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envy-of-the-apple · 1 year

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Hi! I have a request, could you write meruem x reader (female). Fluff and he being overprotective over his lover, a oneshot or ongoing fic. Perhaps pregnant reader if you are ok with it ofc.

I don't do pregnancy sorry:( how about we compromise with a forced wedding trope:))))))

oh wow, you said fluff? does-does killing loved ones and forcing the love of your life to swear their life to you count as fluff? Istg I cant read I'm so sorry

(Dark content, forced marriage, implied murder, implied stalking)

You've heard what was happening in the Kakin Empire.

Just rumors. Murmurs whispered here and there. People were disappearing in droves, but no one knew what was really happening. Some people speculated of aliens finally touching the Earth, taking humanity into the stars. Others thought it was a government failure, a leaked chemical plant that was causing people to die and the Empire was just covering it up.

It was a tragedy, but you lived two countries away from the Kakin Empire. It wasn't supposed to effect you.

This was supposed to be the happiest day of your life. You were supposed to marry the man of your dreams. Live the rest of your life in marital bliss.

Now, the man you were about to swear your life to was dead, and someone else sat at your side.

You've never seen anyone like him. He was peculiar looking. Handsome, but his skin was an inhuman green color. You've never seen someone with a tail before. He was oddly beautiful, in a tragic sort of way.

But you could barely care about appearances, not with how effortlessly he started to massacre.

He called himself the King when he entered the venue. You thought him rude, at first, when he interrupted the ritual with his sudden presence. Your fiance looked annoyed at the appearance. You could see him turn, about to curse out the stranger.

In retrospect, you should be grateful his death was quick. Painless.

You don't notice his subordinates until they demand attention as well. Three, just as peculiar as their leader. One demands that everyone bow for their so-called King. When the crowd doesn't listen, still amassed in hysteria, you have a perfect view as his men begin to pick off the crowd one by one. The only ones left are the few that were smart enough to reel in their horror, slinking down to their knees.

And then there's you.

He's slow when he makes his ascension. You wonder if he was the personification of death itself, coming to claim you for his own. You wished he would, but instead, he stops, right by your side. Instead of killing you, he starts to speak.

He has a nice voice.

He says he's been watching you for a while. He says that in order to respect your tumultuous human customs, he will finish this ceremony with you so you two can be wed. Then, he sits down right next to you, urging the shaking priest to continue.

You don't acknowledge him, not at first. You're not smiling anymore. You don't stare into the remaining crowd, too scared to see who you also lost. Instead, you look down at your hands, draped in jewelry and henna. You continue to stare, reminiscing how just ten minutes ago, you were so so happy.

You wince when a hand reaches over to roughly grab your arm. It doesn't hurt, but it easily could have.

"You don't seem happy," He hisses, "I expect you to behave gratefully. It is an honor to marry a King."

You nod because you're a coward. You value your life more than your dignity.

"Yes, your Majesty," You respond quietly.

"You must not use titles when referring to me," He declares, "From now on, you will call me by my name or husband."

"I don't know your name." You respond.

Of course, you didn't know his name. The monster of the man who entered your life so suddenly. He's silent, and you wonder if that's the last graciousness he'll give you. If he's decided to slay you here, leave you for another more obedient one.

"Meruem," He finally responds, "My name is Meruem."

He doesn't speak another word, intently focusing on the priest. You both sit in silence, hearing the priest shakily recite the mantras, hearing your remaining family quietly sob on the floor.

He acknowledges you once more when he ties the mangal sutra around your neck. It's thin, discrete, and easily hides under your gaudy dress. Still, it feels like a chain that suddenly snaps in place, bogging you down.

You don't remember much after that. It's only after Meruem pulls you up, effectively pulling you back into reality. There are still many rituals to be done. He doesn't seem to care. You don't either.

He leads you away from the altar. Your bare feet hit the smooth tile as you are dragged outside. The anklets create small jingles, bells that ring your perceived fate. The men who came in with him, silently trail behind. The doors close behind you with a sickening thud, locking you away from your dream forever.

You wouldn't be able to bury him.

Meruem suddenly stops, turning back to you. He reaches up to your face as though he is fascinated. You can feel him wipe a tear off your cheek.

You hadn't even realized you'd begun to cry.

"I can make you happy," He promises, his voice small, so much different compared to how he spoke less than ten minutes ago.

You search his face. His eyes show a glimmer of loneliness. Desperation.

It's gone within a moment. The King takes a breath, removing his hand.

"Come," He says, the usual cruelty back in his voice, "We should return to the palace. Your new home."

