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surshica · 1 year

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NINTENDO SWITCH !

NINETEEN - greedy for love

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AN : there is probably so many typos and errors but like ITS OKAY yall can shit on me abt it, my feelings dont get hurt that easily 😭😭 this is an apology for the last chapter BUT IT MAKES UP FOR IT EHHEHEHEHEHE. based of the song greedy by miss ariana grande

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“it was a misunderstandingggg im sorryyy” mira fake cried shaking chishiya whom was sitting on her chair near her desk; the unamused look on his face gave everything away. shock and horror washed through mira, “no you know what! i couldve just name dropped her if you wanted too!” “that would’ve made it better huh? huh chishi?!” pushed his shoulder a little harsh crowing her arms together pointing her nose to the air.

“no that would’ve made it worse since it would make me like like a pussy” he groaned putting his hands on the shoulder mira pushed. “EXACTLY so don’t go acting mad at me for saying her.” mira scoffed sticking out her tongue. chishiya let out an amused huff.

he was quiet upset but at the end there was literally nothing he could do since he waited so long bundling up his feelings. “still though..you could’ve said you were joking.” “and you shouldn’t of bundled up those feelings you’ve had for her!” “fair.” “very much fair.”

“and does she know i like her?” an amused grin popped up on his face as mira shrugged her shoulders, “she may be stupid but she probably isn’t that fucking stupid.” “well maybe! but she is a smart girl i think she figured it out when she had the sleepover with the girls..” mira smacked her lips twice before plopping her self onto the bed.

the soft compact of the mattress against her back made her smile, turning her head to face chishiya “to be honest. both of you suck at your feelings.” mira’s words felt as cold as ice. her eyes were empty as if they had no life in it, “ouch?” chishiya playfully frowned.

“i mean it is the truth,” a long dramatic sigh left her lips “ i mean i have so many reasons as to why you both suck and think it’s unreciprocated love.” she moved her head to look at the bland white ceiling with circle shaped lights engraved into it. “go on. im introduced in your thought.” chishiya was quite intrigued. he felt as if he did his best to be flirty with her in his own chishiya like manners.

“well for starters! you suck at giving signs, she thought you were just challenging her to some MORE academics which pushed the agenda of her wanting to be rivals with you. she even vowed TO HERSELF she was going to be rivals with you till she dies. she completely mistook you being a tease in a loving way for you wanting to be better than her!” mira had a thin a-line smile as chishiya furrowed his eyebrows letting out a small hum.

“secondly! you yourself chishiya, you’re like a heartthrob that doesn’t want to be a heartthrob. you have all these girls wanting to marry you so yn probably took that as you never looked at the way she looked at you! which makes me laugh..you can’t even express your feelings and you always have the same look on your face! like YOU HAVE A NICE SMILE WHY DONT YOU TRY SMILING INSTEAD OF GRINNING for a change!” mira three her hands up in the air as chishiya gave her the disappointed parent look.

“there are so many more reasons but thirdly, god you are so hard to break through. you’re always serious and maybe for a change you could like loosen up, you’re so head focused on your studies that sometimes you forget that the whole academic rivals is an act. AND GOING BACK TO REASON ONE IT TIES IN. like chishiya sometimes i want too just—“ mira was cut off by him throwing a plushie at her face. “OKAY OKAY. i understand jeez.”

mira rolled her eyes lifting herself up going the the kitchen living room with chishiya trailing behind her, “i understand damn. that felt more like a let’s hate on chishiya moment then a tell me an actual reason moment.” he rolled his eyes grabbing a water bottle from the fridge as mira sat herself on the counter eating a bag of cookies.

“everyday is an i hate chishiya moment. the way you cock a grin, hell even a smirk makes me want to deck you in the face. you rich bastard” mira munched on her chips—chishiya faked a hurt looked expression on his face. “that hurt.” he blunted. mira shrugged her shoulders; the sound of yn’s door room opening caught both of their attention.

“miraaa, do we have anymore green tea bottles~” yn had a tired like whine escape her lip; “check the fridge i think i bought more!” mira continued to munch on her cookies. chishiya opened the fridge handing yn a cold green tea bottle, “here.” a small think lip smile was predominate on his face.

yn’s mouth formed an o shape looking up at him, she took the bottle from him. her fingers grazed his; the ever so slightest blush formed on her cheeks, she shook it off remember that he had a girl. chishiya’s usual hard cold stare softened when he looked at her. he hated the idea of misunderstandings; he wanted to clear up this air but he didn’t know how too.

mira read the room and cocked a grin on her lips, “if you need me i’ll be in my room watching some horimiyaaa~” she jumped down from the counter skipping to her room. the two just stood near eachother in silence, it was very tense almost as if it was waiting for someone to talk. it was like that for a good soild five minutes.

chishiya cleared his throat, he softened gaze couldn’t look away from hers. the red undertones from what looked like tears; the puffiness. he wanted to hold her. “yn.” his voice didn’t come out louder than he expected—it was soft yet stern. “chishiya. what are you doing here?” her voice was harsh yet gentle.

“well..well i was here because mira invited me here.” a small oh escaped her lips, a forced like smile was formed on her lips “that’s nice! i’m studying for the mid term tomorrow,” yn sighed “its really kicking my ass.” chishiya chuckled at that. “i forgot that we had that..just my luck.” chishiya had stuffed his hands in his pockets. his eyes slowly wandered around her face. his eyes landed on his soft lips, so many thoughts had wondered through his mind.

“well isn’t that just my luck! i can finally beat you in something, god. that makes me feel so..” an actual smile was shown on her lips. it was almost out of pure excitement. “so..???” “so..happy.”

