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A very happy birthday to an absolute menace, my beloved gremlin child, a truly special baby boy! May the 4th be with you!
A special thank you to @detshin, who is a true inspiration and partner in crime, who allowed me to draw this companion piece to her beautiful work of art (that you should totally check out if you haven't yet), bless you dearest💕
#detective conan#dcmk#meitantei conan#名探偵コナン#edogawa conan#fanart#the detective gremlin#detco posting#my stuff#i'M currently too tired to ramble but god i have so much to ramble about#i will totally make a separate post for rambling purposes later when my brain won't feel like it's smoking#happy birthday to this child who fckin took over my life#also you get 2 pictures bc one is made with phone camera#and the other is taken by an actual camera#hence the very different quality#but i couldn't decide which one to pick... at least i narrowed it down to two#ok i'm hitting post and then gonna have dinner bc i haven'T really eaten since breakfast (says me at 19:31 lmao)
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dropping dan and phil in the bong and smoking them
close up of them in the bong
#dan and phil#phan#phanart#my art#i haven't drawn phanart since i was 13 this is kinda silly#i say this like a smoke and don't just take edibles#that makes me sound like such a pussy#listen man i haven't had enough chances to figure out how to smoke and i refuse to smoke with my mom
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Oscar: Oh my god, I don’t give a fuck about your micronutrients-.. quit it with the gym bro shit.
Ivan: Macronutrients.
Oscar: Whatever! I just wanna get outta my shitty desk chair now n’ then, y’know?
Ivan: Alright, half a job fuckin’ Bob.
Oscar: Is there a best friend exchange somewhere around here? I don’t like mine anymo-.. ooh, a splash park.
Ivan: [laughs] Christ, c’mon!
Oscar: We could have a lazy push up competition under that leaky mushroom-.. no?
Ivan: No!
Oscar: Boooo.
…
Oscar: Geez, it’s dead.
Ivan: That’s the beauty o’ comin’ this time a’night.
[Oscar grumbled, anyone with half a brain wouldn’t come anywhere near this place on such a nice night]
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Oscar: [breathlessly] I can’t…
Ivan: C’mon, five more minutes.
Oscar: One more second-.. done.
[Oscar grimaced as he stepped off the treadmill, eyeing Ivan enviously; his stamina was abysmal in comparison]
Ivan: Ack-.. don’t lie on the floor, it’s nasty.
Oscar: I don’t even care.
Ivan: Man.. you’re really outta shape, ain’tcha?
Oscar: Yeah, well.. it’s been more than a few years and I replaced cigarettes with cake, so…
Ivan: Give it a month or two, bud.
[Oscar blows a muffled, half-hearted raspberry in response]
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims story#forever in between#fib#oscar finch#ivan harper#i abt died when he put the cooking channel on skdjskdj.. i was like at least get on a bike at the same time#lmao#oscar is me tho.. since lockdowns years ago i haven't been back to the gym and i'm SO unfit#x.x#rip#at least he gave up smoking tho.. well mostly#i have not#...#gettin my sims in shape instead of me ✌#LOL
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they are divorced c:
#destiny#destiny 2#destiny 2 art#destiny the game#xio thinks tal died during the red war and tal doesn't remember xio bc of a spontaneous reset#she woke up in the smoking ruins of a building and got the FUCK out and has been wandering the system since#(her ghost is ruthless & never liked her kindhearted himbo gf so she's taken full advantage of the reset to refocus her on the power trip)#(she came back for forge and splicer tho but missed seeing her wife by a HAIR both times)#also yes i am writing a pilgrim guard/warlord love story no i haven't ACTUALLY written it yet it is all in my brain#also also i forgot to indicate tal's height and compared to xio she's a short queen clocking in at 5'7
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The problem with cooking is that, 50% of the time, when I'm in a position where I'm the one cooking, I have a very specific idea of what I want, but I can't find a recipe for it, and I'm not confident enough in my skills to make up a recipe. It's very frustrating.
