfort reasons

I'll just separate each character with some sort of dividers, so it's no problem ^^

Hey, I'm here, okay?

How Childe, Diluc, Xiao, Saeran, Saeyoung and Zen comfort a reader with anxiety.

Warnings: Anxiety, panic attacks, mental breakdowns, mentions of drowning and suffocation (comparison only), chest pain because of anxiety. Mysme is inaccurate bc I only finished Jumin and Jaehee's routes.

Reader is gn

Disclaimer: Everyone's anxiety is not the same. My anxiety may not be like yours. This post is based on my anxiety and how I hear my friends talk about their anxiety. Do NOT attack me over this. If you don't like how this turned out, move on instead of attacking me over it.

Genshin

Childe

He knows anxiety because he was in the Abyss at one point.

And he does have a family he needs to protect.

You have anxiety, but how severe your anxiety gets completely depends on your situation.

Sometimes your anxiety gets so bad that it's like you're drowning in an ocean, begging someone to save you.

Childe will be the one who will help you.

He has younger siblings, so he's learnt to be intuitive with the emotions of the ones he loves.

This includes you.

As far as Childe is concerned, you are part of his family.

Part of his world. I'll see myself out now.

So when Childe sees you placing a hand to your chest with a look of discomfort after a certain situation.

Chest pain caused by anxiety.

He knows.

He's quick to act.

He leads you away from the situation and pulls you into his arms, embracing you.

"Shh, it's okay, my love. I'm here. I'll try to help you feel better."

Anytime Childe sees your anxiety starting to build up, he has his gentle hold on you.

Hands caressing your arm, your back or your hands.

He's trying to help ease you a little.

If someone gave you a panic attack, then they'll come face to face with Childe's blade.

He is merciless to those who give you panic attacks, unless you ask him to show mercy.

"My love, how about later, we play with Teucer? He adores you."

Offers you anything to help you feel better, and Teucer's antics are one of them.

Because he knows about your anxiety, he always is prepared to take care of you.

Tries to ease your mind as best he can.

"But you'll never be alone."

Diluc

Master Diluc. Another one who had anxiety in the past after... events in his life.

Except, he wouldn't know about your anxiety unless you brought it up.

He didn't wanna assume anything, that's all, so he waited until you confirmed this with him.

When you do though, expect him to be prepared to help you at all times.

But sometimes, in the dead of night when Diluc is put and you're home alone, it's hell.

You're laying alone in your bed, thoughts swirling around your head.

And sometimes being alone with your thoughts aren't a good thing.

Negative thoughts flow into your mind, and suddenly, it's as if you're suffocating.

Trying to hold back the fiery hot tears that roll down your face, Diluc returns home to you.

"Something isn't right. I can feel it."

Rushes over to your room, not wanting to waste a single moment more.

And he finds you curled up in bed, gasping for air, having a breakdown.

Pulls you into his arms and holds you, making you rest your head on his chest.

"My love, listen to my voice, and my heartbeat. Don't think about anything else."

Tries to ground you by talking to you and letting you listen to the sound of his heart.

It hurts Diluc to see you like this, and he always does his best to ease your anxiety.

Anytime you feel your anxiety getting worse, Diluc is there.

He wraps his arms around you, or gives you his jacket if he can't hold you.

But he will drop everything to help you.

Will make you something to drink, like hot chocolate, tea, coffee, anything.

And if you need to fidget with something to ground your anxiety

Well, he buys you some sort of fidget toy.

Don't fight me. Those things help me through it sometimes bc my mind goes blank and I get grounded

Diluc also offers to do some relaxing activities with you to soothe your mind and your nerves.

"I'll be with you from dusk till dawn."

Xiao

Used to have anxiety as well. Have you not seen his karmic debt?

And yet you ground him when he needs you most.

So you better believe that he will return the favour tenfold.

He can see you're anxious with how you absent-mindedly tap your fingers against a surface.

He reaches out, holding your hand in his.

He has gotten used to initiating physical affection after seeing how happy you get.

When you're laying in bed at night, unable to sleep with thoughts swirling around your head.

Then Xiao will be the one to help you to bed.

Gives you a hoodie of his, helps you put it on actually, and helps you to bed.

Cuddles with you, whispering comforting words when your anxiety grows.

Takes you out on a walk through nature when your anxiety grows worse over days.

If you have allergies, he takes the path with less plants and stuff, but still amazing sights.

"I'm right here. I'll not leave your side. I'll help you get through this."

Anytime you start spiralling, he talks you through it, voice gentle and calm

Does all the things to soothe you that you do for him.

Never treats you as if you're incapable of doing things yourself though.

Lets you do things yourself unless you ask him for help, advising you to take it slowly.

Asks you to talk to describe some stuff to him when you're on the verge of breaking.

"What colour is the sky? What colour are my eyes? Can you match your breathing to mine?"