#yandere #yandere meruem x reader #yandere hxh #forced marriage #shotgun wedding #get it? cuz-cuz he literally has you at gunpoint #tailpoint #dark content #blood #murder #this isn't fluff #dear god i am so sorry #meruem x reader #dark meruem

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 9 months

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assorted scribbles and Love Bites!!!!

#THEYRE IN MY BRAIN THEYRE IN MY BRAIN MY FUCKING GOD THEY'RE IN THERE!!!!!#i want to PUNCH & BITE SOMETHING theyre soooooooo aghh bsdkjcJKDFNJSVDSL #sorry. sorry. look away im losing my Absolute Marbles #they make me so emotional....#having breathing problems while typing #they Affect Me and Effect Me and Everythingggggggg #literallyyyy FUCK everyone else theyre the only ones who matter #scribble salad #laughingstock #barnaby x howdy #howdy x barnaby #watch barnaby's gonna end up being the token straight-#hes bi In My Heart (until proven otherwise. probably gonna be proven otherwise)#tho man... his pokemon au design is So fruity.... WAIT WHAT EAR WAS THE EARRING IN?! hold on i need to look something up #THE LEFT EAR NOOOOO THAT'S THE STRAIGHT EAR-#again Im Just Joking! Joshing! Jesting! dont take this seriously please dear fucking god dont-#im simply a jester in this giant court. jingling my lil bells and doin a jig #fr tho when i first saw all the neighbors i looked right at barnaby and thought 'ah. thats probably the straight one huh'#BUT! WE HAVE NO CONFIRMATION EITHER WAY!#AND I AM AND ALWAYS WILL BE DELUSIONAL ABOUT LAUGHINGSTOCK! SO!!#straight barnaby can't hurt me he isn't real-#and ofc. howdy has always been so so fruity To Me <3 #idk what it is about him! hes just! i look at him and my entire brain goes 'oh that mf has four limp wrists'#AND TOGETHER THEY ARE THE FLUFFY HUSBANDS!!!! WHO WONT LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

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chaoticace2005 · 3 months

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You may have heard of the Radio Demon…

But have you ever heard of the WEEDio Demon?

#dear god I am so tired and so sorry #it’s 1 am I spent way too long on this and I was laughing the whole time #this is how I know I need sleep #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel memes #radio demon #alastor hazbin hotel #alastor #hazbin hotel alastor #the radio demon

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posallys · 4 months

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The old fears, but I’m here (through the long night with you)

posally | T | 1.5k | could be canon for @pjoseries because we're side by side in the trenches

Thunder claps, deafening. Her ears ring. Through half-opened eyes and hot tears, she sees the water recede too far back too quickly. Thunder. Rain. The water creeps further back. And then it falls.

or, sally doesn't call, but poseidon comes anyway.

read on ao3

#I AM SO SORRY #IT IS NOT THAT LONG BUT DEAR GOD DID I HAVE A BREAKDOWN WRITING IT #this is a direct result of episode 8 i cannot lie to you #toby stephens poseidon altered my brain chemistry fr fr #also lys and i share one (1) braincell because well...you'll see #posally fic in the year of our lord 2024 #taylor tries to write #posally #posally fic #pjo #percy jackson #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo tv #sally jackson #poseidon #begging you to come yell at me about them though #this was affectionately titled 'what the fuck was that episode HELLO' in google docs

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fudgecake-charlie · 5 months

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i would like to hear about the third life au!

HELLO BELOVED FROG DASH FRAUD you are always so kind to me!!! Very long disorganised thoughts and context to the AU [EDIT: IN A NEW REBLOG I GUESS!! tumblr hates me and my formatting!!]

#scar #grian #desert duo #third life AU #I wrote over a thousand words of infodumping for this. god #SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG!! writing this took forever and it's christmas and i reaaally wanted to draw a comic with this #dear fl tag if i've clogged your tag with my block people i am sorry <3 #watcher lore #<- for blacklist i guess?#not scheduled this time! it's 3am. whoops

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schrodingersschlong · 5 months

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google help me i fucked my boyfriend a little too hard and gave him a tummy ache :''''D

#<3text #silly #MY POOR BOY I AM SO SO SORRY #rest in peace his guts dear GOD #boy moaning is a drug i got lost in the sauce i feel so bad my poor bf ;;-;;

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devilbeez · 4 months

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Some bitches just give me absolutely nothing then that one scene happen and my brain went

W O U L D

And I turned a simp

#Like dear god I wanna bully Vox so bad #I am not normal about this man #I am so sorry—#hazbin hotel vox #Vox #transformers starscream #Starscream #xs jack spicer #jack spicer #im a simp #transformer swerve #tf idw swerve #devilg04

