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harry-the-killer · 8 months

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"Myślę, że gdyby nie to co się wydarzyło w moim życiu, dokonałbym wielkich rzeczy.

Ale wydarzenia z mojego życia sprawiły, że ciężko mi wstać z łóżka "

#bulim14 #depress3d #samookaleczenia #cytaty

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melancholic-dust · 7 months

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i’m getting so tired. i no longer have energy to react to distress anymore. i can’t cry. i can’t.

#numb #vent #dissociation #depress3d #anxienty #mental health #venting #coping #mentally exhausted #tw depressing stuff #self h@rm #depeession #sad thoughts #im so tired

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psychotickenesis · 9 months

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Miau

#2 depress3d to do makeup or lookk good

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cakesdown · 3 months

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I wanna start posting more things like warmup doodles or scribbles and so on

#trying to break thru my art block bc I’ve been depress3d #ruax #pollo #the solaris cinematic universe #sol scribbles

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the-au-ideas · 11 months

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I'm real good at calculations in my own way. Like I automatically rank people from who cares about me most to least from actions and who I care about most to least. Least would be fucking.TRINITY. Most is my beloved and my dad bc I don't think I would be happy without them in my life

#then of course my best friend #honestly id be super depress3d if any of them died or left

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beivvvi · 3 months

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Stats

height: 166 cm

sw 70.4 kg / 155 lbs

cw: 70.4 kg / 155 lbs

lw: 45 kg / 99 lbs

gw1: 69 kg / 152 lbs🔒

gw2: 68 kg / 150 lbs🔒

gw3: 65 kg / 143 lbs🔒

gw4: 63 kg / 139 lbs🔒

gw5: 60 kg / 132 lbs🔒

gw6: 57 kg / 125 lbs🔒

gw7: 55 kg / 121 lbs🔒

gw8: 53 kg / 117 lbs🔒

gw9: 51 kg / 112 lbs🔒

gw10: 49 kg / 108 lbs🔒

I will be posting my safe foods, which in the past led me to lose 20 kg / 44 lbs and I reached 45 kg / 99 lbs. I gained so much weight because I was pregnant and my boyfriend left me alone with a pregnancy so I was depress3d AF, and enter a binge eating phase

So I came back, determined to lose all this weight. Wish me luck

Take care of yourself, kisses

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duckymcdoorknob · 1 year

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Hello lovely Ducky! I was wondering if I could get an emergency request? I’m going through a lot and am struggling with bad seasonal depression. Recently, I’ve really needed encouragement and some sort of hope, but instead of it, I lost a friendship. It was kind of a huge blow to my mental health. No pressure ofc, I know it’s exam season right now and you’ve got your own life, so don’t feel pressured and don’t rush! thank you in advance and ily I hope you’re having an amazing day!! make sure ur drinking water!!

Heya, Kross!

This took 4000 years, so I hope it’s not too late!!!

I hope you’re feeling better :(

I will personally fight your friend, don’t even worry.

I hope this provides you some kind of comfort! If not, feel free to request again!

CW BELOW THE CUT: reader is depress3d, reader has lost hope.

𝐼𝑧𝑢𝑘𝑢 𝑀𝑖𝑑𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑦𝑎

Exam season at U.A was never an easy time of the year. Multiple tests, multiple classes of work to still turn in, and atop of all else, this time of year is when things started to weigh heavier on you.

You try your best to make it through the day, but it never seems to be enough for those close to you.

Although you explicitly have stated that this time of the year is hard for you, your friends swear that you’re avoiding them on purpose.

Overtime, you got used to it. But this year was different.

While you were studying for your heroics exam, a text buzzed on your phone. You reached over to it and read the words “we need to talk”

Instantly, your mind raced with all of the things that could’ve been the issue. You didn’t have to do much soul-searching, however, when you received a huge paragraph from your friend.

It was clearly copied and pasted, meaning that your friend had put some thought into, and maybe even asked others for help with, it.

Your heart dropped into your stomach as you read about how your “friend” claimed that you were avoiding them on purpose, and how they felt neglected by you.

Frustrated, you start to text them back, explaining in vain that it was just because of the time of year, and that you really didn’t mean to ignore them. By the time the text had sent, there was a delivery error.

Your friend had blocked you.

Your mind and emotions went numb. You shut your book and laid down on your bed with bleary eyes as you thought about all of the moments you had with your friend.

Defeated, you stood up to turn off your desk lamp, and went to bed with tears streaming down your face.

As time progressed, you had scarcely come from your dorm. You spent your time studying when your mind allowed you to. Most of the time, you could only lay on your bed in defeat.

Luckily for you, your green-haired best friend had noticed your recent absence. Izuku was nervous about your disappearance, and would bring a plate of food to leave at your door. When he knocked, you wouldn’t answer him, so he figured that something must be very wrong.

