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roaringheat · 9 months
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"Part of me has always longed for death." STOP...
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nwndrlndn · 10 months
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modern anakin hcs
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pairing : modern!anakin skywalker x gn!reader | wc : 1.4k  | 18+MINORS DNI
a/n : this is just how i see a modern anakin. its kind of an add-on to boyfriend.
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general hcs ( adaptational awareness )
anakin is some kind of scandinavian from shmi's side of the family and thats all he really cares about. his stance on his father and his full ancestry is "if he didn't want me then, i don't want him now" ( lies, we'll talk about the daddy issues later )
so shmi was probably born in a country thats similar to sweden or denmark and anakin probably spent his early years there. but by like 4 or 5 they moved from shmi’s home country to modern tatooine 
so like picture little blond haired, blue-eyed anakin, right? imagine he was homeschooled for like the majority of his life and he walks into school with a swedish accent and basic english skills
eventually, shmi saves up enough money and gets a really good opportunity to send anakin to a really good school in coruscant
shmi taught him how to cook, clean, some housekeeping skills
and he has even less friends, but he got along with his peer mentor, obi-wan, who was like on the verge of graduating and saw anakin as a surrogate brother
anakin definitely isnt emo until he’s in college, before college, i imagine him dressing like scott barringer, loose clothes, light colors, and he keeps his hair blond
this era of anakin defintely liked car shops and had a part time at a niche interests store ( think like, a bait shop ) to help his mom
he met padme in his junior year of high school, she was one of those alumni who were asked to come back to talk about the college experience to high schoolers
and anakin ( having zero filter ) asked for her number after the talk and she shot him down but still gave him her number.
then like, going into his college orientation, he was pissed off because his mom had remarried while he was away. but he was coming to terms with it and liking his step brother and his fiance.
i picture he shows up kind of fucked up looking. like his hair is growing out and the texture is off, his clothes are dark on the inside, light on the outside, and he’s listening to music on his headphones the whole time
and you see him sitting by himself, a little off from the engineering majors and fiddling with something in his hands and you walk over to him, in spite of your major and your nerves and sit next to him
instantly the headphones are off because his cool, tough guy front is still just a front, he was HOPING someone would talk to him 
and you guys hit it off, chatting away about everything and anything
even when you part ways and the orientation ends, he’s texting you randomly and oh my god, he thinks too fast for his thumbs
“hve you seen ovrdrive?” “wtff is that thing your ordered at ciplt? im picking up food fr obi and he hates when i bring spicey stuff” “hellp”
he moves in with doctoral candidate obi-wan for college and takes up a part time at a mechanic’s shop and another as an overnight security guard ( he just sleeps and works on assignments there )
he got his mom threepio, a golden retriever, but usually is playing with padmé’s border collie, artoo ( credit to this amazing fan art )
he asked out padme after he fixed her computer ( for funsies ) and didnt shut up about her the entire time they dated
anakin is clingy in relationships, literally would hold onto padmé’s bags while out in public so she wouldnt wander too far from him
and he just really liked the environment of padmé’s apartment, being around you, padmé, and sabé was just a really big comfort for him
his descent into becoming a metalhead mostly happened because one of his bosses suggested it to him
and slowly he started to enjoy it more and more
and his wardrobe got darker, developed an energy drink addiction, and he started letting you and padmé give him messy eyeliner
and it culminated when he asked you to help him box dye his hair and now theres a stain in his bathroom of a streak of black hair dye across the ceiling
the reason why anakin and padmé broke up was a healthy end because ani def got a little jealous and toxic and padmé had to sit him down and tell him it was for the best
and he resented her for a while, wouldn’t talk to her while at her apartment for a good month
but then he watched her burn food and he felt bad and ended up cooking something for her and they never spoke about it again
and he definitely liked you when you first met, even when he was dating padmé ( and the few flings he had after her )
he just made himself bury his feelings for a while by treating you like a best friend or little sister
hanging out with you when padmé took everyone on a lake house trip and was busy talking to others
his actual confession comes in the form of him making a really crappy bracelet at his work bench
yes, he literally set up a robotics station in his bedroom. he will literally invite you over and sound so excited to see you
only to focus and work for 8 hours with only two rockstars and his thrash metal playlist as sustenance
you can try to give him a snack and he’ll ( unintentionally ) glare at you until he realizes he’s been ignoring you for so long and he just picks you up and kisses you
now youve got anakin licking at your face and laying on top of you. he’s not coming up for air until he’s made up for every minute he ignored you accidentally
his favorite kind of date would either be a movie date or to go out for a drive then stargaze
he will put you in his clothes, whether you like it or not. and he smells a bit like like oil and sweat mixed with mint
he started getting tattoos because he saw it as a form of independence
he has one industrial piercing, and three others on each of his earlobes. the tongue piercing was for fun
he likes alternative girls more, but if you’re not alternative he won’t push you ( unless you like that )
will have a titty attack if you call him emo and not a metalhead ( theres a difference )
18 + hc
he’s so fucking WEIRD
so he probably gets off every other day because of his mind ( and because his hands wander so much that he gets himself worked up )
to get into the idea i mentioned in boyfriend
he got your name near his navel and once he realized he liked you, he would try to aim his releases over your name
and he’s not a bad shot
his hands wander naturally because he just likes to feel your skin. like its not even his intent to get sexual, he’s absently rubbing your back and like 5 minutes later he’s just massaging your ass and tits if you lay on him
he’s actually really big on doggy, he just really likes to look at your back
so he also likes bending you over tables, counters, his workbench, his bed, and security desk at work
he has aquaphilia. will feel you up in pools and in large bodies of water
he really likes biting and marking
during sex, he likes to focus on your neck and back
but in general he would be the kind of guy to give you a forehead hickey
and will rub off any makeup you put on to cover it
prefers to praise and worship you, and if you try the same, he’ll get awkward and embarrassed but lap it up anyways
if you degrade him and objectify him, he will fuck you within an inch of your life
he also has his own playlists that he plays when you guys are fucking
he broke the door to his room so it’s not the best place to have sex, unless youre ok with the possibility of someone walking in
obi wan accidentally walked in on you both once and had to leave the apartment for a week
he has tried to fuck you in his car but you bumped your head and he drove you straight home to ice it, refuses to even get road head because of it
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pacifymebby · 6 months
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Hope u r doing okay ❣️
Which of the peaky men would make the best fathers do you think?
ahhh you caught me at a broody moment bestie so
I think of all the Peaky men Bonnie and John would make the best fathers, they both strike me as family orientated, "fun" dads. They're definitely both very into keeping you pregnant haha, but I will get into that later, here are some quick little HCs about the men as dads <3
Tommy
🌿 "Over Protective Dad"
🌿 He's the serious type of dad, the one with lots of rules, the one who definitely means it when he says "Behave, or else." He's very strict and the children definitely know not to cross him, sometimes you worry that he's too stern... and so does Tommy.
🌿 Because he adores his children, he's so proud of them and he has so much love for them, they're his proof that good things can really exist in this very bitter and twisted world... he just isn't always good at showing that love because the more you love something the more it hurts to lose that thing...
🌿 So he's terrified, every single second of every single day, that he's going to lose his little ones, that one way or another they'll be ripped away from him.
🌿 Thats why he has all these rules, and why he's so determined to see them kept to. Because he doesn't want something bad to happen to his children as a result of his "negligence"
🌿 He's also petrified that he'll be the reason their lives are ruined, he's scared he'll drive them away... a fear which is naturally made worse by his cold exterior and his struggle to be close with his family. He's always putting a distance between himself and the ones he loves, and it traps him in a mean cycle.
🌿 The kind of parent thats always trying to hide the worlds badness from his children, he wants them to stay innocent and care free for as long as possible so he wraps them in cotton wool and won't ever want them to do anything which could risk an unhappy ending.
🌿 That being said he rarely "lets" them win at games.
🌿 He gets very paranoid about their friends, the kind of parent that needs to know his children's friends parents before he lets the kids out of his sight. He worries when they're out after school, even more so if he has daughters.
🌿 Will hate his daughters boyfriends, will try his best to intimidate them.
🌿 His children will grow up resenting him for being controlling but in the end they will understand why he raised them the way he did because,
🌿 Ultimately Tommy is a devoted father figure, he's nurturing to the best of his ability. Nothing will hit harder than a "dad hug" when the kids are upset. He's sentimental as fuck so will make sure he is at every big event in the kids lives, he'll be the one taking photos.
🌿 Will never fail to tell his children he is proud of them. Sometimes it's a little scary when he tells them he loves them because he feels the emotion quite intensely.
🌿 Has killed for his children at least once, is determined they'll never find out.
Arthur
🍂 "Overwhelmed Dad"
🍂 Is absolutely desperate to be a good, hands on father but oh my god is it difficult! Theres so much to remember, so many things which need to be done all at once... He's the father who always has food stains on his shirt, the one who is always at least fifteen minutes late, running down the street with the kids to try and get them into school on time... He forgets stuff all the time, sends the kids to school without a packed lunch or dinner money and has to go running back with it.
🍂 He is very awkward at first because he's paranoid that he will be too rough, hold the baby too tightly, that he's going to hurt them. But he is just so full of love and adoration and even when they're very small his children will sense that love and feel happy whenever daddy is near.
🍂 His children are his sun stars and universe. They're his reason to heal and carry on living despite all the pain he often feels inside. They're his hope.
