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#feed cosmos -> shows he loves cosmos -> cosmos happy and loves him too
holographic-mars · 2 months
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oh ye of great coswave knowledge do you have any ramblings or headcanons to share today (im horribly coswave deficient)
ITS LIKE A WEEK LATER BUT HERE, COSWAVE RAMBLINGS UPON YE DURING THESE TRYING TIMES
Soundwave associates food with comfort and security because of his time in the Dead End where Ravage (as well as Buzzsaw and Laserbeak, but usually by order of Ravage) did the majority of finding energon and keeping Soundwave fed (to the point where ravage would sacrifice her rations to keep soundwave fed because he’s much bigger than her and needed more energy). Then, when he joined the Decepticons it became his job to make sure his cassettes were fueled (now Soundwave was the one who sacrificed rations in order to make sure all his cassettes had fuel).
SO. Soundwave associates fuel with love and comfort because that was a key part of showing his cassettes that he loves them bc and vice versa .
Wartime is over, Soundwave has his station where he makes sure everyone has enough fuel, and Cosmos has been freshly added to the list of mechs Soundwave cares about very much.
Soundwave starts preparing Cosmos’ morning energon at the beginning of every cycle. He always makes sure cosmos has his energon, and once they start sharing a hab he makes sure he’s the first up to make the energon for them (on the rare chance he’s not up first, Cosmos waits until he’s up to prepare the energon. That’s Soundwave’s special thing—if Cosmos tries to do it, Soundwave gets stressed at the change in routine. Soundwave struggles with verbal displays of affection, so he is very serious about displaying his love though acts of service) He sees food as comfort and warmth and security and that is everything he wants to give Cosmos.
Eventually, Cosmos started bringing Soundwave a bit of fuel during the day when he seems tired to return the special gesture of love (an added bonus, it does wonders for his health. Soundwave has never been properly fueled in his life, so he has always been on the leaner side. Once Cosmos starts bringing him small amounts of fuel during the day, Soundwave begins to noticeably look much healthier and filled out).
ANYWAYS THANK YOU FOR THE ASK EHHEHEHE ❤️❤️❤️🛸🛸
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astarab1aze · 12 days
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🩵 for vayn & cosmo 👉🏽👈🏽
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"I think you're wonderful, Cosmo," he said without hesitation, perhaps too quickly, too sweetly. "I think you're the warmest vampire I've ever had the distinct pleasure of meeting, one that gives me hope for our kind that we aren't so backwards, so lonely, so tortured, so vicious and vile... that we can be gentle and loving, too, in spite of how messy and terrible we are."
He straddled him then, nestling himself into Cosmo's lap, palms flat against his chest where fingertips could dig into hidden flesh and feel the muscle beneath. What luck, to be towered over even now, held firmly in place by larger hands and the flush of his cheeks, the ghostly blue of his gaze.
"I think you're wonderful. I think you're amazing in more ways than you let yourself believe. I think you find all this to be terrifying, and it's okay, love... It's okay to be anxious and afraid, worried that something good could crumble and slip through your fingers, but there is no other place I'd rather be than here with you, in your lap, where it's only you and I together, nothing and no one else. Where I can touch you as I please, show you what I think of you, how much I love and treasure you, how I ache for you, how happy I am to bleed for you, feed you, touch you, taste you-- Oh, and nevermind how immaculate your cock is, how good it feels to have you buried inside me, gnawing on my collarbones, how you quiver when I sing your praises, how you twitch and pulse and lose yourself within me. How wonderful, how wonderful you are, how delicious, how sweet, how warm and inviting, how I want you always, how happy I'd be to embrace you, leave kisses along the column of your throat and whisper my love into your skin... Don't you know, Cosmo? How I feel, what I think, what I hope to share with you for as long as you'll have me..."
Vayn licked his lips, magenta locking with blue, a subtle but no less teasing roll of hips offered in kind. Playful, of course, only to underscore his points - he didn't want to mess with Cosmo too much, after all, only to impart his thoughts, his feelings, and only a pinch of his desires. Only a pinch!
"Is that alright, darling? That I want and adore you so? That an evening and a day are rarely enough to satisfy me when it comes to you, that I'd rather tangle together with you for days, weeks, until at last my body gives out and all that's left is my heart which rarely beats but does so for you?"
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gryphons-n-kelpies · 1 year
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I've been seeing this from other asks on other VN blogs but i'd be interesting to hear Morogh's take
Morogh and MC have been together for some time now, they're quite happy together and have been able to navigate Morogh's true form (stickiness and all) and hasn't been eaten by Desabelle... Somehow.
Everything seems to be going so well, their days are filled with MC listening to Morogh's travels, Morogh listens to MC's rants about their workday and every so often when Morogh needs to feed, MC will generally turn the other way cause... They love Morogh far too much to care.
And then, after doing their nightly routines and laying down to go to bed, Morogh finds himself tired and closing his eyes,
And when theyre open MC is gone. So is their phone, and their shoes they usually left at the bedside. No big deal. They have a tiny bladder and they usually made their lunches for themselves and the Des's for later, so it's no big deal...
But theyre not in the kitchen nor the bathroom. Even their toiletry products are gone, but maybe Morogh was just misremembering. The bar then? Could they have forgotten something up there, instead? But MC wasn't there either. The convenience store? No. The local library? Bird and Dragon's cafe? No. No. No.
No.
MC was nowhere. They were gone, and so was all their stuff. When Morogh goes to ask friends and mutual, no one seems to understand what Morogh is talking about. Who's MC? They never heard of anyone like that before. No one like that existed. Yet... Morogh knows. He knows they did- do...
Maybe it was a harsh curse, a sick joke from another fae? A break in the cosmos that caused a time rift? A dream..? Could any of it even be reversed?
Yesssss. I'm loving this.
Morogh felt himself melting at the spot. As if the earth below could swallow him whole. What is this feeling? Dewdrop is gone. He made sure that they played it safe among the fae. If other mythicals touch MC, he'd know, and rectify whatever wrong they brought upon themselves by destroying their whole livelihoods.
What game is this?
If he could cry, he would.
Everyone looks at him in confusion when he brought Dewdrop up. Especially Bird, who showed signs of interest towards them at one point. How could he throw away his love so easily like that!?
Anguish, Despair, Anger, Sadness..... Emotions overstimulating the heart that was once warm and peaceful just a day ago.
If this was years ago, he'd destroy the town in search of Dewdrop. But now... He is lost.
He'd do anything to have Dewdrop back again. Even if it means trading something of himself.
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punemy-spotted · 3 years
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When The Stars Went Out
Summary: You know Helmut Zemo will find you in this and every life, so why pull the red thread any sooner? Ao3 Link
Warnings: Contains smut, some dubcon/noncon elements, references to being choked, aggressive abuse of astronomical terms and flowery language.
Notes: Inspired by this ask from @hope-to-hell, which proceeded to live rent-free in my brain until I turned moody concepts into an even moodier part of a soulmate AU. I. I got nothing. If someone could explain to me why Helmut Zemo makes my brain think only in abstract concepts and frantic half-baked truths, I'd appreciate it.
18+ ONLY, MINORS DNI
I do not give permission to have my work reposted anywhere I didn't already post it, and Ao3 is the only place I do.
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Leave it.
You know better.
You know better than to pull that thread, red around your fingers. You know better than to let him know just how to find you. He will, eventually, so why make it easy?
The orbits of stars are long ones, and yet no less chaotic, flames flickering the coldness of space. You burn, spinning through the darkness, wound around the tear he leaves and he watches, peels back layer after layer, dragging you into an endless waltz.
You have two choices.
You have no choice.
Hydrogen fuses into helium fuses into carbon and you are born in the heart of the inferno, exploding outwards from the death of your stellar nursery and thrust into his arms, every lifetime bringing you together and tearing you apart.
Look at him. Look at the remnants he left behind, cast out into the nothing as he bores a hole through the universe and topples behemoths in his way, feeds you the poisoned flesh of his conquests and leaves cold fire burning under your skin. Burn and become just like him, bonded to the nothingness, decaying only when you and he have consumed every last pinprick. Burn or die and can you be sure he will mourn you if you fail him?
Leave it.
Helmut Zemo is a shell. A mask, a play, you know the void beneath his skin you touch it when he presses himself into you, his mouth hungry over yours. He is cold, ice under your burning fingers when you pull at the lapels of his coat, feel fur and fury in your hands and let him press you against the wall — did you think you could run forever, darling — you let him hiss threats against the hollow of your neck and breathe his true name into the air of this life.
One day I will tire of our game.
One day I will never let you go.
He leaves his promises in the bruises against your skin, the shape of his fingers around your throat as he drags confessions from the soft truth between your legs — he has learned the lies your tongue is all too happy to weave, when he hasn’t chosen to muffle your words, but the burning need coating your thighs is all the answer he will ever need.
One day the spiral will bring you too close and you will be trapped, bound to the inevitable resolution of the chase, rippling the fabric of the universe with every wave of your struggle — would he still want you if you did not fight, if you did not claw at survival and force it to give you that much more time?
Leave it.
Helmut Zemo is a scar on the fabric of space and time and you, little lamb, are trapped in the event horizon of his obsession, dragged deeper and deeper into the maelstrom of his machinations. He winds around you in the soft hours of the morning, presses you down into silk sheets and whispers adorations into your skin and listens to you beg to be held and freed all at once.
What are you running from?
Listen.
Listen.
Listen for his roar into the void, calling you, dragging you in, stop running from the inevitable and let him hold you. You are strong, strong enough to withstand the gravity of his obsession what are you afraid of, darling, don’t you know — let him savor you like the last meal he will ever have.
Let him bury himself in the softness of your affection — and it is your affection, no matter how much you play at otherwise — let him hold your gaze and drag his teeth along the fullness of your lips, let him call you all manner of sweet things and let the pressure be released let him fill you again and again.
Listen.
Watch.
Watch for the minute breaks in his control, when the sharpness of his smile thins into a razor-edged snarl, when he curses your plushness with a hiss and a thrust of his hips, sinking into you. Sing for him, won’t you, that delicate aria of your pleasure, all soft sighs and sweet whispers?
You love him. You love him and it hurts, because of course it does. He is boundless and endless and all-consuming, a wolf and you are so decidedly prey, if the sparks around you are any indication — these stars are cruel and angry, these stars feed not on hydrogen and helium and you, sweet thing, were a meal worth savoring. He whispers condescending truth in your ear and thrusts his hips, finds the swell of your breast and mollifies himself in the way you arch back to him, knows the feel of your surrender and the orgasm it draws out of him. This is the push and pull, the gravitational dance across a thousand lifetimes.
Who are you? Who is he? Who have you been, chased and chasing, loved and loving, every layer of your existence laid bare before you until you are both the singularity of your consciousness, wound together in the dying light of the cosmos.
Leave it.
But not him. Leave the echoes of your stellar past behind and let the nothingness take it. Take your disappointment, your anger, your fear, let him consume it all and show you the power in emptiness. Let him fill your ambition with his own, shed the layers of your doubt and fear. Burst — that’s it, my darling, let me feel you — and in the supernova of your combined pleasure, become one.
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rice-pudding-slaps · 3 years
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*drinks a whole ass can of coke and chugs a chocolate bar down my throath*
The magical Jellicles have their powers connected to performance and arts.
this is gonna be a long ass post :)
This is mostly headcanons and interpretations of the 98 production only, and very liberal ones lmao. But i like the images that my mind has made for each one.
Now, we know there are a bunch of Jellicles who have a specific magic power or connections to it. But I like themes, and I really think that they all might have its source or way to be activated that is linked to some way of performing.
Going from most obvious to less obvious magic here:
1.- Mr Mistoffelees
Is very easy to see. This is a magical cat that has a 7 minute dance solo, and whose powers are activated after he dances a bunch.
His dance powers his magic. And he is very capable of doing great things with that. Which is how he brang Old D back.
2.-Tantomille And Coricopat
For starters, I feel like i should clarify that I hc Tanto and Cori as two parts of a whole.
Coricopat is an earthly being, with connections to the otherwordly.
Tantomille is an otherwordly being, with connections to the Earth.
So, they are inherently connected.
My proposal is that their power only work through synchronized dancing or acrobatics. As we constantly see during the show. They are perfect mirrors or each other.
That's how their connections to the other plane work strongly for their powers to work.
If there is a single movement not perfectly aligned, then the connection cannot be done. The matter of the cosmos is too chaotic for a margin of error.
3.- Macavity
Oh I love this one.
You would say: Macavity doesn't really sing or dance more than in the fight.
And you would be right!
But he does put on a very powerful act.
Argueably, the moment Macavity has more power over the tribe is when he comes back disguised as Old Deuteronomy. The kittens snd adults fear him. Everybody screams. And that's when he is at his full power.
I think his powers come from a performance that induces fear. As long as he makes the audience fearful, he is powerful.
Which is why he got scared when the whole ass tribe turned to him and attacked him. There was no fear there, only unity and bravery.
4.- Jemima
I put her just after Macavity because i hc them as father and daughter. And I think her power are an inversion of his: Her magic feeds of a performance based on unity and love.
Jem has three moments of solo singing: One line in Grizabella, Moments of Happiness and Daylight.
In Moments of Happiness, she sings just after Old D, seemingly transmiting a message that Tantomille and Coricopat got, but weren't able to pass on. In this moment, the whole tribe is united, and Jem's performance only intensifies this.
Daylight is the most emotionally charged. Is just after an euphoric moment, when Old D has been brought back. Everyone is united and happy for their leader and finally being able to make the Choice. Eventually, this leads to Griz being chosen, and maybe Jemima's empathetic power had something to do with it.
But the outlier is her line on Grizabella's song. If her powers have to do with unity and empathy, why didn't the tribe felt it for Griz then?
Well, as Macavity lost power when the tribe united. When the tribe is divided by hatred and confusion, Jem is not capable of using her magic. So it had no effect.
5.-Old Deuteronomy
This one might be a little more obvious. But I think his powers are less performer and more orchestra director.
The cats respect him, but a lot of times it seems like they follow his movements almost like being directed by him. They stop dead in their tracks when he approaches and with a swift of his hand, cats change directions.
Maybe is a power directly related to his singing power, or is a special ability of the Jellicle Leader. Because his singing is so powerful to break the fourth wall and talk directly to the viewer (Cats are very much like you!)
Whatever it is, his powers definetly feed and affect the whole tribe. Without them, he wouldn't be able to open the Heaviside Layer for anyone to ascend. It must be a group effort.
A perfect song that all the tribe sings together is the only thing with the power to open the Heaviside Layer. Old D's job is to direct that song
Anywho, that is why I think the magic in the Magical Cats is linked to performance and arts.
Thank u and have a wonderful night <3
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bitch-its-me-alv · 4 years
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He is mine, bitches
Male Marinette! Male Damian! 
(Next You can’t touch what’s mine, bitch)
Damian did not have a type, he was a ex assassin, trained to eliminate useless impulses such as attraction, or romanticism of his person.
He didn't have a type, he didn't have ... he didn't ... he…
Oh my god, did that guy just threw a motorcycle? Damian had to get his number, his name, something!
Maybe not like robin, that would be clearly irresponsible and unprofessional. 
Judging by his outfit, he was at gotham college, the same one his civilian alter ego was in. That was convenient, he could approach like Damian wayne. 
Was Damian better than Robin? Who would attract him the most? Would he even like Damian or Robin to put his tongue down his throat?
Wait, he was talking to him! 
