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I'm not adapting well to being a single cat mom tbh 😔
#as if i needed further confirmation that human motherhood isn't for me...#it's just... he's a good kitty#but he's super demanding#i can't go near the kitchen without him immediately getting up and crying#it's driving me insane#he cries for food all. the. time.#he still throws up if i give him the dry food#so i have to moisten it in advance#i like the way my apartment is set up and i don't like having to move things constantly so he doesn't play with them or throw up on them#he's decided he no longer likes his very big cat bed nor the very big carrier#so now he sleeps on the doormat which renders it useless for shoes with all the hair#i don't think he's zonking out the way he did at the beginning#i play with him and pet him multiple times a day but it doesn't seem to be enough#is he bored? is he happy? does he want to be free?#my body feels itchy from all the hair in my clothes (not allergies though)#i'm so stressed out and worried about whether i've made the right decision in bringing him here#personal
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dinner date with taibani yammy yammy
#taibani#tiger and bunny#tiger and bunny 2#tiger & bunny#tiger & bunny 2#artists on tumblr#fanart#barnaby brooks jr#kotetsu t. kaburagi#tiger bunny#I will never not love them#what if in part 2 they actually end up having a dinner date at Kotetsu’s place and Barnaby makes him fried rice and then then then he’s lik#I want to cook fried rice for you everyday/for the rest of our lives and Kotetsu is like omg yeah I love food#and Barnaby just screams internally because he’s dense but he’s a lovable idiot#SOBS FOR THEM CRIES FOR THEM ILL TAKE ANY CUTE INTERACTION THEY FEED US IN SEASON 2 ILL EAT IT ALL#Also let Nathan and Keith have more screen time I want to see how their relationship develops
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mmmm. more hw thoughts to distract myself. tsukasa’s good at cooking and packs lunches for his siblings and himself ofc, but once he meets rui he also starts bringing homemade lunches to school for him. and also sends stuff back with rui for nene so neither of them are eating nothing but frozen meals or not eating at all. eventually once the group is closer and they start having sleepovers tsukasa brings food for all of them every single time. its a game to guess what he’s going to bring now. in general i like to think one of tsukasa’s love languages is acts of service and it very much applies to hw. no one is ever starving w/ chef tsukasa around. he loves his friends <3
#marlo’s stuff#hollow ☆ wonderland#the first time tsukasa brings rui a lunch he nearly cries btw#HE ALSO LEAVES LITTLE NOTES AND MAKES THE FOOD LOOK SUPER CUTE. it’s a habit since he does it so often for saki and toya#nene gets her meal for the first time and its shaped like a jellyfish and she just stares at it for a bit.#and she feels so happy and warm and she’s sure its the best food she’s eaten in forever#no one is hungry on tsukasa’s watch. someone mentions they’re hungry on voice chat and he immediately calls them into sekai#to give them some food. or just fucking goes over to their house.#thinking about gaining weight as a sign of healing btw. that happens to rui and nene here. augh. they all love each other so much#i’m gonna cry
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on today's episode of Hashing Out Concepts Theatre, i spent a while today while waiting for my new fridge/freezer to be installed after my previous one died and i lost all my food hashing out a bunch of concepts for another game idea i have. (rest assured i'm not actually working on it as a game yet i just like to bash out a framework for things every now and then to make my brain do happy chemicals lmao)
putting all of this stuff under a cut since it's a bunch of images and also in case people aren't interested XD
i am regrettably a huge fan of comic books (mostly DC) and i've seen a couple of comic book inspired IFs popping up lately, though when it comes to my own interest, i'm definitely more into a straight interpretation of a comic book universe than a more. the boys-style universe - i'm into the camp lol, not so much the grim and gritty stuff. (though that's just my own personal preference)
anyway the idea behind That's Just Super is something that i really like about certain comics - giving the villains more of a purpose and rounded existence than just existing to be in somebody's rogue's gallery. the joker's angry defence of the batfamily from various other DC evil forces, lex luthor's furious resistance against brainiac alongside superman because it's His planet, damn it, DOOM throwing in with the heroes in every second marvel event comic... i really like stories where villains and evil characters don't always make the Most Evil choice just Because, but have clear and explainable motivations that sometimes bring them into what we'd consider a 'good' alignment because unlike in d&d, there's no real such thing as a concrete moral alignment.