🍂 Always self conscious that he's being too loud or too rough, he's always swearing then apologising for swearing in front of them. "Son your fathers a very naughty man eh, you shouldn't try to copy him yeah?"
🍂 "fook" is probably one of your babies first words despite all of his efforts. His brothers think that this is completely hilarious but Arthur feels so bad about it.
🍂 He doesn't want his children to grow up to be anything like him, he can't see any of the good that you see in him, only the bad so he's always worrying that his kids will have inherited "the bad seed"
🍂 It isn't true however, where Arthur sees himself as over emotional/ unpredictable with violent mood swings, you see him as a passionate man with real feelings. You see him as someone who needs nurture and care. You're always trying to remind him that his "flaws" make him a more empathetic person, that he'll much better be able to understand his children because of his own life experiences.
🍂 A really defensive father, if his kids get into trouble at school for anything he will be 100% on his kids side, if they were scrapping then the other kid definitely started the fight and deserved it, if they were back chatting a teacher then "what the fuck are you doin eh? You're an adult and you can't stand up to a fucking six year old? Thats mad..."
🍂 You're constantly having to apologise to the school on his behalf but on the plus side your kids aren't ever getting bullied.
🍂 If you have daughters they will definitely be doing their best to keep boyfriends a secret... This is perhaps not really necessary though because ultimately Arthur is a desperately loving father who would do anything to make his kids happy... so your daughters don't need to worry about a thing, as long as their boyfriend intends to marry them and care for them until the end of his days.
John
🌼 "Still a Kid Dad"
🌼 He's the "fun" parent, the soft one that the kids know to ask for extra play time or sweets. They know they can get away with bloody murder when it comes to their dad. If they're boys he's going to be impressed when they manage to weasel their way out of trouble and if they're girls all they have to do is pull those adorable puppy eyes and they will definitely get what they want.
🌼 Absolutely spoils the kids rotten! Basically he lives to see his children smiling and to hear them laughing so he will do whatever he thinks is going to earn him hugs and smiles.
🌼 A real criminal when it comes to feeding the kids things like rice pudding, chocolate pudding "one for you, one for daddy, little scoop for you, big spoon for daddy..."
🌼 Always helping them get up to know good. Teaches them naughty rhymes and then daring them to sing them in front of you so that you're permanently horrified.
🌼 They make him behave like a big kid so he's always playing stupid imaginary games, playing cowboys with them, playing tig, always starting food fights with them any excuse to play fight and tickle them... Any excuse to pick the littlens up and squeeze them in a big hug.
🌼 So many Dad jokes just waiting to be dropped it's like a disease, he just can't stop making the worst jokes you've ever heard and yet his kids think he's hilarious.
🌼 Can, very rarely, but sometimes be serious, but it's only when something very serious has happened such as if he thinks the family is under threat or the children are in danger. It's so rare to see daddy serious that the kids always do as he says in these situations, it's like they can just sense that play time is over.
🌼 Absolutely adoring, falls asleep with the baby on his chest all the time, never wants to put the littlens down. Smothers them in kisses.
🌼 Whenever its your birthday he will gather all the littlens up to try and bake mummy's birthday cake, it will be messy, it will be bordering on a catastrophe, the kids and him will be covered in flour, sugar, cake mix, chocolate, the lot. But it will be the best thing you've ever eaten.
🌼 Perhaps the reason John is the way he is is that he didn't get much of a childhood himself, his own father let him down astronomically when he was a lad and so he's determined that his children are going to have as much fun as possible. He hates seeing them sad, doesn't ever want them to feel let down. So even though you do sometimes get very fed up with always being the "strict" parent you can understand why John is as laidback with he kids as he is. It's because he's trying so hard to give them everything he never had.
🌼 Look he's lowkey addicted to being a dad, wants to have so many children with you, can't keep his hands off you... He will always always be telling you what a good mother you are, how beautiful you look when you're pregnant, how proud he is of you, always talking to you about how together you've made a gorgeous family. Whenever you're holding one of the little ones, or whenever you're playing with the children he'll tell you how much motherhood suits you.
Alfie
🐻 "Grumpy Daddy"
🐻 Wasn't ever really expecting to be a father, wasn't ever really expecting to be a husband either to be honest but well, here he is and he can't say he isn't happy with his lot in life. When he finds out you're pregnant he is stunned, but he's determined to be a good father...
🐻 Always grumbling affectionately about parenthood, if his kids ask for help he'll put on a big song and dance of huffing and puffing and "oh I suppose I have to don't I I suppose I can't say no to my little angel..."
🐻 There is absolutely nothing this man will not whinge about, if theres a birthday party he has to take them to, if its the school run, other children's parents, helping with snack time, helping with homework, reading the bedtime story, carrying the kids when their legs get too tired... He will make a big song and dance all "woe is me the exhausted, overworked father, he never gets a minute to himself, never any peace and quiet, always bending over backwards for his family and what thanks does he get eh? What thanks exactly do I get in return for all this?"
🐻 Usually by the end of these speeches his little ones are giggling and you're affectionately rolling your eyes... Usually a kiss on the cheek is all the thanks he really needs to shut him up. And he's never being serious anyway, he actually really loves being a dad, its much nicer being at home with the family, playing the hero rather than the villain as he does at the bakery and in his dealings with Tommy Shelby.
🐻 Makes up the bedtime stories, they always go on and on and on, with the strangest characters.... Often he will ramble on and lose himself all "and then the princess yeah, the beautiful, mesmerising, heavenly princess in the tower... who looks a lot like you now I come to think of it my little cherub... the princess right, she looks down at the prince and she says, oi, mate... you touch my hair again yeah and I'll chop your head off and kick it like a football all the way to Timbuktu..." "Daddy!" your little one will gasp, giggling and fighting him, "a princess wouldn't say that!" "Well you see this princess would right my little angel cause this Princess yeah, she's a feminist ain't she..."
🐻 Honestly he'd be such a soft father to a little girl, he'd spoil her rotten and she'd be the princess of Camden town. Nothing would ever be good enough for his little cherub.
🐻 Would make a point of turning up on the first day of school so that everyone would know who his kids father is, so that they'd know not to mess with them - teachers included.
🐻 Much like Tommy however he is very overprotective, he has lots of rules as a result of him always worrying about his children. He knows the absolute pits the world can sink to, he knows how dangerous it is out there and therefore he will constantly be werriting about the safety of his children, about who they're friends with, where they hang out. He will run background checks on all their friends. He will send Ollie out spying on them.
🐻 He's the kind of dad who won't forget about Mum, he'll see how tired you are and want to dote on you too. He'll definitely be the first to try and hush the kids so that mummy can have a nap, or he'll take them out to the market to pick out some presents for mummy. He's always reminding them how much their mummy loves them and everything that she does for them, always reminding them to make sure they tell their mother that they love her very much.
🐻 Big on manners. Won't ever swear in front of the children and he won't let them curse either. He also is always reminding them of their manners, will not raise rude children who don't say please and thank you or hold doors open for people.
🐻 Similar to Arthur, his children can never do any wrong, the only person who is going to tell his kids off his him, if a teacher wants to talk about his children's bad behaviour he's going to talk to the teacher about why they're failing as a role model.
Bonnie
🍀 "Nurturing Dad"
🍀 Family is the most important thing in this lads life. He is absolutely devoted to you and the children, he would do anything for you. He never misses anything, from birthdays to bath time, story time... anything, he doesn't want to miss a second of his children's lives.
🍀 He's very laidback, often very cheeky, always very quick to make you and the little ones laugh. Much like John he's the "fun" parent, he's always playing games with the children, loves to make them laugh with silly little slight of hand tricks (definitely overdoes the "coin from behind the ear" trick)
🍀 Will teach his kids boxing, will teach the girls to fight too if its what they want letting them punch his hands and try to take him out (if all the kids gang up on him at once they can wrestle him to the floor so that you have to save him... not that you always feel like it - "hmmm I don't know Bon, I think you might have been asking for it?"
🍀 His favourite thing to do is to gather all the little ones up into bed with you and him, all of you tucked under the covers for a bedtime story. He does the voices but he gets shy in front of you so he can't help but blush when he's doing the silly parts. Encourages the kids to join in and do the voices themselves.
🍀 Loves to teach the littlens things, practical skills like woodworking/ hunting/ how to make a fire or a shelter. Any excuse to take them out into the forest to build a den or go camping.
🍀 He's really traditional and would definitely want to raise the children with traditional traveller values, wants to raise them how he was raised however
🍀 He's ambitious and he doesn't want his children to grow up in the bordering on poverty that he grew up in so he will work so hard to give them anything they could ever desire. He doesn't exactly spoil them because he definitely teaches them the value of their work, but he'd never let his children go without. He never lets you go without either, even if he doesn't want to spoil the children he does want to spoil you, "you deserve it sweetheart, for being such a perfect mammy."
🍀 Wants to have a really big family and loves getting you pregnant. He loves taking care of you and being nurturing when you are pregnant and he loves doting on you and the children... One day when they're all grown up his empty nest syndrome will be worse than yours.
🍀 A really nurturing father, will teach his boys that it's alright to cry and express their emotions, will want to kill anyone who makes his little girls cry. Will teach his sons to look after and love their sisters. Will raise his kids to know that family comes first always. If one of his kids gets into trouble at school for fighting, but it turns out he was fighting to defend his sister, Bonnie will be really proud of them and much to the teachers despair, will tell them "you did the right thing, next time hit him twice, one from me eh?"