Alternatively asks you to count the number of objects backwards.

Basically find ten of one object, nine of another and so on.

Xiao mainly distracts you from what's growing your anxiety.

But he also gives you a lot of physical affection to help you calm down.

Super patient with you, despite seeming like an impatient person.

"Baby I'm right here."

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Saeran

Never played his or Saeyoung's routes, but he's my favourite from the two for some reason.

Saeran suffers anxiety even to this day. He has anxiety because of what he was subjected to.

So he understands you having anxiety.

Offers to introduce you to his psychologist so that your anxiety can also get a little bit better.

He knows it may not completely help, but he wants to help you even a little bit.

His psychologist helped him, so he's hoping you'll be helped as well.

However, if you're against the idea, he attempts to help you himself.

When you're feeling on the verge of an anxiety attack, he offers you to get ice-cream.

This man loves his ice-cream, so you don't even suspect its to help you.

Until it keeps happening when your panic attacks hit.

And if you're lactose intolerant? He finds an alternative that won't make you suffer.

Maybe he offers you some Honey Buddha Chips from Saeyoung's endless supply.

He likes stargazing with you, especially on nights when both your anxieties peak.

"The stars have a way of easing my anxiety. I hope it helps you as well."

Offers you his teddy bear to hold and cuddle when you're especially stressed during the day

Likes holding your hand. Feels it helps ground you both.

When your chest hurts, he gently squeezes your hand as a gentle reminder that he's there for you.

Times when your anxiety isn't as bad though, you can be certain to hear him say he's proud of you.

And when you recover from a panic attack, he still says he's proud of you.

Why? Because he knows how it feels.

"I'm proud of you. You're doing so well. You're managing, and that's great."

When you're calm, looks at you as if you're a work of art.

When you're breaking down, looks at you as if you're a delicate flower that needs care.

Always reminds you that he loves you, especially when you're super anxious.

"I'll hold you when things go wrong."

Saeyoung

Did you guys get married at the space station?

He's smart, but he's also stupidly oblivious.

So much for being a sentient boy.

I joke. In all honesty, he's probably trying to balance things, so he doesn't notice.

At first.

When he does notice you have anxiety (or when you finally tell him), he hugs you.

Holds you close, not saying anything for a few moments.

You think he's disappointed, and he is. Except it's in himself for not realising sooner.

After that? He pays close attention to you, not wanting you to spiral.

Anytime he sees someone about to prod at your anxiety to make it grow, he's there.

Pulls pranks on the person. Can't threaten them directly because he has a history.

When alone with the person who overwhelmed you, he's much less forgiving.

He is gentle, treating you as if you were a precious gem that could break.

Talks you through your nerves, cracking a few jokes to help you.

Alternatively though, he holds you close, letting you rest your head on his shoulder or chest.

You know how he cosplays?

He will cosplay for you to see you smile.

Cosplays as your comfort character.

Which means he may not need to cosplay bc he knows his your comfort character here.

"Defender 707 will defend you from your anxiety!"

Suggests activities that could help you.

Go outside? Take a walk? Exercise? Cuddles? Video games?

Maybe not the last one. Unless it's a slow paced game that's calming.

Asks Vanderwood to cook for you to make sure you don't forget to eat.

"I'll be with you from dusk till dawn."

Zen

You know how he has a bunch of rehearsals to do and rarely has time for himself?

Yeah, he always has time for you.

So when you message him saying your anxiety is worse today, he drops everything to go to you. The directors can't say anything, fearing he may quit, and their project will flop.

When he arrives at home, he has your favorite snacks on hand, ready to spoil you.

But on other days, when you're both together, he likes going to quiet places with you.

This is because not only is he famous, but also because he doesn't want to overwhelm you.

Feeds you and makes sure you're hydrated because he knows you forget sometimes.

Another one who buys you fidget toys to help ease your anxiety.

"You know I'm here, right? You don't have to struggle through this alone."

Alternatively, if you ever feel like you're a burden because of your anxiety, he has something else to say.

"You're not my burden. I'll never drop you. In fact, I don't mind having you here. Please never think you're a burden."

Funnily enough, this man was my first love in mysme, but I never had the time to get his route rip

Keeps you away from the media in fear of your anxiety worsening.

He wants to introduce you as his romantic partner, but he doesn't want any hate comments to you.

Also scared the attention will maybe make your anxiety worse.

So he keeps things between you both alone.

"God made a mistake when making us. I'm too beautiful and you're too perfect."

Smack him /j Just let him know you're fine when you're fine.

And let him know when you're not fine

Leaves you little notes around your house that tells you how much he loves you

Alternatively (again), if he's unable to come to you when you're anxious.

He has voice notes prepared to ground you, and notes (again) to ground you.

Is proud to have you as his romantic partner, and just wants you to be okay.

Likes spoiling you as well. Acts of service and gift giving. Wants to reward you for being so strong.