“i could finally kick your ass in something that matters, this is my victory right here. i cracked the key.” yn had taken a swig of the green tea sighing in pure bliss; chishiya furrowed his eyebrows walking closer to the girl—closing the gap between them. his eyes moved from her lips to her eyes. yn’s eyes had a look as if it had a plan behind it.

yn had figured out chishiya wasn’t looking at her eyes anymore. a smirk formed on her lips, “you know chishiya we all can’t have what we want.” she sucked on her teeth. her eyes had a seduced like look that captivated chishiya. “and for that you are a greedy bastard.” chishiya was not even in his right state of mind. the thoughts had flowed through his mind, so many intrusive thoughts.

the thought of having her in his arms, the thought of her lips against hers, the thought of her cuddling up to his body. god he wanted all of that. he scoffed at the idea of him being greedy. he wasn’t greedy.

yn had pulled herself closer to chishiya, getting on her tippy toes to become ever so slightly his height, she wasn’t shorter then him but wasn’t taller either. “the greed has finally gotten into you chishiya. and im laughing.” she whispered in his ear with a smirk like smile prompted on her face.

chishiya’s breathing was hitched for a second, maybe a second too long. yn planted a soft kiss on his cheek; she got off her tippy toes turning her heel to go back to her room. the soft lips against his cheek made him blush.

it had snapped him out his daydream; he thought to himself maybe he wouldn’t have this opportunity again to be so close to her. he couldn’t let it slip. he really couldn’t. he had let his intrusive thoughts get the best of him.

“fuck it.” he grumbled—he grabbed yn by the wrist spinning her around to him; it took her by surpise. he lifted her up seating her on the countertop, “me greedy? im never greedy” he snarled at her, smashing his lips against hers.

the kiss was rough catching yn by surprise, to say she enjoyed it would be an understatement. a surge of butterflies had formed in her stomach; heat rushing to her face, wrapping her arms around his neck. her smirk liked grin turned into an excited smile. she kissed him back with the same rough tone but ever so slightly softer. chishiya had wrapped her arms around her waist, a smile had formed on his lips.

“god i should’ve done this way before…” he groaned as he broke off the kiss, more heat rushed to her face as he broke off the kiss. “you’re so annoying and greedy chishiya..” she rolled her eyes pulling him back in for another kiss.

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seeingghosstz · 4 months

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AREGGG I need to ramble/infodump about brokengravity (Horizon x Ash/ Ashleigh Reid) and how queer coded their relationship was. Starting from the earliest bits I can (relatively easily find, there is so much more.)

- not truely hinting that they were gay lovers lmao, but a nice note that in the S7 loading screen “Me, Myself, and regret” Mary mentions how she baked her secret recipe scones and Ashleigh ATE THEM UP. Absolutely devoured them.

-Also!! In “Me, Myself, and regret” Mary (while mocking Reid) says “Must come in handy while patching up *loved ones* after you stab them in the back” you do NOT!! Call your lab assistant a loved one unless you have some more relation to them rather than work.

Now moving on to Ashleighs SFTO, theres a LOT more from Ashleighs pov that show how close they were.

-in the VERY first scene, Ashleigh tells Newton (Marys son) to “take the night off” before telling the mercenaries shes working for that its clear. She didn’t save anyone else but Newton when she doesnt have a reason to rather than **thats Marys son.**

-When shes getting turned into a sim, we hear Mary start talking. Out of all the people Reid has hurt, which is a lot, why Mary? In her final moments before becoming a sim???

-After Mary puts in the code for Ash, Ashleigh awakens and sees Mary again for the first time in 87 years. And her first reaction to a person she tried killing? Relief. Relief shes okay and alive.

She has had no reason to care for this woman the amount that she has JUST SO FAR rather than they used to work together. BUT

-When Ashleigh gets her heirloom, the nunchucks, they aren’t as random as people think. it was Newtons. He gave that to her after admitting he begged his grandma for it after he saw HER use it and got inspired. Also! She let him tag along with her to the gym after Mary had ‘died’. So….

- In the same comic thing, after Newton leaves she says:

She wishes she couldve met Mary differently. In some way that Mary wouldn’t have been in the target of her mercenary group.

There is so much more stuff but I have not gone to bed and i am TIRED and don’t feel like digging to find the aforementioned comic thing.

#brokengravity #ashleigh reid #horizon apex legends #mary somers #doomed yuri #doomed lesbians #they ruin me #theyre so in love #but they hate eachother #(but not really)#2 scientists kiss man idk what to tell you

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tu-es-gegg · 8 months

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just like got out of bed to frantically figure this out on paper or in this case a tumblr post

You know at the end of the elq stream, the computer analysing the players and the status bar was only 50% right, the players on the screen were Felps, Etoiles, Foolish, Baghera and ElQ (its not Quackity himself because of the skin, its not his Festa Junina skin even if it has the overalls, note the sleeves and the lack of neck scarf). The most immediate connection is that they all were presidential candidates and a bit more of a connection is that they're all jester-type silly guys. But why these specific guys only, especially when there was another presidential candidate was also particularly a silly guy, like being very well known to be a silly guy (we'll get to him)

(Side note the choice of skins is weird because these all are from early to mid June with Etoiles and Felps' wedding getups but Baghera has on the Festa Junina skin, 'cause they easily couldve used default skins especially skin they already are showing Foolish's default skin in the image though it could just be the skins at that time, foolish as far as I know wasnt wearing his wedding skin until just before the wedding event)

I've been trying for the longest time to figure out what is the codes monsters' deal is now. It's heavily implied from Luzu's computer now destroyed, their appearance changing, to their new tactics, that they're now federation tools. But then the timer dungeon where the code showed up in the freezer and led the players to fix the train. And what of the constant attacks on Etoiles with disguised eggs and literal spawning everywhere? What does it - or rather, what does the Federation hope to achieve by attacking by doing these things? If the answer was to do something like uniting the island together against a common enemy that isn't the Federation (for example making the code monsters be the villains at the election dinner), then it doesn't make sense. People already didn't like the code monster it attacked their kids, if they dangled the clear solution to stop it the players would've done so immediately. But no they took the code monster in to be a tool, but what for if to not hurt the players anymore?