“I need you to take me to the hospital, I just threw my motorcycle at those thugs, could you?“ Omg, he was even more gorgeous up close, big, slanted eyes of blue, like the cosmos or something magical. Before Robin could answer him Red Hood intervened.
“Don't worry man, our Robin here will be happy to take you after your statement.” Red hood slapped his back.
The boy was even taller than Jason, Damian wasn't sure if he would survive the trip to the hospital on his motorcycle.
Robin momentarily emerged from his stupor, after red hood left, maybe hood thought it was bothering him, Robin was not comfortable with civilians after the fight, he was more fighting, hitting and then leaving the disaster for the police.
“If you're hurt, we could go first to the hospital” Robin said.
“Oh no actually, my friend Chloe was rushed to the hospital after the gas of fear paralyzed her. I am worried that when she recovers she would sue the entire floor.”The bluenette smiled
Robin just nodded, praying that none of his brothers would notice the blush under the mask, or worse, Batman might noticed.
On the way to the hospital, Robin felt the physical difference between him and Marin. It almost felt like he was being hugged by Marin.
They arrived in record time, Robin had a slight disappointment in his chest, but he crushed her, reminding himself that he would meet him later as Damian.
Marin got off the bike in front of the hospital. “Thanks for the trip robin, maybe you should go in too, that blow seems serious.” Marin touched the wound that went through his mask.
Robin didn’t blush, no one can prove it.” Things like these happen all the time, don't worry.”
“Well, I would say I hope to see you soon, but I don't think that's very good. So try not to hurt your gorgeous face.”
Leaving Robin flushed, he turned around to enter the hospital. Chloe would go crazy when he told her he flirted with a vigilante.
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If someone asked Marin why he had moved to Gotham city, he would tell the easy lie. After so long as a traveler with his nonna he had decided that he would finish his education in a normal and established way. And since his uncle Jagged and his aunt Penny owned a condo in the city, it was nothing suspicious.
Yeah, it is not as if the rest of his family is not completely legal and they are also conveniently around Gotham.
And if he had to hide some welcome gifts that his godparents and godmothers gave him like, a personalized flamethrower, a carnivorous plant as a pet, or exploding mallets. No one else would know, because he was not very interested in taking people home anyway.
After many close calls like Adrianna Agreste, or Lian Rossi, he did not want to rush into relationships.
But Damian was so cute, maybe he could do an exception for him. I mean, when he practically hit his chest with that stoic expression it was nice, but when Marin made him blush it was even better.
Marin was very good at flirting but not very good at getting compliments. So after seven weeks hanging out as friends, Damian discovered that he could hit him back with compliments.
Damian was in the ninth cloud, Marin was more than he had anticipated, and he couldn't love it more. He was so perfect, and that's why he had tried twice as hard to hide it from his family, he didn't want them to scare Marin away. But his plan was threatened by his very annoying and best friend, Jon.
“I seriously can’t believe it Damian, you got yourself a boyfriend and you didn’t tell me, i’m so upset.”
“Don't be dramatic kent, he is not my boyfriend ... yet. And if I did not tell you it was so that there were no rumors that would reach my family.”
“Damian, it doesn't matter, you got yourself a boyfriend and besides he is hellaMari12, I can never forgive you, meet that bonbon and save it for yourself, very bad Damian.” 
“What nonsense are you babbling kent? hellaMari12? Bonbon? Do you want my katana on your face?”
Jon showed him his cell phone, in a very famous instagram account, where in all the photos marin appeared, in a very specific one, with canvas pants, and a sweatshirt that showed his abs.
Damian couldn't control the blood that ran up his face, omg that photo was so hot. But a big part of himself was not distracted, this photo was public and had three million likes. His possessiveness made him frown, he was still not her boyfriend, he did not have to be angry, and even if he were, he had no right to claim him.
Damn, why did Marin have to be so attractive and kind? Now he not only had competition in Gotham, but also throughout the internet, excluding all the places he had been and assuming he had no suitor abroad.
Damian would have to hurry, because if he got distracted he could lose, and Damian Al-Ghul Wayne never lost.
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Marin was nearing the end of his patience. If damian was still so nice to him and didn't kiss him, Marin could hit something or kiss him until his soul was taken out.
With his attractive face in a constant frown, his jade eyes always fulminant, his olive skin so shiny and smooth. His always so neat black hair and his expensive cologne… Damn Damian why don't you just kiss Marin already?
That night Damian and Marin had arranged to do a marathon on how to train your dragon, because the green-eyed man had never seen such a work of art.
If Damian hadn't kissed him before the end of the first movie, Marin would. He had already arranged everything, hid the suspicious gifts, threw the dirty clothes into a closet that he had never opened before, shook the sofa. He put flavoring ... everything so that the atmosphere was perfect.
While they sat on the couch eating sour treats, with damian criticizing the characters' unrealistic choices. Damian let the sugar spread across his lips, unaware of himself as he concentrated on the movie.
Hiccup was about to feed the dragon when Marin couldn't resist any longer.
“Hey Damian, I'm about to kiss you. You can walk away if you don't want it”
Damian had recorded the question, had heard and understood it. But I couldn't believe it, so I just nodded hoping it wasn't a hallucination. 
It wasn't, the hallucinations weren't that perfect.
They were completely lost in their kisses, their environment disappeared as more and more time passed kissing, tousling the hair of the other, writhing to be closer together although that was impossible.
Someone's phone started ringing and suddenly the world was more than just the two of them. Damian was on Marin's lap, his arms under his shirt, and his legs wrapped in a possessive grip on his hips. Marin had one hand buried in Damian's midnight hair, and another dangerously low on his back.
They admired each other for five long seconds, until their phone rang in unison. They did not separate, they had been waiting for this for a shameful time, they could not lose it now that they had started it.
From Damian's phone were notifications from his brothers, asking about his absence hours before the patrol. He reply quickly informing them not to expect him and not to try to track him down. With a couple of threats in the family chat to let them know it was him, he turn off the phone and throw him away from where he was sitting.
On Marin's phone there were a couple of messages from chloe letting him know that if Damian made his boyfriend he would have to pass the blonde test, or she wouldn't approve it. While in the chat of their rouge godparents and godmothers, they would message each other about an assault they would do together soon. 
Marin answered chloe briefly, and ignored his uncles, there were things that he had to turn a blind eye to.
“So ... do you want to stay here at night?”Marin gently rubbed the spot where his left hand was, giving Damian nice chills.
“Had you anticipated this Dupain-cheng? Did you feel lucky?” Damian didn't take his eyes off his lips, making Marin blush slightly.
“I was confident, don't think I hadn't noticed how suddenly all our dates involved sweating and taking off my shirt.” 
Damian shut him up with a kiss, not because he was his boyfriend he was going to allow herself to lose to him.
The night passed with many kisses, hickies on the neck and under the clavicles. His words were lost somewhere between four and five in the morning. Falling exhausted on the sofa one on the other, with the warm sensation in their bodies of knowing that their love was reciprocated.
When the sun raised Damian was ecstatic, he could already hit all those with romantic intentions towards Marin. He could kiss him without being rejected, but… He didn't really know much about romantic relationships, but He’d find out along the way.
Marin was also full of excited and happy energy, fluttering around his kitchen and taking photos of everything as souvenirs for his future anniversaries.
After many signs on the sofa with Damian, and of him just being art lying on the sofa. Damian decided that everyone on the internet should know that Marin was not single.
With a simple photo published in Marin's account, with both disheveled and illuminated by the rising sun. The eyes of both seemed clearer than they were.
In the description Damian did not try very hard, with a simple he is mine, bitches settled, and let his followers burn while Marin danced in the kitchen and Damian tried not to get weaker for that boy.
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sofreddie · 3 years
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Serendipitous Souls 11
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Summary: The brothers find out what's been causing deaths.
Characters: Dean, Sam
Warnings: Angst, Fluff
Word Count: 1,280
A/N: More plot. Because this story decided to just do its own thing.
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Dean cursed under his breath as he struggled against his bindings. He and Sam had come a few minutes before, realizing they were tied to chairs, arms tied behind them, ankles tied to the chair legs.
The woman - a witch they had assumed - was living in the hotel’s penthouse suite. They had figured out she was inducing lust - though they hadn’t pinned down how - and feeding off of the sexual energy produced during the lust-fueled marathons. But they also weren’t sure why, to what end.
Deciding that where and what she was was enough, they proceeded with the hunt. Unfortunately, she was expecting them and knocked them out quickly with a flick of her wrist.
“You’re awake,” the woman’s voice chirped happily. The brother’s heads snapped up simultaneously as they looked forward at the woman now standing before them. She was pretty, with a manically happy smile and demeanor and a well-fitted golden and gilded gown, “I was expecting you.”
“I noticed,” Dean huffed, tugging on his restraints for emphasis.
“I’m such a big fan of you Winchesters,” she grins, and her smile gets brighter when she sees that look cross their faces, “Oh yeah. I’ve been tracking you as long as God has. Since your souls were created.”
She sat in a comfy armchair facing them, crossing her legs and settling her gown. She interlocked her fingers and rested her hands atop her crossed knees, smiling between them once more. She looked somewhere between an adoring fan and proud mother. It made the brothers cringe.
“And…who are you exactly?” Sam asked.
“Oh, I’m The Caretaker,” she said, a hand upon her chest as she introduced herself, before resting her hands together once more, “Or at least I was,” her brow furrowed and she pouted. It was the first time she showed anything other than utter happiness. She shook her head and that bright smile was back on her face once more.
“See, once upon a time-”
“Ugghhh,” Dean groaned dramatically, letting his head roll back before meeting her eyes once more, “Why do they always monologue?” he groaned, looking over at Sam as if he was in genuine pain. Sam snorted and shook his head, before turning his attention back to her.
“I love when you do that,” she suddenly spoke and they looked at her curiously, “The silent communication thing,” she clarified, pointing between them, “I mean, I know you ‘covered’ it with whatever that was,” she sighed, “Just listen, okay?” she grinned again, as if nothing had transpired and they were just friends having tea and gossiping.
Minus the part where she’s apparently awesome at knot tying and managed to pick them clean of every possible hidden pick or knife they could have.
“Where was I?” she said, humming in thought with a finger on her chin, “Oh yes! Once upon a time, God was in the cosmos banging out souls at his workshop. As he made the many souls, he needed a place to store them until they could be born into being. So they were held in a sort of Soul Nursery until their time. It was my job to take care of the souls there.”
“The Caretaker,” Sam nodded, “Makes sense. What does this have to do with us?”
She sighed dreamily, “I saw every Sam and Dean he ever made come through there. I knew each and every one was important. To Him at least,” she said with a smile, “I talked to all the souls - nurturing, you know - and I had such high hopes for all the Sams and Deans,” she sighed once more, this time a little sad with a shake of her head.
“Sorry to disappoint,” Dean huffed a laugh.
“I got the broken souls too,” she continued, “If they broke while he made them he threw them out. I had to dispose of them. He didn’t like broken souls at all, you understand,” she pressed and the brothers nodded, “So, one time, I was checking on the souls as part of my duties,” she said, growing nervous and squirming as she started darting her eyes. Dean knew something bad was coming.
She let out a huff of breath, “So I came across you two and was just checking in, you know. And I’m not sure what happened, b-but both the souls fell,” she was lost in recalling it and the brothers started squirming at her tale too, “A chip broke off of each-”
“You broke our souls?” Sam gasped out, like suddenly everything made so much more sense, “Seriously?!” he growled, tugging at his restraints again.
“I tried to fix it!” she exclaimed, rising from her seat and shouting back, “But the pieces wouldn’t go back together. The souls were still viable and I didn’t want Him to throw them out. So I just put them back and I kept the pieces. I was hoping I could figure something out,” she defended desperately. Dean was pretty sure she’d had this argument before.
“Then what happened?” Dean asked, needing to know the rest of the story. Sam was huffing beside him, his anger getting the better of him.
“Then you were born,” she said to Dean, “Your soul took off like it’s meant to. But the shard, it was still with me but it was lit up,” she said with bright eyes and awe, “Then when Sam was born, his piece lit up,” she continued, “I was examining them when they suddenly shot together and fused and, a-and…it became a new soul,” she breathed out, reliving the moment, “So I ran, and I told Him.” she shook her head, slowly sitting back in her seat, right on the edge, “He wasn’t happy about it. He left your souls alone since you were born already. He was gonna destroy the new soul, but he decided it might be useful. So he tucked it away where no one would know where it is or what had happened. Then he cast me out.”
Dean was in shock, trying to take in what she’d said. Luckily, Sam’s anger seemed to keep him more on track.
“How does any of that have to do with what you’re doing here?” Sam growled at her accusingly.
“Because as The Caretaker, I was powered by the life force of the souls. Without their connection, I can’t feed off of life force directly. Sexual energy is the next best thing, and it produces enough to sustain me, usually,” she shook her head, “These last few didn’t have the energy or stamina to withstand my feeding and they died.”
“That’s why there was one survivor,” Sam mumbled to himself and she nodded.
“He was the only one who had the stamina to take it.”
Dean snorted, he couldn’t help himself.
“I’m glad you found her,” she said meekly and both brothers sobered at the comment, “What happened was an accident. And her existence was an accident. But it was the first case of soulmates,” she explained dreamily, “And I later learned that He started experimenting with breaking souls and creating soulmates after the accident. And then I guess he just decided sending angels to zap ‘em together was more efficient.”
“It really is a cosmic joke,” Dean mumbled to himself, but Sam heard clear enough. The defeat and sadness in his brother’s tone.
She let out a long sigh, “So I guess this is the part where you kill me, right?” she said, flicking her wrist and undoing their bindings, “I didn’t mean to kill them. But I understand what you do,” she relented with another sigh as the brothers stretched out their aching muscles and exchanged a long look.
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@lyarr24
@calaofnoldor
@hobby27
@spnbaby-67
Dean Winchester:
@akshi8278
@jerkbitchidjitassbutt
Serendipitous Souls:
@brilovesdeanwinchester
@xhannahbananax03
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bluedemon1995 · 3 years
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Hi all!! Hope you like the latest chapter!!! Please let me know what you think and read my other stories :) I love comments and feed back (please be kind-even if you don’t like it you can say but nicely!) Sorry for any mistakes that would be all on me!
Cosmo literally pops us into my work area, and I rub his ears as he whines. I know he’s sad so I lean down and while holding his head still, I look into his eyes. “Don’t worry we are getting him back.”
As always, his intelligent eyes indicate that he understands me and well we seem to be on the same damn page because he agrees. But his lean into me and whine don’t go unnoticed. I can sympathize and understand, we need him back. Krolia is not the only one who needs Keith back! Poor Cosmo!! I give him a quick rub and an ear tug. He bumps me which of course, knocks me down and I smile. I feel my eyes tear up suddenly and I hug him trying to tell myself it’s all going to work out.
I quickly show Krolia what she needs to get aboard, while I run through a systems check. While everything is new there are plenty of bugs that I had planned to work out. With the timetable worked up and now us going into space, well I need to be sure that this crap is working well. After a bit, we were ready to leave. It’s actually mostly due to Krolia. She is like crazy strong so loading the ship didn’t take that long!
I get to the Atlas and stock up on the remaining supplies while gathering the rest of the gang. My dad has called by now and said whatever I need to just let him know. Then he rambled into the he whole routine - be careful, call for help, don’t be stupid and he finished with come back with my guy. What the hell people. I have NO guy! Anyways we are off before you know it. I honestly think it’s within the hour, which is good. Making good time is important at this point. We need to move fast so hopefully no one notices Krolia and Cosmo were missing.
