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hussyknee · 4 months

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Once I stopped wheezing, I went looking for what inspired this tweet. Apparently anyone consistently ripping into Biden and telling anyone why he's trash is "voter suppression". Liberals have all lost their goddamn minds.

#anyone with a strong moral ethical and political opposition to genocide #and all the right-wing fuckery Biden has been doing for the three years before that #is now paid by russia and the gop #goddamn it where is MY check??#i really gotta stop doing this shit for free in this economy #free palestine #genocide joe #fuck joe biden #baby killer biden #us politics #white liberals #shit liberals say #white people #knee of huss #tinhats #stop cop city

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altgoth-aesthetic · 22 days

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"Woke up this morning,

I feel so fucking important

I looked in the mirror, I'm different

I finally made the decision" 🖤💅🏻

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essektheylyss · 8 months

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It is really astounding how many times a person can see the word "unprecedented" and somehow still not lose their goddamn mind.

#like look. i know it's all unprecedented. but good god sometimes I think this has become the heaviest word in the English language.#had to call my parents earlier to be like 'UM? Y'ALL FINE?' because while i had heard there was a hurricane.#i had NOT BEEN INFORMED OF WHICH COAST IT WAS ON.#BECAUSE WHY THE FUCK WOULD I QUESTION THAT.#WHY WOULD I STOP TO CHECK WHERE THE HURRICANE IN THE US IS.#but no everywhere in the goddamn world is just under eternal fire watch AND storm warning. FOREVER. I FUCKING GUESS.#anyway if you ever wonder why i am obsessive about hobbies it's cuz at least my duolingo progress is SOMETHING I CAN CONTROL #okay I'm done I'm going to sleep now

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namari-hime-moved · 8 months

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posting about my epic guide website for vocaloid song series namari hime again. Yippie!!!

#posting again mostly because i accidentally deleted my other post................#umm anyway THE WEBBED SITE #currently most up to date guide in english (flex emoji)#the only other decent guide is from (checks notes) 2018 so this is a lot more up to date #and that says a lot cause theres like ZERO namari hime guides #something something im doing my part 🫡#i put a lot of work into the site!!! tbh most of the html kicked my ass #i dont know if i really explain things well um. send me an email if i did bad #ALSO SEND ME AN EMAIL IF YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE NOVELS #goddamn language barrier.....#ANYWAY SOME SHOUTOUTS!!!#HUGE HUGE THANKS TO THE NAMARI HIME DISCORD SERVER FOR HELPING ME DIG UP THE OLD PAGES FROM THE ARC JORMU SITE #THANKS TO MY BUDDY OAKLEY FOR SOME HTML HELP #AND THANKS TO THE RUSSIAN WIKI PEOPLE I DONT KNOW WHERE ID BE INFO-WISE WITHOUT THEM #anyway. LOOK AT MY SITE BOY!!!!!#mel talks #namari hime #vocaloid

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uselessgaywhovian · 3 months

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there's a black cat that i guess technically belongs to one of my neighbors, idk which one, but they always let him run around the neighborhood loose and without a collar. which i don't approve of, but i don't know who's responsible for him and didn't necessarily want my first interaction with new neighbors to be berating them for their outdoor cat.

well tonight apparently they've left him out in 3ºF weather.

if i can get him to come in, he's my cat now.

#he hid under the neighbor's truck for a while and i couldn't get him #and now he's moved on i don't know where #i had to come inside to warm up because it's THREE GODDAMNED DEGREES #and by the time i went to check again he was gone :(#i set up a box with some towels in it by my back door #and left my garage door open a bit #so hopefully he'll be able to get some kind of shelter at least #poor buddy :(#i'm gonna go get cat food and a fuckin' collar tomorrow

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boxwinebaddie · 3 months

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yoooo so Ive read that one post about how you work with kids and I was like "omg literally same !" and I was wanting to lyk that even though some kids can be little shits, a lot of the time if youre patient with them, joke with them and, heres a big one, talk to them like theyre friends and not just kids theyll treat you wayyy better. I also know you said you work with first to second graders(at least Im pretty sure you said that) and I work with fourth to fifth graders so there probably is a difference. I thought youd wanna know just in case you needed advice or anything. My question is how has that been going so far? Like are you enjoying it, regretting it, that typa stuff.

P.s. im not a really old guy who's a teacher sitting at my laptop, im in my last year of high school and Ive done a lot of volunteer work with kids in it. Hope youre doing amazing!!!<<333

hello, my dear!!! no, thank you so much for the advice -- tbh i have been Struggling lately...this job is stealing the light from my eyes.