Then of course, comes the disguising a code monster to be Juanaflippa (Codeflippa as we call her). It's unknown at this point what Codeflippa wants from Slime, there isn't much to extrapolate from just that. From the birthday gifts (gillie suit, grappling squck, mines), it's heavily implied he is to be used as a spy, to be surveillance on something or some people. But to do what? What does it hope to gain from spying on people? If it's to figure out how people are gonna try and stop the Federation, they aren't gonna get much since Slime only recently found out that Cellbit's offices existed and he doesn't even understand what is happening at all, he is possibly the most removed from any sort of lore activity, the most the Federation has had a sole unique interaction with Slime himself was Cucurucho telling him his daughter died again as far as I know (mostly because in meta, ccslimecicle is not consistent at logging on, he only ever appears when there is a server-wide event like the elections and the wedding)

Then I kept thinking about the last encounter elq had with Slime, saying he would introduce Slime to some powerful people to which Slime agreed. I feel that was him unknowingly saying "yes" to being a Federation spy. And this question was after elq said there was more to Gegg, that it can't just be the end of Gegg. And now we know elq has at least access to eggs (for testing purpose or for his own amusement either way) So to me it seemed like it was elq's idea to make Codeflippa and have her bait Slime into doing something.

And if that's the case, then it means whatever information Slime has to get, its related to that computer thing in the AB room, with whatever the computer is analysing with on the islanders.

Is it for the frozen people in that noise dungeon? Is it for making copies of the islanders as spies? Litterally what is the code cooking up? I don't know, i guess we have to wait until its 100% done

#qsmp #qsmp theory #txt post #ramble #i need to get this out of my head RIGHT MEOW

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ricciaryoyo · 1 year

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Rewatching merlin and honestly we got robbed

First and foremost when Merlin admits he has magic, Arthur could have so easily just said "i know, i told you you cant hide anything from me" like throughout all the episodes arthur being like "theres a good thing you dont have anything of actual importance to hide" and they couldve been hints from Arthur that he knew. Not going in any more detail because this could be an entire essay

Or at the very least when Arthur actually dies and Merlin is about to let him go on the lake they couldve let him kiss him on the forehead in promise

#we were robbed #merlin bbc #merlin emrys #merlin #bbc merthur #bbc arthur #bbc merlin #arthur #arthur pendragon #merlin x arthur

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anonymous-dentist · 2 months

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Damn this hurts. Pepito is probably the egg I am attached to the most so seeing him die in real time was hhhhhh. I had hope he be revived but well…

How about you has there been an egg that you’ve been immensely attached to and gotten that sick feeling in your chest?

Unfortunately, I think since Bobby set the precedent, there wasn’t really much they could do. It’s just ugh really frustrating as a Roier viewer since this is the second time this has happened and if he didn’t have lag then he couldve probably saved him. Hell if Roier didn’t have lag then the mobs wouldn’t have targeted Pepito since they were focusing on Roier first but then the lag killed him. At least I haven’t seen people say Roier is a terrible parent this time. It seems the consensus is just pues f no.

Ngl im okay with egg deaths as a concept. But admittedly there never has been a thing as a fair egg death. There has been no egg death that has not been controversial. And it’s not just because we are overly attached. It’s because all of them have been due to plot reasons and lag which people can easily get frustrated over (for good reason). At least the admins have been consistent with their reasonings. They really said well Bobby died because of Roier’s lag welp Pepito too.

I still think egg deaths are fine if they’re going to affect the plot in a positive way like with what happened with Bobby, but idk if that’s the case here. Maybe they’ll make some Rp out of it but I’m more scared about Roier just distancing himself. They have already said that if you have lag in a dungeon well that’s your fault, rip. But idk i feel like the system is very punishing towards Roier. Like he’s the only official parent that takes care of Pepito consistently. What is he supposed to do? Not do dungeons?

In a perfect world a fair egg death would probably be dying to mobs with no lag but well that has never happened. And the players have gotten quicker with the teleports which is why eggs haven’t died in a really long time.

You know what would be cool. Like a plot where the players figure out a way to make the eggs immortal. Like investigations into the federation. The players know that they can reverse egg deaths so why not find that power and take it from the federation. It’ll be nice to see the players winning for once.

(Also I kinda feel for Pepito’s admin you can tell they’re a builder not a fighter and they’ve been downed so many times prior and with that combined with the lag well… I suppose it was only a matter of time…) Wanna give Pepito’s admin lots of hugs 💕

Btw love the admins but yeah I get everyone’s frustrations on their decisions on lag. Thanks for allowing me to talk in your inbox ^^

I think that there’s a way to do egg deaths without having them actually die, and it makes sense in the current lore, and I’ll go into that in another post, but the lag deaths feel especially punishing to the Latin American players because they’re basically the only ones affected by lag this badly. And it’s been this bad for months! It only started getting bad again when Create was added again, and I’m not saying that they remove Create, but maybe they remove some other lag heavy mods like the fairy lights to try and accommodate how heavy the server actually is. There’s a billion mods on that server, and you’d think they would’ve come up with a way to optimize the server to accommodate

#asks!

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kingcunny · 3 months

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you made a good point with aemma and viserys seeing pregnancy as duty, but i always had in my mind he was extra horny with alicent and you cant tell me that helaena, aemond and daeron werent "colateral effects" of viserys being super horny with alicent, he didnt need and want those children, only aegon, and he had other options to end his horny suffering but he wanted alicent

well i never said sex wasnt fun! just because it was his duty to have children doesnt mean he cant enjoy the process of making them

but i will once again gesture to jaehaerys and his 13 children, that jae outlived all but 2 of them. and the two that survived jaehaerys more or less both ran away. that the heir before viserys died of a sudden, untreatable stomach disease and the heir before him caught an arrow that was meant for someone else. viserys is very intimately aware how fragile the line of succession is. he did “need” those children as spares, incase anything happened. he didnt want to be considered a “failure” and be unable to provide an heir, and leave the throne to daemon.

even once he does name rhaenyra his heir, looking at hotd, rhaenyra couldve been killed by that boar when she ran away at the hunt. she couldve been caught by poachers, or thrown from her horse and killed just like auntie viserra. rhaenyra was nearly trampled at her own wedding. her mother and both grandmothers died in childbirth, the same could very easily happen to her. and theres no guarantee that aegon ii would survive to adulthood, or outlive viserys even.

vis could be having sex with both aemma and alicent for fun and still view any resulting pregnancies as fulfillment of their “duty”

#these are just my thots of course teehee #yall can think whatever you want #but yes vis was probably more ‘duty’ focused with aemma and more ‘pleasure’ focused with alicent #but the end result was the same #viserys i targaryen #alicent hightower #asks

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arrow90-art · 5 months

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erm so i havent scrolled too far down on your profile yet but is there anywhere where i could find the storyline if youve posted it? or how rimerock and larksharius met or who that cool lockar dragon is (i cant tell if hes related or correlated to rimerock because he also seems to be like a dragon). i will combust on the spot if it is in a very obvious location that i easily couldve found myself. I LOVE YOUR WORK!

