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rexsterss · 2 months

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absorb myself in it

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“It didn’t take that long,” The room’s quiet, the buzzing life behind these walls slowing down with the soft sigh Fives lets escape when those same lips brush against the skin under his eye. “We got what we wanted.”

Fives cracks open his eyelids, heavy with leftover sleep. “And?”

Echo’s still in armour, weight supported by the hand that sinks in the mattress, right beside Fives’s shoulder, body angled away just to prevent dirtying up the sheets. “It’d be better off being used in the medbay, but it’s a start.”

the clone wars. the bad batch. echofives. contains tbb s03e05 spoilers. rated T. 1.3k+ words.

Based on 50 A Softer World Prompts

We talk in the dark as we fall asleep, and we are objects in the night sky outside of time. (it is the exact opposite of alone.)

Fives wakes to dry lips grazing against his cheek.

He hums, blindly reaches for the touch with his eyes still closed, and wraps his fingers around an arm before he gently pulls it towards him. “Back already?”

It’s the reassurance, the worry in the act of waking each other up far away from their minds when they need to know, need to feel.

They’ve died once too many times; they prefer when the slightest stir will be enough to smooth over the prickling fear that still nestles in between the synapses of their nerves.

“It didn’t take that long,” The room’s quiet, the buzzing life behind these walls slowing down with the soft sigh Fives lets escape when those same lips brush against the skin under his eye. “We got what we wanted.”

Fives cracks open his eyelids, heavy with leftover sleep. “And?”

Echo’s still in armour, weight supported by the hand that sinks in the mattress, right beside Fives’s shoulder, body angled away just to prevent dirtying up the sheets. “It’d be better off being used in the medbay, but it’s a start.”

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#heads up im crying about them #echofives #echo/fives #arc trooper fives #arc trooper echo #the clone wars #the bad batch #star wars #star wars the clone wars #swtcw #star wars the bad batch #swtbb #cloneshipping #clone ship #the gentle moon series #marswrites #marsrb

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roomy-ghosted · 8 months

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JUST started a good Durge playthrough and I'm dying over my absolute little guy bard Tinfoil.

#bg3 #bg3 tav #baldurs gate 3 #(Im a tag rambler so theres a lot here-) he's got voice six and because of that I'm opting he's incredibly INCREDIBLY young #like- probably 9? Dragonborn reach 10 year old human size at 3 for them so. yeah-#human-body wise he's about 17? but he's still got so little thoughts in his head. Which is canon as well at least #not gonna romance ANYONE as Tinfoil but we're gonna all be besties.#still deciding if he'll slurp tadpoles. he gives into peer preassure very easily and is very easily bossed around.#so it depends at the moment in the cutscene i guess.#he's the group kid. i think shadowheart would mother him a lot and he looks up to Karlach A SHITTON. 'She's so cool...'#'why is the group kid the leader?'#everyone shrugs but they see Tinfoil curl up around a small pile of gold and gems as he sleeps and they can't say no to what he wants to do #Lae'zel thinks he's 'extremely weak skinned. and needs all the help a pathetic youngling like him can get'#she says; helping said pathetic kid up off the nautaloid ship floor after he ran ahead to try and get to the controls; listening to her #like a good lil guy #'Tinfoil; darling; you know we can always get *more* gold if you give up some of these precious little rubies and opals. Your hoard #will look *much* more impressive that way.'#-Astarion; trying to convince a now-teary-eyed tinfoil to give up his hoard so the party can buy health potions #'its not...its not impressive?' he starts crying and Shadowheart has to comfort him #I KNOW he's gonna go murder mode and stuff. but everyone at camp thinks it's just dragonborn instincts kicking in #so they just like chain him to a tree for the night.#its funny i think #'NO! BAD TINFOIL! STOP TRYING TO EAT THE BIRDS!'#'Raughguguhguguh. Tinfoil *NEEDS* sauce...'#he is on a leash constantly because he is enamoured with the beauty of the world and runs off- but also to not kill and maim constantly.