( this is a long ass post that is probably too personal but i am honestly not vibing At All so i'm answering this honestly. you do not have to read this message, it is me bitching for several paras. :// </3 )

but i digress!

that is not to say that i dont love working with kids/teaching, but the particular job i work is not...totally within my wheelhouse and is not that fun for me...per say. also, as far as first and second graders go, 1, 2 and kinder are actually the grades that i want to work w/ the most! and are unfortunately the kids i get to work with...sigh...the Least.

my particular position deals mostly with middle school and high school students which is NOT!! what my teaching credential is in btw. so i am suffering, omg. please free uncle nina from high schooler hell.

i also took this job because i weenie hut jr'ed out of taking an Actual Teaching position at a school because i got really nervous ( bc kids in 1st grade have to read A LOT, like without context, they start at the begining of the year reading a level books and have to finish the year reading i level books WHICH IS A LOOOT OF LEVELS )

and that bc ur first year of teaching is the hardest year ( a lot of ppl drop out/quit ) i would fuck up bc idk what i'm doing yet and a bunch of kids would end up behind bc i didn't teach them how to read correctly. like, when i tell you that sitting here in the lounge typing that literally makes me want to cry like...that would Devastate me. :(((

but anyways, i am...trying to be chiller w/ the older kids. bc i came out the gate being Strict ( because no jokes, every other school i worked out the kids had to be HELLA quiet like they could not talk or be rowdy ) but i guess…the school i'm working at is not like that? and a lot of my coworkers...don't press the kids that hard? WHICH!!!

OKAY FUN FACT NO ONE TRAINED ME HAHA!!! they just dropped me in the middle of this goddamn school and were like good luck! so no one gave me insight onto the kids, where the classes were or how they were interacting with them...so...HSLDLSKH SIIIIIGH.

this...job.

like i said though, i'm trying to chill more with the kids because HOOOOOLY SHIT SOME OF THEM ARE SO MEAN!!!! WHAT THE FUCK OHHHH MY GOD!!!! when i tell you i saw 17 boys on their phones, walked past them 3 times and only took ONE PHONE???? BECAUSE ITS LITERALLY MY FUCKING JOB????? and all 17 boys like twice as tall as me heckled the SHIT out of me??? :'((((

like made fun of my dye job and Everything abt me??? </3 for taking One Cellphone that a kid wasnt supposed to be on Bc If I Didn't I Would Get In Trouble that the kid could have probably just begged to get back and would be gotten back immediately?!!! thats how UNSERIOUS they are about bustin the kids at this school!!

WISH SOME1 WLD HAVE TOLD ME THAT! LOL THX!!!!!

but like it was sooooo....it made me so stressed out and it was so awful, i also had really gnarly experiences w/ bullying in high school and middle school, so being back in it is honestly kinda triggering? needless to say, i did spend the rest of that period crying in the teachers lounge like it seriously sucked; i was rlly embarrassed. :c

that's so fun ur working a lot with 4th/5th though! i student taught in 5th this time last year and it was sometimes hard ( i am so stupid like i can only teach k-2, i'm too dumb to do any math harder than that ) academically and socially but i had a lot of fun!

when i wasn't dying!

i am not dying as much rn as i was doing that, but it was certainly more rewarding? like tbh this position is basically me being a human punching bag for middle and upper kids all day long and is really kind of...demeaning? which is annoying bc ( not to be like that ) but bc i literally have my teaching credential i could Be A Teacher In An Actual Elementary School Class, but bc i took this job/chickened out...

i am doing this lowk whack job that i'm both underqualified and overqualified to run. i Do get to work with the littles very early in the day & in the evening and thats...worth getting my shit kicked in by 14 year olds all day long. truly love the k-2 kids; its my happy place.

THANK YOU FOR ASKING THOUGH!!! this is unprofessional, obvi, hopefully will not bite me in the ass later but at thiiis point? idk. respectfully fuck this job lol. i am so tired every single day and there are only brief moments of sunshine. i would not wish this on anyone.

high school boys stop being mean to me challenge! very whack! however, elementary school children! you are so lovely!!! i had a girl make me a little origami flower and give it to me <3 like okay little pep stan! i see you! there is like a kgarten boy who gives me a hug every day, a girl whose shoes i tie every morning -- all of them remember my name which is more than aaaaa lot of the older kids will do for me.

