Liking any piece of media is so exhausting because I can’t just like things normally. I need to consume its essence. I need to hold it gently in my hands and keep it close to my heart. I need to project it permanently into my brain. I need to give all the characters a hug and a high five. I need to bite them I need to put them in my pocket I need to throw them at the wall. I need to tuck them into bed and give them little kisses on the forehead. I need to throw them down the stairs. Do you understand.

you know when you're petting a cat, stroking their silky forehead fur and shifting to scratch under their chin--soft and warm from how they were curled up before stretching their neck out for you--and as you keep scratching and petting they start purring and your heart swells and it feels like you're this close to exploding from an overwhelm of joy and affection, and you just wanna scream and bury your face into their belly fur and hug them tighter than they'd ever really let you to get it all out, but you don't want to startle the cat so you just have to sit there w The Feelings?

ok yeah that's exactly how i want someone to feel about me

They should invent antipsychotics that aren’t *like that* so I can actually take them.

Currently picturing Arcann becoming part of the Alliance and being horrified upon learning how things are actually run

every few days i think back to your post of scara crying in the corner over his 'proportional' 1.5 inch dong (from dottore) and it makes me giggle. i hope you enjoy this impact you've had on my life for appx the past year <3

ngl my scaramouche dickgate era is probably the phase i look back on most fondly. i was spitting straight facts concerning the size of the puppet's genitalia for a month straight and am greatly saddened by the fact that it has no applicable use to my everyday fic writing. i feel like i need to throw a paragraph into every fic that essentially just says 'scaramouche is trans and this has no bearing on the atrocities he commits but continues to be true' but alas, refuse to break the tone for information that should be obvious to my readers </3

When Chloe woke up to a new millennium, all her softness was gone.

A harshness fell over her, something that hadn't been seen since her and Jake first came into existence.

She was cold, calculating, cruel. She could do this herself. No one was there to remind her she was kind. She only had herself.

When Chloe woke up to a new millennium, all her softness was gone.

She discovered the exhibition about her- probably the universe's way of repaying her for her cruelty. Subjecting her to memories of people she didn't have anymore.

She spent an awful amount of time at the main attraction. The source of her softness was now made of stone. She could reach out, her fingers ghosting over the smooth cracked stone surface. The fear and horror etched onto this stature did not look right on her face.

When Chloe woke up to a new millennium, all her softness was gone.

And that was probably for the best.

Currently... Rotating a magic au where Milligan gets cursed when he escapes and that's part of why no one believes him...

Don't really know what to do with this...

Thinking about the narrative pipeline between the opening salvo inciting incident from the first verse of You’re Losing Me:

Do I throw out everything we built or keep it? I'm getting tired even for a phoenix Always risin' from the ashes Mendin' all her gashes You might just have dealt the final blow

To what is arguably the crescendo of the bridge of:

And I wouldn't marry me either A pathological people pleaser Who only wanted you to see her

while i'm using this blog for elementalposting i have a thought / question i'd love to hear other ppl's thoughts on too

so of course ember & wade get the complementary colors of orange and a more turquoise/green blue (as opposed to a "pure" blue more like ultramarine) that wade has, and i was appreciating how neat it is and how good it looks that the Combination / Overlap / Meeting of their colors is given this like, purple/pink color? especially visible on wade when they touch, i think, as the one more refracting & reflecting light while ember emits it. like it's great to emphasize The Metaphor of their elements & colors & how they interact & affect each other, and it's also great b/c it looks good

but my thought was mostly like "is that how their orange and cerulean colors would combine according to Additive color mixing??" since like, looking at a Subtractive color wheel re: like using pigments and all, orange / blue green / fuschia type red violet purple are Kind Of close to being triadic, which you know, based on Color Theory looks good lol, and i definitely think that's the most important reasoning to use here like, their colors mixing into a bright purple has Meaning and it Looks Nice lmao. but ember is Luminous and wade reflects the light wavelengths that result in the visible blue green we see him as, so it's like, if we're just going with the idea that their Light's interplay is the interplay of orange & cerulean, would the Additive Color Mixture of those colors of light maybe actually result in that magenta-y color / a pink purple? (while ofc the subtractive mix of colors that are complementary or close to it make less saturated dark greyish brown type situations)

