#gahhh my heart! It's so sweet but so sad!
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I'm so excited for this update...
Mina barely processing the entire trip because she's so excited to see Jonathan has my heart in a vice. She loves him so much. And she's ready to nurse him too, she knows he won't be well and she's actively preparing for it.
The way she says "my dear one" <3 <3
I love how softly she describes what a wreck Jonathan is. You can hear the concern of course, but she isn't sad about it. She couldn't possibly be sad to have him back, no matter how changed. She loves him and is still so relieved and happy to be with him, above all.
Mina's fearful and intrigued way of talking about Jonathan's ravings is great too. She's obviously a bit frustrated with Sister Agatha not telling her, but reminds herself with a slight sigh that "she is a sweet good soul", that she's showing concern for her patient. While Mina wants to know, her main goal is to help Jonathan and if that requires not knowing then she will tamp down that urge to understand why. She already was refraining from asking him directly anyway.
I love how gentle Sister Agatha's voice is.
Mina laughing at the very idea of being jealous over her Jonathan! She has such absolute faith in his love for her that such a consideration never would have occurred to her. But that said, it's still very satisfying to hear that Jonathan is devoted to her alone. Gahhh, she loves him so much.
The little gasp and excited, "he is waking!"
FUCK the love and the shakiness and the joy of hearing his voice again when he says "Wilhelmina"
The music when Jonathan speaks of his "great shock" is incredible
The way he says "I do not want to know it", almost an edge of emphasis on not, almost but not quite like he's wrestling his voice under control
Only for him to sound on the verge of tears when he says "I want to take up my life here" - he wants to leave it all behind so desperately. This is everything he has been longing for, everything that kept him going, and he wants to be able to enjoy it so badly. He can never leave what happened to him behind, not fully; the trauma will stay with him, he's been changed. But he wants so much to focus on what he has now, on the happiness he can build going forward, to begin again "with our marriage." And the softness with which he says that...
Jonathan giving Mina his journal is one of the most romantic scenes in the entire novel, in my opinion, and I can barely handle hearing it aloud.
Mina's reaction to all this being "I gotta marry that man EVEN FASTER" and going to rush Sister Agatha about it... <3 <3 <3
The joy with which she says "he sat up in bed, propped with pillows" - again she doesn't care at all about him being traumatized and weak and disabled, she describes him with such joy here because he is marrying her
SAYING "I WILL" IN UNISON PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON MY HEART
Mina having difficulty speaking due to sheer emotion. God.
"the grave and sweet responsibilities I have taken upon me" she is ready to nurse him and support him
The little gasp and hurried way she rushes to tell about the wedding-present! So good to hear that kind of delighted excitement from Mina again!
THE JOY AND REPETITION OF "my husband" GODDDD
Mina's wedding present is also one of the most romantic scenes ever I love her so much
Repeating again that she is his wife
Jonathan willing to go through it all again for Mina! Peak romance. Also Mina giving him everything in return, and happily brushing over him possibly having confusion about time...
I love the music in the background for all of this.
And Mina's declaration to Lucy is so wonderful, and so heartfelt and loving especially in the context of Lucy's stress of late
The way her voice lifts again at "my husband!" she is so delighted every damn time
I LOVE THEM. I LOVE THEIR LOVE.
but, on the other hand...
Lucy sounds so down.
They way she almost whispers "I feel so unhappy", breathless on the last word almost, like she can barely say it aloud even just to herself! LUCY SWEETHEART
Just, the way she says it all. Her gentle voice, her uncertainty and distress and the deep fear evident in her words even as she doesn't know why
no energy to try and be cheerful....... you know it's bad when Lucy cannot put on a smile. And I feel like she's feeling guilty for making Arthur worried about her.
"I shall make an excuse and try." Lucy not feeling able to be honest about even just needing comfort from her mother. I feel so AWFUL for her someone give her a big hug STAT
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Fairy Prince - Hearts of Leviathans - Ch.11
Character: Sky x male reader, Riven x male reader, Brandon x male reader
Universe: Somewhere in Winx Club/Saga
Warnings: None
Slowly I wake up from a deep, restful sleep. When I open my eyes, I see that the room is still shrouded in darkness and that no sound can be heard within these walls. It almost seems like a dream. But my rumbling stomach suddenly shows me why I woke up. Still sleepy, I just wanted to turn over and sleep longer.
Unfortunately, my body doesn't appear to be fond of this notion. It leaps from a hungry growl to a painful reminder of who's in charge. "Damn, you're not serious," I mumble angrily at my body. I swear if my body could do that, it would grin contentedly. Almost as if my body had its own thoughts.
Since my body leaves me no choice, I get up, go to the window and open the curtains. The garish light from outside blinds me for a moment. "Gahhh! Stupid idea!"
Blinded, I turn to escape the light, to hopefully see my life again. After only a few steps it gets a little darker, making me a little calmer. More relaxed now, I take longer steps, only to suddenly feel something standing in my way, stopping me harshly. But when I realized it was already too late. I land face-first on the floor with a violent thud. Like an idiot, I spread my arms instead of using them to break my fall.
Can this morning be any more stressful? Just as this thought is slowly running through my head, a knock on my bedroom door brings me back to the situation.
"Coming!" I call to whoever dares to disturb me on the very cozy stone floor. I push myself off the ground with some difficulty. Back on my feet, I immediately started to walk to the door. By doing so, I pass a mirror. Although I felt like I shouldn't do it, I take one quick look seeing my body in bad shape. And to be honest? I really shouldn't have even looked. My reflection broke something deep inside me. Nothing was left from the muscles hardened by war. Nothing showed my earlier hardships, for never has a blade scratched my body during the war. Now there was just a skinny little boy looking back at me. Pretty depressing. There's a way to get back in shape quickly, but it won't be enjoyable.
But there wasn't much time to sink deep into grief because someone was waiting for me, which under other circumstances would be annoying. So I used the few seconds to get to the door and wallow in the overwhelming sadness. Dressed only in a thin shirt and underwear, I take the gold handle and push it down, slowly opening the door.
"Nice to see you're finally awake! My name is Cory. I'm a senior, and here to-"
"Since when does an a'Fulgenor bow to one of my family?" I couldn't hold my mouth from speaking or smirking widely at him.
He stayed silent, his right hand still resting on his chest, slightly below his shoulder, as he was frozen in his bowing position. But even then, I could see his wide eyes and a sour expression. He straightened his back from his bowing position and dropped his hand. "What are you doing here?" His voice is so deliciously poisonous. It almost makes me want to laugh.
"Nice to see you too, Cory. How are you doing? Haven't seen you in quite a while."
"Yes, since you arranged for the engagement between me and Lady Arabella d'Monter to be broken."
"I couldn't let a sweet girl like her... marry a man from your family. You know that,” I said mischievously.
A heavy silence spreads over us. His face shows disgust and disapproval. But only for a second before his lips break into a wide grin. He looks sheepishly in both directions. His suspicious behavior makes me nervous as the twinkle in his eyes has never been something good. But before I could even think of moving back, his two strong arms suddenly pulled me towards him. He hugged me tightly to his firm chest. I felt relief wash over him. His arms are wrapped so tightly around me. His hands embrace me with ease. But his scent... the smell was so homely that I felt protected, as I always did when we were younger.
I enjoy this moment a second longer than necessary and even snuggle up against his broader chest. Luckily I'm not strong enough to cry if I were waterfalls would fall from my eyes, that's for sure.
Cory didn't say a word the whole time, for which I'm grateful. We both know how much it would hurt my pride. And my pride is the last thing that's mine that no one can take away from me, unlike anything else.
I carefully free myself from his tight grip. His eyes filled with held-back tears, making them sparkle like amethysts.
Still close together, I brush a few strands of hair away from his face. "I guess I have to thank the stars that you're standing here, in front of me, and not one of the other three idiots, don't I?"
His head tilts to one side, staring at me with wonder. "I'm sure you've heard about it. A guy got into Alfea, made a ruckus, and got arrested by three specialists.”
"Was that you?" he asked in complete shock, but a short chuckle broke from him anyway.
“Yup.“
"But you are a fairy!" He burst out angry. "I've been already wondering why you're here! Rumor has it that a dangerous, unruly mage with nefarious intentions has somehow breached the fairy barrier. They even boast about your capture and are certain they will be made "Knights of Honor" for it.” Cory's face was twisted in disgust the entire time he retold the story how he had heard it.
I could only shake my head. "Someone tried to kill me here," I threw nonchalantly in, obviously shocking Cory even further. "Therefore, no one should be trusted here. Maybe they're not just after me.” Quickly I take his hand in mine. My body isn't fully restored yet, but I could use the immense magical power soaring through me for something useful. "Do you have an… item you always carry with you?"
He's perplexed by my question and seems to think for a while. But then he suddenly jumps into action. Pulling up his sleeve, I could immediately see a piece of metal that I know all too well.
“You still have it?“
"Of course," he tells me with a big, honestly silly smile, "it was made by my favorite brother and the future of our great world!"
My eyes widen, blush appears on my cheeks. "Idiot," I murmur with a fond, hidden smile. I need to divert his attention from my face, so I grab the bracelet with both hands. As I felt the magic rush through me like a current, the air around us began to compress. The pressure finally shattered the bracelet into a million pieces. Although my focus was almost entirely on the bracelet, I could still see the sadness in Cory's eyes, the shimmer of a layer of tears over them. But he remains strong and doesn't dare to shed a single tear. He's been so preoccupied he hasn't even seen the dirt I've conjured up.
With even more magical pressure, a bright, earthy green light surrounds the bracelet, stunning the much older man in front of me.
I soon felt that the strenuous activity was taking a toll on my already ailing health. Pushing back my exhaustion, I push more magic into the bracelet until I see the results slowly unfold.
I stare at it with a relieved look and slowly let my magic fade away, saving me from burning out from accumulating too much magic. If Cory hadn't come to me, I would have gone outside and wasted most of it. At least I could put it to good use.
As the earthy, green light slowly faded, Cory's eyes widened, still glistening with the same tears. "Wow!" he commented on his newly formed bracelet. The silver is much purer than I could have done as a child. It was now braided from several thin silver threads into one of three thick braids tied together. In between are small green and brown diamonds created by the immense magical pressure and the dirt I conjured up.