( which!!! they're just kids you know!! its not their fault that they're being a lot!!! their brains are still forming and u know!! i was in mid/hs and it does suck and its hard and stressful! i am not really even mad at them its just...unfortunate. it's also not an age level that i rlly connect w/also discipling them or...not ig idk, is not really something i'm passionate about...like man i just want to sing the fucking calendar song and clap call and response and count on my fingers again. ;-; )

i'm sure as the semester goes by i'll feel better but right now, i am having a pretty rough time and wish i just bit the bullet and started teaching because this is seriiiiiously humilitating, fml. <///3

-uncle nina who is really bad at my job ig? lol i hate this

p.s. this isn't even really a request because every single one of you is kind and wonderful to me, but idk if i seem stressed or it's annoying that my asks are building up/i'm not updating my fics, know its bc i am here from like 6am until like 4:30pm, get my shit rocked, and then go home and sleep for like three hours and repeat every day. just b gentle w/ me if u can; i'm Very Depressed. :(

p.s.s. also unfortunately i cannot take a different job; i signed a contract that keeps me here until june, so i gotta tough it, smh.

#i'm sorry this is probably too personal and upsetting #ALSO SOMEONE STOLE MY FUCKING MUG #W MY COLLEGE LOGO ON IT AND MY UNDERGRAD DEPARTMENT LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING #no but seriously no one checks these kids and i did it one time and every single one gutted me it was seriously brutal #a bunch of the other adults were like oof yeah ur braver than me like HELLO??? DO UR FUCKING JOB MAYB? IM SOOOOO #and like it gives me no joy to take a phone that was the first one i ever took and i was sick to my goddamn stomach :(((#not enjoying this job where i have to terrorize the kids and they terrorize me back its v whack im legit scared 2 do my job #i do have a lot of kids that do what they need to and are kind to me so i appreciate them a lot #and i think that respect is gathering for the other kids but when i say no one trained me or gave me any perspective #AND STOLE MY FUCKING MUG LIKE PLEAAASE CHOKE #it is nice working w the tiny people later in the day tho im love them so bad theyre so cute like i love u my lil people #i seriously should have just taken a k-2 job i really just got nervous and its BECAUSE I CARE NOT BC I DONT which UGGGGH #but yeah lol i am crying i'm sorry if this was too personal or is too whiny but thank u for asking this was building inside me #put uncle nina back in elementary school challenge FAILED SEVERELY middle and hs is so unchill i am sooo tired :(((#fml i'm gonna cry again

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the-trans-dragon · 4 months

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Y'know it was REALLY goddamn evil and nefarious that the oil fields gave my mom (a single mom working 3 jobs to raise 2 kids) a single $5,000 check in exchange for her signing a nondisclosure to never complain about them.

Of course we fucking took the money. Even with her working 1 full-time job and 2 part-time jobs, she barely made over $1,000 a month. Of course she took the money. We though about moving but we still couldn't afford it. She was so frugal with it, though. It did give us a sliver of financial security for years.

But goddamn. $5,000 is table scraps to them, and they bought her silence with it because she couldn't refuse the chance to slightly lessen the weight of poverty on her family.

#sorenhoots #i remember i was like 11 or something. she didnt know if she should sign it. and its not like we had or knew any lawyers. she had ME read it #over and even i was like “this is a nondisclosure and it means you cant ever talk about anything they do even if they do something terrible”#i recall being very proud of myself for knowing what a NDA was. lord knows where my middle-school self learned that from. she did eventually #have a lawyer of some sort look over it and they said the same thing but.... $5000 #it wasnt an option for her. that was more money than wed ever had or saved. she had two kids who would need cars bc we lived so far in the #country. she knew i wanted to go to college. i dont think i ever saw her buy herself clothes before then either. it was money for emergencys #and necessities and birthday presents and road trips and... i often wondered about the person who offered us that. i wondered where they #lived and wondered how much their clothes costed and wondered if their kids got to have art or piano lessons. i wondered if their home was #over 80 degrees in the summer and under 60 in the winter and if they lived in a house that wasnt filled with dangerous spiders (we had nice #spiders too but we did also have Very Dangerous Spiders) and id picture him in his office in a button up and slacks and it would break my #heart that my mom couldnt have all of that. we just had a $5000 check and a vow to not complain.#she still feels earthquakes from it. less nowdays but still. and sometimee it still smells like a jar of hot petroleum jelly. and the attic #smell is worse than ever and the tap water smells like sulfur and wet mold #goddamn what the fuck? jesus christ. she should move.