"Baby I'm right here."

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pochipop · 2 years

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＃MYSTIC MESSENGER !! ♡ — ASKING THEM TO SLOW DANCE AT THE PARTY.

#. synopsis! — asking them to slow dance with you at the official rfa party .

#. characters! — jumin, yoosung, hyun (zen) .

#. warnings! — none .

#. alt accounts! — @ddollipop (nsfw) @yyolkchi (reblog/spam) .

#. others! — navigation & masterlist .

𖦹. ━ JUMIN !!

Jumin took a few ballroom dancing classes when he was young, but never found himself enjoying it. He'd only attended diligently because his father had insisted that he do so, and back then, Jumin had yet to learn how to stand against that man's frivolous wishes. Thankfully, the need to attend the classes went out the window after Jumin's father and one of the young, female instructors ended their fleeting relationship. So, he never went back, and the proper way to dance elegantly with a partner that Jumin once memorized in order to appease those around him eventually got lost to time.

When you take hold of his hand, your warmth seeping from your palm to his own, and ask him if he wants to dance with you to the slow song that just began playing. . . He hesitates.

"I'm not much of a dancer," he says, —but he hates the way that little twinkle of excitement in your eyes dies out like a meteor crashing to Earth's surface.

You're not going to force him to do something he's uncomfortable with, and that much he knows for certain. But he also knows that you've put yourself in some very precarious situations in order to help and even protect him, and he feels it would be wrong to deny you something so small. In the end, if he were to make a fool of himself, you'd still love him. You'd still be there, even if everyone else were to turn his way and laugh. Your opinion matters to him more than anyone else's in the room.

"As long as you're alright with having me as a partner, though. . . I'll give it my best," Jumin adds.

It doesn't really matter to you how he performs. You just want to feel his hands on you, holding steady along your hips with your own arms around his neck. This isn't a dancing competition, after all, you're simply seeking closeness and something a little romantic to sweeten the pot. Two slow songs had gone by, and you were worried that as the party drew to a close, you might not get another chance to ask. By the time the third one began, you'd gathered up nerve to do so, and you were elated when he didn't choose to turn you down.

Your heart bursts as the dimmed lights glimmer off his eyes. A rainbow of colors reflects off his irises like stained glass windows to the soul. He takes one of your hands in his own, and you watch as his long, lithe fingers find their homes in the slits between your own. His other arm reaches out, allowing the flat of his hand to match the curve of your body, touching just along your side. Sheepishly, you bring your free hand up to rest along his shoulder.

Even now, when you can feel the stiffness and slight apprehension in his body and in the way he moves, Jumin looks as elegant as ever. There's something regal about him, as if he were born with such high confidence and the ability to work his way smoothly through any situation. Of course, you've seen many sides of him by now, but. . . You'd still venture to call him princely, even after knowing all you do.

When you meet his gaze and offer him a small, bashful smile, his lips curve up at the edges.

"I feel honored when you smile at me," he comments softly, mumbling the words into your hair before pressing a gentle kiss to the crown of your head.

Some eyes naturally draw to Jumin as he dances with you, stiffness melding into something much more fluid as he relaxes into the movements. You know a few women here at the party are looking on with scorn in their eyes, jealous of you for being so close to the man they dream of. Still, you can't bring yourself to care much about them when Jumin pulls you closer, his grip steadying.

Others are simply shocked that Jumin is dancing with someone so intimately, seeing as he's gone the vast majority of his career without ever parading a lover about. And even now, that's hardly what he plans to do. He doesn't care if people don't understand. . . All that matters is that you see right through him as if he's made of glass. Shattered glass that you've somehow managed smoothed back together.

You've taken the mangled threads inside him into your graceful hands, nimble fingers untangling the mess he's been caught in for as long as he can remember. You've soothed the ache inside him, —and your heart skips a beat when his breath ghosts against the shell of your ear as he whispers to you that he loves you.

𖦹. ━ YOOSUNG !!

Yoosung has lived a fairly normal life, all things considered. He never learned how to slow dance, just like many young men his age. There wasn't really a reason for him to do so, and if he's being honest, the idea of it has never particularly appealed to him. After all, you're the first lover he's ever had, and he's at least eighty-five percent sure that you need a partner to slow dance with before you can really figure out how to get the hang of it.

So, when you ask Yoosung if he'd like to dance with you, he initially panics a little, worried that maybe slow dancing is just something everyone knows how to do, and somehow he's been left completely out of the loop.

"I. . . I don't really know how," he admits, "—but if you want to, then I'd like to try!"

If you were anyone else, he'd have wrapped that up by requesting that you not make fun of him for having no clue what he's doing. But, you are, in fact, you, and Yoosung knows that you're not the type to make fun of him when he's making an active effort to please you.