Hello and THANK YOU SM!!!!! I'm so happy aaaaa!!! Ooops this got long lol

I have and will put most of their stuff in the pinged post HERE! The pair are my OCs in the game Pathfinder: Wrath of The Righteous. Rimerock is a companion for the Knight Commander(PC), and Larksharius is a war council advisor in Ri's companion quest. They met and fell in love during the Fifth Crusade. I wrote fics about them on my AO3, I will translate some of my work into English when I have time!

Larksharius is an OC who saved my life, they have been keeping me in extra good shape since then. And in my dream, they asked my old OC Rimerock for a date, and this is how ship-alrakis began. I will do anything for them, and I am and will be fully dedicated to creating a world for these two! ^^ Lark is my dream visitor (they were human and then turned into undead), and my other OCs are all dragons!

I don't have many stories written yet, sorry!! I like telling stories with images (which I haven't drawn...) and I'm not good at telling stories. English is not my first language but I'm trying my best! ;)) I do have some fragments of their lore/stories here and there! I can link what I wrote for Lark and Ri here! And a summary of all the characters related!

Main info:

OC Profile and everything I put up for both of them HERE! Another version here! With some of their favorite stuff and fun facts! This is what I put up for art commissions! Here I have their info and brief storyline! And links to Lark's deity paytron and a fic before they met! I can DM you their toyhouse page too, I want to keep their toyhouse page open to close friends only, bc we sometimes have nsft posts there… ;;;;;) They are married they do the thing, but both of them demand privacy.

Asks and other related posts:

Lark: name and rival, their hobbies, and their regrets, enemies, and dreamsLark's special soul and the trouble it caused for both of themShip songs and some brief story summaries for the two! I only linked the lore I think can be important! All my other asks are here #arrow answers

Other OCs related to the two:

We have a dragon family here! They are all OCs in the Pathfinder world! Rimerock was adopted by a pair of gold dragons, he grew up with his elder sister Mirikshul, and younger brother Neralshul. Mirik died later, leaving the other two in grief and trauma. Both survivors are corrupted. Ri's corruption is severe, nothing can save him, he is dying until Lark comes and tries to save him.

☀️Mirikshul/Mirik - She/Her | An ancient gold dragon, big sister, Ri's first mentor(Ri's second mentor is Lark). She fought the demon lord Baphomet in order to protect her younger brothers, and was killed. She taught Ri many things, formed his characteristics, and how to fight evil like a knight.

🔱Neralshul/Nera - Any pronouns (Gender fluid, amab) | A gold dragon, Ri's sibling. They were Ri's younger brother, until Mirik's death forever changed their world.

Mirik's death corrupted Nera and Ri. The siblings dealt with this disease differently. Ri suppressed his condition in grief (that's why he is dying of depression and nothing can heal him), while Nera let out all their anger and turned from Lawful Good to Chaotic Evil. Nera became the only psycho in my OC house since then. Their misbehaving made their metallic scales so dull that they forever lost their shininess and looked like a yellow dragon. Ri saw Nera's act as a shame and disgrace to their noble sister Mirik. He tried his best to save Nera, but it turned out fruitless, so the two parted ways. The siblings always fight whenever they meet. Not that Ri starts the fight, but Nera LOVES to piss Ri off. Sadly as a sorcerer with a much smaller frame, they never win.

Nera was sane after adopting Blackstar and even went back to Chaotic Good during these years. But then the little black dragon grew up and they said goodbye. After that, Nera went to the Stolen Land and somehow became the ruler there. That part happened in the game Pathfinder: Kingmaker.

🌟Blackstar/Star - She/Her | Ri's nephew, Nera's adopted daughter. She is a fey-marked black dragon, the main heroine in my Pathfinder WOTR playthrough! She's raised by Nera and brought some good back to this corrupted gold dragon. In the game, she tried her best to save Ri, she wanted to find a way to cure him without letting Lark turn him into an undead creature, but she didn't have enough time. The result is fine tho. Because of Blackstar's efforts, all of her companions ascended as demigods, so even though Ri is still an undead arch-dracolich, his body works the same as if he is a living creature.

🐍Set - They/Them/It | Lark’s Neutral Evil deity patron. They chose Lark as their successor, and already gave half of their power to Lark. However, to become god means Lark has to stay in Set's domain forever. Lark valued their freedom to travel around the world so they refused the offer, for now.

Lockar (or locker) - He is a silver dragon from DND, Bauldur's Gate 3. Actually, Locker and his lover (their shapeshifted appearance) were made by Ri and Lark. Ri was playing Lockar as his PC, and Lark watched him play. So sadly Lockar is not related to the pair's storyline. I wanted to put Lark and Ri into bg3 but the story won't fit their lore lmao, so I had Ri playing the game instead.

I'm so glad you like my stuff!! thank you again!!!! asks anytime ^^

#oc: larksharius #oc: rimerock #oc: neralshul #oc: mirikshul #oc: blackstar #arrow answers

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skeefy · 9 months

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For me, Off was at its most popular during a time where I didn't even know what fandom was. When I was introduced to fandoms, my interests were not in areas that would easily bring the game to my attention. Around 2018-2019 I came across Off through Markiplier but some kind of disconnect happened somewhere. He didn't even make it out of Zone 0 before I just clicked out. It wasn't him personally, i couldve always found a different letsplayer, it was just the game. I added it to my watch later with the intent of getting back to it but I never did despite having to look at it every time I watched the other videos I placed there. Roughly two weeks ago I decided to clear out the clutter of my watch later and was presented with a choice. Watch Mark play Off or delete it. Given that I'm typing this message I think you know what choice I made. Off is an amazing game and I regret ignoring it for so long. Especially once I realized the quiet state of the fandom. The reason I say quiet not dead, the reason I wrote this whole thing actually is to express my thanks to you and the other active Off fans for holding down the fort so latecomers like myself can still enjoy what you've been enjoying all this time. Thank you, God bless

Hello dear, thank you for this message!

