Ichiro Tsuruta 鶴田一郎

めざめ (Awaking) 2003

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我決定，夠痛了。我會把我的復仇之情依附在他們夜裡幸福的嘴唇上。 我不是那個在被遺棄和缺席的打擊下支離破碎、發瘋、死去的女人。 只有幾塊碎片脫落了，其餘的我都很好。 我是完整的，我會保持完整。 對於傷害我的人，我會以實物回報。 我是黑桃皇后，我是蜇人的黃蜂，我是黑蛇。 我是刀槍不入的動物，經過火不被燒傷。

I decided, enough pain. I was not the woman who breaks into pieces under the blows of abandonment and absence, who goes mad, who dies. Only a few fragments had splintered off, for the rest I was well. I was whole, whole I would remain. To those who hurt me, I react giving back in kind. I am the queen of spades, I am the wasp that stings, I am the dark serpent. I am the invulnerable animal who passes through fire and is not burned. 

─ Elena Ferrante, The Days of Abandonment《被遺棄的日子》

bicycles are so sexy. because they have chains and gears

yeah

My mission

Of giving @candewlsy her daddy papi

Has been fulfilled

I may die happy now.

Yep. He could be the fucking nut filling.

banana bread...at work....dude.....

I was feeling silly, so here’s something I made to be real silly. cus why not.

Everyday i think about this screenboard scene that got semi-scrapped from Donnie vs Witch Town, like it just explains so much about Donnie as a character and i’m very sad we didnt get to see it entirely

@thefakehedgehogaroundhere the brain worms wouldn’t leave me alone

the flower (reprise)

burned out

why does he have fawn spots, anyway?

[i have commissions open now]

hap 141 followers, thank you my societea <3

You guys have no idea how badly I need Aguefort x Lapin to be canon. Not only do we need more Lapin content, not only is it incredibly funny for Arthur Aguefort to have multiple magical animal paramours across time and space, I need Fig and Ayda to bond over their parent's utterly insane polycules. I need Ayda to stiffly introduce Lapin as her step-father. I need him hanging out at the Compass Points and awkwardly trying to bond with his boyfriend's daughter because Aguefort may be barred from having any contact with Ayda but his hookup from another timeline isn't. I need Lapin to transfer all of his honed sinister advisor skills and experience as a babysitter of willfull princesses to being a Weird Uncle. I need Fig and Aydas' "Yeah my estranged dad showed up again in my life and now I have a weird stepdad as well" emotional bonding and discussion. I need for at their wedding the first row of seats is entirely taken up by all five Fathers Of The Bride.

the seven deadly SIMS

gluttony, wrath, greed, sloth, pride, envy, & lust sin incarnates ♪

thinking about Childe's hands over the years.

how they clung to your arm when you were children, clad in soft mittens as you and Ajax made your way to his house after school, slipping and sliding over the ice.

that time when you were fishing together and something snagged your line, and you both had to grab the rod and pull as hard as you could to drag the fish from the depths.

when he went missing for three days, the worst days of your life, and returned with scars on his hands and strangely empty eyes- yet they always seemed to brighten in your presence, a soft smile adorning his face.

how he held your own hands so tightly the day before he was shipped off to the Fatui, mumbling about how much he'll miss you, and how he'll write to you every week.

the way his palms and fingertips became even more ladened with scars over the years as he worked to the position of Harbinger, but you would always cover your smile with a hand upon seeing the splatters of ink staining his skin from enthusiastically writing letters to you and his family.

you remember holding his hands one final time, now gloved in fine, elegant fabric as he was sent off to Liyue. he left you with a kiss, dipping down and touching his lips to the back of your hands, promising to return soon with a surprise just for you.

and now it's today, and you gently cradle the claws of a monster in your palms, Ajax huddled close to your body for some semblance of comfort. he's stuck in this form, this Foul Legacy, the normal hunger for battle gone and leaving him empty, but you fill that void with warmth as you massage his wrists and talons with a quiet hum.

he whines, shrinking away from your affection- something as horrible and monstrous as him has no place being near a kind person like you- but you simply lean down and kiss his knuckles, that same loving smile from before on your face, because you never have and never will stop loving him.

i sure do talk about odysseus a lot for someone whose favorite guys in the iliad are actually antilochus and teucer

Caught in another of my webs 🕸️

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