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valkyrie-soulless · 2 years

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#so that dreadwood ghost skin #yeah yeah I am not immune to the hilarious act of babygirlifying military propaganda #task force 141 #I’m sorry everyone for this being my foray back into posting art #simon ghost riley #simon riley #soap mactavish #john soap mactavish #kyle garrick #kyle gaz garrick #captain price #cod #cod mw22 #call of duty #dear god never thought I’d post that tag

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opikiquu · 1 month

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(rocking back and forth in the corner of an empty room) save me white boy save me white boy save me white boy s

oh my god. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS . BOY.

#my first reaction was ‘what? his eyes do glow!’ and then i proceeded to cry #★ arin rambles #sorry i need to let this out #AVENTURINE. AVENTURINE oh dear #IM DR RATIO YOOHOO #HEYYYYY HEY HEY HEY HEY PLELASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEE #IM BEGGING YOU. IM BEGGING YOU #im getting a job so i can e6 him /j #Yall im obsessed with this man i have to have him kill me #like everytime i see him my eyes pop out like those ugly stupid pens with squishy animals on them #i think my body mustve sensed him or something #i literally woke up at 7 am in a cold sweat #im not gonna be normal #IM NOT GONNA MAKE IT #5 DAYS IS TOO LONG YALL IM NOT MAKING IT #IM GOING TO THROW UP #aventurine pleade aventurine please aventurine aventurine save me #AVENTURINE.#Please babygirl what i gotta do to get a suicidal blonde to kiss me around here???????#sorry if you follow me it will get worse #he a masterpiece . he changed my life . he a work of art…….#aventurine honkai star rail #hsr aventurine #AVENTURINE #OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OH MY GOD PLEASEEEE P #PLEASE ONE CHANCE ONE MINUTE ONE SECOND JUST A GLANCE #im gonan thriw up IM GONNA DIE #tears in my eyes

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thebusytypewriter · 2 months

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Hello, looking for Tri-God opinions! One major writing entry is done, so I think it's time for another reference or two :D

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bbbrianjones · 3 months

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so like. hi.

#michèle for reference #im really sorry. i did promise red with highlights but i'm a dumbass. i am sorry.#buti love this. i look so hot. dear god.#feel free to reblog 💞💞

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sapphoberrydupe · 2 days

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My friend and I were talking about the Itadori families connection to jujutsu society pre-Yuji and brought up the possibility that Wasuke may have been a retired sorcerer. That's been theorized before but mmhhjhhh it makes so much sense

(Warning: Most of this is based off my own headcanons/theories)

I mean, imagine being Wasuke in this situation! You're a skilled sorcerer with a wife and son but as your son gets older you start to feel such a strong, familiar CE from him. As he grows he begins telling you about vivid dreams of being consumed in the womb, but he was always an only child.

Twenty smth years later, your wife and your daughter-in-law are both dead. Or you thought so, until your daughter-in-law suddenly reappears. You were a sorcerer, you can feel the overwhelming evil from her even without a change in her CE. You try and warn your son, but he ignores everything you have to say, seemingly unbothered by this unnatural occurrence.

And then- the worst possible outcome of this. It has a child. What kind of monster would the kid become, if raised by this thing and your, you want to believe, oblivious son? That is, until she randomly disappears. Your son is upset, but unsurprised.

(This part is purely headcanon on what happened to Jin)

Three years go by, and you've barely ever seen your grandson since the disappearance of his mother. Until your son shows up at your house at damn near 2am, with your grandson and all the boys things. He doesn't even give you an explanation. His house is empty when you visit the next morning. You don't see him again, and your grandson is far too young to understand.

Years go by and you've tried many times to explain the issue of Yuji's parents to him, but he stops listening the moment you mention either of them. They're both gone, clearly didn't want him, so why should he care? He has you.

Fine, that's fine, but you couldn't save your son. Maybe you can still save Yuji.

"You're a strong kid, so try and help others. Save who you can, even if it's only one. When it’s your time to go, make sure you’re surrounded by others. Don’t end up like me."

You've cursed him. Maybe that's for the best.