I was never interested in joining fandoms, but there were a few tiny exceptions, off being one.

In 2012-2013 I tried to join the fandom but it was very hard for me to express my interests plus some ppl called me a weirdo for liking Enoch, I tried to search other fans of him or of zone 3 and didn't find much (most was focused on batter or zacharie back then) so I thought "I will return here in the future when the game is thriving".

However I forgot about it so I ended up missing everything that happened when the fandom was at its prime ah ah ah!

Only 10 years later I decided I wanted to try participating in fandoms once again. Told myself I'd make things different in 2023 and so, I decided to share my off stuff to the internet!

Thank you for appreciating the game and the fandom, and for your interactions in it, which also contribute! I hope others see this because the fandom hasn't died thanks to many.

I am very happy you have enjoyed my stuff and others, and I am glad others as well as me have decided to share their work no matter how quiet the fandom may seem.

There are people out there writing fics, making art, making fan games, music and even animations so definitely not dead!

Thank you for taking the time to put your feelings and thoughts into words! I love reading what others are thinking and feeling <3

oh and to anyone reading this, don't be scared to reach other to other fans and talk or tell them how much you like their ideas and work. This year I've made so many wonderful and talented friends that I used to admire from far away and it's the best feeling in the world to have common interests that bring people closer

#Skeef answers #off mortis ghost #off rpg #off game #off fandom

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green-loser-lover · 4 months

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Imitation X

oh my lawd im writing again

Professor Utonium

In imitation X the girls refer to him as father/professor, mostly the latter out of respect (think to kill a mocking bird)

The Professor chooses to be distant from his family. I wouldn't say hes negligent but hes no where near the attentive father as in the show. The reason being is after his wife died all he sees in the girls are her features. Hes a pharmacist! He was a scientist until the death of his wife (there was no medicine created for her illness yet).

There's not much to say about him. He has a temper on him though and is very quick to hand out punishments without listening to the "guilty" girls side of the story. Seeing as Blossom can very easily pass the blame to Buttercup or Bubbles this creates a rift between him and them.

Mojo Jojo

His real name is Joseph but its shortened to Joe (Jojo by the Professor)

Hes the oldest of the Professors children. I like to think he remembers their mom more than the girls do. Speaking of the girls he resents them! While the Prof definitely treats them wrongly he favors them over Mojo by a LOT and it shows. He spent their childhood terrorizing them; from teasing to hitting them, everything from scaring them with made up stories to locking them outside in the rain for hours and worse (ill explain later). Hes done it all with no shame and has no remorse about it.

He also spent an equal amount of time getting into trouble on purpose. He is smart so most of it couldve been avoided but seeing as negative attention is all he gets from prof? He gets caught on purpose. Until an ex of his came forth and admitted that he got her pregnant and the Prof kicked him out (enter the rowdy ruffs). Because of his behavior during the girlses (???) younger years he became their most common villian in their game which made them more scared of him which in turn made him more cruel to them (because he realized they were more scared and he just wanted to scare them more i guess). After getting kicked out he was taken in by his uncle.

HIM

HIM is a character who will remain nameless for plot purposes.

Hes the Professors flamboyant gay brother. Yeah. The professor sadly doesn't approve of his brothers lifestyle and hasn't so much as uttered HIMs name in years. This lead to the girls completely forgetting his name and just saying HIM much like their dad. He isn't in their lives since the prof doesnt like him. He however holds a lot of love for the girls and Mojo (he does not know the extent of what Mojo has done to them). The only time the Professor and HIM come together without prof being a jerk is the holidays.

Absolutely nothing else to say about HIM so yeah thats it bye bye

#powerpuff girls #professor utonium ppg #mojo jojo ppg #HIM ppg #Imitation X #belllum seduca and princess next prob #what do you think of the rrb thing?#i had to rack my brain to find a way to make them the girls age #idk i think of everything on the spot this is how im planning the au lol #i wanna write and draw for it so bad aaaa #loser lover trash-heap

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spitblaze · 1 year

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I haven't played Y6 for myself yet, but I'm a very nosy person, so I need to ask you what exactly happened in the game /lh

uuuugh okay im gonna put the thing that fucked it for me under spoilers

so at the beginning of the game Haruka runs away from home to do. something. she has a kid. and gets hit by a car. shes out cold in the hospital for like 99% of the game. bad start already, yakuza will never beat the misogyny allegations. The game is also EASILY the most racist the series has ever been since yakuza 2 and if you've played yakuza 2 that should ring some fuckin alarm bells

if it doesnt: yakuza 2 had a crooked cop who turned out to be a good guy actually. because he shot every korean he ever saw on sight and it turned out that every single one of them belonged to a secret evil mafia. every. single. korean. in one of the busiest districts of tokyo. you cant fucking make this up

anyway despite all that Yakuza 6's plot is pretty dang solid right up until the end of the final boss. The game was intended to be a send-off for Kiryu, his story was over, and someone else (Ichiban!) would take the reins. It wasn't, like, perfect, none of the characters you'd really WANT to see for a 'Kiryu Dies' ending were there, even though I love the Hirose clan. But still, if it had stopped there and Kiryu died, Yakuza 6 would still be a solid like...7-8 out of ten. Mechanically solid if simpler than its predecessors, a nice cohesive plot (5 was a mess. it was such a mess), and an emotionally satisfying resolution.

And then. The after-credits scenes.