(this is my banner design for it)
the basic idea is that an inexplicable cosmic event removes all of the superheroes from the planet, leaving it vulnerable to attack by evil mindflayer style aliens - unless the supervillains who remain are able to band together despite their more unpredictable, less cooperative natures and save the planet in the heroes' absence. after all... if aliens take over the earth, the villains can't take it over themselves.
here's my fun little UI design idea lmao...
the other major thing about That's Just Super that i've been hashing out is the pc. the basic idea is that you pick your villain identity from a list but you get to customise their like. birth name and secret identity, while the villain identity comes with its own name, costume, and set history (including occasionally past romantic encounters). i like playing around with the way that IF works with the idea of mcs and customisable mcs so i just thought it'd be a fun twist... it also allows me to create nice drama by having set occurrences in the past lol.
so i did some profiles for the nine villain options - three each of the DC triad of tech/metahuman/magic origin. they're all based on a specific kind of villain archetype, and i really tried to limit myself to ones where i could definitely pin down more than one specific influence so it didn't end up like me just making too many analogues haha... even if some of the influences are probably pretty obvious.
weirdly i haven't even Thought about ROs yet since i've been so focussed on the pc... maybe i'll play around with the partially set background idea even more and only have 1 possible RO for each villain choice or something. maybe a couple that you can romance as anybody... not sure. (talionis could definitely have a messy broken romance with his superhero for example)
apologies that readability isn't great but these are mostly just made for me lmao
#posts from the mortal world#dc give me a job writing for you please... jk i'm not moving to the us (not that they'd have me anyway)#long post.#i think i'm so funny for that joke of labelling the reset button a joke about time manipulation lmfao#but isn't that perfectly on the nose for a comic book themed IF?? that's what i tell myself anyway#absolutely Could Not Stand the infinity saga honestly. for Many reasons.#but in regards to this stuff in particular. every villain just threw in with thanos or immediately got killed off... boring!!!!#the only person who is allowed to be Interesting is loki apparently#and the fact that they cut. Doom holding the gauntlet with all the fucking gems on it for as long as he did from the story??? Crime#All of the crimes. go to Story Jail marvel. doom will get his just rewards for you screwing him over like that some day!!!! doom is!!!!!!!!#man also just yesterday i was thinking to myself that i Need to reread in blackest night and i So do. i'm such a lantern girlie...#that's right i like d&d i like m:tg and i like comic books. bow before my supreme embarrassing taste#it has been a Chaotic couple of days if you can't tell. i haven't slept nearly enough and i. Cried when all my food got spoiled#at least the new fridge works fine so far though...
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Okay I’m all for the “Pip doesn’t have a family in America” trope all the time, as well as the abusive foster family/orphanage Pip.
But y’know what I’m recently coming to absolutely love?
Positive, loving, nurturing adoptive family Pip. Like, yeah, I am gonna put that little guy through tough situations, he does suffer, but what if I want him to just have a happy family? Nothing bad happens to them? I think it’s a topic that should be explored more.
Like, what if this couple adopted him?
