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lazybtchneedstostudy · 5 months

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Thursday, 14th of December 2023

~ time studied: 2h

~ things I got done:

💎 sent out emails for interviews

💎 put the text I’m currently using for my thesis in order

💎 worked about 3/4 through the text

~ topic: qualitative content analysis

~ goal reached: ❌

~ goal for the next study session:

💎 further outline the interview (who else can I interview?)

💎 find some more people to interview + sent out emails

💎 finish the text

💎 start writing the next part

~ experiences that improve my studying:

💎 the study discord I joined works pretty well when I turn on the camera

💎 the nice smelling candle helps me staying focused

~ meme representing the experience:

(man, iam so done with my own shit, so this is my mood even if I’ve quit smoking)

#studynotaestehtic #studylog #studyblr #study blog #studyspo #study motivation #studying #student #students #eternal pain and suffering

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fidgetspringer · 7 months

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God the Loomis method sucks ass. I hate that it works.

#brute-forcing my way out of this slump by doing anatomy studies #which is a lot like curing a headache by purposefully braining yourself with a rock #eternal pain and suffering

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conarcoin · 1 year

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rigging fanart for animation in after effects

#eternal pain and suffering

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coldhands-sunkeneyes · 8 months

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Lol whichever bodily function decided that random episodes of vertigo would be fun fuck you. Nothing will humble you more than when the world suddenly decides to go sideways. Tell me why I’m at the point of tears bc someone can’t handle being a little dizzy. Oh I hate it here

#eternal pain and suffering #laying on my floor unable to move bc uh oh I got the spins

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deciphered-narrator · 9 months

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reoutlining again 👍

#eternal pain and suffering

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fakecats · 2 months

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you don't have to fight alone anymore

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crosshairslefttoe · 1 month

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The way Hemlocks lab with the literal CHILDREN actually made me so incredibly uncomfortable and upset just shows how amazing these writers and producers are at creating such an intense and impactful atmosphere.

Literal shivers he's actually one of the scariest characters in star wars imo

#his calmness is the scariest thing ever #i wish hemlock eternal pain and suffering #the bad batch #tbb #tbb hunter #tbb season 3 #star wars #tbb crosshair #tbb tech #the bad batch season 3 #the bad batch spoilers #the bad batch hunter

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nastronde · 3 months

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tatsuya's scenario

#persona #persona 2 #tatsuya suou #im not the biggest eternal punishment fan for a few key narrative reasons but i like how much he suffers in it #and the ending is festive for this reason as well. his pain is everlasting etc #my art

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emelinstriker · 5 months

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So like, about me creating Character AIs for the servants from ESAU-

I'm currently sketchin' up avatars for them. Might be able to make one public before New Years as a test. Which would be most likely Wukong. But I gotta ask about the name to know how y'all would like to have the line of characters be named. Depending on what's being picked, that way of how their name's are written would be shared between the characters.

Edit: Apparently only "ESAU Wukong" and "Wukong (ESAU)" would be valid options nvm. That's on me, sorry to those that already voted on the other two fhgnfhgnfhgf I didn't check on the max allowed characters- :'D

I- Do they even allow brackets in names, now that I think about it- Oh shit we might have a guaranteed winner then actually- Now I feel stupid- HSDFNDSHFNDHFNHDFS

edit: have a sneak peek

#eternal servants au #character ai #my wrist is in pain #making myself suffer with this LMAO #sneak peek

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lotrmusical · 9 months

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i choose the evening, and your love is given to the morning.

#lotr musical #lotr #good news you can't hear me valiantly holding in my sobs #also i was dubious abt how the outdoor bits of this audio would turn out but they're ok yay #why did louis have to do that with his voice on 'i'm too badly hurt' . actually felt like being stabbed #and nuwan's 'i'll make it an eye-opener and no mistake' . let me LIVE #i hope this works tumblr won't let me post audio from the app so here i am on mobile browser web #i just need to make everyone listen to this. pain pain eternal pain #gay belligerence #edit: pinning this. suffer

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lazybtchneedstostudy · 5 months

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Friday, 15th of December 2023

~ time studied: 1 1/2 h

~ things I got done:

💎 further outline the interview (who else can I interview?)

💎 find some more people to interview + sent out emails

💎 finish the text

~ topic: types of qualitative content analysis

~ goal reached:

💎 reached most of it honestly

❌ start writing the next part

~ goal for the next study session:

💎 start writing next part

~ experiences that improve my studying:

💎 honestly nothing it was just a whole lot of annoying people and train bc I had to work

~ meme representing the experience:

(exactly what I felt, then the god complex came out I got fucking wasted and today I feel like shit)

#student #study blog #study motivation #studying #studyblr #eternal pain and suffering #studynotaestehtic #studylog #studyspo

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holdingup-fallingsky · 11 months

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Screaming crying wailing throwing up over Francesca by Hozier

#he’d go through eternal pain and suffering just to hold her for a minute #it’s all worth it to him just for 60 seconds of perfection #I’m going through it tonight #hozier