🍀 Will do his best to be friendly when his daughters bring boys home but he will need so much support from you, so many gentle reminders to "be nice" because thats his little girl and what if this lad isn't good enough, what if they hurt her or let her down or... You'll probably have to remind him that no matter what no ones going to replace her dad, he'll always be important to her.
Isaiah
🐀 "Cool Dad"
🐀 Don't get me wrong, I'm sure that he's going to mature into a decent father but, it's going to take some time and a lot of growing up.
🐀 I get slightly unreliable vibes from him. He won't take parenthood seriously at first, he'll have no idea how hard it is or how out of his depth he is... He'll definitely think that everyone else is exaggerating when they warn him how much of his life he's going to have to put into being a father... Fatherhood is going to hit him like a freight train.
🐀 He assumes he's going to be great at it because he assumes he's great at everything, but then he's overwhelmed by the long sleepless nights and how difficult it is to read a babies mind... So because he isn't immediately great at it it knocks his confidence a bit, he gets frustrated with himself and becomes convinced that he's "just not meant to be a father"
🐀 So this leads to arguments, naturally... because "you really should have thought about that before you knocked me up Isaiah!" You would start to doubt whether you could rely on him, whether he resents you and the children as a burden, whether he even wants to stay with you or whether he's going to leave...
🐀 When you argue about that fact and you come out with "well if you're so fucking unhappy why don't you just leave... if you're so convinced you're not meant to be a father we'll just have to get by without you won't we..." He'd be stunned by this outburst and genuinely have no idea where it's come from. Because he's stupid.
🐀 He'd be really taken back but forced to consider your words he'd start to realise that this is hard for both of you, that you're both doing something you've never done before, that the responsibility is new and tiring for you both... just because he thinks you're better at it than he is doesn't mean you're not also just making it up as you go along...
🐀 And your suggestion that he might want to leave you makes him realise just how much he could lose, makes him realise that he doesn't want to lose you or the little ones, that even if its hard he wants so badly to be a good man and father.
🐀 So then he'd start trying a lot harder, he'd stop expecting to get everything right the first time, he'd start trying to learn from you. Like I said, he's going to be a good father, but it's going to take time.
🐀 In awe of how good at mothering you are, doesn't understand how you can be soft and gentle and patient when the baby won't stop crying... He longs to develop that kind of patience but honestly, you have the patience of a saint and he knows he's never going to be as easy tempered as you.
🐀 He's a strange mixture of over protective and completely irresponsible, he takes the children with him to the pub, he lets them sip the foam from his beer to teach them that they won't like it. He will let them run riot at family gatherings.
🐀 Has definitely forgotten then baby and left them sleeping in their carrier under the table at the pub at least once.
🐀 However, the children are never allowed out of his sight, they can go to these places but only with him where he's there to look after them. His theory is that if he's so strict that his children never get to have any fun, they'll grow up wanting to break rules and do stupid dangerous things just for the sake of rebelling, so he's cool about it, he lets them drink when they're older so that they'll see theres nothing special about it, he'll let them hang around with the Blinders so that the mystery and glamour is taken out of it... whether this tactic works you'll have to wait and see, you're not entirely confident however...
🐀 He will be the kind of parent that speaks to his children like they're adults, they're going to learn swearing and sarcasm and back chat really young and its going to be a nightmare.
🐀 Will be suspicious of all boys who so much as look at his daughters because he was a teenage boy once and he knows what they're like. Whenever you remind him, "we were just as bad at that age..." he'll say "exactly and look where it got us, I'm not having some halfwit knock up my daughter!"
🐀 sometimes you think he says that just so you'll tell him that actually he makes a really good father.
Michael
☘️ "Perfectionist Dad"
☘️ Being a father is probably more important to Michael than you realise... Having been taken from his real family when he was very young, he feels there's a part of childhood which he was robbed of and he's determined to make sure his own children have the best childhood.
☘️ Because of this he has quite a few rules that he sets, he just wants his children to be safe and to not waste their potential... however he will occasionally be soft on these rules and let things slide if he thinks it's going to make the children and you happy.
☘️ He puts so much pressure on himself to be the perfect father. He will never express his doubts to you but he has such high expectations of himself and you can tell. Sometimes you have to give him a kiss on the cheek and remind him that as long as he's doing his best thats all that matters, that his children will love him even if he makes mistakes. That you think he's a really good father and wouldn't ever wish for anyone else to be the dad to your kids.
☘️Tries his best to be supportive, sometimes struggles to be patient because he's a logical thinker and you can't always solve baby's crying the way you can a maths problem. Imagine him trying to reason with a toddler who won't eat their rice pudding... "Look you might not appreciate this right now little one but this snack is highly nutritious, its an excellent source of protein and its got lots of calcium which is especially important for making you grow big and strong just like daddy... so even if you don't like it eh, better to eat it up..." "Michael he's two..." "I'm just explaining...." "T W O"
☘️ You wouldn't expect it of him, and it's definitely something he struggles with a little however he's always determined to be an affectionate and loving father. He definitely comes off as being too serious when he kisses his children on the forehead and tells them he loves them, but they always know they can come to him when they need a hug.
☘️ He's a really attentive father when it comes to things like waking up in the night if the kids have had a nightmare or something, he will let you get your much needed rest and he'll be the one to deal with all issues nocturnal. Can change a nappy in his sleep, can pretty much sleep walk between your bed and the kids bedroom to answer their crying in the night.
☘️Will spoil his daughters rotten and accidentally raise princessy types. Doesn't really see the problem however because he thinks they're perfect in every way and deserve the absolute best.
☘️ Just like Tommy he is determined they will keep their childhood and their innocence for as long as possible. He will do his best to keep his children away from the family business, he doesn't want them to know that their father is a criminal and he certainly doesn't want them to ever know of all the evil things him and his cousins have done in the past. As a result he tells his children a lot of lies, feels incredibly guilty for being dishonest, and then ends up telling even more lies anyway.
☘️ He absolutely doesn't want his girls anywhere near boys, especially not peaky boys. He doesn't even really like them getting to see their cousins at family gatherings, is always reminding them that they're not like their cousins, they're honest well behaved children, their cousins are wild and can't be trusted.
☘️ Will try to teach his children to be brave, will want them to be able to stand up for themselves. He's a man with childhood trauma and he wishes he'd had the "wits" to defend himself as a child so he wants his own children to be able to fight back. However, a key component of this is that he wants his children to be able to tell him anything and know that their dad will always be on their side, he doesn't want them to keep any secrets from him at all. Wants them to know he will never be angry at them and that it's always better to tell daddy everything.
☘️ If anyone ever threatens or hurts his children he will probably genuinely plot to kill them, have them killed.
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stinkyhorsebitch · 5 months
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Seeing Alex holding a baby made me wonder what Beetlejuice would be like with kids. Your thoughts? Obviously he adores Lydia, and if Charles and Delia ever had kids he'd take to being the Weird Eclectic Uncle like a duck to water (god help anyone who tries to hurt that child or even looks at them funny). But I think he'd also be pretty good with kids in general. Like he knows what it's like to have a shitty childhood, and what it feels like to have people who care, so he'd want to help out kids in the same situation. Maybe be some kind of counselor? Delia would probably be ecstatic the first time he comes to her with questions about getting into the field.
i`ll happily give my 2cents about it too
If a child ever landed in his grubby hands i really hope it wouldnt just be him alone with a small child. Dont get me wrong he would try his best but i dont think that man knows the first thing about childcare or has a responsible bone in his body (that creature just puts coke in his pocket, no baggie, just loose..). Im honestly not even sure if he ever was a human child? So it teeters on what hes seen over the years of being invisible.
Now what im 100% sure about is that kids would just be drawn to the funny, green haired weirdo like cats to somebody who`s allergic. Ask him about every weird thing he does and hed of course would anwer with no filter at all.
And then theres the problem with his temper, he throws temper tantrums like a toddler himself and has huuuuge anger problems. This might make relate better to the kids, so he might know how to help a kid get thru something like that (i wouldnt bet on it tho).