“What? How?“
"We both know that you will be the one to become a Parrihan. You will need some extra protection," I tell him quietly. Usually, an artifact made by the Protector of our world is given at the "Thousand Star Ceremony" to herald a new Parrihan. But considering someone tried to kill me. I can't let someone as promising as Cory die with me.
He's obviously taken aback and doesn't know what to say. So I took his arm like a lady would do with her partner at a ball and pulled him with me, effectively using him as a crutch. I would never say out loud that my body is so weak. He would only want to give me my magic back to heal me, even though my magic is the reason I'm so fragile.
"Let me put some clothes on and take a shower. Then we can do whatever you're here to do."
Without saying anything else, I sat him down in a chair, got some clothes that Grandpa most likely got for me, and happily, if a little clumsily, went to the bathroom.
Stalking beneath the warm water conjured by a magical crystal bound to the wall of the room, evidently drawing magic from the ground. So I ask myself: How does the magic crystal know how I like my water? It's warm but not hot, just right for me.
The amazement faded when a flood of ice-cold water suddenly flowed down my body. I tried very hard to hold it back, but when it reached the end of my back, I couldn't anymore. "Ahhh!" I scream loudly, maybe even a bit shrill.
Before I knew it, the bathroom door was flung open. Cory's panicked amethyst eyes searched the room for the reason for my scream until they focused on me and my… naked glory. "You don't look so good." His voice was soft, caring even.
Stunned at his audacity, I could only stare at him, hurt. “Well, thank you to your comrades. So shut up and tell me how to raise the temperature of this stupid crystal and keep it at the temperature I want!”
Immediately his eyes dropped, hopefully, ashamed of what happened to me. Without looking at me, he stepped forward, even waiting for me to get out of his way, and then tapped onto something I'd haven't seen before a display.
"With this screen, you can control the water temperature down to the smallest detail and even across several different functions of how the water is dispensed."
He walked backward, turned away, didn't even look in the mirror, and closed the door with his back to the bathroom.
Only when he left could I breathe easily again. Stepping back under the water, I sighed with relief as the warm water poured over my still-hurting body again.
Looking down at my now scrawny body, anger rises in my stomach. How could this happen? Where were all the security precautions? But most importantly, how the heck am I supposed to get my body back into shape? I have to fight against specialists in training, but like this, I couldn't even hurt a piece of paper. Should I... No, I can't! It's really too dangerous! I shouldn't even consider it!
But while I'm still staring at my body, I already know, deep down, that my decision has already been made. "Fuck it!" I say out loud. Only to finish my morning shower, bracing myself for another wave of pain that will soon test my limits again. Only this time, the probability of dying will be much lower than these stupid magic-suppressing handcuffs.
Exiting the bathroom, washed and barefoot, with only a towel covering what Corey has already seen, I head back to the bedroom. Standing in the middle, I finally notice that there is no sign of the older brother of one of my dearest friends. Even if it feels strange, I shrug and use the solitude to get dressed in the room. Before I could do that, however, I went to the dresser and pulled out a shirt, the only thing I forgot. All were too big for my fragile statue, but I took one anyway. After all, I did not want anyone to see my body like this. This problem wouldn't last long, and Grandpa seems to have smelled something like that already. If not, he would have given me clothes that would fit my current body and not the one I lost in my shirt captivity.
Once again, I stepped to the center of the room, this time fully clothed and with my eyes closed. I could feel the magic that resides and surrounds everything dancing around me as it hadn't done since I'd soaked my hands in blood. I take a few deep breaths, asking the magic to show me where Cory went. Magic quickly began to travel through the air.
It didn't even take a second to find him. Involuntarily I open my eyes, only to roll them, realizing the older I have always known has not changed a single bit, even after the rigorous training at this academy. I silently thank the magic for helping me. It waved me off by wrapping me tightly as if to hug me. Lowly chuckling, I go over to the bedroom door leading to the hallway and knock on it twice. I wait a second and knock three more times, only to crack the door open. "I thought you ran away."
Corey didn't answer me. His gaze is strictly forward, apparently not ready to meet mine just yet. For now, it probably would be the best not to push it any further.
"Take me to the cafeteria. I could eat an entire Rhintora raw."
Worldless, he leads me there, leaving me wondering what I can do to make him understand that what I said wasn't an attack on him or the Institution of Specialists, which Corey wouldn't be a part of for long anyway if he really wants to become a Parrihan.
However, I know, as it is with me, his pride often gets in his way, and this is just an extension of that. That's one of many reasons we became friends, even though he's older than me.
Hopefully, a little time would close this crack in our understanding.
[Masterlist]
#brandon x male reader#brandon#sky x male reader#sky#riven x male reader#riven#winx club x male reader#winx saga x male reader#winx club#winx saga#series#fairy prince
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Hello hello! I’ve missed you all and I’m super excited to get back into all the analysis posts for all the amazing fics that are coming out! (@sophieswundergarten you posted a new chapter on yours the day I decided that I was going to finish these ones and DANG ITS SO GOOD and I have thoughts that I will post on yours later!)
Spoilers and all the thoughts ahead for one of my favorite fics in the world, S.O.S. Chapter 5 : Broken Legs and Broken Wings
can I just say... I love birds. thank you.
I cannot imagine having nightmares like Curtain, okay? that just sounds absolutely awful - going from Nicky leaving, to his parents abandoning them (and the sadness from knowing that he doesn’t know), to his parents deaths, to SQ BEING THE ONE IN THE WHISPERER AND SHRIVELING LIKE THE PEOPLE IN THE MUMMY MOVIE GAHHH - still recovering from this one... that would be extremely traumatic.
okay but then lil SQ showing up at his bed and Curtain - “still half asleep, jumped and recoiled into his bed away from the voice” I imagine he just has this lil clown laugh that he does when he’s freaked out like that and it now lives in my head
CALLS HIM NICKY AHHHHH - I love how often this really comes up and all the dang symbolism in those moments - GOOD HEAVENS and then we get the innocent “I’m not Nicky. It’s me, SQ.” and his dream about the dark room sounds eerily identical to the Waiting Room in the book... I’m sure you did that on purpose but dang that would be legitimately terrifying
SQ and the sleepover request - you keep him safe buddy, you keep your dad safe - and then we get this gem after Curtain and his “nightmare about paperwork and stressful grown-up business” BRO ITS TRAUMA AND YOU DENYING IT DOES NOT HELP YOUR SONNNNN - but anyways, we get this line that I love “However, after his recent nightmare, there was nothing Curtain wanted more than to have his son close to him.” jeez tugging at my heartstrings like they’re electric guitar strings or something
we get stern dad Curtain but how they both just snuggle in and say the “goodnight I love you” GAHHHH MY HEART
I absolutely adore the idea of SQ going out with binoculars and his lil art supplies and going out into the wild and that Curtain encourages that (until he wants to go see his dang friends in the dang woods outside the dang fence ANYWAYS) - here’s one of my absolute favorite lines - “SQ’s favorite thing to paint were his friends, and the particular kind of friends he was interested in was a trait he inherited from his birth father.”
okay and I love the idea that someone came up with that SQ is psychic - he knows their names AND HE HAS A FAVORITE - I’m rooting for Oliver too, SQ
BUT OLIVER FALLS - WHAT NOOOOO OLIVERRRRR
oh my good gracious heavens - “10 feet is 10 feet... not 9.5, so I’m going to have to ask you to back away, unless of course you’d like an official demerit.” Jeffers what in the world bless your sweet soul WATCH FOR FREAKING SQ YOU SILLY SILLY MAN - NO THIS ISN’T A PAY RAISE FOR YOU
I absolutely loved the “Jeffers was still in the process of scaling the fence,” like, yeah that guy wouldn’t be the kind of kid that did that in his free time in the summers trying to get home from his best friend’s house at night before his mom got mad... anyways let’s continue - “when Milligan, who had been off in the distance when he had seen SQ fall, rushed towards the fence, and vaulted over it, in one heroic swoop, causing the fence to wobble and Jeffers to lose his balance.” hehe SUCKAHHH - the 6′5″ large man would show him up *coughcough somebody was definitely captain of the rowing team and somebody else definitely wasn’t coughcough* - but the hatred that Jeffers lowkey holds against him is something you can totally see later
Curtain being a good dad. yes.
Dr. Wetherall. Yes. yes yes. BRING BABY KATE YESSSSSS
okay so the Curtain being a good dad moment is slowly beginning to fade... lil SQ is afraid :( and the whole “Shepherd Quaid Curtain... please answer my question.” does not help
the SAFE line gahhhhhhh - coupled with “Curtain sighed and pressed his lips together. A bird. His son was talking about a bird.” okay Curtain but you’re the one who won’t let the poor boy make friends - I get the point about keeping him safe and not letting other people mistreat him for whatever reason, but this is your problem my dude
and SQ is so worried about him - “But he’s my friend... And he’s still down there and he’s probably so scared and cold. And what about his family? They’re probably worried about him. I have to go back and save him dad!” my good heavens we also just get the “Maybe it was the way that Pedalian had said those same words before he died: ‘I just wanted to save her.’” from Curtain and I just...GAH
oh jeez - Curtain, friend... again, I understand being triggered and reminded of Pedalian and also being protective of SQ, but I think he’s sometimes so blinded by the need to protect him that we have situations like this where he doesn’t see SQ, if that makes sense. It’s so evident not only in the way he speaks to SQ, but also when SQ winces and he thinks something is hurting him - duh Curtain, ITS YOU
we go between stern, mean dad Curtain and concerned, gentle, decent dad Curtain and you can totally see why SQ ends up the way he does later... ouch
I mean, going with this idea, we have “What on earth could have made SQ think his father was capable of something like that?” and “There was something about this reaction that disturbed Curtain even more.” - it makes me kinda sad for him, because he’s unintentionally pushing SQ away with how he’s parenting him - SQ can never really count on how his dad will react in any given situation because he’s so... all over the place.
“The person Ledroptha Curtain intended to make feel horrible was someone else entirely.” is one of the best lines that has ever been written - it’s then followed by a bunch of screaming from Curtain (who makes a lot of valid points) and then “SQ might have spent his life in a chair due to your incompetence!” our dear Jeffers - here’s one of the first examples of failing to secure the perimeter... to be followed by many many other instances...
also Jeffers not catching the sarcasm and thinking that he might actually lose his job to Wetherall - bless his soul - no Jeffers, the literal reason you’re there is because you’re unaware and ask no questions (the very reason that Wetherall ends up leaving... mentally...)
