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irlplasticlamb · 1 year
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lotusmi · 1 year
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Success story here ( and no I didn’t get in the void but still success, so you don’t need the void to manifest!)
Me and my bf we’re ldr so it’s hard to find time together but I want him to call me everyday and have some time for me so I affirmed “He calls me everyday” “We always have time for each other” Guess what? Now he always have time to videocall me everyday which normally we only called 1-2 times per week.
Another fun one is a bit juicy🫣 (minor don’t read this imma be watching you lmaooo)
I kinda miss having spicy time w him since we haven’t done it in a big while and I know he’s only free to do that on sunday. We haven’t called each other on Sunday for almost A MONTH. So I affirmed “He’s gonna call me THIS Sunday” “He loves doing it w me” “I am irresistible” “I am all he thinks about” stuff like that. Kinda like vaunting.
At first he told me he doesn’t wanna hangout on Sunday. I almost spiraling but thought “Fuck it. The 3D doesn’t matter. He WILL hangout w me TONIGHT.” and 40mins later he texted me saying he changed his mind and he misses me🤭 just like my affirmations hehe
We ended up having a really good time together and we did it too so it was amazing ahahaha😹
omggg SUCESS STORYY!! this was super lost in my inbox 😭😭
😭😭😭😭 omgg babe congrats!!!! i am so happy for u hahahah 😳😳😭
i hope you two have so much good memories together <3 !!!
and yes!! thats the importance of stay unshakeble no matter what happen!!
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Weekend Walks #3
Old entry: May 13th
This post will really only include one weekend walk! Last Sunday I took Sam to meet Shira and Winston at Le Merché at St George’s Street here in Vancouver, a beautiful french cafe located in the middle of a residential area.
I was debating whether or not to bring Sam. 1, it would be nice with some time on my own! 2, she’s not really a patio dog, I would have to do a LOT of managing if I brought her.
I ended up bringing her, and while I did have to do a lot of management I also don’t regret it because we had the best day together with Shira and Winston!
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Halfway to the cafe I was so close to text Andrew to come and pick her up. Again, I’m glad I decided to go ahead with it but sometimes it’s definitely just better to leave them home!
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Winston was as handsome as ever.
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Good boy waiting for mom Shira while she’s getting us some croissant! I had to separate Sam and Winston since they JUST wanted to play, and a patio located on a sidewalk isn’t exactly the best way to play hehe.
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Sam was a bit uncomfortable. She’s all about movement, not stillness. But she did good! No barking. While she did want to play, she didn’t cry once which is HUGE. She was okay with sitting away from Winston (with the help of a lot of treats).
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Like I said, she’s definitely not a patio dog. I honestly haven’t practiced that much either. And I definitely haven’t practiced in situations where I didn’t NEED her to be calm. I want to get a place mat to bring with us and do lots of shorter practice sessions.
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These two are too cute together!
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Of course I had to share my croissant with Sam. Crumbs on the ground was the perfect way to keep her occupied.
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Treats, treats, treats. Always lots of treats!
We didn’t stay long, both dogs would much rather MOVE than sit still (although they did SO well, I’m so proud of them both). We walked to a nearby sports field which was completely empty. It was a huge dream come true for the two city pups!
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Winston loves being chased, and he’s fast! Sam doesn’t mind chasing, but she’s a bit slow hehe. She’s more of a wrestler than a chaser, but Winston and Sam plays so well together! Winston just simply runs away from Sam when she’s being too pushy, which tires her out so she plays better. It’s a win-win!
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Wild dog mom found in her natural habitat!
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And the result below are so cute!
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Found a ball in my jacket pocket, lucky pups!
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Using the ball as reinforcement for some pictures.
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Winston’s very interested in the ball! Sam’s interested in whatever Winston’s doing.
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Love these goofy pictures, honestly looking back on these makes me so happy as it’s been hard to find friends for Sam!
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But Winston’s chill temperament is perfect for Sam.
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Plus, Winston’s so handsome it’s hard NOT to get some good model shots of the two of them.
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After the park Shira drove us both home to our place!
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Where we tried to have them both relax at home together. For Sam this was VERY hard. She just wanted to continue to play, play, play. She has no chill. But all in all, she did great! Especially considering this was the first time ever we’ve had another dog inside our apartment. If all she wanted to do was play, I consider that a success. I was afraid that she would resource guard, but nope. Only play for this girl (which, sometimes, is not as fun as it sounds. Again frustration is her middle name).
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razelbautista · 1 year
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"Highlights of my 2022"
My 2022 was a mixture of fun and sadness. It was a like a rollercoaster journey. I laughed, I celebrate, I cried, I was hopeless, but above all I know I was blessed. In many ways I know the LORD has been so good to me as HE is to each and everyone.
Before the start of schooling, I spent my time in doing Bible studies together with my friends. We taught children in our place about Jesus. We were also active in attending church and overnight every Friday to also study the Words of God in our church together with other youths. It was a fun and blessed experience. I got the chance to form friendships with other youths and bond with the other kids in our place in a beautiful way.
And when the schooling started, I focus more on my acads (but I still attend church when Sunday).I'm happy to get along with my new classmates after the long quarantine period due to COVID-19 Virus. I also got the chance to meet new people and form friendships with them. It was nice to study specially when you know you are surrounded with the right people who treats you right and nice while making beautiful memories I know I will keep within my heart once we graduate and seperate ways to achieve our own dreams and build the life we want. It was our last year at highschool, I am really happy to meet them. I could say they are one of my source of happiness and hope.
My 2022 was also full of food trips and even roadtrips with my friends. We enjoyed eating "lomi" together while catching up about our life's events. We also enjoyed discovering new lomi from different simple lomi houses. I could say that our group has the same amount of love when it comes to lomi. Lomi is our comfort food. We made so many memories of laughing, talking about life and dreams, rantings, and even sharing beautiful happenings like success, all these memories over a bowl of delicious lomi hehe.
What an indeed rough yet beautiful year you are, 2022.🤍
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you-are-my-joy · 2 years
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Happy Ending || JJK x Reader Part 1 Teaser
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Title: Happy Ending
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Smut, Angst, Romance, Fluff, Enemies to Lovers
Word count: ~14.1k
Request: “Hey Liz! Congrats on 1k! I know how much you love angst, so could I request a fic where jk and reader are enemies, (reader is a witch and jk wanted to kill her) but they fall in love instead. And THEN jk dies in the end hehe you can make up the plot I just want angst lol” 
Updated Request: “Seeing how jk already dies in a fic you can switch it to the reader dying instead lol”
When: Sunday 11/14/2021 12pm (EST)
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Cries of joy erupted as the soldiers and carriages went down the busy village streets with hundreds of townspeople crowding around the edge to catch a glimpse of the hero they’ve all fallen for. Confetti hits Jungkook’s face as the people below him swoon and cheer for the man. Despite the fact that the parade was meant to celebrate his success, he couldn’t find it in him to be happy.
Arms wrap around his shoulders, “what’s with the long face dude, you finally won!” Taehyung exclaims happily, patting his back to congratulate him as he waves and winks at a few people he recognizes.
Jungkook sends him a small smile, “I’m just a little tired is all,” was his only response before looking away and towards the many people smiling brightly up at him. He wanted to join in on their happiness, he really wished he could. But something in his heart prevented that from happening. 
The image of you suddenly appeared in his mind, prompting him to close his eyes and take long deep breaths because if he doesn’t he might just cry right in front of all these people. He lets out a shaky breath, finding it difficult to think about anything but your face.
“Hey man you ok?” Taehyung asks out of concern, his eyes soften as he looks at the younger man he considers a brother at this point.
Jungkook snaps out of it, sending him a slightly bigger smile, “yeah, trust me, I just need some rest is all.” From the look on his friends face, he could tell he didn’t believe him, but for his sake, Taehyung chooses to let it go for now to which Jungkook can’t help but be thankful for.
He looks back at the people below him, though their cheerful smiles did nothing in brightening up his mood. 
He wanted so desperately to find the joy in his victory but no matter what he did or thought of, he just couldn’t and for that he was envious of all their smiling faces as they stand there living happily and cheerfully.
He was envious that they didn’t have to go through the heart wrentching pain he did moments ago.
But most of all, he was envious that you were the one who died instead.
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demigodlunar · 3 years
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Scars - Chapter 3
Wow, people have already read this sooo fast! Thanks so much, I appreciate it :D
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Chapter 3 - Take Over With Grace
“Mr. Grace?”
Jason was jerked out of his fantasies of being a normal child- for about the millionth time- when he heard his last name being tossed out carelessly in the large crowd.
He shielded his eyes from the camera’s flash setting and the just the sight of the showy clothes of the countless paparazzi and media that were here for the interview.
“Mr. Grace, what do you have to say about the shares in the stock market for Olympic Inc. going down last week?”, one of the nameless news reporters asked, arousing another round of nods and agreement.
And once again, Jason sighed in relief that the question wasn’t directed towards him. He was Mr. Grace, yes.
But not to the public. To the public, Jason was just a secretary or student intern that happened to be at the interview. No one important. His father, Zeus Grace, was the one that was being bombarded by questions.
Jason could hear his father's loud and commanding voice over the racket of the others, answering the question with a calm, precise tone and reassuring words. He gulped, being reminded once again that this could- would- be him soon.
The annoying little voice in the back of his head whispered again, you’re almost 18. Almost time to take over the company.
Jason tried to keep the headache at bay. He hated the fact that soon, he wouldn’t be a normal 18-year-old boy without a care in the world. After he graduated from high school next year, Jason’s father wouldn’t even bother sending him to college. He would take over Olympic Inc. the moment he threw his square graduation cap in the air.
Jason could remember a distinct memory from when his parents were still talking to each other.
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8-year-old Jason Grace peeked out from behind the door to stare into the living room, where his parents were yelling at full volume, not even caring to lock the door or try to reduce their voices to not scare the children.
“He’s just 8 years old,” his mother, Beryl Grace, screamed, “A child! You can’t bring him into all your business and politics, I won’t allow it!”
“He’s my child, so I will decide whether I start teaching him how to take over the company when he’s older, and introduce him to the press.”, Zeus yelled back with just as much vigor.
“Your child! YOUR CHILD!” Beryl screeched, “He’s my child too! You already told the world about Thalia and now she can’t even leave the house without the media asking her if she’s going to take over the company!”
Jason winced at his mother’s voice, not even understanding what they were so upset about. If they could just talk it out, maybe they could come to an understanding.
“Thalia will not be taking over the company,” Zeus argued, taking on a defensive tone, “I vowed only my first-born son would be the head. Besides, Thalia wouldn’t want to take over. Once I tell the media that Jason will be the new CEO, they will get off her case.”
“And then what about Jason? Then they start stalking him? AT 8?” Beryl yelled, screaming a string of words that almost made Jason’s ears bleed afterward.
“Fine,” Zeus said, deadly calm, “Until Jason is legally an adult, we will keep him hidden from the public. I will still teach him what he needs to know, but he can be seen as a normal boy at least until then. Then, he will take over the company.”
Jason stood there, trying to figure out what “take over the company” and “new CEO” meant. Now, Jason was a smart boy, but this seemed to stump him. Would he become like Daddy? Working all the time and wearing those tight looking suits and ties?
Ew.
Jason didn’t want to do that, that seemed boring.
He turned his attention back to his parents in the living room, and they had calmed down excessively. He tuned into the conversation to hear what they were saying.
“... you take Thalia and I will take Jason,” Zeus said, holding his hand out to Beryl.
She stared at it for a couple of seconds before grabbing it and shaking it briskly, “Deal, but they have to be able to meet. They love each other, you know.”
Zeus sighed, “Of course, every Saturday and Sunday?”
Beryl nodded and she started walking to the door that Jason was hiding behind. Jason jumped back as she pushed it open and walked up to Thalia’s room.
The next hour was a blur and all he remembered was Thalia crying and yelling that she didn’t want to go, and that made Jason cry too. He didn’t like to see his sister cry, she was really good to him. After they both calmed down, Jason learned a new word.
Divorce. It rolled off his tongue but in a bad way. When your parents left and lived in different houses.
Well, Jason thought, At least I will get to see them still.
But living with his dad was something that Jason never got used to.
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Jason was startled out of the memory when a finger snapped under his nose three times in quick succession. He looked up bewildered at the snapper. Thalia grinned down at him and put her arm around him.
“Hey, little bro! Spacing out again I see.”
Jason rolled his eyes but smiled fondly, “You're only one year older. Besides, I was just thinking of when I have to take over the company.”
Thalia’s easy smile disappeared, and she frowned, “I still can’t believe that dad is giving you no choice at all. I mean, you're wasting your life on something that will never make you happy.”
Jason sighed, every time that this topic was brought up Thalia made the same argument. He tugged at his tie, feeling uncomfortable all of a sudden.
“Just let it go, Thals.”
Thalia huffed but didn’t add any more fuel to the conversation. Then, she smiled widely. Jason almost tripped from the sudden change of attitude.
“I just remembered! I gotta go, little bro, Piper is having brunch at her place today,” she said while wiggling her eyebrows in a weird way.
Jason felt heat rush to his cheeks when his sister mentioned Piper Mclean. He could remember the first time he saw her.
