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That moment where you’re legit sobbing over the first response you get in a character ai chat because it’s just a little to close to you’re relationship with your father and makes you realize that you may have a little bit of daddy issues
#it’s almost 2am and I’m legit sobbing#please send help#it’s a fucking Clark Kent ai to#like I know my dad loves me but we never do the stuff he promises#and it fucking sucks#like one year he was legit in jail for my birthday and promised he’d stop smoking#it’s been years and he still smokes#he promised that we’d go to Halloween horror nights since I gave up multiple parts of my vacation I was looking forward to#and nope never went#promised me to go to GameStop and buy me a game for my birthday#been a month later and you can see how that’s looking#idk maybe I’m asking for to much#I basically become numb to it now#making sure not to ask to much so I don’t get yelled at#but it still fucking hurts#idk if this is a vent or not#gonna be safe though#tw vent#small vent#idk man I’m probably being selfish and spoiled#my parents and sisters think I am#idk maybe I am and I’m just a master manipulator without wanting to be#maybe there’s something important that I’d not think is important that I’m leaving out#like it doesn’t happen all the time just most of the time when he promises something#and oh fuck I’m actually venting#sorry guys#darken talks#gonna end this before I start crying even harder
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Okay in all seriousness. There's something that I REALLY want to talk about as an open discussion with the fandom, but. This is not going to be a very nice thing to hear/talk about.
It's about how Gonta is treated by the fandom.
As a fan of all the V3 characters now, and as someone who has always been a fan of Gonta, and as someone who has many mental disabilities and two diagnosed neurodivergancies... I'm tired of playing nice about it.
You all need to stop being ableist towards Gonta.
I've mentioned in the past that I don't like shitting on personal interpretations. I don't like saying something is or is not canon because narration is just a big web of text that you try to decipher with your own personal biases, experiences, and thoughts. That's why two literary analysts analyzing the same text with the same literary criticism rules can come to wildly different conclusions--why people develop different headcanons from the same canonical information.
But one of the things that challenged my integrity is just how many people view Gonta as this innocent, naive, ignorant, baby boy who can do no harm/never has a complicated/dirty/violent/sexual thought in his life ever.
This incredibly ableist interpretation of the character bothered me for, well, obvious reasons (See: It's fucking ableist, need I say more?) but I never challenged it as harshly as I am now because to be frank, it's not my place to tell people how to HC a character. It still isn't. But I've pretty much given up on my integrity on the subject and have decided to go all in on discussing why this interpretation of Gonta is just. Really bad.
First of all, not to promote my own analyses here or anything, but I think this analysis I did of Gonta explains a LOT in regards to the ableism the cast gives him in canon. I also think that this subtle ableism is why the fandom is so bad with Gonta's characterization in headcanons and fanfic--because they've seen how the cast treats him, and they think it's normal. They don't see the microaggressions, they don't see the subtle ableism in the cast--they just see this big giant idiot who speaks like Tarzan in the English version (which... I don't actually know why people assume Tarzan (Thinking of Disney's version) is stupid. Like as a boy he had to reinvent the spear with no one to guide him on how to do it. He was able to strategize and outsmart "civilized" men in the final showdown. Still I digress) and don't see the literal genius behind his social awkwardness.
There is also another very important point I'm going to make in addition to this, and it's going to be very uncomfortable to Gonta fans who insist he's nothing but a sweet baby who only has pure thoughts. Especially to the fans who insist he "can't be sexual" or think it's weird to ship him with his peers.
Sorry to burst your bubble, but... Gonta blatantly has sexual desire and gets horny right in canon.
This is further clarified here:
It wasn't a matter of Gonta didn't want to touch her because touching someone in their underwear was inappropriate, or being flustered because she was in her underwear which is inappropriate...
It was literally a "weird feeling" that made him unable to approach her or touch her. A "weird feeling" that Miu makes pretty obvious as to what it was--sexual arousal.
He literally was sexually attracted to and felt sexual arousal from looking at Miu in her underwear. He had sexual feelings and thoughts about Miu. Why?