With help and guidance tho he might be a good babysitter for a few hours, he is an eccelent entertainer and would keep a child well occopied. Maybe with "magic" tricks or funny not apropriate for a child stories.
in the end i think it just comes down to the vers. of BJ that lives in your head guess mine is more of an unbridled idiot lol
thanks for your ask<3
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Round 3 - Catholic Character Tournament
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Propaganda below ⬇️
Angel
I don’t remember if he was Catholic as a human (he was Irish like a few hundred years ago so probably) but his guilt complex as a vampire is so fucking massive it has to be Catholic lbr
well he's from 1700s ireland so. theres that. he's (for most of the series) the only vampire with a soul and he uses that soul to feel really guilty for everything all the time. he moves to LA and starts saving people from demons to try and atone for everything he did while he was a soulless vampire
he makes exactly one facial expression and its |:<
Kurt Wagner/Nightcrawler Propaganda:
good lord where do i start. in the animated series he converts logan to catholisism and then fucks off basically thats the main thing he did there. i think one time they tried to make him a demon to explain how he looked but everyone hated that. he sold his soul one time to help his friends out after he died. he and logan have a weird little gay thing. he was a priest one time but he was made a priest by a fake bishop from a religion that hates mutants iirc so he just wasnt a priest. like 3 people have written him in a way i like and one of those is my friend just talking about how they view him.
wow marvel loves making catholic characters dress/look like demons
Kurt is a mutant who was born to mystique who looks a LOT like a devil (technically is half one but that cannon truth isn’t real go back to bed), his mother dropped him off a cliff when he was born and he was picked up by a Romani group/circus (fuck old comics man) however he then narrowly escaped being sold to a freak show and found himself in a small German town. There he met a kind priest, who showed him God, and he quickly grew attached to the idea- However, it wasn’t long before people began labeling him a demon and soon the whole town was against him with pitchforks and fire. Cornered and injured, Kurt thought this might be the end for him- maybe he would see heaven so long after finding it- but he was then saved by Charles Xavier who invited him to the X-Men. AND ITS BEEN SO MANY YEARS AND HE HAS BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH THERE. SO MUCH. SO GOD DAMN MUCH. BUT THE MOST AAAA THING TO ME CONCERNING HIS FAITH HE WHEN HE LITERALLY DIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN BUT THEN BECAUSE OF DRAMA WITH HIS FATHER HAD TO BRING HIS FRIENDS IN WITH HIM FROM THE BEYOND. THEN WITH ALOT OF TROUBLE THEY FOUGHT HIS FATHER AND THE ONLY WAY KURT SAW TO STOP HIM WAS IN A MOVE THAT STRIPPED THEM BOTH OF THEIR SOULS AND PUT THEM BACK ON EARTH. SO KURT CANONICALLY HAS NOW LOST HIS ABILITY FOR ETERNAL PEACE, LOST HIS VERY SOUL, TO SAVE PEOPLE- AND ALSO TOLD NO ONE NOT EVEN HIS GAY LOVER WOLVERINE.
Nightcrawler is a mutant vigilante who looks like a classical demon. He can’t even go to church without people panicking and trying to exorcize him. Despite it all, he’s so full of faith and hope and compassion, and he wants to believe the best of everyone. Also, he’s bffs with an extremely angry Jewish sword lesbian. That has nothing to do with anything, but it’s important to me that you all know that.
What if you were a devout christian and literally looked like the devil? He nearly became the pope, which was a plot by some supervillains that also involved faking a rapture? There is nothing like comics I swear to god.
A catholic who is half demon I don’t think I can better explain a struggle than that. But his character is so relatable to people who feel unwelcome with their congregation because of something that is a part of them but still feeling a connection to the faith. Kurt actively engaged in his faith and shares how his faith helps him through all the things he has faced in life and how he found a home with those of the church who leave the judging to God.
so they made kurt a priest briefly before deciding to retcon it, resulting in nightcrawler actually being part of a plan by villains to promote him to pope then reveal to the world that the pope is a demon. wild.
I have a side blog and a tattoo about him and i really really want him to win
Wisecracking devil-appearing devout Catholic with the Best superpower (teleportation)? HECK YES
German Catholic circus acrobat who looks like a demon & can teleport through a hellish alternate dimension with a puff of sulfur. Character of all time.
hes catholic and his dad is the devil. what could be funnier than that. also hes my silly little guy.
Nightcrawler is the world’s most fun catholic priest. I first was introduced to this kindhearted teleporting acrobat while he saved a boat full of stowaway refugees from inter dimensional pirates with swashbuckling gusto!
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you're the kyle authority on my dash so i figured i'd ask if u have a reading list or if there's a particular list you'd recommend 👀 or just what your fav/most recommended issues/arcs are for him in general
sobbing and crying i cannot be called a kyle authority because i have basically only read him in green lantern 1990 and countdown. and i read countdown before gl90 so i dont even remember how good his characterization was in that fhasdkjfhsajdf
BUT. that will never stop me from being annoying about him. gl90 is all i need i refuse to read anything else. heres a reading guide that has a lot of good stuff on it but uhh i havent read everything on that #lol
but some of my fav arcs/issues!!!! or just arcs that def should be read for him fhdskjdfs
green lantern 1990:
#50-55 (origin story <3 rip alex)
#58 & 59 (donnakyle brainworms)
#71-73 (he gets to have a fun silly time with other heroes yippee!!)
#76-77, & green arrow #110-111 (connorkyle brainworms)
#83-85 (FOAMING AT THE MOUTHHHHH I LOVE THIS ONE. YRRA!!!!!!!)
#94 (i just like his interactions with kon fhakdfjha its so sweet)
#96, green arrow #130, flash #135 (three of a kind arc my beloved)
#98-99 (this one is honestly just okay but also there are a couple moments in it that im obsessed with so it deserves to be recommended)
#113-114 (i really like a lot of the introspection with effigy so this arc can be rly nice as a treat)
#121-124 (trapped in a dream trope my beloved <3 also some good stuff at the end to finish marz's run)
#128 (roykyle brainworms)
#129-136 (starts off judd winick's run,,, irc theres some iffy stuff in these issues bc winick's a freak but theyre pretty good)
#143-150 (oh my fucking god. ION. greatest arc ever. do not read this first because you need the full context of his character to appreciate it. but once you read it itll change you forever)
#153 (this one is just adorable i love fhdakhfbdfa calm before the storm)
#154-155 (the storm. hate crime arc, very sad so tw for uhhh homophobic hate crimes. but its a good arc)
can i be honest i dont remember any of the rest of the issues really grabbing my attention. there are good moments (#157 my beloved) but no issues stand out hfksadjhfa
also i was so upset by the ending of this run the first time i read it. i have no problem with sad endings to stories but this one made me so upset and i still havent gotten over it. it ends with him losing all the friends he had on earth and going "well im off to space forever now" and i dont know why i reacted so terribly to it but i remember pouting about it for like 2 days
anyways outside of gl1990 i think green lantern: circle of fire is 1000000% worth reading (honestly i only read the first issue, the only with alex & kyle, and the last issue and i got all the important stuff). also completely unbiased and totally no ulterior motivation of new titans #126 (where he just happens to have a rly sweet interaction with rose.....)
i hope this helps u at all <3 i honestly recommend reading all of green lantern 1990 (or well. starting at #48) because its mostly really fun and has a lot of good moments <3333 and if anyone has more kyle recommendations please feel more than welcome to drop them
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runefells · 10 months
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I love jonelias bc I love the idea of these two people finding their match in one another in a way that's not necessarily a good, happy thing. I love the concept of Elias making his own god to worship, inverting the power balance between them. I love Jon trying to hold on to his humanity while recognizing that part of him enjoys being not fully human (compelling people, feeding from fear). I love the hannigram parallels. I love the idea of these two being unable to resist their special connection (Elias getting caught up in his own manipulations and ending up falling for Jon, Jon hating Elias but still being unable to pull himself away, because our of all people Elias is the only one who understands what he is).
At the same time I love soft jonelias! Even in a purer world, without the dread powers, and without the context of background manipulations, I truly believe jonelias could, would still happen. The two are compatible! Same sense of humor, similar interests, similar speech patterns, same curiosity and thirst for knowledge, same tendency for overwork, even the same way of taking their coffee! In another universe they could be stem researchers bonding over the latest physics breakthrough or something.
Anw just some honelias thoughts bc they have taken over my brain hehe. I hope you're doing well, I really enjoy your work. I look forward to see whatever you may be worki6on sometime in the future <3
Agreeing with everything here. Jonelias is that dark tragic gothic romance to me. Unable to resist dooming themselves by being drawn to each other. I love ships that can really go the distance. Toxic, tragedy, softness, they can do it all
I think jon is such a unique protagonist where hes kind of a dick and has villain tendencies that it makes him easy to ship with the villain. Honestly i love his characterization that he likes being able to compel people. Such great character writing
And thank you : ) im glad u like my stuff. Its crazy to me to have any fans at all. Current project isnt explicitly jonelias but… theres vibes. Ofc i mean its *me*
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My goodness this is such a captivating AU, my mind is racing with different possibilities. Flowey follows us all throughout the game, I'm not sure if Asriel would be able to do the same without attracting attention? His friendship with Papyrus might not come to pass. How would his reactions to our different actions in the Ruins change? Would he defend Toriel if we tried to kill her? What about Asgore. Would he even know his son woke up in the most recent reset or would he assume that he finally died? And how would Asriel's/Flowey's involvement in the Asgore boss fight change? Would he still kill him, and still take the Human SOULs? Or the True Pacifist ending, since he's still a Monster in this AU he wouldn't be able to take the SOULs of other Monsters to equate that 7th Human SOUL, completely changing how shattering the Barrier could work. Perhaps he would discover over the course of the fight or in the leadup to it that he still has Chara's SOUL, and then coming to accept that have to let go of it at the end to destroy the Barrier (and also free himself, more metaphorically)?
Or the entire Genocide Route, Asriel's involvement in it would be different from Flowey's, simply due to them having different forms. He would obviously have a greater capacity to fight back, would he be the final boss after sans? Or replacing the sans fight altogether?
Or even the simple question of what happens to him in the various Neutral endings?