It was in the hallway during their freshman year. He saw her stand up to Drew Tanaka when she was bullying some poor boy who looked at her wrong or something. When she yelled at Drew and embarrassed her in front of the whole hallway, Jason felt like he’d been shot.
If it wasn’t enough that Piper was a kind-hearted, brave person, she was also painfully beautiful. Even when she cut her hair, and wore baggy clothes, she was still extremely gorgeous. She also never noticed him.
It was safe to say that he had a very big crush on her.
“R-really?” he stammered, blushing, and wishing he never told Thalia about his crush in the first place because she found a reason to make fun of him for it all the time.
Thalia smirked and whipped out her phone and went to her messaging app, bringing up Piper’s contact.
Thalia wanted to introduce Jason to Piper to help him with his hopeless crush, but he’d voted against it. As painful as it was, he couldn’t be introduced as Thalia’s brother, because that would mean explaining their complicated family tree, including Percy (who Jason hasn’t heard from in years) and the fact that he would be a CEO of a famous company in a little over two years.
Jason brought his attention back to Thalia’s phone, where she was texting Piper. Their conversation was pretty casual.
(AN: Thalia, Piper)
Today - 11:34 AM
hey Pipes
hey Thals
wassup
nothing much, you?
i’m here with my brother at one of my dad’s interview things
Jason almost shrieked, but that wouldn’t be very manly of him. Instead, he shook Thalia’s shoulder forcefully.
“THALIA!” he winced as his voice squeaked.
“What?” Thalia frowned at him.
He stared at her, and sudden realization dawned on her as Piper’s reply came.
you have a brother?
“Oh shoot, oh shoot, oh shoot!” Thalia yelped, juggling her phone like it was on fire, “Oh my gods, what do I say? Should I say I was lying?”
“Yeah, because she’ll definitely believe it if you say ‘oh I was just kidding, sometimes I imagine I have a brother!’ She would think you’re crazy!” Jason deadpanned.
Thalia glared at him, and then she sighed resignedly, “Well, she knows now, and she’s one of my good friends, so I may as well just tell her the truth.”
Jason didn’t like that idea, but Thalia was already texting Piper again. He looked at the screen to see the conversation again.
yeah
EXCUSE ME, but how come you’ve never told me about him?
never came up
fine, you win, for now. show me a pic?
And in the next second, Thalia found a picture of Jason laughing at a joke that Hazel made, and sent it.
Jason made a mad grab for her phone, but it was too late. Oh no, he looked so dorky in that picture.
“Chill it bro, you look fine,” Thalia said, her eyes still on the screen.
Then, her face looked like she’d hit a gold mine, and she pushed the screen in front of Jason’s face.
oh, that cute boy you sit with at lunch sometimes? He’s really good looking.
Jason almost dropped the phone, and stood there rooted to the ground as Thalia cackled in the background.
Piper. Piper Mclean. Thought he, Jason Grace, was good looking?!?!? Jason felt like he might die.
Thalia wheezed as her laughing fits started subsiding, “Oh-oh my gods. Th-that was amazing!”
Then she typed a reply to Piper.
yes, he is, and he’s also here looking at our conversation.
Thalia erupted into another bout of laughter, and Jason waited for Piper to respond. But she didn’t.
He didn’t know how to feel about that.
Jason’s watch beeped, and he remembered that he was supposed to be heading to Hazel and Nico’s apartment to hang out. He waved goodbye to Thalia (who was still laughing like a lunatic) and made his way back to the apartments where his cousins lived.
Gods, he needed to clear his head before he went brain dead, and spending time with family, other than his dad, helped with that.
My, oh my, this was gonna be an eventful year. _____________________________________________________________
Hehe, there's some Jiper for ya. Poor Jason, being stifled like that... I can relate :(
-Blossom ;)
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hellreads · 4 years
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hello!!! could you recommend some filthy/ explicit maknae line fics, also with good plot?? angst is welcomed too HEHE
hi there love, so I’m not sure if you’re asking for maknae line together in a fic or fics for Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook that contain good plot (this will be a mix of all the genres I read, may contain dark themes and some indulgent pwp as well) + explicit/filthy smut, but I’ll just list them all for you! | 🍒
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Park Jimin
❥ Power Play by @dovechim➴ Pornstar!AU | Jimin x Reader | One-Shot➴ You know him as the A lister of all porn stars; a man who sits pretty in his place at the top of the food chain. But you also know him as the Park Jimin who single handedly humiliated you and ruined your own career as a rookie just starting out, the epitome of the biggest dick in the entire industry… and you’re not talking about his assets. But when Park Jimin comes to you, saying he’s in a slump that only you can get him out of and begs you to sign an exclusive contract with him; things get messy… in more ways than one.
❥ Me, You, and This Thing Between Us by @boymeetsweevil➴ Married/Pregnancy!AU | Jimin x Reader | One-Shot➴ You’re pregnant and Jimin is… happy about it.
❥ Bless Me Father by tesselate➴ Priest!AU | Jimin x Reader | One-Shot➴ There is a charm about the forbidden that makes it unspeakably desirable. - Mark Twain
❥ Side to Side by @forgottenpasta➴ Idol/Therapist!AU | Jimin x Reader | One-Shot➴ Jimin loves massages and as his physical therapist it’s your duty to help him relax. Even if it means blurring professional boundaries and going a little too deep with your “hands on” approach.
❥ Otherworldly by @sinning-on-a-sunday➴ Coraline!AU | Jimin x Reader | Two-Shot➴ When you discover a tiny door in your home that leads to a much better version of your own life, it seems too good to be true. little do you know, the man posing as your boyfriend may be a lot more dangerous than you care to admit. and he is not intent on letting you leave.
❥ Dear Father by @gukptune➴ Priest!AU | Jimin x Reader | One-Shot➴ Drowned in their belief that a demon has encased itself to your soul, your parents send you away to be cleansed.
❥ Eradicate by @gukptune➴ Purge!AU | Jimin x Reader | One-Shot➴ A hotel intern finds himself trapped between death and lust.
❥ Neighbors by @jkeuphoriadreamland➴ Neighbor/Stalker!AU | Jimin x Reader | Series➴ Finally achieving your successes in life you never expected the distraction that came with your new hot neighbor. He, however, had been trying to get your attention for a much different reason.
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Kim Taehyung
❥ Effervescence by fringesofsanity➴ Idol/Secret Affair!AU | Taehyung x Reader | Series➴ Just like the fizz of a cola on a hot summer’s day, your encounter with Taehyung is short but sparkly sweet.ORGetting married in three months, you and your girls attend Ultra Miami to cap your single life, a final hurrah of some sort. What you didn’t expect is meeting a beguiling boy with a boxy smile who gives you a festival you’ll forever reminisce.
❥ Teddy by @dom-joonie➴ FWB!AU | Taehyung x Reader | One-Shot➴ //
❥ Of Lace and Lust by @hobidreams➴ BFF/F2L!AU | Taehyung x Reader | One-Shot➴ Friendship rule number one: don’t imagine how amazing your bestfriend’s cock would feel inside you. except that’s all you can think about after accidentally discovering Taehyung’s kink for panties. specifically, the lacy ones you’re so fond of wearing.
❥ Slow Burn by fringesofsanity➴ Idol/Escort!AU | Taehyung x Reader | Series➴ He was just supposed to be one of those clients. But then he gives you a night you’ll never forget.
❥ Aperture by @maliby➴ Idol/Fanboy!AU | Taehyung x Reader | One-Shot➴ You met Taehyung at a fansign and you knew right away that he was trouble, are you willing to risk it all for a fan?
❥ Hush Baby by @jimio-nnie➴ Idol/MUA!AU | Taehyung x Reader | One-Shot➴ You’re a new staff at BigHit entertainment and it will be your first time in participating in their photoshoot as a makeup artist. What happened if you got left behind by your seniors and unknowingly ended up sitting in the same van as BTS; more specifically on your celebrity-crush’s laps? It wouldn’t take long until the friction against his crotch peaked your arousal.
❥ Baby, Oh Baby by @jungkookiebus➴ Lovers/Pregnancy!AU | Taehyung x Reader | One-Shot➴ Taehyung and you have been trying for months to get pregnant; you’ve tried crazy diets, stuck to your calendar, got him to diet, but it’s all been for nothing. No matter how healthy your doctor says you are, you can’t conceive. Taehyung tries everything within his power to show you that everything is going to be okay and for one night he makes you forget all about the calendars, schedules, and all the crazy things that came with you trying to have a baby.
❥ A Matter of Shyness by @jjungkookislife➴ College/Sex Worker/Lovers!AU | Taehyung x Reader | Series➴ Taehyung is your regular college student, who happens to do sex work on the side to pay his bills, who just happens to have a crush on Y/n from Sociology class. She has no idea she’s been thirsting over Taehyung (Kim95) and he has no idea she’s been following him on all his NSFW platforms.
❥ Fill You Up by @littlemisskookie➴ Married/Pregnancy!AU | Taehyung x Reader | Series➴ Your husband’s been very horny since you got pregnant.
❥ Dichotomy by @kpopfanfictrash➴ Arranged Marriage!AU | Taehyung x Reader | One-Shot➴ You hate him. He hates you. It’s a fine line though, isn’t it – between love and hate?
❥ Flower Arrangements by @iq-biased➴ Lovers/Pregnancy!AU | Taehyung x Reader | One-Shot➴ From the moment you met Taehyung, his flourish for life drew you in completely. It wasn’t long before you fell head over heels for the tattoo artist who was so wrong for you, it felt right. But your story hasn’t always been an easy one, and just recently it’s become a whole lot more complicated…
❥ Partition by @iq-biased➴ Mafia/Infidelity!AU | Taehyung x Reader | Series➴ Namjoon. Head of one of the fiercest gangs in Seoul, and your boyfriend. You know he has been working on something big lately. Whatever it is, he’s keeping it very quiet. So quiet, that you’re beginning to doubt whether he’ll ever get any time with you.But when his driver, the infamous Kim Taehyung, is tasked with taking you home during a date-gone-wrong, he’s got nothing but time for you. And time is something you’re finding it really hard to resist…
❥ Blush by @bang-tan-bitches➴ Idol!AU | Taehyung x Reader | One-Shot➴ “Will you kiss me here?”
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Jeon Jungkook
❥ My Way by @ellieljade➴ FUBU/Infidelity!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series➴ Jungkook doesn’t appreciate your boyfriend’s insistence that he stop sleeping with you and he knows just how to prove that you like it his way.
❥ Illicit Photography by @jkeuphoriadreamland➴ Photography/Student!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series➴ You’re a well-respected university professor who assigns a portfolio project to your photography students, but your best student, Jungkook, doesn’t follow the rules very well.
❥ Taken at Dusk by @yeontanismypresident➴ Hybrid/University/Stalker!AU | Jungkook x Reader (x Hoseok) | Series ➴ The moment you sauntered into the party, his gaze was locked in on your form. Everywhere you went, his eyes followed along, not wanting to lose you in the huge crowd of sweaty bodies. There was something about you that drove his instincts wild. Was it your scent? Your attitude? The manner in which you held yourself? He didn’t have a clue and he couldn’t have cared less, so long as you were his and his only. And he would do anything to make that happen.
❥ Skirt Chasers by @koo1aid➴ University/F2L!AU | Jungkook x Reader | One-Shot➴ “Baggy clothes are in, but you wouldn’t know that, Miss I Draw Inspiration From Catholic School Girls.”
❥ Milestone by @koo1aid➴ Brother’s Best Friend/University!AU | Jungkook x Reader | One-Shot➴ Part of you is touched that Jungkook really has been there for every milestone in your life. The other part wishes he hadn’t shown up looking so ridiculously sexy.
❥ Blackjack by @kpopfanfictrash➴ Mafia/Lovers!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series ➴ Bangtan is one of the most vicious mafias on the west coast. Only six members are known by name though, with a mysterious seventh member dubbed only as ‘the shadow.’ When you become indebted to the worst of the worst – how, exactly can you find a way out?
❥ Chasing Butterflies by @ddaenggtan➴ Nerd/Jock/University!AU | Jungkook x Reader | One-Shot➴ You never meant to be a jock in school. the volleyball team had just needed people and you were there and then you had a knack for it. you just happened to be good at it and went with it. similar to how you saw jeon jungkook in your friend’s orientation group and thought he was absolutely radiant and just went with it. for two years. you’ve spent the entire time pining from afar, mostly because you always seem to make a fool of yourself when he’s around, but also because jungkook is part of that exclusive crowd, the ones that you never can seem to penetrate: the weebs. that is, until your friends get sick of your hopeless pining and decide to do something about it.
❥ Sugarplum Elegy by @bymoonchild➴ FWB/F2L!AU | Jungkook x Reader | One-Shot➴ You know no bounds nor depth with Jungkook. While your fuck buddy loves sleeping in your bed and doing laundry for you with his favourite fabric softener, you are in love with a mysterious honeyed, velvety voice on Soundcloud. All’s fine, until you find out that the voice that metaphors your heart to a sweet sugarplum melody actually belongs to the boy who has been taking up a special spot in your bed and in your heart, strumming at your heartstrings all this while.Or, Jungkook has one braincell, but it’s heart-shaped.
❥ DNA by @btssavedmylifeblr➴ Breeding/Dystopia!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series➴ Jungkook’s career is in jeopardy when he begins falling for a woman he’s supposed to impregnate.