I really appreciated the line “If there was one thing Curtain needed to impress upon his employees, it was that keeping his family safe was their top priority.”
“...the next person responsible for SQ getting injured on their watch was going to experience the full wrath of Ledroptha Curtain.” heheheee YES
“...this image was always shattered when he stood next to Milligan, who towered above Jeffers, and now because Milligan had proven his physical superiority by stealing what was supposed to be Jeffers’ big moment (saving the boss’ son) and turning it into Jeffers biggest shame (failing to secure the perimeter).” AND THEN “Jeffers didn’t exactly have a plan for how he would accomplish this (he wasn’t the planning sort of man), but he knew that when the opportunity arose, he was going to seize the moment and prove himself. Somehow.” this man has impostor syndrome and I think it is the funniest thing - I get why he feels the way he does and it’s valid, but knowing that it’s Jeffers just makes it hysterical
okay but then Curtain has the moment of “...even though he hadn’t been yelling, he had raised his voice quite a bit. And SQ had always been sensitive to noise. Well, and of course Curtain had also stood up to his full adult height, which does look rather intimidating from a five-year-old’s perspective.” AND THEN THE LINE ABOUT OLIVERRRR - yes it’s a bird, but as a wise song from a movie once said, “Critters have feelings too” and Oliver is SQ’s friend
I love love LOVE “Curtain remembered the way that his son had looked at him when he said those words. Desperate, pleading with his father, staring at him with his adorably wide innocent brown eyes. Pedalian had had those eyes. Nicholas had them too.” ANNNDDD “One day, Ledroptha Curtain was going to learn to say no to those eyes. But today was not that day.” nobody can say no to those eyes. my freaking HEART GAH
Putting on his hiking boots and getting the flashlight - YES CURTAIN YESSSS
oh my good gracious heavens - Jeffers put up TrAfFiC cOnEs and CAUTION TAPE WHAT - he cracks me up and I think I have laughed just as hard every time I’ve read it
hehehe the “Instead, he scaled the fence (though with great difficulty) ad made his way down to the other side) we all know who the captain of the rowing team was and who wasn’t, don’t we
but then “Curtain sighed. His son was really going to resent him now.” with “He shined the flashlight in the direction of the noise and found Oliver, still alive, but struggling to move.” HE’S CALLING HIM OLIVERRR AHHHHH
both of lil Oliver’s wings are broken - like SQ ;(
I also love the glimpse we get into Nicholas and Nathaniel at the orphanage - SQ really is so much like Nicholas and I love that for just a moment, it seems like he draws on that experience and isn’t doing his usual “I hate Nicholas” routine and takes Oliver home
from the very beginning of this, I have loved seeing SQ and Kate’s friendship. He draws her pictures and I think that is the cutest thing - and I’m sure the Wetheralls have SQ’s art up in their home.
KATIE-CAT - AHHHHHHHH
You can see Curtain is trying - yeah, he isn’t the best parent, and he really should probably be a little more self-aware, but he’s trying
OLIVERRRRR - I love that Curtain tended to the lil bird and SQ’s excitement? My soul is filled.
“Thank you dad... I love you”
“I love you too, Shep.” GAH
okay but Garrison standing outside SQ’s room, Milligan finding her... my heart
I really... can I just say, I have really learned to appreciate Garrison by reading SOS. Watching her in the show, I don’t feel like I was really able to understand the depth of her character because we’re so invested in everyone else’s story (which is still magnificent and amazing). But reading SOS helped me really see her value and how relatable she is - it’s become my canon anyways haha - but overall, Garrison just needs a hug and good friends (like Milligan, but we all know what happens there... ouch)
she’s still so worried about SQ... but there’s that mental image of Pedalian in her machine and thinking SQ will ask her questions... mY hEaRt hEaVeN fOrBiD
And we get more of the relationship between SQ and Curtain - makes me so freaking sad but there’s some cute wholesome moments that I also love
“You don’t need to be afraid to talk to him. Pedalian’s death wasn’t your fault. You know that, right?” GOOD GRAVY my heartstrings are all tugged
Tommorrow, Tommorrow, Titration tomorrow - GAH (someone needs to write the lyrics of “Tomorrow” from Annie to that line from the show ahahaaaaa)
As sad and ironic as the line is about Garrison’s lab being underground and it not being good for someone who’s trying to recover (haha I can relate) BUT I thought there’s such an interesting point to the line about the Whispering Gallery being at the top of the tower when “...the machine would have worked just as well underground with the rest of the lab.” I mean, it just feels like another power play from Curtain of “I’m higher and better than you” so much that he literally designs the building that way. Maybe I’m reading into that too much, but I thought it was interesting.
haha - Garrison not understanding what the antennas are for is absolutely hilarious AND THEN Curtain totally is just like “let’s brainwash the world with all the good feelings” without saying it outright and I think that’s hysterical because it totally covers season one and season two
AND THE LINESSSSSSS - poison apples poison worms, friends, it’s all there and I love ittttt
for no reason at all, Curtain talking about his “student volunteers” reminds me of that post that’s been going around recently about crazy grandpa Curtain electrocuting children in caves and I cannot undo the comparison in my brain
he makes it so much about their business arrangement it hurts my heart for Garrison
Curtain suggesting a nap is me trying to convince myself to go to sleep every night heheheee
I also think it’s interesting that Curtain recognizes that SQ is a barrier between him and Garrison, and that it’s probably part of the reason that he keeps SQ so close all the time. I’m sure there’s other reasons too, but that just clicked for me when I read it
THIS LINE - “As much as he was not willing to part with his vision for the future, a future where he could have complete control, where he could keep his family safe, where he could have all the power and security he wanted, Ledroptha Curtain was also not willing to give up the only friends he had ever had. Not after what he had already lost.” all of it. is. just. AMAZING. we’ve really watched him go down so slowly it hurts watching him hurt and think that it has to come to this - also the fact that he’s emotionally preparing for his friend’s betrayal hits very close to home due to past experience
SQ and the bird in the cage being imprisoned together is so symbolically symmetric. I love it.
Ledroptha “Control is good because it protects my family” Curtain bless his soul
AGAIN WITH TITRATION - if I remember after I finish all these analysis posts, I’ll write the lyrics to that tune because it now lives in my head rent free along with all our Muppet MBS song adaptations hahaaaa
Katie-Cat. My heart.
Milligan takes the ferry - probably best he lived away from them as long as he did... but knowing how things happen makes that line hurt
Kate would be a fantastic lab manager though - and Milligan is just so proud of her (this should be part of the “Tomorrow” adaptation for sure)
also Milligan is literally just the best. The Wetheralls are the cutest and it’s just so sad that things happen the way they do - I understand why, but gosh dang - it almost hurt more the second time around
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Another amazing chapter - I feel like this one was one of my favorites, just with all the different perspectives we get to see - and lil SQ and Kate, the ultimate friendship that we never got to see
I also just really love the title of the chapter - there’s a lot of symbolism not only because of SQ and Oliver, but it’s also legs being broken like progress having to be stopped for a little while when Milligan and Garrison left. Broken wings like broken trust, broken friendships, and Curtain’s grounding himself fully in his vision for control. I love it.
Inspiring work as usual, @nobody33333333 - thank you for writing this, it has healed my heart (and continues to heal my heart) of the Season 3 hole that was there.
Love you all 💛,
Talk to you soon,
- Gogh 🌻
#the mysterious benedict society#mbs#mysterious benedict society#ld curtain#mbs disney#sos#sos chapter 5
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We are in between Allied and American van lines for the move. I want to do pods/U-haul boxes (by far the simplest option) but Justin is not into it. Justin wants American van lines but I wouldn’t let him put down the 8k deposit. Allied came for a walk-through today, no deposit, similar price, and much better reviews so I think we have a winner. Hoping we can just be done with researching companies/options.
All of our virtual walk throughs have had us at a pack weight between 17,000-20,000 pounds. Today’s in person was 11,800 pounds. Much better. The guy kept saying it’s much cheaper to move furniture than re-buy so now Justin wants to go back through our extensive lists and I’m like GET RID OF IT ALL. We argued for 10 minutes about the damn fridge in front of the guy. I’m pretty sure everyone has heard us bicker about the move at this point.
So. I thought most houses came with refrigerators? Do they not? I know they don’t here but I thought that was more uncommon other places. Our fridge is cheap (I got the simplest, smallest white model I could find) and I don’t want to move it but I guess we’re going to. I JUST WANT THIS MOVE TO BE OVER WITH GAHHH.
Anyway.
We went to Alyssa’s class party today. It was very cute and gave me a lot of feels. I left Justin with Alyssa and I floated in between kids whose parents couldn’t make it. There was a little boy who told me he didn’t have a dad and was asking where his mom was and then he asked me if I could be his mom. Ugh. My heart. I hope he has a safe and happy home life. It made me want to be a foster parent and a preschool teacher and have another baby simultaneously. My ovariessss.
What else? I’m starting to feel very sad about leaving the chickens and our view/illusion of having land. Glad to have to rehome most my plants because I don’t have time for plant babies right now. And glad about most other things move related. I made beer bread and Jewish rye last night (with pickle juice and potato flakes) and both were pretty good. I was supposed to make challah, sourdough, peasant bread, and cinnamon rolls this week while my in-laws were here but it didn’t happen. I wish I had more time.
It’s weird being in between our Texas life and our MA life. Btw, the mover was telling me that Californians have an easier time adjusting to Texas than they do back East because things here are less crowded/less rushed. He warned me about rude New Yorkers. I’ve learned to bite my tongue out here but I almost told him “I was born back East, lived in the city in CA, and I have a rude New Yorkers’ personality can we hurry this up please” but I did not. Normally I make Justin deal with people because I have no chill. Sigh.
I can’t get over how cute Alyssa’s class was today. Four and five are probably my favorite ages. I was helping this little girl with her project and she looks at me with fire in her eyes and says “dare me to put glue on this popsicle stick.” “I dare you!” And then she started giggling hysterically. There was a sweet little boy who kept getting glue on his hands and was trying (very unsuccessfully) to get it off, so I kept going over there to save him from himself. Everything that four and five year olds do is so endearing to me. I miss BAM and Ninja so much.