This is an AU with such great potential for anything and everything to change, it deserves to be developed into a full thing
(Although the question of how Asgore's and Toriel's aging was affected during Asriel's coma would also have to be addressed, since Undertale as it is takes place at least 100 years after Chara's death)
HI I MEANT TO ANSWER THIS EARLIER but this week has been so busy </3 my General Thoughts on it is that it pretty much just stays the same and asriel is just an elusive guy.... like.. u know how the amalgamates are gooey?? he just kinda learns how to slip out of sight after who knows how many resets. so if it were to come down to papyrus or toriel or whoever else everything would pretty much have the same dialogue and scenes, except for Specifically Toriel who would probably be. really worried about asriel all the time. especially if u tried to kill her. she would probably be like "Oh God My Son Has Already Lost So Much Oh My Baby Boy" and then asriel would show up at the end of the ruins like "ok Wow u didnt even Try to spare her! u kind of remind me of myself ahaha" and then he follows u like flowey does via amalgamate goo. i think sans would probably be mildly worried about this Goat Friend papyrus talks about but overall i think he would be like "oh sick my brother has a pal. even if hes imaginary"
BUT as for the true lab i think some things would be different. asriel was kept there for a VERY long time and since he was on the verge of death he didnt take much Soul Power from his parents so they barely aged, just like him. toriel and asgore figured there wasnt much hope and everything goes pretty much the same way as it does in canon. but asriel wakes up alone in the lab and FREAKS OUT cuz hes like "oh my god how long have i been out where am i is chara dead what happened to their soul whats going ON" and when he sees asgore and feels numb he immediately thinks that there MUST be something wrong with his soul. that maybe he died and hes living off of charas soul and theyre gone because of him or that charas soul is gone and that Did something to him. he doesnt know but hes pretty much convinced that theres just something Wrong with him now. and thats when he realizes he can reset and he goes about all his resets and whatnot
i think what really happened is that after he went into a coma, charas soul stayed but they pretty much disappeared kinda similar to how chara "wakes up" when frisk falls, but asriel cant tell. i think he wouldnt find out about his soul until he kills asgore and absorbs the six souls and turns into an abomination and the six of them revolt... like he Knows charas soul is There Now but hes convinced that its frisk hes sensing, so he still ends up believing frisk is chara especially after frisk goes through the true lab. i think the true pacifist end would be different in like.. a way that he just uses his Various God Powers to isolate him and frisk like in the photoshop flowey fight. he breaks the barrier after accepting that chara is gone and he Literally has to let them go to break the barrier and hes just a Regular Monster now who is mildly fucked up and dripping cuz of the dt. at least those are my rough thoughts
im sure theres a lot of holes cuz im still trying to think of how i wanna go about it...... i might just have charas soul be gone if i think about it more but either way i wanna try to keep that idea of him having to let chara go to move on from his trauma... most of his issues with his parents would probably be a post game thing where he still avoids asgore but lives with toriel and frisk cuz of his time in the ruins with her. i hope my rambling makes sense i think about asriel so very much
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happy guy - lee seokmin
seventeen as romantic tropes - lee seokmin as opposites attract
non idol au, high school au, seokmin x gn!reader
keep your eyes away from others, keep tour feet moving, no one will bother you if you keep quiet. be confident, look where you’re going-
and now you’re on the floor.
“oh my goodness i’m so sorry!” panicked a voice from above you. you just shook your head, as a don’t worry about it kind of thing, gathering your things to stand back up again.
“let me help you, please” the person who you ran into spoke again, kneeling down to pick up the scattered papers and other things that fell out of your bag.
“no, it’s okay, really. don’t worry about it” you mumbled, hoping he would just leave you alone.
“well, i mean, you know me, i have to help you so…”
who does this guy think he is? a celebrity? how on earth would you know him? especially since it’s your first day here?
“i know you…?” you questioned, finally looking up at him. if your face wasn’t already flushed from embarrassment, it definitely was now. he tilted his head at you a little, as to question you back.
“you’re new here, aren’t you?” he grinned widely. unsure, you slowly nodded your head a yes, still pretty confused.
“i’m the student counsel president, lee seokmin. are you are?” he asked, holding out his hand.
“y/n…” you hesitantly took his hand in yours, shaking it loosely.
“i can give you a tour around here, if you’re not already scheduled for one from our new student greeters!” he cheered, picking up the rest of your things to hand to you.
“no… i dont have one scheduled but it’s fine. i don’t need a tour, i can survive” you shoved your things back into your bag, hoping to get away from seokmin before you blurt something out about his pretty face.
“are you sure? i can give you one after lunch!”
“you don’t know if we even have the same lunch…”
“keep this a secret but, i’m student counsel president, i can go to both lunches” he whispered and winked, making something in your chest feel floaty.
“thats nice of you but i’m going to go find my first class so bye” you muttered with a quick wave before walking off to find the first class on your schedule, you don’t even remember it.
“i’ll check in with you at the end of the day!” you could hear him shout from behind you, making you determined to walk a little faster out of his sight.
“hi again, y/n!” his voice made you jump.
“god, you scared me” you groaned, not even turning to face him.
“sorry, i didn’t mean to… but how was your first day?” he stood by your side as you waited for your mother to pick you up.
“it was okay… it’s school so theres not much to enjoy” you shrugged.
“not much to enjoy? what classes are you taking? school can be fun! you should join a club or sports or-“
“no”
“but why not? it’ll be fun-“
“no”
“but-“
“i said no” you glared at the cheerful little guy just trying to help you out. he had shut up, head drooping a little bit.
“so… you really don’t like school, huh?” he asked once more, a little less passion and sweetness in his voice. you shook your head.
“no. school is a mean place with mean people. just cause you’re nice now doesn’t mean you won’t go behind my back and say nasty things about me” you crossed your arms, head leaning back against the brick wall.
“but it also doesn’t mean i will, either. theres some good in the world and at this school, y/n. have a little faith. i’ll see you tomorrow” he spoke, turning and walking away.
lee seokmin was quite the character, huh?
you were already two days out from a test and you had to learn all the material of the unit that you missed in that short amount of him. thats how you ended up at the library with 6 different advanced chemistry books laid out in front of you.
“someone’s gotten to work, haven’t they?” you heard a voice thats getting too familiar to you sneak up.
“wouldn’t you like to know…” you muttered, slightly hoping he couldn’t hear you. either way, he didn’t respond and just sat in the chair next to you.
“what are you doing?” you asked, confused as to why he had sat down next to you.
“studying? i have that advanced chem test in two days too” he pulled out his notebook and pencil case, everything looking exactly the way you’d expected it to.
“you gonna keep staring or go back to reading?” he teased with a small grin on his lips, not even looking up at you.
“i wasn’t staring”
“you totally were. it’s okay to admit it, babe”
“it’s my second day here, what is your problem?” you groaned, turning back to all the textbooks in front of you.
“i’m sorry”
“i’m sure you are…” you muttered quietly, putting headphones in and pressing play on your music. what’s this guy’s deal? how is he always so cheerful at such a place? your only job to attend, pass, and dip as soon as possible but mr class president over here willing stays after school and does… whatever a class president does.
“leaving so soon?” he perked up once he saw you shut the first book.
“yeah. i want to go home and take a god damn nap” you grumbled, getting up to return the books to their places.
“let me help you with that” he quickly got up, taking half your stack. you glared at him before speaking,
“you’re annoying. did you know that?” you began to walk off, seokmin following not far behind.
“maybe you’re just grumpy. maybe it’s a good thing you’re going home to take a nap, you know? we could all use a little extra sleep-“
“that was supposed to make you shut up” you groaned, cutting off whatever he wad saying.
“do you not like it when i talk?” he asks, a little bit of hurt in his voice.
“not really. i get that i’m like new and all, but you don’t need to hover around me and shit, just leave me alone” you take the books from seokmin, putting them away. you pushed past where he stood, only a little sad that you hated him already.
“so, how long has this person been at our school?” mingyu asked, holding back his words to make fun of seokmin.
“one week now… almost two”
“poor seokkie!” jeonghan pouts with fake sympathy.
“seok, you gotta stop falling for people so fast. like, not even two weeks? no wonder they’re a little freaked out by you…” joshua chimes in, causing seokmin to groan and slam his head onto the table.
“honestly, their personality reminds me a lot of minghao’s so far. just treat them the way you treat minghao” junhui shrugged, messing with the straw in his drink.
“thats different! i’ve known minghao for awhile so i don’t have to act like i’m stepping on glass around him anymore!”
“anymore?? what do you mean anymore?!”
“hush hao” junhui patted him on the back to calm him down a little. seokmin sadly groans once more at the thought of you and the words you said to him just a couple of days ago.
“poor little guy… maybe they’ll come around one day, you just gotta give them a little bit of space and time since they obviously didn’t feel the same click you did” mingyu pulled seokmin into a hug while the other boys agreed with mingyu’s words.
“what’s wrong with that guy?” seungkwan asked, joining the table with his lunch and a drink.
“seokmin’s got a crush on the new student, and he’s been freaking them out” jeonghan explained, and seungkwan burst out laughing before regaining his respectful composure.
“it’s y/n, right? i have them in my chem class after this. they sit behind me now so i could uh… talk to them for you about something… depends on what the something is though”
“they don’t like talking” seokmin snapped.
“maybe they don’t like talking to you, ever thought about that?” seungkwan snapped back.
“you are a horrible person, seungkwan” mingyu defends.
“i try” he shoots mingyu a sarcastic smile before taking a sip of his drink.
“but really, i can try and figure out some of their interests for you so you can do that thing where you pretend to like it so they fall in love with you or something…”
“you’re sick… do it”
“sure”
“hey, you’re y/n, new student right?” the guy in front of you turns around in his desk, now facing towards you.