❥ Bite Me by @jeonsweetpea➴ Vampire/Fuckboy!AU | Jungkook x Reader | One-Shot➴ You’re not very fond of your fuckboy blood donor, who’s an open masochist.
❥ Block Party by @minlucent➴ E2L/Neighbors/Fuckboy!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series➴ Moving into your new apartment brings back memories of your biggest mistake.
❥ New Rules by @tayegi➴ University/Frat/Sports!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series➴ //
❥ The Kids Aren’t Alright by @sketchguk➴ FWB/F2L!AU | Jungkook x Reader | One-Shot➴ Sneaking around with Jeongguk during your Christian retreat is complicated when you’re both dedicated to your jobs as co-youth group counselors at your father’s ministry.
❥ The Fitting by @noona-la-la-la➴ Idol/Staff!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series➴ The younger Jungkook has a workplace crush on you, but you let the flattery get to you and make a proposition you can’t take back.
❥ Sleepy by @floralseokjin➴ Lovers/Domestic!AU | Jungkook x Reader | One-Shot➴ Jungkook’s never too sleepy for sex…
❥ Altar Boy by @gukptune➴ Church/Cult!AU | Jungkook x Reader | One-Shot➴ Altar boys tend to serve a much higher purpose than lighting candles in the church, though those purposes may be seen as sinful in the eyes of god.
❥ Secret Slut by @jeonsweetpea➴ Office/Christmas!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Two-Shot➴ Jungkook accidentally gifts you, his boss, a sex toy for Secret Santa.
❥ What’s Mine is Mine by @avveh➴ Idol/Fangirl!AU | Jungkook x Reader | One-Shot➴ You caught his eye from day one. As far as Jungkook was concerned, you were always meant to be his.
❥ Lust and Errors by @imaginethisbts➴ Step-Siblings!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series➴ Step brother, fuck buddy… They were one and the same now. But what started out as some mindless fucking game, quickly turns into something much more difficult and complex.
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Maknae Line (x2/x3)
❥ Number 23 by fringesofsanity➴ BFF/FWB!AU | Jimin x Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | One-Shot➴ Your good friends - Taehyung, Jimin and Jungkook - find your bucket list and helps you fulfill the 23rd item.
❥ The Pearl of the Temptation by vultras➴ Maid!AU | Jimin x Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | Series➴ You are working as a maid when you’re suddenly in charge of cleaning the shared apartment of Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook. One night you happen to be working late when Jimin stumbles into the apartment drunk. You help him to his room and he forces you to help him change out of his clothes. You try your best but you quickly realize the situation has turned for the worst when his erotic expressions turn you on- and what’s worse? Jungkook happens to be there egging you on… what started as an innocent job turns into something you only thought happened in dreams.
❥ Maid for You by @forgottenpasta➴ Idol/Maid!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | One-Shot➴ As Bangtan’s dorm maid you’re expected to be professional, your identity anonymous. Until Jeongguk finds you on your knees beside his bed, with his rolex in your hand.
❥ Right of Way by fringesofsanity➴ Infidelity!AU | Jimin x Reader x Jungkook | Series➴ In theory, things were simple: your best friend was Jungkook’s girlfriend while your boyfriend, Jimin, was Jungkook’s best friend. In reality, things weren’t always that simple. And mutually exclusive.
❥ When You Least Expect It by @johobi➴ F2L!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | Series➴ You’re in love with your childhood friend, Taehyung. The problem is, you treasure your friendship with him far too much to ever risk losing it. Oh, and he’s quite the Casanova. At your wits’ end with feelings you can no longer hide as diligently as you once did, you ask him to set you up with someone, anyone, in a last ditch attempt to avoid a heartbreaking conversation.
❥ Shameless by @imaginethisbts➴ Party/Voyeurism!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | One-Shot➴ Taehyung’s the new guy in town, just trying to make some friends. And when Jungkook invites him to a party, he thinks he’s finally gotten a good opportunity to meet some new people. But what he doesn’t expect is witnessing his new friend Jungkook and his girlfriend, you, getting it on in front of him, and all of the other guys, at this so-called party.  
❥ Clandestine by @ditzymax➴ Assassin!AU | Taehyung x Named OC x Jungkook | Series➴ As a professional assassin, Kim Kinsoo has many shrouded secrets in her life. Some of them she shares openly with her loving boyfriend, but there are other things he must never know.
❥ Jimin, Please Don’t Take My Man by @countrysundae & @hobiwonder➴ E2L/Office/Law!AU | Jimin x Reader x Jungkook | Two-Shot➴ And in that moment, you made the most selfish proclamation to yourself in your head, looking at the two men in front of you, one a devil and one an angel. You would make Jeon Jungkook yours - in some way, somehow. You would not let Park Jimin win this round.
❥ In the Dark by @caramelkth➴ FWB!AU | Jimin x Reader x Jungkook | One-Shot➴ Jungkook and Jimin have a very short attention span, and when you three are lost in the middle of nowhere with a truck that won’t drive, they find you to busy themselves with.
❥ Don’t Swallow by @gotmetalkinginmysleep➴ Idol/Poly!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Maknae? | One-Shot➴ Admitting your inner thoughts with your partner wasn’t a sensible idea.
❥ Money, Power, Respect by @minnpd➴ Married/Gang!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | One-Shot➴ //
❥ Cherry by @kpopstories ➴ FWB!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | Series❥➴ “Forgive me, ____.” He was whispering now. 
“We didn’t get back together.”You felt his hands skirt down your sides and it made you shiver a little. He was pressing his body against yours and his skin felt like the sun, warm and achingly pleasant. You were no longer worried about the wet clothes you had on, but only the scent of him. He smelled like rain and barely-there cologne and deodorant. He smelled like the man you had been sleeping with for months and who you hadn’t been with for two weeks. He smelled like desperation. Well, maybe you made that part up, but it felt right so you let him hug you tighter even as you asked,
“Are you still considering it?”
❥ House of Cards by @aiimaginesbts➴ Exes/Infidelity!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | Series➴ A love from high school days lasted until marriage. Just not yours.
❥ The Doms Next Door by @tatertotthethot➴ Tattoo/Poly!AU | Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook | Series➴ In which you unknowingly accept the offer to become a tattoo model for the two, sexually-crazed men next door.
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The River We Run From
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The death of a friend is something no one truly heals from but that friends ghost returns begging Jungkook to save Yoongi he has to bring the gang back together and that really isn't going to be easy...they haven't talked in like two years.
OT7 
word count: 4k
genre: Coming of age
warnings: Character death, mentions of drugs and Alcohol, tissues may be required 
A/N: inspired by Anohana, Bridge To Terabithia and a few others I thinks. I’m like super dyslexic so apologies for all my errors 
Not edited hehe
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Youth is a funny thing. 
It’s the shortest part of our life, yet it’s the part we hold dearest to our hearts. Looking back on the memories we shared with our childhood friends, some of who are now either married, successful, maybe even dead. But that’s okay because we’ll always have those memories even if we crumble like dried flower petals.
Our lives are an ever-flowing river that we just can’t run from.
“Give it back!” A frustrated Jungkook barked.
“Aw, can’t reach all the way up here, shorty?” 
Jungkook pulled at Hoseok’s arm, trying to reclaim his now stolen banana milk. The boys playfully bickered out behind the usual hangout spot, Rose's Shake Shack, home of the best waffles you’ll ever taste. They usually found themselves there each day after school or before they headed over to their hut on weekends. Today was a typical Sunday, Seokjin and Namjoon were inside getting their food while the rest hung outback.
“Hoseok, don’t be lame. Give the kid his milk!” Yoonji giggled, punching his arm softly.
“I’m only a year younger than you guys!”
Jungkook turned slightly to avoid his milk being stolen again; he sipped it, giving the least threatening glare ever to exist. Hoseok laughed, wrapping his arm around Jungkook, pulling him into his chest as he booped the younger's nose.
“Ah, Kook, you're the closest thing I have to a baby brother, so you bet your tiny ass I'm gonna tease you every chance I get.”
“Hobi, don’t you think you’ve teased him enough for today?” Yoonji chirped, nudging her shoulder into his.
Hoseok felt himself get flustered, turning a subtle shade of pink at her sudden proximity. Turning on his heel, he rigidly made his way over to the others as they spray painted their mark on the back of the Shake Shack wall. He looked anything but casual, earning a giggle from both Jungkook and Yoonji.
Jimin was bouncing on his toes, feeling anxiety rise in his stomach. He wasn't typically one for trouble. Still, he'd go along with anything his friends wanted, even if it meant vandalizing all their favourite places with spray paint. He stood there watching as Taehyung and Yoongi worked together, perched upon the rubbish bins in order to reach the designated spot.  
Jimin puffed out his rosy cheeks in frustration, shoving his hands into his fluffy jumper, trying to calm his nerves.
"Tae, hurry up! Someone's gonna catch us!" He eventually cracked, voice jittery.
Taehyung glanced down at the nervous boy, pushing his unruly curls out of his face with a short burst of air. He flashed him a reassuring smile.
"You can’t rush a masterpiece." Taehyung joked.
"You've drawn exact thing like four times already." Jimin countered. "Need I reminded you this is the first time we’re doing this in daylight?’
Hoseok let out a sigh, tugging at Jimin's jumper to attract his attention.
"Don’t sweat it, it’s all under control. Jin and Joon are inside ordering loads of food. The staff is distracted. No one is gonna notice us." Hoseok reassured him.
"Besides, no one ever comes back here." Yoongi piped up from beside Taehyung, placing the cap back onto his can of spray paint.
"You know the only reason we’re doing it now and not later is because it’s gonna rain all week, so it’s best we just get it over with while we have the time." He continued, helping Taehyung tuck the rest of the art supplies back into his bag. Taehyung zipped it shut, hopping down onto the floor with Yoongi following.
"We could have waited till after the rain," Jimin grumbled, mostly to himself.
"Are you guys done yet?"
Everyone turned to see Seokjin and Namjoon holding paper bags, presumably full of their food.
"You bet! We’re good to go." Yoongi took the backpack from Taehyung, swinging it over his shoulder. Languidly, he walked over to Seokjin, grabbing one of the bags, "Shall we head up to the hut then?"
"Ugh, but it rained earlier. It'll be all wet, won't it?" Jimin scrunched his nose.
"No shit, it’ll be wet. Don’t be a baby, let’s bounce!" Yoongi answered, already heading off. The others began to trail behind, Yoonji pinching Jimin’s cheek teasingly as she passed the now grumpy boy.
"I’m not a baby..." Jimin grumbled, resisting the urge to stomp his foot.
"Yeah, yeah, I know, now let’s go before the snackage gets cold." Yoongi's gaze wandered back to look at Jimin trailing behind them, who had crossed his arms over his chest, bottom lip jutting out slightly.
Jimin was cute.
Even when mad, he still managed to be somewhat endearing, something that everyone – even Yoongi – couldn't deny.
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 The squelch of wet leaves under their feet echoes as they wander through the forest. A soft golden light falls over them as the evening rolls around. The gang head towards the bridge to their hut, Yoongi as always leads the way as he carries Taehyung’s backpack and one of the food bags. Namjoon jogs past Seokjin and Jungkook holding hands to get to Yoongi helping him by taking the food from him. Taehyung picks up a fallen tree branch and starts hitting the trees as he passes them.
A playful smirk grows on Jimin’s face as he bends to pick up a branch of his own lightly hitting Taehyung on the back with it. Only for him to stop dead in his tracks to look at Jimin, for a split second Jimin thought he’d done something wrong.
‘Oh, now you’re in for it’ a familiar box-like grin settles on his face as he chases after Jimin, their giggles fill the woodlands around them. Taehyung swings the branch back only to hit Jungkook, cutting his hand.
‘Ouch!’ 
Not realising he continues chasing Jimin. Jungkook covers his now sore spot as Seokjin pats his head lovingly.
‘Don’t worry I’ll put a plaster on it when we get there’ Jungkook looks at his friends then back at Seokjin and smiles sweetly.
‘Nah, I’m tuff I don’t need a plaster’
‘Jungkook you’re bleeding’
He looks at his hand the back at Seokjin, smiles, then licks the blood off.
‘No, I’m not’
Seokjin scrunches his face in disgust.
‘Ew’ 
Not far behind the others is Hoseok carrying Yoonji on his back. She shifts on Hoseok, slightly lifting his fuzzy jumper, to looking up at the trees above. She traced the outline of the trees with her fingers, Hoseok never really understood why she always did this but he guessed that’s just how she absorbed the world around her. 
‘I love it here and if I could live in these trees I would, forever.’ 
He smiles to himself. He adored how much she loved these woods. She was the one that had convinced them to explore it all those years back, he thinks it was when there were about seven? Had she not insisted they probably would never have found the old hut and claimed it as their place, or maybe someone else would have found it before they did? He can’t imagine not having that hut. They had so many memories there, Like when Jungkook fell off the roof on to Namjoon breaking both their arms or Seokjin making Jimin laugh so hard he peed. He chuckles at the memory. A heat burns his cheeks as he remembers one specific memory.
His first kiss.
