I feel like having previously read a snippet on its own does not damper my enthusiasm for seeing it within greater context or with improvements later… but maybe that’s my adhd trying to justify the impulse to just blurt things out, textually speaking. I’m also trying to get a feel for the unspoken community rules. I have this fear of accidentally bursting into any social situation like the Kool Aid man. I might need someone to pat my hand and tell me it’s ok to join in.
Ich ertrag das alles nicht mehr. Ich bin überreizt. Ich brauche Ruhe. Ich brauche wen der mich an die Hand nimmt und mir sagt was zu tun ist. Jemand der die Kontrolle übernimmt, damit ich für einen Moment durchatmen kann...
want a free base? no pacman!! Drugs are baaaaad!
sorry uhh anyway imagine Felix teaching you German but you keep messing up and he finds it hilarious even though he's trying so hard to be patient with you and he's got that silly little laugh of his and he keeps shaking his head and reassuring you that you're off to a good start
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