Because Gonta is a young man.
Gonta is a brilliant, talented young man who has normal human thoughts for someone his age--sexual desires, upsetting thoughts, complicated thoughts, ectect. He is not a child, he is not mentally stunted (I've been informed that people have literally said this on Ao3 for the NSFW Gonta fics, please for the love of god stop that)
I think the reason why Gonta fans typically want to keep him as a "pure baby child who can do no wrong" is because treating him like the young adult that he is makes it harder for them to justify Chapter 4. Every time I've seen a Gonta fan that hates Kokichi, it's always followed by the sentiment of "Kokichi manipulated and abused Gonta into killing Miu, so it's all Kokichi's fault." They're afraid of nuance and liking a character with the grey morality of genuinely thinking Mercy Killing the cast is a viable option, because it challenges their own morals about the character they adore.
To those people who read this and are upset: You can and should like Gonta! Gonta is a magnificent character who showcases the subtle way microaggressions can manifest and hurt people, he's a good-hearted person and a literal genius, he cares deeply for his friends and loves everyone with upmost sincerity.
But.
You need to re-evaluate your stance on Gonta if you think he's a stupid, naive fool who Kokichi manipulated. You need to re-evaluate why you think those thoughts, why you think Gonta being shipped with anyone is "Kinda weird" or "has weird consent problems" or "give you the ick." You have to challenge yourself and ask yourself uncomfortable questions in regards to why you treat Gonta like a child when canon has proven otherwise, why you think he cannot have violent or sexual thoughts, why he can't think mercy killing his class is the only way to save them.
This isn't an attack on you--but understand that these specific takes on Gonta? They are ableist in nature. They belittle and dismiss him, they treat him like a child, an idiot who can't think for himself--and you have to come to terms with the fact that Gonta is a far more complex character with complicated thoughts and feelings who is a young adult. Not a child. A young adult.
So again, ask yourself this: Why are you treating this young adult like he's a toddler?
#Gonta Gokuhara#Miu Iruma#Kokichi Ouma#Danganronpa V3#DRV3#As an AuADHD individual who thinks Gonta is Autistic coded#do you understand how frustrating it is to see this shit#Do you understand how it feels to be infantized? To be told through the lens of a character “You're too stupid to be an adult”?#Worse yet is that I'm also constantly told that me being short and baby faced makes me “child coded.”#Do you understand how ableist this all is. Do you Understand?#Anyway that's one post down. Gonna go read a thing for Star#This does genuinely upset me though as an AuADHDer#Please stop. I am speaking on behalf of people like me--/Please fucking stop./#Tag Edit: Yes this is safe to RB and spread around#Please do RB this in fact
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cowboys are ok I guess
@castercassette
#Sun#Moon#Sheriff#Cowboy AU#SB Cowboy AU#Feral Scribbles#THIS BITCH CLOCKS 13 Hours I am die#granted 4 hours were lost#but holy shit#this is the most rendered thing I've drawn in probably 3 years holy shit#pretending i still remember how to do backgrounds#THANK YOU EVERYONE THAT JOINED STREAM AND HUNG OUT it was an absolute blast!#God I love the cowboy au so much. the art. the story. the l o r e.#story for this one is mostly just the boys hassling sheriff YN a little#getting out of jail required a 'casual hostage' for a safe getaway but ya know#it doesn't mean they're gonna cooperate about it#though since they're all together#nothing quite like a sunset joyride while you take your hostage to the dropoff spot#something fun and casual to get them chattin for ol time sake#or something#hard to spend time together when you're on opposite sides of the law after all
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johto’s champion and chronicler for the deity of the ilex shrine, it’s lyra!🌿
this one took me a while due to trying out different techniques (studying a Lot of art nouveau) and making a couple changes to her outfit (the details help), but I’d like to think she’s learned a lot in her journey and wanted to reflect her experience more in her champion fit
her specialty would be in fairy types and her meganium’s divergent evolution is grass/fairy 🧚🪷
and a bonus w/ the johto gang after the photoshoot!