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carpethedamndiemdejavu · 3 months

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"Let go of the battle. Breathe quietly and let it be. Let your body relax and your heart soften. Open to whatever you experience without fighting." - Jack Kornfield

#blue #surrender #acceptance #serenity #dakini #khandro #flow #freedom #eternity is now #pain is mandatory #suffering is optional #shadow work #alchemy #awakening #body #heart

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chai-en-kaadhale · 8 months

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the way that hsy wrote that story knowing that it would perpetuate the cycle and the way that kdj told yjh about regression knowing that it would perpetuate the system AND YJH DIDNT GIVE A SHIT HE DIDNT EVEN HOLD ANYTHING AGAINST HSY HE JUST WANTED TO MEET KDJ AND LIVE OUT THE WHOLE STORY AUGH

#orv #rambles #thoughts #even #omfg #me when i perpetuate the time loop knowing that it'd bring me eternal pain and suffering just to meet that one mf and reach the ending tgt #BC THAT ONE MF KEEPS DYING #((kdj is a mitsuba kinnie ig))#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS GUY HOWWWWWW #HE KNOWINGLY AGREES TO LOSE HIS HUMANITY FOR A BIT #OVER AND OVER #IM SMASHING MY WINDOWS CLAWING AT THE WALLSSS #orv spoilers #not to mention the fact that hsy went #"well okay maybe writing out this story is going to ruin yjh's life i feel kinda bad but issprobablyok #AND IT WAS OKAY #yhk... yhkkkkkk #they are well aware of how much they care about kdj #istggg

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bilolli · 4 months

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I don't usually post my traditional sketches anymore but I recently was initiated to cult of the lamb by reading bamsara's fic and the two little guys are so similar to my old o.cs that I had to sketch something (role reversal/clothes swap whoop whoop).

Feel free to ignore, I feel funny today hehehiho

#bilolli's art #n.6 #my beloved satyr who's got traumass #kematian #the bastard who has more traumas but manages to hide them by causing mass murder #and then eating the souls of the innocent #he's a bad guy yk?#time to start rambling in the tags #n.6 would understand the lamb's desire for revenge but would disapprove how they don't stop #like bru #stop murdering people #also he would be so traumatized by how the lamb's world works #and would slowly begin to question what is good and what is bad #he would go crazy so hard.#anyway the lamb is just chilling in 6's world #no murders...adventure and friends. yeah a little trauma and he's still the only one of his kind but yeah...it's nothing new #KEMATIAN MY BELOVED BASTARD IS SO FUCKING HAPPY #he finally has the TITLE of god of death!#the real thing!#he doesn't care at all about his imprisonment. it's way better than always running away and suffering eternal pain and hunger from a curse #happy happy happyyy #and he would enjoy using n.6 SO FUCKING MUCH #not at all surprised when he betrays him #he'll be surprised if 6 spares him though #but 6 wouldn't do that #he would be so fucking done #goodbye kem hope u had a nice time being the god of death lmao #rambling #originalcharacter #law of the dreaming soul

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ojirocardigansniper · 5 months

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ouguhhh just read the summary and article from this post about alexandre baril's work on suicidism (oppression of the suicidal) and the opening paragraph of the conclusion in the full article. thoughts. rotating

i was thinking about the. thick white gloves. while reading. remembered that one post about how csa being horrifically taboo to talk about compounds survivors' trauma and shame and went Maybe something similar re: suicidality and suicide... the suffering multiplied by the silence, the risk of dismissal or instant change in perception in anyone you tell... and even in 'mental health' spaces the perception that suicide as a topic is dangerous to talk about- that it could be triggering instantly and automatically- is like. i think there's some paternalism there and there's some shamefear and there's some oversimplification and there's the fact that it plays well into the existing well-taught impulse to avoid the discomforting. but like. this post also about how getting through suicidality is maybe only possible by considering the option thoroughly. i am just thinking. idk. yall know me yall know i think about this topic a lot

#chat #as someone who HAS mostly recovered from passive suicidality- mostly recognizes its suicidal intrusive thoughts as demands for life change-#im def one of the people who can be susceptible to recovery-only mindsets when like assisting or relating to suicidal people. so i need thi #me and one of our stranger sysmates (maze-body) were reading the article together and it kept standing against my reflexive questions +#discomforts because it understands suicidality as both an experiencer (in a weird way) and an already-dead thing; it could confidently-#dismiss my concerns as both fixable and less relevant than the experience and autonomy of the suicidal party.#its whole thing is being- not anti-recovery but like. unrecovered and incurable. which is a perspective we need to remember and have spoken #no matter how much harm reduction + barrier lowering + healing we go through. it as a frank eternality will still remain+need recognition.#its a weirdass way of coping with the inevitability of pain and suffering while not giving up on our locus of control but we're doing it ig #and i think theres a lot there you can relate 2 chronic/passive suicidality- just a companion no matter how much you make life worth living #whatever. anyway #suicide /#in case anyone has. tag blocking but not content blocking fsr

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