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The Transformation Thoughts
bc hsmtmts said gay rights
spoilers below
yesss seb doing the recap
wait did seb just say he was crying?!?! give him a hug
cow baby!!!
wow miss jenn and seb having a civil conversation
Natalie is back!!
ej and ricky with the mask
kourtney’s outfit!!!
ashlyn’s outfit...
ahh so the awards and the show are separate, good, that’s how it works
RICKY’S SHIRT!?!?!?!
i love it
ricky is lgbt do not try to convince me otherwise
ASHLYN IS SINGING IT IS BEAUTIFUL
like pop off
ricky and the mask
that mask is the true villain in season 2
“Belle, I-” flops
Ashlyn is carrying the scene, she is such a good Belle
how is ricky allowed on stage oh my god
the cap
that damn mask
“It’s okay, it was just my face”
Miss Jenn is hanging on by a thread
finally some ashlyn and ricky content
“Which they will” buddy have you faced the music? Have you seen Ricky?
“I think I might have been playing Troy at one point”
Miss Jenn needs help from someone who isn’t a teenager
“Mother is freaking out” High school theater at it’s finest
“There is math involved”
“OH”
sassy seb
i can’t with east high’s tech crew, what are you doing?!?!
and why are the actors figuring out the tech stuff?!? i’m sure kourt, big red, ashlyn (she knows all), and seb (he lives on a farm) know what to do.
the crew cannot be that bad
btw here are my thoughts on this scene
guys it is ashlyn’s house not yours
portwell shoulder bump
ASHLYN I LOVE YOU
OH SO NOW YOU HAVE DRILLS
WHERE WERE THEY WHEN THE TECHIES STARTED USING GLUE ON PLYWOOD!?!?!?!
I WANT ANSWERS
i. cannot. with. this. show.
lily wtf
“is this too weird” yes
like why?
lily like actually shut up
big red’s “wtf”
let her be evil damnit
“i’m just not well liked here” i wonder why
that was really weird, anyways
“he gets weird around tools”
me too
no give big red the drill he knows how to use it
someone write a fic about the girls and seb’s chaotic target run
why don’t you have a blackout and dramatic music and lights for the transformation, i know it isn’t award level but if done right it can be pretty dope
“I don’t know if my parents will be okay with me being at a co-ed sleepover”
“Chip, this is your mother speaking, go call your mother”
HE DID THE FINGER GUNS
GAY TABLE SIT AND FINGER GUNS THEY DID THEIR RESEARCH
ashlyn’s bucket
CARLOS GAY TABLE SIT
OH MY GOD
they’re so gay soulmates
let big red have his skateboards
“i need to talk to seb at some point but it can wait” honey no it can’t wait seb is on the verge of a breakdown
wait they havent talked in a week
Im a hypocrite ive been dancing around someone for three years
“You’re still at school”
“I’m worried about my children” “She means us”
such a high school theater thing (like i got married during high school theater, we had a family tree)
“ah, Sebby”
“Now I’m pretty sad” give him a hug
the girls ship seblos
“But, I guess he has to be, out of default, right... there’s not a lot of choices for a boy like Carlos, here, at East.”
alright here come the tears
why...why couldn’t he say “gay” or “queer” or “lgbt”?!?!
“Not so good at saying the feelings part out loud”
shiz that hit close to home.
Seb is just making me cry today, isn’t he?
wait so we’re just going to change the subject? coming from a queer person, opening up about your problems about your sexuality is hard. like, there are things that happened years ago im just telling people.
“You’re my sister, he’s my cousin”
it seems everyone except nina knows about the chocolates. imagine gossip time when gina told people write a fic
Nini just stop talking. It wasn’t a big deal, simple mistake. Not everything has to be big and dramatic
and wasn’t she just asking about Gina and Ej?
Nini for the love of god it is not something to read into.
“The farmer type”
Ash and Red exchanging gossip
wait... why are they texting about this?
“Why wouldn’t he say something to me?” It’s a hard conversation to have. “hey are we together just because i’m your only option?”
“Okay, pretty boy” HE CALLED HIM PRETTY BOY
RICKY!!!!!!!!!!
!!!
carlos and gina chaotic siblings
give ej a hug
“Sweet boy”
im so glad the guys are talking about their feelings.
Why a sleepover? It’s more of a hangout.
“Verging on failure”
jennzara therapy
slowwww burn
you go from hand holding to fist bump
disney please release an acoustic version of “let you go”
so it’s just carlos and ricky chillin’ at big red’s house?
do not play let you go for nini
do. not.
“You guys are a hallmark movie”
for once ricky is being smart
“the look on your face when you were talking about Seb tonight” smiles
he is so whipped
“I think you and Seb have something worth fighting for...bro”
that was so sweet and then there is bro
i love this show
“Sorry, I’m adjusting to being called bro”
him and seb being awkward about feelings... that is a high school relationship
i love ricky in this scene
“Yeah, let’s just write”
ASHLYN CALLED BIG RED BABE AWWWWW
nina shut the actual hell up
“It’s in the costume shop, somewhere” mood
“Thank you, 15″ THEY SAID THE THING
GAHHHH
I LOVE IT
howie and kourtney oh my god what is happening
“and begging”
“hi” he’s so nervous oh my lord.
he is so awkward around seb
it’s like a switch
“Do you want to get risotto with me sometime” OH MY GOD THATS ADORABLE
GINA BABY HE LIKES YOU
GINA HONEY!!!
AWWW THAT WAS ADORABLE
PORTWELL YESSSS
gina’s little run
“Am I in trouble?”
they’re so nervous
oh my god its time
“You keep it all bottled up” GUYS I CANT ARGGGG
can ricky just like, go behind a curtain?
“lookin’ for our kind of love” carlos basically just said “i love you”
seb is so whipped like look at him?
they’re so in love
seb’s little eye role at “in a heartbeat, i choose you”
the hands omfg
oh my god they’re going to dance
SHIZ THE HOMECOMING SUITS
I WAS RIGHT
OH MY GOD
SHIT GUYS IM DYING
gah the hands i cant
carlos is leading i love it
the tie
a tie just killed me
im combusting
You’re honor, they’re in love
i really thought carlos was going in for a kiss he is probably getting one later
i like how the dance isn’t big, it’s small and a little awkward bc right then it’s just them.
THEYRE SO IN LOVE HOLY SHIT
damnit big red
big red is legally required to interrupt almost kiss moments especially if it’s an lgbt kiss bc we cant have two in one season
in a heartbeat is so cute. Frankie showed UP this season with the vocals. there is no way that was all acting bc they looked so in love.
I...I love it
the lyrics are perfect
In a Heartbeat and Let You Go are probably the best OG songs of the season
“Siri, add In a Heartbeat to my gay sob playlist”
these boys are just serenading each other left and right
“Yeah”
so it’s just “yeah”!?!? That’s it!?!?! Seb could have least kissed him on the cheek or did they use all their kisses?
I love the song and love the scene, but there is so much more to discuss. Are we going to brush over the fact that Seb literally had an allergic reaction and didn’t get help because he didn’t want to disappoint Carlos!?!? Are we going to brush over “no, seb” and seb feeling like he has to get carlos big things!?! One “yeah” doesn’t erase all that. I’m hoping we get closure, proper closure, not a joke.
In conclusion, only one thing was settled (Carlos loves Seb for Seb, not because he is the only out guy in school).
“Seb and Carlos suffer their first fight” effing liars
BTW it looks like they filmed the dance scene with the homecoming suits and normal outfits so disney release the footage
Ricky is the biggest Seblos shipper
“Bro”
you morons. are you using rigging without an adult there?!?!
im pretty sure that isn’t allowed. only trained people were allowed to use the rigging. it should be Natalie since she did it in HSM
you should have gotten mats are something or stand in a circle
gahhh
RICKY
OH MY FRICKING GOD
NO ONE RAN THEY JUST WATCHED WTF
WTF WAS THAT ENDING
UMMMMM NO
i legit have no words oh my god
they just killed the lead
you guys saw the rope you should have ran
you should have gotten mats or blankets or something just in case
rigging is difficult, set rigging and people rigging
EAST HIGH WTF
Looks like the sleepover is going to be in the ER
My gay heart is full but my theater heart is screaming. The episode went by really fast. I liked it, like a lot.
To answer the question, no, I am not okay @organic-guacamole and we will have a theater kid sleepover
#disney+#hsmtmts#hsmtmts season 2#hsm series#hsm the series#High school musical the musical the series#ricky#ricky bowen#nini salazar roberts#nini#nina salazar roberts#nina#gina#gina porter#ej#ej caswell#portwell#ashlyn caswell#ashlyn moon caswell#ashlyn moon#ashlyn#big red#redlyn#kourtney greene#kourtney#seblos#seb#seb matthew smith#carlos#carlos rodriguez
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i cannot get the thought of sitting binnies lap n jus rubbin ur dicks together so who in skz would like that the most (or alternatively they can sit in your lap)
hehe i hope ya don’t mind I also wrote a lil timestamp for binnie since now I have this concept also stuck in my head now gahhh so you can read that here as well ;)
✧･ﾟ: * unbutton the button ✧･ﾟ: *
chan: of course chan would love to have you sit in his lap, its his favorite place to have you! it would be nearly 3am, and you’d adamantly tell chan that you aren’t going to rest until he does, you hate the idea of him staying up all alone to work. you’ve stolen his hoodie and after seeing how cute you are all wrapped up in it, he’ll reach out grabby hands to have ya come sit in his lap. of course, you didn’t really notice that your shifting in his lap was just a little too much to handle. chan would chuckle in your ear “heyy...quit that. are you trying to distract me?” now that you know, there’s really no going back. “oh? am I?” you’d grind into his lap just to feel him squirm a little. chan is irresistible: with his growing hard on, you’d feel yours growing to rival his. he’d scoot back from the desk, burying his face in your neck gifting your skin with breathy little kisses and gasps. his hands would glide down your body to grasp at your dick painfully restricted by your pants. his hands have a way of sending you reeling. “oh, you too?” he’d tease into your ear, tickling your skin. “wanna take care of it?” chan would angle you a little bit better, covering your mouth with kisses as he coaxes your dick free, letting his out as well. his eyes are hungry when he sees you dripping for him. he wastes no time firmly grasping around you, thumb rolling over the head of your cock. you reciprocate, and he grunts into your mouth at your touch. you stay as such for a while, jerking slow, then getting faster, sucking in each others gasps. you eventually switch to jerk yourselves off, chan holding the back of your neck firmly in his hand, “look at me.”