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worstloki · 1 year

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people just ignore Thor was a feral child, huh? like his life goal was probably to demolish another race at age 12 and he was probably begging to go to war and attempted to murder their father for not letting him via telepathy that he didn't have.

#people are like ''loki stabbed thor at age 8'' like im sorry but thor is older and im pretty sure he would've given loki the knife #Frigga was probably like ohhh you can wage war when your brother is old enough to go with you. can't let you two go alone!#and Thor naturally was like ''ok. i will Arm the Child''#like for SURE Thor was the kid eating dirt while Loki just sat next to him looking very confused about it #Thor: Father said we are Part of Asgard and need to Eat To Grow and then one day will be Big Enough to Fight !#he tries to feed Loki the dirt so he'll grow up quicker too but Loki starts crying and now Thor's forgotten about it and trying to calm him #Thor like no no don't cry i'll find us something else to get big with :(#carries him away and gets dirt all over them both because his hands were still dirty #fast forward the bros are sitting on the ground under a table monching on lemon cakes (or whatever) absolutely COVERED in dirt #they have left a dirt trail behind them so their hiding spot won't be effective for long #and also Thor doesn't think voices should get across what is clearly a sturdy table cloth so he's not sure how they were 'discovered'#Frigga: you cannot get dirty and go in the kitchens #Thor: LOKI WAS SAD. AND WE NEED SUSTAINENCE TO GROW MOTHER. WE MUST FEED.#Frigga: -_-''#(Loki is still munching on a lemon tart. the same one despite the room change because he's eating it slowly while Thor reasons with Frigga)#(half of the words anyone is saying go over his head but he is enjoying the expressions being made)

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lilliancdoodles · 22 hours

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Week 1 MerMay!! Roughish sketch of Life is like the ocean, it goes up and down (by @tastytoastz) Jaiden and Foolish chilling on the beach before everything goes to shit

#qsmp #qsmp au #LCDoodles #Im trying to teach myself to draw faster #So I wasn't too worried about things looking perfect #And this was actually all done today!! (It normally takes me like 3 days to do a piece)#I've had the image in my head since the meeting in chapter 6 I think where Jaiden leaned on Foolish #That was the original setting of this but I didn't want to hide foolish's tail under the table #then the last chapter released (aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. toast I am crying ;-;)#and it gave me this setting!!#Just in some light grey scale so hint at tones but I didn't want to fuck with colors #I'm going to try to do a sketch like this each week and I already have some ideas #(I'm going to try to have them on Friday for the next weeks this one just snuck up on me)

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oatbugs · 4 days

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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moonilit · 8 months

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Aww the side story of the barbie (not date) but from Shouta’s POV, this is the cutest by @cyanoscarlet

Alliance in Pink - Side Stories, First art

#They are cute your honor #I might make some sketches for clive and dion and terrace but that will have to wait a little #Dani punched me in the guts my hands are shaky (in a good way) 😭#Clive seeing them holding hands: HE IS HOLDING HAND WITH A GIRL!! He didn’t tell me he is on holding hands terms??#Dion: calm down ifrit im sure he knows what he is doing #Clive head in hands and devastated : you don’t understand *cry*#Jill will call the next day and ask Joshua to please talk to clive because he have been laying on the kitchen floor since he got back #Clive with the horrific mortified ordeal of kids growing up #If he hold hands now what next??? Kiss on the head?? Sharing a seat?? *gasp* does he know what that means??#[clive sees Jote kiss at the bus station]#*clive pass out*#This fic is about dion getting first seat at clive’s crisis of grasping the reality his little brother is older than 10 #It doesn’t help both have the brain of a nugget #Terrance really saw clive and thought ‘he should be my husband’s friend’#joshua rosfield #dion lesage #sir terence #clive rosfield #jote #ffxvi #final fantasy xvi

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thermodynamic-comedian · 1 month

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listen. i do not ever want anything bad to happen to lena kelley. however i do want her to, at some point, be in so much distress that someone has to comfort her. do you understand.