On the ship, once we are off, I’m basically useless. I don’t pilot, that’s Shiro so now I’m I’m so focused on trying to make plans that I don’t even realize that I’ve started pacing again. At some point Lance grabs me, pulling me close and says, “Carina, you need to sleep. You called me a little after 2 am or so, you won’t be any good to us, to KEITH, comatose. The coordinates are in, we have a plan, please just take a break. I’ll wake you up if anything comes up. I swear.”
He has his arms around me and I take a second to look at him, really look at him. He seems better than the last time I saw him, but he’s still too skinny. Too pale especially with the dark circles under his eyes. And as I look at Lance I know he’s right, but I just…I feel too edgy, how could I relax? There is no way I can turn off my brain at this point. Shit, Hunk is already cooking to alleviate stress but what can I do???
I shake my head and say, “No, no, I’m good, I’ve gone on way less sleep. You know me.”
Frowning he nods, “Yes, I do. And that’s why I’m going to push this. Plus, I know you are also evaluating if I’m okay when I’m standing here worried for you!” Lance rolls his eyes and yells that we are getting some shut eye, grabbing and dragging me to the back where the holding bay is. He tells me to sit and comes back moments later with pillows and blankets.
“I got you. Really, trust me.” He sits against a wall and gets me to lay down with himself next to me. I keep fidgeting so he ends up laying down with me, an arm snug around my waist, because I kept trying to get up. Finally, he says, “We are getting him back. Just rest up, so that wicked smart brain of yours is fully functional. I’m here. We are all here and just like back then, everything is going to work out. Seriously who stands a chance against us?! The have no clue of our determination.”
I slowly nod and try really hard to relax. But I can’t. I don’t want to voice my biggest fear. Or more accurately, I can’t. What if we don’t get him back? What if we aren’t enough? What if it’s like Allura, he sacrifices himself for us. I mean honestly, that’s his MO. What if he’s already dead? What if he’s being tortured, or he’s hurt? With all these thoughts swirling in my brain, I just can’t or rather don’t want to voice it, not out loud.
But it’s there, like a sliver of wood stuck in my mind. Just bothering me enough that I can’t forget about it. And there so I cannot stop poking at it.
Finally, he sighs and asks me, “Do you still trust me?”
I can feel his heartbeat behind me and his steady breathing, luring me to unwind. I nod, of course. I can feel his body relax and whisper, “Why? Sometimes I don’t even trust myself?”
I sigh, “Well, tough shit, I trust you, always. Even way back in our Garrison days, when you were being dumb, I still told you about my suspicions and let you come to save Shiro.”
He laughed then, “Let me? Okay, just relax you don’t have to sleep just rest.” Then she felt his finger is stroking my hand and I’m finally warm instead of ice cold. But I can’t help but worry. Again, we know better than most, that everyone doesn’t get a happy ending, most importantly Allura but even on a larger scale Olkarion. I know I’m not going to sleep so I figure, I’ll wait Lance out and sneak out once he goes to sleep.
But sometimes I forget, Lance knows me. The real me. He’s so observant and good at getting others to relax, shit, he probably know me better than I know myself. With him holding onto me, keeping me close, his steady warmth relaxes me, his fingers rubbing circles on my hand and I find myself slowly start to drift off to sleep. Then Lance starts to sing a soft lullaby. In Spanish.
Before you know it, Krolia is waking us up and telling us we arrived and need to get in action. We get up and Krolia and Shiro lay out the facts that we know and what we can hazard a guess of. It’s going to be an extraction with some Razzle Dazzle thrown in. You can insert my eye roll at any point but we have a plan.
Ultimately, it’s been less than 24 hours that I have known that they have had Keith. As far as I’m concerned, that’s at least one day too long. I rub my eyes, crack my neck and get up. I push everything to the side. No worries, we got this I tell myself, after all we got a plan to enact! The team is back! Whoever it is who has Keith, well, they really don’t know who they messed with. Sure the Blades are one thing, they were super scary at one time. But now, I bet this planet just views them as some ordinary humanitarian organization.
Well, wake up cuz we are on the job. I look at my people, my family and take a deep breath. We got this. We CAN and WILL do this. No doubt. No room for other options. After all, Keith is family. And we are here to get him back. Period.
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Setting of W&L (Wings and Light, Wiendell)
First, the cosmos was empty. There was only darkness, void and spacedust. But then, something happened. Dust started heating up, and became so hot it lighted up, becoming the first stars. And then, in the poorly lighted cosmos, the first two god deities were born: Ranaira and Aydnai, the first gods, the Pair, the Elder Duo. While Ranaira was the entity of the yellow stars, Aydnai was the deity of the white ones. Both of them had no gender at first, but were free to choose their look. Exploring the cosmos, they fell in love.
From their love were born three abnormal, Other Stars: Ikara, the blue star, Nibui, the purple star, and Devon, the red one. The three siblings were a good family for a long time. Ikara was the goddess of justice and law, Nibui - of wisdom, neutrality and knowledge, and Devon of desires and sin. And because of their brother, Ikara became afraid of him, and took Nibui to keep her safe. Devon did not like it. 
At this time, the Elder Duo found an unique star, and to their surprise, one and only planet orbiting it. They never saw a planet before, so they were happy for what they’ve found. The unique star was pale-yellow, and the Elder Duo thought of sharing it. But after they saw what was on the planet - which they named Wiendell - they gasped in surprise. There was life.
The Elder Duo created the ancient humans, Prilfes (ancient elves) and ancient dwarves. Enjoying their creation, the Elder Duo left it for a while, curious to find other planets like this one. Aydnai gifted Ranaira the star, when she herself will guard Wiendell by night, under the light of the white stars. Ranaira agreed. They named the strange star Demistar.
Meanwhile, Devon found his sisters in cosmos, and seduced both of them, showing them the nature of sin. The Other Stars all got filled with a new generation of gods: the Moons. When the Elder Duo, not knowing about the accident, told the Other Stars about Wiendell, they all fastly came to observe it, and gave birth to the Moons: 
Lluna, of lies and illusions; Selena, of truth and facts; Marsica, of blood and war; Neptunia, of water and ice; Jupiter, of time and history; Kynn, of wealth and luck; Plutonica, of darkness and fear; Kaotica, of chaos and impropabilities; Pandoauro, of nature and peace; Io, of beauty and mountains; Helara, of the dead and death; and Vulkaan, of smiths and volcanoes.
Then, the offsprings of the Other Stars looked upon Wiendell and the ancient races, and without any hesistation, without knowing about Ranaira and Aydnai even, they started changing it.
Selena gave birth to the Seleniths, or the Moon Elves, and let them live on her surface. Lluna - Selena’s twin sister - got jealous and made a rip off race of seleniths: the Moonmen. The only difference between them was the character and a big ruby, implanted in the foreheads of the moonmen, and less pointy ears.
Marsica gave birth to the ancient orcs, which became the inhabitants of her surface, and after many centuries evolved into Orc-kami, the green orcs, Tarra-kami, the orange four armed orcs, Oni-kami, the red orcs, Uray-Kami, the black orcs, and Nissk-kami, the blue winged orcs. A war started between the sacred clans of Kami, and in it, Uray-kami were sealed inside a mountain, frozen in ice for their warcrimes and cruelty, and Nissk-kami got their title of the sacred clan taken, and thus they became just Nissks, and banished into space. 
Neptunia gave birth to Atlants and Mermen, and adopted Nissks, giving them tentacles instead of wings.
Jupiter did not wanted any children, trying to get the very essence of reality, time, and history, but Kaotica attacked him and affected by her chaotic energy Jupiter accidentally gave birth to Khaydzi, the anthropomorphic snakes, Nagas, people with snake tails instead of legs, and Rmuja, the people with snakes instead of spines. He left them be, and sent them to Wiendell. 
Kynn wanted to keep her gold safe, and asked for help from Vulkaan and Io, who gifted her the Spirits of Kynn, knights made from midasium, Gnomes, who would keep her gold safe on Wiendell, and Imakoaka, or the Red Tailed Bestems, tall anthro tail-less maned wolves.
Plutonica needed the enrgy of fear, so she gave birth to Shaags, white skinned lizardlike people with bloody eyes, who would be able to feed off fear. Helara offered Plutonica a gift, servants who will serve her - the Spirits of Plutonica, and she agreed. These dark creatures were once alive, but became such after death.
Pandoauro gave birth to Centaurs, Satyrs, Harpies, Dryads and Hobbits. They all spreaded on her surface, living in a green paradise.
Io gave birth to Naiklyn, spirits of nature and beauty, which she shared with Pandoauro. Slightly bluish, with deer horns and astonishingly beautiful, mute, they came to Wiendell to keep the beautiful sightings of nature safe with their magic.
Vulkaan forged Titans, tall horned demi-gods; Emperors, even more powerful demi-gods, sometimes called the fourth generation of gods; Cyclops, one eyed brutal creatures; Rokrytes, people of stone; Golems, whose secret of creation he sahred with Elves; and Nords, the tall blonde warriors who kept the secret of an utopia.
On Wiendell there appeared strange creatures, Pixithes, who claimed they came from the fey-realm. They had colorful eyes, hair, and were born with tattoos. They were always linked with all three generations of gods of Wiendell, and their colors indicated that.
When Orcs opened a portal to Wiendell, they started a war with a large kingdom of humans. Humans locked themselves behind the highes walls, and stayed there, not giving up. After centuries, orcs gave up, but the creatures who walked out of the city were not humans anymore. They names themselves Glaedmins, and were looking like very slender people with tan, sunburnt skin. They were fast and agile, and had almost no need in food, compared to other races.
Harpies and Nagas combined, and thus was created a new race: Quetzals, who had both features of snakes and birds: wings and a tail, which they were able to “hide”.
A mad human scientist experimented with ooze and slimes, and by accident created anthropomorphic slimes: Narzals. They ran away and made their own underground cities.
A big kingdom, after furious and fanatic praising of Devon, was turned into Tieflings.
...in cosmos there appeared a sentient planet, which named itself Synergon. The whole planet was just a biomechanism. He stated that he could be counted as a god, but he did not want any conflicts, so he stayed away, not interacting with Wiendell.
From dragons and by the will of Pandoaruo, were created the Dragonborn. Pandoaruo also gave birth to Minotaurs.
Last, Vulkaan forged the Gargoyles, to keep Wiendell safe from the attacks and shenanigans of Devon, despite being his own son.
Emperors enslaved large amounts of people and turned them into Empicrates, their servants.
Nibui, feeling lonely, gave birth to Mamirs, blue and purple colored creatures looking alike octopi, and let them live peacefully in her own realm.
Devon created the Hordemons to destroy everything created and become the only god. Hordemons were demons looking alike mummies of giant monstrous wolves, and could turn anything and anyone into themselves. Turns out they wer too powerful and almost destroyed Devon himself, so he encaged them in the Hordemons Cage realm.
Devon have made five worlds which were his own realms: Hell, Apocalypse, Hordemons Cage, Tombworld, Labyrinth and Abaddon. 
The Elder Duo created Godhheim, the afterlife paradise.
Some glaedmins joined Synergon and became Synergonians, parts of him and his followers, inhabitants.
Shinhels were created by Helara from Pixithes, all black colored and working for her, taking the souls of the dead.
Cyclops with Vulkaan’s help create the Warforged for the war against Hordemons.
The magic of this world is built upon the different lights. So, the Demistar is both yellow and white light, of Ranaira and Aydnai. Ikara, Nibui and Devon all have their lights, and thee Moons act like special lenses or filters which change the light of the stars and give it different effects. It is possible to fly using the light wind of different stars. 
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I really don’t understand Aer/ith character in the OG we she fell for Cloud but my question is how she fell for him if she didn’t know the real him ❓ i mean for 4 years she didn’t move one from Zack but then came a guy who she knew nothing about esp the real him she was interested in him because he reminded her of Zack but she came to love when she barely knew him and didn’t know the real him not to mention that crappy fanfiction Maiden novel stating she loves Cloud more than Zack wtaf⁉️❗️1/2
I mean seeing how things changed in the remake i wonder if the devs are going down that road again with Aer/th falling for the not real Cloud again esp after all that Aerti friendship build up like i know Cloud is the protagonist but they don’t have to make every girl in the game fall for him ,opposite sex can have beautiful friendship without forcing romance into it,even if it fan service do they know it this fan service that many people got their story wrong and twisted it 23 years ago 2/2
Hey there! Thanks for the ask. 
So everything I’m going to write is my opinion on the matter and how I perceived the game (OG and Remake, mainly). Many moons ago when all this LTD stuff started, there were comments made by the devs about there being a love triangle. This was meant to enforce the illusion of Cloud’s persona. So, it did exist in OG. It wasn’t the main point of the story, and it was very subtle, especially to western audiences. I’d say OG’s makeup was maybe 5% romance, 95% other crazy shit. 
The problem is, people took it to be the ENTIRE game. So here we are, 23 years later... 
First, OG Talk
In any case, my view on Aerith, Cloud, and Tifa... I think when people say that Cloud was in love with Aerith or Aerith was in love with Cloud, they’re using too strong of a word. Love is a really strong word for what they may have had. I’d say it was infatuation at best.
Cloud wasn’t even aware that Aerith was interested. This is canon that he was oblivious to both Aerith and Tifa’s feelings.
I do not think that Aerith was “in love” with Cloud at any point. I do think she was very interested in him at first because she saw Zack in him - he had the same sword, wore the same clothes, and in OG, he had some of his mannerisms, like the squatting. 
In Remake, Aerith is more interested in finding out about Zack. She even tells Cloud UP FRONT once they sit down to talk about this, that Zack was her first love. In the OG, she says it wasn’t serious (then later admits she loved him). Zack and Aerith were together for quite a while prior to his departure for Nibelheim, she then wrote 89 letters to him. 
To say Aerith didn’t care about Zack like MWTtP does always blows my mind and makes me a bit angry. For one, it makes Aerith look like a total asshole towards Zack. This guy could have run out of Nibelheim undetected and left Cloud there to rot, but he made sure to get him out and then made his way back to Midgar. Of course Cloud was slowing him down. He could barely walk, couldn’t talk, couldn’t feed himself, and this guy TOOK CARE OF HIM.
And the whole point was to go back to Aerith. That’s the reason he was going to Midgar. They could have stopped in Gongaga, Cosmo Canyon, take your pick of town, but it was right to Midgar. 
Problem is, most of the stuff I just wrote wasn’t known until Crisis Core came out, almost 10 years after OG. So people assumed that Zack was a ladies man, since that was said in the OG, and that he didn’t care about Aerith. MWTtP was written before Crisis Core. MWTtP also is NOT canon. 
In the OG, Aerith’s date is more to give the player the foreshadowing that Cloud isn’t who he says he is. Now, most of us that played this game back in the day were kids or teens. A lot of these things went over our heads.
This is long as hell, so here’s a Keep Reading
In my opinion of OG Romance Piece: Cloud was a bit infatuated with Aerith, but didn’t forget about Tifa, they’re just terrible at showing it. We remembered the game WRONG in many cases (that’s a whole other post). It’s important to note, you CAN be flat out mean to Aerith based on player choice in OG, but CANNOT be MEAN to Tifa. You can be neutral with her, but not flat out mean. 
I mean, let’s look at the GS dates. Aerith’s date ends and she asks you if you don’t like spending time with her. You can tell her you don’t or you can tell her you do, but Cloud follows up with “It’s not that..” 