felix: loves loves loves sitting in your lap! he cuddles up into you so perfectly and feels safer nowhere else! in fact, it’s a bit hard to get him off of you (but you love it to pieces). after a long day of not seeing you, all that felix wants is to be close to you. you’d put on the tv show that you’ve been binging together, and he’d assume his favorite place, wrapping his arms round your neck and cuddling up close to your chest. he’d say for the hundredth time “~ahhh I can hear your heart beating~” he smells heavenly, and he’s worn that fuzzy sweater that you love seeing him in. a couple episodes in, and he gets considerably less talkative, and you wonder if he’s fallen asleep. felix would anxiously shuffle in your arms, leading you to ask him if everything is okay. “I’m sorry...it’s just been a long day...” his sad eyes always make you want to pamper the hell out of him and hold him so tight. “is there anything I can do to help you?” felix would move to hold your eyes a little embarrassed, “can we maybe...do the thing?” you plant a kiss on his forehead, “does my baby boy need it tonight?” he’d nod, then attack you with his sweet kisses, tentative and careful, loving and dedicated. “of course” as soon as you give him the permission, he starts to writhe in your lap with agitated hips and your eyes fall to see he’s already hard. “so needy.” the both of clumsily undress, and you situate him back comfortably. you’ve left his underwear on however, you love the way your hand looks under the fabric. felix’s breath hitches feeling your hand squeeze him. his own hand wraps around your cock, it looks a little small by comparison, but it only makes you harder. felix’s little moans are your kryptonite, and you match each other’s paces. you’re close enough to reach out and rub together both of your dicks against each other in your hand. there’s nothing more intimate than seeing the way that his cum mixes with yours.
jisung: enjoys both sitting in your lap or having you sit in his! (and that’s on switch!jisung if you ask me lollll). if you’re wearing those pants jisung will plop himself right down on you, shamelessly grinding up against you until you’re tearing his shorts off to get a hand on his half-hard cock. other times, he’d take you into his lap: usually after you’ve taken a shower and your hair is all wet and messy. he got you a bathrobe that is criminally soft and fluffy looking, it makes him melt seeing you in it. he’d slap his lap and you’d know exactly where he wants you. today, the two of you decided to go out with your friends, and naturally, you’ve pulled out all the works: jisung’s favorite perfume, that shirt that dips just a little too deep, all the jewelry he’s says you look stunning in, and yes, those pants. jisung’s already warmed himself up from dancing with you: he can’t keep his hands off your body, in the room full of people he’s kissing you like his life depends on it: dizzying himself from the taste of your lips. by the time that you get back home, he’s shoving you this way and that, undressing himself and you while barely saying a word. you pick him up bridal style to take him to your room, and he can’t stop giggling and peppering kisses all over your neck. jisung’s brown eyes glisten, “please...do whatever you want to me tonight,” another kiss, “and don’t go fucking easy.” adorably so, jisung’s already gotten himself hard over you, and you roll your eyes a little: how is it that he’s always ready to go like this? you help him out of his pants and he helps you out of those pants and you pull him back into your lap. you wet your hand with your tongue to wrap around his length. he lets out a little heavenly “ah” with a shaking chest. he takes your hardened dick in his hand. whenever he’s like this, you’re unapologetically dripping for him. tough as you are, you’re a sensitive mess for jisung. “jisung?” his glazed over eyes look at you hazily, then you switch to jerk yourselves off, eyes never breaking contact. he’s not cuming yet though. you’ve only just started.
#PHEW#stray kids smut#skz smut#stray kids imagines#skz x cuties with dicks#stray kids oneshots#stray kids drabble#stray kids fanfic#bang chan smut#chan smut#lee felix smut#felix smut#jisung smut#chan x reader#felix x reader#jisung x reader#kpop smut#kpop imagines
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i just finished the final act of heart of the flame and my god :( what a tear jerker😭 PROBABLY ONE OF YOUR FINEST WORKS 😭
agh my heart hurts so much for jin😭 he’s so sweet and the fact that he was willing to let oc go to be happy with someone else? pls tell me he gets a happy ending in the end😭 I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE TO BE HIS SOMEONE SPECIAL🤧🤧 i can’t lie, i was rooting for jin and oc to be endgame bc of how much more stable they are together. BUT IF OC’S HEART LIES WITH TAE I CAN’T FAULT HER. THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS.
was i surprised when tae flew out all the to LA to see oc and to propose to her?? YES I WAS. i was so torn in that scene bc its like theres so much chemistry with tae and he’s still in her heart but jin provides her with warmth and stability with his maturity and doesn’t make her feel so insane. AGHHHH😭 whether she were to choose tae or jin i would’ve been equally as happy, bc at the end of the day, as long as oc is happy that’s what matters😭😭 BUT I RLLY HOPE MY BOI SEOKJIN IS OKAY AND IS HAPPY🤧 HE WAS THE WATER THAT MELLOWED HER OUT AND MY BB DESERVES TO BE HAPPY (preferably with me 💀) TOO!!
AGH THIS WAS SO GOOD SAMMY. I RLLY FINISHED THIS WHOLE SERIES IN LESS THAN 12 HOURS AND WENT THROUGH SO MANY EMOTIONS IN ONE DAY😭 i hope oc and tae are working things out better now and are actually communicating and listening to each other bc PHEW I WAS FRUSTRATED AT SO MANY POINTS THROUGHOUT THIS SERIES. the things that were at stake were serious issues that i know for sure if it were me, i would walk out so fast too AND THATS WHAT MAKES IT SO FRUSTRATING BC I GET IT🤧 ITS LIKE I WOULD WALK OUT TOO BUT ALSO LIKE PLS TALK TO EACH OTHER😭
also i felt so bad for tae bc he was basically as*aulted and taken advantage of when he was at a low point and had so many things going on in his head. i defs had some trouble reading through that scene and was super frustrated with kate. tried to give her the benefit of the doubt and it backfired🥴 SHES THE WORST. my poor bb :(
ALL IN ALL, THE PLOT?? 100/10. THE SMUT?? 100/10. THE ANGST 100/10. THE FLUFF?? 100/10. THIS WAS SUCH A GREAT READ.
I WILL BE READING THE SECOND PART OF HOTTER THAN HELL NEXT AND AM JUST BEAMING WITH EXCITEMENT BC LUCIFER JUNGKOOK IS BACKKKK AND HES SO HOTTTT😭 GENUINELY AM IN LOVE WITH THE DYNAMIC BETWEEN HIM AND OC. I SERIOUSLY LOVE THIS COUPLE SO MUCH GAHHH!! ITS LIKE CHRISTMAS CAME EARLY😭 AND AFTER THAT ILL BE READING THE MID DRABBLES (MY BABIES) AND THE JOON FIC HEHE!!
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SATURN ANON MY LOVE!! I've enjoyed all your asks and I decided to reply to each one separately just because of how much you mention!! And I want to address each thing you say with the same devotion you've shown me by sending these wonderful asks 🥺
AGHH IK seokjin's ending really did tear people up, but it's just another sad reality we have to unfortunately accept sometimes; one's happiness results in another's sadness. I've always kind of had the same dilemma in my life? Where I have this one person who I have so much history and undeniable chemistry with, the kind that sweeps me off my feet and makes me feel infinite, but his love is so fickle and fizzles out quickly much like a flame, but then you have the safer guy who's everything you need and yet, still lacks something? That dilemma is always the hardest to navigate so YES!! I HOPE MY BABY SEOKJIN IS HAPPIER WITH SOMEONE ELSE HE DESERVES THE WORLD!! AND IF OC IS HAPPY WITH TAE THEN IM HAPPY FOR HER TOO!! ME TOO sometimes as readers we always yell at the characters "just talk to each other!!" but irl, communication can get so murky for so many different reasons. I myself am such a poorly confrontational person because I'm always so afraid of voicing my feelings and potentially hurting someone with them or I just don't like the conflict it could possibly start, so I'm also bad with communicating when I have an issue with someone, and these easily create misunderstandings or mistranslation on multiple occasions!!
AND YES FINALLY SOMEBODY MENTIONED WHAT HAPPENED TO TAE it really was quite upsetting to see that happen to him, our baby :(( that's why i was acc sad when people were accusing him of cheating, don't always assume the worst!!
AHHH I HOPE YOU LOVE EVERYTHING MY LOVE thank you for all these wonderful reviews and being the sweetheart you are!! <33
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My dear, sweet, darling Thai: 🎉🥳🎉HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY LOVE!! 🎉🥳🎉 I cannot stress how grateful I am for your existence and the fact that I’m lucky enough to know you! Queen of the brilliant gif sets, your talent is unmatched and our dashes would be so sad without you (I’m depressed just thinking about it tbh!). You are without a doubt one of the kindest, funniest, and warmest people I’ve had the privilege to meet on her. I’m glad our fangirling brought us together. Thank you for your friendship and good heart! I hope you have the most incredible day and are surrounded with nothing but love. You deserve the absolute best on this very special day! I’m rambling like crazy but I hope you know just how much I adore you! Forever blessed to have found my way to you on this little ol’ site! Happy birthday, sweetheart! Enjoy!! 🥰💕💜
KIM!!! Dear god you're really trying to make me cry this early in the morning??? I'm so damn blessed to have you in my life and I'll never get tired of saying that!! Thank you so, so much for this, for your friendship and endless support, my love - still don't know why you trust me with your amazing requests but ok I just accept it at this point lolol (pls don’t kill me I’m joking) but gahhh this just made me so, so happy!! thank you, ilysm 🥺💖💖
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so... reading the ex not missed really was a swirl of emotions. it was so beautiful, but i just couldn't help but want to slap her over the head, i swear. she was so engulfed in her own struggles that nobody else mattered. wth? lol. he was so considerate and amazing and FUN and she was just 🧍🧍🧍🧍🧍 sigh. i mean, i see where she's coming from. i guess it was just so hard for me to put myself in her place, because i am so rarely bossy i guess.