#and i want that someone to be alice. DO YOU UNDERSTAND.#if i speak...#ive been calling them alina #in my head #which i think is cute #what if our names combined into a real first name...and we were both girls....#anyways yeah.#save me alina hurt/comfort...alina hurt/comfort save me....#i want lena to collapse into alice's arms and cry about how she's been so tired. so scared. so alone. for all these years.#about how many people she's watched die right in front of her eyes. people she cared about.#about how she knows alice and sam and gwen and colin and celia aren't save either.#and that she's so scared she'll one day have to watch them die too #i want alice to try to crack jokes. to try to lighten the mood a little.#but eventually she gives up and just. holds lena close to her. as close as possible.#and she promises that she'll be here. always.#that others might leave but she'll stay.#a comforting constant.#AUGH IM SO UNWELL ABOUT THEM #tmagp #the magnus protocol #lena kelley

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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pre-holiday leave crumbs

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #hey. if I give u a bottle labeled wine with somethin else inside. would u drink it #anyways. tomorrow I Travel #The Turbulance evened out alright! so the Traveling could no longer be postponed #three days on da road babeyy (<- shaking and crying)#goin to a market! I'll try to get a new kitchen knife there. will be better than whatever the fucks goin on in our kitchen rn #anyways. post-fic haze has settled in once again I am simply no thought. this will continue for hopefully five hours #until I gotta get up for car time #kinda whittling down the 20yo reki design slowly to get to a point where it feels Correct #20yo langa is already perfect. maybe to nobody but me but I stand the fuck by it #I believe in langa looking like a guy lesbians would hit on by accident in his 20s. I hold myself to it #oh yeah if ur asking. no that was not a cigarette in the first pic. sorry Im a tightass about smoking thats a lollipop #in my head its the pickled mango flavour that alpenliebe already made a hard candy version of here #hard sour candy shell with. chili salt core. it is good (?) but it hurts my stomach (I will not stop eating them)#also if u catch the acc name going outside the panel in the comic. its bc I could NOT leave it at just 'random white girl'#it has to be the full thing I cannot do this fake fictional twitter user like that #literally the only preliminary caution I take for funny comics. nothign else makes sense I dont care. this is necessary however #anyways. it is time for baku to be horizontal and shit. so here we goooo #have a good nite lads! idk what will happen in the next 3 days! will most probably be silent! and then dip pen comms will open again #eat well sleep well! two daysborday until labor day

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 2 years

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no but it's the way the cat slow-blinks at the player in the final cutscene

#THATS what made me cry #i was holding it together until she slow-blinked at the screen and i just AAAAAAA FUCK FUCK FUCK #im insane over this game i am mentally unwell #everything about it #the soul of humanity persevering the hope the beauty in darkness #how one determined little cat can open the world i just -#stray 2022 #stray spoilers #im chewing on couch cushions like a rabid dog rn #fuckfuckfuckfuck #and how the last human never got to see the outside #BUT HUMANS ARE STILL GOING TO SEE THE OUTSIDE BECAUSE THE COMPANIONS CARRY THEIR MEMORY AND THEY WILL SEE IT #though i do think it's an absolutely heinous crime that we didn't see the cat reunite with her friends like what the fuck was that #even if it was just like #she slow blinks at us and starts to walk off #then we hear distant meows and her head and tail go up and she bounds away #WE COULDN'T HAVE HAD THAT??? CRUMBS???#i need to know that she finds them again and she brings them to meet her companion friends #i just. i just. sobbing violently

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froggyphycosis · 13 days

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Sensitivity is a wild thing

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Just a short drabble about Raph's anger issues and how he feels/felt about them through out his life!