Tifa’s date ends and Cloud wants to know what she was trying to say, but she clams up and can’t. You do not get a choice on whether Cloud had fun with Tifa or not - he apparently had fun.
I did NOT see anything honestly in OG early on. The romance for me wasn’t there until way later, when it’s slammed in your face in Mideel when Tifa is like “I’m gonna stay by his side.” I remember being like “ohhhhhhhhh....” (Still did not really ship or see much romance in FF7 OG, though, as a kid).
As an adult, it’s easier for me to see it and pick up on things, but I still actively looked for CA stuff and it’s really not as extreme as it’s made out to be.
For me, the Love Triangle died when Aerith died. In the OG, after Aerith dies, she’s not mentioned again for a lonnggg time. It had forgotten about it by time they mention her again. Some people were very attached to her and had a hard time playing past this point, it seems...
My Thoughts on Remake and the Future Parts
Okay, so Remake blew me away. As somebody who came in to it with no shipping preference, I was like “okay I don’t remember this stuff...” 
Remake is definitely HEAVY HANDED with sexual tension and romance... but only really with Tifa and Cloud.
Aerith HERSELF ended the LTD. Her resolution, her side comments, how she completely stops flirting with Cloud, SHE ended it. However, I don’t think she would have had to. Cloud didn’t seem to really enjoy Sector 5 all that much. I was pretty surprised when I played it and Elmyra said “Don’t talk to Aerith again.” and he’s like “No problem, see ya.” I was like oh okay.... so... what is going on with this? (I also did ALL of Aerith’s quests including Language of Flowers, so it’s not that I didn’t see all of it.)
Aerith also immediately starts to attach to Tifa, and as time goes on, moves to trusting Tifa more (so it seems). And I’m really happy about that.
I do not think Aerith will even try to pursue anything with Cloud, nor will Cloud try to do anything with Aerith. 
The line was drawn in Part 1. Cloud is almost borderline obsessed with Tifa - when Tifa is sad he says her name, when Tifa isn’t in his view, he’s looking for her, he touches her constantly. 
If Aerith suddenly was like “fuck Tifa, I’m going to try to get with Cloud” it would really just... screw up all that buildup in Part 1. I think that Zack was shown as well to really just keep adding nails in the coffin for this. It also would be BOTH Cloud and Aerith completely pulling 180s on how they’ve been acting. 
I’d be absolutely shocked if they do that. If anything, I think you’ll see Tifa and Aerith’s relationship get a lot stronger. 
I would say that they showed great improvement with his relationships with Barret, Biggs, Wedge, and Jessie. They showed him getting more comfortable with Tifa (even though that went quick compared to the others). The one relationship I didn’t see much focus on improvement or him being more open with long term was Aerith. 
We rescue Aerith in Chapter 16 and he’s like “cool, let’s go.” He barely says anything to her. It’s the one person that is just “around”. Their interactions past Chapter 12 are almost just a way to drive the plot. The exception is her resolution if you get it, but her resolution also is packed full of OG references and foreshadowing. Everything Aerith says and does is important for the overall plot. 
In Chapter 17 and 18 he only talks to Aerith directly regarding what’s next and what’s going on. 
Hopefully that answered your question. I like talking about this stuff!
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cherryblossomwatts · 4 years
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talk soon
He wakes up and squints blearily at his phone, charging on the bedside table.
3:22 AM, it reads. That means he and Garrett have been sleeping for... almost sixteen hours now.
He moves, turning onto his side to look at Garrett, soft in the moonlight. He feels weak just at the sight of him.
Not even forty-eight hours ago, he had stepped into the bathroom at Shane's while the TV blared in the next room - called Garrett in a panic, his chest tight. Garrett had picked up on the first ring and said immediately, "I just bought tickets to Spokane - 7:00am tomorrow."
"Garrett -"
"Come with me, Andrew," he'd prompted. This was the most serious Andrew had ever heard him. "I need to make sure you're safe. My mom says we can have the guest bedroom for as long as we need."
Andrew took a shaky breath and said, "I'm driving back to my place and packing, then coming to yours."
You can read more on AO3, or below the cut!
"Okay. I, uh - love you, Andrew."
"I love you, too, bud. I'll see you soon."
They'd spent the rest of that night wrapped around each other, sleeping side by side on Garrett's beat-up couch until Andrew's alarm went off at four in the morning. They hurried to the airport and got on the quietest flight Andrew'd ever been on, and crashed on the guest bed at Garrett's mom's place four hours later, almost immediately after they arrived.
Now Garrett stirs in his arms; murmurs, "Andrew," and presses closer, snug against his chest.
"Go back to sleep, Garr," he whispers.
He does; they do.
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Shane 🐷🐷 5:37pm: Hey Andrew, hope everything is going ok for u and Garrett. Stay safe, don't know what I'd do without u!!!
Reply 8:16pm: sorry about the delay, was taking a nap. me and garrett are doing good:) Reply 8:18pm: hope you and ry are staying safe too 💞
Shane 🐷🐷 8:21pm: We are :) Shane 🐷🐷 8:21pm: Btw, any chance youve asked Garrett about what u and I talked abt a few weeks ago? Shane 🐷🐷 8:25pm: Feel like now's the perfect time. Nowhere for him to run
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Garrett's mom comes each day and wakes them if they aren't up by noon, knocking softly on their door every time. Today, she comes bearing a tray heaped with food, the delicious aroma of waffles and bacon and eggs wafting into the bedroom. She is golden and merry and just as lovely as her son as she sets the meal down on the dresser next to the bed.
Andrew rubs his eyes, pushes himself up on his elbows, and smiles at Linda. Garrett remains asleep next to him. He looks small like this, burrowed into the covers as he is.
Andrew wants to kiss him.
"Good morning," Linda says sweetly, arranging and fussing at the silverware on the plates before her. "Sleep well, honey?"
Andrew loves how affectionate she is; how she rewards him every other sentence with endearments so incredibly reminiscent of Garrett. "Yeah, I did," he replies. "Still waiting to hear back from this one, though." He motions to Garrett, and Linda smiles at her son as if he's the only good left in the world.
Andrew likes to think he is, at times like these.
"Don't let him sleep in too late, sugar," she says. She pats Andrew's cheek, and he recalls a distant memory of Garrett saying she grew up in the south, although any trace of the accent she may have once had has since vanished.
"I won't." He grins up at her. "Thank you so much for breakfast -"
She tsks and cuts him off. "Anything for my boys," she starts, and Andrew loves that, absolutely adores it. He loves Linda as if she were his own mother, and revels in the way she treats him like a son. "Eat up, now, 'Drew. We can't have you two getting sick during this whole fiasco."
Then she's closing the door behind her, and Andrew is turning to Garrett, slipping an arm over his waist under the covers and poking softly at his side to wake him up. Garrett shifts and giggles, trying to escape Andrew's grasp, but he doesn't relent.
"'R'you tickling me, Andrew Siwicki?" he hears Garrett say, muffled because his head is beneath the blanket.
"And what if I am?" Andrew says, continuing to do so until he hears Garrett's rich, pealing laughter, clear as a bell. Garrett writhes and kicks the blanket off, and Andrew sees that as his chance to pin Garrett down on the sheets, pushing his hands up above his head and leaning over him and -
Garrett stills, and Andrew immediately stops, taking in the way Garrett gazes up at him. As if he's waiting for Andrew.
To do what? he thinks, blinking slowly, spellbound.
Then Garrett clears his throat and says, softly, "Breakfast is getting cold," and Andrew bites his lip, draws back, moves to let Garrett sit up. The taller of the two reaches over and settles the tray upon the bed between them.
"What do you wanna do today?" Garrett asks between sweet mouthfuls of syrupy sweetness. Andrew cannot help but think of Garrett's café lights, washing over them in a warm glow on summer evenings. Feeding ants out on the patio while they listen to some antiquated songs on Garrett's July playlist, because Garrett has the best taste in music and that's just a fact.
"Let's stay in bed all day," he says. He takes Garrett's hand and, without thinking, kisses his knuckles as gently as he can. "Harry Potter marathon," he continues, blushing bright red, and revels in the delight playing across Garrett's features.
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G 🌸🐊⭐💕 3:54pm: Hey Andrew!!!!!!!
Reply 4:00pm: why are you texting me while we're in the same room together???
G 🌸🐊⭐💕 4:01pm: I want to feel like I'm busy and important and have people to text during quarantine✨✨
Reply 4:03pm: you are very busy! and important! Reply 4:03pm: but you could just talk to me out loud
G 🌸🐊⭐💕 4:04pm: Not during the movie!!!
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"Go ask your mom if we can go for a drive," Andrew murmurs against Garrett's neck, and relishes the way Garrett shivers beneath him.
They are curled up on the couch in the living room, and Andrew is... well, just a little bit drunk - but Garrett's only had one, and all Andrew wants is to get out of the fucking house - Linda's house, Linda's beautiful, stunningly wonderful home, but a fucking prison nonetheless - and watch Garrett with his hands on the steering wheel, and maybe imagine Garrett gripping his hips like that in bed, and -
"It's two a.m., Andrew, she's asleep," Garrett is giggling, opening his arms as Andrew nuzzles even closer to him. His hand moves up and down Andrew's shoulder, grounding Andrew, keeping him tethered so he doesn't float away, as happy as he is right now, heart swelling in his chest. "I don't think it's the best idea. We're supposed to be staying inside, anyway."
"We can just... take her keys," Andrew says. His eyes are slowly closing all by themselves, as he lets Garrett's warmth overtake him, wash over him. "She won't notice. Or mind. You know how much she, um... she likes me." He hiccups a little, which gives way to a stream of giggles, and Garrett is laughing with him, pulling him in even closer and tucking Andrew up against him.
"Please, Garrett. I just wanna get out of the house."
"Okay, fine," he relents, and Andrew hums happily, sliding the rest of the way into Garrett's lap. "Am I gonna have to carry you out to the car?"
That sets him off again, until finally, he manages, "I can still walk, you silly," and gets up just to show Garrett how good he is at doing so. If he was sober, maybe he'd notice the look of seeming disappointment on Garrett's face as he stood up.
But he's more than a little tipsy, so he doesn't.
Garrett grunts with surprise when they enter the garage and, instead of going to the car, Andrew pulls on Garrett's sleeve and leads him through the open door. "Where are we going, Andrew?" Garrett laughs, and Andrew just shushes him, until finally, they're standing in the dark grass on the front lawn.
"Andrew, what - ?"
"Look up," Andrew breathes, and Garrett does, inhaling sharply at the vast, starry expanse glimmering over them.
Silence stretches between them for what feels like an eternity, as Andrew watches Garrett and Garrett watches the cosmos, undulating above their heads.
"I forgot what it was like," Garrett says after a while, head still turned upwards. "I haven't bothered to look for them in such a long time."
"You do live in L.A.," Andrew says sympathetically.
"Yeah..." Garrett turns to face Andrew, who still isn't looking at the stars. "Do you ever -" he says, then clears his throat. "Do you ever wish you didn't live in the city, Andrew?"
"All the time," Andrew replies - maybe a little too quickly. He can feel the effects of the alcohol beginning to lift as he takes a step closer to Garrett, sobering under the intensity of his gaze.
He wants this. He wants a life with Garrett.
Maybe after all this is over, they can readjust, reassess; find a place of their own where they can sit on their porch and look out at the stars every night. Andrew could take Garrett back home, to Illinois, and they wouldn't have to live in the city or the 'burbs - they can find a nice place out in the middle of nowhere, another tiny house for them to love each other in. They can drive to Chicago whenever Garrett wants to shoot a video, and Andrew can finally say everything he wants to say to Garrett on camera, without having to think about hiding his feelings or stifling his laughter or trying not to kiss him -
"We should think about it," he says suddenly. "Once this is over. Once things go back to normal."
Garrett just looks at him, smiling in the way he reserves only for Andrew.
He thinks that Garrett wants to kiss him. He swallows.
Then Garrett seems to remember where they are, and grins, flashing the car keys at Andrew. "We should probably go," he says, and Andrew is just the tiniest bit disappointed, but still smiles at him anyway.
"Make sure you don't put those in the fridge when we get back," he teases, laughing as Garrett shoves him gently with his shoulder, before wrapping an arm securely about Andrew's waist.
They drive for about an hour, and Garrett does most of the talking, coasting down the highway and telling Andrew about a new video idea he's had and steering with one hand. Andrew lets him, basking in the brilliance of Garrett's voice, drinking his fill of the sight of Garrett's strong biceps, his shoulders, feeling an overwhelming sense of calm until he is slowly drifting off to sleep...
The next thing he knows, he is in Garrett's arms, and it feels like how his father used to carry him inside at the ends of long road trips, and he knows nothing but peace as he lets Garrett cradle him, lets his head fall against Garrett's shoulder and feels so very small, so safe.
...and if the next day, Linda comes into their room to whack her son over the head with an empty paper towel roll and give a chuckled, half-threatening, not-really-much-heart-in-it "Garrett Sageun Watts, if you ever take my car without asking again, I'll do more than just smack you" - well, then he doesn't think Garrett will mind.
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[ VOICEMAIL from "Ryland Adams" at 12:01pm ]
"Hey, Andrew! Hope you're doing okay! Me and Shane are all holed up in our house with the animals, and we miss you a lot! Shane was just telling me yesterday about how weird it is not having you around... Anyway, I hope you're not too bored in Washington. Call me back when you have time! We'd love to hear your voice again. Maybe we can do a FaceTime mukbang or something, that'd be fun. Oh, and Shane mentioned - what? No, I'm leaving a voicemail... Well, don't let him do that! Ugh. Sorry, Andrew, Cheeto's trying to scratch up the couch or something, so I've gotta go, but - Shane mentioned there was something he wanted to talk to you about? Maybe something about his latest edit...? Anyway - talk soon! We miss you so much."
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"Are you okay, Andrew?"
He glances at Garrett and smiles, then returns his eyes to the road. "Yeah, sweetheart, why wouldn't I be?"
"Um," Garrett says. Andrew takes pleasure in just how flustered he can make him with one word. "Um, I dunno, I just... uh, you seem kind of, um, distracted lately?"
Shit. So Garrett has picked up on the fact that Andrew can't stop anxiously obsessing over how he's going to breach the subject of Shane to him.
He reaches over, rests his hand on Garrett's thigh. "Distracted by how cute you are?"
He doesn't know what it is about the state of the world that's instilled such boldness, such courage in him - but he doesn't care to wonder, as enthralled as he is with Garrett's nervous laughter, Garrett's rosy cheeks. He turns his palm face up without looking over, smiles to himself when Garrett takes the invitation to lace their fingers together.
"Th-that's not exactly what I was talking about, Andrew, but I think -"
"That's what I was talking about, Garr. It's all I've been thinking about, recently."
Garrett flushes bright red and tries to stammer something out, but eventually settles for a contented silence and the most adorable little smile Andrew's ever seen.
Andrew eventually turns into the grocery store parking lot and pulls the car to a stop, slowly, reluctantly drawing his hand back from Garrett's grasp. "Still got that list?" he asks, and Garrett holds it up to show Andrew Linda's slanted, immaculate handwriting, refusing to meet Andrew's gaze.
"Hey," he says, reaching over to gently turn Garrett's face towards him. "Look at me?"
Garrett hesitates, but finally meets Andrew's eyes, still blushing furiously.
"You ready, Garr?"