but i really truly enjoyed the flow of the action. it didn't feel rushed. it felt just right! and it was actually excruciating to see him sob 😭
and honestly. when she said "i hope you do (find love) too" or however she said it....... let me just say i had never become so angry so quickly at a book character in my entire life. i juat wanted to punch a wall. just. are you blind???? but I'm glad you let it sink in for her with the scarf. that was a really nice touch of symmetry, sort of, in my humble opinion. otherwise I would've screamed no joke LOL. anyway, i was so happy when she went after him and actually found him😭😭😭 it was a really tensionate part for me, i was so stiff reading everything. I didn't know where everything would go. at that point, i was making up possible meetings in the far future for them two ☠️
BUT IT WAS SO SO BEAUTIFUL PLS.
although i was low-key :( sad that they put it on hold to figure out their stuff, it was the right, smart and realistic thing to do, really. and in the end we got to see them together and have closure, and that was so amazing! what I've been reading usually ends after they decide to get together in the future and I'm always so ??? and now it's free to my imagination?? no 😭☠️😂
thank you so much for sharing your work with us! ❤️
GAHHH @fairyjinie I AM SO SORRY. i literally thought i answered this but i guess i only either thought of my answer or i wrote something but didn't save it. either way, i apologize for not getting this out until now! but let's get started on the reply:
first, i am glad you pointed out what you honestly felt about that reader! it was certainly a challenge for myself because i am not much like that reader myself😂 but! i wanted to branch out and expand my cast of characters, per se, so i stuck with it (and knew that people would wanna fight her but, she did have her reasons for being that way.) and i'm even more glad everything turned out okay in the end, as well! especially with the first departure and the whirlwind of emotion after that.
as far as seokjinnie reacting so genuinely, too.. that scene was super hard to get through (for obvious reasons😭) but we needed to see that side of him that he was hiding. i needed to show everyone that he definitely didn't have it as together as we all thought. it was just pain and suffering to have him like that :((
and yES jin actually being an adult and thinking logically was fun because it also showed how he legitimately cared about their relationship. he wanted to do things right (even though, dear god, he knew he wanted it already. he just wanted reader to have that time she needed😭) but it made the ending all the more sweet as a conclusion! i love this couple so much and we ALL know they needed that closure... they have been through way too much.
thank you so much for your amazing reviews and asks!! they seriously fuel me to keep going and i cannot thank you enough for pouring your heart out every time. you are absolutely a gem! again, super sorry about the late reply, but just know that i read it multiple times and smiled/laughed through it every read-over LOLL
#this was SO kind omg#seriously thank you!!#lovely people#*ryenfictalk#the ex not missed#tenm#mailbox💌#long post
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Ah yes, that was mahiro they were best friends and extremely close :( it really was heart breaking because the trainees that won was just apologizing to the ones who lost and they were trying to comfort them. The biggest heart break for me was Hyunsuk's reaction to winning against Junhyuck, Hyunsuk had gotten attached to him and as soon as Jun had left Hyunsuk just broke down and my heart was literally crying cuz it was too much :( survival shows should be banned, i swear they need to find a better way to find better ways to promote groups before debut like sm's rookie show. maybe just a show of them travelling overseas and learning for different teachers and doing challenges here and there to gain used to crowds instead of breaking their hearts :(
Thankfully, i follow the active ex-trainees and they all have been supportive of the ones who made it and most of them have careers by now, so thats good news :D
MMM era was something, the lil stunts of some of the boys on top if each other made me nervous tho. I swear when BOY came out i started bawling because of how proud i was and i was like 'YOU GUYS MADE IT!!' and i felt like a mom even tho im younger than most of them except woo and hwan :P
I can relate to the whole insecurity thing cuz of the '04 line and hwan :( even dobby and yedam makes me feel insecure but now ive learned to look up to them to focus harder on my goals rather than feeling insecure, just be proud and work hard and get inspiration from them :D -🐡
YES! I remember his name was mahiro :( that's true. trainees who should have been happy were the ones breaking down left and right from the guilt of moving on while their friends were left behind and sent down by their own hands :/ while the ones who should be sad comfort them. that's just terrible. imagine how hard they would have cried behind the scenes where no one is watching them :/
hyunsuk is an amazing person, so it would devestate me to see him in that condition :( survival shows are basically psychological torture at this point. i despised the system they used to eliminate trainees during i-land. it was like some sort of a sick experiment istg. the way applicants themselves had to vote people out was honestly terrifying to witness for me :/ they grow so attached and then they're cut off like it's nothing gahhh i get madder by the second while thinking about it.
sm rookies was a great idea honestly. i agree completely with your ideas, but i feel like they won't stop making survival shows because the watchers grow attached extremely quickly and become fans quicker than normal. you just want the best for them and become so loyal to people you like and that way, the debut group has a very solid fanbase from the start. it's a clever tactic, but it's just... cruel smh.
i have to take a look at the active eliminated trainees then!! i honestly envy you so much ;-; you got to watch them grow through the process and that's so sweet :( boy was amazing to watch even if i was months late! i didn't think that i would get this much attached to them when i first watched it, though 😳
bahaha yes, a proud 17 year old mom of ten older guys, two same-age boys and one... baby. that's a very healthy and good mindset you have!! looking up to them is the best decision hehe. they are very admirable 😌
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Hadestown
Hadestown- August 8, 2019
I really enjoyed the opening of this show. The whole cast just comes on stage and Andre De Shields just commands attention with his presence. He holds the audience in the palm of his hands. The introductions of each character is really fun and the audience was really responsive. The whole cast just looks at Andre and it’s just a really unique way to begin a show, similar to Rent.
When Orpheus was introduced and the spotlight shone on Reeve and he sang lala, my heart was like ahhh! Orpheus and Hermes’ relationship is so cute and Reeve does such a good job of displaying Orpheus’ optimism and innocence.
I just love Orpheus and Eurydice’s relationship and Reeve and Eva so just get ready for me to gush over them, but, when Eurydice questions why she should marry Orpheus and Hermes goes “he’ll make you feel alive”, and Eurydice says, “that’s worth a lot” -that is one of my favorite lines for some reason. I just love how Eurydice has had this hard life and she’s kind of jaded because of it and doesn't see the way the world could be like Orpheus does and they’re just so cute together because of it.
Wedding Song is so catchy and is just an amazing song that shows the contrast in Orpheus and Eurydice’s characters. Eurydice questions how they could ever have a wedding while Orpheus explains how it could be possible and once Orpheus creates the flower, Eurydice begins to believe and joins in singing with him. And then when Orpheus sings the song and he walks over these tables and then all of a sudden the carnation (I think) appears, like wow. This show just makes me believe in love.
All the Epics are beautiful and uh yeah Reeve’s voice is otherworldly. I think that’s the one word I would use. I find his voice so unique and just so haunting and enchanting.
Livin’ it Up on Top was so amazing. Amber Gray is such a star. Her acting and attitude and dancing was just so effortless. Plus she had the best costumes. The dancing in this number was also great and I’m so glad the ensemble of this show is getting the recognition they deserve because they really are an integral part. They were lifted up from the bottom to the top of the stage and they were all curled up in a ball and it took me a minute to realize it was actual people. And when it’s Orpheus’ turn and he goes “To the world we dream about and the one we live in now” and there’s a moment of silence and the he stomps his foot in silence and goes, “right now we’re livin it” and the chorus and band joins in, WOW.
I could write an essay about All I’ve Ever Known. This is definitely one of my favorite Broadway love duets. It’s nice to see the transformation in Eurydice as she grapples with these feelings and grapples with having to need someone besides herself. And Eva’s handstand over Reeve, wow. When Orpheus holds Eurydice and sings “and suddenly I’m holding the world in my arms” that moment is beautiful and honestly breathtaking.
Patrick Page’s entrance as Hades and his first line just makes me laugh because of that Live w/Kelly and Ryan performance. Anyway, when Eurydice sings “kind of makes you wonder how it feels” and Orpheus runs and wraps his arms around her. There’s also another part where Orpheus puts himself in between Hades and Eurydice. He’s just so protective of her! Then at the the end of Way Down Hadestown, Eva belts “way down” and it was great.
Biggest shout out to the turn table and the lift and the band. I swear to god, every show should add a turn table. It just adds so much drama, I love it. I believe they use the turntable during the Chant reprise. And they use the lift for transportation to the Underworld.
When Orpheus says “the gods have forgotten the song of their love” oh snap, that’s when stuff begins. I also did not even realize how relevant this show is to current times. I mean, Persephone complaining about the climate of Hadestown saying, “it ain’t right and it ain’t natural.” And Why We Build the Wall is pretty self explanatory. And just the power of art and music to change the ways of a powerful ruler, like wow.
Hey, Little Songbird is creepy and Hades knows that Eurydice will appreciate the things about Hadestown that Persephone hates about it.
THE FATES. When the Chips Are Down. These harmonies. Not to mention, they’re just so cool. Jewelle, Yvette and Kay are amazing. “You get a knife in the back” is my favorite part.
When Orpheus sings “til the end of time, til the end of the earth” that’s love. When Hermes begins Wait For Me, I was just like ahh it’s happening, I’m not ready. I also love the backing vocals in this song and the Fates’ part is so good and just dark. The lights swinging out over the audience was amazing and the ensemble has lights on their heads. And Reeve Carney did not get Tony nominated for this role, people! Why??? Just for this number alone.
The a capella part in Why We Build the Wall is powerful.
Act 2:
Persephone saying, “step into my office” is amazing. “There’s a crack in the WAAAALLLL.” Enough said.
Flowers was so sad and emotional. This song is lyrically brilliant: “Dreams are sweet until they're not/ Men are kind until they aren't/ Flowers bloom until they rot and fall apart.” Love this line.
If it’s True is sad as Orpheus feels despaired at losing Eurydice but it’s also powerful as the workers can hear Orpheus and agree to be on his side. I think the turn table was used for this.
Amber Gray was amazing in How Long? as her frustration builds up with Hades and she tries to fight for Orpheus. Chant reprise into Epic 3 was the highlight of the show along with Wait For Me. The use of the turn table in Chant reprise is absolutely amazing. I believe it was this part where Persephone was walking around the tun table looking exhausted and Hades looked at her, while Orpheus and Eurydice stared at each other.
In Epic 3, Orpheus stands in the middle and gets lifted up as the music builds up. I thought “where is the treasure inside of your chest?” a brilliant line. The room is absolutely silent as Hades and Persephone sing their lalalas. Hades and Persephone's dance was beautiful and the music they play just sounds like spring beginning, it sounds like sunshine.