The music is soft and slow. It plays in the background like a living soundtrack synced to your heartbeat as Yoosung puts his arms around your middle and you rest your hands along his shoulders. He shivers under your touch, still reeling from the idea that someone like you is his, —his to love, to respect, and to admire like you're some celestial being that ascended from the heavens above. His heart is beating like a drum, and with you being so close, his cheeks flush a pale pink at the idea that you may be able to hear it.

"Am I doing this right?" The blond asks, glancing down at his feet for the fifth time within a minute, careful not to step on your toes.

"You're doing fine," you reply, massaging your fingers into his shoulder ever so gently in hopes that it might soothe some of his worries.

Yoosung feels his heart blossom at your touch. He's never felt like this before, and he's not sure what to do with himself. His heart throbs more with every brush of your fingertips, and all he can think about is you, —your eyes that temper the anxiety as it crawls up his spine, threatening to send him into another downward spiral. Your lips that he's brushed his own over, and every single time it's sent a shockwave of starkly innocent pleasure to every cell in his body.

"It doesn't even matter how you dance," you add softly, "—as long as I'm dancing with you, I don't care about anything else."

He feels himself melt like wax under a wick's flickering flame. If he could, he'd like to crawl inside your heart and live there, safe and warm. Yoosung feels comfortable here, when he's close to you and has nothing left to hide. His walls have come down, and you've embraced him, —all of him. The broken young man he still is on dark, lonely nights as well as the smiling student he shows the world so they won't worry. He wants you to see every face, meet every version of him, because he knows you'll love each and every one of them down until he's learned how to weld himself back together again.

"I'm really happy to hear that," he says, voice nearly catching in the back of his throat.

You feel his arms tighten around you, pulling you closer to him. When you rest your forehead against his chest, he doesn't bother to bite back the happy smile that forces its way onto his face.

This is what true love feels like. . .

𖦹. ━ HYUN (ZEN) !!

Hyun is no stranger to dancing. In his line of work, he's mastered lots of talents in order to be eligible for a wider array of roles. It's certainly paid off, if his diverse history of characters and projects is anything to go off of, —but even so, dancing with his lover seems to present a completely different challenge. There are so many more emotions with this; real ones that he doesn't have to muster up the skill to act out. These are raw and just about as genuine as Hyun has ever felt anything at all, —so authentic that it's driving him wild.

It's not that he fears messing up. Much the opposite in fact, Hyun is fairly certain everything will go his way, and even if it didn't, he knows you would be the last person in the room to laugh at his expense. Still, he's never been in love. Not for real, anyway. He's played a lovesick fool under blindly white lights or up on a velvety stage, but he's never let someone in like this. He's never torn himself open to let someone else see everything that lingers below that confident, handsome surface. You're the first to know him inside and out, and that scares him as much as it quenches his anxiety.

When you ask him to dance, he shoots you a smile and quickly agrees, but you take note of the way his crimson eyes quiver. The sharpness of them dulls a bit, —and you make note of it, reminding yourself to tread gently with him.

While he plays up the inner beast that seeks to devour his love, you know well and good that sometimes, that so-called beast is nothing more than a silly little puppy frolicking behind in Hyun's shadow.

"I've slow danced for performances before, but this. . . This is my first time with someone I actually love," Hyun admits.

His strong arms are tight around your waist, keeping you close to him, while your arms are wrapped around his neck. He guides you, clearly being the more experienced of the two when it comes to dancing of this kind, —and he does it with such delicate precision that it's hard to imagine he could be anything less than perfectly confident about it. But, then again, Hyun does seem to be completely and utterly golden in nearly every aspect, almost too much to be real. . . And yet there's something much less flattering (in his own eyes, anyway,) that lingers below the surface.

"It still feels a little bit like a dream," you admit, "—to hear you say you love me, that is."

With robotic precision, Hyun guides you in this dance. His grip is secure and snug, but far from tight. He offers just enough pressure to set your heart on fire.

"Really?" He blinks, shocked to hear you say that to him, as if you've managed to read his mind and spout his own sentiments right back at him. "I feel like I should be the one saying that to you."

The giggle that erupts from the back of your throat leaves Hyun laughing softly with you before he bends over slightly and presses his forehead to your own. Sighing gently, he mumbles your name under his breath. Your heart skips a beat at the mere sound of it as it falls from his full lips. If it were physically possible, he'd pull you close. But, unfortunately for the both of you, it's not, —especially if you're keen on continuing this dance with him.

Hyun likes that there's no pressure here with you, no demands that he knows he has to meet at the end of it all. You don't want anything in particular from him. . . You just want him as he is, no qualifiers or conditions attached.

This, he thinks to himself, is what falling in love feels like.

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Hi! Congrats once again. Can I ask about RFA and minor trio seeing MC loosing her calm and yelling at their child for the first time? Cause we all know that dealing with children can be really hard sometimes. Ofc if you are comfortable with that. Thank you and have a nice day <3

RFA + Minor Trio with an Mc who loses her calm and yells at her child for the first time

Hello there! Thank you, I am so happy that I passed! Of course dealing with child can be hard sometimes, like, dealing with me or my sis is also hard so, yeah! Hope you can enjoy this HC!