#kagarts#trainer lyra#meganium#pokemon hgss#get ready for a bigass tag wall again HYAH#her team picks are meganium (grass/fairy + shiny!) azumarill togekiss alola ninetales gardevoir and clefable (mega evolves for fairy/steel)#terrains and high sp atk + statuses galore + her dino can cause a stronger confusion (like toxic w badly poisoned but its w/ Bad headaches)#i'll probably make changes as i go design wise for meganium but colors were inspo from sampaguita flowers#the flower's associated with true friendship and utilized in medicines or given as good gestures in various traditions and celebrations#and also bc she's 🇵🇭 babey!!!!!!!! i'm slapping all my favs w the pinoy beam and not even the dinos are safe >:]#since her dino is shiny a lot of the colors are just a few color diffs where the little orbs are + warmer tones. gotta make a ref sometime#not sure if I should tag the others bc the focus is on her. but the quartet always pulls thru for each other#i like thinking silver gets comfortable enough to be the friend that's “s'cuse you my Friend asked for No pickles”#silver in line picking up her food like “yeah yeah i know her and btw that’s CHAMPION lyra to you. YES she ordered a strawberry shake”#both of their meganiums are Best friends and silver likely uses his dino when you rematch him (and his would beee grass/dragon)#calling this piece Done though oh my god this semester has been nuts. don't wanna take any longer on a single piece or i'm eating tree bark#tumblr's gonna kill the quality on it but idgaf im Done. i need to tidy up my sheezy now
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Okay, Mario Movie trailer...
PROS:
- The visuals are incredible, but that's to be expected. Still, for a studio that usually goes for the bare minimum visually, it's impressive.
- Bowser looks and sounds amazing! Jack Black kills it, I couldn't tell it was him doing the voice. He's definitely gonna be a highlight.
- ACTUAL WORLDBUILDING!? We see different kingdoms, Bowser portrayed as an actual conqueror and the koopas as his army.
- Toad sounds pretty good. The tone is similar to the games but thankfully far less grating.
CONS:
- Mario just sounds like Chris Pratt. There's a vague attempt at replicating Charles Martinet's voice, but it lacks energy.
- They might be going for an isekai situation, which I'm not a fan of. Mario Odyssey already introduced New Donk City, just make THAT Mario's original home and the Mushroom Kingdom is just a different continent.
#not gonna lie though it was much better than what I expected#though they played it safe by mostly showing Bowser#we all knew Bowser was going to be great#SORRY I LOOK AT THE POTENTIAL AND POSITIVE SIDE OF THINGS I CAN'T HELP IT#promise this wont turn into a Mario Movie blog. My boy is still the king#mario movie#super mario
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“Cowering, cringing, blinking in the light. Then cool hands, kind voices. Sleep now. You're safe.”
“They came here hurt, hungry. This was help. A new home.”
#dragon age#dai gifs#trespasser#my gifs#I tried to capture a sense of warm welcome from the perspective of a slave who just arrived there#also for anyone who actually noticed please excuse that little lighting bug but that moving bridge shot was SO HARD to capture#I simply could not bother to try this twenty more times 💀#but I wanted to capture this rising bridge so badly with how it conveys this message of ''Come here. You're safe now.''#I feel like I have three hours of footage of that one flippin halla now though lmao#I'm just gonna do nothing but halla gif sets now lol
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Status update on the dark relic nsfw comic please ma'am 🙏 my family is dying
ITS DONE!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉...well, the DRAWING part is as of yesterday BAHAHA. now im just adding all the dialogue/speech bubbles/sfx, SO ITS DEFINITELY GONNA BE SOON!! DEFS BY THIS WEEKEND!! ive just been very nitpicky on the font which i cant decide on LMAO and im also nitpicky abt other final touches LOL. i didnt wanna show anymore cuz ive already shown so much but HERES THE FINAL SNEAK PEEK
and speaking of fonts, i normally use handwriting by jeremy paz!
