#god i wanna write a fic with her
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Aylin curls her fingers around Isobel’s hand, draws it towards her cheek with a tender regard set upon her; Isobel nearly flinches for a moment, that same fear pounding beneath her chest, until her fingers find the soft, porcelain skin of Aylin’s cheek, and that dark fear subsides.
“Tell me you do not see the brilliance your touch grants my soul,” she says. It’s a challenge, but spoken like a prayer. “Tell me you do not feel your chest aflutter in its presence.”
“I do, but—“
Aylin cracks the faintest smile, so distant from the radiant bluster she exhibits in the everyday and far closer to the intimate grins they once shared in private moments of reverence and selfish prayer.
“Then your heart is all your own, my darling.” Insistence, assurance, and — yes, even relief colour her words, soak them in the soothing balm of her presence and esteem. “Ketheric’s had rotted long before he had ever known the grave. Yours is your own even long after. You are my Isobel, and you could never harm me.”
The grip on her hand tightens faintly, and a small trickle of gold leaks from the corner of Aylin’s closing eyes before meeting the edge of Isobel’s thumb; an old but nigh-forgotten impulse tightens her chest, sets a warmth beneath her cheeks, and she wipes the tear away with a feather-light flit of her thumb, wondering how many of those Aylin had to shed in the years she’d been gone.
How many she wishes she could have wiped away in that time.
“Have I not hurt you enough?” Isobel whispers, though the words ring hollow. She never intended to leave the greatest joy in her life, the most brilliant beacon in her faith. Still, it’s hard not to wonder how deep that loneliness struck, how far that heartbreak had settled beneath the ancient scars she wears.
Aylin shakes her head as her eyes drift open, and the adoration she sets within Isobel’s own longing gaze steals her breath for but a moment. “After all the hurt I’d endured, being with you again heals me. No matter the years.”
#my writing#baldur's gate#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate 3#bg3#dame aylin#isobel thorm#aylin x isobel#isobel x aylin#i had this thought for them a few days ago#i really wanna write a fic about them#that both explores isobel’s horror at what her father became#and what it might mean for her#as well as aylin’s trauma that she is too stubborn to admit to#and feeling like the daughter of a goddess cannot - should not - feel such mortal pain#as she tries to figure out why she lost her oath#god i love them both so much#as a couple and as characters on their own#do y’all think i should write this ? :0
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some of my thena is arrested au design because!! i love drawing her (feat. simon & taka)
#athena cykes#ace attorney#dual destinies#artists on tumblr#fanart#bottom left is an older piece but i still like it so shhh#i am happy i drew her laughing. shes more reserved for sure but i think she becomes more expressive around people shes comfortable with#im currently writing a fic for this au (god knows when itll be done) but in the mean time if u wanna know anything just ask!!^_^ im so kind#athena is arrested au#ace attorney fanart#aa#dual destinies spoilers#aa5 spoilers#aa5#wyrm draws#simon blackquill
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from a vibes perspective, i totally understand why so many people look at keefe and go ‘this guy would be the male equivalent of a wine aunt when he’s older’.
but. but.
taking lore into consideration, in my heart, he’s terrified of alcohol (even if he tries really hard to hide it). because. like. his first exposure is almost guaranteed to be through cassius, and cassius canonically threw a glass extremely close to him at least once when he was, like, 8. maybe cassius wasn’t always extra nasty when he was drunk, but there’s gotta be a correlation in keefe’s brain between risking getting seriously hurt (emotionally or physically) and alcohol consumption that’s really hard for him to shake.
