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"where's elora?" — 1x03
kit tanthalos from willow (2022)
#kit tanthalos#willow 2022#willow tv series#willow#willowtv#willowedit#series gifs#*mine: gifs#ruby cruz#rewatching willow instead of studying for my exams#free therapy basically#kit tanthalos representing loser lesbians all over the world
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DC Prompt #1
Inspired by this Tumblr post:
Jason Todd may have died but he sticks around his loved one’s until he returns. Not that they notice him. It’s exhausting following the bats and watching them destroy themselves over his death. He wishes they would move on so that he can too.
Then, all of a sudden Jason’s back. Not quite fully, his spirit is still roaming around. Or, it does until Talia drags him to the Pits and before he knows it he’s back in Gotham years later under the Red Hood moniker. He remembers the year he was dead, he witnessed Bruce lose it, Dick almost kill the Joker, Alfred almost quitting, and Tim doing his best to keep it all together.
He remembers, but he doesn’t tell the family. He doesn’t want to admit to how every second he was watching them he was in agony. He was feeling his body rot as he was forced to watch over his family. How his soul ached when he couldn’t do anything. How he felt he was slowly being driven mad by how lonely he was.
Then, one day, he makes a comment about something that they never told him about. His family begins to think he wasn’t telling the while truth about his death and subsequent resurrection.
#dc#finemeal prompt#jason todd#jason todd death#jason todd core#implied angst#listen the angst hit me and I thought of this so … here ya go i guess#listen I love when my lil blorbos are sad#cuz they’re sad in a controlled way#free therapy basically#don’t tell my therapist#thanks#anyway pop off with this one#i may write it one day but i got a lot of wips so we shall see
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Not one, but two hugs! :D
#this is a free therapy post#idk how to make proper gifs but ec doesn’t need a whole lot of processing to make it look decent#so anyway the hug scene…oh my gosh glenn basically drags the whole little guy forward help xD#miniroth#glenn lodbrok#sephiroth#ff7#ever crisis#the first soldier
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im still thinking about my swap au. oh no.
#explanation 4 second pic: yknow how in infinity train they gotta do challenges or smthn?#narry had to make smthn for a critic in a time limit. basically lesson is u dont have to be perfect :)#Stanley giving this guy free therapy lol#tspud#tsp#swap au#the stanley parable#the narrator#op art
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BamSara slamming my traumas + coping mechanisms into their fic (a compilation)
Containt Solar Lunacy spoilers
“Why do you think we won’t forgive you? We already have. But you seem to have this idea in your brain- this tiny, silly idea that every bad thing that happens is the end of a good thing. That every fight is the end of when someone cares for you. I wonder who taught you that.”
(this one made me unironically burst in tears)
“I’m not good with kids.” You confess, face falling as your animatronic’s reaction is a tentative hum and a knowing look. “I’ve got social anxiety with toddlers.”
“You did very well. You just have anxiety in general.”
(chuckled in I have both)
Call it that good ole ‘my friend needs me’ mindset that suddenly makes you a lot more courageous than you normally are.
(oh gosh if you knew)
“We still don’t have you fully figured out, which is very unfair, if you ask me.”
Your response is a half-hearted shrug. “M’just not that interesting as you guys are. Don’t worry, you’re not missing out on much.”
(genuinely would've answered the same thing)
There’s another word for the feeling you have, something that defines that chill that takes up space in your ribcage, like the dark is full of eyes, and you’re not safe. Not in the sense that you’ll be hurt, no. Not even having to do with the glitch. Something else.
(this echoed so bad with my social anxiety lmao)
In conclusion : I have mental health issues and relate to Solar Lunacy's Y/N at a concerning level.
#bamsara#this is your fault#and i don't even blame you for that#this fic healed my inner child in so many different ways you can basically call it free therapy#someone send help#solar lunacy#fnaf security breach#fnaf sun#fnaf superstar daycare#fnaf moon#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf daycare fandom#whispers from atlantis
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this is going to sound really fucked up but i just need to say it i think.
I never realized that people could actually care. I always thought that the depictions of friendship in movies and TV shows were over-the-top portrayals, and weren't things that actually happened. This was then exacerbated by the fact that my entire life I always wanted people to just Know How I Was Feeling like they do on TV and I found out that that's Not How It Works. I always thought I was naive for caring so much about my friends and for doing nice things for them out of the blue, and I always resented myself for resenting my parents for not doing more for me as a child.
So when I got to uni, and my friends started caring about me and asking if I was ok when I looked sad and doing nice things for me, I didn't know what to do with myself. It was the nicest thing anyone had ever done for me in a long time. When I was staying with a friend, and she said that she left the window open in the room I was going to be staying in because I liked it to be cold when i sleep, I bluescreened. I didn't know how to respond. It is quite literally one of the nicest things anyone had ever done for me. No one had ever paid that much attention to the things I liked. Every year on my birthday it was either a gamble if I would get something I actually wanted from my parents (spoiler alert: I was often disappointed) or I would just have to straight up tell them what I wanted. I got accustomed to the latter, and now I don't mind, but receiving two gifts from friends about languages this year made me realize that I could have it so much better.