oh man its so random, but i either use the name lumi or clora for everything whenever i play rpgs (baldurs gate 3, dragon age, you name it) and clora originated from rune factory 4 LOL. theres a character named 'clorica' and i really liked that name, it sounds so elegant and fantasy ish, so i eventually just shortened it to clora bahaha. now its my go-to. i like how simple it is but it also sounds unique and works in modern AND fantasy settings, imo
my first and ONLY playthrough was as clora! i originally did try to make myself at the start, but i have short brown hair and straight across bangs, and they didnt have a style that felt 'me', so i went with just making a ravenclaw that i liked, and then gave her my go-to name of clora HAHA. and yea, i built up her and sebs relationship in my head as i was playing, especially with all the running around the castle i did. i just liked to imagine her constantly out of breath and flushed and seb just watching like ....🧍girl chill...
AND SPEAKING OF MY DARK RELIC COMIC/SMUT, my biggest advice for writing smut id say is to have a reasoning behind it, i guess? i focus a lot on their headspace/WHY they're fucking at that moment when i write it LOL instead of just the movements/sex for the sake of sex. in your case, the sexual tension leading up to the first time gives you SO much to work with, since you can just be in his head with how much hes looking forward to it, how much hes savouring it, how he's also nervous but enjoying it and trusting the other person, etc. the thoughts are hotter than the actual deed a lot of the times (which is why when clora and seb did it for the first time it ended up being like, 15k words of just foreplay and build up from sebs perspective LMAOO) so yeah id just try to focus on their emotions and desires if you can! and a lot of the times with consent stuff it CAN feel forced, and you dont even really need your characters to talk about that stuff verbally, at least not too much. you can do it in body language, or just something as simple as 'ill stop if you want'. it doesnt have to be a long therapist-like conversation about consent, which CAN tend to sound a little awkward and unrealistic (esp in the heat of the moment), if thats the problem you're having. HOPE I COULD HELP
also i love this for you and for me. YES GO ON AND MAKE A BUNCH OF CLORA CLONES, I COMMAND IT👉👉👉
and last but not least the most important question. honestly i like plain sweets a lot with no icing/filling. im a slut for shortbread cookies and also just plain glazed donuts. and also custard/portugese/egg tarts, which i also forced clora to like in my fic HAHA. IF YOU HAVENT HAD THEM YOU HAVE TO, THEYRE SO GOOD😩😩💖💖
#ask#also the uncensored ver of the dark relic comic is gonna be on twitter but its gonna be slightly censored on poipiku#cuz of japanese laws i have to censor some parts of seb and cloras bits LMAO#though ive seen other western artists use poipiku and not bother with the censoring so maybe i wont?? idk if i wanna risk it tho LOL.#im just still confused on what parts even need censoring#the censor bar placements always just seem so useless imo LMAO#but ya ill probs censor it to be safe since i uploaded uncensored smut before on pixiv and it got taken down immediately oop#SO YEAH. FOR NO BLACK BAR CENSORED VERSION YOULL NEED TO GET A TWITTER IM SORRY
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@naffeclipse more shenanigans too
*self insert is not a girl (he/ she)
og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!
#post let luce#dcamv#sleuth jesters#bloodstain fool#naffeclipse#my art#oh sorry naff did u think ur safe after the CS art?#oopsie <3#idk yeah i wanted doodles also after doing something i actually had to put effort in hfdjs#ough i am feeling it though oops#hitting post then gonna do arm care#also gotta remember to add the lil disclaimer/ pronoun info bc hhhrmng#the pain of being feminine but hating to be interpreted as a girl#menace4menace
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Do Piepoe and Peppino get along at all??
Their relationship is definitely still a work in progress...!! But I'd say it's a lot more open for friendship status now! (Thanks to Noisette!)
