Eclipse
May night descending be a mere eclipse;
Dim light hung close, but brushing harmless by
May shadows curl in sleep with softer curves
Til gleaming slivers wisp to brighter day
May sun’s bright rays ever ’round corners be
The lamps mere stopgap for the light to come
The cooling winds bring nothing but relief
To sweat-slick skin in summer’s sneaking burst
Between winter and spring. Stranger and friend
Alike shall pour onto the new-mow’d lawn,
Impromptu-picnic-party in full force.
Press safety glasses into your friends’ hand
Stare up towards the moon’s new waltzing dance-
The dark has passed. It’s alright. Go to class.
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So, so, so ridiculously relieved I deleted my BoJack fanfiction off of AO3. Doesn't happen very often but every now and then a new consumer will post about looking for fanfiction and we'll say that 'disappointed" at the lack of fanfiction or even at the fanfiction itself. I'm relieved that finally my work is made the exception to that after years of breakdowns of being called worthless and other various vague posts. It's literally all that I have in many ways, genuinely, and you don't even know about what my life is like in the living hell it is in this celebrity, slave wage culture outside of that niche interest and passion I have
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You know every once in a while I watch that q!BBH breakdown stream(s) and like...
Holy SHIT did we move on from this way too quickly, the acting is genuinely phenomenal.
cc!BBH needs an oscar for managing to like act out a person going insane for MULTIPLE hours, like how does one do that ??
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okay but can i seriously look into christian witchcraft or is that actually a sin? i know love is love, but is the line drawn at practical devotion and adoration?
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iv been doing a lot of ddadds reminiscing lately. that game is very very close to my heart and has been for years - it's kind of surreal to return to the fancontent i made for it having grown a bit, and seeing precisely why i latched onto mary as a character as much as i did. (hmm, the guy who'd just gotten out of a bad relationship and was also an unknowing aroace latched onto the character with relationship troubles and conflicts about presenting as someone in love, who would've thought?) (also she's autistic) (i'll still fight people on this)
mary still continues to be one of my favorite characters of all time - and i still have dream daddy to thank for a lot. it's just such a genuinely warm and sweet and funny game. it's got such a kind and lackadaisical approach to adulthood that spoke to and continues to speak to me a lot as someone kind of terrified of growing up, in a lot of ways. and despite being such a silly game, joseph's ideals of the "margarita zone" spoke to me way more than i care to admit.
i wonder if the people i'd shared ddadds servers with and the like, way back in 2019, are doing well. i wonder if the old friend i did that batshit insane mary-damien cult ending rp with that read like a damn slasher film remembers it at all. i hope the people i talked about my ocs with are doing well. i hope the mary rper i lurked on the blog of is doing well. i hope the person who made the official character spotify playlist knows how much they shaped my music taste and how much i listen to them to this day. i hope the developers of this game know it's more than a silly gimmick dating sim that was popular for a year to people. (i hope they know how much damn gender euphoria it gives me lol)
i'm a huge sap with my fandoms in general. but dream daddy's such a spot of comfort for me even now. i still think about it, and maybe one day i'll properly revisit it. and i know i'm going to be so insufferable about it when i do. my own special little margarita zone.
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Ngl the last 2 dw eps were actually fun and it's so surreal for me to actually feel interested in what's happening
But good lord, dw fandom is so annoying, like people cannot have fun at all
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I have recently discovered my type as being 60-70 aged older men and women. 40-50 aged is good as well. (Why the exclusion of the 50-60 age group you ask? Well, my parents are in that group so.)
I am crushing (for over two months) on an irl 62 aged person I know, and I really wanted to gush about that to someone... so here it is laid bare to the internet ig
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not a bot, we're friends but i genuinely admire you so much 😭 i think i really love you. but alas, i am much too shy to start talking to you often again or shoot my shot! so confession ask be upon thee
ive been replying to these asks casually or ignoring them altogether bc i never got follow ups and i thought it was some weird bot or a random person, but now that i got confirmation that the last one comes from a real person with real feelings, i'm replying your confession with the seriousness and honesty it deserves
so hey, good on you for confessing. im glad people admire me, and im glad you looked at me and saw something that made you go "oh i like that!". and also please dont do that ever again. this is aimed towards everyone -- please stop confessing to me on anon. it makes me so fucking uncomfortable, nervous and paranoid, as someone who has had a LOT of people throughout the years form some fucking weird parasocial relationships with me, both online and irl, both strangers and friends i considered safe, both openly and secretly
look at it from my perspective: sure, you know me. you say that we're friends and maybe we are. but i dont know you. youre literally on anon. you could be making shit up for all i know. you could be one of the people i had to cut off from my life because the way i was didnt match the way they expected me to be, who fell in love with my dumb online persona, or who projected so much of their issues onto me that they confused admiration for genuine, romantic love. what is a cute, risque ask for you is a nightmare for me, and if we're not close, then i understand that you're not aware of this. its fine if you didn't know this, the fact that you weren't aware of this tells me that we're not close enough for you to even love me beyond the captions i write on my posts
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oh my god earlier this week i was talking to my mom abt how i used to constantly feel bad even at elementary school despite having good grades and not having social issues or mental illnesses yet (undiagnosed autism aside). and she really helped me crack the code by saying "yes you always came home angry about (kid in my class) getting better grades than you in math or (friend) being better than you in english even though you knew she is american" and then it clicked. i was simply always a jealous competitive annoying little bitch who has to be the best and most specialest at everything or i may as well die
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Finally, an undertale au that doesn't focus on sans and actually understands papyrus' character
(I love this au so much, I wish I had discovered it sooner. As I'm posting this I'm nearly finished waterfalls' section and I can't wait to continue)
(Tap image for better quality)
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