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rosemaze-reveries · 14 hours
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collapsing under the weight of it all today. welp meow meow meow meow meow
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Hi there!! Can I req a Matthias x reader where the reader is very nice yet shy, and Matthias fell for their kindness but is afraid to confess cause he might lose them(who's the first and only person to show him genuine care)?
(But he's also bad at hiding his feelings)
Or maybe a scenario where he has a difficult time sleeping and finds himself impulsively knocking on your door— regretful of his actions but he can't back out now that you're standing in front of the open door, curious from the unexpected visit.
He's a new char so I hardly find any fics about him and I'm desperate💔 you can change the scenario!! I'm really just desperate uehdhsishd(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
hi anon i LOVED these ideas! i tried to combine both of them into one, i hope it satisfies what you wanted!! ♡
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falling slowly 🪡
Matthias isn’t one to act on impulse.
He’ll let his thoughts fester aimlessly inside him, hoping the darker among them someday fizzle out. He’ll watch precious chances fly past him, fearing the consequences of a risk taken too rashly. A missed opportunity is better than another tragedy. A guarded mind is better than a broken heart. But some restless nights drive him to desperation, and tonight that leads him to you.
He stands outside your bedroom door, arms stiff against his sides. He’s passed by this room countless times before, as the two of you occasionally walk each other back to your rooms. But never has he come here on his own, never without explicit permission.
He gingerly raises his hand, letting it hover above your doorframe. All of a sudden, he loses his words. What would he say? I can’t sleep, I need you to check for monsters under my bed? I need you to stay with me until I fall asleep? I need you to tuck me in? What a baby. He can already picture the look you’d send him: a smile that’s trying too hard to be polite, a shabby effort at concealing the judgment within. You wouldn’t turn him down directly, even though he knows you’d want to. Kindhearted people love to dance in circles before saying anything that might offend. He’s all too familiar with this game. Normally, your kindness is something he loves about you, but all he can do now is curse it under his breath. If only you were crueler to him, like most people are, then he wouldn’t have let his hopes inflate his head. He would’ve known never to even consider stopping by your room. He would’ve known to avoid this situation altogether.
His fingers close into a fist, and it’s then he realizes he’s quivering slightly. Louis wouldn’t have a problem in this scenario. That thought piques Matthias most. His “factory defect” has locked him in place yet again, and all he can do is swallow down the reminder of his incompetence. It’s just a door, for God’s sake.
He flexes his fingers one last time, glancing around as if worried someone might catch him. Then he strikes his fist. It’s a clumsy motion, rattling your door on its hinges, and his heart leaps to his throat. A courteous knock would have three raps or so, not the jarring thud! he made — nobody in their right mind would imagine that’s a welcome visitor, right? Especially not at this snake’s pit of a manor. He prays desperately for you to ignore that ever happened. In your position, he’d pretend to be asleep, maybe double-check that the door is properly locked. Surely you’d do the same.
Surely...?
“It’s open!” greets your voice from inside, entirely unconcerned.
Matthias holds his breath. Why are you leaving your door unlocked at this hour? But he tucks that thought away while he stares down at the doorknob. This is it — he’s trapped. If he turns around now, you’ll be left with unresolved fears of someone lurking around your room at night. Nothing could entice him to do that to you. And if you ever found out it was him? It’d be too late for apologies, and definitely not forgiveness. Right, so he has to answer.
Slowly, he cracks it open a fraction, afraid of peering anywhere but the ground.
“You can come in,” you urge. He doesn’t move. He doesn’t want to. Footsteps shuffle around inside, then the door fully swings open. “Oh, hi Matthias! What’s up?”
He only meets your face briefly, at your bright and curious eyes, before his gaze flicks back downward.
“Uh… sorry to bother you, I just…” He awkwardly grasps at his elbows, struggling to string together his intentions. “…I need you.”
. . . . .