I just think a good domestic home life is really sweet & I want him to have it
Like, LOOK AT THIS ART
#like he can have a room that’s all his own. have his own bed to sleep & be warm & comfy in#food always on the table#parents that will listen to him & give him more than the time of day & love him unconditionally#he can be woken from nightmares & call for mummy & she’ll comfort him & sing him back to sleep#gently running her fingers across his forehead to calm him further#a father who he practices archery with#AND THEY GO CAROLING TOGETHER EVERY HOLIDAY#& Pip not trusting them at first. just waiting for the shoe to drop & being sent back to the orphanage AGAIN.#he doesn’t open up much & calls them by their first names for a while#but eventually he realizes that they aren’t going to abandon him & he just breaks down & cries#completely in gratitude that someone finally loves him#& also dealing with when he falls ill for the first time & them having to treat someone with a MUCH weaker immune system than their used to#that is a close bonding moment for them#I could go ON about this omg#pip pirrup#south park
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this is my personal interpretation of nolan and debbie’s relationship
#like no im sorry I don’t care ab the pet line#bc if u watch ep 8 everything nolan says he doesn’t mean#or he means the direct opposite of what hes saying#every time EVERYTIME he acted like a dumbass bitch and debbie was like ‘excuse me?’ he would backtrack so hard#tail went right between his legs#and if she asked him to get her food from around the world?#he would do it no question at all#again SHE TOPS HIM!#they are both hard switches#ok thats all bye#cris rant#invincible#nolan grayson#debbie grayson#omniman#invincible show#text post
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on todays episode of "mental health issues that could easily be solved by one single thing that i dont have", GET A MICROWAVE!!!
i just know SO many of my eating related issues (not all obviously but a LOT of them) would be solved if this house just had a goddamn microwave
today i ate like... 1/4th of those small frozen pizzas, 1/3rd of a grilled cheese, and 1/3rd bowl of macaroni and meatballs. and yall wanna know why i didnt eat the whole thing of any of them? its cause my stupid adhd ass took too long to eat and the food got cold. and then i Cannot Eat That anymore. so even though i was still hungry i didnt eat the rest of it and just went back to rotting on youtube shorts and being too hungry to do anything and feeling dumb and unproductive and being guilty of making food that i dont eat. just... feeling like a big ol' waste
but the thing is, if i just
✨owned a microwave✨
i could just reheat the motherfucking food and still eat it and not feel like ive wasted that food. ((because since that food is wasted i feel guilty about making it, so i dont make any more food until next meal time, but then i didnt finish that either cause im stupid and eat too slow.))
but we dont have a microwave. only an oven. and yeah maybe i couldve reheated the 3/4th pizza or the grilled cheese in the oven, but then again the oven uses a lot of electricity. and my mom is always complaining that i turn the oven on, forget that its on for a while, and that im wasting electricity. and i was too tired and hungry to deal with that possibility. plus with the oven theres a chance i forget it too long or have it too hot and burn the food and that would just make me feel worse
but we dont have a microwave, because my mom thinks having a microwave leads to "eating more unhealthy foods that you just heat up" instead of "real food". so i didnt reheat any of my food. so i didnt eat it. it got to the point where it got cold and gross so i just threw it in the trash and hope my mom or grandma doesnt notice.
but if i had a microwave, i couldve reheated that food. and i couldve eaten it. ((and yeah, maybe i wouldnt have ate the whole thing, but maybe half at least? that counts right? well it dont really matter if it counts or not cause it didnt happen.))