He nods, and Andrew grins; presses a kiss to Garrett's cheek so he won't see the worry in his eyes; gets out and locks the car.
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Reply 9:05am: hey. any chance shane and ryland have been acting weird w you lately?
morgchella💎🦄 1:12pm: Oops sorry justwoke up morgchella💎🦄 1:12pm: im Very hungoevr lmaooo
Reply 1:20pm: nice 🤩
morgchella💎🦄 1:22pm: But no??? has smth happened with u guys?
Reply 1:23pm: shane keeps getting on me to talk to garrett
morgchella💎🦄 1:27pm: About what?????
Reply 1:28pm: them
morgchella💎🦄 1:28pm: ??????????????? morgchella💎🦄 1:29pm: Wtf does that mean
Reply 1:30pm: oh Reply 1:30pm: has garrett not told u...?
morgchella💎🦄 1:34pm: Im so lost andrew lmfao
Reply 1:38pm: things have been really weird between them lately. ryland wont even talk to garrett anymore and shane hasn't been inviting him over at all. garrett's definitely noticed Reply 1:39pm: i mean his song hit #3 in hiphop and shane didnt say anything to any of us. that doesn't seem odd to u??
morgchella💎🦄 1:41pm: ***yOUr song morgchella💎🦄 1:41pm: (you both worked on it ad i still havent stopped listenign to it) morgchella💎🦄 1:43pm: So whys shane trying to talk to him all of a sudden?
Reply 1:44pm: i think he wants to either cut garrett off completely or make amends. i can't tell
morgchella💎🦄 1:51pm: Do u want me to talkvto them??
Reply 1:51pm: no its fine. i'll sit garrett down and tell him shane wants to talk. i've been keeping this from him for a while
morgchella💎🦄 1:52pm: The groupchat has been pretty dead recently..... morgchella💎🦄 1:53pm: I'll talk to garr soon. I didnt even realize this was happening. morgchella💎🦄 1:55pm: I justfilmed a video last night and like printed out a bunch of pics of Squad thats gonna be pretty awkward
Reply 2:00pm: hahahahahahhahsfkljglfgkl Reply 2:00pm: u good morg?
morgchella💎🦄 2:02pm: 🤪
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He hadn't meant to disappear down an editing hole, but when he finally emerges from Linda's little home office at a quarter to midnight, he cusses himself out in his head. How could he have spent the entire day away from Garrett - and why hadn't Garrett come to visit him?
"Hey," he says, knocking on the door frame of their bedroom. Garrett is sitting up in bed, scrolling on his phone, and he looks so tired, but god, if he isn't the most beautiful thing Andrew's ever seen in his life -
"Hi, Andrew!" he says cheerfully, moving over so there's space for Andrew to sit next to him.
"I missed you," Andrew says softly, staying fixed to the doorway. "A lot."
"I missed you, too."
"What've you been up to today?" he asks. He keeps looking at Garrett, whose head has dropped down to his phone again, and tries to gather up the courage for what he's about to do.
"Mm, well, I edited for most of the day, and now I'm just" - he lifts up the phone to show Andrew - "looking at Twitter. Apparently, people are wondering why we've been so silent recently, isn't that funny, Andrew?"
"I think we needed a break," he replies, finally moving forward to sit on the bed, one leg hanging off. "It's been a long time since we've just enjoyed each other's company and not thought about anything else."
Garrett sets his phone down; looks at Andrew like he hung the moon and stars; says, "I think so, too."
It can't be helped. Andrew will just write it off as the way Garrett gazed at him like he was everything, as he leans forward, touches Garrett's cheek with the palm of his hand, and kisses him.
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Caleb 👶🎶🎶 1:17pm: Yo Andrew hope u and Garrett are enjoying ur quarantine together ;)) Caleb 👶🎶🎶 1:18pm: U better tell me when yall finally hook up Caleb 👶🎶🎶 1:20pm: Or have u already?
Reply 1:47pm: a lady doesn't kiss and tell, caleb 😘😘😘
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There's flour on Garrett's shirt - and on his nose, and in his hair, and oh, Jesus, Garrett's absolutely covered in it, coated from head to toe. Andrew feels the giggles rise in his chest, exploding from his mouth as he cackles Garrett's name, realizes just how ridiculous the situation before his eyes is - and now Garrett's laughing, too, which just makes Andrew cackle even harder until he's practically crying, and the camera's shaking in his hands, but neither of them care - and he knows they're filming, but he just can't help himself, when he finally gulps down enough air to breathe, from saying, "I'm so in love with you."
He isn't scared. He thinks it's the most perfect sentence he's ever said.
Garrett is still snickering as he sets the bag of flour down, next to the bowl that was supposed to contain cookie dough by now. "Really?" he says, and Andrew almost thinks he doesn't believe him until - "You really chose this moment to tell me that you love me, Andrew? When there's so much flour on me that I look like a ghost?"
That just sends Andrew into another fit of laughter, and he can barely even complain when Garrett takes the camera from his hands, switches it off and puts it on the counter behind him. As soon as he's turned around again, Andrew is kissing him, pulling Garrett forward by the front of his shirt and tasting the light dusting of powder on his lips and grinning like a fool.
"Well, I'll have you know, Andrew Siwicki," Garrett starts when they finally pull away, out of breath -
"Yeah?" Andrew interrupts, stealing another kiss.
"- that I'm in love with you, too."
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morgchella💎🦄 9:22pm: So shane and ry are starting to get on me about getting garrett to talk?? morgchella💎🦄 9:23pm: also i heARD U AND GARRETT ARE FINALLY TOGETHER IS IT TRUE
Reply 9:23pm: fuck Reply 9:24pm: has caleb been telling everyone?????
morgchella💎🦄 9:25pm: OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG morgchella💎🦄 9:25pm: OH MY GOD ANDREW AAAAAAAHSDFJLKGSK morgchella💎🦄 9:25pm: CONGATSULATIONS I DUCKING KNEW U GUYS WOULDNT BE ABLE TOVHOLD OUT ANY LONGER
Reply 9:27pm: hahahahahahahahahahaahha omg morgan
morgchella💎🦄 9:27pm: this quarantine was actually a blessing in disguise 😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌 morgchella💎🦄 9:27pm: A global conspiracy just to get the two of u together
Reply 9:27pm: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHSDKJD Reply 9:28pm: morgan omg
morgchella💎🦄 9:28pm: No but fr I am so happy for u guys 🥺🥺🥺
Reply 9:29pm: thank u morgan. ily and that means a lot to me Reply 9:30pm: just please don't go spreading it around hahahahaha we wanna keep it on the dl
morgchella💎🦄 9:33pm: Ok I promise i won't but only if I am invited to your wedding
Reply 9:34pm: oh jesus Reply 9:35pm: ok i still gotta buy the ring tho
morgchella💎🦄 9:40pm: SJAKLSDJGFLKJBDFLKNCVCJLKSJDLFKSGOIXCLKJFHGLFKFHOIJADSKL
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It doesn't take long for them to fuck, and for Andrew to wonder why they ever wasted so much time not having sex when it's so mind-blowingly good - when Andrew's legs are slung over Garrett's shoulders, and he's a moaning, spluttering mess underneath Garrett, and they're both still getting used to touching each other like this and still laughing from time to time, and both of them are so warm and giggly and in love.
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G 🌸🐊⭐💕 2:33am: You're asleep but I just wanted to tell you that I love you G 🌸🐊⭐💕 2:34am: And that you look really pretty sleeping in my arms G 🌸🐊⭐💕 2:34am: And that I can't wait to talk to you soon when we're both awake G 🌸🐊⭐💕 2:34am: That's all :.)
Reply 10:47am: hi. you're still asleep. i love you so ridiculously much. Reply 10:49am: i hope your day is as special as you are, garrett watts 💗💗😊😊🌻🌻
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Andrew is still glowing in the late afternoon after their morning sex. It's hard to believe the state of the world right now when he's with Garrett.
He's wearing one of Garrett's flannels - the greenish-blue one, that he stole and wore on Garrett's last birthday, and is always so discreetly happy to wear out in public - and running his hands through his boyfriend's hair, and he feels so at peace.
That is - until he glances down at Garrett's phone and realizes he's tapping through one of Shane's endless Instagram videos, staring unhappily at the screen with the volume muted.
"Garrett, baby," he says, letting the still-new word roll off his tongue, taking pride in the little smile it brings to Garrett's face. "Have you talked to him recently?"
Garrett shakes his head, and panic pools in Andrew's stomach.
"He's been bugging me a lot lately," Andrew says cautiously, tentatively. "I think he wants closure. Things have been sort of up in the air with you two. For a long time. And -"
"I'm not interested in talking to him."
"Well, it's clearly making you upset to -"
"He's made it clear who he prioritizes in his life."
Andrew exhales sharply, turns away. Stops petting Garrett's hair. The taller of the two notices.
"Is he upsetting you, Andrew?" he asks quietly.
"Not really. I mean," he concedes, "a little bit, yeah, but I'm not... I'll be okay."
"Is he making you anxious?"
Andrew stares at his lap and says nothing.
"Fine, I'll talk to him," Garrett says. "For you. Not for him. To make him stop bothering you."
"Garrett, you don't have to."
"For you, Andrew." He takes Andrew's hand and squeezes it tight.
Andrew shivers, pulls his phone out of his pocket.
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Reply 8:18pm: garrett says he'll talk. u should call him sometime today before he forgets Reply 8:19pm: and please promise me you'll leave us alone after u talk to him
Shane 🐷🐷 8:27pm: I promise. Shane 🐷🐷 8:27pm: I'll call him soon.
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All he remembers is Garrett leaving at four a.m. to take a call from Shane, and him desperately trying to stay awake and wait for him to come back to bed, but -
The next thing he knows, he's squinting as the sun peeks through the blinds and Garrett is crawling under the covers, fully clothed, burying his face in Andrew's chest.
"Jesus," Andrew slurs, still caught in the throes of sleep. His arms reach out automatically to encircle Garrett as he mumbles, "What time is it, Garr?"
"Seven thirty."
"Oh, christ -" He is about to berate Garrett for staying up so late, but then he - he -
Garrett is crying.
And Andrew has never seen him cry before.
"Garrett, honey, I'm so sorry -"
"Please," Garrett says, so quietly that Andrew just barely hears - and Garrett doesn't beg, but - "Please, Andrew, let's not talk about it. Please."
"Okay. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."
"Can you just..." Garrett trails off, pushes himself further into Andrew's embrace. "Can you just hold me?"
He does. He swears to himself he'll never let go; never forgive himself for letting this happen to Garrett.
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Shane 🐷🐷 7:31am: Hey, can you do me a favor and ask Garrett about J? Shane 🐷🐷 7:36am: please. It's really important.
Shane 🐷🐷 1:45pm: Earth to andrew??
Reply 3:12pm: hey. i'm sorry. garrett had a really rough night.
Shane 🐷🐷 3:13pm: I did too. can you please ask him?
Reply 3:15pm: ask him what about jeffree? Reply 3:15pm: i hope you understand that you and i are not on the best terms rn, shane. Reply 3:16pm: whatever you said made garrett really really upset
Shane 🐷🐷 3:20pm: I need you to ask him if they fucked.
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"What the fuck, Shane? You can't just fucking text me that and expect -"
"Andrew, please. I can't even explain to you how important this is - you need to ask him -"
"No, you need to tell me what the fuck is going on." He hates that he's yelling at Shane. He hates that he called Shane in the first place. He hates that they're even speaking to each other at all. "Can you explain to me why the hell you've been so adamant about cutting Garrett out of your life for the past six months? Why you haven't so much as breathed in his direction since Ryland's fucking hotel video - why me and Morgan have been the only ones out of all of us to ever text him, or call, or ask him to hang out, and why you and Ryland won't even let him into your house anymore - your fucking best friend - you won't even let me -"
"Andrew?"
He whips around, sees Garrett standing in the doorway of their bedroom, a strange expression on his face.
"Who are you talking to?"
Andrew struggles to breathe. "It's no one, baby, don't worry," he says, the phone still held up to his ear.
"Ask him," Shane urges from the other line, and Andrew grits his teeth.
"Not until you start fucking explaining what's going on," he barks.
"Andrew," Garrett starts again.
"It's nothing, Garrett, I promise. I promise you, I'm taking care of it."
"You're talking to Shane, aren't you?"
"I - no, I'm -"
"Don't lie to me, Andrew," Garrett pleads. "What does he want?"
"I can't, Garr -"
"Ask," Shane says again.
Andrew hangs up on him, lets his phone fall onto the bed.
"What does he want, Andrew?"
Andrew's heart is going to beat out of his chest. Garrett is looking at him with the saddest expression Andrew's ever seen in his life.
"I..." he stutters. Tears are welling in his eyes. He hadn't expected this to hurt so much.
Garrett still just looks at him. Andrew wishes he would cross the room, come and hold him, but he doesn't.
"Garrett," he chokes out, finally; "Garr, did you sleep with Jeffree?"
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Mama 🧡 2:29pm: Hi Baby Boy.  Dad and I are missing you so so so so SOOO much!!!  Quarantine is lonely without you :(  But we hope you and Garr Bear are having fun!!  Please tell Linda I send her ALL my love, and that I hope she's feeding you two boys well.  Make sure you are WASHING YOUR HANDS and not going ANYWHERE unless absolutely necessary!!!!  I am serious!!!!!!  This corona virus is no joke and my heart would just shatter if you or Garr Bear got sick from it. Mama 🧡 2:34pm: And make sure you don't get sick from boredom too!!!!!  Dad is already losing his mind with online work, LOL!  But I'm sure Garrett can keep you entertained while you are stuck together.  You two are such silly, wonderful boys and I know how much you love to make each other laugh.  You are both so good for each other, in ways that I don't think you even see yet.  I know you could not stand to be separated so you must make sure you both are staying safe and healthy. Mama 🧡 2:36pm: Please give Garr Bear all my endless love, and keep him safe!!!!!  Love you so much my darling boy.  Hope we can visit and see you again once this has all blown over!  Love, Mom Siwicki 😊 😊 😊
Reply 4:58pm: hi mama. you have no idea how much i needed to hear that today. garrett and i are doing really well. i hope you and dad and 🐶 are staying very safe and enjoying your time together, too. Reply 4:59pm: i love you so much and i need to call you soon. important news regarding me and garrett that i think you'll be excited to hear. talk soon 🧡🧡
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You could cut the tension in the air between them with a knife.
Garrett stares.
Andrew trembles.
"Who - ?" Garrett starts after a long, terrible silence, and Andrew wants to scream. "Who do you think I am, Andrew?"
"Garrett, please just tell me."
"No, Andrew -"
"Please," Andrew whispers, "please, Garrett, Shane won't leave us alone until you -"
"I said no, Andrew."
"Garrett -"
"No, I mean - no, I didn't sleep with him."
Andrew blinks.
Then he collapses into tears, sitting down on the bed and burying his face in his hands, weeping like he had as a high schooler, after his first ever (albeit meaningless) relationship had ended. He hears rather than sees Garrett rush forward immediately; feels his big, strong arms around him as he sobs into Garrett's chest, letting his hands fall into his lap.
"I'm sorry," he chokes after a few minutes of devastating silence, punctuated only by the miserable sound of his own crying.
"Why are you sorry, Andrew?"
"Because this is happening to you," he mumbles against Garrett's shirt. "Because I don't - I shouldn't be crying right now, I don't have the right to be crying right now."