#this brought to you by the fact that I WANT a spinach-sausage-pasta skillet dish for dinner#and I want it to be creamy but not super cheesy#but all the recipes I can find use italian sausage and I want smoked sausage#or else they don't include spinach#or they're cheesy instead of just creamy#and I haven't cooked with spinach since I graduated college#it's just a very frustrating situation#I'm probably going to end up just making a salmon burger so I can eat dinner on time#*grumble grumble grumble*#taleweaver speaks#taleweaver rants#food
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Wet dirt, dry blood,
and tomorrow has already come.
I picked up smoking just so I could
hold you like a ghost in my lungs.
It burns the same as lead,
the same as your ministrations did.
You were too kind to be good
and too good to live.
#vashwood#a series of couplets#inspired by the gif of them kissing and then it cutting to vash blowing out smoke#I haven't stopped thinking about it since seeing it#if you know what I'm talking about pls help me find it :(#get couched
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so on top of the new gemstore stuff and Black Lion copter, some really neat dieselpunk skins came out for Halloween this year. I'm kinda digging them, and since I haven't seen anybody else spotlight them yet, here's a handful of the designs!
for anyone wanting to check out the rest via the in-game wardrobe, they're called the Grim Machine weapon set.
#gw2#Guild Wars 2#my posts#I'm betting people probably haven't seen them yet since you can't preview them via the achievement panel for some reason#so here you go here's a few of them. they're neat i dig it#i'm fond of steampunk and dieselpunk stuff in general tho#most also have moving gears and pumps and stuff too + the smoke puffing out of the chimneys
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i have been doing this thing where i have been accidentally eating nutritious meals, not drinking caffeine, not smoking, not drinking alcohol, and not eating any junk food and holy shit i feel amazing??? my mood has just increased so much and I'm NEVER tired and I've been having rare if no negative thoughts. has anyone heard of being healthy this is insane?
#to be fair i smoked like 4 times in the last two weeks#bc those were stressful days#but also considering everything else I've given up im fine with that#the fact that i#a guy who struggled with body image and anorexia and bulimia and binge eating and has an insane sweet tooth#bought a block of chocolate#over two weeks ago#and I still haven't eaten it#because I've been like. eating proper meals#is HUUUGE#i can't believe it!#my skin is glowing! a bunch of my coworkers complimented me earlier this week#i know what I'm like and I'm not going to completely cut out chocolate or anything#but the fact that i haven't even Wanted it is just insane to me#I've also been setting so many boundaries at work and in my personal life#not doing things that i don't want to do#this last month has just been amazing#ever since my naming ceremony ever since november i feel like I've literally physically (as well as figuratively re singing lessons)#cut out all of my shit that I've accidentally let grow#guy who recently discovered eating 3 nutritious meals a day: hey has anyone heard of this?#i do want to do more strength based exercise for my longevity just in case I'm fortunate enough to make it to old age#so I'll buy some weights later on but I've been doing yoga for now which has been cool#never thought I'd be this kinda person#I just kind of assumed I'd be living off monster energy zero and cigarettes for the rest of my life#I've also been enjoying logging all of my food that I eat into my phone app#because it breaks down how much of which vitamins and other nutrients you've eaten#and shows you where from#mine#anyway. this is the most sober and heslthy I've perhaps ever been in my life and holy shit this is transformative for me#feels weird to say it but I'm so glad i got sick that one week and went off food and coffee and cigarettes
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а кому сейчас легко
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Cursed with the natural weed tolerance of 10,000 beautiful wild stallions
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testing a new pen out for fun.
#SMOKES THE HOOPS I HAD TO JUMP TO GET THIS POSTED WAS WILD#i guess tumblr thinks my shit is flag worthy or evil because no matter what i did this picture would not upload#but when i cropped it with the ui bars and other things in the background ir was suddenly cool with it???#does tumblr think my dragon is a bad sign or something LAUGHINF#well anyways yeah just wanted to post this because i was testing a new brush#i'm so mad though because i WANT to do something for year of the dragon because i have THIS CONCEPT#which is so perfect#but ever since i came home from the birthday party i've been hit with some real bad body aches#like i'm not sick but gosh i haven't been feeling top form#so only now i doodled#I WILL ATTEMPT TO BEAT THE TENTH BUT I DOUBT IT#LOOK AT MITSRURI LOOKS AT MY HINAMITSURI ARTWORK TETO TOO SCREAMS
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Thanks for the tag @woundedheartwithin 🫂💙
Currently reading:
Dinosaur Sanctuary vol 1 and 2
Last song:
90s Lofi Dragon Playlist
Currently watching:
Nothing much as of late. However, I've been re-watching Space Dandy, Outlaw Star, Blue Submarine no 6 and Beastar. Great anime if you haven't seen them.