It was only a few months ago when he’d turned fourteen, they’d all decided to sleepover in the hut and when the others had been asleep Yoonji had kissed him. He remembers the way his heart did flips, how her lips were so soft. He’d opened up to her about how he was scared to do it and shed offered to kiss him so it was with someone he trusted, she’d done it as a favour not because she liked him. He really needed to tell her how he felt.
Because he really liked her.
He glances back at her again. She’s smiling up at the trees again. 
‘The rain makes everything all shiny. It’s beautiful’.
He smiles ‘yeah beautiful.’
He switches his gaze back to look at the others wanting to hide his now blushing face from her. He put her down as they reached the bridge she adjusted her jeans retucking her sweater into them. They watched as Yoongi and Namjoon walked across, Hoseok smiled remembering how they built it from tree branches they had found around the forest. They had a little help from Jungkook’s carpenter father. But it was theirs. Something they had made together. They’d even carved their names into the wooden railing, he lets out a soft laugh remembering how Jimin had cut his finger only for Taehyung and Yoongi to argue over would help him. 
It creaked as they crossed, they didn’t notice, they just happily sang along to their current favourite song ‘Wonderwall’. It was the norm, they’d spend their days causing a little trouble around town then head off to their not to secret hut, that they’d spent years decorating it with useless nicknacks from all around the forest and town. Jimin had supplied the comfort and entertainment of course. Beanbags, games, a table and a few fairy lights all there thanks to his very giving mother. granted she only got him these things because she felt bad for what she’d done.
But even though these guilt gifts made him feel bad they made his friends happy so he was okay with it.
‘Tae, key please.’
Taehyung smiles taking off his necklace that held the key to the hut placing it in Yoongi’s hand. He kicks the door open after unlocking it, passing Taehyung back the key he drops the food jumping into the beanbags.
‘Anyone notice the river was like, higher than normal?’ Seokjin asks no one in particular.
‘Probably because it rained a lot last night, it’s gonna get higher tomorrow since it’s gonna rain again all night’ Namjoon answers.
‘Jimin pass me a soda’
Jimin chucks Hoseok the first one he pulled out of their soda basket, it was November so it was cold enough for the sodas to not need a freezer. Seokjin nudges him.
‘Still want me to pierce your ears?’
Smiling wide Jimin sings a sweet little ‘yes!’
Jungkook looks around at his friends as he rests his head on Namjoon who was of course reading yet another comic book. He loved watching his friends. He always felt so safe and at home with them. It was a feeling he craved when they were apart. This was the usual. Taehyung would draw while Yoonji sat with him and watched. Hoseok and Yoongi would always play fight, sometimes they’d go a bit far and have to be broken up, but they always smiled after even if they had a bloody nose. He looks at where Seokjin and jimin sat, watching as Seokjin slices an apple. 
‘Ready Jimin?’ Jimin nods unsurely but he trusted Seokjin. He places one hand on Seokjin’s leg, he’s not sure why he just wants something to grab on to. Seokjin places an apple slice under Jimin’s earlobe.
Ah, it’s cold, Jimin thinks.
Seokjin settles the needle on his ear as gently as he could.
‘On three okay’ He looks into Jimin’s eyes checking if he was really okay with this. He nods again, but more at ease this time.
‘One’ Jimin’s eyes close tight.
‘Two-’ Jimin’s gasps as Seokjin pierced his ear a second earlier.
‘You big fat liar! What happened to three!’’
‘Three’ he smirked holding back a laugh.
‘That’s not funny!’ Jimin whines grabbing a pillow to hit Seokjin repeatedly as his window wiper laugh fills the hut. ‘Stop laughing! You jerk you tricked me!’
Yoonji giggles and turns to look at Taehyung, she expects to hear his deep giggles. But he isn’t giggling at all.
‘Tae. Are you okay?’ She places her hand on his shoulder showing her concern. Taehyung turns to look at her he sniffs as if he’s holding back tears.
‘I um, I’m just thinking about how it’s getting darker earlier and I don’t wanna go home…at least not yet’
She rests her hand on his and offers that beautiful smile they all loved so much.
‘I know things are hard at home, you can always stay over at mine and Yoongi’s tonight. Mamma won’t mind’ rubbing his eyes he gives her a soft smile nodding. She places her hands on his bread cheeks cupping his face lovingly brushing a tear away with her thumb. 
‘Your starting’ 
Namjoon mocks as he nudges Hoseok who’d come to sit with him and Jungkook.
‘What?’
‘At Yoonji. Your staring’
‘I was just. She has a nice smile’ he looks at his hands fumbling with his fingers. He refused to look at Namjoon. He knows what he’s thinking. Of course he knows. He’d caught them the other month when they’d kissed. It was all Hoseok had thought about since.
‘You know Yoongi would be cool if u tell him how you feel about her-‘
He presses his hand to Namjoon’s mouth. ‘Shhhh! I can’t tell my best friend I kissed his sister and now it’s all I can think about!’
‘Well why not?’ He questions removing Hoseok’s hand from his face. ‘I mean you just told me so why not?’
‘I just. Not yet okay. I’m still unsure what I feel anyway I don’t wanna put that on him or her until I understand what’s even happening in my head’
Namjoon nods in response.
Yoongi moves from the beanbags over to his sister to lay his head on her lap.
She begins playing with his hair. Stopping to look at him.
‘Hey Yoonie. I wanna dye my hair. Green I wanna dye it green.’
He sits up to face her properly. ‘Like bright green? That sounds kinda gross but if that’s what you want-‘
‘No like mint green. But I don’t wanna do it alone.’ She clasps her hands together looking at him hoping he gets what she’s asking without actually having to ask.
‘Mint green. You’d be mint Yoonji.’ He snickers. ‘and I guess that’ll make me mint Yoongi’
She screams hugging him ‘Best brother EVER!’ 
He’s not. He just knows their parents will flip if she does it alone but if they both do it it’ll listen the blow. Honestly, he’d do anything for her, she was his other half. Always getting him out of trouble. If anything he owed it to her to do this because really if ether of them was the best sibling ever. It was her.
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 ‘Goodnight!’
‘See ya tomorrow!’
They part ways outside the forest and set on their ways home. Jimin and Namjoon walk up the hill as Jin enters his house, he’s lucky his house is right by the forest entrance. Taehyung sets off going with the Mins and Hoseok, normally jungkook would join but.
‘Crap! I dropped my tamagotchi!’
‘Want us to come with you to get it?’ Yoonji offers but he shakes his head.
‘Nah I’m all good’ he heads off as Yoongi yells after him.
‘Are you sure dude?!’
Jungkook gives them a thumbs up before jogging back into the trees. He knows they worry about him since he’s the youngest but he is 13! He can handle himself.
I mean yeah sure it’s dark. And cold. And scary.
Maybe I should have had them come along he thinks.
He reaches the bridge and he sees it. His tamagotchi was just by the river bank.
Must have fallen out my pocket.
He crouches to pick it up cleaning the mud off with his sleeve. He feels a drop of water on his neck, looking up he feels another boop his nose.
Rain great.
He stands turning quickly as he senses someone’s presence.
‘Well lookie here boys we found ourselves a wild bunny’
‘How’s it hangin bunny boy?’
The two boys walk closer. Jungkook knew who it was, it may have been dark but he’d recognise those fire red curls and blond bowl but anywhere. These boys where splinters under his nails that he just couldn’t get rid of.
‘Eddie, James, I’m not looking for trouble. I-I just wanted to find something I dropped.’
‘We don’t give a shit’ Eddie says pushing Jungkook. He stumbles and catches himself on the bridge. He looks up a tear rolling down his cheek, he knew what was coming. He should be used to this by now they beat him up every chance they get.
‘Please it’s cold I just wanna go home. I’ll give you my tamagotchi.’
He hands them his toy only for them to burst into laughter. James snatches it ‘you’ve gotta be shitting me! You play with this shit? What are you 5?’
He wants to say no or just anything but he doesn’t. James chucks it up and catches it a couple of times. ‘Hm wonder if your lil toy pet can swim’
Without a second thought he chucks it into the river, looking proud of himself he turns to his buddy. They give each other a mowing look. Jungkook feels it right across his cheek. A sharp punch. He gets up and tries to run across but the Eddie pulls him back by his jumper and they start hitting him over and over he can hear the bridge creak and crack under him.
‘Okay that’s enough’ James pulls Eddie off him. ‘Let’s go man!’
‘See ya later bunny boy’ Eddie spits running his hands through his hair.
Jungkook watches as they disappear into the dark curls up into a ball he just cries. He can hear them laughing. Their laughter fades as they get further away then all he could hear was the rain dropping around him and the loud rush of the river below. He wished it would crack under him taking him into the water below.
He struggles to sit up. I can’t think like that! He scolds his thoughts. He tries to think positive but his heart hurt so much. He just wanted to know what he did that made them hate him so much.
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 It’s monday. Jungkook loved monday’s. He gets to go to school and see his best friends. He stumbled out of bed falling flat on his face, a pained grown escapes his mouth. He’s clearly still in hurting from last night.
‘Jungkook? Are you alright’ he laughs to himself his mother clearly heard his epic face plant.
‘I’m okay, don’t worry ma’
He runs downstairs, not easily, and out the door. He knows he can’t eat breakfast at home because his mum will see all his bruises so he crosses the road to the Min’s house. He’s never been so thankful they lived across the street. He opens their door, It’s almost never locked, and heads into the kitchen to see the twins and Tae. They’re sitting at the table eating what he guessed was their mother’s oh so delicious blueberry pancakes.
‘Hi, guys!’
‘Hey kookie’ Yoonji greeted as he brother mumbles his hello with a mouth full of food, his sister wipes his face as some syrup drips down his chin.
She always babies him must be nice to have a sister Jungkook observes how she giggles at Yoongi opening his mouth to show all mushed up food. Yeah, it must be great.
‘Jungkook. What happened to your face?’ Taehyung points cause if the twins to actually look at their young friend probably.
‘Dude what the fuck?’ Yoongi stands.
Yoonji walks up to him gently placing her hands on his face. Yoongi speaks again.
‘Who did that to you! I’ll beat their ass!’
Jungkook shushes them not wanting their mum to come into the kitchen.
‘Our mums at work Jungkook. Tell us what happened’ Yoonji looking into his eyes almost likes she trying to read his mind.
‘I’m fine haha I ugh fell out of bed!’
‘Jungkook.’
‘I just. I don’t want to talk about it’
Three older friends look between themselves. Yoongi sighs ‘you know Jin won’t let it slide this time Kook. None of us will, this is the third time this month you’ve looked like this.’
‘It’s Eddie and James isn’t it.’ Jungkook freezes for a moment. He looks at Taehyung. ‘I know it’s them Kookie. I’ve seen them spit balls at you in class. I’ve had my suspicions for a while.’
‘Tae please I just. I don’t want to talk about it!’
‘Fine’ Yoonji hugs him ‘but please tell someone someday? Please’
‘If you don’t Kook I will’ He knows Yoongi means that. He knows he has to tell. He’s just scared, he already feels weak the idea of having his friends save him makes him feel worse.
Without another word they finish their food and head out to meet the others on their way to school. It was a Monday he refused to let Eddie and James get to him. After all he loved Mondays.
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 ‘Stupid rain! It’s been like this all day! I wanted to go to the hut!’ Yoongi moans pouting resting on the couch with his head in his hands as he stares out the window at the dark and gloomy world outside Jin’s house.
They always went to Jin’s on a monday for dinner. His dad cooked a mean spaghetti that they just couldn’t get enough of.
‘It’s to wet and cold for us to go to the hut’
‘Jimin we can just wrap up warm and take umbrellas!’ Yoongi turns to Jimin pouting. He knows Jimin can’t say no to a Yoongi pout.
‘Ahhhh! Jin save me, tell him no! I’m weak!’ He buries his face into Jin’s side to avoid seeing the deadly puppy eyes he knows Yoongi is making at him.
‘Yoongi if we go out we’ll catch a cold!’
‘Come on not even for like ten minutes?’ Yoonji questions.
‘Not you too! Please don’t make me go into the cold!’ Jimin whines.
The twins both come close to Jin pouting with their hands pressed together in a cute pleading manner, Jin like Jimin was weak to the pouts of the twins. But he had to stay strong he knows it’ll be too dangerous to go there now. Hoseok and Jungkook join them earning a laugh from Namjoon and Taehyung.
‘Guys no!’ Jin tries to be sound as stern as his dad does only to sound unsure of himself. 
Taehyung jumps in ‘come on “dad” live a little we’ve done worse.’
‘Valid point’ Jin recalls the time they decided to go to their hut when it snowed only to get snowed in. They all caught a cold but at least they got a week of school.
‘Please Jin’
‘Pleaseeeeee’
Everyone but Jimin was begging now, he doesn’t think they should but. ‘Fine it’s just a bit of rain’
Jimin sits up suddenly ‘this group is going to be the death of me!’
Jin smiles but he makes them all wrap up warm with hats and gloves getting Hoseok and Yoongi to grab the umbrellas from the cupboard under his staircase. Taehyung helps Jimin put on his mittens, Namjoon coming up behind him putting Taehyung’s beanie over his curls.
It takes what feels like forever for them to reach the bridge. Jungkook thinks it’s because it’s freezing and they’re all soaking wet so it feels like longer. He knows they all regret coming out but they won’t turn back now, because in Yoongi’s words ‘well we’re wet now if we go back we’ll have got soaked for nothing’
Jungkook noticed something was off. He didn’t know what but something felt wrong like they should be there, he could tell Jin thought the same but didn’t want to be a buzz kill.