Promises is so beautiful and Orpheus and Eurydice are just so trusting of each other which makes this ending so much sadder. When Eurydice says “take me home” it’s like wow, she has finally found a home where she feels happy and safe. Everything Orpheus says to Eurydice applies to her worries, especially when he says “I’ll walk beside you any way the wind blows.”
And again the Fates are so good in Word to the Wise.
Wait for Me reprise is amazing, especially when the Fates reprise their lines from Wait For Me to Orpheus. Eva’s belt is real and it’s brilliant.
Doubt Comes In is really sad because unlike in Wait For Me, Orpheus is insecure and doubtful about making it out. It’s really heartbreaking when he says, “I used to see the way the world could be, but now the way it is is all I see” because we love Orpheus because of his optimistic quality he has that very few posses. And it’s really sad when he compares himself to Hades because he doubts his ability to compete against someone with that much power when Orpheus has so many valuable qualities. And when Reeve sings “is this a trap?” oof. And it’s just a switch of personality because all of a sudden Orpheus is doubtful and Eurydice is optimistic about making it. So when Orpheus turns around it is devastating. The break and emotion in their voices as they say each others’ names is just gahhh. Eurydice literally drops to her knees and covers her face as she sobs and gets taken down to Hadestown. Orpheus drops to his knees and watches her go down and stays there with the saddest look on his face for a few minutes.
When Hermes says, “it’s a tragedy” woah. and then he says, “but we sing it anyway.” Wow! It’s such a full circle moment, this show. I don’t know what instrument it is, I wanna say a trumpet, but the trumpet in Road to Hell reprise gives it such a hopeful quality. It gives me a new dawn/ day vibe.
So they do curtain call and then they sing We Raise Our Cups. Amber looks straight ahead at the audience and says “good night brother” and then she raises her glass and goes “good night.” And just that moment was so good.
So if you can’t tell I really enjoyed this show and I hope you enjoyed reading this!
#hadestown#theater review#reeve carney#eva noblezada#amber gray#patrick page#andre de shields#orpheus#eurydice#persephone
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Sending out a giant...
....to all those who were kind enough to reblog What You Deserve and leave me feedback, I so appreciate you taking time to do so, y’all rock!
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Loki's 2nd birthday story set
I bought Loki's stories and now my screen doesn't show the price & package content for me anymore, hence I included this photo from IkeRev JP's Twitter so you can see his cute chibi and dress from the special set >.< Correct me if I'm wrong, but I guess the price is probably similar to Ray's, 1200 diamonds for everything (His and Her POV story, card, chibi) and 600 diamond for Her POV story & card.
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Teaser from Cybird
Since I became Loki (the Cheshire Cat)’s girlfriend/lover, this is his first birthday that we celebrated together. He said he hated his birthday, so I thought he might not want to celebrate, but he unexpectedly agreed to.
Loki: If you are going to celebrate my birthday, can you go on a date with me and do anything I want for one day?
I secretly prepared a gift for Loki’s birthday.
Loki: Alice Alice, let's go see the rose arch over there next.
(I was happy because I wanted to see this flower festival too… Wait, all the places Loki was taking me to, were actually the places I wanted to go? Today is Loki’s birthday, he said his wish is for me to do anything he wants, but they are actually all about making me happy?)
Yuuki: I thought maybe ... do you still hate celebrating your birthday after all
Loki: It’s not that …. I surely didn't like my birthday, so…
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When Loki used his gentle magic, what he wanted for this birthday, the reasons of his painful feelings would be fully revealed. And when night fell, the heat from our eyes increased as we gazed at each other...
Loki: If you won’t use it anyway, let me tear it all up. I'll lick it and treat it for you. Be obedient, okay?
His mischievous hand and tongue sneaked into the holes of my torn tights. And my body was burning up.
Note: Sadly, I don't even dare to include the cropped CG here coz ... Tumblr flagged it before and I still couldn't appeal. Only I can see it atm gahhh. I hope the first photo above can survive Tumblr's policy ...
If you get the special set, you will get the story from his POV - the feelings of his heart that you didn’t know would now be revealed.
(Yuuki’s smiles that I saw yesterday … I’m sure I’ll never forget it … My treasure)
As I kissed Yuuki, I embraced her tightly with gentleness and warmth like the sun.
Loki: Yuuki ... thank you for giving me a happy birthday.
This is an exciting mischief, but also full of compassion and sweet birthday story.
Note: I'm happy that Loki will call us by our player names here. I’m still somehow a bit sad whenever he calls me Alice yes I'm very greedy :((
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Aww, now I’m kind of sad we didn’t get the recap episode, I heard it was unexpectedly fun... oh well! We got episode 11 and that’s the most important!
...so, er, this ended up being pretty sad, huh. But the narrator continues to have fun so I guess things are going to turn out all right in one way or another.
Points of importance, in no particular order:
To get this out of the way first - Yuri! ;__;) I hope her core will turn up somehow. Normally I don’t like fake-out deaths but aww, I just don’t want anyone from this team to die, especially not someone as genuinely sweet and nice as Yuri! They should all go to the onsen! (PLEASE!)
Kirill visiting Doug in private...
Wait, wait - THAT IS DOUG’S PLACE AND HE REALLY HAS NOTHING BUT BEER AND ANPAN IN HIS FRIDGE, OH MY GOD
Seriously, Kirill’s place looks nicer...
Doug...
Doug, man...
Then again, look at his desk, compared to that of the others:
“I want to stay here!” - gah, my heart. Sure, he was talking about the team, but for my shipping convenience I’ll just go with Doug and take it literally. :D
Doug just casually letting Kirill know that he trusts him to have his back because they’re partners, right - GAHHH, MY HEART.
It’s also pretty obvious that Doug is looking out for Kirill, without making much of a fuss out of it - he’s probably already noticed that something is up, I wonder if that’s what they’ll talk about in the next episode.
An Abunai Deka shout-out! :D For those who don’t know, Abunai Deka is a very popular detective TV series featuring two detectives in Yokohama. As you might guess, it’s among the things that Double Decker is more or less an homage to - at the time I forgot to add this to my note about Double Decker’s title, but its Japanese abbreviation DabuDeka is a direct reference to Abunai Deka’s abbreviation, AbuDeka. (So many puns in a title...)
So... space colonies? I... guess that works? One question sort of answered, but the answer spawns a million new ones. Also something tells me Mr Bad Guy wasn’t entirely honest.
Also: blueberries!
Baby Kirill is the cutest.
And it seems Mila is not a bad guy after all, phew. Also I guess he defaults to male, but I’ll just keep calling him Mila because Kirill calls him that...
Dun dun dun, Zabel not only wasn’t the final boss, he wasn’t even a 100% bad guy? I mean there’s all the shitty things he’d done but also he ultimately wanted to help people? Huh.
So OK, I guess Kirill will now angst about how he puts his colleagues in danger, buuuut it’s not like his identity had anything to do with this particular situation... right? Like, the bad guys weren’t even targeting him! The final boss’s plan had been put into motion before he even knew who Kirill was, and Zabel apparently didn’t even know about him in particular. Also, Yuri would have done the same for pretty much any other member of the gang. So yeah, if I’m right then I hope the show won’t spend too much time on this.
In short: I want a second season, and also Doug & Kirill are totally going to marry at one point. Also, I’m holding out hope that Yuri’s core will be found...
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I’m the one to thank you for all your love and support through this year, hon. I’m so moved <3
NEW YEAR’S SPECIAL
Celebrating New Year’s Eve apart
Zen
He thought he would make in time to meet you for the New Year’s Eve, but he couldn’t due to a rehearse for an end of the year show
So he calls you when there are a few minutes till midnight
“Hey, babe! Sorry if I couldn’t meet you in time… oh, maybe I still can, I can grab my bike and…”
“Don’t do that, it could be dangerous… it wouldn’t be a happy new year if you got hurt…” oh… you sound so concerned it makes his heart ache even more… “I’m just glad I can hear your voice like this…”
“I’m glad to hear yours as well… so, to make it up for you, babe, let me say this: I love you, I’ll love you more and more everyday, every month, every year and… I’ll make sure I don’t work on the next New Year.” “Hahaha, yes please…”
He chuckles too. “Then we get to hold hands and do much more than just hearing our voices like this, though… this is pretty nice…”
He hears the countdown over the phone. “Happy New Year, Zen!” “Happy New Year, my princess, we’ll be meeting soon…” he hangs up.
Only to call you again a few seconds later “And be careful with drunken guys at this party, they think they can do everything just because everybody is all happy. Tell them your boyfriend has no patience with things like that.” It’s a new year, but some things don’t change…
Yoosung
He’s so frustrated you had to make a last minute travel to your family’s house, he couldn’t go since he had to stay with his parents
He called you throughout the day to make sure if things were okay with you.
“I swear this is the last call of the day!” “It’s also your last call of the year…” he laughs, happy and relieved you don’t think he’s being too clingy.
“I’m okay, don’t worry… I mean, I’m not okay for not being with you…” “Yeah, me too… but… but we’ll survive, right? We have to since we have the whole year ahead of us! And… many years to come…” you laugh softly.
“I’m so luck for having someone so sweet and bright as you in my life, Yoosung…” “Wha… what? You’re the sweet and bright here and I’m the lucky one, MC!”
“Then I can’t wait to come back and be lucky together…” He blushes hard , a little glad that you can’t see him right now…
You hear the fireworks over the phone. “I bet they look pretty…” “Not… not as much as you… but don’t worry, we’ll see them next year! Happy New Year, MC!”
“Happy New Year, Yoosung… I love you!” “Gahhh, you did it again, MC! Haven’t we agreed I should be the one to say ‘I love you’ first?” “Awwww, are you pouting? You must look so cute! I would love to see that and poke your cheeks, Yoosungie!” he’s always flustered when you start teasing him like this, but… he won’t lie, he wished you were here to poke his cheeks…
Jaehee
She understood you had to go to see your family and reassured you she would be fine.
That’s the first thing she tells you when she calls you.
“I’m fine, I told you… what about you?” “Missing you… but I guess I’m fine too…”
“Yes, you should be.” “What? Fine or missing you?” oh, she can almost see your playful smirk.
“Both?” the two of you laugh. “I’m missing you too, in case you’re wondering. I… got used to celebrating the New Year’s Eve by myself, sometimes I wouldn’t even celebrate, so… I guess it’s a little weird being alone again…”
“You’re not alone, Jaehee.” She feels hugged by your tone, knowing you mean it.