Current fic:
I haven't read any long fic stories in a long while, but I've read some wonderful one shots and mini chapters done by @seradyn @hauntedadagium to name a couple. Been browsing the RE8 tag and Death Stranding tag to find more stuff.
Writing?
Oh jesus here we go...(you can ask more about them if you want but aren't obligated)
Chapter 20 of Mending Shadows and plot points up to Chapter 24
Chapter 25 of The Sacrifice and plot points up to the final chapter (yes...it's been stuck, but I'm getting my ass into gear)
Plot timeline/outline/research notes for a Death Stranding fanfic based on my oc Gene Dawkins
Character sheets for an untitled paranormal/supernatural original novel
Note plots for a semi-autobiographical novel about my relationship to my grandma, exploring existentialism and family dysfunction
Scripting and researching for a Youtube Podcast based on creepy/paranormal encounters from folks all over the internet
Next on my watchlist:
Probably Yu Yu Hakusho, the rest of Naruto Shippuden and Rurouni Kenshin since I'm going down nostalgia lane.
Current obsession:
Ardyn Lucis Caelum. Nuff said. Of course gotta throw in Astarion from Balder's Gate 3 even though I have yet to play it. Feeling Karl Heisenberg creeping back up on me, and I'm getting back into crocheting again.
tagging:
@hauntedadagium @argetlam007 @sillylittlevulpine @seradyn @blossom-adventures @mimisparda @vodkafolie @astrandofgold @pandora-writes-stuff feel free to have at it if you want
#fun tagging stuff#the gif represents one of those nights lol#i haven't smoked since 2012#proud of myself for quitting long ago#i thank pocky for that#long story with that#used to smoke cigarettes and cigars#mostly the latter#anyway don't smoke kids#but ngl#smoking sucks but the aesthetic is still hella neat#its a mood man
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work has been soooo stressful the past few weeks i've never been so tempted to start smoking again 😩
#7#i haven't and i don't want to but there have been some close calls so i've picked up some more mints#it's been like 6 months since i quit smoking now. god that went fast
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The smoke is still so fucking thick here that my lungs hurt. I hate everything.
#tiger talks#canada wildfires#wildfire smoke#i haven't had lung pain like this since i lived with chain smokers
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having an image of the sim you wanna create in your mind but not being able to make it happen in game 😡😡😠😠🤬😠😠🤬🤬😠😠
#so frustrating afihdndjaha#where's my middle-aged ruined by years of smoking and alcoholism skin details?!?!?!?!#where are my i'm stuck in the best years of my life and haven't changed my wardrobe since clothes?!?!?!?!?#i have to much cc and yet nothing fits 😔#cc creators i'm begging on my knees get out of y2k and find inspo in 70s-80s-90s medias i NEED all that stuff#the sims#sims#sims 4#the sims 4#ts4#simblr
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I hate drug discourse so much. I am addicted to caffeine + probably dependant on marijuana at this point also. but without weed I would probably be very very dead like
I've said this before: how is me NEEDING a substance to function every day any fucking different than NEEDING a medication? it isn't. if the most effective way I've found to treat my stress from Shit Life Syndrome is getting high daily, and yet I am still able to manage my life and usage while being basically 24/7 stoned, I think it's probably Fine and furthermore!! if things got better I wouldn't want to be high always and could treat it like a fun special times thing :(
#mad scrawl#it's the only reason I can get sleep or eat half the time these days and that. is horrific#but without it I know what it's like. I haven't hospitalized myself since I started smoking. idk.#rather be high and snacky than cutting myself open
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