Eventually, Izuku gathered the courage to knock and stay there until you replied to him.

“(Y/N)? It’s me. I know you’re in there,“ he murmured as he rested his forehead against the door. “I just want to know if you’re okay.”

You sighed as you looked at the door. Were you really in the mood for company? What would his reaction be? Was it worth it?

You rolled over in your covers and stared blankly at the wall.

“(N/N), I’m not leaving.” His voice was a little more stern, almost as if he was upset with you.

“Go away,” you mustered.

A gentle gasp was heard from outside the door. “Please let me in… I promise I won’t bother you.”

You readjusted yourself to be turned away from the doorway. Sighing, you decide to let him in.“Door’s been unlocked since Tuesday.”

You closed your eyes and waited. Within a second, the knob of your door turned, and it was pushed open.

You heard a gentle gasp and a forlorn voice. “(N/N), please, talk to me.”

“Nothing to talk about.” You replied.

Izuku sat next to you on the bed and put his hand on your shoulder. “I will not leave your side until you at least acknowledge my presence.”

You rolled over and your teary eyes met with his own. You didn’t have time to react before the boy wrapped his arms around you tightly.

“I’m sorry if you don’t wanna be touched right now, or if you just wanna be alone, but I know in my heart that you need this.” He whispered, running his hand along your head. “Tell me, what’s going on in your mind?”

His soothing words and comforting touch made you instantly dissolve into sobs. Izuku held you close, whispering reassuring words into your ears. “It’s okay, it’s okay… shhh… I’m here, it’ll be okay. Im not going anywhere, I promise you’re safe with me.”

As soon as you calmed a bit, you started to pour out all of your troubles. They flowed out like water, and you were unable to hold them back.

Your friend held you securely, hoping to convey his solidarity. Izuku listened intently to every single world that you said, nodding in acknowledgement.

When you finished, he wiped your tears and took both of your hands.

“I’ll preface by saying that I’m so sorry that this happened to you… I can’t even begin to imagine how awful this must be, especially during this time.”

“I want you to understand that this isn’t your fault, not at all. You expressed clearly that you are feeling a certain way, and your “friend” didn’t respect that. You can’t be responsible for how they feel, because you tried to explain what had happened.” His thumb came up to your cheek as another tear fell from your eye. “They chose on their own to not listen to you. If it’s worth anything, I personally think that this individual is not your friend. If they were really someone who wanted to have a bond with you, they wouldn’t do this to you.”

“You can’t control how you feel either. Depression is a sickness, and you can’t force it to go away. You’re trying your best, and that’s all anyone can ask of you…”

You rested your head on his shoulder, and he kissed the crown of your head. Closing your eyes with a sigh, you finally spoke. “I just don’t get why you can be so understanding but they can’t…”

“Because some people don’t take mental illness seriously.” He replied, tracing circles on your shoulder blades. “It’s dumb, but some people just don’t understand how terrible it really is… I just hope that I can be enough of a support system for you.”

You hugged him back him tightly “You’re more than enough… You’re the only one who’s cared to check on me after all this time, so thank you.”

Izuku cradled the back of your head with his hand as you hugged him. “Just take a minute and rest, I’ve got you…”

As your residual tears finally started to dry, Izuku helped you to lay down and rest your head in his lap. He ran his fingers through your hair as you closed your eyes.

“Don’t worry about a thing right now… just get some sleep, I’ll be right here if you need me.”

Before you fully fell asleep, you swore that heard Izuku mutter a few words.

“I wish they’d only see you how the rest of us do…”

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cultofthepigeon · 6 months

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i need to get back on my job search but it just makes me more depress3d. get a job where ill be constantly judged, no one wil like me, ill be constantly reminded of my stupidity, treated badly, lose free time and sleep, and have to get up early to drive 20+ minutes to work

and just for an underpaying ammount of money that will never be enough to get me out of here and someplace i could be happy

#ppp #ill never have enough to move out #let alone to a city or some place where i could #actually meet people and make friends

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hopeididntscareyou · 2 years

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My jojo feelings

The second batch of jojo’s bizarre adventure part 7 that i have been waiting forever will be released on netflix this september .Third batch will be released after 2 years and i would be 28 yrs old by then. Part 7 and part 8 are going to be released on my 30s and 40s, basically as a middle age person i would be still watching an anime but i have no choice, thats how they been running the jojo since the 1980s. Part 6 manga’s in fact was released on 1999 so basically were watching a 23 yrs old story in 2022 and its not even fully released yet. But whatever. I have to live healthy and not die so i can watch steel ball run and jojolion animated. They have the best storylines and i just cant die without seeing them animated. If i was on my deathbed and asked whats the my last wish, the only wish i have is to watch jojo bc i love this anime so much it is life

Now back to part 6 stone ocean, i just saw the trailer for the upcoming next episodes and i immediately started crying remembering how it will end. After all their intense fighting scenes and camaraderie theyre all doomed to die anyways, which is making me so depress3d.