“where’d you hear that from?”
“does lee seokmin ring a bell?” he smirked a little, watching you roll your eyes at the name.
“i’m sad it does. did he tell you? did he just go around telling everyone?”
“nope, i’m seungkwan, who is friends with him. he only really told our friend group which isn’t much so…” seungkwan trailed off, waiting for your response.
“that guy’s got friends?” you leaned back in your chair, skeptically raising your eyebrow at this boy who was seokmin’s friend.
“yeah? don’t like him?” seungkwan couldn’t help but get a little defensive of the way you talked about seokmin. how did seokmin fall for you again?
“not that, he’s just prettier when he shuts up and isn’t spewing school relating things into my ear” you picked up your pencil, twirling it between your fingers.
“really? what else would you rather hear him talk about, then? i mean, school’s really his life but he’s got other hobbies… i think”
“maybe something, i don’t know, normal? every time i hear him, he’s always on about something school related, and not even something fun! it’s always about something like with the classrooms or the lockers or the hallway, maybe with the offices or something, it’s just, i don’t know! he just…”
“just what?”
“i don’t know, he seems so fake…”
“fake?!” seungkwan nearly shouted.
“yeah, you don’t see that? i’ve never seen that boy frown or experience any negative emotion once. okay, maybe once, but he always finds a way to like fix things or tries to make everybody happy, he himself is so happy it makes me mad. maybe i would like him better if i saw him outside of a school setting or something…” you crossed your arms now, looking back for seungkwan’s reaction, as he’d just been sitting there and listening to you ramble on about seokmin for the entire time.
“yeah… i guess i can see that. i’ll talk to him for you”
“oh, oh no. don’t do that. please don’t” you leaned forward as he reached for his phone, fingers moving swiftly across the keyboard to type out a message to seokmin.
“don’t worry, he won’t be mad. i’ll tell you a secret soon” he winked before putting his phone away and turning to face the front of the classroom, where the teacher was about to get started.
“y/n!”
“oh, you…” you turned to the happy boy who quickly approached you. despite just two words panging him in the heart a little, he kept it together to ask you the question he’s been wanting to since seungkwan texted him.
“i have a question for you, actually” he leaned on the wall next to you.
“i’m sure you do. what is it?” you sighed, waiting for him to passionately talk about what he can do to fix the school bathroom’s cleanliness.
“do you want to get coffee with me tomorrow morning?”
“what?” your head snapped his direction, not expecting that kind of question from him.
“tomorrow’s saturday, and i know a good little coffee shop. i feel like it would he good for us to hang out outside of school” he smiled sheepishly, anxiously waiting for your response. you definitely should’ve been expecting this, shame on you for not.
“oh, i mean… what time? i have plans tomorrow afternoon but i could probably do coffee in the morning…”
“does 9:30 work?”
“sure”
“cool… um… do you think you could give me your phone number and address? so i can pick you up tomorrow?” he brings his phone in your direction, hands shaking a little bit. you say nothing but type in the wanted information, handing it back to him.
“okay, great! i’ll see you tomorrow!!” he cheers loudly, waving like crazy before skipping off. you couldn’t hear or see him, but you were definitely sure he was dancing down the hallway. todays interactions made you think a little… is there a chance he might like you? and could you finally allow yourself to start liking him back?
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ennaku-sirri-da · 7 months
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Hey I'm mentally okay again! Time to post something unhinged but true and real to my heart.
I have a secret to confess to all of Tumblr.
I've been thinking about Habismal kissing nasty for almost two years now.
[ plaintext: I've been thinking about Habismal kissing nasty for almost two years now. ]
And its the most beautiful thing in the world. I think if you saw them not making out but definitely locking those lips in an extreme manner that would cause thermometer glasses in their vicinity to burst toxic mercury and any animals around to have courtship season come early-- your heart would undergo an orchestral, transcendant epiphany. Just pairs, pairs, everywhere, I love when things come in twos.
I want it to be Gross. I say this with love. Theres spit, there's blood and there's ass grabbing. It is still the most enchanting and magical thing, like a butterfly with iridescent wings flying on a clear day, and oh, the sky goes on forever. If any homophobes saw them in the park bench being a public disgrace then it's THEIR RIGHT to do so, HELLO. So a laser will shoot that bitch into the nearby duck pond. Even a 24 platoon army could not stop Habit from appreciating Kamals generous&bountiful backcheeks. It's so horribly romantic that it takes my breath away. I have missed five, fifteen or even twenty minutes of exams and classes and official appointments thinking about all this in the most vivid, painted detail and I hope I never forget that sheer winged bliss.
It's the love in the little things too. When Kamal burys his face in Habits boobs for emotional support because the coffee shop is getting to be a oversimulating situation, not because he doesnt care what the wide-eyed employees watching think, but because he loves his bro more than that. The Brocabulary. When Habit cited "Article 56: Help Thy Bro If His Back Be In Peril" ( plaintext: Article 56: Help Thy Bro If His Back Be In Peril" ) and Kamal lets go of sweet sleep to follow their old Code from college that's a joke but no it is but no it's not.
They are not Only romantic and not Only platonic but a third thing: so devoted the lines blur. You bet if Kamal gets married to someone then Habit will be invited and also snogging him for good luck before he ties the knot. They're the ultimate buddy movie to me. Fool antics, unexpected deep moment, WILD trips to the same few places they're used to, anti climax etc. Then at the end is an inexplicable (if you're straight ) inexplicable scene where they're in the same bed and oh my god. I don't know if I could've gotten through this part without crying. It's so....they're getting something from each other that they have been unfairly deprived of from the past. The soft touches, the touches that promise not to hurt..also the hickeys DAMN!??? Such a mess their designs are. I never thought I'd be the kind of person to be saying these things, but imagine the comfort it must bring them on some days to see their marks on each other and remember through the painful mind that, yes, he loves me. Anyway yes they're in the same bed and being silly hehe winky face. When the credits roll then Best Friend by Toybox (nightcore ) plays but with a special effect that makes your heart open all its eyes to eight new colors that you didn't even know existed.
NONE of the marketing mentions this( if you're straight). It's all shot like a found footage indie film btw.
But what really gets me is how they're...they look out for each other. They would protect each other with their lives. Kamal holding Habit laying down under his arms. Stitching him up when hes torn. Habit stashing Kamal away in his coat and/or boobs. Did I tell you one of his reasons for not getting top surgery was so that they could be comforting somehow one day btw. And I think it's somehow more meaningful to me when they're not solely each other's partners as well but DO have other people they see and would primarily define themselves as friends really. Friendship...is more important than love da😭( sobbing emoji) God, I'm so soft for that.
And really the kiss, Rose(kamal) meets Red(habit), is a culmination of all these thoughts. To me it's like an unashamed&mutual "I care about you dickhead" and that's beautiful. Thank you and always stay nasty.
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📖 and 🖋! :D 
WOOO MORE YAY lets go
📖 - Recommend some media that has a good i&i/whump/snz scene
- hm. i dont have any like Whole Media so im just gonna list a couple scenes i particularly like from different places okay. SO my favourite is s2e4 of s/hadow and b/one where k/az is lowkey getting the shit kicked out of him like hes deadass on the floor coughing and bleeding its so insanely good. oh my god.
also a big fan of the bit in m/ha s6 (I FORGOT THE EPISODE SORRYYYYDSRORYY) where d/abi and h/awks are fighting….. like oh my god dude h/awks is getting his shit rocked d/abi is fuckin stomping on his face and shit JEEEESUUUSSSSSSSSS im so into it. right yeah
oh yeah then theres the world famous h/awks snz at the end of season 4 (i think…) bro i will never forget that 🙏 its better in jp/sub trust !! dub is still good tho idk
i cant think of anything else rn hope that suffices
🖋 - What is your favorite media that you have made? (Illustrations, writing of any kind, WAVs, manips, etc).
- ooooh this is a good one EEK uhh. i’d probably have to say my k/az fic “bound” that i wrote way back when (last year) its just so insanely horny and self indulgent i just cant not love it 😭 it also did really well like it got 100 notes or smth stupid #blessed thanks guys
i also do love my d/abi fics a lot but thats probably just cause m/ha is my fixation rn 😭 im biased
TY FOR THESE!!! i liked answering them YAY
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Hey Bestie 🖤Can I please request a Cash scenario? We are best friends with him and have secretly feelings for each other. One night he tells us that he goes on a date but shows up later at our place telling us that his date didn't show up. But after having a few drinks and trying to comfort him he admits that he couldn't go on that date because he has feelings for us and it ends with a night of sweet lovemaking🥺🖤Take your time Bestie, love you 🖤🖤🖤
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I am more than happy to write this one 🤗 I hope you like it, love you too 😁💚💚💚
Contains: sexual content, female oral receiving, sexual intercourse.
Ever since you knew Cash, you were always head over heels for him. How could you not be? His blue eyes that remind you of the ocean, his white hair that looks like pure silver, and his smile...god that smile of his was better than perfect. Whenever he looked at you and smiled, the cute little smirky one he did whenever he was trying to make you happy, it worked like a charm every time. He was your bestfriend and you trusted him with everything, but how could you tell him that you wanted more? That's you wanted him?