And don't even get me started on online friends. I sort of thought that everyone was lying about them? Or that it was something unattainable, and reserved only for God's Chosen Favorites or something. But no, there are little people in my phone who care about me. They legitimately care about me as much as I care about them. I've been nervous to ask them about their well-being because I'm still nervous about being naive and getting a wake-up call that no one cares again, but after being told that they were worried about me when I overslept, I think i should know that I'm in the clear. And that's not even including all the times they tell me to go to bed when it's late, and when they ping me about things I may enjoy or things I was involved in.
All this is to say I guess that I'm touched that people remember my existence. It makes me feel good to be wanted. I will be eternally grateful to both my irl and online friends who made me realize that just because my parents or my friends from home didn't care enough to remember what I like or to go out of their way to do nice things for me, it doesn't mean that no one will. I need to step up and do more for you guys. I trained myself to push down my desire to help and check in with people because I thought I was betting on something that I'd never get in return, but now I know I can.
Thank you all, and I love you 💚
#uf this is a long one sorry 😅#i put it under a cut so it wont clog up your dash#btw if you are an online friend and you do something nice for me#what you arent seeing is me squealing and crying and bluescreening before giving your message a heart emoji and possibly the 🥹 emoji#the 🥹 emoji to me is a dear friend#🥹 to me in the context of accepting nice things means that im basically already crying#i am so incredibly appreciative of you all#i will not stop saying it#and i need to say it more to my irls faces#if you know me irl and you see this expect me to tell you very soon that i fucking love you#and if youre an online friend and you have vagueposted about something happening to you since ive met you#you may or may not get a message about it (depending on how chicken i am) because i fucking care about your well-being goddamnit#idk idk idk i just#it still amazes me that this isnt fake#that you actually care#i keep thinking that ill say something wrong or whatever and ill lose it all#but in the back of my mind i know that isnt true#i should probably be telling all this to a therapist but therapy is expensive and posting online is free#there was something else i wanted to say but i forgor so ill edit and add it when i rember#ok to rb#long post#personal
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Alex's and Greg's dynamic on tm is sooooo precious to me, sometimes they cuddle on stage or even kiss, have pet names for each other, "you've been great" "we've been great", "you alright buttercup?". And sometimes it's this
And both are equally amazing and funny
#sorry i have tp talk about this dynamic at least once a day#insane over them#tm is basically my main source of happiness right now#therapy expensive#taskmaster free#taskmaster#greg davies#alex horne#i love them so much ueueueueue#had yet another dream featuring both of them at this point it happens every other day
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Bg3's hair customization options are just. Unparalleled. I recreated my exact cut, down to the early faint silvers in the curls. Ofc it is absolutely abysmal wrt face & body shape diversity (where are my short absolute unit, round faced folks at. I am built like an acnh villager)
Did I make my ray of sunshine, orange tiefling monk durge basically a self insert??? Maybe so. I had a WHOLE backstory and made deliberate rp decisions with my drow tav but now I'm just. That's me and I get to be nice except when I'm not :)
There is smthn to be said about being a kindhearted problem solver who always picks diplomatic non violent options but is also consumed by insatiable rage and sometimes extremely violent bloodlust. Y'know how it is
Obvs I don't want to make broad OCD parallels bc ocd and intrusive thoughts are demonized enough as it is, and ppl with ocd are LESS likely to commit violent acts. But also. For me at least, as an OCD haver, it's like. Oh. Playing a durge who's desperately trying to be good and battling with this monstrous self that /isn't you/ and yet it lives in you and you can't escape it and it's terrifying but it's always there and no one takes it seriously and everyone is just like 'oh dw everyone gets angry sometimes :)' and no matter how much you protest that it's WAY worse than that, they still don't take you seriously. Literally the only other person listening is a Literal Vampire because he understands the self as monstrous (even if he early on encourages the violence). And it's just
Well. Yeah. Sure is Something To Think About
#franposting#that got away from me. oops#but yeah playing a really sweet sunlight themed durge who is basically me#its. hm. free therapy??#ive been ethical moping all afternoon#as rose called it#so plenty of time to think my sad stupid little thoughts#its not a perfect 1:1 parallel. my intrusive Thoughts do not make me the chosen of an evil death god. obvs#but yknow. smthn smthn about self as other self as monstrous persistent unwanted rage and violence#and not being taken seriously in it because youre so nice and people pleasing#and the astarion durge dialogue is just. chefs kiss. recognition of the self through the other.