The forest floor was slippery. They struggled to walk as their shoes kept getting stuck in the mud. Yoonji didn’t want them all to be miserable so she started to sing the theme song from ‘Friends’ she smiled when she heard the boys do the clap in response soon joining in with her to sing.
She was always the best at lifting their spirits. Their glue. She always made sure they had fun no matter what. It’s because she knew that their little friendship bubble was all most of them had, life had been cruel to them all their group was everything to all of them. Especially her.
‘It’s scarier than usual’ Jungkook looks down at the river bellow. They’d reached the bridge pretty quick but as soon as they saw how high and fast it was the mood switched back to an uncertain one. Jungkook feels a hand on his shoulder.
It’s Yoongi.
‘It’s just water Kookie, we drink it and that never harms us’ his statement causes Namjoon to give him a funny look.
‘But the water we drink isn’t moving at a high speed.’
‘true’ Yoongi laughs as he strolls across the bridge.
Creek.
He turns on his heels when he gets to the other side.
‘See nothing to be scared of.’
Jimin turns too Taehyung ‘can we go together? I’m a little scared’ Tae happily holds his mitten covered hand as they walk across.
Creek.
Hoseok looks over the river bank to see the rushing water, he lets out a huff and turns to Yoonji.
‘See you on the other side Sunshine’ smiling at her he moonwalks onto the bridge.
Creek.
Stopping halfway giving his friends a twirl before walking off.
‘Show off!’ yoonji yells and he pokes his tongue out at her.
It was Namjoon’s turn. He walked closer to look at the river, the water was harsh and dark. He stands there motionless as the rain peppered his face with cold kisses, he’s starting to feel numb his body frozen in fear. He looks up at his friends on the other side. Jimin sandwiches himself between Hoseok and  Yoongi as taehyung jumps up and down clearly they’re cold.
I need to cross I’m holding everyone up. He lifts his leg to cross but its like something is telling him no.
‘I… I can’t, I’m scared’
Yoonji walks up beside him.
‘It’s okay I’ll go. Don’t worry Joonie nothing will happen to you’ she walks to the middle and looks back at him and she smiles. She turns to walk again and slips falling to her knees.
Creek.
The boy’s hearts drop.
‘I’m okay, I’m okay’ she gets up holding onto the barrier her eyes meet Hoseok’s, she smiles sweetly as the cool wind blows her hair. He smiles back at her.
SNAP!
Then everything went in slow motion. Hoseok’s heart drops Taehyung’s eyes go wide as Yoongi lunges his body forward pushing Jimin off him, he falls flat on the floor but all he could do was stare at the bridge as it broke under her. Namjoon gasps hard enough for the cold air to burn his lungs, Jin’s grasp on Jungkook tightens so much hell definitely have a bruise there the next day but none of that mattered. Because right before their eyes the one thing that they feared happened. The bridge broke pulling Yoonji into the cruel water below.  
‘YOONJI!’
They scream, all instinctively run down the bank following the river as it drags their friend under like she was nothing more than a leaf that had fallen.
‘YOO-HEL-ME-I’
She tries to scream but her cries are drowned out by the rushing water.  
Jin runs off out of the forest to get help.
Jungkook runs to keep up but trips over a tree root namjoon instinctively stopping to help him. Yoongi and Hoseok sprint ahead of Taehyung and jimin catching up to her. She fights to stay above the water her cries cut right through Yoongi’s heart, she’s terrified and he knows he has to do something.
Anything.
Hoseok yells at her to try and grab the tree branch that was hanging over, she just about reaches it, but she struggles to hold on. It’s slippery and the water taunts them pulling her back away from the edge. The further down the river they ran the higher the bank got and they were running out of ground since there was a small cliff they couldn’t get down. If they don’t get her before then. They’ll never see her again.
‘Don’t worry we’re coming! It’s okay!’ Hoseok screams.
He doesn’t really know if they will be and silently begs for that to be true, he doesn’t want her to panic more than she already is so he has to sound calm. Taehyung runs ahead of Hoseok carting up with Yoongi leaving Jimin to trail behind them. He looks down at her in the water, it’s a terrifying sight. Her arms flailing randomly as she tries to stay up and catch her breath. The river keeps pulling her under each and every time Taehyung’s stomach twisted tears streaming down his cheeks. Yoongi runs ahead and jumped onto a tree that had partly fallen into the river, it’s the only thing keeping him from being pulled in.
‘GRAB ME!’
He reaches out for her to grab his hand.
She forces herself up reaching for him.
Only for their fingers to brush each other.
He goes to dive in after her only for Taehyung to pull him off the tree back to safety. He kicks and screams pleading to let him save her.
Jin runs into the street by the forest’s edge screaming so hard it hurt. All their neighbours started rushing into the pouring rain to see what was going on. Jin stumbles and trips while running as his parents run to him. His mother instantly cradles him in her arms trying to calm him so he could speak.
‘Yoonji-rih-river-she-dra-drowning-help-please-I’m-su-sorry’
He tries to get out but his sobbing made it hard to get a coherent sentence to form. His father yells for others to follow him as the adults run into the forest to see what’s happened.
The Min twins parents run over to Jin asking where their children where and what he means by Yoonji drowning. Of course they knew but they hopped he didn’t mean it. Jin didn’t know if she was still in there or not all he saw was her fall in and he knew they’d need the adults to save her so he left he didn’t know if the others had saved her or if she had saved herself.
He just hoped she’d be okay.
Three days went past.
The boys were all really quiet in class they tried to keep their spirits up. Maybe she’d gotten out and got lost further downstream stream. It was Yoonji after all, the toughest and strongest of them all.
It was around their second class when the boys were called to the heads office their parents already there waiting. The Mins looking particularly distraught. They had to think positive. Maybe it wasn’t distraught, maybe it was just pure tears of joy that she was safe…
Or.
Maybe not.
They had found her body curled up on the river bank about a mile downstream. Needless to say, they broke down screaming and wailing pleading that it was a lie.
But it wasn’t.
Yoonji was dead.
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laraheartstaylor · 6 years
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Meeting @taylorswift - My Experience 💘
The Main Story
It all started on the 5th of October 2017 (Thursday). Taylor Nation dmed me on instagram&tumblr that they needed to speak to me about a confidential eventand asked me the basic information they needed to know. I gave them it and a few minutes later they called!!! They asked to speak to my mum but I wasn’t at home I was at someone’s house so they said they’d call back. They called back a few hours later and told my mum that I was too young to attend the event (secret sessions) and so they’d be sending me a package from Taylor instead! They said the package would arrive on the 11th of October(Wednesday) and the time was to be confirmed. (From the 5th-11th tn we’re keeping in contact with me it was so cool)
So I waited SUPER EXCITEDLY DKCJDKD for just under a week until THE GOLDEN DAY THAT WOULD CHANGE MY LIFE FOREVER rolled around!!!! I went to school and could not concentrate for the whole day of course and then the end of the day came around. I raced home and got changed and waited. Then Taylor nation sent me a dm saying my package would be delivered from 4pm-6pm. So, I went upstairs to the bathroom and sat on the ledge, looking down into the street waiting to see a delivery truck drive down my road. It must’ve been aliens 4:30 when I noticed a man standing in my road wearing head phones and speaking into them. He was looking up my road and at a car that was driving down it. The car parked up in front of my house (I just thought it was someone parking ect). There were two men sat in the front seats and the back ones were blacked out. THEN,, a boy stepped out of the car (so I thought it was just a boy getting dropped of or something) BUT then I noticed he was holding two tope bags that said “rep” on them. AT THIS POINT I WAS LOSING IT, but what was to happen next would KILL ME. A ~BLONDE GODDESS~~ STEPPed OUT OF THE CAR AND STARTED WALKING UP TO MY FRONT DOOR. I WAS RACING DOWN THE STAIRS AND THE KNOCKed On THE DOOR AND I STARTED SHOUTING to MY MUM LIKE SHES HERE ELEKFKKEKFRKFKOEFK!! SO I OPENED THE DOOR AND THERE SHE WAS !!!!!! BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING AND CUTE AND ~THE WOMAN I HAVE ADORED FOR SO MANY YEARS~ STANDING THERE AND THEN SHE HAD THE AUDACITY TO SAY “HEY BUDDY” LIKE OMAY SIS ATTACK ME MORE IM AMREADY DESD OKAY IL SHOOK IM DEAD UK SKCMDCKD uMMMMM PAMYCJEJCKRKFKFKFKEKFRKFKRJFJRJJF I MISS HER SO MUCB SKMFRMKFRKKGMFGMMF IM GOING TO INCLUDE THE CONVERSATION JN TBE NEXT SECTION
sorry guys I tried to keep this chill and neat and professional but ofc you know me I cannot do that!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways next section HERE WE GO JM SOBBING ALRWSDY
The Conversation
Okay sisters I’m going to try to say as much as I can because it’s such a blurrrr !!! I can only remeber bits of the conversations so here we go :,)
So after she decided to attack me with “hey buddy!” and I had stopped speaking gibberish and being super embarrassing (for now) she said “can I see you room?” And wbk I was praying to the heavens that my room was tidy (it was not) so I said “yEAH SURE” and like we went upstairs and LIKE TAYLOR SWIFT WAD WALKING BEHIND ME AND SHE WAS LIKE “you have such a cool house!” LIKE SIS IM ALREADY ATTACKED STOP! And we walked into my room and she said something along the lines of “omg!! I love your room, I saw in your videos it’s really extensive” LIKE SIS WHAT VIDEOS STOP KILLING ME LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!! AND THEN WE TALKED ABOUT STUFF AND THIS IS WHAT I CAN REMEMBER:
“You’re so cute!!!!! *hugs*” MORE THAN ONCE LIKE SHE HUGGED ME MULTIPLE TIMES LIKE UM OKAY UM ILDJDJDJJDDN
BASICALLY TAYLOR TOLD ME BECAUSE SHE WAS GETTING USED TO ALL THE NEW IG FEATURES SHE DIDNT KNOW WHAT A LIVE STREAM ON IG WAS SO SHE WAS LURKING MY PAGE ON THE 6TH OCT (day she joined my live) AND THEN CLICKED ON MY LIVE STREAM WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS AND SHE “FREAKED AND AND THOUGH CAT EMOJI CAT EMOJI” KDKCKDK I ADORE HER
“Oh yeah I love how you love the song how you get the girl”!!
my mind: “SKS WTF MAN YOU CANT DONTHAT LIKE WJP GAVE YOU THE RUGHT SIS NO ATOP THIS JS NOT DAIR IM NOT PREPARED YOU JUST BROUGHT IP TJE SONG I OWE MY LiFE TO”
me: “ OH MY GOD YeSSS I ADORE IT SO MUCH! AND THE DRESS AND EVERYBUNG ITS HONESYLU SO PERFECT!”
Taylor: “oh yeahh haha the light up dress?!!”
mE: “YES!!!!!!!!!!!! That’s the name of my second account hehe” (we love a self promoting queenie😩😩😭)
THEN...
me: *speaking about ibfs*
Taylor: “how do you know all these people?” *smiles*
Me: “LIKE THROUGH YOU”
Taylor: *laughs*
Me: *try to talk about Brits GC without losing it... (moral of the story: i lose it )
Me: *tries to remember Brits usernames and names but I’m tOo dead so gives up and says “should I show you them?”*
Taylor: “yeah yeah”
Me: *shows her them”
Taylor: “that’s so cute! That’s so awesome! They’re just chilling there. Oh yeahhh *giggles* I know a lot of these”
THEN
Me: *speaks about tabby and how great she is*
Taylor: “ooo does she live in the uk?”
Me: nope, she lives in Germany but she sounds a bit American so we have a joke that she’s ‘gemerican’
Taylor: *LauGHS* (AT TABBY AND I’S JOKE WE HAVE HAD FOR AGES)
THEN...
Taylor: “do you want me to sign these posters?”
me: “yes please!!!”*hands pen*
Taylor: “do you want to hear a song from the new album no ones heard yet?”
Me: “UM YES PLEASE “
Taylor: *opens bag, gets out head phones&ipod hands me them* “alright this song is called king of my heart” *plays it on her iPod*
me: *hears what heaven sounds like*&bops super hard
Taylor: *goes around my room signing my posters with her autograph&cute messages*
komh: *ends*
Taylor: “did you like it”
Me:”I LOVED IT!!!”
Taylor:” turns to Patrick* “sUCCESS!!”
THEN...
T: “where are the kitty cats?!”
me: “ we can go downstairs and find them!”
we: *all go downstairs*
We find my cats in the garden and the run away whoops
*we all take photos in my garden*
Then Taylor had the leave to have dinner with her parents ( OH YEAH SHE ALSO SAID “my parents told me to say hi!!” BECAUSE THEYD ALL BEEN stALKING ME TOGETHER)) and we hugged and I was super emo and I told her about a cookie dough place in nyc (@taylorswift sis pls say you’ve been there it’s so good!!!!!!!!) and we hugged for the last time and it was so genuine like patrick watched us hug and he smiled because it was SUCH A CUTE AND TIGHT HUG AND UGH I MISS HER
(Also throughout,, taylor hugged me so much and we took lots of photos too!!)