Have a nice day too!

Jumin

You were simply something special and a person with so much love and patience.

Jumin never saw you angry at someone because even if there was some kind of misunderstanding, you could stay calm and solve everything.

He never saw you frustrated or because you gave reassuring vibes.

You were special. You weren’t just a special woman, but also a special mother and Jumin could sense this daily.

Early in the pregnancy of your son, you and Jumin already agreed on parenthood with love and support to teach your child how to stay calm, even if it was stressful, so that your child could calm down on its own.

But you also made it clear that you wanted to raise your son to be a respectful child and not an ungrateful brat and Jumin totally supported you.

The two of you did well most of the time.

Usually, Jumin was the one who tended to be the harsher one when it was needed. Being confused and overwhelmed himself, he somehow forgot that his child was still a child.

Nevertheless, you were always there to make them both calm down.

Not today, however.

Your newborn daughter, barely nine months old, was crying nonstop.

You didn’t even get a wink of sleep, the RFA Party was hard to organize, and your six year old was constantly asking if he was allowed to have the iPad, even though screen time was already over.

Jumin was working and trying to calm down the baby.

Suddenly, it was too much.

,,For God’s sake!’’ you hissed loudly. Your face was red in rage. ,,I told you more than once ,,NO!’’ Stop it now! You won’t get any screen time for the next week! If you don’t stop now, I will-’’ you stopped yourself as you saw your son’s teary eyes.

Your heart was slowly breaking as the boy quickly stepped back and ran into his room.

The baby also stopped crying, but your heart didn’t.

Later on, Jumin made sure to bring you to the spa so that you could calm down after hugging you since you were crying.

,,He won’t love me anymore,’’ and ,,He hates me now!’’ were the words Jumin constantly heard.

But thanks to his supportive hugs, words, and a good sleep, you managed to get a clear mind before you went to your son to explain and apologize, as well as give him a lot of cuddles.

The screen time, however, was still forbidden for the next day.

Zen

Both of you had a rather hard childhood and right after the two of you found out that you were pregnant, you decided to have a deep talk about raising the child that you would give birth to.

You and Zen had pretty much the same imagination and things in mind, so it wasn’t a hard decision.

,,The most important thing in my opinion is that the child will be loved and supported,’’ he said as he placed his hand on your not- yet swollen belly, you agreed.

Perhaps the fact that the both of you had a rather complicated relationship with your parents had too much influence on the baby and so only three years later, your little princess was a spoiled one.

She was the first one to scream, but quickly calmed down as soon as she got whatever she wished.

Zen being the soft daddy of course, couldn’t handle saying anything negative to her and you, not wanting to be the bad guy, tried to always go easy on her.

The beautiful girl at some point, seemed to understand that she had the upper hand…

However, deep inside, the both of you knew that this wouldn’t be healthy for her as she was growing up and when the both of you found out that you were expecting a second child, you tried to be more strict.

No meant no and saying thank you or sorry was a must.

Not every toy was hers and the two of you were pretty proud to see that you could stay calm despite her screams of anger.

Not today, however.

You and Zen had an argument. Of course, one blamed the other for the bad behavior of the girl and your daughter was screaming and throwing a tantrum for thirty minutes about the candy that she wasn’t allowed to have yet.

Mood swings were also hard on you and so you snapped.

,,SERI!’’ you screamed loudly, glaring at her, making her shut up. ,,MOMMY IS REALLY ANGRY RIGHT NOW! I SAID NO!’’ you said, still much louder than usual.

,,Stop crying now! NO is NO!’’ you now stamped with your foot.

Zen, whose anger quickly became worry, quickly approached you. ,,Mc, stop now! You’re too stressed! You’re pregnant and she doesn’t understand… we’re the parents and we made a mistake,’’ he said and suddenly your heart was pounding in pain.

The girl stopped crying, but instead was shocked by her mother’s screams.

Zen quickly made you lay down and then went to his daughter to take her in his arms, explaining softly why she wasn’t allowed to eat candy before lunch and why mommy snapped.

Afterward, he brought you the little girl and the three of you cuddled a lot before Zen went to cook for his two favorite ladies.

Yoosung

It took you guys years, stressful years, before you could get pregnant.

You and Yoosung always agreed on having children and becoming a family, however, you weren’t blessed anytime soon.

It was only natural that when you got pregnant, you wanted that child to stay safe and protect it from any hardships.

Luckily, the pregnancy went well and Yoosung was the most caring father you could ever imagine.

As soon as the boy was there, it changed for both. You were pretty sensitive and feared that your baby could get sick and so did Yoosung.

Your child was loved and you did everything to protect them.