So Haruka woke up from her coma only a little bit before the final boss, and we see her having a good time with her kid and the kid's dad, it's sweet, Kiryu is writing something at the desk but we don't get to see it. But in the after-credits scene, we do! It's a reflection on the themes of the story, of the many fathers in the game who took the familial bonds with their children for granted and how that came back to bite them, how patterns they didn't want to see repeated reared their heads because they didn't put in the effort to stop it, didn't think to speak to their children, didn't think to show them love or care, because to them it was a given that parents and children have a bond. Never mind that any bond requires effort to maintain. And Kiryu talks about that in his letter, how he regrets not spending more time together as a family, speaks about how sorry he is for doing the exact same thing that all of those antagonists did.

The entire time this scene is going, it frequently cuts back to Haruka playing with baby Haruto on the other side of the room as he writes. Haruka, the child that Kiryu took in and raised. He's supported her and all of the kids at Morning Glory since 3, gave his everything for them, sent money and kept leaving and disappearing just to keep them safe. And what does Haruka do the moment that Kiryu can no longer be in charge? She does the same thing. She learned it from him. She disappears, runs away from her responsibilities to sacrifice herself. She's Kiryu's child through and through, even if she only ever calls him 'ojisan'. It cuts to her while Kiryu talks about family. And failing as a father figure. And how he wanted to be so much more. The fact that Kiryu is writing a letter instead of saying it out loud feels a little odd, but not that weird considering his character. He's emotionally constipated, speaking from the heart is something he just can't do on the spot. Being open with his emotions is one of his big weaknesses, and writing this letter for Haruka, knowing he probably won't come out of this final confrontation alive, is still a meaningful gesture from him.

AND THEN IT TURNS OUT THE LETTER WAS FOR FUCKING DAIGO DOJIMA, A MAN WHO IS LESS THAN TEN YEARS YOUNGER THAN KIRYU, WHO HAS NEVER ONCE CONSIDERED THIS MAN A FATHER FIGURE AND KIRYU HAS NEVER ONCE CONSIDERED A SON. IT'S FOR DAIGO. WHY IS IT FOR DAIGO??? I DON'T KNOW. I DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHY IT'S FOR DAIGO HE DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING THE ENTIRE GAME HE WAS JUST SITTING IN PRISON IF KIRYU WANTED TO TELL HIM TO BE DIPLOMATIC WITH THE HIROSHIMA YAKUZA HE COULDVE JUST SAID THAT BUT NO WE GET A LETTER ABOUT HOW KIRYU CONSIDERED THIS GROWN-ASS MAN HIS CHILD??? AND NOT FUCKING HARUKA WHO HES BEEN BUSTING HIS ASS FOR THE ENTIRE GAME???????? WHAT THE FUCK. WHY. WHY WAS IT FOR DAIGO. IVE BEEN BANGING MY HEAD FOR THE PAST SEVERAL DAYS OVER THIS WHY IN GODS NAME DID THEY MAKE THE LETTER FOR DAIGO

God. Okay. That's not even the end of it but that's the part that pissed me off the most. The last part that made me go 'you know what they should've just killed kiryu actually they shouldve put him out of his misery'. is when he gets bribed by a politician to keep his mouth shut about the Plot Boat. And his condition for silence is that he wants to fake his death. And he can never see his family again. So it ends. With Kiryu. Yet again. Running away. From his responsibilities. God. Its so infuriating. Do you see now why the ending retroactively ruined the entire game for me. Do you understand my pain

#spitblaze says things #yakuza #yakuza spoilers #yakuza 6

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boobchuy · 2 years

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Did you like the finale? I personally liked it, except for maybe a few things, but I’ve seen a lot of ppl saying they don’t like it on twt. I really like your art so I’m just curious lol

anon I'm gonna use this chance to brainvomit my thoughts about it I hope u dont mind but u gave me the opening so I MUST BITE IT LIKE A RABID DOG

but, tl;dr is that I loved the finale as a whole, w a few gripes here and there bc nothing is perfect and that's okay

To be more specific, here is me crying and rambling <3

Things that I liked :))

* first and foremost, this is the story that matt has had in his vision for years. this is what he wanted to do, what amphibia stands for, just a big metaphor for change, and just for that alone I love this finale to bits, and will hold it dear in my heart for many years to come.

* I got what I wanted and MORE, that is; rule of three anne dying. this has been something I've been looking forward to since I joined the fandom and saw a post abt how Marcy and Sasha almost died in season finales, and wondering whos turn it was next. just. The whump of it all, y'know. AND THE OUTCOME AND CONSEQUENCE, IS SO MUCH BIGGER AND BETTER TO EXPLORE THAN I COULDVE INITIALLY THOUGHT

I don't know about you but knowing that Anne's tied to this powerful entity, to see that scene of her talking with god, essentially, it just manages to scritch a really good part of my brain. There's just, so much to explore from that scene, and it was such a pleasant surprise even if it feels quite a bit sudden LOL. for all intents and purposes, the little kid in me is screaming that it's very very cool, and I can't wait to attempt and make it cooler. (Plus, the AUs of just this one scene can inspire are ENDLESSSSS, so excited to dig into it more)

* calamity trio fight scene. Need I say more. TJ hill I need the soundtrack of that it was so uplifting and cool and ughuh legend. You can tell the absolute fun and love that was put into it, from the character gestures, the expressions I fucking adore it so much. Easily the happiest part of the finale, a glimmer of light for how much the episode broke me :)

* ANDRIAS. andrias. Andrias... (Weeping). the reunion parallel. it broke me. and even though he's done a lot of bad things, and that's putting it lightly, I'm glad that he lived. I just can't help but feel sad for the kind of past he has, and I'm happy that he's given a chance to heal. that, along with the fact that just killing him off is the easy way out- make him do the work of trying to heal what he has destroyed; him being shown planting seeds and making things grow, with parts of his old friends attached on his person, it's a quiet, peaceful moment for him, and a very satisfying one for me.

* this is moreso a confession than me listing a pro. right up to the last few weeks of amphibia's finale, I had this really really really quiet fear in the back of my head that the plantars might get shoved aside in favor of calamity trio ToT, that's just the brain making up dumb problems, of course, and though as heartbreaking as it could be, I enjoyed that the show proved that wrong for me.