The Taylor Week- 5th-11th October
So basically between those dates Taylor attacked me more!!!!!!! On the 6th (Friday) she joined my live stream and commented “😻” ONAY SIS EAH JUST KILL ME AHAIN and then on the 8th (Sunday) she just OPENED MY DM AS SOON AS I SENT IT AND ID BASICALLY SAID “thank yOU FOR NOTICING MY BEST FRIENDS ILYYYYYY”
So yeS EXTREMELY ATTSCKED
Highlights
The moments that meant to most to me was (everything of course ) when we spoke about hygtg and I listened to komh and when we hugged so many times :,) but the whole thing was the best day of my life and the brightest highlight of my life!!!!!!!! TAYLOR INMISS YOU SONMUXN BABE HOW ID IT POSSIBME GOW MUCH I MISSS U I DONT GET IT
@taylorswift thank You so mUCH FOR EVERYTHUBG YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME I OWE ALL MY HAPPINESS & MY LIFE TO YOU I MISS UOU BEYOND WORDS AND WOW I JUST ADORE YOU WILL MY WHOLE HEART!!!!!!!! TOUR WAS AMAZING AND IF YOUNSEE THIS INMISS UOU SO MUCH AND YOURE DOING SO WELL!!💗💓💗💗💘💗💗💓💗💗💓💞💘💘💗💓💓💗
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LOVE IS SERENDIPITY
14 last days with Gino.
Let me share this today. Dec. 1 me and Gino decided to meet up for a dinner. Actually, she contacted my Tita Sheryl since he'll go to Australia for good on Dec. 11. At first, I hesitated kasi nga para san pa. Pero naawa ako kay ate Sheryl. Promise! Alam kong gusto nia mkita kay Gino and malaking posibility na matuloy kung kasama ako.
Here it goes. Dinaanan nia ko dito sa bahay at around 7pm. Nag SL pa ko sa office just to have time for him. Inisip ko kasi for the last time, I can do something for him. I want to spend time with him without pressure na malelate ako.
Kumain kame sa Burgoo and he paid the bills. We had our picture. Remembrance. Simula pa lang naiiyak na ko to see him. Damn, I missed this guy. Un lang naisip ko pero I have to compose myself. Good thing people are wearing mask bec of the pandemic and they'll not notice it.
Uwian na. And both of us are so quiet then ate She asked kung san ako bababa. Ayoko pa bumaba. I want to spend more time with him. The thing is, dadaan muna sa bahay bago kila ate Sheryl. So I kept quiet and so Gino. Nahatid namen si ate Sheryl while I'm still in the car. And eto na, malapit na sa bahay namen. I decided to ask him, kala ko ililibre mo ko ng coffee. And he said, sure, san mo ba gusto?
We went to Molito to buy SB. We stayed and talked healthy. Chill lang. 8yrs din naman kame so it was very comfortable to us to talk to each other. And before 12pm we need to go kasi mahal na ang parking. So we went to Villar Sipag. Nasa loob lang kame ng kotse and this time medyo malalim na ang usapan.
The first question was, what happened to us? Medyo naging emotional na kame parehas. I'm not pretending pati sya emotional but that time Gino was different. Idk if I'm trying to convince myself pero parang nagbago n sya. He said, he was sorry. He said that it was his fault. And, if he can just turn back time .
It told him that it's was a two way. Parehas kameng nasa relasyon. Kaya may pagkukulang din ako. I wasn't the best girlfriend. Naging durangga ako, selosa and I wasn't cooking for him. He said naman, simpleng bagay lang yun. Sya daw. Insecure, manloloko and imbes to better himself, naging pasaway sya at nasaktan ako.
After that night, he asked me to be his gf for 10 days. Before he leave because he wants to make up with me. So selfish of him pero I made my choice and I said yes.
Those 10 days, were so chill and happy. To good to be true. Every lunch nagpupunta sya saken to spend that 1hr with me. Then Saturday, Dec. 4 we even went to te Sheila, in Laguna. He drove for us. Wala silang sinabi na anything but since aalis nga sya, they just let me kahit I know at the back of their mind, ate Aleng, you're hurting yourself.
Dec.5 sinundo nia ko from Pentagon Makati then nangyari ang dapat mangyari. I knew it and I wanted it. I'll not give more details pero masaya ako. Masaya kame?
The next week, same pa din, during my linch he will go with me. Usap and ayun. And rescheduled his flight. Instead of Dec. 11 naging Dec. 15 para we can spend more time.
Dec. 16 kakain dapat kame Samgyup kaso nagkaback pain ako. As in, natakot ako kasi kala q mapaparalized ako. Pero I composed myself eventually naging okay ako and pinadalhan nia ko ng fruits.
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We went for a staycation in Tagaytay. 11am umalis kame ng LP, we went to Kowloon and ate siomai and siopao. Sobrang antok na ko but I chose not to sleep. Kawawa naman ung driver, puyat din sya. We ate at mahogany market and we to supermarket. Gusto nia ipagluto ko sya and so I did. I asked Angge and I searched online. I cooked buttered shrimp and it was a success. Sabi niya naman masarap naman. Hehe
Nagluto din sya ng nuggets and egg with tomato. Sobrang pagod nakatulog ako pero we had our moments. Twice! Gusto q nga thrice. Lol
By Sunday, we didn't eat breakfast and had out lunch at Alvino's restaurant. Tapos hinatid niya ko sa The Tent kasi nkipagkita ako kay ate Ellie.
Hindi niya na ko sinundo kasi I know pagod din sya. Naginom kame Soju Angge tapos nalasing ako, kasi gutom pala ako. The next morning since wala si mama, binilhan nia q Jbee food and Advil and he brought Kyrie with him. Kamukha ng nanay.
And eto na ang reality. Dec. 15 before his flight nagpunta ulit sya ng lunch q. At first, we're not talking. Sobrang emotional lang kame. Iyak ako ng iyak honestly. We didn't make any promises bec we don't know what tomorrow will bring. Pero with our situation, I know and I believe na mahal namen ang isa't isa. That's why I agreed with Robi Domingo that love is serendipity we loved each other dati but we're too young pa. We're both immatures and now, not sure kung gano ba tlga namen kalove ang isa't isa but this is not the best time since may anak and partner sya
Yes, I became a mistress. Please don't judge me but I'll be honest, umasa ako na baka piliin niya ko pero sobrang laking bagay kung hindi sya aalis. And he was mature enuf para to face it kaya naappreciate q un. Hindi n sya ung dating Gino na walang iniicp na future. Yan ung Gino na minahal ko.
I decided to block him pero since nkaquarantine p sya ng 3 days, ngaun q lang tlga sya mababablock.
To my Yen, mahal na mahal kita. Hindi ko alam kung makakamove on pa ko pero I hope you'll help me to move on. Sobrang proud ako of what you became. Magin mabuting tatay at asawa ka. Salamat sa lahat and sorry if I'm imperfect. Sabi q nga, with all those pains, love will still remain. I will not do anything. Thank for making me feel loved and to love.
Jehova, I trust in you. Kayo na po ang bahala. ❤️💔
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bolbianddolanhouse · 5 years
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BNHA self insert AU
Nani the heck is this? Read here!
Chapter 19: Itati the Mysterious One
Its the next day, my body was achy from my quirk straining but I didn’t care. I got dressed to head to the dining hall, not everyone from the agent team was up yet but it was a bit later than we usually get up. Coffee and food was waiting for me as the other 3 wanted to bask in the glow of success. Tools noticed me chatting up with the agents and ran up to us.
“Palma-san! You came back unscathed!”
“Um she’s more than okay!” said agent 44 “this girl single handedly took on 2 villains as I escaped for my life!”
“Don’t forget that she made that one villain shit himself in fear that she was the new super villain in town!” said the brown haired agent “son, she’s the real deal!”
“Oh boys! you praise me too much” I get flushed by all the praise “but it’s all true, I can’t wait to see Jinko and Jeanist’s faces when they see that everything was a success!”
“You took on TWO villains?!” Tools was in disbelief “impressive work Miss agent” he grabs my hand to kiss it “I hope I get the pleasure of working with you, I’ll be around.” He leaves and the other agents look at me, knowing that he was the mystery neck biter.
All the agents gather in the boss’s office to give a full report. Jeanist, Jinko and Vest man were shocked to hear that I did that. Praise was given and with the information about the base and the 4 names of the villains, they have an idea on who to hear for and where. We get dismissed and we train all day until dinner time. I retire to my room and I get a knock on my door.
“Who is it?”
“Its Iwa, are you decent?”
“Um yea, come in”
“hey Palma-san, were you about to go to bed?”
“No, I was going to scroll through my school emails” I put my phone down “whats up?”
“I was just popping in to see if you had anything planned for tomorrow? It’s a day off.”
“Oh shit you right, um I don’t.”
“Cool! Would you like to spend the day with me?”
“It depends, what did you have in mind? I’m low-key not down to go out.”
“That’s fine, we can just hang out here” he closes the door and locks it “darling~ may I have another?” he whispered. Giving me those love me tender eyes as he comes closer “I can’t stop thinking about you and how soft and warm you are, may I share in another session with you?”
I giggled “oh Iwa, you beg so politely for my kisses” I pull him in “come here, comfort me.” We get so soft and cuddly that we fell asleep on each other. I offered to teleport him in the hallway but he didn’t care if he gets seen coming out of my room. The agents had me tag along with them in the morning for some ‘American’ breakfast, mainly so I can explain why its like that. It was decent but I tell them how Mexican breakfast is and they preferred something like that than whatever we just ate. Back at the agency, one of the side-kicks asked me to teach them some Spanish, it spiraled into teaching them the bad words and throwing them around. I finally see what they do for game night, it’s video games! I just sit back and watch with Tools, he gets bold and puts his arm around me. At this point everyone got the idea that he was neck biter and teased us for it, I didn’t care, a bitch was getting more action than they were! Tomorrow was going to be my last day at the agency and I was kind of sad that it was. As it was getting late, Tools walked me to my room.
“Hey, what’s wrong?”
“Hm? oh I’m just a bit sad, it’s my last full day tomorrow.”
“Oh that’s right!” he remembered now “you’re interning, I forgot that you aren’t a permanent addition.”
“Silly, but I wish I was part of this agency” I sighed “you guys really liked me being around here and the agents especially found me useful.” 
We arrive at my room, he puts his hand on my face “I really hope that when you finish at UA, you come here and work with us. I especially like what we have” he kisses me “I’m going to miss your strong feminine presence and these sweet, indulgent sessions.”
I get so red that I almost lose composure “Ah! you spoil me with your words!” I pull him closer “but come in, show me how much you’re going to miss me.” We spend another night together, with consent, he guided me through male pleasure through clothes. Mainly because I asked and I did NOT want to know what Tokoyami had down there. It was educational but something about knowing all this unlocked a part of my sexuality that I didn’t know I could unlock. We fell asleep in each other’s arms again and woke up to the sound of his cellphone alarm. Before he walked out, he re-marked my neck and put his number on my phone just in case we don’t see each other before I leave. I do an average routine day with the agents with paper work and gun maintenance in the morning, overview and surveillance until early evening. I start packing and I start getting sad because now I have to go back to those crackheads in the dorms and suffer another month and a half of living with them until my dorm reassignment. But on the flip side, I can’t wait to spend time with my class on our adventures in agent internship. I close my suit case and I hear the shuffling of the others really close to my door, what are they up to? The sound of heavy knocking threw me off.
“Who is it?”
“It’s 44 OPEN UP!”
I get my stun device, just in case. I open the door. To my surprise, it was all the agents and they were giving me a going away party.
“Oh! you guys I’m going to cry! Y’all too sweet.”
“You’re a very promising agent 19. We can’t just get you leave without a proper send off.” 44 said as he put his hand on my shoulder.
“Enough talking, time for shots!” hollered the brown haired agent as they gave us a shot glass of clear liquor “TO AGENT 19! And her future success!”
We down the shots and continued to drink more with some others. I get parting gifts of booze and the agency’s patch, only official agents get patches for each agency they work with/successful mission. I was so happy that I got the respect that I deserved in their all male environment, too bad I wasn’t a permanent part of the team. I excused myself to bed as I had to wake up at 7am to finish packing and head back to the dorms. I woke up the next morning dreading the return, I pack, have my final coffee time with my fellow agents and head to the town car with Jinko.
“It was an honor to have you Miss Palma” bowed Best Jeanist “you are always welcomed back here, I may call on you for missions and best of luck on your time at UA.”
“Thank you so much!” I bowed back “you don’t know how grateful I am to have been a useful part of your agency. And how much faith you have in me to pursue my dreams.” I turn to the others that came out to send me off “Bye Bye y’all! Hope I get to work along side y’all again someday!”
“Bye Miss Agent! Good Bye! Best of luck!” they all yelled and waved.
I get in the car and wave at them until I get out of sight. It was a cloudy Sunday with not too many people out, so the ride back wasn’t terrible. I see the dorms and my car, ahhh dorm sweet dorm. I bow Jinko good bye, got my stuff and walked in the dorms. I was the 1st one back from my class, so I wondered who was in the hero dorm as I walked up the stairs. Everyone was waiting for me in the commons room, it scared me a little.