#thank you for this particular ask though!! originally their relationship was Very like. anxious for both of them#they both did not Really vibe with each other's vibe but now it can be a bit better!! : )#make sure to rest and eat food and drink water!! be safe too!! sending lots of love your way...!! thank you again!#💘💓💖💓💖💓💖💓💖💓💘💓💖💓💓💘💓💖💖💓💓💘💓💖💓‼️‼️‼️‼️#Piepoe arts#this also really puts into perspective just how MASSIVE piepoe can be goodness#gonna really have to work with his size bc it just keeps fluctuating 💀😭
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Junior Year might actually be the scariest D20 season my fight-or-flight instincts were INSTANTLY activated the second Brennan said the word "MCAT" because that's the name of the actual real-life American medical school admissions exam and hearing that with absolutely no warning did not mix well with my "grew up with parents who view getting into medical school by 22 as the bare minimum of academic achievement" brain
#and here i was thinking i would be safe this season because 'i did pretty well in high school'#'i totally don't have any unprocessed emotions about academics'#i just know brennan named the mcat after a real test on purpose and i'm gonna fight him in a denny's parking lot over it#don't even get me started on gorgug's conversation with porter that was way too real#being so confident about a decision you've made for yourself until an authority figure shuts you down#and you can't stand up for yourself even though you know it's the right thing for you#nope get out of my walls i'm in this photo and i don't like it#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#dimension 20#d20#dimension 20 fantasy high
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Hmm I see cat boy solider..puppy engi..what about kitty spy?
he purrs but will kill you if you ever tell anyone
#i have no idea what i'm doing with the colours#i think i might be onto something though#btw new weapon for spy ? quesionmark#tf2#tf2 fanart#wolfart asks#sniper tf2#spy tf2#eyestrain#bright colours#i think? does that count as bright colours? i'm gonna tag it just to be safe
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It's interesting to me how even though Thrúd has the aesthetic & air of the rebellious cool-girl archetype, she's far more sheltered than either Atreus or Angrboda, despite both of them being dorkier & visually softer. It's obvious in the way she talks about asking for her mother's permission to be a valkyrie, meanwhile Atreus has long stopped bothering to ask for his father's permission to do anything since before the beginning of the game, & Angrboda has no one's permission to even seek out since both of her parents are absent & her grandmother is estranged.
#something something asgard representing a carefully curated aesthetic of freedom while actually being extremely constricting#while the giants knew true freedom#I'm glad there's no upfront obnoxious love triangle even though imo you're obviously meant to compare & contrast#the potential of his relationship with thúd vs angrboda as proxies for asgard vs the giants#as more work was obviously put into angrboda as a character & into her section of the game I think it's safe to say she & the giants are#more significant to atreus. but still#anyways I love subtextual love triangles soooo much more than textual ones#that doesn't mean I'm not gonna go look for some stupid tropey love triangle fan fic once I'm done watching playthroughs tho lol#gow#gowr#gowr spoilers#god of war#god of war ragnarok#thrúd#thrud#atreus#angrboda#atreus x thrúd#atreus x thrud#atreus x angrboda
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take me with you
take my life
take me with you
to the otherside
nyah. a loop as a treat. it's similar to the other one but shshshehshhs. ..hshh.. sh. . ... creature. i'm so tired
#isat loop#loop in stars and time#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#isat spoilers#jus to be safe. even though it is simply The Freak#auughh... i love drawing them... but it is also hard...#shout out 2 the isat playlist on spotify by spook because ur so right#wasn't gonna post but. did
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in the meantime come to horrifying realization there's like zero yan clorinde content so everyone sit down and listen to my ted talk (this is a requirement I have locked the doors and blocked the fire exits)
personally don't think Clorinde leans towards threats to be honest. she'd feel horrible and guilty if she did and I don't think she could handle you hating her or being afraid of her (maybe if you pushed her far enough then maybe she could justify it because she's trying to protect you but you'd really have to push it).
imo? leans more towards following you around with a hint of subtle manipulation behinf the scenes0. even if it's within the confines of the Court of Fontaine and the place is swarming with Gardemeks you can never be too sure. absolutely fumbles the excuse if you catch her though (if)
the epitome of gentleman, too. she "bumps" into you a lot and always offers to help– even if it's just a few small bags she takes them from you to help ease your burden, basically following you around like a lost puppy. it's a lot easier to trust the nice, polite woman who helped you then the stilted, awkward woman desperate for your attention.