and then maybe i wouldnt have been feeling like im gonna faint the whole day and maybe i wouldve gotten literally anything done instead of just scrolling on pinterest and youtube shorts for hours and feeling worthless. and maybe if i ate i wouldnt have hurt myself today
but nope. no microwave. it leads to "unhealthy" habits. i guess not eating enough to count as even ONE full meal is healthier since its not "microwave food"
thanks mom
#tw eating issues#tw self harm#btw to my irl friends. if you see this no you did not#sorry honey if you see this. cause i know you like my mom and think shes really nice#which she is!! most of the time aha#the hurting myself happened bc i usually have sprinkled cheese on my macaroni and meatballs#but i used all the cheese in the sandwich that i binned#which made me feel like such a fucking idiot and a waste#so i started crying#and i took the metal lid from the boiling macaroni pot and pressed it to me leg for like 10 seconds straight#fun fact: im really good at muffling any sound when im in pain. haha#it didnt feel like enough though. my knife drawer had stuff infront of it but theres a loose screw on my table#so i ripped that across my skin a couple times#some blood came out but not “enough” pain#so then i had the very strong urge to hurt MORE#and intrusively imagined what id be like to take a knife and drive it into my stomach#which was a little shocking cause i havent had THAT thought in a while#AND THEN i remembered i have my swedish final on monday and i have to make a speech and i havent even chosen a topic yet#and that ill have to meet the swedish teacher that is the reason for the only times i have ever cried or cut at school#and then i had another like... daydream hallucination thing about telling my asshole swedish teacher#that the reason i dont have a speech is cause i realised id see him on monday and wanted to kms :3#kinda still feel like cutting and i scratched myself with the sharp screw a bit more but at least venting about this helped a little#yall if i look my teacher in the eyes and tell him he makes me want to kms and that his behavior and attitude HAS made me cut myself#and that i pray to god he treats his own children better than he treats his students#think hed let me skip the test? yes or no?#god i feel so dizzy rn#but i dont wanna make more food and have to throw it away. i wish we had snacks in this house#wish’s whispers#personal vent#this was a lot of tags aha
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tbh i dont think theres much i could appreciate more than people being cool with my adventures with food and being accommodating and respectful about it
#when brian has to explain why i wont be eating the same thing as the rest of his family he just says i have a dietary restriction and if#they ask for more info he just says allergies. he has been able to guess incredibly accurately of what things i would or wouldnt eat#when he didnt think i had food at work he was gonna order me food and get a plain burger bc i knew id eat it#when i spent easter break at a friend's house they told me the menu for the weekend ahead of time and asked what would be a good backup and#got it and then made it for me when i needed it and their family didn't care and made sure i still got the side i would eat#and one day my roomie was worried i wasn't gonna have time to eat before a rehearsal and brought me breakfast and it was all things i eat#including my favorite fruit. i nearly cried#arfid
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i wonder how martha and jonathan found out that clark doesn't need to eat to live. maybe one day they sent him on some all-day school field trip and he didn't pack lunch or something and then when he comes home they were like CLARK WHAT DID YOU EAT and he goes oh. nothing? and they just inspect every inch of him to see if there's anything wrong because HE HASN'T EATEN IN TEN HOURS YOU CAN'T BE OKAY AFTER THAT! and that's when clark realizes that hunger is a real thing people feel and that humans actually need food to live, it's not just a thing they like doing like it is for him.
#bluebird.txt#superman#have i mentioned i love clark kent#i also love his parents they are the GOATs of all time#anyways i will continue thinking about this#because of course as a baby martha and jonathan KNOW hes an alien but he looks human enough and he cries and he does things human babies do#so of COURSE they feed him because he's a BABY he needs food and they provide him with everything a human baby would need#and then one day he just doesn't eat anything but he's fine and his parents are like CLARK WHAT
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gentle quilnoi .... 🥺💞
#they are not nasty & deranged all of the time.#quilge is there for nnoi when he needs comfort & love & care#he also dries his tears when he cries .#gives him lots of hugs & kisses ... he loves to hold him .#makes him food when he needs to eat.#he rly goes Husband Mode sometimes for nnoi when he has to .#it's Insane. i love it .#[ 𝖜𝖔𝖑𝖋 ! ] | outofcharacter .
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Why aren't there more shazam x Percy Jackson crossovers. They slap incredibly.