#Call me Kenjaku the way i be yappin #Dear god i didnt think itd be this long #PLEASEE TELL ME TO STFU #this is so cringe but ig thats perfect for tumblr #sorry longtime tumblr users #be cringe and free #i am cringe but i am free #jjk #jin itadori #yuji itadori #wasuke itadori #itadori jin #itadori yuuji #itadori wasuke #kenjaku

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money-and-dandellions · 3 months

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continuation to this post:

Meg who unintentionally and absolutely illogically gets worried when Lester gets sick after the ghoul incident and he doesn't really understand why would she do that

until he does

#meg will fidget with literally anything and stare at him non stop #and ask him so much questions which is strange (why would she ask so much questions; why she asks him to make a stop; why she stares at hi #as if he will disappear; why she frowns so much at him? he is fine?)#so she asks him questions OR doesn't ask them at all just looking at him because he is tired and sick and how for the fuck he i—#—what if he will die? she can't lose him not again he almost died je was so pale she can't lose him again its going to he her fault—#and lester doesn't really understand why she seems so unnerved but tries so hard not to show it until he stops to yk stretch or smthng and #and practically blanks out and all he can hear is his little sister's voice why it is so small why it sounds so scared is she crying why—#why would she cry he is fine why is his cheeks wet ow that hurts and then he gets conscious and realises after a pause what had happened an #and sees meg that is so so scared and oh gods im sorry i didn't mean to scare you whats wrong why are you crying—#oh #and lester will get it after some time and try to make sure that she is okay that my dear meg is not your fault i am fine just a #a little tired and its okay shhhh #i am a sucker for when lester is sick af #the author is also sick with harsh flu is had fever (39°C) for 2 days straight but now is getting better #toa #lester papadopoulos #meg mccaffrey #sunflower siblings #love them #and they love each other #platonically

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paramountpetrichor · 21 days

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Not a public proshiper myself because of heavy fear

but Lunar x Eclipse x ruin. Especially with Ruin tricking both to their side to work with them.

first off i am So sorry this took like a week to get to (im still workin on the other thing in my inbox too i prommy </3) and second off, God thats so Real. there's a reason i use a sideblog to be proship instead of my main and that's bc of one huge reason: excruciating anxiety

anygays here's your request <3 if you dont know what the image is based off of please check the cut bc i put it (as well as a lightningless version) under there <3<3<3

ALSO bc this doesn't exactly fit the 'Ruin tricking both of them' part of your request (more like Ru and Lu teaming up to trick Ecci lmao), feel free to ask for another <3 i lovelovelove requests and am actually pretty satisfied with this piece heehee

tha lightningless ver

tha og inspo <3

#oh dear GOD what is the tagging system for the #celestialcest #side of tumblr???#im gonna yoink that one persons ship names and then just kinda come up w some of my own too ig???#idk someone halp me ;v;#beanstar #< LIKE IK SOMEONE USES THAT FOR #eclipse/lunar #lunar/eclipse #SO CAN I YOINK IT?? IS THAT OKAY??? again someone tell me if im doing smtn wrong im new here ; u ;#also going off the star/bean names. may I pitch that stuff including ruin be like:#theaterstar #theaterbean #theaterbeanstar #and then ofc we just got the #ruin/eclipse #eclipse/ruin #ruin/lunar #lunar/ruin #Yeahhh i need to get a better gosh dang tagging system for this blog lmao #ANYWAYS geezuz ive rambled so much in these tags i am So sorry.#...and. as always. if you recognize my art style or even THINK you do: no you don't. okay? okay. <3 #petrichors art #asks tag

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seapasture · 6 months

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I've always considered it one of, if not the album of all time anyway, but Absolution by Muse... Satosugu...

#i am unwell #this album is so exceptionally dear to me #but i have only come to the satosugu revelation as the result of currently being in the progress of making some deeply Evil artwork #i've just been listening to it on repeat as i draw whilst screaming internally. occasionally i throw my hands in the air in silent despair #some lyrics... my god. currently back on ruled by secrecy and i genuinely feel devastated adfsdgfsh #i should write up my thoughts because there are Many #jujutsu kaisen #satosugu #sea rambles #p.s. if i manage to finish this art and share it - i am so so sorry in advance

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zhongrin · 2 months

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signed back up on an IM app (bc the nice man uses that app more often, and i thought well why not) and a random guy whom i met through a dating app 3 years ago immediately sent a message..... i'm..... gods....

#rin rambles #for context this guys used to text me 'wyd' several times a day. everyday. and answers with like 'yep' 'no' 'cool' and disappears-#-ala tuxedo mask #so i felt like 0 connection and said 'hey this isn't working out sorry'#why do you still have my contact saved??????????????#ITS BEEN 3 YEARS??????????#i'm #???????????#why are guys so creepy sometimes i can't #am i overreacting??? i- dear god idk anymore #atp I've experienced the worst guy to the most gentlemanly guy in this universe i think

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