(based on a tiktok that I could not find of someone referencing a Pinterest poetry line that I also cannot find that says "not fragile like a flower fragile like a bomb")

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Raph has always known he is fragile, not like Mikey, who always cries during bambi or oliver twist, who can feel the emotions of his brothers so precisely, that it causes him to crumble under the weight of it. Not like Mikey, who collects the torn and frayed teddies washed up from the sewers and cleans them, sowes new buttons into their eyes and stitches up their 'wounds', who kisses them on the nose and then places them in his bed and on shelves with new names that he always remembers to use.

Mikey's sensitivity is like a flower, all though easily broken, it brings something soft and beautiful to the world and the meadows wouldn't be the same without it.

But Raph's isnt like that.

Raph's is explosive, he's not fragile like a flower but like a *bomb*.

Raph gets angry. Angry at Leo when he's perfect again, angry at himself when he messes up in training, angry at his Sensei when he gets put into the naughty corner *again*, angry at Mikey because he's so loud and annoying and excited all the time, angry at Donnie when he's a stupid little know it all, especially angry at that one loose brick in the floor that trips him up on the way into the kitchen and ruins his whole day.

Raph is fragile, stupidly more than Mikey and it does *nothing*. And serves *no one*.

Especially not his brothers who don't understand why he acts this way, or his Sensei. he has a hard enough time sorting through his own emotions, let alone explaining to anyone else what's going through his head.

It feels isolating, knowing in his world of three brothers and one dad that he's the only one going through this.

Then years and years into the future when he first meets April and her Sensei and all the bad guys they fight almost daily, that he realizes he's not alone because there's a name with his issues, that only got put into the light after an intense conversation with his Sensei about an especially bad anger out burst, causing him to give Leo a black eye. Something that he still looks back upon with deep regret and a lot of grief, despite Leo, being the lovable asshole he is, forgiving him not even moments after the incident and trying to comfort all three of his brothers at once. Donnie went deathly pale and silent Mikey sobbing and flapping his hands behind him and Roah about ten seconds away from the biggest angriest grief stricken meltdown ever.

He finds out from his Sensie infuriatingly enough after, that he probably has anger issues. Information that would have been extremely helpful years and years before. Raph is surprised he didn't blow up about that, but then again, he never exactly told anyone what he was going through and he was litterally to emotionally exhausted to care about anything other than his brothers and Leo's black eye at that moment.

This new revelation didn't bring about anything new though, as he still as one could expect could not relate to anyone his age, or above it either.

Exept there was someone else. Just like him with all the same hatred and fragility of destruction.

The shredder.

And it was then that Raph realized he's not alone, because the worst people can relate. He could see it in the Shredder's eyes, the way his rage controlled everything he did, the way he flipped like a coin. It's almost an exact reflection of Raph and he *hated* it, hated *himself* for it, because if there is no one on this planet that feels the same way he does, expect from the worst of worst. Then that in conclusion makes *him* the worst.

The way that the Shredder and Sensei act is almost parrelel to Leo and Raph. Although it's never been said out loud, he knows Leo sees it too. But as much as Raph gets angry and explodes, at everyone, but at Leo especially. He knows he can't let him and His older brother get that way. especially for their younger brothers who need their big brothers to lean on.

With all these thoughts going on at such a difficult time, with little to no helpful insight or understanding from anyone, Raph stews in his self hatred. (which when Raph looks back and thinks of all the love and support his family had ready for him, even if they didn't understand what he was going through his stupid thick teenage head it all seems kinda silly).

He unfortunately, and quickly, realized that he couldn't hurt anyone if he locked himself up, he can't hurt his brothers or his sister or his father.

Hence isolation!

This is all to say he was a shitty emotional wreck until one day he met Casey.

He found Casey annoying at first, cocky reckless and absolutey wild. An uncontrollable child, who learned of free will clearly at a to young age. Casey was idiotic and angry and alone, he feared nothing, not even the consequences of his own Actions. New York was his playground and he did with it what he pleased when he pleased.

April was constantly jumping roofs with them, doing ninja training and sparring and fighting weird abominations of all shapes and sizes, because she was with the turtles all the time.

