I had the cutest/saddest dream that included Buggy!
I had a dream that him and I were looking at different areas of the Cross Guild’s currently location and we ended up at white tent with kids toys in it. In the background, there were gunshot sounds as if Cross Guild was under attack by the marines.
He was like we need to leave to somewhere safer and I agreed, saying…we won’t lose another baby because of them…insinuating I was pregnant😭
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Ive been having a lot more nightmares where i am having a panic attack/ a mental breakdown/ just in distress, and i'm begging myself to wake up. And then I do.
And i know that its a comforting feeling ofc, but also unnerving as hell, especially if you just wake up in another dream. Like. Im glad i dont need to experience the horrors but also. It feels weird waking up alone after you have cried for someone to get you out from a dream. Anyway, i'm sorry for the pretty crime boy that i left behind cause i thought we were gonna be killed and i started to beg to wake up. I hope you made it out safely too.
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being a multi is so weird like jake is my fav person but bona is everything to me but yunjin is my gf but jake is the loml but bona is the most talented person ever but yunjin is so talented and incredible and my brain just keeps going in triangles
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I don’t remember my dreams. But this morning I had one that I can’t shake.
Sometimes when I can’t sleep I just pick a Pedro and think about him. So this morning some random noise brought me half out of sleep, and out of habit I could hear myself whispering “which one....which one...”
And it triggered a morning dream, which are often the only ones I remember.
In this dream, I was in a room full of Pedros.
Somehow I knew I had a choice in front of me, that they were all here for me, but I could only keep one. I could choose one to make real and have in the world and the rest would go back to being fictional characters.
The choice was surprisingly instant.
But the execution was excruciating. Because on my way to my choice, I had to pass all the others. I don’t remember stopping for all of them, just the ones that hurt the most.
With Din, I took a moment to run my hands over the beskar chestplate, touched his helmet...but he gently took my hand away, unwilling to lift the visor. He hugged me so tight. In the end, I knew he wouldn’t do well in the real world.
Ezra was a lot harder, because I could see the hurt on his face. He understood though. Like there was something in him that wasn’t sure he’d be good enough to stay. Best to go back to the Fringe.
Pero wouldn’t even look at me.
Frankie--not even one of my top favorites--gave me a sad little smile and a kiss on the cheek. It’s like he knew he didn’t stand a chance.
And as I approached Javi, he got nervous and shy, ready for rejection, his eyes welling up, those tears halted in surprise when I buried myself in him for a hug. And though I had hugged other boys, he understood that this was me making my choice. The look on his face--the shock and disbelief--why him? Because. He’s sweet and dorky and wears his heart on his sleeve. He’s tough when he needs to be, but ultimately the softest place to land.
Was this exacerbated by a Javi ask I got right before going to bed? One that has me thinking and plotting? Maybe. Was the memory of the dream jogged by a beautiful gifset that’s been coming through this morning? Maybe.
I love them all so much and in the waking world I’m so glad I don’t have to choose. But his face, y’all. His sweet little smile....I can’t get over the look of wonder on his face when he was chosen. My brain is a torture palace that has a hit out on my heart.
(gif by kenobie)
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Had a dream last night where, at one point, I think my mom was presenting me with like things to pick from of family stuff. And the things were am assortment of Polaroid models from the span of the 20th century.
Just like, every time I thought I'd seen all of them, there was a new one to examine.
Not sure what that means.
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