#tw alcohol#tw child abuse mentions#lmk if there's more trigger warnings i should put#i have a thing for hurt/comfort lmao#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#this is brought to you by:#that one fic my brain started writing internally where it's sophie's 21st bday and she's like man i#have saved the world so many times we've all lost count. i want a fucking drink#and keefe's internally like OH GOD OH FUCK in a bad way but externally he's like yeah babe whatever you want!!#and then she's like. i don't wanna do anything super stupid though. and drinking alone is super stupid when you've never drank before#will you stay w/ me? please?#and keefe's like. i cannot say no to that face#so he spends the night doing an increasingly bad job of hiding how bad he's freaking out#because sophie is a safe space and alcohol is not safe and he doesn't know how to deal w/ the two colliding#ESPECIALLY since sophie's just getting dorkier and sweeter as her filter goes down instead of throwing insults or objects at him#(i feel like sophie would be the kind of drunk that's very impulsive and says EVERYTHING that comes to the forefront of her mind#and stellarlune was more than enough to prove that she sees keefe and a lot of the time her brain just goes hnnngh soft little tortured#artist. MY soft little tortured artist.)#yeah but even intoxicated sophie can tell something's wrong even before he flinches super obviously at an empty glass falling over w/o#breaking. and so she's like nah man it's hurt/comfort time and he's like BUT YOUR BIRTHDAY and she's like do you really think i'm#gonna just let go of the fact that i know you're stressed? i'm not a dickhead keefe#so yeah it ends in cuddles. because of course it does#keefe sencen#annnnd out of the drafts this goes. post!
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i feel like your roman candle; misty/nat, 8k, explicit
written in response to a series of tumblr erotic prompts (since i ended up getting many more than i was expecting, i have combined the ones that fit!).
prompts used: caught masturbating, torn lace, against the wall, fingers (@igotreallyreallytiredofmyoldurl), “do that again”, hair, panting, love bites, taste, restrained, desperate, tease, on the edge, and in public (if you squint)
read here on ao3
#mistynat#misty x nat#nat x misty#otp: you should be thanking me#otp#yellowjackets fic#mine#wordles#~~#this was supposed to be a short break fic! like 2k! CLASSIC me honestly#me writing mistynat: and unstoppable force (two of the most complex characters i've ever loved)#meet an immovable object (my complete inability to write established relationship fic)#(also classic me is choosing to make my first published nat pov fic when she's in her WEIRDEST SOFTEST headspace. i sure love a challenge!)#fyi i do intend to write more prompts since i still have a good handful of mistynat ones i'm inspired by#but i'll pick at them when i need another break from this long fic#ALSO ALSO gotta scream about how happy this title makes me. tfw you're looking at the band you KNOW you wanna use#(angelfish is like. PERFECT. for softer s2 nat amiright)#and you find a line that works on two levels SO PERFECTLY like. god that's the STUFF
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twilight should have ended with eclipse not bc i think its a satifying ending to the series but bc having the ending of knowing bella will some day be a vampire but never see it is somehow better than having to sit through vampire bella be the most uninspired glittery mannequin the world will ever see like how tf does a character get more boring by becoming a vampire
#bella swan#the twilight saga#twilight eclipse#twilight breaking dawn#god i wanna write a breaking dawn fix it fic so bad#where renesmee doesnt happen and its just bella dealing with the consequences of her decision to be a vampire#bc like 'born to be a vampire' is such bs#she shouldve went fucking feral like she deserved
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learning that fourchenault is a CARING PARANOID SOFTY............im living for each moment more deets get spilled about him
#this is a fourchenault leveilleur lovepost#lovingly pins 'leveilleur/ameliance fic' to my cork board of ideas i wanna write. eventually.#she's out here purposefully embarrassing him i love her so much#fourchenault leveilleur#ffxiv endwalker spoilers#leigh plays ffxiv#leigh is endwalking#OH MY GOD WAIT.......I ACTUALLY /HAVE TO/ WRITE LOUISOIX MEETING AMELIANCE.......MY CALLING
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does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians
#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic#im just like. tired of gnawing#and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get#content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky#young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me#im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing &#digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances#m text#i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story#not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a#lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out#bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples#and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified#(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right)#and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here#(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh)#I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost.#anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein#out as lesbian#like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has#to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic)#meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just#and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so#yknow. personal viewer bias here#but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian#and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out#but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough.#im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes#I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY.#like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'