But Casey was doing that long before he met them. He fought people in alley ways and ran across the Newyork city roofs like he was born and raised there.

And most importantly he was *angry*, and Raph realized that he was just like him. He saw himself in Casey, in every aspect, the good and the bad.

And little by little he got better, because Casey was fiercely loved and cared for by their little hobbled together family, underneath all the hustle and bustle of new york. With their own brand of crazy and wierd that suited him perfect, like a puzzle piece lost for so long finally found that clicked and made the whole beautiful picture. And if someone like Casey was meant to be here then so was Raph.

And it made Raph more confident of who he was.

Because someone in the world *could* relate and it just happened to be one of the most incredible and bravest people Raph knew.

Bonus~

"nahhh don't worry Case u can relate i mean i used to think that only evil people had anger issues because we didn't have the Internet and the only other person I had met like that was the Shredder, so I thought I was like gonna become a crazy psycho lmao."

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"SORRY YOU WHAT-"

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pothospant · 2 months

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his default recall is so cool..........

#not me arts tag #ive never used his default skin so i didnt even know what it looked like until now....ough #i wish u could mix and match sounds or recalls with skins................#i honestly forget half the time hes supposed to be like. Cool and Suave and a Competent Badass #because my brain is always like. god hes so small and floppy and will die if you breathe on him wrong #also hes always crying and breathing heavily in my ear so im just like. poor guy #he should be at the bed taking a nap not fighting....... who made him fight.... stop that he doesnt belong on the battle field #he might be a badass hitman or smth but my brain is like #this is just a sad theatre kid who took gymnastics #''aphelios how is your assassin training going'' aphelios who has only been reading the acrobatics textbook: my what #is there anyone still reading these tags. hi there #i have a lot of thoughts on him. im very obsessed with his animations #like he has a laugh animation for every weapon.......#all the various weapon animations...#maybe the real reason we wont have a legendary for 10 more years is all the animating they have to do #i mean his base animations are so good id honest be like OK if they reused them #cant rly do much better than already Top Tier animations #unless we get an alune legendary.....#hope alune is super awesome and badass and all the aphelios voicelines are a really shy awkward guy or smth #like you look so cool and awesome fighting and the whole world doesnt know ur listening to a lil guy in your brain the whole game #the contrast would be very funny methinks #if anyones still reading this. yes i know riot made up some reason about budget or whatever for voices #but i choose to believe aphelios is head empty no thoughts and thats why he doesnt talk to alune #(STILL GOOFY OF A REASON... lots of VAs can do both genders of voices.... like. what about kindred and kayn....)#then again wouldnt be surprised if they were overbudget on the animations but still smh my head into oblivion #can relate to a guy who simply doesnt wanna talk #(said after 10000 tags of talking to myself)#i should really put my thoughts onto a separate post or blog or something #anyways have i mentioned i think hes really cute

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everythingsinred · 6 months

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ill just never get over this panel or how its the first time we see natsume visibly upset and sad from his own perspective (something we dont really see much of because of the way his character works), especially because the plant disintegrating in front of him is representing much more than a plant and he can never ever have anything good in his life without fearing it would be harmed in some way to discipline him.

#ga #gakuen alice #hyuuga natsume #baby. baby boy.#and yes i know and understand why natsume is told to stay away from mikan #and as much as i think the esp rly didnt want them interacting much #having one more thing to hold over natsumes head was probably useful for them too....#which is what he was afraid of and trying to avoid from the beginning just to see in this scene that it was all in vain #and that he couldnt hide how much mikan meant to him....#im gonna cry #anyway im gonna reread the manga soon and just post about all my thoughts that are nm and non-nm related #i think that could be fun bc i have a lot of thoughts and i always come up w more while reading #i also have to update my fic after so long hehe

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cubedmango · 7 months

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well i have the free time rn so ...... i made that diy cherry magic meta . make of this whatever you will but also if you get it even slightly wrong i will haunt you into the afterlife so watch out <3