One night you were just talking at his place over a cup of coffee, when he tells you "Oh hey by the way, I got myself a date" You smile and try to look happy about that. "That sounds nice Cash, so tell me, who is the lucky lady?" "Well I met her in town the other day when I was getting some new shoes. We bumped into eachother outside the shop, anyway we started taking and we both ended up discussing about meeting up and going for a drink on Friday night" "That's sounds lovely Cash, I'm happy for you" He doesn't answer back, but he does give you a smile.
"So uhh? Are you up to anything Friday night?" "Well my Friday isnt as exiting as yours is going to be. I'm just going to be at my place, probably watching some comedy special on Netflix. As you can tell I'm really living it up" You both chuckle at eachother at your last comment, but even though Cash has himself a date, your happy that he can find someone to be happy with. "What time are you meeting her?" "7.30 at the cocktail bar near that clothes shop you get great deals in" "Oh yeh I have been in that cocktail place before, my favourite is 'Sex on the beach', it's such a great drink" "Are you sure it's just the drink?" "Alright shut up idiot" You say as you giggle.
You both carry on with your chat until you head home, and before you know it, its Friday night, and you were sat on your sofa by yourself while Cash was out on a date. You shouldn't be upset about that, but you are. You knew that Cash didnt see you in that way so you shouldn't be jealous, but you still were. Sat on the sofa about 8.30, you were watching a comedy show with a glass of wine and bag chocolate buttons, just trying to keep your mind off Cash being out with another woman, when all of a sudden there is a knock at your door. "Who is it?" You shout from the sofa. "Hey Y/N it's me Cash" Cash? Why is he hear?
You get up and open the door to see him standing in the hallway. "Hey, what's up Cash? Dont you have a date?" "Yeh uhh...she kind of stood me up" "Oh Cash I'm so sorry, come on in" You invite him in and he sits down on the sofa, you then grab the bottle of wine from the kitchen and a spare glass before taking a seat next to him. "What happened? Do you want to talk about it?" "Theres nothing much to say, I turned up and she didnt. But honestly it's ok, it's not the end of the world" "I'm sorry you got stood up Cash, she didnt deserve to go out with you. Your too good for her" "Well I wouldn't go that far, but thanks. I dont suppose I could hang out with you could I?"
"The fact that you have to ask almost hurt my feelings Cash" "Your feelings? I didnt know you had those" "Oh you #sshole!" You say before starting a play fight with him, playfully pushing him down on the sofa and him trying to protect himself with a pillow. He is laughing so hard before saying "Alright! Alright you win! You have feelings!" "Good boy! Now, do you want some wine or not?" "The day I say no to a glass of wine, just assume I have been abducted by aliens" You giggle as you pour him some wine, and you spend the next couple of hours just talking, laughing and having a nice time hanging out and watching funny things on TV.
It was about 10.30 now, and the wine bottle was all finished. "Aww would you look at that, no more happy juice" "Y/N did you seriously just call wine happy juice?" "Technically if you think about it, wine is made from grapes which is a fruit, and can be made into fruit juice. And when we drink it is makes us happier. So I'm not exactly incorrect about that" "Touche Y/N, touche" You chuckle at him before putting your empty glass down on the table, but when you sit back up to face Cash, he is looking at you differently. "Cash why are you looking at me like that? And what's with the smile?" He looks down as he chuckles, then back up at you as he runs his fingers through his hair.
"You uhh, you know were bestfriends right? And we tell eachother everything?" "Yes...Oh Cash what did you do? Did you take my last chocolate bar out of the cupboard again? Because I swear if you did-" "No! No, Y/N no. I just wanted....I wanted to tell you something" "Alright? What is it?" "Well..." he says while running his fingers though his hair again "You remember when I told you about that date I had tonight? And how she stood me up?" "Yes....what about it?" "Well hears the thing, I wasnt completely honest with you" "In what way Cash?" "I uhh, I didnt get stood up. I went and she was there...but I couldn't go through with it. I couldn't have the date with her"
"Wait what? But why?" "When I was there I, I dont know it just didnt feel right. Like I knew that it wouldnt work between us, and i couldn't see a future" "Cash it was a first date! Of course your not going to feel that kind of thing straight away, I dont know why you didnt stay and give it a try" You keep listing reasons as to why he should have had the date, but it just seemed like white noise to Cash at this point. He couldn't help but look at you, and find you so unbelievably attractive. "You should have at least had one drink with her Cash, I mean it's the least-" Your talking was very suddenly cut off, by Cash sitting right next to you, taking your face in his hands and him pressing his soft and inviting lips onto yours.
That was very unexpected, but it was an incredible feeling. His kiss was slow, and so sensual. It definitely shut you up that's for sure. You had always imagined kissing him, but now it was happening, his lips were soft and warm, and his tounge was moving in your mouth and against your tounge and lips in the most perfect way. Most guys you had been with either used too much tounge or not enough, but Cash was perfect. Once the kiss ended, you both still had your eyes closed as you slowly both backed up, to then look eachother in the eye. "Wow ummm....you just kissed me Cash"
"I certainly did Y/N. I have wanted to do that for so long, and the reason it didnt feel right on that date tonight, is because she wasn't who I wanted....she wasnt you. And your the only one I want" You cant belive your ears, your cheeks felt very warm against his hands and your heart was beating so hard you could hear it. It was finaly happening, Cash felt the same way you did, but you couldn't get words out. So instead you just pull him in for another incredible kiss just like the one he gave you. It was even better the second time around, and this time things just got even better. He pulled you onto his lap while the kiss never broke, and with his arms around your legs he stands up with you wrapped around him as he takes you into the bedroom.
Once he enters your bedroom he presses you up against the wall and holds you there with his incredibly strong arms as he stars kissing up and down your neck. Your hand runs through his silver hair as he kisses you, and when he looks back into you eyes, he kisses your lips again before throwing you onto the bed. You just lie there as he stands at the edge, smiling at you as he pulls off his shirt and unbucles his belt infront of you. You then pull your shirt up above your head, and as you do that, Cash is leaning on top of you as his lips find yours again. His lips leave yours for a moment, but then his starts moving down your body, running his tounge over your cleavage before unhooking your bra.
Once the bra is pulled off by him, one of your nipples is in his mouth as he sucks, and the other is in his hand as his fingers ever so slightly twist. You cant help the little moans that escape your lips, and he is loving watching you squirm under his touch. Once he has given attention to both your breasts he starts leaving a trail of little kisses from your chest all the way down to your trousers. He pulls off your trousers slowly, observing your every expression and move, then he wraps his finger around the top part of your underwear and slowly pulls them down your legs. He looks so damn sexy as he is turning you on, you dont even have a chance to think before his mouth and tounge go to work again on your sensitive clit.
"Oh fuck, oh Cash" His hands hold your hips as he devours you, making your excitement build and build. You try to reach down and pull his face up as your so close by putting your fingers through his hair, but his hands gets to yours first and pins it to your stomach as your orgasm hits you like a wave. Your screaming as the sensation hits you again and again, you now understood the meaning on multiple orgasms and he wasnt going to stop until you were spent. You were shaking by this point, and his pace slowed down so you could breath again, but that didnt mean it was over. He crawls on top of you and positions himself inbetween your legs as he looks into your eyes. "God you look so beautiful like this, I have dreamed of being like this with you for so long"
"Then dont let it be a dream anymore....take me" you say looking up at him and cradling his face in your hands. He smiles before kissing you again, and his hands takes his rock hard cock, guiding it inbetween your legs before he plunges into you all at once. He was so big, so thick and you could feel so much of him. The kiss breaks momentarily so Cash can bury his face against your neck, then he grabs a pillow, placing it under your hips and he repositioned his hips so he can go deeper, and his pace quickens until he hears your moans get gradually louder, and your begging him not to stop. Again and again his cock is slamming against your G spot and your nails dig into his back as he continues to fuck you mercilessly, eventually bringing another orgasm just as powerful and amazing at the previous one.
This amazing sexual experience goes on all night, and by then time your both finaly done, your both left lying on your backs in bed out of breath, your legs are shaking and Cash has a smile on his face a mile wide. "That....was incredible! It was better than I had ever imagined" you say, still a little breathless. Cash leans on his arm and looks over at you. "So you imagined this too? Why didnt you say anything before?" "Why didnt you say anything?" "Honestly, I didnt know weather you felt the same" "It seems we both had the same reason then" you say as you both chuckle. "You were incredible Y/N. So i know we have just had sex but, I feel like we should do something else?" "Oh Cash I dont know if I can go another round just yet" "No Y/N I wasnt thinking that. I know we kind of did it the other way around but....can I take you out for a date? A really date?" "Cash, I would love nothing more"
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sorrelpaws · 2 years
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okay i need to ramble about evil morty some more because he’s literally suchhh a good character i love how season 5 ended and i hope we never see him again. 