I fell in love with their characters, and the farewell scene with the plantars, it's so so so dear to my heart. Anne calling Polly her little sister, every word that hop pop said to Anne, the cut to sprig as he gripped his hat tight, tearing up. The way Anne's face was so scrunched up as she tried to comfort him. That last spranne hug, how it was animated so well, how heartfelt it was. God. I've been crying since I mentioned Polly while I typed this. That goodbye scene is everything, and even if people didn't like it for the sadness it caused, they shot it out of the park. Most emotional I've been in the show, tops.

* I went on a whole tangent about it on twitter yesterday, but Anne's death scene is equally as heart wrenching. I won't go over it like I did, but the two key moments that really broke me was when sprig and frobo brought her down, sprig was SMILING. trying to reassure himself and Anne that everything's gonna be okay, and there's this moment where he looks to the others as if saying 'its gonna be okay, right?', and the cut to Sasha and Marcy's heartbroken and horrified expressions. ITS JUST SO (pls excuse my language) FUCKING. FUCK FHCK FJCK. the the other moment, was Anne still managing to crack a joke and making her fam (AND MYSELF MIGHT I FUCKING ADD, HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME CRY LAUGH AS YOU DIE) laugh one last time before she turns into leaves

* the future time skip designs. *eats them*

my other feelings 👍;

* THIS MIGHT SEEM LIKE A CONTROVERSIAL OPINION. BUT. it felt, really off-putting and sad for me that Anne chose to be a herpetologist. IT FELT LIKE SHE WAS BEING STUCK IN THE PASTTTT, holding onto those memories for as long as she could. the strongest of feelings I've had w that has long since worn down as the hours went by, though. I want to believe that she eventually either grows to love this job genuinely for the sake of how happy it makes her, or she branches out more onto other things that aren't just related to frogs.

* I feelll like they could have done a better job tweaking sasharcys dialogue in the time skip. I don't mind that it was 10 years later, and IVE BEEN A FIRM BELIEVER ON SASHANNARCY GETTING SEPARATED SINCE THE VERY START, but, the part about how it's implied that once Marcy moved, they haven't kept in touch 😭??? hence her asking then on how Sasha and Anne have been doing only 10 years later??? I know we grow apart but I don't think it'd be that quick ... I think, I'll just chalk it up to them having not that much leeway on how to stir the conversation in that direction. Otherwise, sasharcys job careers make my heart feel full, they've really grown into themselves, into people that we didn't expect, and I think that that's wonderful.

* I don't really feel all that negative about the fact that the portal between worlds doesn't work anymore, mostly bc, I refuse to believe that it isn't possible ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

canon didn't even really imply there being one, but that didn't stop them from encouraging it a little bit. the stone guardian giving anne those last crumbs of power to go home is an orchard ripe for picking that says just how much more could be explored. And I wasn't as devastated because genuinely, I do believe there's a day where they will see each other again, whether that gets confirmed or not, it's something I'll hold to dear to myself til I eventually, move on from amphibia too.

#man this was long sorry for the word dump anon i hope u dont mind HAHA #.txt #talking to frogs #i dont know how to sum up my feelings very well but i hope u get the Vibe #amphibia spoilers

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trans4hire · 4 months

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Since 2023 is coming to a close I thought I'd write out a little something to document where I'm at in my journey with being Trans as well as HRT.

So I started taking Estrogen and T-Blockers on June 7th 2023 (I couldve started a little earlier but I had cold feet for like a month)

For the first few months I really didn't notice alot. The two major changes I noticed was that my boobs were more sensitive (kinda like a bruise, where it doesn't hurt normally but if you press on it then it really hurts) and some very light tissue development underneath. The other change was that my libido had straight up died, I was a masturbate at least once a day on average kinda person and I was going weeks without it now. For a short bit there I actually thought I might've been Ace because I seriously had zero desire at all.

One side effect I didn't notice until a friend on the same meds told me about it was that I was peeing alot, which you'll see plenty of memes about, it's the Spironactolone, I hate it. I feel like a pregnant person, pee when I get somewhere and pee before I leave it's nuts.

Nowadays I'm starting to see some more changes, my boobs are a little more sensitive around the nipples, not a whole lot but before my nipples were nearly nervedead I swear. I dont cry super easily but I do cry on occasion and considering before I would go literal years without crying it's a step in the right direction.

My libido has also levelled out, I'm not super horny all the time but I'm more like every few days just for my health kinda attitude. It's also getting a little difficult to maintain erections without stimulation, I can get one no problem but if I stop stimulating it then it's gone pretty quick. I did also hear about nerve remapping and pressing a finger or a vibrator in the place right below your balls (taint I think some people call it? Perineum is the official word I believe) and I gave a light press there the other day and felt, something? Idk but I'm gonna try it out sometime.

My boobs are definitely growing and changing but sadly it's not very obvious since I kind of had boobs before, that's years of stress eating during middle school and high school for you 🙃

As for myself and my own personal journey, I felt for years now that I wanted to be Nonbinary, and that I fell firmly outside the gender binary. And I don't know what it was, but a little over a month ago I had a massive mental breakdown and during that time realized I wanted to be a girl, kinda, like 85% girl. Like I can still fantasize about like the "MLM" fantasy, like I'm the only male cheerleader and my boyfriend is the captain of the football team and he gets some guff for it but like low-key they're just jealous of how supportive I am of him and how in love we are and how happy we make each other (see what I mean? Still got some of that in my head)

I still haven't settled on any new labels since this is very new to me and I want to take my time and explore some options, there's new stuff all the time and you may find something that clicks big time.

So 2024 is looking up for me, gonna start trying out girlmode with some help (I literally have no idea what I'm doing) probably gonna pick out a new name cause while I like Raven I want something more fem.

Think that's about it, if I forgot anything I'll just reblog this with any additions but if it's been awhile I'll just make a new post. Love all you little Queers in my phone and I can't wait to see more of you all in 2024 💜

#transfem #mtf #amab #lgbt #trans4hire #trans #me #queer #hrt #estrogen

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phoenix-before-the-flame · 2 years

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Hey! Just wanted to ask if you have any headcanons abt ignia, zeref, and natsu being brothers👀

With Ignia that is a big ol no because I just don't like him lol. I don't care for anything introduced in the sequel and he's included in that🤣.