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no one is doing fanfic like me btw
#IM A GOD AT THIS LITERALLY#never met a writer as good as me sorry about it but that's the facts#like oh my goddd the neurons are firing the themes are paralleling the plot is tying itself in a neat bow#im so good ive ended up with miss fuyumi todoroki as one of my favourite characters#like no beef to my girlypop but i love to hate her like imo she's a good character bc she frustrates me so much#i generally dislike her like i dont want to defend her but i can see her justifications etc etc#and me personally i LOVE when characters do that to me like ohhh i wanna hit you so bad but writing-wise i want to study you#and now ive gone full circle bc in the fic im planning ive made her so outrageously complex that im gripping her shoulders and shaking her#she's everything she's nothing she's an antagonist she's an enabler she's just a girl she's tired im kissing her forehead#me with my actually very close relationship with my sister every time i see sibling dynamics in media: what if i made them worse#aiaia u have a rant incoming btw i mean this threateningly#tams and taob and tbp watching me outline what is very much looking to be another behemoth of a fic: 😟😟😟
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motherfucker why is it so hard to write this scene
#how to make a character say something they don’t rlly wanna say but also don’t mind it but also THEY don’t know what they’re gonna say#but also in a way that makes sense for the scene bcz the main focus is NOT her coming out it’s why she was hurting herself#(her realising her queerness played a part)#please before the depression sets in harder and i might re-develop writers block#i need to publish this fic if i have to kill another god to do it#writing#ryan shut the fuck up
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Finally drawn all of my fankids with Rex! 🥺💖💖 It took me a while to get them just right, but I think I've got them looking how I want and WHO I want them to look like!!
From left to right we have the oldest, Kaiza! Quinn, and his twin sister Kiara in the bottom left and finally Mirri the Rodian me and Rex somehow found ourselves adopting x3 I love them all very much and I have SO much lore thought out for them and even arcs going through the Rebels series!! Mainly for Kaiza and Quinn, the others are unfit not as developed yet but they will be soon, for now I'm just glad I can show them off hehe!
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#fankids#self ship fankids#💙 oh captain my captain 💙#PLEASE ASK ME ABOUT THEM IM DYING#i tried to post them a while ago actually and the formatting got all fucked and i couldn't fix it#and i lost a LOT of text and got discouraged adfghjk#so im posting again with less text. adds to the mystery anyway 🥲🥲🥲#god i really wanna draw AND write about them more tho!!#IM TELLING YOU I HAVE MULTITUDES THOUGHT UP ABOUT THEM#YOU MUST KNOW AND LOVE THEM#im currently picking away at a sweet little fic#kinda a glimpse into the domestic bliss rex and i shared for a while raising these buggers#hopefully i finish it soon!! and im able to draw smth to go with it#so yeah HERE TAKE THESE KIDS#ive been meaning to show u guys for ages#like a mama cat leading u to her kitten den
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Feeling the urge to start on another fic even tho I've only posted the first chapter of my current one so far
Multi track drifting but with fics reeheehee
#i have Ideas#but idk just yet if i wanna go thru with it#im on a heket spur after that big post i reblogged abt the bishops and rahhh i wanna write her character depth!!!#tbh i also wanna write smth with kallamar too#each of them getting a separate fic w relationship development w the lamb#and deeper looks into how i see them#prob not as bananas as the leshy fic lol but im a romance fanatic so theyll likely have it#god i fucking love these characters#prob gonna crack open calmly writer and brainstorm teehee#grrr
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rereading a fic (bc i'm trying to typeset it so i can print it before my parents come back from their trip) and UGH it's so good
#IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE EXPERIENCED WRITER'S ENVY BUT HOLY FUCKING GOD I AM EXPERIENCING WRITER'S ENVY (GOOD)#only tangentially related but i don't really get fic writers who like. do preorders n stuff to get their fics professionally printed#like i know that not everyone is physically able to do what i do (typeset fics then print them n then bind them by hand)#but the idea of going to like. idk what people use tbh but something not fan-owned (i.e. mlp is an exception to this)#to print their fics feels... not quite right to me in the same way that the proliferation of hyper-professional zines in fandom#feels not quite right to me n even downright commodifying in some ways#the other day i was in a call w/a kouhai from high school n i mentioned i mailed out some calligraphy i did for a fic the other day#n she was like 'did you at least get paid for it?' n i gave her a five-minute lecture on the gift economy of fandom#n how as part of trying to uphold that ideal i do not take money for fandom projects whatsoever#ANYWAY i forgot how good of fics i've read for xv before... or well i knew they were good but i forgot abt the writer's envy lol#i kind of wanna experience this more bc AAAA I WANNA WRITE THAT BEAUTIFULLY#花話
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Me: Oh I'd never ship Magnus and MMA together, or have any sort of Metalocalypse OC, it's just not my thing.
