Kim has a chipped tooth , but the chipping is inside , and very very small. It can't be seen and he won't get it fixed.
It's a souvenir from the very first time he defeated Chan on hand to hand combat. Even Chan doesn't know that, THAT hit, did so much damage.
Chay on the other hand , knows.
After their first kiss on his shaggy old couch , and the many more that followed that night , he could wax poetry about all the edges and softness of every single crevice on Kim's mouth. He had whimpered when it accidentally grazed his lips , and had grabbed onto Kim's shoulders at the time.
But after that one night Chay never got to kiss Kim again. He never saw the warmth in his eyes that melted and re-moulded his entire world. Not even when he begged in front of Kim to tell him some part of whatever they had , was true.
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Afterwards when he tried to move on , when he tried to fall into the arms of strangers who creeped all over him lustfully , the kisses never made him * feel*.
They were just a way to distract the minds of these poor replacements , so they wouldn't notice how empty Chay's ministrations were. They always closed their eyes when they kissed , and so Chay's unsatisfied frown went by unnoticed. His anger at the reminder , the lack of friction when they tried to dominate him, only made him pull back to lead their attention elsewhere, which they mistook for throes of passion. Hopefully.
When Chay finally was picked up by Kim at Yok's bar one night , Kim was shocked seeing how very much Chay had to drink , and how lax the security around him had been , especially considering their ward had been inebriated. Chay could barely recognise it was Kim half-carrying him out of the bar. Porsche had mentioned to "Make sure Porchay is being safe , Yok called and said he's drinking now. I know , shocking!" , Kim hadn't expected to end up with whole armful of drunk lanky Chay with flushed face and pouty lips.
Kim decided then and there to take him to his penthouse to sleep it off, so he could lie to Porsche about how drunk he had been and maybe so noone else could see his Chay like that.
Once a slightly sobered up Chay took in the piano that stood against the backdrop of a starlit Bangkok skyline , he tearfully broke down and tried to push Kim's aid away.
Only for them both to end up on the rug overlooking the balcony , holding each other , Kim trying to bask in the aroma that was simply his Porchay , and Chay trying to claw his way into Kim's leather jacket.
Finally , finally; Chay got to taste him again , and his whimpers got louder each time Kim grazed his plump lips with that one chipped tooth.
Some vague part of Chay's consciousness revelled that it couldn't get better than this , for Kim to choose that moment bite his lips with full force and draw blood. Chay started to shake like a scared fawn when Kim's fingers climbed underneath his shirt and headed to his chest.
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I’ve been OBSESSED with your Get Off My Screen series 10000/10 but I thought about the Troubles Unforeseen too long and wanted to share a thought; since Vox is attached to the reader’s phone how anxious he would get if he was attached to the aux cord of the car reader was in? Just wanted to share
Hahaha! I'm glad you've taken a liking to my series anon! But Vox wasn't actually connected to the car during the time of the crash, he would've been but Reader wasn't driving and their friend group follows the: "I'm driving, I choose the music!" So during that point in time Vox wasn't actually aware of what was happening. Plus it makes his reaction upon figuring out about what happens all the more interesting and whack XD
That and even if Vox was connected to the car, he wouldn't really be able to see or hear reader since the only medium that works in that regard is a TV. Reader would be able to hear him if he was talking through the car's speakers- but aside from that there's not really a way for them to converse hahaha!
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spoilers for the last aot episode?
Zeke as a character means so much to me and it's disheartening that he isn't talked about so much even in his death - if only in the context of Levi fulfilling his promise to Erwin.
He suffered his entire life. No one really loved him for who he was. To him, existing in that cruel world was meaningless; if all people die in the end, what's the point? Everything he ever cared about, he lost. His last hope - Eren - betrayed him, and though he'd doubted Eren's words from the beginning, he still chose to hope that maybe Eren will share his pain. That he'll understand, that he, too, was damaged by Grisha. The prospect of being alone in his suffering was too terrible for Zeke to accept, so he kept hoping, even when Eren told him outright that he was wrong. Of course Zeke lost in the end. He always loses. Life is meaningless and there is very little to cherish in a world as dark and terrible as theirs.
But then Armin helps him understand; perhaps it's not so bad after all. If only he could keep playing catch with Ksaver, Zeke would be glad to be born again and again. If only he could be young again. The simple act of throwing that ball back and forth could keep Zeke happy forever.
And it's just so touching and so terribly devastating to me that Zeke only came to see the beauty in the little things seconds before his death. It was such a good send off though; the same man who had always believed in the euthanasia plan helped stop the rumbling because he finally accepted that life was worth cherishing, even if just a little.
I could go on about Zeke forever because he really is my favorite aot character, but seeing chapter 137 animated made me numb and I need sad Zeke edits NOW. I love him so much. He's so precious to me. His ass cheeks too. Holy shit
(Also he is literally the song 'who we are' by hozier. "you and i burned out our steam chasing someone else's dream???? how can something be so much heavier but so much less than what it seems????" KILL MEEEE)
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Soooo I made this based on the new date (well more like the blurb ) translated by @perhaps-in-anotherdream (so sry for the tag it’s just cause you said you’d see it🥺)
And I can’t describe how much I love this idiot of a man 😩😩😩
Look at the way he looking at her, boi is in looove
Here's Vic alone cause I love him
Here, da precious boi
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