There it is. His secret is out. He didn’t mean to let it slip, but that single phrase had been bouncing endlessly around his mind, as if they were the only words he knew. It’s the one thing he can confidently admit: he needs you. He doesn’t expect you to reciprocate. In fact, he’s certain you don’t. Nobody in their right mind would. That’s why he never ventured to say these words before. So when you respond to him with patient silence, as if waiting for him to continue, the entirety of his body freezes over. Maybe only a few seconds pass in reality, but that’s more than enough time for Matthias to fill the gaps. It’s a no — he knows it’s a no.
Your head tips slightly. “Sure, what do you need?”
The whirlwind in his mind slows to a halt. He remembers how he used to cough up excuses on the spot when trying to avoid you—sometimes you’d invite him for a meal or game of cards together, and he had convinced himself those were pity invites so he tended to reject them upfront. It stings less to avoid someone altogether than to endure feeling ‘tolerated’ instead of ‘wanted.’ But now he’s wracking his brain for an excuse to stay.
“I—I just wanted to see you.” It’s not a lie, but for some reason it feels like one.
“Me?” A look of surprise flashes on your face, warmth blooming across your chest. That might be the most forward thing you’ve ever heard from him. Stepping closer, you reach for his forearm, peering up into his face to better examine his strained features. Your free hand reaches up to brush aside the limp strands of hair shrouding his face. “Did something happen? It’s almost midnight—I mean, I don’t mind, it’s just so unexpected…”
The strength falls from Matthias’ shoulders. Out of relief, maybe. Or maybe it’s to brace himself for one last leap of faith.
“Can I stay with you…?” His voice is barely audible. You search his lone eye, staring back at you in its perfect hollowness. At some point, that blank stare has become a comforting sight for you. Your hand trails from his arm to spread across his shoulder. He remains motionless.
“Okay,” you say, softly. “Always.”
As you move to wrap both arms around his neck, you notice his body tense, and his brows furrow, subtly, in a clear attempt not to let you notice. The strain on his face catches you off-guard.
“Wh-What? What’s wrong?” Immediately, you pull back to search his expression.
“N-No, nothing—keep going.”
This time, it’s Matthias who draws you close. His arms weave their way around your waist, pulling you tightly against him. His face burrows into your shoulder, and it’s then you understand the weight of his visit, of his need for you. All you can do is lift a tender hand to ruffle his hair, feeling his pounding heart ease in your arms.
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love ♡
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rosemaze-reveries · 2 days
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I GOT U... I know of this link: stuffbydavid.com/textcolorizer
Just not sure how to use it on mobile 😭 but on PC, you change your post's text editor to HTML & paste the HTML code the site generates for you ദ്ദി˶ー̀֊ー́ )
ok so finally gathering enough courage to ask how the hell do you change the color of your font with different tones than these
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some of yall be doing gradients and i'm stuck with these for years 😭
#rb
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rosemaze-reveries · 2 days
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Mesmerizing Malevolence
In the presence of Joseph Desaulniers, there was a darkness that both terrified and intrigued you. As a hypnotist, his powers extended far beyond mere suggestion; they delved into the realm of sadistic manipulation, leaving you both ensnared and enthralled. From the moment you first met his piercing gaze, you knew there was something sinister lurking beneath the surface. His words were like poison, weaving a web of deceit and control around you, rendering you powerless to resist.Under his hypnotic trance, you found yourself succumbing to his every command, your will bending to his twisted desires. Each session was a descent into madness, as he probed the darkest corners of your mind, exploiting every weakness and fear. But amidst the chaos and torment, there was a perverse pleasure that coursed through your veins, a sickening thrill that accompanied each new revelation. In Joseph Desaulniers, you found a master of manipulation, a sadistic puppeteer who reveled in your suffering. And as you lay trapped in his hypnotic grasp, you couldn't help but wonder if there was a part of you that secretly enjoyed the pain, that craved the cruel touch of his control. In him, you found not just a hypnotist, but a tormentor whose malevolent influence would haunt your every waking moment.