#Batfam this Batfam that#Give Billy camp half-blood and he would die for all of them within 24 hours#They're ALL like him!#like. come on#That was be so good#Percy teaching him to wield a sword! Annabeth researching old myths of him and getting wiggled out#Chiron and cap discussing philosophy and sharing memories of ancient times#Thalia trying so hard to remember that this kid isn't technically a half sibling Jason delighted to ruffle his hair n share lightning trick#Bulky sharing stories of wonder women with reyna who looks up to her#I KNOW Jason especially would sibling adopt so fast#Nico breaking into his sleeping spot regularly with food and stuff Sally gave him for them both#SALLY JACKSON OKAY#older camp kids sharing stories of homelessness. Challenging Billy - not cap - to get to the top of the lava wall#Cap chaperoning visits to the mortal world and reading signs for the dyslexic peeps#Percy and Annabeth tell him they carried atlas burden and he is in AWE#Monsters start causing drama and when the jl are freaking out cap steps up like nah I know some guys#*summons swarm of slightly ratty teens with Greek armour and weapons* GO FORTH MY WARRIORS#Batman asks if Jason is caps kid and they're both SO offended#Frank suggests Billy go to camp jupiter for uni and they're super accommodating for hero shenanigans and Billy cries#Cap and pjo would do each other SO MUCH GOOD#shazam#captain marvel#Pjo#percy jackson#pjo hoo toa#Dc#justice league#The potential FLUFF. The potential ANGST. The FOUND FAMILY#shazamily#dp x dc
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earl ptn,,,,
I don’t think he has a romantic bone in his body but he is sentimental, never overt about his feelings but he’ll suddenly become your shield & nag you about your weaknesses all the time 🤧 like it’s absolutely MADDENING if you don’t know him. but you’d have to recognize that protecting someone so much (even at the expense of your opinion of him) is his way of showing affection, he’s too guarded to express it any other way
#ITS ANNOYING BUT ITS CUTE .. . ITS CUTE FROM HIM#he's like a guard dog ykyk#he wants his s/o to be able to relax and rely on him to be the shield so they dont get hurt#but if you let down your guard TOO much he gets a little uncomfortable bc you're a liability (TO YOURSELF) now#the type who lets you drink all night bc you're having a good time but then#when you wake up the next day he's like 💢💢 'yknow i had to carry you back... u need to watch your back more.. what else couldve happened'#im thankful for horos interrogations everyday even as much as i cried#GOOD earl food#path to nowhere#florapot#ptn posting
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trying to not rage over the fact that inevitably i will be asked how my break went and then being unable to say that my grandpa died and i will have to swallow it down like everything else
#i Cannot look at my groupchats right now because they are all doing fun things and im like.#no no no this is not the time why aren't you wallowing with me even though ive cried already this evening#my grandpa made me so mad and so furious and yet i am just so sad right now#my family kept bringing up memories of when i was like a baby and when he took me around#bc he could actually walk then / hadn't lost weight / wasn't causing driving accidents everywhere#and i just couldnt remember anything and it just made me sadder#we've made a little shrine of the things he liked where he used to sit#little toque / watch / gloves / oranges / chicken essence / terrible ginseng drink / his glasses#i will look at where he used to sit tomorrow and wince and want to cry because he should be there.#he should be here. he has lived for so long and yet he should still be here being a stubborn little bitch but he isn't#he isn't sitting surrounded by the shit he bought and hoarded because hes a fucking hoarder#who left spilt food out and flies were everywhere around him and he was terrible and lonely and i miss him even though i couldn't#speak to him because of the language barrier#he makes me so mad. sad. tired. upset
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I've gone through a character arc today. I'm... better(?) now
#speculation nation#animal death ment/#turns out shoving all my grief down and refusing to process it in fear of experiencing negative emotions is detrimental to me#i just went through all my pictures of cassy. experienced again what a loverboy he was...#cried again. twice. miserable experience honestly. i dont know how people do this more than a few times a year.#i have a few videos of him. including him watching a bird video on my computer.#unfortunately i never did capture his meow. which breaks my heart but there's nothing i can do about it now.#i'll just have to hold that sound in my memory. his obnoxious 'mraaaa' that could get comically long when he was begging for food#it hurts. but i'm allowed to remember that i loved him. i'm allowed to remember what he was to me.#an obnoxiously bullheaded cat that was strangely skittish at the same time.#it was annoying at the time but i treasure the memory of when he got out of my apartment unit#and i went chasing him up and down the stairs of the central area several times yelling 'cassy get BACK here!'#as he loudly did his 'MRAAAA' the whole time as he ran from me#my baby boy. tally loved him too. it hurts my heart that i cant communicate to her what happened.#no wonder she hates june bug so much. her friend disappeared & then a few weeks later theres This weird new cat#hopefully in time she can be friends with june bug too. there was a solid month or two where she haaaated cassy lmao#before a switch was flipped and she was grooming him every time he sat in front of her.#cassy may have lived for too short of a time. but he was very very loved. and i can see that in the records of him.#he was purring for me in the end. my sweet loverboy...#... i was going to try writing before work today but it seems like it's a grief processing day.#oh well. it's probably better for me overall.#negative/#sure. i guess.