With regards to Zeref and Natsu however, weeeeellllll. I have mixed feelings on that plot point.

Like i was never big on Zeref and Natsu being brothers, I personally think it should've just been Natsu being Zeref's creation alone. That would be a spicy enough plot twist by itseld and neatly answer the zeref and natsu connection. Them being brothers kinda felt like too much on the pile y'know?

But, I don't completely hate it. It does add an interesting layer to connect the protag and our main villain plus interesting backstory and lore because for us the audience Natsu before Igneel was a mystery and this was an excellent opportunity to look into that as well as zeref's history as well. However i think the brother plot point in canon wasn't used to its full potential.

Like i said above it missed the moment to show history. What was ancient fiore like when they were kids? What killed baby Natsu? Did Zeref have to recreate a new body for Natsu from his dna or use the old one? Exactly how long was he at it to make Natsu? To make END?

The brother plot point is a huge source of some delicious conflict which couldve been dug a lil bit deeper from both parties.

On Zeref's side you have this guy who clearly loved his family. He went to all this trouble to bring back his brother after all. But! He only brought back his brother, his younger brother. Not even his parents. Why not bring back all of them? Why stop at one?

Questions my dear anon. Why only bring back your younger sibling? For control? The one member he had authority over. Why bind him to a book that you can easily manipulate?

And then after bringing back Natsu he tied his life to his own so if one goes they both go. And then he gave him to Igneel. There's just so much to unpack there. Zeref's love was twisted and dark and it rotted him.

Can you imagine seeing it from his side, working tirelessly through grief to try and bring back his family- maybe he intended to bring them all back- for who knows how long and his grief and determination morphs to obsession where instead of all he just brings back one. One that he's going to make sure sticks with him to the very end so when Zeref finally falls he won't fall and be alone like when he lost his family the first time.

And then on Natsu's side. Oh on Natsu's side. There is so much there that went unused. Learning that his life is tied to a fragile book, that Igneel knew. To know that you died and was brought back, that the guy who's pretty much responsible for almost all your friends' grief is not only your maker but the only living relative you have left.

How do you process that? How do you forgive if, you can forgive at all? It would've been a moment for Natsu to really question his ideals and think. For Natsu who was always so sure of his identity as Natsu Dragneel, Fairy Tail wizard and Son of Igneel to question himself at the core and for the main theme of friendship and found family to really shine through as chosen family comes face to face with blood family.

I know you asked for hcs and I went off track but there was a lot that could've been done with the brother plot line that could've really deepened a lot of stuff but instead only skimmed surface level and went the easy route of forgiveness after a fist fight which felt really hollow and underwhelming.

I dunno man I just have a lot of thoughts with regards to this 😅😅😅

#fairy tail #fairy tail headcanon #natsu dragneel #zeref dragneel #i know ppl and canon want the fluffy brothers get along situation #but just cause theyre blood relatives doesnt mean they have to get along!#they can have bad blood! natsu can hate or have mixed feelings on zeref #zeref can love natsu but in a fucked up way!#make it unconventional and weird and gray and not easy to put into a category of good or bad!

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picture-of-grace · 2 years

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something so personal to me is that no matter how much of a coward stede thinks himself to be hes actually incredibly brave, like very few people have the courage to see that they are unhappy in their life, and then just Do Something About It

like he couldve easily dreamt about buying a boat and being a pirate for the rest of his life and just died in a miserable marriage with a family that doesnt really like him always wanting better but never acting on it BUT HE DIDNT. he didnt. he went out and he bought the ship and he hired the crew and he left his family behind because he knew he could never be happy that way as much as it pained him to leave them. he did it for himself and he chased what made him happy instead of accepting that hed never be able to pull it off and giving up hope and I love him so so much for that

#stede bonnet gives me hope that i cant take control of my life and do wtvr the fuck i want just to make myself happy consequences be damned #stede bonnet #our flag means death #ofmd #ofmd stede #ofmd stede bonnet

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abimee · 1 year

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Papalymo really existed in two total expansions and died .5 seconds into the second one. I miss him, he didn’t get like anything

they slipped that bullshit about yda in last second too and expected me to not wish we got more of original yda and papalymo before fake yda and papalymo.

i thinl like. like okay its not that haurchefant and papalymo died that get to me because i dont think killing off a character i like equals BAD WRITING like people sometomes get but i do think like. both papalymo and haurchefant were the weakest kills compared to stuff like wilfred and ysayle because we literally had so little time with them before the out of left field death. and i guess haurchafent makes a bit more sense but i really do wish he was AROUND FOR HEAVENSWARD MORE. LIKE AT ALL to really drive home why he had become so investedin us. or even in ARR. i wish he popped up everywhere. i think he really had a promising character

and papalymo too but papalymo gets it even WORSE and THATS what makes his death haunt me. because first off i really like his bit. 40 year old lalafell scholar whos probably the most well versed in the group and closest to lewey sewey whos ornery and aggressive (and we dont know WHY but i like to imagine he was always that ornery because he had to hide yda's secret. ik he was ornery in 1.0 but i enjoy it considering it shows in-game like when yda tries to introduce herself and papalymo cuts her off to introduce her instead. again this is a plot point they really couldve shown some fun stuff with). i really do think papalymo wouldve done amazing in shadowbringers. but i liked that he was very to the point and i wish he had more time to actually be part of MSQ rather than have him and yda hang back for everything. and i think it wouldve been amazing if instead of having him do all of that wrt shinryu at the beginning they at least wouldve killed him at the end to encase zenos-shinryu in an aether ball so that at least if papalymo died they couldve killed zenos along with him and made me smile.

but deep in the trenches of my brain i will be thinking about what ifs where papalymo was in shadowbringers and lyse stayed behind in ala mhigo so now papalymo is just some 40 year old man in an entirely new world and urianger rolls up with a child that looks like minfillia and papalymo has to babysit her and learn to be nicey. and i smile thinking about how the pixies would be able to punk him so easily

#i miss all the dead characters but papalymo especially

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