her reluctance to threaten you or force you to do anything doesn't extend to people you know, though. she can cook up any manner of crime that'd get them stuck fighting a duel with her or dealing with a trial that'd get them sent straight to the fortress.
of course, the first thing she'd do is make sure you're okay. she still cares about you (and she really doesn't mean to manipulate you, but really, don't you find it odd that everyone around you is so sketchy? you should be more careful about who you trust. you trust her though, dont you?).
clorinde is very much in for the long game, in the end. she'd only kidnap you as a last resort. she'd much prefer slowly getting closer to you and having you come with her of your own free will (even if it's because she's been planting ideas in your head that you really aren't safe all alone like this. all your friends turned out to be criminals, after all, and what if they start to blame you and try to hurt you? it's best that you stay with her for a while)
if you had a lover, though? oh, she's livid. she makes sure to pin an absolutely heinous crime on them– one that would involve you. after all, she could swoop in and play savior after killing that wretched pest. she did save you from their alleged plan, after all.
a bit awkward with physical affection to be honest, but she tries in her own way. she does what she can to make your life easier– protects you, makes sure you have a roof over your head and nice clothes, a bed and warm baths, expensive foods..anything you want, she would get you without even asking.
why would you ever want to leave? don't you know how dangerous it is outside? who would take care of you if not her? she provides you with all you need, and with only the best (please don't leave)
basically your personal guard dog. she won't bite if you just listen to her and stay put.
and she's just absolutely smitten. careful if you actually use her gifts, because she'll think you're reciprocating her affection whether you are or not. you'll be drowning in new clothes, always trying need food..and she'll always be hovering over your shoulder, watching.
#genshin yandere#genshin impact yandere#yandere clorinde#clorinde x reader#clorinde is so german shepard coded yknow..#she doesnt want to hurt you but she will restrain you if she has to. and its something she is very good at#clorinde is a bit of a sweetheart. a gentleman. but shes also horribly manipulative even if she doesnt mean to be#she just cant handle seeing other people so casually interacting with you#they would probably commit a crime in the future anyway#so its fine if she frames them for something#and she just wants to comfort you after finding out your supposed friend is a horrible person..#its not her fault you start to rely on her because everyone else betrays your trust#shes just trying to comfort you#i mean shes very self aware that shes a bad person for doing it and she knows shes doing it#shakes her around like a can of soda. fucked up yans who sre conflicted over their actions#but do it anyway because their rationalize it so much that they think their doing you a service by keeping you safe#this is all gonna be horribly ooc when we find out more abt clorinde isnt it. anyway#clorinde and the hunting metaphor they used in 4.2 w reader is so tasty though#mm thsts good food#where r my fellow clorinde enjoyers man#ughhhh its way past my bedtime does this make sense........idk im gojng 2 bed or snth
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light-hearted scribblings today
#witch hat tag#orufrey#last ones kinda in relation to a line from “kinou nani tabeta” a BL about an ageing gay couple who cook. that shirahama enjoys. of course#cause oru just looks like a stereotypical japanese gay guy and it's endearing to me.#Will we ever learn literally anything about his family and more than one page about his past. Will we though.#i was gonna draw more today but every day. Every day there is baldur's gate 3. even now#i love witch hat kitchen so much. i love waking up and thinking about my gay witches and playin my lil game im glad im alive and safe.
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thinking about how the Doctor being adopted into their forever home brings a whole new level to the pathetic wet cat allegations
#doctor who#fourteenth doctor#donna noble#doctor x donna#doctordonna#ten was way more wet cat than fourteen tbf#but still#they're never beating 'em#ten is like taking in a stray that always wants to make a break for it#even though he'll freeze out there#fourteen knows that they're safe and warm#and has no plans to be more than three meters from donna for the foreseeable future#she's gonna be tripping over them
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