Garrett gently tilts Andrew's head up so he's looking at him, wiping Andrew's cheeks with the broad pad of his thumb. "It's okay to cry, Andrew," he says softly, and god, does Andrew love him.
"I shouldn't be so upset by this," he tries to interject. "I shouldn't be so jealous of Jeffree -" He breaks off, tasting the salt of his teardrops as they roll down his face, brush against his lips, and he gasps as his old insecurities come to light - and Garrett - sweet, wonderful Garrett - just holds him, because of course he's known, of course he noticed how Andrew failed to laugh when everyone else had at Jeffree's awful flirting - of course Garrett had seen the look on Andrew's face behind the camera, as he struggled to keep his hands steady and tried to block out the stomach-churning sound of Jeffree's simpering voice.
Of course he knows. Because he's Garrett, and he can read Andrew like a book, that's just a given - and they know each other better than they know their own selves.
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andrew💕.m4a
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"Hey.
"I love you.
"You're out on a walk right now. Um... and, well, I thought I'd just, um, try to get my thoughts. On everything. Out. And just kind of talk for a while, because, uh - because I miss you right now, and because you deserve to know what... why Shane needed to know about Jeffree. And. Shane just called me again. And cried a lot. Which was weird. So. I know you don't like to talk to anyone when you go on your walks, which is cute - so I'm recording this instead. Um... sorry, I'm just - moving around on the bed. Uh. There.
"Um - first of all, I just - I just really love you, Andrew. I've been in love with you for a really long time, and I'm just - god, you just make me so damn happy. I can't imagine spending my time with anyone else. I'm so - this whole... thing with us, our relationship, I guess you'd call it - it's so new and fresh, and I have to admit, I'm really scared, but I'm also just so happy and content, and I didn't... I didn't ever think, in, in a million years, that you would love me back. But I'm so grateful that you do. I really am.
"Um. I love you. And. I would never sleep with Jeffree. I hope you know that. Even if I hadn't been in love with you for almost... what is it, three years now? I would've said no to him anyway. He's not... I don't want that kind of life. I don't want to, to have a sugar daddy or whatever he was offering me. I don't want to just be a quick lay. I want... I want you, Andrew. Always been you. Always just... sorry, I - sorry for getting emotional. Um... ugh, god. You're turning me into a mess, Andrew. Uh. I just really love you. And I love what our relationship's been. And I love that - that there isn't that much change, now that we're dating, from what things were like before, and I can still talk to you, and you're still my best friend, and we can still joke around and laugh at nothing and just keep loving each other. I don't want a fuck buddy. I want a - a committed relationship, and someone I know I can spend the rest of my life with - and I know I'm rambling, and I know that this might... might scare you away, because this is so, so new to you, but - I wouldn't say it if I didn't think you felt the same way. Feel the same way.
"What you and I have is... I've been trying to recreate it for years, Andrew, and I've never, ever been able to. No matter how hard I tried - no matter how much I tried to forget - I can't replace you. You're... you're everything to me, Andrew, and I think you always will be. I hope you feel the same. Even if - even if things, yaknow, don't work out, down the line, and we de- we, um, decide we're better off as friends. I can't. I, uh - I can't imagine... oh, god, sorry, Andrew - I- I can't imagine living a life without you in it.
"God. Um. Where was I? God... So, uh - I said no to Jeffree. Is what I think I'm trying to say. He made it really clear what he wanted two years ago, and I said I wasn't interested - and when he approached me again, when he and Shane were filming the second series - that's when things started getting nasty. I - he didn't say anything to my face, he wasn't rude up-front. He's too... manipulative for that. I guess is the word. Um. Because he knew Shane would realize who he really is, if he was mean to me in front of him. So - from what Shane's told me, he sort of just started dropping subtle hints. And Shane just kind of... well, you know. You know how he is. He kind of just let himself get caught up in it. And I stopped getting invited to things. Which is fine. But... I mean, you know.
"I'm not really sure how to feel. Anymore. I miss Shane a lot, but... I don't know. He told me he wants to talk in person after all of this is over and we're back in L.A. I told him I want to, too, but I'm not sure how that talk's gonna go, really. He says he's sorry, and he's realized how badly he fucked up. And I want to forgive him. I really do. But if he keeps hanging around Jeffree, then I'm not sure I'd even want to be spending time with him anymore. He's kind of... changed. A lot.
"So... that's... off my chest. Um. I know that was a lot. I just thought you deserved to know everything. Because. I love you, and. I know how upset you were that Shane wanted to know what happened between me and Jeffree. I know it can't've been easy for you to... relive those memories. On top of everything else that's been going on lately. And I'm really sorry.
"Anyway. Enough of that negative stuff. I love you so much. I'm really excited to see you when you get back, because I'm gonna make you some hot chocolate. With cinnamon. And then we can go cuddle on the couch. Because I love you. And maybe watch movies with my mom. Because she loves us, too.
"Okay. Uhh. I love you so much. I'll talk to you soon. Bye."
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They recover.
They have a lot of sex, and Garrett stops being afraid of holding Andrew's hand in front of his mom, and Andrew breaks his radio silence to post something nonsensical on Instagram that he immediately forgets about.
They go exploring in the woods out behind Linda's house - "looking for cool bugs," Garrett grins - and it's nice enough for Garrett to wear shorts, because he's big and tall and always, always warm - Andrew doesn't understand how he can possibly be so constantly, gloriously warm - and they fuck around between the pine trees and look down the hill and feel just a little bit smaller.
Andrew makes sure he reminds Garrett at least every five minutes of how much he loves him.
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"What're you thinking about?"
Andrew pours the milk over his coffee and watches it swirl, spiral, fade and eddy out.
"I'm wondering what's gonna happen after all this," he says. Garrett hands him the silicone tray he's been holding for some time now, and Andrew takes three ice cubes - no, four - and plops them into his drink. "What's gonna happen to us once everything's back to normal."
"Oh," Garrett says. "I think we'll probably just go back to what we usually do."
"Yeah?"
"Mmhmm, I'll text you to hang out every other day or so, and we'll go to Coffee Bean and completely lose track of time, and then we'll end up getting lunch and spending the entire day together. Maybe film some videos, too."
"You think so?"
"Yeah, I do." Garrett stirs his own glass with a straw - the metal one he always steals from Andrew - whipping the grains of sugar around in a little whirlpool at the bottom. "Or you could just... move in with me. If you wanted to."
Andrew nearly spills iced coffee all over the kitchen floor.
"I..." he stutters, his face a dark red. "Garrett. You'd... you'd let me do that? You want to live together?"
"Well, yeah, don't you? I mean, you practically live in my house already, Andrew; it'd just be a matter of getting all your stuff over."
Andrew sets his drink down; smiles up at Garrett; tries to pretend the glossy sheen to his eyes is just a trick of the light. "I'd really like that, Garr," he says, and then Garrett is wrapping his arms around his waist, letting his chin rest atop Andrew's head, and Andrew isn't quite sure exactly what he's done to ever deserve to feel as at peace, as content, as loved as this.
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[ VOICEMAIL from "Mama 🧡" at 5:03pm ]
"Hi, baby, it's Mom. Thank you so much for calling yesterday. I love you so much and I'm so glad to hear you and Garrett are staying safe. I'm so, so proud of you for finally working up the courage to tell him how you feel; that can't've been easy. I've known for a long time that you've been struggling with how you feel about him. I know you so well, Andrew, and God bless you, but you're so easy to read. Can't believe that boy of yours didn't pick up on it sooner - but I told you so, didn't I? Your father and I have always known about you two, ever since you first told us about him... Anyway, stay safe, my love. Don't go outside unless you absolutely have to. And you put a ring on that boy soon, you hear me? I'm so endlessly proud of you. Love you to bits. Talk soon."
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I wanna know more about your ghost, Cosmos!
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“Me?? I’m nothing too special, unless you’ve already had an earful from that floorflusher. Losing that dame did him in, i’ll say that. What do you want to know about me?”
(( Cosmos! Avian’s Ghost! Here’s some fun things about him!
-Default ghost voice(Nolan North)
-Enough 20′s lingo that you’ll want to strangle him in the first 5min of talking to him. Literally just someone pulled from the roarin’ 20′s.
-Doesn’t talk too much to other people but can be fairly snarky when he does. Mostly talks to Avian.
-Humming or singing almost all the time if it’s quiet. Feeds into Avian’s love of dancing probably too much
-Out and about pretty much all the time in no-combat zones. Rarely shows himself in combat areas unless he’s needed. Is hesitant to even come out to scan things.
-In non-combat areas if he isn’t hovering around he likes to chill in the collar of Avian’s robes.
-Helps with Avian’s star charts and area maps. He’s happy his shell is able to reflect something his guardian loves
-Excitable and won’t stop if you get him started but knows when it’s time to be serious.))
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wheremytwinwatches · 4 years
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[Where My Twin Watches]: Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood Episode 12
Episode 12 - “One is All, All is One” We open with whoawhoawhoa it’s Beardy from the intro. Papa Elric? Do we finally get backstory on Absent Dad this episode?
Beardy doesn’t look happy about something. And Ed wakes up in shock. More points towards it being Papa Elric, and also it not being the healthiest of families. But hey, this is anime, good luck finding any Protagonist families without Drama. Al says they’re almost at Dublith, asks if Ed was having a bad dream. Then stays oddly quiet when Ed says it was about ‘him’. Jeez, what’s with this guy? In town, both boys are very unenthusiastic about seeing Teacher again. And now the screens suddenly shaking, the door creaks open ominously gah bloody knife what the Oh dear. A very very big man has just stepped outside. Seriously, this guy looks like he could give Armstrong himself a run for his money. [Ed]: “Um… hello, Sig.” [Al]: “Long time no see.” Ah, a butcher! Got it. He’s rather chill about seeing the Elrics after so long, just patting them on the head and commenting on how they’ve grown (and can I just say how it’s adorable for the Giant Fanged Suit of Armor to be happy about having his head rubbed? Daw.) Sig pokes his head through a window, tells “Izumi” that the “Elric Shrimps” have come for a visit, she puts down an Alchemy book and says that she’s feeling a little better today. You’re right Al, that doesn’t sound good. What’s wrong with Teacher? Oh. Oh dear. Ed just got done kicked in the face across the street. I believe I have a good read on Teach, now.
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To menacing music, McKickyFace steps outside, looking down on Ed with shadowed face and glowing red eyes. [McKickyFace]: “Hello, my stupid pupil! I hear you’ve become one of the military’s dogs!” And then the creaky door betrays Al’s hiding spot, she turns… and Al’s cuteness factor is unstoppable, McKickyFace instantly transforms to Izumi, commenting on how Al has grown. Aw, that’s nope never mind just a ruse to easily throw Al to the dirt. Jeez, for someone “not feeling well” you’re tossing these chumps around like ah that’s blood. No Teach, I don’t think you’re “perfectly fine.” Sig tells her not to exert herself and oh they’re married. One, that’s adorable, and two, ok that explains why they went to Sig. But above all else that’s adorable. Also funny how their love is so overpowering that Ed’s just standing there unnerved, getting bumped in the head by floating hearts. Inside, the four are sitting around a table, the conversation as typical being about the Philosopher’s Stone. Teacher doesn’t know much about it though, says it doesn’t hold much interest for her. Why’s that, do you know the secret or just have that much faith in your own abilities? Sig contributes that there was one guy in Central who knew about it. A guy called Hohenheim? Whoa Ed what’s wrong? And Al, do you recognize it too? Ah, image of Beardy! Teacher asks why the reaction to the name, Al confirms that it is indeed Papa Elric. Who “ran out” on them when they were little? Damnit man, why do you have to perpetuate the trope of Absent Anime Father? Flashback! Mama and Papa Elric are standing at the door, Baby!Ed and Baby!Al happened to be up early in the morning. Mama’s of course all over her children, but Papa Elric… just glares down at Ed, that’s the only description I can use for that look. Then he turns without a word, and walks out the door. ...seriously? Dude, dick move. So Mama Elric did say later that Papa left, but not with any finality. Then we get various scenes of Mama Elric and the Babies being cute, until… Mama Elric collapsed on the floor. Back in the present, with Ed still lost in Flashback-Land, Ed asks if Papa Elric had said anything about the Stone. Teacher says it was something about a life-long dream coming true. Even happy when he said it. Then she gets up, punches Ed out his sulk, and says that they’re going to eat.
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At the dinner, Sig offers Al some food… uh oh. Have the Brother’s really not explained about Al’s state? Wow, really subtle attempt to change the subject to the last episode there Ed. I can tell Sig’s not buying it, he just looks to Izumi drinking her tea. Another flashback? A big storm in their hometown, the young Elrics are looking down with the other townsfolk as men try to keep a sandbag barrier holding against a flood. The wall’s breaking, everyone’s pulling back- except for Teacher, who’s striding past them as the epic string music picks up. With a clap of her hands (ooh, so Ed picked up on not using TCs from her!), she earthbends a bunch of walls up to hold back the river. And then Sweetie Sig walks over with an umbrella as she turns to the crowd. Who don’t recognize her? Ah right, a passerby, she lives in Dublith after all. And then she vomits blood again. Oh dear. Ah, so the boys were too short to see the blood this first time, all they saw was someone being Awesome and Saving The Town. So of course they run up and ask her to be their teacher. Buuut maybe don’t call her “Old Lady”. She refuses at first, she doesn’t teach and she’s just passing through, but when she’s told that they two boys clinging to her arm are orphans? [Pretty Lady]: “How am I supposed to say no to that?” And now for the first lesson: apparently, getting dropped off on an island and left to fend for themselves. Without any alchemy, even. Lady, I have to question your teaching methods.
