Oh, nothing much, just a list of reasons why I am so excited to permashift to my ultimate 4d reality //better current reality//

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— EXPERIENCING DESIRED SCENARIOS

I am a hardcore daydreamer just like my brother and sister shifters(you guys🫵🏾), and I can't wait to really live the silly imagines I always have in my head. Even if it's something relatively small, I will still get to live every second of them.

Idk if some of you guys will remember that one post where I mentioned Googlebox? But I'm mentioning it again🙄 because I scripted me, my love of my life, his sister who is my bff, my own girl bff and her boyfriend are part of the program teehee. I swear no one will ever understand how much of a comfort show Googlebox is to me and in general.

The idea of being on TV whilst watching TV and relaxing with my favourite people and eating my favourite food just makes me melt. It's such a core memory to me and idk I just love showing off how perfect my family is to everyone else

— FOOD

I can't wait for all the delicious food I'll get to eat. There will never be a single time where I have to eat something I don't like or don't want to ever again, because why should I have to? I'm mostly excited to have stuff like popeyes, McDonald's, seafood boils, those Korean and Japanese foods you see on mukbangs, loads of fruit bowls (I really do love fruit), basically everything meat/barbecue, pasta including ramen, and sweets too cus🧍🏿‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️

— NO UGLY CLOTHES ALLOWED

Never will there be a day or night where I will ever need to wear clothes that don't suit me or clothes I don't like. My closet is going to be full of the cutest and gorgeous late 90s and early 2000s skirts, shirts, bellbottoms, flares, jackets, oversized ts, shorts, belts, slippers, jewelry, panties and bras etc etc

— ALREADY COMPLETED WORK

In my better cr, I scripted that I am already miles ahead of everyone in college work (and best believe all my work is at distinction level) so I have all the time in the world to do what I want until the next brief; I also scripted the date of month that I will wake up in my better cr in is the 16th April last week so I will have only 3 days of college next week (because i go in on mondays, tuesdays, wendsays and Thursdays) and 4 weeks of freedom to myself. (I also scripted my teachers let me do my own art work in my free time in class, cus sometimes all a girl wants to do is draw their ocs🥺)

— CURRENTLY IN MY MOVING ERA

In better cr, I am kind of in the planning process of moving out of my house to my apartment penthouse with my friend group. I'm thinking of moving out at 18 or 19 years old since I'm 17 rn and I still want to explore my better cr house cus it's wayyyy better than this one. But even once I've moved out I'll probably keep visiting my old home where my mum and her husband lives because.

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Overall, I am so excited to experience everything I have ever dreamed of. I know I deserve my freedom and peace, excitement, and joy. Being able to just do what I want when I want and always knowing that no matter what, everything is going to be okay.

Life is so amazing, and it's so worth living. I know I will manifest my desired reality in no time, and I know all of the stress, time, anxiety, and patience won't be for nothing. Life is mine to explore, and I can't wait to do so

@4ellieluv @livingmydreamlife5555 @theshifterbear @cocozydiaries

hi sry this is a lil long but i just felt like giving my own comments about ur post re: feeling left out/regarding more detailed work, and wanted to say that your work singlehandedly has inspired me SO much to the point that because of your more simplistic coloring/shading and focus on movement/body language, i was finally able to find a coloring/rendering style that i actually like aesthecially and enjoy doing! i've struggled w replicating color in a way i like digitally for over 6 years but your work, and especially so your sketchbook scans on patreon have been so useful for inspiration and for my own understanding of anatomy and what not. we're always our own worst critics with comparison and whatnot, but please know that your work and your style are a huge accomplishment and skill in their own right, and your comics inspire me to keep studying so i can one day make my own!!! i'm so thankful you share your work with us and to have come across it and be able to draw inspiration off it! your colors, expressions, and the palpable intimacy and dynamic character interactions are so amazing and specifically unique to your work, never doubt the impact it has just because of other's having a different style or approach or something <3