You also knew that you couldn’t possibly save it from any pain, but at least the things you could prevent were prevented by you.

One day, your son saw something more interesting and decided to stay longer in the park on his way coming from the school. Of course, he didn’t tell you and instead just stayed away.

It was a mistake an eight year old still couldn’t understand.

The boy came home three hours late, something he didn’t realize, just to find you devastated on the couch, crying hysterically while Jumin was standing in your living room.

Seven was at the table with his laptop, checking something.

,,Uncle Jumin! Uncle Seven! I‘m happy that you came for a visit!“ the little boy smiled as soon as he opened the door.

Your heart skipped a beat.

,,Are you crazy?!“ you snapped. Everyone held their breath as no one ever heard you yell like this.

Not even Yoosung.

,,What do you think we’re doing here?! Did you realize that you‘re three hours late?!“ you asked him.

,,I went to your school, I called your teachers, friends, everyone! They are searching for you right now! Where the heck were you?! I WAS WORRIED!“ you hiccuped and hugged the little boy who was standing in the door frame.

,,I saw some flowers and wanted to pick them for you…I‘m sorry,“ he said as he slowly began to sob.

By now, Yoosung was holding the both of you in his embrace while the other two guests sighed in relief.

Jaehee

You and Jaehee were a few years into your relationship when at some point you had the feeling that something was missing.

A child, someone to love and care for, was always your biggest wish.

The wish died down after you got to know Jaehee, loving her with all your heart. However, you soon wanted to grow.

The both of you had a serious talk about that topic and agreed on adopting a child since the both of you wanted to give children a better home.

It was a hard and long journey until you could finally call yourselves parents, but soon afterward, you finally had your chance.

Years went by, happy and sad moments arrived, and hard periods, fears, and worries were never missing.

However, in those 15 years, you never ever lost your calm.

Until now.

,,You’re not my real parents anyway!’’ the cute boy you and Jaehee adopted years ago snapped violently at you.

Jaehee was standing behind you when he said those words and you could only hear her gasp before you heard her sobs.

The words he just threw at you, hit you like a big stone.

It was painful to hear him saying that. You were truly disappointed, especially because the argument that triggered him was minor.

But puberty hit him hard. Nevertheless, this was not a reason to respond like this.

One thing led to another and you suddenly snapped at the beloved child. The child you gave up a lot of things for.

,,We’re not? Who raised you? Calmed you down when you were crying or had a fever? Tended to your injury or cleaned up your vomit? US! And that’s the thanks?

Go out now and go to your ,,real parents’’! You’re so ungrateful! GO!’’ your voice was loud.

Very loud.

The boy stood there in front of you and couldn’t even respond anymore.

,,Mom…’’ he then called you.

,,Mom… Mom, I’m sorry…. I’m sorry to both of you! I’m sorry, I was angry, I didn’t mean it, sorry, Mom…’’ he hiccuped.

Jaehee quickly approached the crying boy and hugged him, his head on her chest like years ago when he came home crying because he fell.

,,Don’t ever say something like that again!’’ she sobbed as she held his trembling body.

Suddenly, you cried too, tears falling as you realized what had just happened.

Jaehee and your son quickly hugged too before the three of you cried for a few minutes on the floor, everyone embracing each other.

Holding the body of the other one, mumbling apologies and just crying…

Saeyoung

Life with Saeyoung was never calm.

After Saeran moved in with the both of you and everything calmed down, the two of you finally decided to get married.

Shortly afterward, you discovered you were pregnant with twins, which was already a big ruckus.

Everyone was excited, overjoyed and so were you and Saeyoung who couldn’t wait to meet the fruit of your love.

Things happened, they learned to say ,,Elly’’ first to your displeasure, learned how to crawl, walk, and speak properly…

Life was just going. Of course, little accidents happened, which always were pretty much scary, giving each of you a heart attack.

For example, the one time when you got into an accident with the youngest twin, Saeyoung was traumatized for a while.

Life was exciting with him by your side.

It was even more so after he got you pregnant once again.

The third baby, a girl after the twins, was a sickly one, but still wonderful and cute.

Saeyoung loved her dearly and so did her older brothers, but despite them loving her and wanting to protect her, they also loved to tease her and play tricks on her.

It was fine with you because the jokes they made were always harmless, no one was hurt, and she always laughed with them.

But this time the joke wasn’t funny.

,,I think you’re going to die this time,’’ you could hear a twin say.

,,What?’’ her little voice filled with panic asked, her eyes making contact with yours as you tried to reassure her that she was fine.

,,Stop it right now young man. Don’t scare her,’’ you said once.

But the second twin joined and Saeyoung, instead of stepping in, just giggled to himself.

,,What would you give to me once you’re buried?’’ your son asked and suddenly you slammed your hand on the table.

Everyone flinched.

