sometimes I think about just. The lore of sam and dean. The lore of supernatural. Not the monster lore but the actual lore of their lives. and I go a little crazy because it’s like, did the actual show give us that??? did the fathoms of spn fanfiction give us that?? What is canon/what is fanon/isn’t it all a little bit fanon anyway? So who’s to say that little ficlet about preseries sam&dean didn’t happen? That that wasn’t a little moment, a little snapshot in their lives and just because we didn’t see it on our TVs doesn’t mean it didn’t happen. It’s so hard for me to parse out. During my rewatch this time I got to the end of s5 and was thinking that the show couldn’t have POSSIBLY ended there because there was just too much more to unearth about sam&dean’s story. Even looking at what was Canonical at that point. It was just so rich and primeval and their love just feels so ANCIENT&eternal. Like. It always Has Been and it always Will Be forever and ever. And I’ll never be able to wrap my head around that
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Help me find my mutuals!
I had an old wincest/spn blog before it got purged and became a McLennon/Joshler account (for some reason I thought I'd never dive head first back into SPN. What a fool was I)
I was TogetherTogetherSoulmates
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Just watched the Supernatural finale and I am broken 💔
This is why I've delayed it so long 😭😭
I'm literally a puddle 🌊
The love of those two boys was just everything, it made the show what it was 💕
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Look at those hands. One cupping Sam's face, the other petting his hair.
We're not shown Dean's face here, but we can figure out what his eyes are saying.
I totally fell in love with Dean's capacity of expressing his love with his hands grabbing, dragging around and petting baby brother. It's a perfect mix of a mother, a big brother and a man in love. It's Care at the utmost.
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Hearts will dream again
Lungs will breathe in
Wash away the sins
It's where it begins
Feet won't fail you now
Arms won't let you down
Wash away the sins
It's where it begins
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Edit: Now calling this 'unknowingly claimed' cause it won't leave my head. Have a lil Masterpost
Sam definitely took a photo of the initials before he left for Stamford.
He didn't know why, and for the first 6 months he'd look at it often. If it was 2010 or later, and any other sibling pair on TV it would have been his phone background or something, and that probably would have been enough.
But this is the irrationally erotically codependent Winchester brothers and as time goes on and he doesn't hear from Dean, thinking his Dean agrees with their absentee dad (that Sam should stay gone, that Sam had abandoned their family), he has to do something to make this symbol of home/love/belonging/family/Dean an indelible, permanent part of him. So he goes to a tattoo parlour and asks for Dean's initials. And when he's asked where, he immediately knows he wants it on his hip, somewhere no one's going to see, because this is too personal and sacred for people to know about.
Jess asks of course. Why, who, were you drunk or something? And Sam brushes it off. She jokes about him getting something for her and the rage that boils up in him is only seen on his face but they never discussed it again.
Then when Dean breaks in, and she hears "this is my brother, Dean" she knows, before Sam does, he'll never make it back to her, not in the ways that matter, because it isn't her initials tattooed on his hip.
>>Dean
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I totally love Sam calling big brother Dee.
So sweet, makes me think of the times their bond was growing in their childhood.
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I used to be ashamed of shipping incest, but not anymore.
I love Wincest and really want to share my artwork with the fandom.
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