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apocalypse
#i really missed drawing in mspaint! this is my first mspaint drawing in a long long time. its also of the most predictable characters ever#but my friend fizz recently asked me why i liked gallus so much in the first place (because i am the only gallus fan.) this made me rewatc#basically every episode he's in so that i could think about like...really why i DO like him. at the time i told avery that its because i#just tend to like grumpy characters (which they said like grumpy bear lol - i do love grumpy bear and am a huge care bears fan. another#good example is susie deltarune or karkat. i really like them both.)#but then why don't i have an obsession with like...short fuse? or gilda? or smolder?#(although i do actually adore gilda and smolder...)#but its probably because gallus gets the most emotional focus out of any young 6 member (excluding maybe yona?) especially in the episode#hearth's warming club. this episode (just his telling of his backstory really) is very heart-wrenching to me. more so now that i really#like him and have created a whole characterization for him outside of the show.#and there are other things...like the fact that he's a boy character in a show that doesn't have an apparent misogynistic culture#or the fact that he's from a different kingdom so he's experiencing equestria for the first time#or the fact that i sometimes...personally feel excluded not from wider society but also my family. so i relate to him. and i wrote these#feelings i have into summerfree! ive been doing it since i was 17! his original iteration was named LYRICAL PROSE...but he's always just#sort of been me trying to express how comforted i feel by my little pony. my old oc tickle (and my current oc daisy chain and my ponysona#milkweed) also do this for me.#its like free therapy :3#gallus#summerfree apple#june 12th 2023#june 13th 2023
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anyways, here's my new pinterest board for tjolc: xxx 🩷
#i need to make pinterest boards for my ocs or ill die basically#it's really fun and free therapy#💬#f: vickers
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I'm sad
*goes on character ai and talks to glamrock freddy for hours*
I'm no longer sad
#listen#it's basically free therapy#yes i have an unhealthy obsession with a fictional animatronic bear that I want to be my father. this is my life now.#fnaf#glamrock freddy#mads rambles
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it's all relative and cringe doesn't exist and i don't think i should care or you should care or anyone else
#i honestly treat fandom culture(?) and ooc discourse as toxic idk fr i dont like this concept#why anyone would care... sorry i came from avant-garde circles i just don't get it !#wow i self gaslighted myself into caring about this bc “art is useless w/o audience” and#i forgot that im my own audience! since this isn't a commercial thing why should i care#anyway if some1 read this rn: i honestly think that the main point of art is to have fun n be urself n be free#peace and love on the planet earth goodnight bye !#sorry i wanted to say this for too long. dear god like give urself some freedom.... (< @myself mostly)#n have respect like.... its basic things... to respect urself (!!!) n to respect others#self therapy kind of post. not sorry#and no u cant even imagine how confused i was w fandom culture at first
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in one of those moods where I don’t feel anything and it freaks me out
#And then I try to feel something that’s more than temporary (and fail miserably)#[is in the current belief that one of his friends (aka all of them) doesn’t like him]#[idk I feel like I’ve been of minor inconvenience to everyone I know and I’m so fucking tired I can’t]#[today is just not my day lmao. It is what it is ig? Strange optimism back again to save my ass from a good 75% of my long term issues]#[however I am now going to go cry in the shower cuz that’s like basically free therapy atp lmao]#How’d I end up ranting in brackets the fuck#Anyway yeah ignore this I’m not a Tuesday person#S.K thinks#Vent#-ish again you get the point
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Someone draw Yumihisu as Wesper please I need someone to hear me out on the parallels
#will probably post more#aot#six of crows#ninej#yumikuri#yumihisu#historia is so wylan coded tbh#i need sassy as flirty ymir like jesper#basically free therapy
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want to post about girls trip SO much but idk even where to start
#there's a scene where a runaway train nearly hits the three of them. flo's coat is irreparably ripped and she's devastated by this#holly pulls lucy off the tracks and then just Doesn't Let Go Of Her for a good couple minutes#they go back to the hotel they're staying at and even flo goes and takes a shower. it's basically free therapy at that point#they get takeout and sit in a hotel room shell shocked and unwilling to separate and then watch old movies on the hotel TV#holly in particular is having a rough week in that she's dealing with some reawakened trauma#and neither of the others knows this. all they know is that something is Off and she wouldn't let go of lucy and she's still shaking#and no one wants to start the conversation#there's also a scene where the manager of the train station they're investigating takes#takes issue with flo's entire...vibe..... and holly and lucy get a bit Fierce about defending her. you wanted lockwood & company#and this is the company. do you still want us? all of us??#that kind of thing#I'm SO into writing this ngl#Lu rambles#girls trip fic
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I recently finished watching "Cooking At The Maiko House" on Netflix, and it's definitely gonna be living in my head rent free for the next few days. Shows like this are honestly such a breath of fresh air.
#indulging in cozy media is basically free therapy#the makanai cooking for the maiko house#my text post#pommeparle
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