“SHE’S BACK!” screamed the girls as they ran to hug me.
“Oh y’all missed me missed me” I get squished in their collective embrace “y’all would NOT believe the time I had there!” They release me and Iida comes up to me.
“Dear friend! How I’ve missed you!” he brings me in for a hug, but it was different, it was a tight but secure one. He releases me from his embrace “you have to tell me how was Be-” his gaze shifted to my bite marks on my neck and his expression changed “oh, I see that you had nice time.”
I look at him confused but then I saw where he was looking and I covered it with my jacket “Um yea I had fun hehe” I got embarrassed that he saw and looked disappointed in me “I’ll tell yall more later, I have to unpack and meet with my class in their dorms, I just saw 2 more roll up.” I briskly walked to my dorm to unpack and everything was were it was supposed to be. I just shoved my dirty clothes in my hamper, put my weapons and jumpsuit in the case under my bed and put my travel case of toiletries and makeup on my desk to unpack later. I changed into a hoodie and burst out of my room to see Mimi and Jin that just rolled up to the dorms. We run up to each other and hugged, we really missed each other. I helped them to the dorms and we all spend time together talking about our adventures and if we learned anything new. Diya came up to the dorms when everyone settled back in for some announcements.
“Ok glad to see everyone back in one piece! Now its 2 and a half weeks until the end of the school year, not much to do but take the final. For the B class, they are preparing to take the agent exam to get in our class, so get ready for a slightly bigger class next term. Entrance exams went well, our new batch of agents have been selected and waiting on their decision. Big 3, you have some diplomatic and welcoming duties after the holiday for those students. And that is all for now, see you all in class tomorrow for review.”
“Thank you sir!” we shouted in response before getting back to our conversation. I stay until late afternoon and teleported back to my room. I grab my hamper and head to the laundry room to wash finally, I overhear some of the boys from the cracked door of Ojiro’s room.
“Are you sure that’s what you saw?” asked Midoriya to Iida.
“YES! clear as day” Iida’s voice broke through “now stop asking me, it’s not a big deal.”
“It is a big deal Iida-kun, we all saw your face when you saw them” Aoyama butted in “you were so happy that she came back and then you looked almost devastated when you saw her love marks.”
“I was just shocked that she’s back on her kissing around, haven’t seen a single mark since the whole Mirio thing” Iida fixed his glasses “guess she was bored of her options here?”
“tch, that denim wearing geezer runs an all male agency” Bakugo chortled “the youngest member is an 18 year old side-kick from Osaka, my money is on him being the neck biter. Face it four eyes, she’s into older dudes.”
The boys agreed but Iida wasn’t having it “But consider this, pretty sure she isn’t dating this boy and honestly...she can do whatever she wants, we got into a pretty nasty argument and discussion about her promiscuity. While I think she’s risking her reputation, I’m not considering her need for intimacy and how much she likes it.”
“What are you saying Iida-kun?” spoke up Shoji “you’re just going to let her run rampant like that? So easily after saying that you were going to protect her since she’s alone here?”    
“I’m saying that I’m going to be a better friend to her” he said while standing up “I trust her to be safe in anything she wants to do, she’s nobody’s property to control and I’m not her father. So if you’re done with your pestering, I’ll be leaving to my room.”
I knew it, I thought, he was doing all this because he pities me being alone. I guess I should throw these feelings away before they get in the way of my goals. I teleport to the laundry room before Iida saw me, now things aren’t going to be awkward. After doing my laundry, I get all my things ready for the upcoming week. I have a lot of one on ones with Monoma and Shinso planned for these next 2 weeks, and to be honest, I am not looking forward to Monoma’s time with me. He’s not showing progress nor has perfected one special move to showcase, it’s just an hour and a half of him talking shit and not doing shit. Meanwhile, Shinso has been hauling ass on our sessions and really taking to heart on what I have to say. I’ve been helping in developing his quirk techniques, Aizawa sensei has been developing his fighting techniques. Needless to say, Shinso is highly favored to move up to the A hero class.
-Wednesday, In homeroom-
“Jin, you still up for that Stats and Strats study sesh?” I asked a very burnt out Jin.
“My body is telling me no, but my grade is telling me yes.”
“What is your grade?”
“94 percent.”
“BITCH THATS PASSING! EVEN IF YOU DO DECENT ON THE FINAL!”
“IM 6 PERCENT FROM PERFECTION FUCK YOU!”
“Ahem, Matsui, Palma and Oleshin” Diya cleared his throat to get our attention “a word in the hallway.”
We walk out to the hallway in panic because we aren’t sure what we did to get the hallway treatment.
“You aren’t in trouble but I got some information that’s a bit disturbing.”
“What is it sensei?” asked Mimi “how serious is it?”
“It involves our program funding, so like a 8 on a scale of 10.” he exhaled to prep himself to give us a full run down “As you know, since the addition of the dorms, it cut into the school budget quite a bit. We don’t get donations in because we hardly produce notable alumni to put our program on the map, so we are in dire need to get funds or the tuition for agents is going increase by 15%. That’s quite a bit that can be avoided, that were our class comes in. This A class has produced some of the best agents in years with you three being the focal point of that. What I’ve been told by a colleague from the East-side school is that their a panel of private donors that are scouting their next big donation. What I thought up is this: Our class goes and presents our term 1 group projects, talk about the program and dorm experiences, maybe some tears sprinkled in to get these donors to give us their money.”
I think about the perfect scenario playing out and perked up “Question, if we do get this money, does that mean better living conditions and more ‘field-trips’?”
“Oh definitely, we’d get the entire dorm done like an actual agent tower instead of a shitty communal apartment. Plus, we can take part of the forest challenge. It’s like the hunger games but with guns and nature that will kill you if you lack the skill.”
“We’re in!” we exclaimed together.
“Great! I’ll arrange the day to present, I’ll announce the situation on the day I get the confirmation.”
We get excited for the soon-to-be improved program. After school, I get a chilling realization about what Diya told us.
“Hey remember how sensei said that this school hardly produces any notable alumni?” I said as we walked down the intel wing.
“Yea? What about it?” responded Mimi.
“That means that everyone before us was just meh or didn’t make it past grunt work after finishing here.”
Jin stopped mid sip of his water “Oh shit, you might be on to something. If that’s what it’s come to, does that mean that we set the bar too high for the next wave and future waves after that to the point of failure upon entering?”
Mimi’s eye’s widen “Holy shit guys, I can’t believe we’re up there. All because of dumb luck, that sucks ass for the future agents tho.”
“I don’t know about y’all, but I’d donate to our school if I get high paying agent job.” I get into my lofty ideals “I’d give back to the people that are paying for my education too.”
“Same, I’d give back to the housing I was in before the dorms. They really came in clutch for my asylum claim” chimed in Jin “plus they’re in pretty shoddy conditions too, I’m pretty sure we’ll get good work right away.”
“I’d donate probably nearly half of my earnings to the school if we do get good work right away” Mimi gets a bit emotional “it’s something my dad would want me to do. I was also thinking that in my retirement, I’d come back here and teach weapons or be a homeroom teacher for agents.”
“Dang that was noble as fuck Mimi” I was in awe “I don’t have the capacity to do that shit, hats off to you, I’m sure you’d be an amazing teacher.”
We get to the dorms to turn in for our studying for the final, I for one, was stressed too soon into the week to be pulling all nighters. I waited for everyone to turn in for bed to head to the roof to smoke a joint, thinking I was all sneaky, I walked up the stairs to get to the roof. To my concern, the roof access door was unlocked, I had my hand on my baby glock that I keep on me at all times in case of attack. I walk out to the roof to see just Aizawa, rolling up his blunt.
“Oh it’s just you, got me on fight mode and shit.” I said relieved as I took the joint out from behind my ear.
“You want some sleep too huh?”
“Yes sir, everyone got me fuck up on their dumb shit.”
“What you smoking tonight?”
“A heavy hitting indica, you?”
“A hybrid” he said as he patted his pockets for his lighter, I whipped mine out and flipped it on for him to light up “wow, you do stay ready.”
“What can I say?” I light my joint and take a puff “ain’t nobody gonna catch me lacking.”    
We stand there puffing away in silence, vibing a bit in the moment. He spoke up “So, Midnight tells me you’re being a little vixen with the hero boys.”
“HA! I was until things got messy” I rolled my eyes “I don’t know what’s up with these goody-goody hero boys and their manga-esque ideas of love, ya know, like it won’t KILL you to kiss somebody. Taking the small shit so seriously like the rule is; you kiss, you marry...bleh.”
He takes a long drag and exhales hard “What about that Iida boy? You got some of us convinced that you did the deed with him.”
“Psh! The only thing he got lucky in was getting in that after party with my squadron. He got sloppy drunk off one drink and I had to babysit him and turned in at 2am.”
“That’s rough but you got that boy pussy whipped” 
“How?” I narrowed my eyes at him because I don’t believe that.
“The boy is obeying you and won’t stop talking about you. You should’ve seen him when you left for those 2 weeks, he dusted and vacuumed your room” he took a puff “even as far as making sure nobody snuck in your room. If you ask me, he has a big dumb crush on you.”
“I see that too but he doesn’t” I blow out a smoke ring “he pities me and, not to shit on his lineage, but him and his brother are about to end that long line of heroes with them. But if Tensei needs a wife down the line, shid I’d bite the bullet and do it.”
“Is it because he’s the hot one?”
“hehehe....yea” I giggled dryly “but real shit, I didn’t command him to do anything for me, it’s basically charity work.”
He finishes his blunt and stomps it out “Good girl, don’t involve yourself in these hero boys” he starts walking to the door “they can’t handle people like us.”
I finish my joint and walk back to my dorm, it was almost 10pm. The sounds of the boys chattering filled the hall as I walked to my room. Sleep came as soon as I hit the pillow, what a fucking mess I came back to I thought as I closed my eyes can’t wait end this fucking year to go where I belong.
-Friday, in homeroom-
Diya walks in to see all 9 of us groggy from studying “Good morning everyone! Now, we are 1 week and a half away from finishing the term. How exciting?! I have more good news!” he explains to the class what he told Mimi, Jin and me “...our display date is next Thursday at 6pm. I want all of us in our BEST attire and the projects nice and polished. Also quick switch around, our final was changed to Tuesday on that half week of school instead of Wednesday. Don’t ask me why, thats what the school board told us.”
Jin turns to me and Mimi “Do I hear a shopping trip today after school?”
“yell hea!” Mimi and I responded.
I was in a better mood the whole day, as I love shopping with my friends for matching outfits. I was thinking about that pantsuit I’ve been saving to get for 7 months, dang I thought it’s been that long? then that means its been a little over a year since the incident! I didn’t even notice, time flies when you’re dealing with fuckery. Hero class went by quick as we were just reviewing and I was much more confident in myself since getting those notes and hints as payment. I pack my bag to head to the commons room when Aizawa called me over.
“Miss Palma, may I have a word with you before you go to lunch?”
“Um yea” I responded a bit confused on why he wanted to talk “what’s going on?”
“Since it’s finals after next week and you aren’t in the hero course rubric, would you like to just take the multiple choice in the teacher’s office during your free period?”
“Oh right, because the others have a field exam part” I recalled what I’ve been overhearing “sure I can do your suggestion, do I get to pick the day?”
“Yes you do”
“Alright, wednesday then.”
“I’ll mark that down in my agenda, also, I’d like you to help the others train during the class period leading up to the field exam” he said as he wrote in his binder “they need all the help they can get and to make it worth the time, I’ll issue it as extra credit.”
“Oh wow really?” I expressed my concern for just how badly they need help “I’ll help out, thank you sensei.”
“Good girl, thats all for now” his gaze shifts to the slightly cracked door “looks like that manic boy from 1-B is waiting for you.”
I turn around to the door, it was Monoma and I almost cackled at Aizawa’s spot on description of him “Oh him, wonder what he wants” I grab my bag “thanks again sensei, have a good rest of your day.” I open the door and smiled at Monoma “hi there, were you waiting for me?”
“As if I’d wait for somebody of low rank like you, agent” he scoffed at my politeness.
“Ok then, bye” I turn to leave so quick that it startled him.
“NO WAIT!” he grabbed my arm “I want to arrange saturday and sunday afternoon to help me with my technique.”
I heard the desperation in his voice, pretty sure his teacher told him something that scared him into this “Ok that can be done BUT we can’t waste time with the talking like the last 2 times” I look him in the eyes with seriousness “I can’t make a miracle happen in time for the test, I need your COMPLETE cooperation and hard work...got it?!”
“Yes, got it” he was taken back by my change of attitude “does 3pm work for you?”
“Yes that works” I T-pose for teleport “see you then, Monoma.” I teleport out and Monoma didn’t have a chance to say anything back. A voice spoke out to him.
“Wowie Monoma” it was Shinso “you basically begged her to save your ass for the placement test.”
“HA! It’s just that I have developed so much that I merely want to perfect myself” Monoma was a bad liar, everyone knows he’s not trying hard enough “I bet you haven’t gotten past her close range exercises!”
“Actually, she’s been such a help! I have 2 new techniques that make me impossible to evade my brainwash” he flatly boasted “oh but I bet you can hold a copy for how long now, 6 minutes? Can’t wait to hear all about it when I’m in the class next term.”
