This summer 🌞 we are going to actually be able to go outside and not feel like a whole 🐳 in our bathing suits! It’s approximately 5 months away. That’s only 5 months you have to do this. 5 months of being so determined. 5 months of fasting and 5 months of eating plant-based. That’s my plan. 5 months of calorie deficit. 5 months. Remember these photos and the life you could have when you feel like binging. Remember the memories you could make.
I decided I am going to start a weight loss journal on tumblr, because I like the community. I will be the first to admit that I have lost weight by many unhealthy means, and I continue to lose weight by unhealthy means. I think that if I can convince myself that I will exercise and be healthy after all the weight is off then I will be fine. I just want to have a way to express my methods of losing weight and not be judged by the people I’m ‘trying to impress’. I go through periods of not wanting to eat, and I go through periods of eating everything in sight. I’ve starved, I’ve over eaten, I’ve purged, but I still stay mostly confident that I will eventually reach my goal :D Stay strong guys
Alright, this is my last start cuz I’m gonna stick with it. Yesterday I ate pizza and ice cream which was a horrible choice. Today my bf is holding me accountable. Let’s see what I can do in 75 days and let’s see if I can finally stop binging.