,,I SAID STOP! Don’t you see that she’s scared?! Are you trying to give her trauma?! So that every time she gets sick, she will be scared to death?! Is this what a brother should do?! Should I trigger you too?!’’ you asked him, quickly taking the crying, trembling girl in your arms, pointing with the index finger at Saeyoung.

,,You should understand the best after what your brother went through. I’m disappointed in you,’’

Everyone quickly understood that they overstepped boundaries and quickly tried to apologize. Since then, the jokes were done through fuller…

Saeran

,,Did you take the tomatoes?’’ you asked Saeran, the list in your hand as you tried to check if you took everything in your cart.

The little boy’s birthday was coming up, which meant a lot of preparations.

He was into the Disney Movie ,,Finding Nemo’’ and so everything was ocean themed.

The cake was already ordered, the decorations were bought, only the food was missing.

Luckily, Jumin agreed on helping you guys with the preparations and Yoosung was more than happy to help you guys.

Honestly, the whole RFA was totally into it. After all, your little son was just too cute.

However, it was also stressful.

Especially because you were pregnant, everything felt 10 times worse than it usually would be.

,,Yes, I did. Do we need more candy?’’ he asked you. Thanks to you, he was able to prepare his son’s birthday, something he never imagined years ago when he was still following Rika while hating his twin brother.

,,Yes, it’s better to have too many, right, son?’’ you asked your son, the eyes still fixed on the list as you waited for a response.

Silence.

No answer, no laugh, no wishes, nothing.

Your heart was already pounding when you looked around, searching for the little boy in a dark blue shirt with his red hair.

,,Taewon?’’ you called your son’s name, your breathing getting shorter as you looked around yourself.

Panic overcame the both of you.

Many, too many scenarios were in your head as you looked out for the boy.

Saeyoung was still missing, it wasn’t certain if he was still alive, so what if your boy got kidnapped too?

Saeran dialed Jumin’s number, who quickly arrived to support you just like the other members.

The shop was closed and Saeran made sure to stay at the entrance to keep an eye on people who wanted to go out.

Suddenly, you saw something moving, then a few red hairs were spotted by your eyes.

,,ARE YOU CRAZY, TAEWON?!’’ you yelled so loudly that Saeran shrieked.

The last time he heard you screaming was when you gave birth.

,,Never ever do this again! Do you understand me?!’’ you asked him. The teary boy only nodded and before he could even mumble anything, you hugged him.

His warmth was against your body as you sobbed into his dark clothes.

It was a horrible shock, but you found him.

This was the most important thing.

Jihyun

Your mother called you for the sixth time in a row while you were sitting in front of the laptop, trying to find a decent person to speak to as their hotel was booked wrong by a worker.

The RFA was kind of childish and stressed you out with the upcoming RFA party and your abdomen was aching because you were just about to be on your period.

Everything was coming up, stressing you out and making you nervous.

No one was willing to help you.

You still had to cook lunch, wash your hair, and clean up the house.

You still wanted to do so many things and somehow you had the feeling that you weren’t going anywhere.

The goal you were rooting for was somehow getting further and further away.

Instead, feelings of frustration were coming over you.

You were beginning to feel annoyed and so, when Lucy asked you if she could go out, you quickly denied her wish.

,,It’s cold, we need to get prepared, I have so much to do, you should help me instead,’’ you said, trying not to sound too strict.

However, the little girl didn’t like that answer.

,,I’m never allowed to do whatever I want to do! You’re so mean!’’ she hissed at you, throwing your papers on the ground.

You weren’t the person to hiss, yell, or snap, but Lucy managed to make you snap at her.

You were screaming and hissing at each other, when Jihyun hurried up to the both of you to check on the situation.

Only he was able to calm you both down, make you stop yelling.

You quickly realized that this wasn’t the way the both of you agreed on raising a child and quickly made sure to calmly explain to Lucy why you reacted like that.

She understood, something you were glad about, and she even supported you with your tasks, as best as she could.

Vanderwood

When you first told Vanderwood that you were expecting his child, he sighed.

You feared the worst, but he quickly cleared up the misunderstanding.

,,If it’s a girl, I just hope that she will get my DNA of cleaning up,’’ he smiled.

You lightly slapped him as he took you in his arms, thanking you for giving him a family.

The pregnancy went well, nothing happened, no worries, and no surprise.

You were just annoyed 24/7.

Whenever something went wrong, you were in a bad mood.

You were snappy and if you weren’t snappy, you were crying.

Vanderwood actually thought that your daughter turned out to be a little diva because of your mood swings.

,,Was I really annoying?’’ you asked him, a bit sad about his remark.

Vanderwood just nodded and kissed you on your cheek.

,,You were, and it’s actually surprising that you always stayed calm whenever she mocked you,’’ he commented, pointing with his eyes towards the ten year old who was doing something.

You laughed, nodded, and held his hand.

,,It is, but I promised myself to give her a happy childhood and to raise her into a good person,’’ you told him.