It’s midnight. “Happy New Year, MC! And thank you for comforting me when it should be the other way around…” “Happy New Year, Jaehee! And it’s not comforting, it’s supporting! I’m glad to start the year with us supporting each other…”
“Yes… but please, come back soon. I just got this new Zen’s DVD and I can’t wait to watch it with you…” you laugh feeling real honored, you’re probably the only person in the world that means this much to her to the point of waiting to watch something new about Zen…
Jumin
He was on a business travel abroad.
It isn’t midnight for him yet, but it is almost for you. So he calls.
“I hope you’re celebrating the festivities joyfully, my love.” “I would be more if you were here, Jumin… I miss you…”
“I miss you too. But please don’t get sad, the New Year is about happiness, hope for better days and… champagne.” You laugh, and he’s glad you do.
“It’s also about celebrating with the ones you love too, you know?” you say. “I do. And don’t worry. I’ll make sure to be with you next year.”
He hears the fireworks over the phone. “I see it’s already midnight in Korea. Happy New Year, my dear.”
“Well, what time is it there?” “Three hours until midnight.” “Oh… see? This isn’t so bad, we get to celebrate the New Year twice!” your enthusiasm makes his heart flutter. It also gives him an idea.
“Celebrating twice… we could do that next year. Do you tend to suffer with jet lag?” Jumin Han will always be extra, no matter which year…
Saeyoung
Honestly, he’s a little glad you had to go. Holidays still make him a little depressed… so at least you won’t see him like that and won’t worry either.
But of course you do worry, so you call him.
“Oh, you know… I’m just here stuffing my face with champagne and planning to launch cat shaped fireworks in to the sky!” “I would believe you if I didn’t know you don’t drink…”
“Hahaha, I was just joking! I just want to hear you laugh, it’s… if I hear your laugh, maybe I’ll believe it will be a happy year…”
“Of course it will be happy! I’ll be with you and Saeran, and the RFA will be there too, and Tom… even Vanderwood… it will be happy! You will be happy, Saeyoung!”
“Thanks for saying that, MC… God, I’m so lame being all depressed instead of cheering you and welcoming the new year, I’m sorry…” “No worries, you’ll make it up to me when we marry at the space station…” “Yep, it will definitely happen this year!”
Time flies by, and when you both notice, it’s already January 1st.
“I always lose track of time when I talk to you, MC… a year goes by so quickly, I have to make sure to enjoy everyday of it with you…” “Happy New Year, Saeyoung!” “It will be! Happy New Year, MC!”
Jihyun
He feels so sorry for not being able to be with you on New Year’s Eve
He apologized over and over through several phone calls during the day.
“Jihyun… it’s fine! It’s not your fault! And don’t worry, we’ll have plenty of New Year’s eves to celebrate together in the future…”
“Hearing you say that makes me want to run to where you are even more, darling…” he admits it, knowing that maybe he shouldn’t say things like that…
“Well, I… I would like that. But it’s okay! Talking to you in the phone is great too!” “Yes, I’m very glad you will be the last person I talked to last year and the first one in the new year…” “I love hearing you sound so positive, Jihyun…”
“You make me like that, MC…” he smiles softly, imagining your flustered adorable expression.
He hears the fireworks and people cheering. “Happy New Year, MC! I’m looking at the sky and imagining that I’m embracing you…”
“Happy New Year, Jihyun! I’m glad we’re under the same sky…” Ahh, he really feels like going to where you are… should he?
Saeran
He doesn’t care that much that is the New Year’s Eve, but he’s not happy that he has to be apart from you
His heart starts racing when he sees you calling him.
“Just wanted to check on you… you’re not mad that I’m not with you tonight, right?” “I’m not.”
“Are… are you sure?” “I am. Why wouldn’t I? This is just like any other night in the year, don’t know what’s the fuss about it…”
“Oh… so you won’t mind if we don’t celebrate it together next year either?” “Wh-why? Do you have any plans?” you chuckle, and his face heats up.
He notices the countdown starting. “Do you… want to countdown together?” “I thought it wasn’t a special night for you…”
“It… it will start being if we countdown together…” he smiles, realizing he gets to be much more honest and bolder through the phone as you countdown with him.
“Happy New Year, Saeran!” “Happy New Year, MC… come back soon so I can tell you I love you in person.”
#mystic messenger#mystic messenger headcanons#mystic messenger hcs#new year's special#mystic messenger zen#hyun ryu#yoosung kim#jaehee kang#jumin han#saeyoung choi#mystic messenger v#jihyun kim#saeran choi
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because i am an angry theater kid
spoilers below
First of holy shit. That was one of the best episodes of the season. My second favorite (episode 5 has a special place in my heart okay?)
big red is awesome
i missed ABF this episode hes awesome
miss jenn you literally did the exact same thing
“would you like to be the first” “im good”
ashlyn youre a cutie
oh my god guys they’re actually rehearsing
FRICKING GO BIG RED
EJ YOU KILLED IT
Gaston was ICONIC.
the callback to 1x08
“monkies”
im sorry you guys haven’t blocked the 2nd act?!?!?!?! its MARCH the show was cast in January you’ve had TWO months i have been in shows blocked in less time
*angry theater kid screeching*
“It’s an expression, Sebastian”
Seb is going to snap one day. This is like the fourth time this has happened this season.
Like he lowkey looked pretty sad and angry after that comment. Maybe the episode 10 Seblos fight isn’t going to be so private.
ANYWAYS back to the episode (i will gladly talk about seblos all day)
KOURT AND NINI KOURT AND NINI
they lookin good
kourt and nini have started a “relationships are hard” club and the members include big red, gina, and seb. ricky and ej pop in from time to time
kourtney that is a great lie well done
communication saves lives and obviously ricky and nini never got the memo
ricky no
did you learn nothing from nini and ej?
i do like how he immediately regretted it. like he knows he effed up
oooo ej, gina, carlos, and seb thats intersting
do not try to tell me carlos and seb dont hold hands in class bc they do
#giveusmoreoftheseforupleaseineedagroupchat
AIHFDAKFHGAL GINAS SNORT I LOVE IT
ej honey i think you like her
ngl i might have jumped on the portwell train
GINA LEFT BAHAHA
cash caswell
i hate him already
ej just sinking in his chair
carlos’ somewhat impressed face i cant
cash you son of a gun why
cash this is career day not show off your son day
ej noooo
“seize the day” theatre kids share a knowing glance
im shocked carlos didnt stand up and do the choreo
miss jenn has a new man every episode omfg
mazzara is my fav
STOP
HOLD THE PHONE
THEY ARE DOING TECH WORK
I REPEAT, TECH WORK
IM A TECHIE IM FREAKING OUT OMFG
those are the nicest high school aprons like where are the ratty tshirts?!?!
how is sebs so messy
bitter seb
i smell tension
ope seb is mad
he is going to snap one day i swear
you can tell carlos regretted it or just doesnt understand what happened
im glad the seblos fight is building instead of something out of the blue
seb has been kinda pushed around this season im happy he is finally saying something
and no more seblos the rest of the episode rip
carlos go after your boyfriend come on
you know what would have been fun? they have their bantar while cleaning brushes and rollers in a clogged sink
ricky have you ever asked how big red is doing?
ASHLYN WITH A DRILL
OMFG GUYS I LOVE DRILLS YESSSSSS
why is there no drill piece in the drill what is she doing? is she bolting stuff or predrilling?
ash trying to be supportive
i love ashlyn guys
omfg two parents this episode what is this?
kourt’s mom being on her side love to see it
“i live to serve”
“i cleaned your desk a little” yep she’ll take you back after that
the shade kourtney is throwing im living for it
ricky just disappears and reappears
oof-okay richard
the pizza place fight. they were both in the wrong, im glad kourt shut them down
REDLYN NOOOO
i love them
ash is trying so hard and red is trying to get her to understand
mazzara you sneaky
i thought it was a date lol
miss jenn take the hint
PORTWELL HOME SCENE
that was really sweet, like go ej and gina, they have one of the healthiest relationships on the show because they learned what not to do.
thats a nice treehouse
lesbians build nice things
i should know
bc im one- ill stop
the treehouse scene-holy shiz. its amazing. props to josh and olivia, i was on the verge of tears. best rini scene of the season, hands down. it was beautiful
nini is sobbing i cant
ricky you can cry its okay
im so happy the breakup happened, major rini shipper in season 1 but they have fallen flat this season. it was handled so well and just gahhh
nini sobbing by herself
NINA IM CRYING NOW STOPPP
roman sounds so good holy.
like so good
this does damper my theory on ricky leaving halfway through the show and seb taking over as beast and singing this
MONTAGE TIME
“you’re gorgeous”
mazzara fell hard
“To Miss Jenn” why am i laughing
GABFILFBIWE PORTWELL
OH MY GOD GINA IS ASLEEP
EJ AND THE HOODIE
GUYS I CANT ANYMORE IM LOSING IT
THE LITTLE SMILE WHEN EJ TURNS THE LIGHTS OFF
REDLYN IS BACK IM SO GLAD
you guys are adorable
howie fell hard
omfg ej
ej noo we love you pls be okay
redlyn you cuties
RICKY NO
IM SOBBING NOW
OMFG LOOK AT HIM
HE HELD IT TOGETHER FOR NINI
GUYS IM CRYING I CANT
AHHHHHH
we stan big red in this house
ricky and the pillow no
glad ashlyn sticked around
i am dead. ricky thank you thats it.
like that broke me
i should not be crying over this i have already cried to much this season
you know what would have made this scene better? seb just sitting on his bed then carlos texts him and he pushes his phone aside. something to show them drifting bc its happening and i need content
like where were they the second half?
ITS OVER
WTF
LIKE WHAT THE ACTUALLY HECK YOU CANNOT END IT THERE
WHAT IS HAPPENING
As you can probably tell, I lost my mind this episode. I have no words, nothing at all. All I have is my tears. The past two episodes have been the best of the season. Episode 8 was another level.
#disney+#im crying#hsmtmts#hsmtmts season 2#hsm the series#hsm series#ricky bowen#ricky#nini salazar roberts#nini#rini#nina#big red#ashlyn#ashlyn moon#ashlyn moon caswell#redlyn#ej#ej caswell#gina#gina porter#portwell#seb#seb matthew smith#carlos#carlos rodriguez#seblos#kourtney#kourtney greene#miss jenn
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