Also me: (has half delirious fever dream about their daughter)
Just goes to show that your past is not your future. XD
#been poking at the horrible fic version of how that happened :D#every time I get even a little sick my brain dumps this kind of dense lore shit on me XD#magnus hammersmith#metal masked assassin#mma#mmagnus#mtl oc#I don't wanna spoil her name yet in case I actually write this down#nah not gonna go into much detail about her growing up#I really don't like kid fic and Magnus knows out the gate he's a shit parent#she's interesting though#gonna grow up to be a god killer in a literal sense 8)
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Oh no I can feel my goldfinch hyperfixation returning
#the goldfinch#maybe ill write a fic this time#lord knows ive read everything on ao3#i had some ideas but i never got to writing them#maybe i should#I just wanna study Theos brain#Boriss too tbh#theyre so fucked up and fascinating#ive been reading ff and god im sick of kotku slander#like i get that its easier to hate her than admit Boris was an abusive fuck but nothing she could have done would have excused what he did#also why act like Kotku is irredemable when Theo and Boris both did way worse#like i get not liking her#but dont pretend shes evil#also Theo is such an unreliable narrator and him hating her makes it easier#but even Theo couldn't explain why he hated her#the answer is jealousy#obviously my guy was so in love with Boris
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My dumbass brain…. I can not read sleep token fic (I still try) but by gosh do I have a magnum opus of a fic I could write for them.
#very much so#so you see I have this story idea I’ve wanted to write as a fic for YEARS I’m talkin at least 6 but I’ve never had the right fandom for it#and it’s this idea where the gods have this like not school but castle where their followers can gather and they can learn more magic thee#and worship their gods and also just be close to each other and the gods come and go and have like apartments there basically#and the gods have assistants. and the og idea (I’m gonna change it around a bit) is that the god if death her assistant/head follow is the#reincarnated soul mate of the god of life/the sun. but the sun god doesn’t want his souls mate because his soul mates first life ended#because of him.#now obviously I’d change it around a bit and sun god would be sleep and maybe Vessel would still be sleeps ‘head follower’ and Vesse is#still keeping the fact that he’s sleeps soul mate a secret (cause that’s part of it it’s all hush hush on the mc’s end of things)#but it’s almost… to perfect… so I might. have to write it…..#and ofc the other vessels get included now#for one thing in the og story part of mc’s powers are sex related and he had many many partners#so I have to include that any way but like it’s all fitting A Bit Too Well#sleep token#for blacklist#it’s so low in the list of tags it hopefully won’t show up in the main tag but if it does I’m So Sorry be lol#i uhh. don’t know when l write this tbh#I want to but I also wanna finish writing my giant af Dune fic#and I have a couple others I wanna work on too so we’ll see#this got rambly af sorry to ANYONE who reads this lmao#also I didn’t even tap into the plot lol#so many misspelled things cause it’s 12:23 and I tired af
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I JUST SAW YOU POSTED YOUR STONATHAN FIC? maddy you are my fav person in this app right now i’m soooo excited for it!!!!
nic 💖💖💖💖 i’m so excited to hear ur thoughts!! i’m rly pleased with how it turned out :)
#ask#messrsbyler#fic writing is so fun!!#and god bless abby for her amazing editing#i already wanna write another one
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