in the beginning his entire plan was kind of vague, and i partly think this might be because he didnt have a plan. the writers literally hadn’t conceived of his end goal, he just ... you know.. had it out for ricks. i hope this isn’t some false memory or delusion, but i swear i’ve read something about the writers not having planned evil morty to be anything more than a one off character, and to be fair to them, that’s usually how it goes for r&m. a character or location is introduced, and it isn’t usually reoccurring. evil morty made the return because of the fandom. and even then, he isn’t exactly reoccurring. he appears in 3 episodes, and every single time he seems to leave a bigger impact. he’s just. so well made that basically any backstory/goal would have worked at the end of season 5. of course this is partly due to everything having been kept so vague up until the last episode, but still! i think the route the writers went was perfect, because not only does it finish his arc very nicely for the fans, it also gives the writers the perfect “out” from this whole accidental storyline they created, because, again, i doubt that evil morty was ever planned to be much. i think s1e10′s ending was the intended end, with him literally disappearing into a crowd of identical mortys, but i think it goes without saying that i’m glad it wasn’t. i’m also really glad that he wasn’t given a dramatic backstory, because, well. i dunno, he doesn’t really need one. the implications are pretty bold and in-your-face. he’s endured a lifetime of systematic abuse, and ... what more do you need? theres no necessity to include scenes of gory abuse and mistreatment, because in conditions where ricks can breed “the perfect sidekicks”, ones who are forgiving and patient and kind, one of them got fed up.  and my god. his characterization!!!!! ugh. om nom nom im licking my fingers clean because wow. he’s an asshole! he’s very much deserving of the “evil morty” title, because he’s a bad guy. he tortures a huge pile of mortys, keeps them prisoned, he kills an entire citadel’s worth of ricks and mortys, just so he could leave the central finite curve. and i respect that! like, yeah, it’s a super dick move, but, well. when you know everything, when the bigger picture is practically spoonfed to you, it’s hard not to sympathize. he remains so calm and so apathetic towards everything around him, and just!!! he’s a treat to watch. this cunning personality and this grand escape plan mix so well!!!!! something else that i think about constantly. the writers. people who are very infamously not into the whole dramatic overarching plot thing. and that’s understandable, because longevity and money etc etc. but even then, they managed to squeeze in this one character, this one little guy. and by the end of his story, he basically doesn’t exist anymore. his arc ends with him leaving the r&m universe. and it’s great for his character, a big success, an escape from the endless cycle of abuse. and it’s great for the writers, because they’ve ended the one longterm project they had. and what a creative way to boot a character from a show. just. gah!!! love evil morty. so much
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OUGHHH ITS DONE OHHGBMY IM SERIOSLY GONNA CRY AMBROSE..
)&$$&@first off, the rollercoaster of emotions i went thru during this entire series.. it made me so sad and happy at the same time and now that its done o hi jjgjm i cant even express myself rn..
BUT!! I am glad we got our happy ending, “hold the transponder snail” got me giggling fr. Still seriously. my heart hurts from this entire thing ending 😔 I’ll definitely miss waking up to new chapters
the confession scene was done so beautifully oh my goodness… had me kicking my feet I couldnt even read for 2 sentences straight cuz I would get too giddy and end up switching apps midway 💀💀
AND FUCKING EUSTASS??? bros gotta start minding his own business, theres no way he heard all of that 😭 rlly cant have any privacy when u have siblings
but when killer kissed us after taking the medicine I CALLED IT!!! In my mind before the chapter was released i was like “first kiss is gonna be after he takes the cure ik it”
but god seriously that entire series was beautiful, i’ll read it over and over until I turn blind 🥹 i will be missing killer, but i will stick around for mafia cora too!! Cora grew onto me a while back but theres like no content for him shhddhhd I LOVE HIM FOR THE ANGST THO (and also band killer after mafia cora?? CANT WAIT)
anyways sleep with both pillows cold and ur blankets warm, i’ll give u all the kisses in the world for ur wonderful writing
-long rant anon
VKSKFSORKFK ITS OKAY ILL CRY RIGHT THERE WITH YOU FRFR 😭😭
i almost put hold the phone but I was like nah fam gotta make it historically accurate n shii 💀💀 jkjk I just thought it was funnier
I rewrote the confession eight times and I was still unsure about it so I'm glad you liked it 😭😭🥰🥰 i just overthink frfr. you're just like me fr long rant anon. I get too giddy n I gotta switch the apps to calm down 💀
SIBLINGS NEVER GIVE YOU ANY PRIVACY AND THEY ALWAYS BE INTERRUPTING AT THE WORST TIMES so ofc i had to make eustass do that multiple times cause he's a shithead (love you tho kid I swear)
EHEEHHEHE the kiss after the cure is actually one of the first scenes I came up with actually. circumstances around it and some other things changed but cure then hot kiss was always the plan eheheh i can be predictable sometimes 🤷 I'm a sucker for clichés frfr
it means a lot that y'all enjoyed it so much. I went into this thinking that not many people were gonna be into it but I just HAD to get it out. there wasn't a lot of killer content in general but he seems to be having a boom lately and I am HERE for it 😤😤 but I'm glad I ended up doing this bc seeing y'all's kind words really motivate me forreal 🥰
YOURE SO FUCKIN SWEET AND I HOPE YOU ALWAYS HAVE GOOD TIMES FRFR
(might just do a killer au in between all the other ones. I got plenty of em 💀)
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What are your fave scenes from each Mxtx work?
I probably don’t need to say this, but I will anyway! SPOILERS for SVSSS, TGCF, and MDZS below!
Ill start with TGCF since it was the first I read. There are so many scenes that I loved, and this series was so long its a bit hard to narrow down, but everything in the White No-Face arc was impactful to me specifically. The 100 sword scene, the drunk scene, the suicide scene…I just think the arc did a really good job of portraying how helpless Xie Lian felt. There was literally nothing good happening. But my FAVORITE scene from it all was the bit where the man came back, in the rain, to apologize for being angry and tell Xie Lian to suck it up and get out of the rain. Something about the scene was so incredibly human, both for Xie Lian and the man. We have a tendency to see bad and assume there will only be bad, and it wasn’t just that it was a “happier” ending to it all. It was interesting and very REAL to see someone who had yelled at him for no reason turn around and apologize, explain he’d had a bad day, and then help him out without babying him.
MDZS was the second I delved into (technically at the same time as SVSSS but that’s not important) and I loved it for a lot of the same reasons. My favorite scene is probably the one where Lan Wangji visits Yiling and runs into Wen Yuan and Wei Wuxian. Everything about the setting was bittersweet—despite all of their disagreements in the past and the situation they’re in now they walk on egg shells and just sort of. Be friends for a bit. And then, Wei Wuxian, who knows on some degree that he’s ruining himself to save these people, walks in on the Wens throwing him a large dinner. And Wen Qing says they were AFRAID to ask him. That they thought he was some scary lofty figure but have grown so grateful that they want to give back somehow. And he just feels as if it doesn’t matter anymore how hard it is. Something felt so…painful but heartwarming about this scene. Like watching an old video that includes a family member that passed away or finding something from a friendship that didnt end well but was happy at the time. Im not sure if that makes sense. In that moment, despite their troubles, they just got to exist.
For SVSSS I’ll cheat and choose something from the extras because its kind of a tie. I loved the Bamboo Branch Poem extra so much, I love Zhuzhi Lang and Tianlang-Jun’s familial relationship a lot. The Airplane extras are also very near and dear to me as a moshang lover, but I love the bit specifically where Shang Qinghua runs away and Mobei-Jun tries to take him back and is actively making concessions to do so (carrying him, offering to make noodles) because
Overall, I think what I love most about MXTX books is how human the characters seem. Theres never a “good” or “bad” outcome necessarily. The Banyue arc is a good example in TGCF, or Wei Wuxian’s struggle to save the Wen prisoners in vain and tearing himself and his relationships apart in the process in MDZS. The gods in tgcf are more human than god, and the cultivators in mdzs and svsss are still flawed despite all their training and skills. Scum Villain is a bit different because it comments a lot of fandom culture and media consumption but ultimately its commenting about the READER instead of a character—still in a very human way.
I hope that wasn’t all gibbrish—I’ve been drawing and thinking about this question for a bit now and my mind is soupy from a busy week. So I hope my thoughts make sense. Thanks for the chance to ramble a bit and I wish you a great weekend ❤️🫶
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Hi, I saw your post about Anakin with his s/o and Sweet Nothing and I loved it.
There’s this song, darkness at the heart of my love by Ghost and idk it just reminds me of him so much
hi!! thank u for showing me this song. ive been listening to it the last couple days bcos it does sound like anakin. especially when it says stuff like “that love is all you need” & “tell me who you wanna be and / i will set you free”
the darkness being at the heart of his love makes me think that regardless of how much he loves, the poor kid is incapable of not overindulging himself in love. it consumes him. there’s something selfish and obsessive about what he believes love is. perhaps to love you, he believes he must possess you in some semblance as well. even if he thinks his love his pure and maybe good-intentioned.
perhaps it’s something that he gradually comes to terms with. how his worldview is warped, and requires reevaluation, meditation, and guided help. it’s not like he had a positive role model of what romantic love should be. so he learned it from his own selfish desires and probably bad romance novels he read as guilty pleasures. theres all kinds of representations of toxic love portrayed in media that are put on a pedestals of romanticization and end goal material by audience reception.
i read forge’s description being: “this is about people promoting all of these values under the guise of being god-fearing and righteous while they practise none of it. it’s just for cash and power.” which is rly interesting to me! bcos it is a very accurate depiction on how i see humanity taking advantage of the less fortunate, and how churches prey on that sort of thing. i cant say it’d be accurate to the jedi order (their corruption or failure of execution of their goal is for a different reason). perhaps it’d be more accurate to compare the forge’s meaning to the senate?
however, i do like my interpretation that connects with anakin. i hope it resounded with you! i really ruminated on this song for a couple days listening to it, even added it to my anakin skywalker playlist :) thank u!
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