based on a real thing that happened after we picked up our then newborn little sister from the hospital and on the ride back she was asleep and her hands did this and me and my brother gasped like she’d just killed someone

lazy bonus

his first fan.

sympathy for the devil

felt like doodlin them

// peeks in here

blood moon

My oc Andromeda and a portrait page comm for a good friend of mine

“You talk big for prey”

working on this blog, please hold

I had some thoughts today

1st; Choi Han with hair that grew

2nd; tboah cale

singlehood is constantly burning a candle

a different perfume depending on the hour

diligently keeping acrylic nails in good conditions

the impossible choice between a podcast or a book

calling my mom to hear her laughter

but still forgetting to answer her text messages

holding myself with the love i craved from a lover

coffee and sushi after a mid morning workout

filling out my calendar until there's no spaces free

face masks and lotion right before bed

moving to a new state and starting a new life

just to say that i did it all by myself

made with dall-e 2

11/21/22

listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded psychopath happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.