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rascalbot · 2 years

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me before every acofaf/adventuring party episode: time to be normal about Hob and Rue

me after every acofaf/adventuring party episode: it’s about fear it’s about hope it’s about duty and yearning it’s about communication and miscommunication it’s about tension and heartache. I am cheering for them, I am cursing at them, I am rotating them in my mind, I am folding one hundred paper bats, I am begging them to get a grip,

#ONCE AGAIN I AM LAID LOW #look we all knew regency shit and D&D shit together was gonna be my weakness #but every time Brennan and Oscar give a brief and perfectly motivated internal monologue about why they are staying away #it does shave like six months off my lifespan #and Brennan's whole explanation in today's adventuring party episode where he broke it all down like that #like goddamn it's such good storytelling but it also hurts me mentally emotionally psychologically physically financially #dimension 20 #acofaf #acofaf spoilers #a court of fey and flowers #kp hob #captain hob #delloso de la rue #battlemaster of ceremonies #wait hold on I was checking the tags to make sure I tagged this right #is one of their ship names hootgrowl?#for real?#holy shit

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dykesbites · 5 months

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why wont my computer charge but my art tablet works in this outlet perfectly fine...

#ive double triple checked every connection everythings where its supposed to be. did i break my goddamn charger im gonna kill someone #kaya.txt

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sikyurame · 9 months

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My legs are on fire, but damn the later part of workshift was so much fun

#so at my work we have something called ‘power hour’#it’s where we load guests into the ride as fast and as safe as possible #my dudes I was afraid of falling off the ramp we have to walk on to check everyone’s lap bars #but godDAMN it was soo much fun #and it really picked my mood up bc last night I was just feelingn shitty over a mistake I made #my shame is still present but damn…I feel better

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peachcitt · 1 year

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peach of the citt you are so epic you are so cool

anon of the ymous you are so sweet you are so nice

#anon #ask #great way to start my morning :’)#in other news MAN im sleepy. i slept TOO good to the point where now all i want to go to sleep #unfortunately wednesdays are my longest day of the week so fuckin goddamn #im sure it’ll be fine after lunch tho. but right now i want to put my head down and sleep through all my classes #students walk in and im face down at my desk with a sign scribbled on notebook paper saying ‘check google classroom’#on google classroom there’s their assignments and an announcement from me that says ‘im sleeby’

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solradguy · 10 months

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The FNAF movie trailer reminded me that you used to be able to smoke inside Chuck E Cheese without any consequences

#textpost #You used to be able to smoke inside hospitals too...#It was just as awful as you could imagine lol You could light up while paying for groceries #Everything smelled and was tinted slightly yellow all of the time. Miserable!!#I don't know how people with asthma or other sensitive groups managed back then #because I don't even have any health issues or physical disabilities and it'd make my eyes and nose burn soooo bad after a while #It was a christmas goddamn miracle when they finally FINALLY banned smoking indoors #Christ.... Just imagined a dark timeline where covid happened while being able to smoke indoors. No bastard would've worn a mask ever #@ my followers younger than about 22: I'm so grateful none of you had to live through smoking indoors everywhere era #OH NO just checked wikipedia and it's a state-level law. Some states still allow smoking everywhere. I'm so sorry

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words-writ-in-starlight · 2 years

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#diagnosed

#heds #hypermobile ehlers danlos #this appointment required me to get up at 5 in the goddamn morning but i have no regrets #we LOVE to see a doctor who actually gives a damn #especially since the previous diagnostic appt i had for this one was the one where #[checks notes]#the dr found out i was trans and Stopped Speaking To Me!!!!!#and then told her intern IN FRONT OF ME that a real eds patient would never be able to have tattoos or pierced ears #as opposed to TODAY'S DR who listened to like. my symptoms.#A CONCEPT!!!!!

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mieczyhale · 4 months

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thank you @ alice oseman for including the "explanations for american readers" at the end of the nick & charlie novella. truly a god-send bc it covers a few things / phrases i've been lost on and haven't found a simple answer for anywhere else

like no, i didn't need to know these school terms to understand or enjoy heartstopper, but i wanted to know and understand them and now i do

little joys

#listened to the audiobook #it took a bit to get used to the voices #i'm so used to joe & kit #i still prefer joe & kit and their voices but these guys weren't bad. just different #loved it btw #v glad i spent the money to buy it #yeah i have a physical copy of the book but with my reading struggles and my ocd being as bad as it has been lately i really just did not #feel up to fighting that fight today #spend a day or more trying to read a book that took me two hours to listen to?? i feel like i gave up by doing it this way this time but #i just fucking can't #i cannot deal with that #i cannot deal with the mental battle every goddamn time i want to read something #its bad enough i have to fight through it to read fics or just posts on my dash or shit for work or literally everything everywhere #im taking the mental break where i can get it i guess #anyway #check it out if you haven't #the nick & charlie novella #i really enjoyed it #except for the fucking ******* part #i knew it was coming bc i'd seen stuff about it in fics and on here too in brief mentions but it still made me sad #i'm glad it didn't last long #maison speaks #myhsposts #alice oseman