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#who i was march 24 2022 and who i am now are completely different people. i remember crying in caffe reggio to zay sun and adiba because#my dad was in the hospital and we didnt know why and we werent even there to support him and my mom because we had travelled to nyc that#morning. and the whole trip was overshadowed by this sense of grief and fear and horror at what was unfolding back at home while i was#trying to pretend everything was okay and that i was fine. i never cry in public but i cried on the q train while visiting my coworker who#lives in manhattan and then i sobbed in a xi’an famous foods location in manhattan w my brothers because the cheapest and earliest train#home was that night and i had no idea what to do w myself#and when we got home finally we all knew what the diagnosis was but nobody wanted to say it not even the doctors. i dont think anyone used#the actual word cancer to us for months. they cloaked it in such technical terms so as to make it easier to swallow but it was still like.#an elephant in the room yk? nobody told us the stage either but it was a stage iv glioblastoma and i remember going on r/glioblastoma and#just crying reading all the posts abt how difficult this disease is. most projections were six months to a year and a half. a lot of people#even chose not to get treatment because of the high probability that it would make no difference to the prognosis. i have no idea whether we#made the right choice going w chemo or not honestly. only time will tell i guess. inshaAllah this will prove to have been the right choice#idk what im even trying to say now. i just dont reflect a lot on where i was when this started because it’s… almost too painful. i have#given up so much for my dad at this point and i still feel like it’s not enough but also i’ve been trapped by this sickness and i’ve given#up my life to it and idk how to rebuild myself from here. i need to move on w my life but what if these are the last moments w him and i#take those for granted by not staying home to take care of him and spend time w him. again idk what im trying to say here i just have no#idea how we got to this place. it still feels like some insane fever dream that i will suddenly awaken from#seeing pictures of my dad even from 2021 is the hardest thing. i have no idea what happened to that bright funny charismatic loving man. he#is literally a shell of himself at this point and i hate it. it actually turns my stomach sometimes because it all is so wrong#none of this was supposed to happen he was supposed to retire peacefully somewhere tropical in a couple years not get diagnosed w cancer#journal#illness tw
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Donovan, after Charles gets back in the car from meeting Kevin for the first time: why is that guy calling you babygirl
Charles: lets stop talking for a little while
#i think ab it so often#ur dad gets a boyfriend in 1 day and just leaves you at an old womans house for the night#at least u can play candyland with her demons#i gaurentee you that just. donovan did not give a single shit#he could care less#he just wants to know the drama and play games#he gets a new dad and is like 'yeah okay i can work with this'#charles trying to think of excuses as to why he's out all the time and donovan is just like 'yeah mhm bring me back food'#worlds weirdest 5 yr old#unrelated but like. donovan making kevin a picture in school and giving it to him and kevin cries#he hangs it up in the station#charles wtnv#kevin wtnv#donovan wtnv
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