This is so extremely nice I don't even know what to say!!! I honestly feel so hyped that my style inspired someone else, I feel like it's not something I expected and its SO COOL. I sometimes feel like my style isn't particularly STYLISH you know, I often admire really strong punchy styles, so it's nice to hear my own kind of chiller style is inspiring! And that the things I enjoy come across as strengths, too! Also I am so happy to hear someone enjoys my sketchbooks haha, they're really precious to me but I also try not to be too fussy about my art in them which means it's not 'beautiful'*- they're for studying and/or chilling out, so it's SO nice that it's inspiring nonetheless! Wishing you the best in your art journey and also I think if you want to make comics you should just give it a go! Make teeny tiny comics! [it does not have to be good] [tangent oh my god] I feel very hypocritical because for the longest time comics were something my friends made and I didn't know how to, and I felt like my style didn't work for comics, but honestly when I eventually sat down and started a long comic the style happened out of necessity, I Had to simplify or I wouldn't be able to keep up. And you can see from the links that I just did sketchy comics before and that was fine! I think it was just as valuable as making polished pages. I actually probably ended up making comics For Real because I made a silly fandom ask blog, where I kept wanting to say more than I could do in one image, and that gave me the confidence to try something longer with OC's.

ANYWAY thank you so much!

*I find polished sketchbooks so inspiring, but its so limiting imo to try to make a beautiful sketchbook HAHAHAH

THE COMMITTEE FOR RAPACIOUS INTERLOPERS AND MANIACAL ESPERS !

drawing dump I definitely can’t fit all of them in but here’s most of em lol. Neo Cortez the founder and Head of C.R.I.M.E. Got a complete redo which I actually Like now so’ll probably expand on him more

silly oc doodle..... ballroom yuri

If anyone(read: nobody) was curious about Ustinya's scale :D

a few goobers from the three planes, my magi-teslapunk fantasyish universe

(he/him for the 2 guys on the left, pe/per for the gentleskleph in the center, he/they for the fancy hat wearing automaton, she/xit for the fist-happy kit-de on the far left)

god they were right. those ocs can brainrot

Idk if this is rude to ask but fr why do y’all follow me? Not in a self deprecatory way, legitimately curious, is it art, headcanons, all the weird Underfell Papyrus posting like. What am I bringing to the table of ur dashboard

Me when I order a book just because Stretchy was in there for like. 2 pages but also the main character was adorable :] (this didn't turn out how I wanted it to and I accidentally changed the rabbit's design but whatever)

logically, i know i should make an art sideblog to make things easier rather than intermittently posting my art here amidst the random things i reblog;

however. i am lazy

hehe

This is an outfit from when Filonyn was very young, but they do still have it. Since it was before they were living among humans, they didn’t have to wear a big hat with it.

Artist wrapped: 5, 13, 15

3. how long did you spend creating in an average month this year? was any month more or less creative?

despite what it may seem on my art account, i do actually draw pretty often (it’d probably average out to abt once a week for 3-5hrs)! most of it are sketches, ideas for future Full drawings, oc stuff, etc etc so i generally dont post it

in terms of actual Full drawings that i post…. its variable. whether or not i draw something to be posted is up to my mood & whether or not i have any ideas to draw, so its less consistent.

july-september had a looong burst of drawing energy that led to a lot of stuff being posted, primarily bc i played through a bunch of video games which inspired me to draw and its when i finally started drawing transformers! june is probably the only month where i posted. nothing. i was finishing up classes & probably playing video games tbh

13. what pairing/character/subject/body part/object gave you the most trouble this year?

hmm. drawing sexy shao kahn emotionally drained me.

but honestly the thing thats given me the most trouble has been concepts/characters i Really want to draw.. but i have no idea what to do with them. this is about megs/warper. i dont do ship art very often so its an absolute nightmare trying to draw it like… what do giant robots even do together….. and more importantly what would megs & warper do together ??????? nightmare

some things that are. hypothetically going to be posted eventually. are some tf redesigns that include an alt mode concept. which this is genuinely the hardest thinking ive had to do since ive been in school. how does it all work together what the hell

15. is there any new style/technique/medium you want to explore next year?

i want to poke around with lineless art again with tfs! i’ve only done it once and i thought “oh man i cant ever draw lined tfs” and then i never drew lineless tfs ever again so. i should do that.

this has forever been on the back burner but ive been meaning to poke around with animation again. i dont remember if i ever posted anything involving animation on here or my art account but i did poke around in it quite a while ago, so its something i want to do again! even if its a pain in the ass

Gotta love setting yourself up for misery by bookmarking a bunch of characters in artfight way too far in advance, inevitability leading to like half of them ending up on the same team as you

we get to help dirk make his furries!! he wood say "theyre not furries theyre animatronics" but theyre litteral furry robots ok trust us

he also only drinks black cawffee and hes makwing us drink it becaws appawrently "it helps you focus" but we feel like this is some kind of animal ab*se

'wow the vibes are rancid in here today!' i say, referring to the inside of my own brain