However, not everything could always be solved by explaining feelings and actions.

Sometimes, the first reaction was also to be a bit louder.

,,Please don’t play with the candle, cutie,’’ you said once.

,,Please don’t play with the candle,’’ she repeated, her finger still touching and playing with the candle which was lit.

You looked over to her, inhaled, and repeated yourself. ,,I’m serious. Stop mocking me and please stop playing with the fire, literally. You will burn yourself and I don’t want to see you hurt,’’ you said, trying to explain why you didn’t want her to play with it.

,,You will burn yourself,’’ she said again. This time she even rolled her eyes as her finger went slower through the flame.

This was too much for you.

You snapped and called her name loudly, making her shriek.

Her hand was now close to her chest as she looked at you with scared eyes.

,,I TOLD YOU STOP MOCKING ME AND STOP PLAYING WITH THE FIRE!’’ you yelled so loudly that Vanderwood came jumping from his room.

He looked between the both of you and warned his daughter with his eyes.

,,Did you play with the candle?’’ he asked her.

,,AND MOCKED MOMMY!’’ you snapped again.

,,I… I did wrong,’’ she gasped, her eyes again going to her mother as she bowed her head.

,,I know that I should have stopped when you warned me once,’’ she apologized.

With that, you approached her and hugged her, telling her that it was okay but to please never ever do it again…

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Competition | Zen x Reader

Summary: An important question that the two of you constantly think about suddenly pops up during some quality time together.

Zen finally has some time off, and you suggest walking in the park near his apartment. A walk, you say, is the best way to spend quality time together. He readily agrees, saying that he'll do whatever if it's together with you. You both get ready putting on your coats and set off, hand in hand.

Zen's arm is wrapped around your arm while you two talk about your day. You mentioned how you found this good book the other day, and he listens. He talks about his new upcoming role and how terrible his current costar is and you listen. It was nice, talking to each other face-to-face instead of texting. Spending the day together like this comes rarely, but you two always make it worthwhile.

The conversation eventually slows down into a comfortable silence. The both of you enjoy the view around you two and the atmosphere of the peaceful park. Sounds of the peaceful ambiance of wind against the leaves and scattered conversations of the people near you take up the welcomed silence. It's serene.

A sudden scream of laughter breaks the silence and you instantly look in its direction. An elderly couple is laughing hysterically: the grandpa has a smug look while his partner bends over with laughter, tears in her wrinkled eyes. Zen also looks over with you, smiling as he sees the scene play out.

"Seems like he's quite a jokester," Zen says, smiling at you. He waits for your input.

"I bet she married him for the jokes."

"Please, [ ], do you really think jokes can be more charming than looks? I'm a better catch, honestly." Zen laughs as he counters your remark. You blush as you realize what he unintentionally implies.

You keep silent, and he notices instantly. "What's wrong-"

"What do you think about it? Marriage?" You interrupt up, shooting your chance. Your eyes focus on his face, trying to find any minuscule reaction.

Now he's the one who's suddenly silent.

He answers back after a pause. "Do you think we are ready?" Zen sounds hesitant, but also eager to know and eager to confirm.

"Well, we're already comfortable with each other, and... we have a good dynamic. I've read that feeling content and easy with each other is an indication that you're ready.." Your voice trails off and you now stare at your feet. This is embarrassing, you think. You glance back at him. You absolutely know that you're mad blushing right now.

Zen smirks at your last sentence.

"You've read..? That makes me relieved to know that you were also thinking about it," and with a slight pause, he corrects himself, "—about us, for a while. I wanted to talk to you about this during our walk but you beat me to it."

The uncertain mood is elevated to a loving one, the both of your faces of worry are replaced with smiles beaming with joy.

"I had it on my mind for a while," you explain, "My friends are teasing me, and I started thinking. I felt that we are at that stage, and I wanted to talk to you about it, but I'm just nervous that I might've scared you if I do, but I also wanted to know."

Zen laughs, "I'm the same." He sighs in relief, chuckling a bit at the end as they breathed out. "But I'm happy to know that you do want to marry me."

You two look at each other, a pinkish tint is forming on both of your faces.

"I guess I'll have to start planning on how to propose to you, then," he tells you, looking forward into the distance.

"Not if I do it first, Zenny," you say with a cheeky look. He whips his eyes back at you instantly, surprised that he heard a wisp of a challenge.

Zen smirks, his eyes full of amusement. He slings back at you in the same tone: "Is this a competition, my love?"

"Whoever successfully surprises the other with a proposal is the winner, and the loser has to marry them. That's our terms," you laugh brightly and loudly, unbeknownst to the people around you. People are looking at you.

"I'll gladly take you on those terms, my dear."

#writing-strip #hyun ryu #mysme zen #zen x reader #mystic messenger #mystic messenger zen #hyun ryu x reader #zen #mm zen #critque is welcome

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