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Titledrop! “One is all… and all is one.” They have- one month?! Good Leto woman, you’re leaving them on their own for a freaking month? Yeah, the boy’s aren’t doing too well their first night. Trying (and failing) to sleep on some palm leaves, stomach’s rumbling. A lesson in wilderness survivalism, then? Ad-break picture of Sig and Izumi looking ready for a fight, shows last name of ‘Curtis’. So what’s their story? Sig seems to be working away as a butcher, a proper butcher unlike a certain Pudgy we’ve met before. But what about Izumi? Where did she get her training, and learn how to do non-TC Alchemy? Aaand where the first picture was of them looking tough, the second is of Big Tough Sig fanning his blood-spitting wife. Lady, maybe you should get that looked at. Oh, show’s answering my question already, apparently they work the butcher shop together. Sig’s wondering if they’re doing alright, Izumi stands by her lesson as being the best way to learn the essentials of alchemy. The same way she was taught, even. Casual throw of sharpened knife to Sig who does a two-finger catch (making me wonder if he has any training?), Big Butcher says he’s more concerned about their lives being in danger. Izumi scoffs, saying her training began with fighting bears for a whole month in the mountains. In winter, no less! ...couldn’t help but notice that you look a bit older that the Elrics in that picture, Izumi. On the island itself, the Brothers have just caught a rabbit in a snare! However, it leaves them with a live rabbit, so they’ll have to kill it themse- Oh that is just not fair. Rabbit’s going full Cute Anime Mode to avoid being dinner. The Brothers are playing Hot Potato with the knife to avoid using it. Until a passing fox takes advantage of the easy meal, and runs off with the rabbit. But look! The fox took the rabbit to feed its cubs! Aw, that’s sweet. Then the cubs start eating, and the Brother’s quickly decide to try fish instead. Yep, kinda hard to fish without rods. Maybe you can carve a spear? Or just build a lean-to, and go without food for a few more days. Yeesh, Ed’s not doing too well. Had a moment where he hallucinated Al as food and chomped, and now is alternating between nomming on ants and screaming about how gross they are. Oh, turning point! Ed’s talking about how he’s alive because he ate the ants. Um, no? I seriously doubt those few bugs gave you enough calories to make up for a few days foodless. Or rather it’s a metaphorical thing, how Ed’s alive because he consumed life. And then I guess he resolves that if he’s going to eat life to live, and by Leto he’s going to be at the top of the food chain! Cue montage of the Brothers going all Lord of the Flies, fashioning tools, chasing down a rabbit and killing it before a passing fox this time, starting a fire. They even get to the point that they toss some cooked food to the fox cubs in passing. Finally, it’s the night before Teacher’s to come back. Al asks Ed if he’s figured out what she meant by “One is all, and all is one.” Ed confirms that after he ate the ants, he thought his body feeding the ants, going to earth and becoming grass that the rabbits would eat... ...if I wasn’t doing a Professor Moody theme this episode, this would be a perfect spot for a Lion King gif. So yeah, Ed thought about the food chain. But also the island, how long ago it was under water, and thousands of years from now it could be the top of a mountain. It’s an “all things are connected” lesson, how in the span of the cosmos even our Main Characters are smaller than ants are to them. Test time! Teacher arrives and asks for their answer. [Al]: “All is one!” [Ed]: “And one is me!” Teacher… bursts out laughing? But she accepts the answer, and says the real training starts now. Now in Dublith, Teach is casually reading a cookbook while she lectures about TCs as the basis of Alchemy and absently spars with the Brothers. Sick moves lady, her technique seems to be all about deflecting and redirecting their attacks. That’s Judo, I think? Reviewing the lesson, Al calls her out on not using TCs when she casts, they ask how she does it. Teacher says something cryptic about herself being the matrix, that it might be something they learn if they see the truth. Wait… truth, or ‘Truth’? And yup, Ed wakes up with a realization: Teacher has seen the truth too. The next day, the Brothers are meeting with Teacher in the front yard, presumably to ask her. But she suddenly Alchemizes a spear from the wall, strikes out at Ed who has to TC-less change his arm to a blade in defense. That, on top of Al being armor and Ed missing two limbs confirms it for her: Edward’s seen it too. Which begs the question: how did Izumi see the Truth? Did she try Human Transmutation too? Yep, she did. And the rebound struck her… stomach. And in the center… Ah. That’s who she was trying to bring back. Izumi confirms the sad tale, why she committed the taboo. And when she says that it must have been awful for them, the Elrics adopt their customary bravado about it. ‘Not a big deal’, Al’s got his list of stuff to do, ect ect... [Izumi]: “You darling little idiots. It’s ok to hurt.” ... [Ed]: “Forgive us.” [Al]: “We’re so sorry, Teacher.” [Ed]: “Please forgive us.” [Al]: “We’re so sorry.” [Ed]: “Please forgive us.” [Al]: “We’re so sorry.” Flashback to the island, the young brothers expounding on living being the deconstruction and reconstruction of old life to new life [Ed]: “Alchemy is part of that flow. And the flow is life itself.” End-credits. Oof. Started out as a mostly amusing episode, was mostly looking for details on Absent Papa Elric. But nope, Brotherhood continues to be brutal to my emotions.
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championfrita · 4 years
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Pokémon Sword and Shield Review
So...I've taken some time to fully play Pokémon Shield. Now, I know this is pretty delayed, and I got the double pack so I wanted to play Sword first to see if how I felt was really accurate or if I was being too harsh. That said, let's talk about my experience with the Galar Region.
Initial Impressions
Overall, I was excited to play Shield at first. Everything was bright and exciting and the characters were easy to recognize and not overly generic.
The first few hours of this game, well it's a slow burn. And I do mean SLOW. Even with the text set to Fast and me taking things at my own pace it took me at least a good couple hours to reach the Wild Area. Furthermore, this game has an infernal amount of handholding, even when given the option to say "I know all this already" it still gives a brief explaination for almost anything and STILL makes you sit ALL THE WAY THROUGH the catch tutorial.
It's 2019 and older players still don't get the option to skip this. Come on GameFreak.
That said, the longer I played the more I began to notice...how should I put this? Blatant laziness?
The Wild Area
Now, the CONCEPT of the Wild Area in theory is amazing. It's still not too bad as is, but there are definitely flaws. For starters, the same tree has been copy pasted all over the place to make up 90% of the foliage.
More than that, though, despite the Wild Area having a good selection of Pokémon and a fairly varietied environment (desert, lakes, forest) it feels oddly...empty. There are no real secrets to speak of, no hidden areas, no easily missed items. Everything is all right out there to see and spread pretty far apart. I don't know if it's a lack of Trainers or the fact that I don't have an Online membership so I played alone, but the Wild Area feels like it just needs something MORE.
Dynamax Raid Battles, even when done alone, are fairly fun and sometimes challenging with the turn limit. Radiant AI Trainers spawn in to assist you if you're playing alone so there's no worries about having to take one on with just one Pokémon.
Camping, which can be done anywhere but is introduced to the player here, is an absolute treat. Have YOU played fetch with a unicorn? I have, and I love it. The wide variety of curries you can make with different ingredients is nice, and your Pokémon even get EXP boosts if you play with and feed them while camping.
The Pokémon
Honestly, I'm really not impressed. The Galar Dex of new Pokémon feels painfully small, so much so that playing Pokémon GO and catching a few Unova Pokémon made me yearn for the days when we used to get regions completely FULL of new Pokémon. Remember when you had to wait until AFTER the main game to start catching Pokémon from past gens? I...well, this might be an unpopular opinion, but I LIKED that.
That said, using a sparse selection of Galar Pokémon and Galar Regional Variants on my team definitely made the Gym Challenge more difficult. I picked Scorbunny, because Fire Types, and honestly didn't really care for it or its evolutions at first. Cinderace has really grown on me though and I like Pyro Ball as a move. It's flashy and powerful and that suits me just fine. Most of the new Pokémon's DESIGNS were good and I liked them, there just really weren't ENOUGH of them.
I'm fairly pleased with the regional variants as well. It was difficult to adjust to Ponyta and Rapidash being Psychic Type, but I really liked having them on my team. At the same time...Meowth not evolving into a Persian doesn't really sit right with me.
I'm all for branch evolutions, but Perrserker honestly just looks more like a giant Galar Meowth than anything. I played this with only the info given in the few scattered trailers I'd seen, so I was genuinely excited to see what a Galarian Persian would look like only to end up with Perrserker. The Typing is phenominal, and I think it's great to see a Steel Type Meowth for a change, but I just don't like where they went with it. Eh. Ces't la vie, moving on.
The Story
It's weak. Straight up, the story in this game is poor. There were so many directions they could have gone. I really liked the idea of Rose being this charismatic chairman hype man for the League and being the bad guy. I saw it coming, but it was a nice change to see just based on his personality. Still, it feels rushed. His motivations are really one dimensional and glossed over. Like, "Oh, here's the bad guy. Go get him." It worked in Gen 1 because Giovanni was a MOBSTER. He was MEANT to be a bad guy straight to the core in general, but Rose just doesn't have that vibe.
Not only that, but the "Bad League Members" are kinda meh. That feels REALLY lazy. They didn't even really get a decent uniform change when they started taking on the name Macro Cosmos in Rose Tower. They got black glasses. That's it. Just that. The fight with Eternatus feels painfully rushed and shoehorned in too, almost like they thought "Oh no, we need to give them a big nasty boss to fight! Let's just throw a random monster at them and say Rose summoned it. Seems like a solid plan."
I DID like the after story with Piers though. It really solidifies that older brother sort of nature with him, even if he tries to hide it most of the time.
The Characters
I liked Hop. As a character he's really fun and I like how they gave him this over excited very grand gestured sort of personality. He's really just happy to be ANYWHERE as long as it's with his Pokémon and you. His admiration for his big bro might come off strong and make him seem a little flat at first, but he's overall portrayed as a good kid and I like him.
Leon on the other hand...well I hated him for most of the game. His design is great and he looks fabulous, but he just has the most cocky, obnoxious, pandering personality 90% of the time. Still, I have to give credit where credit is due and recognize that he IS actually a multifaceted character. He showboats not just because he's too confident but also to give the crowd a show and put people at ease in times of danger. Not only that, but his recognition of his little brother's accomplishments and his graceful acceptance of defeat when you beat him reveals a really well written character.
I don't DISlike Sonia, and I have no problem with Prof. Magnolia sitting on the sidelines, but she can be a little...irritating at times with the way she speaks about and to people. The Gym Leaders, aside from Piers, feel a little...light.
I mean, most Gym Leaders don't have detailed backstories, but these ones feel paper thin personality wise as well. I had to look at the official GUIDE just to be sure what the relationship between Melony and Gordie even WAS because you only seem him in her Special League Card in Shield and that tells you nothing about him. The only real leaders that stood out to me were Piers and Raihan, and while I was iffy about his design at first I LOVE Raihan. He has so much more personality and ferocity than any of the other leaders. And the social commentary about him needing to constantly take and post a selfie, even after losing, is a nice touch.
The Galar Region
Is very linear. Like, VERY linear. Even when you take a branching path it either loops back around or gives you a free ride to wherever you have to backtrack to. I hope you like Hammerlocke, cuz you're gonna be visiting there several times.
I know that the region is based off the UK, and maybe my Americanized idea of cities is different (idk, I've never been to the UK), but a lot of the towns in this game feel really small. Like, almost smaller than some of the towns in Hoenn small. Maybe it's a lack of significant interactable buildings, but despite many of them having multiple floors you typically can only access one and that's kind of a disappointment. The hotel in Wyndon won't even let you get in the elevator, and while I get that Alola also did that, it's kind of jarring when the hotel in Motostoke WILL let you see other floors.
That said, I kind of expected more than ONE Wild Area. The one we DID get is fine, and I appreciate what it is and lets us do, but I honestly thought there would be multiple places to really explore outside the standard straight lines. Pokémon has never been a franchise to shy away from puzzles before so I expected this to not be any different. Unfortunately, I was wrong.
Moreover, many of the environment pieces are just UGLY. A lot of the ground textures are reused 3DS assets, and those copy pasted trees I mentioned earlier? Also 3DS assets. How do I know? They're pentagonal instead of round. In other words, they have five sides. Why? Because the 3DS hardware couldn't handle complex environmental shapes that well so they could get away with it, but now that we have nice round berry trees the contrast becomes painful. The Wild Area is so ugly the first time you see it is at NIGHT. They were so aware of what they did they hoped making it darker would hide the lazy flop instead of showing off how bad it was.
It isn't like they COULDN'T fix it either. Look at Ballonlea and Glimwood Tangle. They're absolutely beautiful and very well done. The modeling with them is fantastic and I love the glowing effects. They absolutely could've made the poorly done areas look amazing, but for some reason they didn't and the game suffers some as a result.
Other Thoughts
The Gym Challenges...they were not fun. Like, honestly some were ok. Herding Wooloo was easy, but they really didn't feel like anything I would expect from a Gym. The water puzzle in Nessa's Gym was fine, and I personally liked the spinning cup ride, but the rest just felt like agonizingly long padding because they couldn't come up with anything. Look at Circhester's challenge. It's a dowsing rod gauntlet where you have to avoid falling in pits in an artificial blizzard. It. is. SO. SLOW. That said, Spikemuth having just a Trainer gauntlet instead was kind of awkward. I reached the end and asked myself "Was that it? Is this it? Is this all there is to Spikemuth? Just one giant alleyway and a Pokémon Center?"
Raihan's three trials of worthiness challenge? It was more difficult than the battle AGAINST RAIHAN. Speaking of, I beat Hop, Marnie, Bede, all the Gym Leaders, Rose, Oleana, and Leon on my first try every time. While it was more difficult with my specific Pokémon choices, it really wasn't much. And can I just say that the Gym Badges are kinda lame? I get what they were going for, but the designs of each piece could've been really unique and intricate and instead we got glorified stamps.
I liked a lot of the general features of the game. Camping, clothing shops, League Cards. I love designing League Cards, even if I'm the only one who's ever gonna see em. That said, the clothing choices were really narrow based on what we got in Sun and Moon. The variety of different items was pretty small, though I loved all the punk leather stuff but WOW IS IT EXPENSIVE. Like Lumiose Boutique expensive. AND WHY IS THERE NEVER A REDHEAD HAIR COLOR THAT ISN'T JUST AUBURN RED? There are actually A LOT of redheads with LIGHT RED hair (that's more a personal gripe than anything, I know).
A lot of the music felt almost like rehashes of older BGMs. Like, Postwick, Route 1, and Wedgehurst all sound like they have remixed Hoenn music. A lot of the other music tracks just don't feel fitting for the areas or for Pokémon games in general. I like parts of the Slumbering Weald music and I like the Gym Music, but the opening of Slumbering Weald feels awkward and like it doesn't fit a mysterious forest we're not allowed to be in.
I know I've complained a lot, but there were some things I genuinely liked. A lot of the Pokémon designs, place names, and other radiant decor and parts of the region are actually subtle and not so subtle references to cultural points of the UK. Skwovet and its evolution for example are a gray and red squirrel respectively and are a nod to invasive species, which is neat.
In Conclusion
Is Pokémon Sword and Shield amazing? No. Is it bad? No. Sword and Shield fall into that mediocre middle ground of being ok but nothing to write home about. Could I have done without them? Sure, they aren't some world ending imperitive must play. They're ok, and they make for a fine jumping on point and a fine little adventure if you have spare time. Have other mainline games done it better? Heck yeah, but that doesn't mean Sword and Shield haven't done a few good things too.
Overall, it sort of feels like GameFreak bit off more than they could chew, or were afraid to make changes because of unfamiliarity with the Switch's hardware and software limitations. Pokémon Let's Go had a lot more effort, but it also was much safer and had a much easier to work with art style to everything. Chibi proportions are a lot easier to fake than a more realistic counterpart. Things can be not perfect and it's less noticable than with more realistic proportions, and I think they were afraid to push back the deadline any further for the inevitable backlash despite that being what they likely needed. The DLC may change my mind, but as it stands, just the fact that they feel they can JUSTIFY their laziness with DLC packs really upsets me.
I give Pokémon Sword and Shield a 5/10.
It's just, OK.
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Smoothies: Weicca Fic
This was somewhat inspired by the idea of Weisz being totally jealous. Anyways, I hope you enjoy! D:
Smoothies
          “Oh my gosh, look!” Weisz was laying on the floor staring up at all the wires under Rebecca’s desk. He groaned pushing himself out from under and glancing up at her from where he lay.      
          “What?”
          “Someone left a really nice comment on one of my videos!”
          “That’s what you wanted to show me? Do you want this fixed or what?”
          “Of course, I want it fixed!” Rebecca huffed, “I was just excited, that’s all.” Weisz rolled his eyes and shuffled back under the desk grabbing at some wires. As much as he thought Rebecca’s dream was weird, he did like to see her smile. She was passionate, and if he could help her achieve that dream, and maybe see her smile a little more… that was good enough for him. He let out a sigh as he worked.
          “Fine, I’ll bite. What’d the comment say?”
          Rebecca scooted back in her seat and leaned over to look down at him with a grin. “Really?” He dropped his hands to his sides and nodded.
          “Sure, why not?”