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rosemaze-reveries · 3 days
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hi this is def a little early but i bought both of the wu chang packages, so i will have an extra code. before going into trade/sell servers, i wanted to offer it here 🥹
the reason is because this year was kinda a shitshow & i hope a wuwu fan who missed out/doesn't want the full set can get the skin 😮‍💨
priority will go to mutuals, but anyone is free to inquire if interested! details under the cut
【SALE】
[A-Tier Costume] Wu Chang - Qilin Merchant
[S-Tier Accessory] Jade Qilin
Items cannot be separated. Price to be negotiated. I'm envisioning $70-$80?
【INFO】
The boxes arrive approx. Jan 2025. Offers will be finalized then. This post is just a heads-up!
As of right now, the Premium Box is still available on Smart Youdao for $143. Just FYI if you wanted the full set.
⚠️ This sale is NOT a hand-off of the code itself or any physical goods. I'll redeem the in-game items directly into your IDV account. (This is to prevent the risk of reselling the code). We can use a middleman if you prefer.
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rosemaze-reveries · 4 days
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a few days ago NE addressed user concerns saying smth like "dont worry we prepared sufficient stock 👍" but it sold out on jp amazon after 8 minutes 💀✋️
apparently the collector's edition of the wu chang package is limited to 3000 boxes 🥲 im a little stressed what
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rosemaze-reveries · 9 days
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after a long day of work fellow is crabby asf & the only way he can relax is by seeing you 🙈 the second you come home he subtly enchants your legs to walk faster into his arms .. it's like you "practically floated towards him" but you thought you were just running fast from missing him sm
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rosemaze-reveries · 9 days
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I kinda had to make this for shits n giggles
Notes:I don't own twisted wonderland or it's characters
this is just my interpretation of how they'd be
they belong to Yana Toboso and Disney Reader is gender neutral, some of these are kind of short
type; Root beer float
How Fellow Honest comforts his partner
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He notices after a little while that you're not your usual cheery self
Gidel even goes to show him as much when you're less than enthusiastic about doing your usual job
It wasn't just that you weren't enjoying it like usual you were crying and this made the fox beast man unhappy
Gidel tugged on his sleeve as if telling him he had an idea for how to make you feel like yourself again looking down it was a drawing to anyone else but it certainly did plant the seeds to an idea in fellows head
Once your shift was over you felt a small tug on your costume and there was Gidel smiling at you before he tugged your hand silently asking you to follow him
Gidel brought you to part of the amusement park where fellow was waiting with a nice picnic for you
Your favorite snacks and drinks he remembered each one and Gidel managed to find some flowers and make them into messily made crowns but you couldn't help but be touched by the young cats kind gesture
Fellow began to talk with you and it didn't take him long to realize you were going through a spell of stress from helping him run things, you loved your job but you had very little time to actually decompress from it
Fellow spoke and told you you could rest for the rest of the week he didn't want his little star to get like this it made him.and Gidel sad go see you like that
With that in mind you three could enjoy your picnic in peace
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rosemaze-reveries · 9 days
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if i ever get reincarnated i hope its as his wristwatch
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rosemaze-reveries · 10 days
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Giggles and kicks my feet at luchino in the interview questions thank you
when the subtle protectiveness peaks through >>>
ANYTHING FOR U ANON
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rosemaze-reveries · 10 days
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wujiu and bi'an working on new drink recipes to add to their menu and realize they both came up with a similar flavor/blend & bi'an smiles like "we've always been two of a kind" but in their heads they both think "i made it thinking of (y/n)'s tastes" (neither admit that out loud)
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rosemaze-reveries · 10 days
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qilin wujiu ties you to a chair & makes you close your eyes & draws a teasing finger across your jaw & then presses something to your lips & suddenly . you realize . he's just having you taste test bi'an's new house special
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rosemaze-reveries · 11 days
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anything for u babes
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rosemaze-reveries · 11 days
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apparently the collector's edition of the wu chang package is limited to 3000 boxes 🥲 im a little stressed what
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rosemaze-reveries · 12 days
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NAIB MY HONEY<3
"hm." MF DONT HM ME, ILL SMOOCH U RIGHT ON THE MOUTH
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HEHE hes a lil tsun... all the smooches in private for uu <3
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rosemaze-reveries · 13 days
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i think my hunter bias is becoming very obvious 😭🙏 naib is the only survivor in last post (?)
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