i've made a rough diagram about it lol

i'm not that practiced at working out how different colors of Emitted Light mix either in theory or experimentally lol like, i don't have an Orange and Greenish Blue spotlight to shine on the same spot and see what happens. but using my own visual aid it's like, okay, so basically what's happening is Red (and a lil green) + Blue (and a lil green)....we know the Red + Blue light straightforwardly would create Magenta, and if it was Red + Blue + an equal amount of Green, it would create a White light. but because it's Not the equal amount of green, and it's More of the red + blue, that's kind of equivalent to "okay this Would be white light, but it's then pulled into the Magenta field a way," or "magenta, but pulled a bit towards white" so, Brighter, more of a Pink maybe lol

basically i'm just thinking like "ooohh this might be kind of like how the Physics of their light would really play out" even when it's like, okay, wade's not quite Generating light the way ember is, this isn't like, "realistic" realistic and there wouldn't really be any real world experimental counterpart, like, dye some water wade's color and get an orange flame going and see what happens when you get them really close....that's not gonna yield purple light lol. at least not visibly. and idk what would happen if you were like "let me get on the other side of this small clear tank of dyed water and see what the torch looks like from here" same as i don't know what would even happen the [wade-colored spotlight] and [ember-colored spotlight] were overlapped. and i also know that color theory, whether subtractive or additive, also just goes "it's complicated" lol like the Reality may not always fit the Theory, of course

and i'm not looking for it to be like "yeah wow this is peak realistic regarding the laws of optics" b/c it's already Not trying to be, serving the Metaphors and the Visuals comes first rather than like, trying to be hard scifi about "what if people were made of fire or water" and like, it's fun to think of how things would work in that scenario, Unless it gets in the way of anything else lol in which case it's like "it doesn't really have to matter that this part isn't 'realistic' because this is built around a Metaphor, not around 'but how would it all Really work if your body was all flames'"

(bonus: kinda fun thinking too about how ember's flareups are Also purple....it's sure yet more "oh god additive light rules" trying to look up the colors that fire can become lmao but it's also fun thinking about how like, via wade this becomes about more than just her Temper and about breaking down that temper into basically repressed or suppressed emotions....and before wade the Purple Light Of Ember's Feelings is being let out through her temper building up and bursting out, and then Through him the Purple Light Of Ember's Feelings is coming out perfectly naturally through their interacting. or maybe they're separate purple things lol....hey girl. did you know. your violet doesn't have to be so violent....End Of Post)

just thinking about ... what if the power of eisworld IS inherited once the old ruler dies , the kicker being that it comes all at once . a child heir probably cannot withhold literally the entire power of winter , so they're changed accordingly-- quite literarily growing up too fast and being robbed of their childhood in one of the worst ways possible

the moon is so bright where i live right now 🥹

(the tags mention jjong’s passing, please don’t read if it’ll be triggering for you)

oh he is dying today

i'm gonna be so insufferable with adding lord huron songs in my double life playlists, this theme of soulmates lets me really work with the whole death and doomed love sort of thing lord huron always has going on

“Epilogue I” Scarlet Spider (Vol. 2/2012), #20.

Writers: Christopher Yost and Erik Burnham; Penciler: Paco Medina; Inker: Jaun Viasco; Colorist: Lee Loughridge; Letterer: Joe Caramagna

Here are the quest victory quotes for Himuro Rabi! Credit to @muffinrecord for the screenshots.

Top: But at least, it'd be good if they didn't suffer.

Middle: It's alright, everyone arrives at the same destination anyways.

Bottom: Even in victory, there's no point in us magical girls.

As always, friendly disclaimer that my Japanese isn’t the best, as I’m still learning. If you spot a mistake, please let me know, and I’ll fix it!

I Feel Like People Would Vibe More With Kingdom Hearts

If people just let things be metaphorical instead of literal