Part 6 ending literally didn’t serve justice. I’m still mad that Foo fighters never got the credits that she deserve. She was the best girl and had the best character development. This is also the only part where the jojo got defeated by the villain and not only one jojo but TWO powerful jojos and its doesnt make sense because jolyne is definitely one of the smartest and quick thinkers in the entire series. She’s literally the best strategy gamer. Meanwhile jotaro, who actually made the entire franchise popular bc of his star platinum and fighting with Dio thats been memed since the early 2000s, got nerfed to hell which is so retarded.

Whats even more retarded is the fact that they all got defeated by some irrelevant faggot (just a dio minion) and the only left alive was also the irrelevant kid in the group and im so mad why does it have to be this way. Like emporio was cute and helpful and all but how the fuck did a non-jojo defeat the final boss? If emporio was the one to defeat that annoying gay nigger villain then he should be the jojo of the series then instead of centering the arcs to jolyne. Its so. Fucking. Retarded.

i invested so much emotion in this man rooting for jolyne and everyone but they all died and the only one left was the powerless kid and somehow he made some asspull that wasnt even his own. The ending will never ever satisfy me cause its basically just some solipsism shit because everyone there was more like a figment of emporio’s imagination, not the reality. They were all dead, they all died for nothing and its so stupid how they all died. It would have been more acceptable if the final boss was like Dio or Diavalo who had a powerful stand, but NO, it has to be the most boring, uncharismatic and uninteresting villain (he was an ex of Dio, which makes him a fagot) and i just cant stop saying how retarded that is

I quit gaming and immersed myself in the jojo world and saw all their fights. Its so heartbreaking for me to see all of them die for nothing. I’m starting to believe that araki is a complete psychopath and just wanted to mindfuck his readers in a bad way, playing with our emotions. Like bruh. the thing is i don’t usually care about shit like this but araki made all these interesting, likable and fashionable characters with the best stands ever and teamwork. They didnt deserve an ending like that. And tbh, thats the reason why i'm choosing Golden Wind as my favorite cause atleast the jojo was still alive. if only the jolyne squad didnt die i would def chose Stone Ocean because i love all the fighting scenes and the mindfuck suspense shit in this. It feels more psychological and ive never seen an anime quite like this. Its definitely different from all those childish friendship anime storylines like naruto/hunterxhunter and onepiece which are all garbage. If you claim to be an anime fan and you said your favorite is hunterxhunter, I would put you in the degenerate weeebo category because there is nothing to like about hunter x hunter, unless you are a child

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littlenepttune · 3 years

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Estômago vazio

Eu não tenho medo de sentir fome

Tenho medo de comer

Mas é assim, mulheres de sucesso não tem tempo pra comer, não tem tempo para pensar e se sentir gorda

Eu gostaria de ser como elas desde pequena

Borboletinhas no estômago já não são mais toleráveis, ele precisa estar vazio, então troquei as borboletas por laxantes e água.

Quero emagrecer, mas tenho medo de não conseguir

Sempre me pergunto se um dia vou ser uma dessas mulheres de sucesso.. mas pra isso preciso amar a ana e mia, sacrifícios são feitos.. porque, quem não gostaria de ser admirada?

#ana e mia #anorecya #anorexik #anorekcia #depress3d #sadness #bulimxa #bulimyc #bulimina #anorecca #ana #mia

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siempreabzurdah · 3 years

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Bisonho (Depressão Crônica)

Bisonho experimenta um humor cronicamente baixo e sentimentos de desesperança. Ele sempre apresenta os sintomas e está sempre deprimido. Constantemente procura o lado negativo, espera que coisas ruins aconteçam e nunca tenta ter uma visão positiva sobre a vida. Ele não tenta ser alegre e vivencia sua depressão como um estado padrão, ao invés de vivenciá-la de forma episódica. Seu humor sombrio resulta em baixa autoestima e sentimentos de desânimo. Ele desistiu da possibilidade de recuperação e aceita seu estado, como se não houvesse esperança de superá-lo. Ele nunca teve um episódio maníaco, descartando a possibilidade de transtorno bipolar

#pooh #ió #bizonho #depressão #depress3d #depresión #depressing thoughts

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melancholic-dust · 3 months

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and suddenly, everything became grey again

#vent #depress3d #anxienty #mental health #coping #tw depressing stuff #venting #mentally exhausted #depeession #self h@rm #tw self destruction #tw triggers #sorry for being depressing #depressing post

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souls-like-fire · 3 years

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I really just want someone who gets me :(

#lonely #sad #depress3d #just wanna be loved

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