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gibbearish · 4 months

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oh psa but if you're in an industry that checks IDs and the person in front of you is clearly trans, don't make comments about anything on that ID. for instance saying "OMG your middle name's Danielle? that's my name too!!!" to someone 5 feet tall with a full beard is perhaps not the best choice one could make if one didn't want to put a neon glowing sign above that person's head saying "THIS IS A TRANSGENDER" to everyone they're with

#it is p funny tho going out places with cis / nb-and-always-presented-as-agab friends and always getting singles out abt my #id in Some Way and them always being like ??? wtf that was so weird what was up with that #and i have to be the one to be like 'remember that my id has an f on it' and theyre like :0 ....... >:0!!!!#like fuckin. the time i got id'd at goddamn jack in the box????#she was like 'yeah we have to check it on all orders over $25' which had never happened before and has never happened since because #its fucking jack in the box so every stupid order is over $25 #for important context i was driving and bf in passenger seat was paying so id handed her his card and was way less passing than now #so once we left travis was like yo wtf that was so weird why on earth would they id someone at jack in the box?????#and im like well because i look like this and i handed her a credit card with the name travis on it and people making #up reasons to check trans-looking peoples ids to verify if theyre trans or not is unfortunately not an uncommon occurance #and he was completely floored that that was even a possibility #which like mood when i was doing bev steward literally the only thing i was thinking about on those ids was birthdays #course i was working at a theme park so we had ids from all over the country #and world but nonamericans had passports which are much more consistent than state ids #so id get handed someones id and just be like ugh ok where do they hide it on this one i have 50 people in line i dont have time for this #like why would i be wasting time casually perusing their gender marker yknow i have shit to do #so the fact that there are people who will feel the need to know that so bad that theyll do that is just wild to me and presumably him too #(working there was how we met and he ended up being bars lead then full water park sup after i left the job)#but yeah after he had his 'wait people actually do that?' realization he was just like '....well then good thing it was my card so we had to #give her my id so she'll never get to know for sure‚ get fucked' LMAO #ooh or when me and a friend went to trader joes and bought drinks cause i collect cool drink cans and when the cashier was checking #my id i made a joke to ny friend abt my picture looking like bobby hill and the cashier was like 'GASP dont say that about yourself youre #beautiful!!' which i believe i did have the beard by this point so it was a pretty obvious dig #and the picture super does look like bobby hill by the way like ill show yall if anyone's curious but literally no one irl has disagreed #except this one random woman lmao. but we get out and my friends like ????????? that was so weird #why did she say that????? and im like. well it has an f on it remember #and once again the :0 -> >:0 transformation #like it sucks having it happen but there is smth really funny abt watching friends so inclusive something like that never even #occured to them realize that thats a thing people will do and it just happened right in front of them #shoutout to my roommates friend tho who has worked at a sex shop and weed shop and changed my rewards account name for both to chosen name

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danggirlronpa · 1 year

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PIANO FOR THE END OF THE WORLD; a kaede playlist consisting of every piano song she mentions throughout v3 (2/4 ultimate girl semifinalist playlists)

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Tracklist:

Gymnopédie No. 1, Erik Satie (performed by Philippe Entremont)

Sonatine: I. Modere*, Maurice Reval (performed by François-Joël Thiollier)

Polonaise, Op. 40: No. 1 "Military", Frédéric Chopin (performed by Vladimir Horowitz)

24 Préludes, Op. 28: No. 19*, Frédéric Chopin (performed by YUNDI)

Ballade No. 3, Op. 47*, Frédéric Chopin (performed by Maurizio Pollini)

24 Préludes, Op. 28: No. 15 "Raindrop", Frédéric Chopin (performed by Nikolai Lugansky)

3 Waltzes, Op. 64: No. 2*, Frédéric Chopin (performed by Arthur Rubinstein)

Clair de Lune, Debussy (performed by Masafumi Takada)

*Several times, Kaede cited names for sets of compositions, some of which are upwards of an hour or so long. As such, only smaller pieces from within these sets were selected to represent them.

#kaede akamatsu #danganronpa #mine #consolation prize #playlist #LAYS DOWN. IT TOOK SO LONG TO REPLAY THROUGH EVERY SINGLE GAME WHERE KAEDE APPEARS AND GO THROUGH EVERY LINE OF DIALOGUE #she didnt even mention piano songs in summer camp or utdp! but i STILL HAD TO CHECK #everyone appreciate the labor of love that was this playlist. this girl loves chopin so goddamn much #v3 #i tried to pick different piano players so that even though half of this is chopin you still get a variety of styles. but if u only get one #listen to my boy vladimir horowitz. hes got the SPUNK

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