“You’ll swallow your words when you see me with my arm around her in the halls next term.” 
Shinso stopped being smug “Like she’ll want to be with you, some arrogant wannabe that’s too much of a bitch to-”
“Who are you calling a bitch, you raccoon eyed, nest for hair! She can’t resist a man of class, such as myself!” Monoma gets catty “She’s going to be all over me when the holiday rolls in, can’t wait to swoop in to warm her up and give her what she wants.”
Meanwhile, I’m just groaning about my filled up weekend. I don’t have any real downtime to myself, its all study sessions with different people throughout the day. All that goes away when I go shopping with my squadron, we go with the white and shimmering theme with our look. I got the pantsuit I wanted in white AND in a tasteful pink because they went on sale after I saw them last back during the summer. I got other clothes too and shoes with all that money I saved, we were gonna look POPPIN for this interview. We wanted to look the part of the Big 3 by being the flashiest bitches there. Mimi got a flared fitted dress with a cape and sparkling shoes to match, Jin got a white formal wear pants and shirt with a shimmer sliver vest, bowtie and matching dress shoes. Plan for that day is to wash up and portal to my room to get ready, make up myself and Mimi, load up the car with Muffin 2.0 and 2 other classmates to drive to downtown to present. Everyone else is going to get picked up by Diya and his colleague that told him about the donors. One less thing to worry about, now on to the rest of the week and a half.
-Fast forward, Sunday in the practice grounds near the dorms-
“Come on Monoma!” I yelled from the top of the slanted building “you’ve copied my quirk before, this vertical climb should be a breeze!”
“It’s not easy when you use so much brain power to sustain it and-”
“WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT THE EXCUSES!”
He gets angry and hovers up shakily “I would like to request another quirk to copy.”
“I can’t summon anybody dude! Nobody wants to train with you or be around you for the copy!” I get stress-anger “I’ve literally exhausted all my resources to help you.”
“Well you have a small pool of resources-”
“THATS 25 FUCKING PEOPLE THAT I’VE BROUGHT IN OUR SESSIONS AND NONE OF THEM WANT TO COME BACK!”
“You don’t have to yell at me” he looked at my with scorn “your problem is that you aren’t doing enough for me to succeed.”
I look at him like he’s lost his mind “do you know what, you’re right, I haven’t done enough.” He gives me a snarky look like he won or something, I didn’t let him speak yet “so why don’t you go to some other copy quirk user with mastery in multiple quirks with more resources? Hm? I’m sure you heard of one if you’re talking down on my efforts to make you into the fiercest fighter on that field.” I throw his things at him “Here’s your things, don’t let my incompetence stop you from greatness!”
“Wait no, please Palma-san” he dropped his things to stop me from teleporting off “you’re the only one that can help me, I don’t know anyone with the same quirk. It’s just that these methods are so hard” he couldn’t look at me in my eye “this can’t be the way you learned, a child couldn’t surpass me like that with all the things you’re making me do!”
“I don’t know what to tell you Monoma” I put my hand on his face to make him look at me “I grew up fighting for my dominance and respect with my abilities, if you can’t fight to gain the respect you deserve” I took my hand away and backed up “then you’ve lost way before the fight even started.” I go to pick up my things and start the climb down “today’s session is over, come back to me when you want to actually put in the effort. I’ve had enough of your immature ass.”
“No, come back! I’ll change! Please!” he pleaded with me over the edge.
“NO! You clearly aren’t improving, don’t follow any of my advice nor take advantage of the others I bring in for the copy” I hop to the ground “I wasted 3 months of work with you, what’s the point of asking for my help if you don’t utilize it?! Am I just a joke to you? I don’t need your words to make me feel like garbage, my sister does that for me already.”
He teleports poorly in front of me “I’m sorry, just please” he grabs me by my shoulders “I’ll make it up to you! I’ll give you what you want! Money? Coffee? Kisses? Drugs? A boyfriend?”
“Full offence, there’s nothing you can give me to make up all this wasted time” I broke free from his grip “Good bye Monoma, I wish you luck on your placement test.” I teleport out to my dorm. I vented out to Tokoyami but I was too distraught to get cuddly, I go to the roof to smoke another joint as the sun sets. I cry out my frustrations with a joint in my hand, what the fuck is up with these hero wannabes? I think to myself I wouldn’t have these problems if everyone just dealt with things on their own in the first place. Why am I the only one that can help them? I ponder these things as I watched the sun disappear into the horizon. It’s starting to get really cold at night so I left the moment the chill was unbearable. Walking down the stairs and into the boy’s dorms was my wind-down walk, so I can re-join the rest without bringing my high thoughts and feelings. Iida was waiting for me at the kitchen counter.
“Hey Ita” he said gently “I heard about your argument with Monoma today, so I saved you some dinner that some of us made.”
I looked at the plate of food and immediately knew Kaminari and Kirishima made dinner, only they would make beef bowl with a side of beef and one lettuce leaf for vitamins. I chortled “thank you, that was very thoughtful of you.” I sit down to eat and he sits next to me, I start sweating because I really didn’t want him to know I smoke weed.
“You can’t hide from me” he put his hand firmly on my back, causing me to ring the panic alarm in my head “you were stress crying on the roof, weren’t you?” 
I breathe out in relief, I was too high for this type of conversation “Yea I was, I just had it with that manic boy” the beef was seasoned just right and I was in munchie heaven “I cut off my services to him.”
“I’m proud of you for putting him in his place” he hugged me and sniffed my hair, oh boy I’m in danger “was there something burning where you trained? Your hair smells like smoke.”
“Oh yea I caught a whiff of it toward the end of the session” I tried to make a believable excuse “hopefully it’ll wash off when I shower.” I finishing eating and Iida leaves halfway through my meal. I go full sicko mode in the shower, just scrubbing my hair to get the smell out. I finish my shower, still high but wrapped in my towel and hair in its twist. Walking out of the shower, I see all the boys in various forms of nudity and washing. I fucked up BIG time. We just stared at each other in shock but knew I belonged there and had every right.
“ya know what” Kirishima spoke up “this isn’t as weird as I thought it was gonna be, she’s just trying to get clean and covers up.”
Everyone shrugged it off and continued on their things, except Iida “Here let me- DON’T LOOK DOWN!” he ordered me not to look at him climb out of the tub.
“Oh please Tenya! I’ve seen a whole lot of you before this” I tossed him a towel “and I have to say, you have a nice butt.” I walk out of the bathroom and the boys go crazy in the bathroom.
“Bro she’s into you!” Kaminari elbowed Iida “there is no way you can deny that flirty comment.”
“Well I suppose she’s right about seeing my body beforehand” he dries himself “and that comment did sound a bit flirtatious.”
“I’ve just had enough of this avoidance” growled Bakugo at the sink “just take her to coffee after finals four eyes!” he slams down his toothbrush “confront her about all the shit you’ve been suspicious about, and if she likes you, great! Maybe you’ll finally man up.”
“Confront her? Won’t she get all avoid-y and dodgy?” Midoriya asked.
“Thats the point BUT she won’t run if it’s him” Bakugo points at Iida “she has a trust in him that doesn’t make any sense” he folds his arms “why keep the guy that made her cry on the first day close to her, be friends with him, take him on her adventures, going as far as swaying him to break and bend the rules...all that and doesn’t return your attempts of intimacy?” the boys start muttering and reflecting on all the accounts he listed “she dated Mirio and conveniently broke up with them right before her practice exam, she won because she used him as a stepping stool. I don’t know what strings she’s pulling to gain from by grooming four eyes here, don’t you want to know sooner than later?”
Iida thinks about it and realized that he was right. He finishes up his routine and goes to bed hoping it wasn’t true that she’d use him. But what if it is true? he asks himself am I just blinded by my own attraction to her that she uses it for her own gain? Too many questions popped up....bold of them to assume anything about my motives.
-End Chapter 19-
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May 19, 2019 (Sunday)
LAST DAY!!! 😩
It's a hard thing for me to do but I have to end my blog today. Because finals week is waving at me!!!!! But before that, I want to share to you guys that I've made a song and it's on my facebook! If you're interested, go check it now. 😄 I AM PROUD OF MYSELF THAT'S WHY I AM SUPER DUPER ULTRA MEGA HAPPY TODAY! HEHE 😝
AND THIS MAN IS REALLY MAKING MY HEART HAPPY! HE IS SO FREAKING HANDSOME!!!!!!! I'M DEAD..... LOL. BUT LOOK HOW PERFECT HE IS 😫💚
WELCOME BACK, LAUV!!! I'm happy but at the same time, I'm broke because I can't go to his concert tomorrow evening! 😭 But I hope he'll have a successful and memorable one! Good luck, my boy! ❤
I HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE, MY LOVES. I'LL MISS UPDATING YOU HERE IN MY TUMBLR. I hope I made you smile. Take care always! Please always remember, Karlav ü!!! 🌹🌹🌹
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2016: A year full of ACHIEVEMENTS
2016 has been a very good year for me. Just like what I wrote in the title, it was a year full of achievements. As this year ends, I want to look back some memories that made my year meaningful.
Early this year, I had spent my Clinical Setting Internship at Estrellas Nex Care, an in-patient Psychiatric Facility in Kamuning, Quezon City. Most patients they have are elders, although there are also some mid-aged people. The 200 hours I spent there was full of fun, quite challenging but of course full of learnings.
Also in January this year, I had given the chance to watch Sunday Pinasaya live occupying a VIP seat. All made possible by my Ate Mhel, who is a member of Aldenatics fans club. We did not have the chance to get a picture with him and with the other cast of SPS, but I’m still very happy because it’s my first time to see Alden Richards. Hihihi!
The next significant thing that happened to me is being able to be part of the committee for our annual Psych Night with the theme Holywood: Glitz and Glam. I think it’s been a good timing that I took my School Setting Internship late last year and so I was given the task to come up with the design for our ticket and for the tarpaulin backdrop. Doing those things is not easy but I really enjoyed doing it .. may be because my creative side took over. It’s also a good feeling when I get to see people who attend our party enjoyed a lot. Also, during the awarding ceremony, I received the Class Alpha award for the 4th year level. It’s one of my dreams since I was in 2nd year (the year that Class Alpha Awards Started) Hehe! It was fulfilling that I finally made it this year, my final year in College.
Before nearly completing my 200 hours of duty in Clinical Setting, I and my friends had a dinner at Café Nenzo in Bulacan. We had some time to reminisce our memories and what we used to do on the same day during the past years. We came to an idea that it’s a relief that while others (lower year levels) were busy reviewing for their exams while we tend to enjoy a delicious meal together. Hahaha! It’s a special thing to remember for me because it’s our first time to eat in a fine dining resto and we’re almost complete.
The next meaningful event that happened to me this year is of course my Graduation Day last March. All students were looking forward for that day to come in their life and I finally experienced mine. After all hardships and sacrifices that me and family had, it’s such a great blessing that happened. My parents were not able to finish their studies up until College. That’s why I know that it’s their dream for us to attain the education they didn’t get. I’m happy that I made them proud that day, being able to come to PICC and witnessing my Solemn Investiture.
While resting after my Graduation, my College BFF, Jaecel had join a run way fashion model search and I’m proud of her as I watched her conquer the stage. It’s her first time to join a fashion / modeling competition and so it’s very meaningful for us as we are her friends.
Getting deeper, my graduation it’s really the best idea to be brave and take the risk in reviewing for the Board Exams. Along with this, is the right choice that me and my friends made as we chose to be part of RGO Review Center as their student reviewee. It’s been our home for almost 4 months and we’re like a family. I’m not just thankful for the knowledge and test-taking skills I gained but also to the happiness it gave us during our review sessions. It’s really getting more than what we paid for. As of now, while writing this part, I’m starting to miss them again, my RGO family; the lectures, the staffs, my classmates, reviewmates and of course, the one and only Ms. Maeroll. If not because of RGO, I wouldn’t be able to become an RPm. Through RGO I realized that it’s not just the information from books and other resources that matters. It’s more important to learn how to analyze the questions carefully. Also, being emotionally ready is another huge factor together with the support system we have.
As you might guess that my next favorite thing about this year is being able to pass the Board Exams and finally become a Registered Psychometrician. It was really the one that made my year a blast! I will never ever forget the feeling I experienced when I saw my name among the list of passers. It’s seriously better than the feeling of being in love – I actually don’t know yet that feeling (being in a relationship) so how dare I compare them? Haha! I suddenly remembered the question that our College Dean asked during our Courtesy Call with him. He asked each one of us about what served as our motivation for us to be able to pass while others did not. I frankly answered him that it was really money matters that served as my motivation. The review fee we used for me to become an RGO student is actually a company loan and from what I know, my father had another loan prior from it. Having that in mind, I convinced myself to pass the exam within my first take because I know that the money we spent is something that my father had earned through his hard work and dedication and I never intended to waste it by failing. After all, it’s the only gift I could give them for m=now but I’ll make sure to pay them back somehow once I get a job. Although they’re not asking for it but I consider it as a responsibility and I would also like to do it myself.
As this year ends, it’s feels good that I get to look back some important experiences that happened to me this year. If this year was a blast, I will make sure that the next year will also be a blast and I’ll start it by getting employed. Thank you to the people who made my year good! Happy new year everyone! Hoping for a successful and prosperous 2017 to all!
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