          “Get up here, I’ll show you!” Rebecca held out a hand and Weisz took it with a groan. She pulled him up to his feet so he could look over her shoulder as she scrolled through her feed. “Check it out!” She pointed to a little box where someone had left a nice comment.
          “renby38?” Weisz narrowed his eyes.
          “That’s just their online name! Look what they said about my video!” She pointed just below the name. Weisz leaned in closer to read it.
          Your videos are adorable! I love watching them. I subscribed—can’t wait for more.
          “Huh,” he shrugged. “That’s good, I guess. You don’t get comments like that all the time?” Rebecca glanced over at him, her eyes wide.
          “Weisz!” She beamed, and he felt his cheeks flush. “That’s really sweet of you, but no! I’m not that popular yet! I don’t get very many comments… So this is…” she smiled a little. Weisz frowned. Her expression was almost dreamy. “It’s really nice.”
          “Okay…” He wasn’t sure he liked the way she was almost daydreaming. “I’m going to finish fixing your thing here. It’ll only be a second…”
          “Huh? Oh! Thanks.” Weisz let out another sigh and ducked back under her desk. Yeah. You’re welcome.
***
          Maybe he didn’t understand the whole popularity thing, but really—how long could someone obsess over one singular video comment? Rebecca had been pondering over the whole day how to respond, and when she finally did, she announced it gleefully. He was happy for her, he really was, because this was her dream—but over the next few days he started to really not like renby38. On the next video she posted, Rebecca got another comment from the same person. And on the next, and on the next, and by the time the week was up all Weisz had heard about was renby38 this and renby38 that. By the time the week was up he wanted to strangle renby38.
          He had been watching Shiki play with some marbles for the last hour across the room. The guy was fascinated with the way they caught the light, and shimmered different colors depending on how he held them. After setting aside a purple one he glanced up at Weisz with a frown. “What’s wrong?”
          Weisz narrowed his eyes. “What do you mean?”
          “You’ve been tapping your leg like that for an hour, at least.”
          “It’s just….!” Weisz groaned, clenching his fists, “That person Rebecca keeps talking to!”
          “Oh, her new friend?” Shiki frowned.
          Weisz stopped moving, and glanced up at thwomp-boy again with narrowed eyes. “I wouldn’t call them friends.”
          “Why not? They’ve been talking a lot.” Shiki shrugged.
          “Yeah, they have!” Weisz snapped, “A lot! Doesn’t that bother you?!”
          Shiki blinked, and then shook his head, “No?”
          Weisz gritted his teeth and stood. It doesn’t bother him at all? “Fine, whatever. I’m going to go check up on everyone else.” The moment he was away from Shiki he practically slumped against the wall, taking in a deep breath. It doesn’t bother him at all. Why does it bother me so much?
***
          “This is going to be amazing!” Rebecca gasped. “This planet houses the biggest waterpark in the cosmos! And it’s the perfect tropical paradise!” She clapped her hands. Her hair was tied back into pigtails, and her cheeks were flushed in the sun. This is ridiculous. Weisz felt heat rise in his cheeks. Rebecca’s just a friend. The past few weeks had been a nightmare. Weisz hadn’t been able to get Rebecca out of his head, and all she had been able to talk about was this new fan of hers. At least, for now, things seemed to be back to normal. Rebecca was focused on filming a fun time at this ridiculously large waterpark. And Weisz was happy enough to tag along. It was warm, but not too warm. Just warm enough to enjoy the water.
          “What do you want to do first?!” Rebecca swung around to face him suddenly. He blinked, surprised.
          “What?”
          “Let’s choose something to do, together! While we wait for the others to show up. We could ride that thing!” She pointed towards a huge waterslide across the way. As fun as it would be to watch her panic going down… He glanced over to her again, and realized he just wanted to do something relaxing—maybe get to know her better…
          “Let’s get something to drink,” he said. Her eyes lit up.
          “Ahhhh! There’s a smoothie place that’s supposed to be really popular.” She took his hand in hers, entwining their fingers, and dragging him across the main square—past an enormous fountain and a guy selling popsicles. The smoothie place was small, but packed, a testament to its popularity. It took them forever to get to the counter to order their smoothies, and by the time they got out of the shop with their drinks Weisz was sure the others had arrived and were looking for them. But Rebecca didn’t seem bothered. She clutched her yellow smoothie leaning back against the building in the shade.
          “What flavor did you get?” She asked. Weisz shrugged.
          “Strawberry.”
          “Can I try?”
          “Sure,” he passed her his drink. She took a sip and then grinned up at him again. “What?”
          “It’s good. Wanna try mine?” She held out her yellow smoothie with a soft smile. Weisz hesitated and then shrugged, taking the smoothie from her hand—fingers brushing. He took a sip. Mango. Or maybe a hint of citrus of some kind. It tasted like sunshine. He glanced over at her. Tastes kind of the way I feel when I’m around her.
          “What?” Rebecca laughed, “You’re looking at me funny. You don’t like it?”
          “No, it’s good.” He said, handing her back her smoothie. “We should… um… we should find—”
          “Rebecca!” That’s not a familiar voice. Weisz turned, just as Rebecca stood up straight, to see some guy—with long dark hair and wide eyes running right towards them.
          “Uh… do you know this guy?” Weisz frowned. But before Rebecca could answer, the guy grabbed her hands, knocking the smoothie away. Weisz reached out to catch it but it slammed into the concrete—splattering yellow across the pavement.
          “Hey, buddy, watch it—!” Weisz reached out to grab the guy’s shirt, but he shoved him off with his shoulder.
          “I can’t believe it’s really you!” he gasped, “You’re really here. Rebecca!”
          “I… I’m sorry…” Rebecca glanced over at Weisz, eyes wide, “I… I don’t know you…?”
          “It’s me!” He gasped, “Renby38! It’s me!” Weisz froze. This guy is renby38?! He wasn’t at all what he had expected… or maybe not at all what he had hoped. Renby38 turned out to be pretty good looking—tall, though definitely not as tall as Weisz, and fit. His hair was a mess. Weisz would rather be caught dead then grow his hair out like that. And the glasses were weird. Sort of. And maybe the way his shoulders trembled every time he said Rebecca’s name—no, scratch that. The worst part about renby38 was that Rebecca’s expression. Weisz had never seen Rebecca look so uncomfortable, and—beneath that—maybe a little afraid. And that sudden urge to strangle renby38 returned.
          “Aren’t you glad I found you?!” The guy was blabbering on. “I knew you were coming to this planet from your videos! I knew I had to meet you! It’s like a dream come true.”
          “Right!” Rebecca whispered, her voice hoarse. “Maybe you can let go and we can talk… or…” renby38’s knuckles were white. He was holding on tight. Weisz snapped. He gritted his teeth and reached out, grabbing renby38’s shoulders and yanking him away—hard.
          “She said ‘let go,’ asshole.” He said.
          Renby38 narrowed his eyes. “I know you. You’re the guy from her videos.”
          He hadn’t really realized that this would happen—that renby38 would know him. He knew he was in Rebecca’s videos sometimes. There was one where she had filmed him playing with some parts he had found. His fingers had been stained with grease. He had been a mess.
          “What are you doing?” She had asked, reaching out to poke his shoulder.
          “Working.”
          She had dropped her voice to a whisper. “See that, viewers. The mysterious Weisz at work, actually caught on film. Let’s not disturb him. He’s very cute when he’s concentrating.”
          “You’re the one,” renby38 hissed, “That guy from Rebecca’s videos.”
          “So? What are you gonna do about it?” Weisz hissed.
          “I’m not here to see you. I’m here to see Rebecca.”
          “Rebecca and I are a package deal,” Weisz snapped. “You’re here to see Rebecca, you get to see me too. And you get to pay for the smoothie you just destroyed.”
          “I’m not doing anything you say,” renby38 snorted, “I came here for Rebecca and I’m going to get Rebecca.” He ripped his arm away from Weisz and reached out to grab Rebecca again—this time grabbing for her face. I’m really going to strangle him! But before Weisz could grab him, Rebecca’s face twisted in rage and she swung her arm back and slammed her fist into the guy’s nose. He stumbled backwards, clutching his face. “What the hell?!”
          “I’m trying to have a good time, and you have to go and ruin it!” She snapped, “And you dumped my smoothie everywhere!”
          Renby38 took a step forward, “I’m not giving up so easily—”
          “Get out! Before I change my mind and break your nose!” Renby38 hesitated. He glanced over Rebecca and her raised fists, and then his eyes darted back to Weisz—who was glaring at him, fist clenched, jaw tight. Renby38 glanced once more at Rebecca, and then he turned and ran. Weisz watched him go. It felt like a huge burden had been lifted off his shoulders. He groaned, taking a step back and leaning against the building behind them. Rebecca deflated, her shoulders relaxed. Her yellow smoothie was melting on the hot pavement.
          “Ahhh… punching that guy really hurt my hand.” She held out her hand. Weisz could see the tears in her eyes, and he knew it wasn’t because of her hand. He stood up straight and gently took her hand in his, rubbing his thumb over her knuckles.
          “Are they bruised?”
          “Yeah,” she whispered, trying not to look up at him.
          “Hey,” he said, “I think you did the right thing. I’m sorry it all had to turn out that way.” He let out a sigh, “But I’m glad he’s gone.” The relief must have really shone through in his voice because she glanced up—one tear rolling down her cheek—with a grin.
          “Aw, Weisz! Were you jealous?!” She sang.
          “No,” he huffed. “I just didn’t like him.”
          “You were totally jealous!” She gasped. Weisz dropped her hand with a shake of his head.
          “I was not.” He glanced back over at the smoothie melting on the concrete, and then held out his strawberry smoothie, “Here.”
          Rebecca’s eyes lit up, and she took the cold drink from his hands—taking a long sip. Her eyes fluttered closed and she let out a sigh. “Good.” Then she glanced up at him with a teasing smile. “You want a taste?” She held out his drink, but his eyes never once left her smile.
          “Yeah,” he murmured, his voice low, “I do.” He cupped her cheek with his hand and leaned in to steal a kiss. She wrapped an arm around his shoulder, pulling him close, deepening their kiss. The cold smoothie pressed against his back in her hand, but he could barely feel it. His heart was hammering in his chest, his cheeks hot—his whole body hot. She tasted faintly of strawberries and citrus against his tongue. And when they pulled away to breathe, he only wanted to taste it again. Rebecca was just as flushed as he was, mouth hanging open.
          “W…” She took a deep breath, “Weisz—”
          “Heyyy!” Shiki. Weisz groaned inwardly. “There they are!” Thwomp-boy waved at them from across the square.
          “Ah! Shiki!” Rebecca jumped, waving back. She glanced back at Weisz, her cheeks flushed, and she winked, taking another sip from his smoothie.
          “I’ll let you have another taste some other time, soft-man.”
          Weisz was frozen, he was sure his whole face was red now. “I…”
          “Don’t try to deny it. I know it’s what you were thinking!” She beamed.
          Dammit. His heart skipped a beat. The water park was at the back of his mind now. After this, he knew, he’d be spending the rest of the day trying to steal another kiss from Rebecca.
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-Voltron S08 thoughts-
Honestly this season was a bit of a mess, but there are enough posts floating around focusing on the negative aspects, and it’s just feeding the flames of rage, and I need to make myself feel better, so here are some of my personal positive thoughts/coping thoughts. Mega S08 spoilers and long post ahead. 
- Allura: I don’t accept that she truly died. Yes her body died, just like with Shiro, but her essence has been transferred into the cosmos. Into every reality. She helped save the multiverse. And I think at the end there, for some reason, the planet Altea came back. So she achieved her dream of avenging her people. And it was implied through the Blue lion and Lance’s Altean markings (tangent thought: Lance isn’t fully Altean, he just has the markings...) that she can still communicate, at least via energy/magic/whatever.
- Lance: He gets to spend time with his family helping on the farm, and helps to spread Allura’s message of hope and peace throughout the universe. Maybe he even becomes a teacher or something down the line. I am going to imagine that he can move on from Allura and find someone else to love (and objectively, the “next person in line” seriously could be Keith. There were enough romantically-charged Klance moments to support this.)
- Shiro: He found happiness and love. Yes we don’t even really know anything about this character (I think his name is Curtis?), but at least we SAW him in the show - he was on the Atlas team, in the background, and also clearly fell in love cheering Shiro on at the arm-wrestling competition I mean c’mon same. No but seriously, seeing a fully-animated, non-censored full-on kiss between two men in a mainstream Netflix cartoon is a BIG. DEAL. The team must have worked hard to get that. At least it wasn’t another Korrasami, where fans weren’t even sure if Korra & Asami were truly in a relationship because of how rushed it was. 
- Hunk: He’s a cinnamon roll version of Gordon Ramsey traveling around the galaxy facilitating diplomacy with the power of food? Fuck yes. And it looks like Shay is with him too? Even more yes. Can’t really complain much about him. 
- Keith: He’s out there lookin’ fine helping his people with his mom and newly-acquired father in Kolivan (you can’t fight me on this). And who knows maybe after a few years of traveling and relief efforts he can vacation on a certain flower farm and help a certain man fall in love again I mean... Also I’m really glad they didn’t force Axca/Keith. She was there in the background helping him out, but so were Zethrid and Ezor (who btw I am glad are back together and didn’t die but also couldn’t Ezor have gotten more than one line? Did the OG VA leave?) 
- Pidge: Okay she wore a suit to Shiro’s wedding. Yes I’ll take it. Also she seems like a really badass tech person who can build robots? Awesome. I really liked what we saw of Pidge this season. 
- Lotor: Okay this isn’t really a positive per se, but I just need to get it out. I think I feel the most betrayed by how they treated Lotor. His character arc was a rollercoaster, and it ended very badly. We had a glimpse of what his life was truly like... he was the Draco Malfoy/Zuko who never had a chance of redemption. He tried his hardest, even admitting that being nice and working with indigenous populations works better than autocracy/annihilation, but his Dad was like “lol nope” and literally obliterated his dreams. Yes he did horrible shit, but honestly? I can see why. Holy fuck. And them showing that one shot of Lotor’s melting corpse was just... not necessary or appreciated. Anyways I’m glad we got to see cute baby Lotor but wow at what cost.
- Ryan/the other pilots: The vlogging episode was amazing. Fact. Also James face-planting into his food? Choice. 
General good story things/HCs: 
- Keith knifing his way out of being stuck on the “It’s a Small World” ride? Hilarious. 
- The really nice moments between Keith & Lance. They openly acknowledged their bond. Keith without any sarcasm told Lance how much he means to him, and everyone else, and it was just really nice to hear and see. I really think they would have a strong relationship going forward. 
- Zethrid & Ezor redemption. Kinda. 
- All the throwbacks to earlier characters and some loose ends being tied up. 
- Cosmo getting fucking huge. 
- Keith being a leader of the BoM (his outfit at the end implied so).
- Allura & Bob can be cosmo-energy buddies and run the game show together and get into all sorts of shenanigans. Idk it’s an interesting thought.
- The team meeting up every year to honour Allura, and each time they have cool stories to share about how successful and peaceful and happy they are, goddamnit. 
TLDR: Despite everything bad that happened with this show, I still had a lot of fun watching it and experiencing the fandom and all the content created because of it. I made friends, strengthened established bonds, felt like I was part of a huge community, feasted my eyes and ears with amazing animation and music, and generally had a good time. This fandom was honestly the best mess I’ve ever been apart of, and I hope it lives on. We can all heal each other with our own content. It’s been an honour flying with you all :)
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